my mother died in september this year. i lay with her pillow and cry when i miss her. this song really made my grief come out, which is a good thing. some days i just really need her or a hug from her. the pillow, or myself is the closest thing i could get.
this song is for when you have to part ways with someone whom you grew so close to in such a short period of time. It's crazy how you can know someone for ten weeks, and for that period, they are the centre of your being, they're the reason you wake up in the morning. You tell each other everything that is too sad and too dark for the world to know, you feel safe in your small, silent world you've built together - only for it to all end so quickly. Suddenly, we return to our normal selves, except now, with a hole in our hearts, in the shape of each other. We know things about each other that nobody else will never know. And we can't ever talk again. And it is breaking my heart.
I know this feeling. I woke up every morning just to see his message, I've found my peace within him. He said he doesn't want to ever hurt me, he wanted to protect me, but life is the most ironic thing, he was the one to reach me to the core and rip it apart.
This song is being alone. Surrounded by people, drowning even, but mentally alone. The feeling that no one else seems to understand or get. It feels like looking at old pictures of a friend who you went seperate ways with. Your smiling faces in the picture, the light in eachothers eyes, knowing you'll never feel like this again with them. It feels like destroying yourself, purposely and unknowingly, shoving your head down under cold water, and keeping it there.
I don't know how to feel joy anymore,but this song gives me a nostalgic feeling,makes me want to keep going,my life is a mess and this melody is one of the little things in life that keep me alive,I don't know how you guys find this song sad but I believe it gives hope and happiness
This song feel like an indescribable emptiness. Nobody can understand how you feel or why you act the way you do, its like staring at the wall for hours and not being able to stand up bc you have no motivation.
@@destinybrooks9474 i don't know but i don't feel emotions i only feel pain, i somethimes goes to doctor and i have special tabs from him to don't kill my self so i dont agree with you
the person who reads this comment know that you will have everything all the troubles all the pain will pass sooner or later so enjoy life good luck I love you.
This is a GOD tier song, it makes you feel emotions that you shouldn’t even feel, hearing this song doesn’t even wanna make me feel happy emotions when I’m not even sad, and you know it’s a good song when you can’t feel nothing when hearing it, only depression. Song just wants me to rise up and sit there floating, not moving, not speaking, just emotions-less, I could play this song for a week straight and not even get tired of it, this song just makes you feel like you’re seeing someone you love die right in front of you, the person you love leaving you, you’re best friend shoving a blade into your back, this song plays when you just sit their, dying, waiting to see if someone comes to save you, this is 1 hour of my life that id never want to get rid of, this song is just something else man, something else
this song is like being sad but you cant cry, being hungry but you cant eat, being tired but you can't sleep, wanting to do things but you don't have any motivation left. wanting to live for other people but wanting to die to end your own suffering. idk but i love this sm
im so lonely. i feel so isolated even in rooms filled with people. it's like my brain and my body just reject love while at the same time wanting it more than anything. whenever people ask me how i am i just say that i'm fine, because while i so desperately just want to unload everything i'm holding in to someone and just talk through it all completely uninterrupted and completely understood, there's just too much to tell and even the idea of talking through everything that is truly bothering me is too exhausting. and i don't want people to look at me differently after learning all that. that's why i feel guilty when certain people in my life try to get me to open up, like when they say stuff like, "i'm here for you", "im always here to talk", "you can tell me anything", "if you need anyone to talk to, you can always talk to me" etc. and even if i went through with trying to unload it all i don't even know how to explain what's wrong with me. it's like this deep sadness just comes in waves, but in the intervals in between the waves there's this sense of mock/fake happiness that never lasts for very long. and i can't even try to enjoy the "happiness" i feel in between the waves because i know it's either not real happiness i'm feeling or i'm aware it won't last for much longer. i can't enjoy parties, birthdays, hanging out with my friends, hobbies i used to enjoy, nothing. nothing truly brings me joy anymore; and if it does, it never lasts. i'm tired of the constant mood swings. i'm not qualified in any way to diagnose myself, but it almost feels like this isn't normal depression. i would think depression is more consistent -- you know, none of this weird in between false happiness. i don't understand the chemicals in my own brain. i don't understand my own body. i'm trapped in this awful sad fleshy prison that's dying slowly every day. i'm struggling so much in this life and working so hard for things that truly mean nothing because in the end i'll die anyways. i genuinely don't see the point in continuing on. what am i sticking around for? my own death? i would just be cutting life a bit shorter than it would be originally. just bringing on the death part of life a little earlier, you know? who's going to stop me? i don't trust myself to stop myself if i eventually try to end it all. that's a scary thought. i'm so confused. i just need help. the only way i can bring myself to ask for help is asking random people on the internet that i doubt i'll ever had to see again in real life and feel embarrassed around. i've begged multiple times in vent chatrooms and comment sections and just get ignored. i know it's none of y'alls job to help me but i just need the help so bad. i just need someone to understand. i'm begging. i'm scared of myself and what i might do if this gets too bad. it's already really bad and getting worse every day. someone please answer me. i just want to be heard. i just want to feel loved. please if you've read this far help me. i'm only 16 i shouldn't feel like this. i'm so scared. i'm so sick
Всё это вечный круг , который увы длиться каждый день . Все искренние люди на самом деле просто тени вокруг тебя . В жизни нет смысла - нет цели нет ничего . Есть только деньги , которые не делают тебя счастливей . Держаться на плову наш долг « Может жизнь и без смысла но нужно ее прожить «
u are heard and loved. u probably heard this already but there is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel and I mean that wholeheartedly. life has to get worse in order for it to get better. how would u know what happiness is if you never experience sadness? even though it may not seem like it, u will grow up one day, surrounded by friends/family of ur own and reflect on the times u were leaving comments for strangers on RUclips..how times will change so drastically. just have a little bit of hope and hang in there. take every day one at a time and tell urself I just need to make it to the end of the day. i promise u I was in a deep dark hole like u are, and whilst i too have my waves of sadness, it did get better. life will never be full of clear blue skies, there will be moments of sadness, but slowly and surely these will shorten in length. I promise u it is worth living. pls don’t do anything permanent based on emotions which will fluctuate so much throughout. if there’s anyway I can reach u pls let me know
even though i am younger and i just can relate so much to you, the overwelming everythime i think about the other people thinking that than can enjoy life and i just cant because i feel empty every second of my life. But there is a forece uot there that still protects up, you me and other people like us. And even a lot of people may have told youYou are not alone, you are loved. We are going through this togheter, okey? Far away,maybe in another reality we will be happy, but now my dear you have to stay strong, even though u go through a lot and nobody seems to understand you, it is just hurtfull to see you like this and all the lonlyeness you are experiencing by yourself, even life is not worth living now , maybe it will be leater, Rrmember, you are loved, okey? -P.S sorry for my bad english, is not my mother language
@@jagoda4182 wachu mean "Are you okay?" SUCKA the user wrote an entire essay about how he is feeling and asking for help, and you say "Are you okay?". 🗿
I lost my mother when I was 1, and it took a huge toll on my life. I began to think I was worthless and stupid and ugly and I would cry in my bed at night.I would even start to believe it was my fault. Then I lost my childhood pets and I really lost it. I couldn't even get past the vet without crying, and this song helps me a lot with my grief. Thank you so much for the masterpiece. I finished the entire 1 hour loop. EDIT: I am fine. It was a long while ago and I’m in a happy stage of life. Thank you for the support🩷
Sorry For Your Loss, But, I Do Not Feel You And Your Mother Are Not An NPC At This Point Because When I Read The Comment Section Of A Song/Music I Always Find Something Like This Where Someone's Mother/Father Was A Musician Who D̸̢̛̘͙̻͖͈͈̤͎̙̭̗͍̪̻́́͌̚͜È̶͇̜͉̤͎̖̪͕̙͚̜̠̳̥̏͌͂̈̔̀͐͑̔̅͘͘͝͝C̶̫̭̲͈̭̗̝̤̹͕̺̲̮͑͂̿̄̌̄̋̂ͅE̴̛͇̱͓̟̺͉̬͍̠͍͋͐̿̚͜͝ͅĀ̴̲̫͔͖̺͈̩̦̳̻͇̉̌̐͜Ş̶̧̨͚̩̥̪̬͈͖͚̖͔͛͑̈́͐͗͐͋̿͊̈̎Ë̸͖́͛͋̄͋̂̆͐̃͗̆͘̚D̴̨̢̢̡̲͇̺̙̭̥̖͍͎͋̂̿̅̋͒̿̄́͑͘ Either Recently Or Back When The Person Was A Wee Babby, Turning The Comment Section To A Mourning Zone, As People Saying "I'm so, so sorry!", Which Is Actually The Most Inappropriate Thing To Say As If They Were The One Who Caused The Death, Or " Your mom sounded so cool!", I Never Knew You Were A Relative!
my dad died 3 years ago. he was a pianist there was this sounds he always used to play with only me and my mom. and we loved it. and i still remember it in my heart. and i’m trying to learn it bc my mom has cancer and she’s all i have in this world. i want her to hear the sounds that my dad used to make. that is my goal.
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This song is an indescribable kind of pain. The deepest, lowest of lows. Your in the depths of nothing. Its like your at your own funeral. Watching down at yourself. There’s nothing out there. Your tired. There’s nothing here for you anymore.
if there was one song out there that would describe my 2021, it would definitely be this song. this year has destroyed me mentally, and now i’m left with a tired and draining feeling i’ve grown all too familiar with. i feel wrecked, i’ve lost people so dear to me and i made too many stupid mistakes, i know there’s something wrong with me and yet no one is listening, no one ever listens to me. why does no one listen to me? why do i always doubt my own thoughts and feelings, i’m so conflicted and i have no one. please help me
i wish i could help more but i'm really doing no better myself. i guess just remember you're not alone. i'm right there with you. we can push through this for a longer while yet. i'm sorry you're struggling. i'm struggling too
Rich or poor life is filled with despair we all take our fair share of pain, the only positive is when you have a happy moment you learn to appreciate it. Learn to live with pain.
"There is nothing anymore,nothing to defend,or to steal,there is nothing but bodies and fire in no mans land......im sorry margaret......im going home." *gunshot heard in the distance,in a destroyed town that was once a happy place,now filled with corpses and bullets,its over.*
This melody really helps to vent all your sad emotions. Every tense note - is one emotion. Listening to this, it seems that you are completely alone. You're all alone and you want to cry, but you will be so devastated by this melody that you no longer want to do anything. How much pain is in this melody. How many emotions can be found here, but only one obvious thing is felt - pain. If you feel bad, and you want to finish yourself off with music, then this melody is perfect for this. Indeed, the legendary melody...
"Жди меня и я вернусь Только очень жди Жди когда наводят грусть жёлтые дожди Жди когда снега метут Жди когда друших не ждут позабыв вчера Жди когда из дальних мест писем не придет Жди когда ух надоест всем кто вместе ждет Жди меня и я вернусь Не желай добра Всем кто знает наизусть что забыть пора Пусть поверят сын и мать в то что нет меня Пусть друзья устанут ждать сядут у огня Выпьют горькое вино на помин души Жди, и с ними за одно выпить не спеши Жди меня и я вернусь всем смертям на зло Кто не ждал меня тот пусть скажет- повезло Не понять не ждавшим им Как среди огня Ожиданеием своим ты спасла меня Как я выжил будем знать только мы с тобой Просто ты умела ждать Как никто другой....." Эта песня Осицируеца у меня с этим стихотворением , как будто одно целое....
This song is a representation of emptiness and darkness. It’s like being stuck at a bottom of a well and not being able to climb out the darkness. As time goes by you your cries for help get louder and louder until you reach the end and everything is quiet. No more pain no more emptiness no more darkness
i'm struggle with emptiness so much, but is there only option. We must go forward to our wishes and dreams. Even if it hurts like hell. Death is a gift, not a problem solver. We must get away from it, but not be afraid to accept our end. Do not pursue death, it will bring only suffering. Life is a gift, same as death. Now, we must love each other, because time will not be our friend. Enjoy every moment, even sorrow, because it doesn't last forever. But you must love: at first point - you must love yourself. Peace to y'all
What shall we do today? What shall we do tomorrow? What shall we ever do? The hot water at ten. And if it rains, a closed car at four. And we shall play a game of chess, Pressing lidless eyes and waiting for a knock upon the door.
@@Constantilope the faster you realize that life is just the way it is, pure unfairness and sorrow, the faster you will be able to accept it and move on. You can't change it, so it's a waste of time to even think about it, go live a life. Forget?
There's only 2 songs that can make me start crying, and one of them is this. It feels like the addicting feeling of sadness and emptiness. Like sadness but in a good way.
this song feels like your soul is drowning, but yet the feeling is peaceful, like you’re on a hill being drenched by rain, wind passing through the creaking trees. It’s just such a powerful song but it makes everything feel so silent.
This song speaks trillions of words, without saying anything. This song is the epitome of loneliness and heartbreak. The heartbreak doesn’t have to be because of somebody, just because of your own living in general. This song is staying up late sulking, staring at the ceiling. This song is staring and somebody you love in their casket, at their funeral. This song is sitting in the rain, engulfed in your own thoughts and sorrow. This song is screaming for help, without anybody realizing enough to care. This song is fighting for your life everyday, while staying happy for others. This song is crying in your bed, wondering when the suffering will end. This song is truly…horrible, in a lovely way.
I listen to this every time I’m home alone so no one hears me crying, I think about the past where I enjoyed life, where me and my friends went outside everyday, where I was good in school, where I didn’t make those surprise mistake which changed my life
This song makes me realise I'm all alone in the end. People surround you but your still alone. No one is there to help you. You stand and stare in the the black space. Remembering the pictures of u and your old friends smiling with joy in your eyes wishing u could go back.
I feel this song understands me, its the suffocating feeling to just keep eating and eating until you finally come to a stop. Then you cry all your feelings away and hate yourself even more. The urge to keeping eating until you finally see what you’ve become has always haunted me.
Недавно умер дедушка. Он был мне ближе отца, ближе матери. Фактически он меня один воспитал. Прошлой весной у него диагностировали рак, а в декабре он уже умер. Никогда не забуду его спокойного тона, когда он сказал мне: "Не я первый, не я последний".
Мне жаль, утратами мы показываем нашу привязанность к близким людям. Потери - это тяжело и не все могут пройти этот путь правильно. Я тоже недавно потеряла дедушку. Такие ситуации двигают нас дальше
This song to me is what it feels like to be completely lost, the feeling of no one, I lost my mother when I was 10 years old, I will now be 15 in June, almost five years without my mothers touch, without her waking me up telling me how much she loves me, kissing and holding me. Sometimes I wonder why she did what she did that day, if it was me, or if it was everything she went through, but now I understand, the more and more people hurt you, the tougher life gets, at this point it shouldn’t even be called life, half the time I don’t even feel like I’m living, I’m just kinda there. I miss my mom every second of every day, but losing her has caused me to also lose myself, and my hope to get better, before I go to bed every night, I wish to not wake up.. songs like this help me with my grieving, thank you for listening
@@grace..4024 I don't know you well but.. There's always gonna be a way out that could be a good or bad way honestly the choice is yours, but I feel that you like listening to music for a way out, so write about it or make music or found something that motivates you, but If this doesn't help I'm sorry hope you find a way
This song feels like an anxiety attack along with depression. Feels like a heart break from memories with family/friends you don't talk to anymore. Feels like you're sitting on the beach on a rainy day late at night crying and regretting things you have done in the past. Watching the strong waves move. I get a flood of emotions listening to this song. Feels like drowning in your own problems you can't get out of. Feels like you are being trapped, you can't talk to anyone because you can’t trust anyone or what they will do with what you have told them. The feeling is strong pain, stress and sadness. -i wrote that in my docs :)
Мне кажется, что нет. Хотя, я просто не знаю историю твоей жизни, но другие англоговорящие люди в комментариях пишут о погибших родителях и близких, что реально страшно и больно
This makes me feel like I'm alone. Not actually alone, there's people always surrounding me, but alone. No one you know, no familiar faces, no familiar voices. Your all alone out in the world
I know I'm a teenager, but my inner child is out here comforting me. Every single pain that I have, every hatred I gain, is all calmed down because of this music.
This song feels like you just realised that you're slowly pushing yourself away from those you loved all your life, and then realising that you'll one day be all alone with only your thoughts and grief as conpany
I feel so tired. Physically, mentally, in every way I just want to fail and give up. I’m so tired of trying to be perfect and do my best all the time. It seems so easy to fail and be careless, they all seem so much more happy than the people who try so damn hard all the time. Like me. I just want to stop carrying so much, and be happy and free. I want to feel everything and nothing all at one time. I wish I could still be accepted if I were to change myself completely. I wonder who would still be there for me, if I did that. We’ll never know because I will continue to try and try to succeed, and never give up until I do. I will continue to tire myself out until there is nothing left of me but body and brain. I will continue to push and push and push with no breaks in between. I will continue being tired and sad all the time, worried if I change myself, everyone will leave my side, everyone that I need will leave. I will continue this way, this feeling, this thought, without accepting help. Without getting the help I need. Without reaching out. Without living the life I want to live.
One day youre going to feel better. I know its tiring honey, i know. Just please be patient and keep your head up. Im with you, we're going through this together and i want you to know that im proud of every little thing you do
i promsie you i know exactly how it feels i literally posted something just like this before... I promise you just try your best and wait it out Please reply if you need to talk i am here for you ❤️❤️❤️
I hope one day you will feel good, I will keep my fingers crossed for it as soon as possible, good luck remember not to give up, you are special and wonderful.
This song is the embodiment of how you feel when losing someone. It hurts, if you've lost someone I know how you feel. I am here for you and I will be... stay strong my friend, the scar won't heal but the pain will fade
This song reminds me how hard life is. And that life is not like in the stories, there will not always be someone waiting for you, I learned a long time ago, I just go through life with peace, without expecting anything from anyone, nothing in return. Am I honest? I have already lost faith in humanity, I only have faith in myself, and that is what I must fight for, I will fight for myself until the end, that girl that I locked up months ago has the right to be happy, but I don't want to, because if Liberians to that girl, she's going to suffer
This song feels like the eternal cosmos and realization of life, death, and our nature. The realization that we are nothing, death is a vehicle to the unknown to other worlds and we are only animals in the grand scheme of the universe.
This song makes me think of bad possibilities. Something that doesn’t often happen to me it makes me. It makes me feel empty like there’s nothing left to live for, Or the people I love most died and I couldn’t even cry. This song also makes me happy. Like i’m in a field with friends and we all play until the sun goes down. I feel angry aswell. Like someone has done something so bad I can’t even explain. It makes me want to cry. Cry with no tears, Hungry but won’t eat, Tired but I just cannot sleep This song makes me remember my pop pop, pop pop joe one of the most funniest strongest bravest and most Handsome men you’ll ever meet i barely got to see him cause my auntie, mom, and Grandma had bad terms with him so they wouldn’t let me see him anytime i was around him he had a smile spoiled me and everything I didn’t value that relationship until he died. I’m crying will writing this and it gives me a headache thinking about him. I miss him so much. I know he he’s proud and happy of me so that’s all that i’m thankful for Pop Pop Joe I love you,Cameron.
песня ассоциируется с евангелионом, сразу нападает грусть, безысходность, какое то отчаяние, и их грустные голоса, они сразу попадают в сердце как пуля.
Everyone else: "This song puts into form my pain, my fears, my struggles. It makes me think that I will never leave this endless pit of dispair and crushing resentment. The pit fills with water and this song is the chain to the floor." My Autistic Self: "Mmmm, buig noise. Sensory heaven."
This song is like when you are trying to cry but have no tears left to bear, or how you are so angry but have no words left to share. Or like how you suddenly realize that nobody is coming to help you. Man. It hits deep.
In the midst of World War II, there was a man named William Anderson, a young American from a small town in Iowa. He was a bright, ambitious soul who had dreams of becoming an architect. But the war had different plans for him. William enlisted in the army, driven by a sense of duty and patriotism. He said his tearful goodbyes to his family, promising to return soon. Little did he know that the horrors of war would keep him away for far longer than he ever imagined. His journey through the war was a harrowing one. He fought in the Battle of Normandy, where he witnessed the chaos and carnage of D-Day. The memory of his comrades falling around him haunted his nights, and the distant sound of artillery became the soundtrack to his days. William's letters to his family spoke of the harsh realities he faced. He wrote about the relentless rain in the Ardennes during the Battle of the Bulge, where frostbite claimed the fingers of some of his closest friends. He wrote about the stench of the Pacific jungles during the island-hopping campaign against Japan and how the relentless heat sapped their strength. But it was in the spring of 1945, as Allied forces closed in on Berlin, that tragedy struck. William's platoon was tasked with securing a small village, and as they advanced, they encountered fierce resistance from German soldiers determined to defend their homeland. In the heat of battle, a sniper's bullet found its mark, striking William in the chest. As he lay on the cold, muddy ground, gasping for breath, his thoughts turned to his family back in Iowa. He wished he could hold his baby sister one more time, see his father's proud smile, and hear his mother's comforting words. But in that moment, those wishes felt painfully out of reach. His comrades rushed to his side, but there was little they could do. William's breathing grew shallower, his life slipping away with every passing second. He whispered his family's names as if saying goodbye to them one last time. Then, in the midst of the chaos of war, William Anderson closed his eyes and took his final breath. The news of William's death devastated his family back in Iowa. The dreams he had carried with him into the war, of becoming an architect, of building a better world, were extinguished on that battlefield in Germany. William's story is just one among the countless tragedies of World War II, a reminder of the profound sacrifice and loss that marked that dark period in history. His memory lives on in the hearts of his family and in the annals of history, a symbol of the price paid for freedom.
"The deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for something or someone that one cares for or loves. The repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never be had again. The recollection of feelings, experiences, places, or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, and well-being, which now trigger the senses and make one experience the pain of separation from those joyous sensations."
This song feels like coming home after another bad day, having nobody to hold you as you cry your soul out. Drowning in your unhealthy coping mechanisms as you cry till you can't breathe, and just lay on the floor struggling to breathe from your own tears and sobs. Understanding that you've "lived" like this for way too long, but can't even do anything to change it.
This song comforts me. I sleep to this song, i work to this song, i do everything while listening to this song. It is a masterpiece, the sad music caressing my ears, bringing the most genuine happiness, making me feel empty inside, yet, bringing internal happiness. This is a song i turn to when im at my lowest points and my highest.
i have a really deep connection with music, so this song just feels revolutionary to me. it feels like im falling in slow motion in a completely black space, always falling, never reaching a solid surface. it feels like sadness.
At night, I honestly just stare at the ceiling with my phone under my pillow whilst listening to this song. It has a very special place in my heart, but I can’t quite pinpoint why. This song makes me feel the comforting sort of loneliness, like ghosts wrapping their arms around me. Big respect for you, thank you for making a one hour version.
When I found this song at first, it sounded like a peaceful song for relaxing. But when I listened to it again I was overwhelmed with memories of everyone in my life that had passed. Mostly my cousin filled my head. After that I couldn't stop the tears from rolling down my face.
This is the song for when you’re staring at your scars in the mirror and all you can think of is the pain that those people have put onto, but you can’t escape their grasp. They want more and more from you and brings you to your lowest and all you can think of is. why. why do I have to go through this
Me ear hurts so much because i always sleep with headphones on, listening to this every night.. But i dont regret it...... I found comfort in this sound.
When we are children, everything is colorful and full of magic, lots of friends, lots of smiles, lots of hugs and ways to show our feelings. Then we grew up, we realized that those words they spoke weren't meant to hurt us, it was just to show life the way it is, just to enjoy it while there's time to be really happy, the innocence of a child is so beautiful that we can't explain. But all is not lost, there's still something to believe in, so if you're reading this right now, whenever you think about bad things, fight it, say you'll hold on and hold on! You never, never know tomorrow, so for tomorrow don't wish for anything but health, because happiness, you will find one time or another, we just can't give up, one day we will see that colorful world again, one day we will wake up and be able to be ourselves and be happy again. And one more thing, when you feel lonely.. look at the sky and say everything you feel, it can do you good.
Esta cancion, me deja como un vacio, no puedo explicarlo, es como estar triste pero no poder llorar de td lo q sufriste, es como no sentir nada, es como empezar a convertirte en un monstruo sin corazon sin sentimientos. Esto me genera esta cancion, esto me provoca y me hace imaginar, me recuerda al dia q murio mi abuela, me sentia muy triste, pero no podia llorar, ninguna lagrima salio, no me creia que estuviera muerta.
this song reminds me of a few scenarios 1. a mom dies and her child is nudging her to wake up 2. a mother finds her child dead and each of the high pitch sounds is her screaming 3. a statue of a nude woman with cracks and missing pieces cries on the inside because everyday she’s forced to smile as people touch her and make fun of her
We all identify with this song, maybe not all of us, but some of us are going through the same thing. This song makes you feel an emptiness in your chest, the pain you feel when you listen to this song. It feels like you have lost yourself, the person who was happy before, fell into a dark pit, got stuck there, in a lot of mental problems among much more. The person who sees himself in the mirror, is the one who stayed in the dark well... Trapped, with nothing around you, only conflicts, tasks, sadness, loneliness, suicidal thoughts, etc. Your life changed in a blink of an eye. Your life became rubbish and it's something you've gotten used to.
@@Hello_Irussianсогласен... Мне надоела эта жизнь... И нет я не какой то там "типо" Малолетка дед инсайд. Мне и в самом деле хреново. Но никто не знает об этом, потому что я не могу никому этого рассказать, никто меня не поймет.. И да, даже родители..
In my opinion, the sad and hopeless feeling of this song matches perfectly with the rumbling. Imagine the despair after seeing your friends and family being trampled, by not only the titans but the fleeing crowds of innocent civilians, attempting to save their lives from the titans.
Here is a little plot I made in my head with this song: You lay in the snow, her back feels numb but not cold...your hands, fingertips, and nose all are red and numb. You look up to see the dusty grey clouds that befell the sky when you awoke from your dreamless slumber. Once you breathe in the winter air you feel the fresh snowflake upon your ashen skin and eyelashes, your lips settle in a soft smile as you feel the forest around you hold you close and keep you safe. You know it was early but yet your body does not move...does not breathe...you do not think, you are held safe and calm as you sit up and look to see the snow dancing around you, as you stand on frozen legs. After a few hours of walking, you lay back down to find a new soft noise in the back of your mind as you feel the soft ever-falling snow bless and kiss your skin...maybe you would lay here for now...maybe forever. -Meredith Grace 2021
Yaman 11.12.2022 summoned me to this empty shell of a comment section, each one, a reflection of the ever-falling happiness of our world. Also big chucky do a wee big fart.
Whenever I listen to this song it makes me sad… bc I think abt my childhood… feeling hurt for my inner child , wishing that I could’ve protected her and tell her everything would be alright… she’s been thru so much trauma I’m so sorry younger me…
Not only do I think abt my childhood but my own life too , I feel so alone in this world and my own home too , it doesn’t feel like home at all , I would have to be fcking nanny 24/7 for my little brother and clean bc my mom expects me to, even when she’s home she would just sleep or would leave the house to go somewhere else and I still get called lazy and get told that I don’t anything or don’t ever watch my brother …… it feels like we don’t have a relationship anymore, we don’t often talk anymore Im done… I feel so alone , depressed, stressed , tired , and ignored… Im just so tired of it …does she even care abt me? Or how I feel at all?
i’ve never been able to relate to a comment so much, your not alone. stay strong, don’t give up because that’s not an option. Be strong for the younger you.
this song somehow reminds me of school. trying your hardest to focus, but failed to do so. squeezed every bit of energy till you're just there physically. doing the assignments all at once because it feels better than doing one or two in a whole day, even if it was a large, and wants time. knowing damn well that you'll fail, and fail, and fail, and fail, and fail, and fail, and parents disappointed, teachers disappointed. even if you're trying your hardest. failing an exam and knowing that you actually tried the last bit of energy. getting screamed at for your marks. i just hate how marks are counted, and not the work, or even the energy of the work you've put, this is life, after all. i just hate school, universities, work, just everything, even this beautiful lie that we live in. i just want judgment day to come, but the problem is i'm not ready yet. i just wanna get up and pray. but shaytan always win. i just want this dunya to be over. no matter what i do. when i actually get the motivation to pray, my period comes. and i know it's Allah swt testing me to see if i will continue praying after ghusul or after finishing my menstrual cycle. i don't even know what i'm typing, i just wanna go to sleep, go to Allah. and feel at peace.
This song gives me a feeling of how grief can affect a person. On the outside they may seem okay but their screams inside slowly get louder and louder until they are silenced by suicide
This song feels like I’m stuck. stuck in the same overthinking thoughts that destroy me stuck in the same emotions that make me feel nothing but loneliness yet also numb but ur so used to it all.. so ur just stuck and dealing with it. But deep down it’s destroying you and u feel like ur drowning with everything and people try to help but it’s the same thing eat better, distract yourself, exercise and you’ve done it all so It’s not enough to keep you distracted from ur horrible thoughts and emotions from the nightmares from the constant anxiety and loneliness feeling from being numb and scared that ur gonna lose everyone and that it’ll be ur fault. I’ve never felt this way before I want it to stop
Minha vida tá um caos, me deito no travesseiro e choro sem parar porque não consigo fazer nada, tento me animar e não dá certo e não sei se vou conseguir chegar até 2023 viva, mas estou deixando um lembrete aqui pra todos lembrarem de mim.Espero que vocês consigam ser muito felizes na vida de vocês e que tudo dê certo. Edit 1:tá tudo dando errado, mas tento seguir firme.
Se toda vez que eu me sentisse mal e viesse aqui, estaria mais de 100 comentários. Por que eu sou assim? Eu só queria ser bonita, legal, gentil, inteligente e que minha família gostasse de mim.
2 моих друга погибли на войне....эта песня позволяет мне....вспоминать о каждом мгновение проведённом с ними.....я никогда не забуду то боль что испытали они.... как говорилось в одном произведении....не испытав боли....не возможно достигнуть истинного мира..... меня не осталось близких мне друзей.....
this song sounds like a new beginning after the wave of sorrows its happy but behind the happiness is fustration of your pasts like a realization of the wrongdoings and you having main character development you miss the people whom you loved, but they distracted you to become the full version of yurself so really, this song to me feels like the happy overcome of a sad story
This year i lost three people, my best friend who was hit by train,my grandma,my uncle... This fucking year And this song helps me to get that grief out.. Sometimes i wish i was the one who was hit by train..
This sound empowers me . ignites the little bit that’s lefts inside. I feel more prepared for the worst yet to come. I will walk toward it and not run away. Will not run from the pain. My moral duty will win and I will make it win
my brother was 18 when he died, i was 4. now i’m 17 and he’d be 31. i barely remember him, it’s like i’ve never had a sibling. but i did. and that’s what gets me. Nawaf, the boy who cared for me, the boy who loved me, the boy who was always there for his younger sister, all for what? for her to not remember him? i always watch the videos of him and he was so funny, cool and sweet. he always made everyone’s day better, he treated everyone so well. he was such a good brother but now he’s gone and now it’s like he was never here. but i know he’s watching over me, i love you so much Nawaf i really wish i could remember you. i’d do anything to have more time with you Nawaf, i don’t understand why you had to leave so soon. you had your whole life ahead of you, i hope we will be reunited again my sweet brother.
I remember once how a teacher told me “you know Mary, I never get what will be your next move and it drives me crazy, I don’t know if I should consider you clever or not” and it hurt incredibly bad. It hurt knowing that what I was aware of was true, I was too secretive even with those who I’ve considered close friends, I just do it naturally and I hate it so much, I hate this feeling, I just want a friend
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my mother died in september this year. i lay with her pillow and cry when i miss her. this song really made my grief come out, which is a good thing. some days i just really need her or a hug from her. the pillow, or myself is the closest thing i could get.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine a fraction of the pain your going through!
En realidad es muy trise
im sorry
🫂
courage
this song is realizing you lost a piece of yourself somewhere. you dont know which piece, where, or exactly how to find it again, but its missing.
That's exactly how I feel
It like a song when my mom is mad at me and I go to the room and cry for my grandfather
🤓
Rlly feel like this
Like ptsd
this song is for when you have to part ways with someone whom you grew so close to in such a short period of time. It's crazy how you can know someone for ten weeks, and for that period, they are the centre of your being, they're the reason you wake up in the morning. You tell each other everything that is too sad and too dark for the world to know, you feel safe in your small, silent world you've built together - only for it to all end so quickly.
Suddenly, we return to our normal selves, except now, with a hole in our hearts, in the shape of each other.
We know things about each other that nobody else will never know. And we can't ever talk again. And it is breaking my heart.
🙏
I know this feeling. I woke up every morning just to see his message, I've found my peace within him. He said he doesn't want to ever hurt me, he wanted to protect me, but life is the most ironic thing, he was the one to reach me to the core and rip it apart.
I lost a lot of friends they gone forever
why does this melody sound like you have the last day of your life left and you remember everything that happened to you during this time
Yaman
This song just makes me feel empty inside, like there is nothing out there.
The ancient cosmic deities weep for thee.
I'm sorry :(, I don't know you, but I hope you come out of this void, that you'll be happy.
Talk to me
Same bro I feel that way..
In a good way right?
This song is being alone. Surrounded by people, drowning even, but mentally alone. The feeling that no one else seems to understand or get. It feels like looking at old pictures of a friend who you went seperate ways with. Your smiling faces in the picture, the light in eachothers eyes, knowing you'll never feel like this again with them. It feels like destroying yourself, purposely and unknowingly, shoving your head down under cold water, and keeping it there.
well explained, can definitly relate and agree to this.
word
this.
Music is universal so your explanation has validity in your mind and that’s beautiful. I see your point of view and iv had it as well
oh
Bu şarkı insanı derin bir boşluğun içinde bütün yaşadıklarını gözünün önünde görüyor gibi hissettiriyor
I don't know how to feel joy anymore,but this song gives me a nostalgic feeling,makes me want to keep going,my life is a mess and this melody is one of the little things in life that keep me alive,I don't know how you guys find this song sad but I believe it gives hope and happiness
You will fix your life and straighten it out. I believe in you my friend
Beautiful yet sad
This song feel like an indescribable emptiness. Nobody can understand how you feel or why you act the way you do, its like staring at the wall for hours and not being able to stand up bc you have no motivation.
Wrong, no more pain just emptiness and laughter with no emotions
@@destinybrooks9474 i don't know but i don't feel emotions i only feel pain, i somethimes goes to doctor and i have special tabs from him to don't kill my self so i dont agree with you
Talk to me
@@destinybrooks9474 talk to me
I feel like staying in bed all day.
I don't know how to explain it, but this feels like listening to your own funeral
Perfect
meu deus, você literalmente definiu!
the person who reads this comment know that you will have everything all the troubles all the pain will pass sooner or later so enjoy life good luck I love you.
This is a GOD tier song, it makes you feel emotions that you shouldn’t even feel, hearing this song doesn’t even wanna make me feel happy emotions when I’m not even sad, and you know it’s a good song when you can’t feel nothing when hearing it, only depression. Song just wants me to rise up and sit there floating, not moving, not speaking, just emotions-less, I could play this song for a week straight and not even get tired of it, this song just makes you feel like you’re seeing someone you love die right in front of you, the person you love leaving you, you’re best friend shoving a blade into your back, this song plays when you just sit their, dying, waiting to see if someone comes to save you, this is 1 hour of my life that id never want to get rid of, this song is just something else man, something else
So does mice on Venus
this song sounds like when you are basically screaming for help but no one is taking you seriously
Absolutely
@@yunusfurkan6179 ive been in the exact same situation since i commented this. thats sad.
@@tashamott :( destiny
if you scream like rico nasty in iphone maybe people would hear you
it had been 7 months right now, how are you?
This song makes me think about what it would feel like to die alone or forgotten.
Talk to me
@@gulamabbas3207 hi :D
мой папа умер 3 года назад я все не могу забыть его походку, глаза, голос , его прекрасную улыбку , я так скучаю папочка....
Надеюсь, друже, у тебя все поправится и жизнь станет не менее счастливой чем до его ухода
брат, соболезную крепись!
мне очень жаль 😞 именно на историях с родителями меня пробивает ..
успехов 🙁
понимаю как больно, сил тебе и терпения 🙏🏻
у меня папа умер......😢
This song feels like heaven but hurts like hell..
This is the only comment that encapsulates what this song feels like for me.
this song is like being sad but you cant cry, being hungry but you cant eat, being tired but you can't sleep, wanting to do things but you don't have any motivation left. wanting to live for other people but wanting to die to end your own suffering. idk but i love this sm
Last part you said so relatable
I don't know what you are up to, this is the only song that I am aware that makes me tear up EVERY SINGLE TIME, the only one
100%
what can i say. same here. lost my life finding llove, sucks
this feels so real
im so lonely. i feel so isolated even in rooms filled with people. it's like my brain and my body just reject love while at the same time wanting it more than anything. whenever people ask me how i am i just say that i'm fine, because while i so desperately just want to unload everything i'm holding in to someone and just talk through it all completely uninterrupted and completely understood, there's just too much to tell and even the idea of talking through everything that is truly bothering me is too exhausting. and i don't want people to look at me differently after learning all that. that's why i feel guilty when certain people in my life try to get me to open up, like when they say stuff like, "i'm here for you", "im always here to talk", "you can tell me anything", "if you need anyone to talk to, you can always talk to me" etc. and even if i went through with trying to unload it all i don't even know how to explain what's wrong with me. it's like this deep sadness just comes in waves, but in the intervals in between the waves there's this sense of mock/fake happiness that never lasts for very long. and i can't even try to enjoy the "happiness" i feel in between the waves because i know it's either not real happiness i'm feeling or i'm aware it won't last for much longer. i can't enjoy parties, birthdays, hanging out with my friends, hobbies i used to enjoy, nothing. nothing truly brings me joy anymore; and if it does, it never lasts. i'm tired of the constant mood swings. i'm not qualified in any way to diagnose myself, but it almost feels like this isn't normal depression. i would think depression is more consistent -- you know, none of this weird in between false happiness. i don't understand the chemicals in my own brain. i don't understand my own body. i'm trapped in this awful sad fleshy prison that's dying slowly every day. i'm struggling so much in this life and working so hard for things that truly mean nothing because in the end i'll die anyways. i genuinely don't see the point in continuing on. what am i sticking around for? my own death? i would just be cutting life a bit shorter than it would be originally. just bringing on the death part of life a little earlier, you know? who's going to stop me? i don't trust myself to stop myself if i eventually try to end it all. that's a scary thought. i'm so confused. i just need help. the only way i can bring myself to ask for help is asking random people on the internet that i doubt i'll ever had to see again in real life and feel embarrassed around. i've begged multiple times in vent chatrooms and comment sections and just get ignored. i know it's none of y'alls job to help me but i just need the help so bad. i just need someone to understand. i'm begging. i'm scared of myself and what i might do if this gets too bad. it's already really bad and getting worse every day. someone please answer me. i just want to be heard. i just want to feel loved. please if you've read this far help me. i'm only 16 i shouldn't feel like this. i'm so scared. i'm so sick
Всё это вечный круг , который увы длиться каждый день . Все искренние люди на самом деле просто тени вокруг тебя . В жизни нет смысла - нет цели нет ничего . Есть только деньги , которые не делают тебя счастливей . Держаться на плову наш долг « Может жизнь и без смысла но нужно ее прожить «
u are heard and loved. u probably heard this already but there is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel and I mean that wholeheartedly. life has to get worse in order for it to get better. how would u know what happiness is if you never experience sadness? even though it may not seem like it, u will grow up one day, surrounded by friends/family of ur own and reflect on the times u were leaving comments for strangers on RUclips..how times will change so drastically. just have a little bit of hope and hang in there. take every day one at a time and tell urself I just need to make it to the end of the day. i promise u I was in a deep dark hole like u are, and whilst i too have my waves of sadness, it did get better. life will never be full of clear blue skies, there will be moments of sadness, but slowly and surely these will shorten in length. I promise u it is worth living. pls don’t do anything permanent based on emotions which will fluctuate so much throughout. if there’s anyway I can reach u pls let me know
even though i am younger and i just can relate so much to you, the overwelming everythime i think about the other people thinking that than can enjoy life and i just cant because i feel empty every second of my life. But there is a forece uot there that still protects up, you me and other people like us. And even a lot of people may have told youYou are not alone, you are loved. We are going through this togheter, okey? Far away,maybe in another reality we will be happy, but now my dear you have to stay strong, even though u go through a lot and nobody seems to understand you, it is just hurtfull to see you like this and all the lonlyeness you are experiencing by yourself, even life is not worth living now , maybe it will be leater, Rrmember, you are loved, okey?
-P.S sorry for my bad english, is not my mother language
Are you okay?
@@jagoda4182 wachu mean "Are you okay?" SUCKA the user wrote an entire essay about how he is feeling and asking for help, and you say "Are you okay?". 🗿
É incrível como essa música mesmo sem palavras consegue descrever a vida, coisa que nem trilhões de palavras conseguiria.
I can feel the "ghost" starring at me
Same
this song is kind of like screaming at everyone you know and love through a one-way mirror; you can see them, but they can't see or hear you.
This is like when you’ve lost a loved one and the realisation that you’re never gonna see them again just…hits.
This is accurate. I lost someone a couple of months ago and the thought that I'll never see the person again is what made me more upset
You hunny in afterlife
@@adlerhmemes697 me to man...
@@adlerhmemes697 my tears falling, as i make this comment
EXACTLY WHAT IM SAYING
This song is the feeling of shock…. The feeling you cant do anything anymore, eat, sleep, walk, even cry just sitting their staring for hours
I lost my mother when I was 1, and it took a huge toll on my life. I began to think I was worthless and stupid and ugly and I would cry in my bed at night.I would even start to believe it was my fault. Then I lost my childhood pets and I really lost it. I couldn't even get past the vet without crying, and this song helps me a lot with my grief. Thank you so much for the masterpiece. I finished the entire 1 hour loop.
EDIT: I am fine. It was a long while ago and I’m in a happy stage of life. Thank you for the support🩷
Sorry For Your Loss, But, I Do Not Feel You And Your Mother Are Not An NPC At This Point Because When I Read The Comment Section Of A Song/Music I Always Find Something Like This Where Someone's Mother/Father Was A Musician Who D̸̢̛̘͙̻͖͈͈̤͎̙̭̗͍̪̻́́͌̚͜È̶͇̜͉̤͎̖̪͕̙͚̜̠̳̥̏͌͂̈̔̀͐͑̔̅͘͘͝͝C̶̫̭̲͈̭̗̝̤̹͕̺̲̮͑͂̿̄̌̄̋̂ͅE̴̛͇̱͓̟̺͉̬͍̠͍͋͐̿̚͜͝ͅĀ̴̲̫͔͖̺͈̩̦̳̻͇̉̌̐͜Ş̶̧̨͚̩̥̪̬͈͖͚̖͔͛͑̈́͐͗͐͋̿͊̈̎Ë̸͖́͛͋̄͋̂̆͐̃͗̆͘̚D̴̨̢̢̡̲͇̺̙̭̥̖͍͎͋̂̿̅̋͒̿̄́͑͘ Either Recently Or Back When The Person Was A Wee Babby, Turning The Comment Section To A Mourning Zone, As People Saying "I'm so, so sorry!", Which Is Actually The Most Inappropriate Thing To Say As If They Were The One Who Caused The Death, Or " Your mom sounded so cool!",
I Never Knew You Were A Relative!
@@haktanemirgurkan2010 I forgot I made this edge fest comment HELP
i am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how painful it is losing your mum so young ❤
@@bloodmoonxx3174 yeah, glad I have my grandparents though. They are great. I feel much better in my life rn.
Больно в груди когда слушаешь песню
и за пять минут до прочтения этого комментария,у меня кололо в сердце
слишком
даа
obviamente bro :(
мой нос болит
my dad died 3 years ago. he was a pianist there was this sounds he always used to play with only me and my mom. and we loved it. and i still remember it in my heart. and i’m trying to learn it bc my mom has cancer and she’s all i have in this world. i want her to hear the sounds that my dad used to make. that is my goal.
:(
That so sad may God help you
your mom will stay alive if you play her iphone by rico nasty
Is your mom okay?
i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying i’m not crying
This song is an indescribable kind of pain. The deepest, lowest of lows. Your in the depths of nothing. Its like your at your own funeral. Watching down at yourself. There’s nothing out there. Your tired. There’s nothing here for you anymore.
I feel like this song is trying to sew my heart together after ripping it apart
if there was one song out there that would describe my 2021, it would definitely be this song. this year has destroyed me mentally, and now i’m left with a tired and draining feeling i’ve grown all too familiar with. i feel wrecked, i’ve lost people so dear to me and i made too many stupid mistakes, i know there’s something wrong with me and yet no one is listening, no one ever listens to me. why does no one listen to me? why do i always doubt my own thoughts and feelings, i’m so conflicted and i have no one. please help me
Ball fart
Learn to love and appreciate yourself, only then worry about the voice of others. Enjoy what has been not what will be.
Hope your ok... talk here.
i wish i could help more but i'm really doing no better myself. i guess just remember you're not alone. i'm right there with you. we can push through this for a longer while yet. i'm sorry you're struggling. i'm struggling too
Rich or poor life is filled with despair we all take our fair share of pain, the only positive is when you have a happy moment you learn to appreciate it. Learn to live with pain.
POV:
You are standing alone,defeated in the war and you know your time has come to an end.
Oh yeah, big time
oh shut up
This just made me even sadder.
Wow you described it. finally
"There is nothing anymore,nothing to defend,or to steal,there is nothing but bodies and fire in no mans land......im sorry margaret......im going home." *gunshot heard in the distance,in a destroyed town that was once a happy place,now filled with corpses and bullets,its over.*
This melody really helps to vent all your sad emotions. Every tense note - is one emotion.
Listening to this, it seems that you are completely alone. You're all alone and you want to cry, but you will be so devastated by this melody that you no longer want to do anything.
How much pain is in this melody. How many emotions can be found here, but only one obvious thing is felt - pain.
If you feel bad, and you want to finish yourself off with music, then this melody is perfect for this. Indeed, the legendary melody...
"Жди меня и я вернусь
Только очень жди
Жди когда наводят грусть жёлтые дожди
Жди когда снега метут
Жди когда друших не ждут позабыв вчера
Жди когда из дальних мест писем не придет
Жди когда ух надоест всем кто вместе ждет
Жди меня и я вернусь
Не желай добра
Всем кто знает наизусть что забыть пора
Пусть поверят сын и мать в то что нет меня
Пусть друзья устанут ждать сядут у огня
Выпьют горькое вино на помин души
Жди, и с ними за одно выпить не спеши
Жди меня и я вернусь всем смертям на зло
Кто не ждал меня тот пусть скажет- повезло
Не понять не ждавшим им
Как среди огня
Ожиданеием своим ты спасла меня
Как я выжил будем знать только мы с тобой
Просто ты умела ждать
Как никто другой....."
Эта песня Осицируеца у меня с этим стихотворением , как будто одно целое....
Если что извиняюсь за ошибки, писала на эмоциях
мой любимый стих, никогда не забуду его
This song is a representation of emptiness and darkness. It’s like being stuck at a bottom of a well and not being able to climb out the darkness. As time goes by you your cries for help get louder and louder until you reach the end and everything is quiet. No more pain no more emptiness no more darkness
(hell)
i'm struggle with emptiness so much, but is there only option. We must go forward to our wishes and dreams. Even if it hurts like hell. Death is a gift, not a problem solver. We must get away from it, but not be afraid to accept our end. Do not pursue death, it will bring only suffering. Life is a gift, same as death. Now, we must love each other, because time will not be our friend. Enjoy every moment, even sorrow, because it doesn't last forever. But you must love: at first point - you must love yourself. Peace to y'all
this is how my life feels as a song. i cant take anymore
What shall we do today?
What shall we do tomorrow?
What shall we ever do?
The hot water at ten.
And if it rains, a closed car at four.
And we shall play a game of chess,
Pressing lidless eyes and waiting for a knock upon the door.
I'm sorry for you:(
Hey are you ok, talk to me
It will never end.
@@Constantilope the faster you realize that life is just the way it is, pure unfairness and sorrow, the faster you will be able to accept it and move on. You can't change it, so it's a waste of time to even think about it, go live a life. Forget?
There's only 2 songs that can make me start crying, and one of them is this. It feels like the addicting feeling of sadness and emptiness. Like sadness but in a good way.
And what is another one?
@@fuflo7756i want to know that too.
@@fuflo7756 I forgor
this song feels like your soul is drowning, but yet the feeling is peaceful, like you’re on a hill being drenched by rain, wind passing through the creaking trees. It’s just such a powerful song but it makes everything feel so silent.
Normal version is better than slowed 100%
nah fr this one sounds demonic
Wait this isn’t the original? Or are you referencing a different version
@@austin4265 this is Normal
This should have way more likes views and comments, I've looked everywhere for this and it popped up on my recommend, thank you ^ ^
You should check it out on her SoundCloud. Tons of people showing love there.
Over 900k isn't enough? I completely agree. Very peaceful song can't tell which is more peaceful this or mice on Venus
This song speaks trillions of words, without saying anything. This song is the epitome of loneliness and heartbreak. The heartbreak doesn’t have to be because of somebody, just because of your own living in general. This song is staying up late sulking, staring at the ceiling. This song is staring and somebody you love in their casket, at their funeral. This song is sitting in the rain, engulfed in your own thoughts and sorrow. This song is screaming for help, without anybody realizing enough to care. This song is fighting for your life everyday, while staying happy for others. This song is crying in your bed, wondering when the suffering will end.
This song is truly…horrible,
in a lovely way.
I listen to this every time I’m home alone so no one hears me crying, I think about the past where I enjoyed life, where me and my friends went outside everyday, where I was good in school, where I didn’t make those surprise mistake which changed my life
This song makes me realise I'm all alone in the end. People surround you but your still alone. No one is there to help you. You stand and stare in the the black space. Remembering the pictures of u and your old friends smiling with joy in your eyes wishing u could go back.
🫷🫸🫠
I feel this song understands me, its the suffocating feeling to just keep eating and eating until you finally come to a stop. Then you cry all your feelings away and hate yourself even more. The urge to keeping eating until you finally see what you’ve become has always haunted me.
Недавно умер дедушка. Он был мне ближе отца, ближе матери. Фактически он меня один воспитал. Прошлой весной у него диагностировали рак, а в декабре он уже умер. Никогда не забуду его спокойного тона, когда он сказал мне: "Не я первый, не я последний".
I'm sorry for you loss, may he fly high 🕊
Мне жаль, утратами мы показываем нашу привязанность к близким людям. Потери - это тяжело и не все могут пройти этот путь правильно. Я тоже недавно потеряла дедушку. Такие ситуации двигают нас дальше
понимаю тебя.
Sorry for your loss mines gone to
I am so sorry for your loss…🕊
Я почувствовал боль в нутри сердца...
X2
жиза, мне просто грустно, вспоминаю что то. еще читаю комментарии очень жаль людей
This song to me is what it feels like to be completely lost, the feeling of no one, I lost my mother when I was 10 years old, I will now be 15 in June, almost five years without my mothers touch, without her waking me up telling me how much she loves me, kissing and holding me. Sometimes I wonder why she did what she did that day, if it was me, or if it was everything she went through, but now I understand, the more and more people hurt you, the tougher life gets, at this point it shouldn’t even be called life, half the time I don’t even feel like I’m living, I’m just kinda there. I miss my mom every second of every day, but losing her has caused me to also lose myself, and my hope to get better, before I go to bed every night, I wish to not wake up.. songs like this help me with my grieving, thank you for listening
This hit me hard
are you okay???
@@AJFooty I mean it’s about 9 months later, and I still feel the same, so no, are you?
@@grace..4024 I don't know you well but.. There's always gonna be a way out that could be a good or bad way honestly the choice is yours, but I feel that you like listening to music for a way out, so write about it or make music or found something that motivates you, but If this doesn't help I'm sorry hope you find a way
I also lost my mother at 1 years old, so I can relate.
This song feels like an anxiety attack along with depression. Feels like a heart break from memories with family/friends you don't talk to anymore. Feels like you're sitting on the beach on a rainy day late at night crying and regretting things you have done in the past. Watching the strong waves move. I get a flood of emotions listening to this song. Feels like drowning in your own problems you can't get out of. Feels like you are being trapped, you can't talk to anyone because you can’t trust anyone or what they will do with what you have told them.
The feeling is strong pain, stress and sadness.
-i wrote that in my docs :)
i will live in your walls if you dont stream iphone by rico nasty
@@jordansjukebox bruh 💀
@@jordansjukebox imagine being such a disgusting person
@@jordansjukeboxyou just destroyed the weird sad vibe bruh
@@wisemysticaltree9449 myb 🤝
Всю мою жизнь можно описать этой песней。。。
Надеюсь с тобой будет всё хорошо...
Slava ukraini
@@SurvivingAnotherDay Ну да) Нужно ведь обязательно это высрать, да?) Политик малолетний.
Мне кажется, что нет. Хотя, я просто не знаю историю твоей жизни, но другие англоговорящие люди в комментариях пишут о погибших родителях и близких, что реально страшно и больно
This song makes me feel like im sitting in a small empty room, just staring at the walls feeling nothing at all
This makes me feel like I'm alone. Not actually alone, there's people always surrounding me, but alone. No one you know, no familiar faces, no familiar voices. Your all alone out in the world
Thank you. Now I can suffer without replays
U can also suffer without this video
@@Constantilope yup
Can't tell if it's hate or what but if is hate play a different song like dam it's not that hard
@@outlooktximd6994 its not hate,the original version is hsort thus needing replays
I know I'm a teenager, but my inner child is out here comforting me. Every single pain that I have, every hatred I gain, is all calmed down because of this music.
Получил аттестат, душа опустошилась, блогадаря песни смог вывести весь гнев и грусть
This song feels like you just realised that you're slowly pushing yourself away from those you loved all your life, and then realising that you'll one day be all alone with only your thoughts and grief as conpany
I feel so tired. Physically, mentally, in every way I just want to fail and give up. I’m so tired of trying to be perfect and do my best all the time. It seems so easy to fail and be careless, they all seem so much more happy than the people who try so damn hard all the time. Like me. I just want to stop carrying so much, and be happy and free. I want to feel everything and nothing all at one time. I wish I could still be accepted if I were to change myself completely. I wonder who would still be there for me, if I did that. We’ll never know because I will continue to try and try to succeed, and never give up until I do. I will continue to tire myself out until there is nothing left of me but body and brain. I will continue to push and push and push with no breaks in between. I will continue being tired and sad all the time, worried if I change myself, everyone will leave my side, everyone that I need will leave. I will continue this way, this feeling, this thought, without accepting help. Without getting the help I need. Without reaching out. Without living the life I want to live.
One day youre going to feel better. I know its tiring honey, i know. Just please be patient and keep your head up. Im with you, we're going through this together and i want you to know that im proud of every little thing you do
i promsie you i know exactly how it feels i literally posted something just like this before... I promise you just try your best and wait it out Please reply if you need to talk i am here for you ❤️❤️❤️
This hit different
I hope one day you will feel good, I will keep my fingers crossed for it as soon as possible, good luck remember not to give up, you are special and wonderful.
Real
This song is the embodiment of how you feel when losing someone. It hurts, if you've lost someone I know how you feel. I am here for you and I will be... stay strong my friend, the scar won't heal but the pain will fade
This song reminds me how hard life is. And that life is not like in the stories, there will not always be someone waiting for you, I learned a long time ago, I just go through life with peace, without expecting anything from anyone, nothing in return. Am I honest? I have already lost faith in humanity, I only have faith in myself, and that is what I must fight for, I will fight for myself until the end, that girl that I locked up months ago has the right to be happy, but I don't want to, because if Liberians to that girl, she's going to suffer
This song to me, is letting yourself go. Your inner child is screaming for you,, that's what I imagine the high pitched notes to be
This song feels like the eternal cosmos and realization of life, death, and our nature. The realization that we are nothing, death is a vehicle to the unknown to other worlds and we are only animals in the grand scheme of the universe.
This song makes me think of bad possibilities. Something that doesn’t often happen to me it makes me. It makes me feel empty like there’s nothing left to live for, Or the people I love most died and I couldn’t even cry. This song also makes me happy. Like i’m in a field with friends and we all play until the sun goes down. I feel angry aswell. Like someone has done something so bad I can’t even explain. It makes me want to cry. Cry with no tears, Hungry but won’t eat, Tired but I just cannot sleep This song makes me remember my pop pop, pop pop joe one of the most funniest strongest bravest and most Handsome men you’ll ever meet i barely got to see him cause my auntie, mom, and Grandma had bad terms with him so they wouldn’t let me see him anytime i was around him he had a smile spoiled me and everything I didn’t value that relationship until he died. I’m crying will writing this and it gives me a headache thinking about him. I miss him so much. I know he he’s proud and happy of me so that’s all that i’m thankful for Pop Pop Joe I love you,Cameron.
песня ассоциируется с евангелионом, сразу нападает грусть, безысходность, какое то отчаяние, и их грустные голоса, они сразу попадают в сердце как пуля.
i want this played in my funeral
I'd rather have a lighthearted song I liked played at my funeral so people would remember my life and not be grieving a loss
@@adlerhmemes697 i want pon mi and cpr to play at my funeral
Same.
Everyone else: "This song puts into form my pain, my fears, my struggles. It makes me think that I will never leave this endless pit of dispair and crushing resentment. The pit fills with water and this song is the chain to the floor."
My Autistic Self: "Mmmm, buig noise. Sensory heaven."
Haha very nice joke so funny and laughable
This song is like when you are trying to cry but have no tears left to bear, or how you are so angry but have no words left to share. Or like how you suddenly realize that nobody is coming to help you. Man. It hits deep.
In the midst of World War II, there was a man named William Anderson, a young American from a small town in Iowa. He was a bright, ambitious soul who had dreams of becoming an architect. But the war had different plans for him.
William enlisted in the army, driven by a sense of duty and patriotism. He said his tearful goodbyes to his family, promising to return soon. Little did he know that the horrors of war would keep him away for far longer than he ever imagined.
His journey through the war was a harrowing one. He fought in the Battle of Normandy, where he witnessed the chaos and carnage of D-Day. The memory of his comrades falling around him haunted his nights, and the distant sound of artillery became the soundtrack to his days.
William's letters to his family spoke of the harsh realities he faced. He wrote about the relentless rain in the Ardennes during the Battle of the Bulge, where frostbite claimed the fingers of some of his closest friends. He wrote about the stench of the Pacific jungles during the island-hopping campaign against Japan and how the relentless heat sapped their strength.
But it was in the spring of 1945, as Allied forces closed in on Berlin, that tragedy struck. William's platoon was tasked with securing a small village, and as they advanced, they encountered fierce resistance from German soldiers determined to defend their homeland. In the heat of battle, a sniper's bullet found its mark, striking William in the chest.
As he lay on the cold, muddy ground, gasping for breath, his thoughts turned to his family back in Iowa. He wished he could hold his baby sister one more time, see his father's proud smile, and hear his mother's comforting words. But in that moment, those wishes felt painfully out of reach.
His comrades rushed to his side, but there was little they could do. William's breathing grew shallower, his life slipping away with every passing second. He whispered his family's names as if saying goodbye to them one last time. Then, in the midst of the chaos of war, William Anderson closed his eyes and took his final breath.
The news of William's death devastated his family back in Iowa. The dreams he had carried with him into the war, of becoming an architect, of building a better world, were extinguished on that battlefield in Germany.
William's story is just one among the countless tragedies of World War II, a reminder of the profound sacrifice and loss that marked that dark period in history. His memory lives on in the hearts of his family and in the annals of history, a symbol of the price paid for freedom.
"The deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for something or someone that one cares for or loves. The repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never be had again. The recollection of feelings, experiences, places, or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, and well-being, which now trigger the senses and make one experience the pain of separation from those joyous sensations."
Saudade
This song feels like coming home after another bad day, having nobody to hold you as you cry your soul out. Drowning in your unhealthy coping mechanisms as you cry till you can't breathe, and just lay on the floor struggling to breathe from your own tears and sobs. Understanding that you've "lived" like this for way too long, but can't even do anything to change it.
This song comforts me. I sleep to this song, i work to this song, i do everything while listening to this song. It is a masterpiece, the sad music caressing my ears, bringing the most genuine happiness, making me feel empty inside, yet, bringing internal happiness. This is a song i turn to when im at my lowest points and my highest.
Same bro..same
i have a really deep connection with music, so this song just feels revolutionary to me. it feels like im falling in slow motion in a completely black space, always falling, never reaching a solid surface. it feels like sadness.
Yes
At night, I honestly just stare at the ceiling with my phone under my pillow whilst listening to this song. It has a very special place in my heart, but I can’t quite pinpoint why. This song makes me feel the comforting sort of loneliness, like ghosts wrapping their arms around me. Big respect for you, thank you for making a one hour version.
This song just reminds me how i feel.i just feel mentally drained ,empty,alone at such a young age
When I found this song at first, it sounded like a peaceful song for relaxing. But when I listened to it again I was overwhelmed with memories of everyone in my life that had passed. Mostly my cousin filled my head. After that I couldn't stop the tears from rolling down my face.
This is the song for when you’re staring at your scars in the mirror and all you can think of is the pain that those people have put onto, but you can’t escape their grasp. They want more and more from you and brings you to your lowest and all you can think of is. why. why do I have to go through this
Talk to me ok, please
Me ear hurts so much because i always sleep with headphones on, listening to this every night.. But i dont regret it...... I found comfort in this sound.
When we are children, everything is colorful and full of magic, lots of friends, lots of smiles, lots of hugs and ways to show our feelings. Then we grew up, we realized that those words they spoke weren't meant to hurt us, it was just to show life the way it is, just to enjoy it while there's time to be really happy, the innocence of a child is so beautiful that we can't explain. But all is not lost, there's still something to believe in, so if you're reading this right now, whenever you think about bad things, fight it, say you'll hold on and hold on! You never, never know tomorrow, so for tomorrow don't wish for anything but health, because happiness, you will find one time or another, we just can't give up, one day we will see that colorful world again, one day we will wake up and be able to be ourselves and be happy again. And one more thing, when you feel lonely.. look at the sky and say everything you feel, it can do you good.
Esta cancion, me deja como un vacio, no puedo explicarlo, es como estar triste pero no poder llorar de td lo q sufriste, es como no sentir nada, es como empezar a convertirte en un monstruo sin corazon sin sentimientos. Esto me genera esta cancion, esto me provoca y me hace imaginar, me recuerda al dia q murio mi abuela, me sentia muy triste, pero no podia llorar, ninguna lagrima salio, no me creia que estuviera muerta.
this song reminds me of a few scenarios
1. a mom dies and her child is nudging her to wake up
2. a mother finds her child dead and each of the high pitch sounds is her screaming
3. a statue of a nude woman with cracks and missing pieces cries on the inside because everyday she’s forced to smile as people touch her and make fun of her
Me
We all identify with this song, maybe not all of us, but some of us are going through the same thing. This song makes you feel an emptiness in your chest, the pain you feel when you listen to this song.
It feels like you have lost yourself, the person who was happy before, fell into a dark pit, got stuck there, in a lot of mental problems among much more. The person who sees himself in the mirror, is the one who stayed in the dark well... Trapped, with nothing around you, only conflicts, tasks, sadness, loneliness, suicidal thoughts, etc. Your life changed in a blink of an eye. Your life became rubbish and it's something you've gotten used to.
Этой песней можно описать все мои боли и переживания
Я вообще в депрессии..
Наконец то русские люди...
@@Hello_Irussianсогласен... Мне надоела эта жизнь... И нет я не какой то там "типо" Малолетка дед инсайд. Мне и в самом деле хреново. Но никто не знает об этом, потому что я не могу никому этого рассказать, никто меня не поймет.. И да, даже родители..
In my opinion, the sad and hopeless feeling of this song matches perfectly with the rumbling. Imagine the despair after seeing your friends and family being trampled, by not only the titans but the fleeing crowds of innocent civilians, attempting to save their lives from the titans.
Here is a little plot I made in my head with this song:
You lay in the snow, her back feels numb but not cold...your hands, fingertips, and nose all are red and numb. You look up to see the dusty grey clouds that befell the sky when you awoke from your dreamless slumber. Once you breathe in the winter air you feel the fresh snowflake upon your ashen skin and eyelashes, your lips settle in a soft smile as you feel the forest around you hold you close and keep you safe. You know it was early but yet your body does not move...does not breathe...you do not think, you are held safe and calm as you sit up and look to see the snow dancing around you, as you stand on frozen legs.
After a few hours of walking, you lay back down to find a new soft noise in the back of your mind as you feel the soft ever-falling snow bless and kiss your skin...maybe you would lay here for now...maybe forever.
-Meredith Grace 2021
Fucking FINALLY. An hour version of this song, thank you so much 💖
The song gives you an indescribable feeling of emptiness like you’ve been in a void for lifetimes it makes you feel like just empty
Yaman 11.12.2022 summoned me to this empty shell of a comment section, each one, a reflection of the ever-falling happiness of our world.
Also big chucky do a wee big fart.
To who ever needs this:
I don’t know who you are, but I love you
Don't make me cry now
Whenever I listen to this song it makes me sad… bc I think abt my childhood… feeling hurt for my inner child , wishing that I could’ve protected her and tell her everything would be alright… she’s been thru so much trauma I’m so sorry younger me…
Not only do I think abt my childhood but my own life too , I feel so alone in this world and my own home too , it doesn’t feel like home at all , I would have to be fcking nanny 24/7 for my little brother and clean bc my mom expects me to, even when she’s home she would just sleep or would leave the house to go somewhere else and I still get called lazy and get told that I don’t anything or don’t ever watch my brother …… it feels like we don’t have a relationship anymore, we don’t often talk anymore Im done… I feel so alone , depressed, stressed , tired , and ignored… Im just so tired of it …does she even care abt me? Or how I feel at all?
i’ve never been able to relate to a comment so much, your not alone. stay strong, don’t give up because that’s not an option. Be strong for the younger you.
@@officialre_ tysm ❤️ I wish u nothing but the best of luck in ur life
this song somehow reminds me of school. trying your hardest to focus, but failed to do so. squeezed every bit of energy till you're just there physically. doing the assignments all at once because it feels better than doing one or two in a whole day, even if it was a large, and wants time. knowing damn well that you'll fail, and fail, and fail, and fail, and fail, and fail, and parents disappointed, teachers disappointed. even if you're trying your hardest. failing an exam and knowing that you actually tried the last bit of energy. getting screamed at for your marks. i just hate how marks are counted, and not the work, or even the energy of the work you've put, this is life, after all. i just hate school, universities, work, just everything, even this beautiful lie that we live in. i just want judgment day to come, but the problem is i'm not ready yet. i just wanna get up and pray. but shaytan always win. i just want this dunya to be over. no matter what i do. when i actually get the motivation to pray, my period comes. and i know it's Allah swt testing me to see if i will continue praying after ghusul or after finishing my menstrual cycle. i don't even know what i'm typing, i just wanna go to sleep, go to Allah. and feel at peace.
Yes😢
This song gives me a feeling of how grief can affect a person. On the outside they may seem okay but their screams inside slowly get louder and louder until they are silenced by suicide
This song feels like I’m stuck. stuck in the same overthinking thoughts that destroy me stuck in the same emotions that make me feel nothing but loneliness yet also numb but ur so used to it all.. so ur just stuck and dealing with it. But deep down it’s destroying you and u feel like ur drowning with everything and people try to help but it’s the same thing eat better, distract yourself, exercise and you’ve done it all so It’s not enough to keep you distracted from ur horrible thoughts and emotions from the nightmares from the constant anxiety and loneliness feeling from being numb and scared that ur gonna lose everyone and that it’ll be ur fault. I’ve never felt this way before I want it to stop
Minha vida tá um caos, me deito no travesseiro e choro sem parar porque não consigo fazer nada, tento me animar e não dá certo e não sei se vou conseguir chegar até 2023 viva, mas estou deixando um lembrete aqui pra todos lembrarem de mim.Espero que vocês consigam ser muito felizes na vida de vocês e que tudo dê certo.
Edit 1:tá tudo dando errado, mas tento seguir firme.
Sinto muito, espero que tudo fique bem com você
Sigues viva?
@@PabloLopez-jv1ir sim
Se toda vez que eu me sentisse mal e viesse aqui, estaria mais de 100 comentários. Por que eu sou assim? Eu só queria ser bonita, legal, gentil, inteligente e que minha família gostasse de mim.
@@PabloLopez-jv1ir obrigada por perguntar
2 моих друга погибли на войне....эта песня позволяет мне....вспоминать о каждом мгновение проведённом с ними.....я никогда не забуду то боль что испытали они.... как говорилось в одном произведении....не испытав боли....не возможно достигнуть истинного мира..... меня не осталось близких мне друзей.....
Мне так жаль это слышать, что я хотел бы сказать, как мне жаль...
This song is so bright and happy.
True peace of art!
no song makes me feel empty like this song
Its like my inner child singing idk this song touches me so much
this song sounds like a new beginning after the wave of sorrows
its happy but behind the happiness is fustration of your pasts
like a realization of the wrongdoings and you having main character development
you miss the people whom you loved, but they distracted you to become the full version of yurself
so really, this song to me feels like the happy overcome of a sad story
This year i lost three people, my best friend who was hit by train,my grandma,my uncle...
This fucking year
And this song helps me to get that grief out..
Sometimes i wish i was the one who was hit by train..
This sound empowers me .
ignites the little bit that’s lefts inside. I feel more prepared for the worst yet to come.
I will walk toward it and not run away. Will not run from the pain. My moral duty will win and I will make it win
Nothing drones me out more than my own mind. I feel forced to view myself. And how sad I really am. The bottle which once held it, is now overflowing.
yeah being in your mind can really kill you, I'm dealing with the same shit man and it's just getting worse every time. It honestly sucks.
I'm sorry
my brother was 18 when he died, i was 4. now i’m 17 and he’d be 31. i barely remember him, it’s like i’ve never had a sibling. but i did. and that’s what gets me. Nawaf, the boy who cared for me, the boy who loved me, the boy who was always there for his younger sister, all for what? for her to not remember him? i always watch the videos of him and he was so funny, cool and sweet. he always made everyone’s day better, he treated everyone so well. he was such a good brother but now he’s gone and now it’s like he was never here. but i know he’s watching over me, i love you so much Nawaf i really wish i could remember you. i’d do anything to have more time with you Nawaf, i don’t understand why you had to leave so soon. you had your whole life ahead of you, i hope we will be reunited again my sweet brother.
One of the most melancholic pieces of music ever
I remember once how a teacher told me “you know Mary, I never get what will be your next move and it drives me crazy, I don’t know if I should consider you clever or not” and it hurt incredibly bad. It hurt knowing that what I was aware of was true, I was too secretive even with those who I’ve considered close friends, I just do it naturally and I hate it so much, I hate this feeling, I just want a friend