@@logana1999 Amazing testimony . Where’s all the Priest rape joke crowd when satanic ritual abuse is brought up, satan is”cool” and there’s no jokes bout what this woman goes through.. just sayin
Her full documentary is very eye opening and shows how absolutely evil people can be. She is an extremely strong and smart woman. I’m glad Anthony gave her a big platform to speak on these abuses nobody sees.
Some people think that they own their children and can do what they like with them. Wrong, they are borrowed from God and it is their parent's responsibility to keep them safe and happy. Parents who abuse their children will answer to God sooner than they think.
This reminds me of a woman I knew who had two parents who were well-respected doctors who insisted that she was mentally deranged and got her locked up in an asylum for months and no one suspected a thing. She is healing now but Jesus Christ if you have enough money/status you really can get away with horrendous things.
Sounds like a young girl I went to school with. They sent her away to some wilderness camp for "troubled teens" where she almost starved to death, just because she was gay. They tried to have her committed at one point, but the hospital staff wouldn't allow it because they knew she was completely sane, and fairly well adjusted considering her home life.
Same with my Mother...she used to beat the Shit out of me and then got out her MakeUp Kit to hide the Bruises...no one ever saw anything...until one Day the MakeUp got smudged... I remember the horrified Look on the Face of my Teacher...she called the Police and saved me ❤
@@KaliKali-hv9bt as far as i know She is still alive today and spitting her Venom all over the Place... but back in the Days she only got a slap on the Hand, not more...sadly it was a different Time 30 Years ago ;) But i'm fine now...thanks to Years of Therapy and thanks to my Hubby :)
I didn't fully realize I was abused or lived in an "out of norm" house hold until a year after I moved out and talked about my experiences with a woman online..who then asked if I was raised in a cult. I'm still coming to terms with the realization and properly possessing my younger years, luckily I'm in therapy I'm only 20 and it's been alot to unpack and figure out how to live with when all the defense mechanisms your mind makes fall to bits and the walls crash in at every new memory and realization
I've had similar experiences. When I moved out and started living the life I had only ever imagined as a child, I distances myself from my upbringing and felt as if I was unscathed by it all. I had a powerful experience on mushrooms that revealed to me that I was still holding onto layers and layers of shame, guilt, fear, mental illness, and coping strategies born out of necessity. It felt like the biggest weight was lifted off of my shoulders when I realized that I could begin the process of truly letting go of those experiences instead of running away from them. I hope you are healing well, young butterfly. 🦋
Hi I don't know the details of your story but with what you wrote we seem to have a lot in common. I'm also 20. If you want to share email and chat let me know.
as a child of abusive parents, CPS came to my house on several occasions and nothing ever came from it. As long as we had food, water, a place to sleep, and weren’t bloody and blue then we were fine. I mean if one of them talked to me one on one maybe they would have known, but none of us were ever talked to without our parents present. I’m not even saying that we would have been taken away, but something needed to happen. Like parenting classes, drug testing, regular check ins. None of that happened for us. The system is broken.
Thats not how it is in Texas, at least these days. If someone calls cps on your kids, they show up at the schools unannounced, have the kids taken out of class and interviewed 1 on 1 with a cps worker.... LATER, the parents find out their kids were interviewed outside your presence or even knowledge
I was in a similar situation as this woman. Unfortunately when you're a kid you don't know everything you could do to get help, and most of it isn't accessible to you anyway. When she described her abuse as "intelligent" it really got to me. That's the best way to describe it
I can imagine that even as kids, it’s hard to label something as “abuse”. I’ve never been in your position but my family was super poor when I was younger. I mean, tin roof, adobe house type poor. But I didn’t really understand that we were poor until I was probably in my late teens. I just thought that was how life was for everyone, but then I started being around others in better situations and it clicked “oh, not everyone lives like us”
I hope no matter what happens in your life, you hold on. I just want to remind you not to take life for granted. It's short, so take advantage of this beautiful day, you're alive and it's a gift. You are a beautiful person and this world needs your smile and you have things to accomplish on this earth. This little message is just a sign to tell you not to let go, and to tell you that Jesus loves you and hears you. Sincerely. Isaiah 43:4
There are groups that deliberately traumatize and divide the victim into what seems like several parts. They are unable to cope with things as some others might. Yes, intelligent in that they know what they are doing.
I watched this whole video. Admittedly I usually can’t watch these things because of my own trauma and abuse, but the way she spoke just kept me watching. Because of her sharing her story I’ve come to terms and some realisations of my own situation, I’m very thankful for it. Seriously what a woman. My heart breaks for her but I’m so glad to see how well she’s doing.
@@hollystiener16 I went to counselors and read books which helped some, but what helped the most was finding God and learning how much He loved me. Reading His word brought me comfort. Understanding that there is a battle between good and evil but that in the end God wins helped explain so much. So much more to say but just know Holly that you are loved and did not deserve the evil done against you. I pray that you will find healing.
i dont think enough people realize that most abuse is hidden extremely well. People can be absolute morons like my parents are and yet so calculated about how they went about their abuses that if it wasnt what makes me wake up with night terrors i would be kinda impressed
Yep, I thought they were just nightmares, because I remembered the fear and someone putting their hand over my mouth, and not being able to breath. They are clever and they usually always have enablers. It's awful.
I was being physically abused. In fourth grade, I told a friend, who told their mom. Who called the school. My teacher talked to me about it. I denied it of course. She said, "I didn't think anything was going on. You are always so happy in class. Always participate..." yeah, I'm happy because IM NOT AT HOME! She never believed it. Had she only looked under my sleeves she would have seen the bruises. Had she felt my head, she would have felt the knots. Abusers had their crimes, on their victims bodies.
@friendlyneigborhoodbean Well social services was called when I was in 9th grade. A woman came to school and talked to me. I told her the truth. What did she do? She gave me her business card and told me to give it to my dad and tell him to call her!!!!! I gave it back to her and asked her what she thought would happen to me if I did that. Brilliant! Smh
No one knew about the abuse in my home until my parents split up when I was seventeen. I've spent the last ten years recovering and seeking therapy for a lot of the stuff that happened. The only person I think that had a clue was a teacher I had who was abused himself growing up. Everyone else was so shocked to find out any of what happened. Abuse is often invisible. And so are the effects. But it can ruin your entire life.
my parents hid their abuse so well, even years of me SCREAMING for help and having CPS called on us by multiple people over the years didn't get me or my siblings out of the house. i learned early on no one cared about us and no one was going to make it stop, so i stopped trying to get help around the 5th grade. i stayed even after entering adulthood bc i wanted to protect my younger siblings. it's officially been *over* for two years, i am 26.
I’m so sorry. Meanwhile, I’m a single mom who had a false accusation made against me and it took 3 months and $25k in attorneys fees to get CPS off my back. I know you don’t know me, but motherhood is my #1 responsibility and my kids are far from abused. To hear stories like yours makes me sick. Why in the hell does this agency exist when they get it wrong 10 times more often than they get it right? I wish I could give you a hug and I hope your new life is nothing shy of amazing. PS: My name “Momster” is a joke from friends because of how fiercely I protect my girls, not because of the way I treat them. 😅
Congrats for leaving wheels. That took a lot of guts. I’m proud of you. I hope you’re doing the best you can, I know when you first get away your mind can still be all screwy. Wishin you luck, sending you love❤
I'm do sorry -- it sounds like you lived through and survived years of hell. I wish you healing and a full recovery from such a childhood and adolescence.
The social services system absolutely sucks and yet they are never held accountable for there uselessness. If a caseworker doesn't investigate, ignores reports or doesn't due their due diligence they should be charged.
Same here! By every standard I was considered most spoiled, most loved, most attended to, and most free to do what I wanted… took me until I was 17 to realise I wasn’t gonna survive for long if I stayed. Good parenting and good pretending can really be hard to detect, even for the child.
I'd say that abused kids often look normal bc they don't realise exactly HOW bad the situation really was, it isn't untill they're older that they realise
Not to mention the threats and blackmail. These are people who have proven how evil they really are. As well as how easy it is to turn other adults against their victims.
I remember thinking abuse was completely normal and the way that my family was as normal family behavior. Saw my fiancés family all hanging out in the livingroom, joking and talking together about their days. Eating dinner together and stuff. That's when it hit me I never had a real family, just people sharing the same space.
Sometimes that space isn't even shared, the amount of fear and shame engulfed the room even when nothing was said. It suffocated any free thought or self esteem you may have gained out in the world.
most people who haven't grown in... dysfunctional enviornment, can be confuced why someone being misstreated also wants to hide the abuse as well as they can, and it's because they are made to feel at fault for being abused. they are being gaslight from day one to believe that they are so horrible and messed up, that even their own family can't love them. if they go around being open about the way they are treated, to them it's like screaming at the top of their lungs "i am a failure in every way imaginable. i am stupid and unworthy of any respect or love" and obviously no-one wants to say that outloud, especially if they believe it to be true. we all want the world to think the best of us.
It also feels incredibly shameful and embarrassing to reveal yourself as someone who grew up in dysfunction, as if you are a reflection of the broken and malicious programming you were indoctrinated with. As scary as our own homes can be, apart of the abuse if being told that the outside world and what they may think or do to you is much worse.
I was told if I said anything the cops would be called and they would call me and kill me. I was just a tiny little kid. Abuser knew what he was doing and married someone who would not be able to do anything to him, she knew the cops would not help, small town. He got her to do things and made her feel at fault and helpless.
I don't know your full story, but, as a person who also experienced abuse that went undetected, I call our stories the crack kids stories, because we fell through the cracks. I used to tell my friends that we didn't have enough to eat, and that my brother was getting hit, and my teachers assumed I was exaggerating, so I am now the only advocate for me and my brother's experiences. Please tell your story, for all the ones who can't or won't.
When I was little I kept wishing the adults would ask me more questions. I was so honest with adults and I would be thinking in my head "Please ask me that. I want to tell someone so badly."
One time I literally wrote down on an assignment in 6th grade that my dad was an alcoholic and it was bad, I can't remember exactly what I wrote. I fully expected/hoped my teacher would help me....she never asked about it, nothing. I don't think I reached out for help ever again.
I had all the signs of being in distress. 18 years in the public school system, two teachers asked if I was OK at home and ONE figured it out and tried like hell to help me. Sorry I was too young to accept your help Ms. Young. 😔
@Coreena Burke I imagine they become numb to it or don't want to risk their jobs. I will say Ms. Young spent my entire freshman year trying to get me to open up. She FORCED parent teacher conferences, cps showed up at my home for the first (and last) time, and she ended up helping me getting one of my poems published back then. I truly wish more teachers like her were available.
@@kara4590we often feel who's going to believe a kid when mom is such a good housekeeper, Sunday school teacher, etc. Kids should be seen. Not heard syndrome.
Same with me. My father raised me to believe it was normal. We seemed like a happy, normal family but the reality was that he was sexually abusing me almost daily
I'm sorry that happened to you, I pray Jesus heal you and make it as if it never was, in Jesus name amen. The same happened to me with every man that dated and was friends with my mother with the exception of my first stepfather who died when I was 11 years old, all the while also being abused by neighbors and other family members as well. It's only the grace of God why I am not dead today or haven't gone mad. Jesus saved me years later and healed me from sexual physical and emotional abuse and manipulations. After all this came out my mother to me did not even care, she took the sides of these ppl which hurt my heart even more. I hate even talking about it. I'm sorry this happened to you.
Thing is it doesn't matter much if it's hidden or how it "looks" to the outside world. Many adults are narcissistic, insecure, and sadistic, probably not loved as kids and don't actually care that people are being abused, killed or if a child is harmed. Some enjoy it. If you are a healthy, stable and confident person you protect and care about yourself and other people and you can feel their pain. Majority of humans now are mentally and emotionally damaged and lost from any concept of what goodness is and don't have that capacity. It takes a lot of strength to stand for good, and have the courage to stick up for vulnerable people and care about people especially when you live in a society that runs on punishing, hiding and manipulating the truth and hurting those who cant defend themselves.
There's nothing worse on the planet than humans. Even if people overcome their abuse and have successful lives they still always live with that memory and that betrayal and you can't get away from it. It follows you and haunts you and can almost drive you crazy.
It’s extremely sad the fact everyone thought she was fine just bc she was well dressed and well nourished. Does not mean a child is fine!!!! “Looks can be deceiving”
I relate to her so much on this. One time in the 5th grade my teacher tried to speak to me because I had really bad behavior at that time. She said you have all of these things that even me as an adult I wish I could have why don’t you just have good behavior and be appreciative. In my head I was thinking because when I go home I get beaten, told that I’m fat, stupid, worthless etc.
Speaking from my own experience! Some abusers have narcissistic tendencies (if not all) They come off very charming and build a a facade to the community and others, that they are the perfect parents or perfect spouse but behind closed doors they are a different person(s)! It’s very hard to detect for these things from the outside when everyone thinks you have a wonderful parents and family!
Yes, repressed/recovered memory therapy has been debunked over and over again. I was searching so hard for a comment like this! So many of these recovered memory stories swing widely into SRA and Satanic panic, a la Teal Swan (patient of Barbara Snow), Michelle Smith (patient then wife 🤢 of Lawrence Pazder), the McMartin preschool trial (hundreds of children interviewed by Kee McFarlane).
She's a courageous woman 🙌👏👏 because of strong survivors like her. There are people like me who were able to identify their own abuse. Sometimes, people judge and criticize survivors for attention seekers. However, when powerful stories like hers are shared a victim of abuse can be empowered and fight for their own life!
It's heartbreaking she went through that. She was a beautiful child. The way the man looks at her is confusing because it looks like he lives her. My heartbreaks for all children that are abused. I pray she has a beautiful life.😊
In a town in Texas there was a deputy who would SA the kids in the town. Started back in the 70s. Parents thought it neat to have as cop that loved the kids so much and was so sweet to let them ride in the patrol car on his rounds. No one suspected anything. And because of that his abuse went on for decades and with multiple victims. He was never charged with any of the SA or r@pe. All of the children were to scared to say anything and as adults are too ashamed. I know some of the victims. It's the only way I know of it happening. Abusers always know how to hide well. It's sad and horrifying
Before you start jumping to how much you relate and sympathize, keep in mind that this is a recovered memory case. That means she repressed these memories and uncovered them in therapy many years later in her adulthood (all of which is very controversial).
Yours ??? I'm in Theological and Mulvaney and Marsh started popping up. One night it actually went from Moses to Mulvaney 200 hundred day mark. WTF??? 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
I lived next door to a family 30 years ago. They had raised their own kids and were currently raising their grandson and a niece's 2 boys and 2 girls. They went to a Baptist church on Wed nights and twice on Sunday. They owned a tavern. And the wife would beat these boys with hair brushes, electric cords, anything she could get her hands on for the smallest reasons. We could hear them scream after she would call them up to her bedroom. But back in those days you didn't interfere. One day one of the boys walked about 2 miles to the police station to report her. She beat him for that and the police never did anything about her. Nobody ever came to us to ask about her. To this day I still have such guilt that I never called and reported that abuse. Outward appearance of a family doesn't mean anything. 😢😢😢
In those days, abuse was considered a private family matter, and the man was king of his castle. He could almost do no wrong. I'm glad things are changing!
Church goers are often the most extreme abusers. They use the bible to abuse their children. Remember that verse about "spare the rod and spoil the child". Religious fundamentalists are the worst for using religion to justify beating women and children.
I'm sorry you feel guilty, but not one bit of that is your fault. I hope you know that!! A childs brain doesn't know how to handle that. And you see what happened even when they were alerted to the abuse.
My daughter had a classmate and I could tell she was being abused, but sadly I had nothing tangible to go to the authority with. Growing up in an abusive foster home, physically and verbally, thankfully not sexually, but often times kids give off an ora only those of us that's gone thru it can sense 😞
We never know another’s pain until we have walked in their shoes. We never know what goes on behind their closed doors. May God continue to bless you. Thank you for your willingness to share this with us 🙏🙏🙏
Yeah, I,'ve seen wealthy people treat their children like s--- in public. I wondered about this one child who had cut her hair all to hell, and her parents were horrible to her. I wondered what was going on at home.
Wow I didn’t know you were making documentaries now Anthony, it looks amazing and I’ll have to check it out. I’m glad you gave her a platform to speak out man
Same. My family was middle class, looked like a great family, but the sexual abuse and also mental abuse was still there, n ud never kno unless i told u, or u questioned y i became an addict as a teenager. My parents rlly only checked out n didnt physically abuse me, but my mom would hide in the bathroom for hours and hours sometimes a full day, while my dad was always working or came home n went straight to bed, n his rage wud make sure u didnt bother him, but she usually at minimum hid for 6-8hours and before i started school that was a serious issue, i almost died a few times, not including the starving for hours n just being absolutely miserable toddler/young kid. N when she was there, the verbal abuse was rough, wanting n wishing id die thru no fault of my own. Then my babysitter of 4yrs SAed me in the most brutal way, my parents n sister said they thought something was wrong and as an adult its infuriating to hear the whole family thought something but never asked or tried to find out. But outside the home i was just the shy kid who barely spoke.
I know this EXACTLY! I lived in a nice home in a beautiful neighborhood, always had nice clothes and all the extras, we went on family vacations 2x a year, and yet my stepfather was an evil genius who brainwashed me into being his “second wife”, raping and molesting me on a daily basis, and started all of this when I was 3 years old. True evil comes in all forms, including the average “family man”.
It’s extremely sad that so many people in this comment section have been abused. I never knew it was this common. It never should have been a thing. I’m sorry to anyone who has experienced this ❤️
thats nearly how my life looked from the outside, and I'm never going to get justice for anything I went through. at least I can do my best to forget and keep pushing, its the only thing thats kept me going.
One sign that a child / adult is being abused us their fear of making noise when they eat. You will notice absolute silence when using utensils, swallowing, and putting a glass down on the table.
Yes we were taught to keep it quiet! I have to say that if there hadn’t even been one person within our church, or within the school, that recognize the signs of abuse, they would’ve known I was not just being abused, but brutally abused! Some people want to stay out of it in mind, her own business! And even post initial abuse, when some of it was discovered, they decided I was young enough. I didn’t need counseling. One abuser was removed but the others stayed and may more to come! It makes me sick this type of person is hiding in plain sight! To make matters worse is once you’re used to the abuse, you allow others to abuse you not knowing any better or at least that’s what you feel comfortable with! It’s hard to imagine being uncomfortable with someone treating you kindly!
I was an only child, every one thought I was entitled and spoiled. I was verbally and physically abused by my dad until I was 15. I got beaten all the time. No one else knew about it. My dad was respected..but he hated me. When he was 82 my mom told him you'd better be kind to Dee Dee cuz she's the one who will take care of you when I'm gone. He never told me he loved me or hugged me. He passed away before my mom thank God.
Too bad you didn't get the chance to give him a taste of his own medicine. Your mom is equally guilty though. She enabled it by doing nothing. In my eyes, she was worse than him because she did nothing to stop it.
@@susanrhodes9079 she wasn’t worse, an enabler is not worse than the abuser and the bad behaviour of men should never ever be placed onto a woman. You seem to forget that while the mother did nothing she was smaller and weaker than him, and likely lived in fear as well, violence and regular beatings was also VERY normal a few decades ago which never ever makes it okay but it was WIDELY accepted by a lot of people and that can warp someone’s judgement
Same here mary, my father (literally) tortured me and my brother my whole childhood, nobody knew. I would scream and cry and tell my grandpa to stab me in the heart so i didnt have to go to my dads but nobody knew.
I relate to that, I was abused and homeless a large portion of my childhood but no one would ever have known. My mother always made sure I had a bath once a day, dressed me in usually properly fitting clothes, brushed my hair, made sure I wore enough layers for the Minnesota weather. The only give away was the fact that I always smelled of drugs and alcohol as it had seeped into the fabric of all of our clothes, but most ignored it.
Most abuse that happens isnt easy to detect. I didnt show any signs because most of the time there isnt any . There are so many kids looking healthy , well dressed and going to school, making friends, without a mark on show, but when they go home the abuse continues .
This woman is awe inspiring! Just the mental fortitude she shows in her documentary when speaking with the founders of FMSF is astounding. I don't think I'd be able to hold myself back from losing it on them after so long of listening to the absolute bullcrap they spew.
People often downplay satanic ritual abuse due to equating their non-belief in god or religion to a non-belief that these type of things happen; it’s not about what you believe, it’s about what others are willing to do on behalf of their own beliefs.
Yeah also on other comments in the thread that satanic ritual abuse has been debunked or doesn't exist and that rituals aren't used in Satanism. Absolute MORONS and so ignorant its not even funny. Evil at its finest whether intentional or not. Ugh 🤦♀️🧐🥴🤯
No it’s about destroying another persons life for their pleasure and it’s got nothing to do with belief or religion or any of that and everything to do with being either very mentally unstable or morally corrupt or both
I heard a lady speak twice. Her name was Carol. She was the oldest of 5 kids, I think , think in an extremely abusive family: including being sold sexually. A stranger saw her in a public shower & called the police. Last I heard she had married a godly man & she & her son were doing well. Keep telling someone until you are believed.
I grew up in an abusive environment, and even though I was always clean, fed, had toys and clean clothes, not all pain is visible. I suffer with anxiety, ocd tendencies and I'm diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I suffer a lot because of the emotional abuse I endured and I still do. I struggle to trust people and with many things people take for granted. So it's important to believe someone when they say they have been abused, even if they look put together and had a seemingly normal upbringing.
I'm highly skeptical of these "recovered memories". I absolutely do not doubt people who claim satanic ritual abuse were *abused* in some way (clearly the trauma exists), but the memory gets warped over time..
I watched a video recently where a woman from an orthodox Jewish sect saw a therapist about her arranged marriage and how she always had attraction to other women. The therapist believed being queer comes from trauma (and is a sin). They tried to get her to uncover childhood abuse and even did hypnotherapy to convince her that something must have happened. She never uncovered anything, but some people are more suggestible than others and false memories can be implanted. Recovered/repressed memories of trauma absolutely exist and can come up later in life. The problem is that memories can also be altered by outside influences and end up causing way more trauma than a person originally had. It's very possible she has some real trauma and abuse she's experienced. Unfortunately, unethical therapeutic practices were common (and still happens) and creates a mess of figuring out which memories are real and which are not. Repressed memories should never be intentionally forced out. They can naturally come back and should only be explored without input or any type of suggestion/theorizing by a therapist. It's a tricky subject because abuse is awful and insidious. But unintentional gaslighting and self-gaslighting (the actual definitions where someones grasp on memories and reality are shaken) is also dangerous. Whatever the case is, I hope she gets the help she needs to have a peaceful life.
Wow! I just went to the link and watched the full interview and it was incredible! Her story is absolutely horrific but her story i do believe helps people, even if you were not abused. It gave me great insight on life, people, and purpose. Thank you for sharing your story! ❤Brave! ❤
"I was the BEST dressed kid in class" "we looked like the PERFECT family" "with such intelligent and EVIL parents" "The ONLY way you..." a 10 second clip and she hyperbolozed 4 seperate aspects of her life. I'm not saying she is lying, but it takes away from her believability
agreed! I've always thought that there should be a parenting license that gets renewed every 2 years or so...sounds dystopian af but if it actually worked well it'd prevent so many of these cases
You know, kids in the system, in foster houses, etc... are often victims of abuse, teacher abuse their students, childcare workers, or their husbands or kids, abuse children they are supposed to take care of.. and all these professions are monitored! Abusers like to work with kids
@X Dr I'm aware. my comment was hypothetical, because obviously such a thing would never be implemented and would never work the way it's intended what with how corrupt the system and its people are. +it'd probably require an increase in taxes which people would never agree with. just wish cps actually did their job yk
I was dirty, dressed in ugly, dirty clothes and was skinny from malnutrition. Scared of men and very obedient. Nobody noticed I need help. Nobody cared😢 my siblings were angry.
My understanding is there is no evidence for any of the abuse. She started saying all this later in life, claiming repressed memories resurfaced. Not saying it is false. Just that I haven't seen any evidence.
I returned to school in 1971, with a black eye from a fractured orbital bone, sustained in a freak accident the last week of summer, and not one teacher questioned me. Not one staff member, not even the school nurse. I was eleven years old.
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watch the full vid "Mary Knight survived satanic rituals" here: ruclips.net/video/PHvBO4Rq_Jg/видео.html
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@@logana1999 Amazing testimony . Where’s all the Priest rape joke crowd when satanic ritual abuse is brought up, satan is”cool” and there’s no jokes bout what this woman goes through.. just sayin
Thanks for posting original video!
Many thanks!
Your link got my sub
Her full documentary is very eye opening and shows how absolutely evil people can be. She is an extremely strong and smart woman. I’m glad Anthony gave her a big platform to speak on these abuses nobody sees.
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Some people think that they own their children and can do what they like with them. Wrong, they are borrowed from God and it is their parent's responsibility to keep them safe and happy. Parents who abuse their children will answer to God sooner than they think.
@@Billiard-cp1myfunny. God is the same excuse my dad uses to shame me for cutting abusers out of my life instead of forgiving and helping them
@@clearlynotchloe Cut them out, they are not worth it. The Devil looks after his own.
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This reminds me of a woman I knew who had two parents who were well-respected doctors who insisted that she was mentally deranged and got her locked up in an asylum for months and no one suspected a thing. She is healing now but Jesus Christ if you have enough money/status you really can get away with horrendous things.
What were they doing to her?
I mean look what the Catholic church did in Africa
Sounds like a young girl I went to school with. They sent her away to some wilderness camp for "troubled teens" where she almost starved to death, just because she was gay. They tried to have her committed at one point, but the hospital staff wouldn't allow it because they knew she was completely sane, and fairly well adjusted considering her home life.
@@heinshaaine8153 and America, and Ireland
@@yeet1066 religion is a pest
Same with my Mother...she used to beat the Shit out of me and then got out her MakeUp Kit to hide the Bruises...no one ever saw anything...until one Day the MakeUp got smudged... I remember the horrified Look on the Face of my Teacher...she called the Police and saved me ❤
I’m grateful. What happened to your mom?😮
@@KaliKali-hv9bt as far as i know She is still alive today and spitting her Venom all over the Place... but back in the Days she only got a slap on the Hand, not more...sadly it was a different Time 30 Years ago ;) But i'm fine now...thanks to Years of Therapy and thanks to my Hubby :)
Glad your teacher saw and helped you!
Thank God you were rescued
God bless your teacher may there be many more of them xxx
I didn't fully realize I was abused or lived in an "out of norm" house hold until a year after I moved out and talked about my experiences with a woman online..who then asked if I was raised in a cult. I'm still coming to terms with the realization and properly possessing my younger years, luckily I'm in therapy I'm only 20 and it's been alot to unpack and figure out how to live with when all the defense mechanisms your mind makes fall to bits and the walls crash in at every new memory and realization
I really wish you the best on your healing journey. Sending lots of love, peace and prosperity your way❤
It does crash into you sometimes, doesn't it.. That's a good way to describe it.
I've had similar experiences. When I moved out and started living the life I had only ever imagined as a child, I distances myself from my upbringing and felt as if I was unscathed by it all. I had a powerful experience on mushrooms that revealed to me that I was still holding onto layers and layers of shame, guilt, fear, mental illness, and coping strategies born out of necessity. It felt like the biggest weight was lifted off of my shoulders when I realized that I could begin the process of truly letting go of those experiences instead of running away from them. I hope you are healing well, young butterfly. 🦋
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Hi I don't know the details of your story but with what you wrote we seem to have a lot in common. I'm also 20. If you want to share email and chat let me know.
as a child of abusive parents, CPS came to my house on several occasions and nothing ever came from it. As long as we had food, water, a place to sleep, and weren’t bloody and blue then we were fine. I mean if one of them talked to me one on one maybe they would have known, but none of us were ever talked to without our parents present. I’m not even saying that we would have been taken away, but something needed to happen. Like parenting classes, drug testing, regular check ins. None of that happened for us. The system is broken.
Thats not how it is in Texas, at least these days. If someone calls cps on your kids, they show up at the schools unannounced, have the kids taken out of class and interviewed 1 on 1 with a cps worker.... LATER, the parents find out their kids were interviewed outside your presence or even knowledge
@@suburbangardenpermaculture3117 that's actually a better strategy than a scheduled, expected visit
I was in a similar situation as this woman. Unfortunately when you're a kid you don't know everything you could do to get help, and most of it isn't accessible to you anyway. When she described her abuse as "intelligent" it really got to me. That's the best way to describe it
I hope you're well now ❤🙏🏼
I can imagine that even as kids, it’s hard to label something as “abuse”. I’ve never been in your position but my family was super poor when I was younger. I mean, tin roof, adobe house type poor.
But I didn’t really understand that we were poor until I was probably in my late teens. I just thought that was how life was for everyone, but then I started being around others in better situations and it clicked “oh, not everyone lives like us”
Im so sorry 😢 I pray Jesus Christ will heal and comfort you ❤
I hope no matter what happens in your life, you hold on. I just want to remind you not to take life for granted. It's short, so take advantage of this beautiful day, you're alive and it's a gift. You are a beautiful person and this world needs your smile and you have things to accomplish on this earth. This little message is just a sign to tell you not to let go, and to tell you that Jesus loves you and hears you. Sincerely.
Isaiah 43:4
There are groups that deliberately traumatize and divide the victim into what seems like several parts. They are unable to cope with things as some others might.
Yes, intelligent in that they know what they are doing.
I watched this whole video. Admittedly I usually can’t watch these things because of my own trauma and abuse, but the way she spoke just kept me watching. Because of her sharing her story I’ve come to terms and some realisations of my own situation, I’m very thankful for it. Seriously what a woman. My heart breaks for her but I’m so glad to see how well she’s doing.
My heart breaks for you. I wish you all the healing vibes and happy endings you deserve.
What’s the name of the documentary? & wish you all the healing ❤️🩹 possible
How exactly do you heal? I can't seemed to find the solution
@@hollystiener16 I went to counselors and read books which helped some,
but what helped the most was finding God and learning how much He loved me. Reading His word brought me comfort. Understanding that there is a battle between good and evil but that in the end God wins helped explain so much. So much more to say but just know Holly that you are loved and did not deserve the evil done against you. I pray that you will find healing.
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i dont think enough people realize that most abuse is hidden extremely well. People can be absolute morons like my parents are and yet so calculated about how they went about their abuses that if it wasnt what makes me wake up with night terrors i would be kinda impressed
Same those assholes don't know shit about shit but they sure were sneaky about the child abuse.
Same dude
Yep, I thought they were just nightmares, because I remembered the fear and someone putting their hand over my mouth, and not being able to breath.
They are clever and they usually always have enablers. It's awful.
@@lizh1988 The enablers are awful
I'm so sorry.😢 No child should suffer intentional harm from those who are supposed to protect them.
Abusers aren't stupid, they know exactly what they are doing and they are really good at mask .
Maybe so but God sees and He punishes.
It’s more than simple abusers though, these specific ones are a part of a larger network
My dad was very respected in the community, treated his kids like dirt. Ya never know what goes on behind clos d doors.
I was being physically abused. In fourth grade, I told a friend, who told their mom. Who called the school. My teacher talked to me about it. I denied it of course. She said, "I didn't think anything was going on. You are always so happy in class. Always participate..." yeah, I'm happy because IM NOT AT HOME! She never believed it. Had she only looked under my sleeves she would have seen the bruises. Had she felt my head, she would have felt the knots. Abusers had their crimes, on their victims bodies.
I feel like the problem here is that a teacher who wasn't trained in identifying abuse was called instead of social services
@friendlyneigborhoodbean Well social services was called when I was in 9th grade. A woman came to school and talked to me. I told her the truth. What did she do? She gave me her business card and told me to give it to my dad and tell him to call her!!!!! I gave it back to her and asked her what she thought would happen to me if I did that. Brilliant! Smh
No one knew about the abuse in my home until my parents split up when I was seventeen. I've spent the last ten years recovering and seeking therapy for a lot of the stuff that happened. The only person I think that had a clue was a teacher I had who was abused himself growing up. Everyone else was so shocked to find out any of what happened.
Abuse is often invisible. And so are the effects. But it can ruin your entire life.
I hope your recovering well and are surrounded by kind, loving people ❤
abuse can; but it won't. it doesn't stand a chance with you & the Higher Power inside you..
my parents hid their abuse so well, even years of me SCREAMING for help and having CPS called on us by multiple people over the years didn't get me or my siblings out of the house. i learned early on no one cared about us and no one was going to make it stop, so i stopped trying to get help around the 5th grade. i stayed even after entering adulthood bc i wanted to protect my younger siblings. it's officially been *over* for two years, i am 26.
I’m so sorry. Meanwhile, I’m a single mom who had a false accusation made against me and it took 3 months and $25k in attorneys fees to get CPS off my back. I know you don’t know me, but motherhood is my #1 responsibility and my kids are far from abused. To hear stories like yours makes me sick. Why in the hell does this agency exist when they get it wrong 10 times more often than they get it right? I wish I could give you a hug and I hope your new life is nothing shy of amazing. PS: My name “Momster” is a joke from friends because of how fiercely I protect my girls, not because of the way I treat them. 😅
Congrats for leaving wheels. That took a lot of guts. I’m proud of you. I hope you’re doing the best you can, I know when you first get away your mind can still be all screwy. Wishin you luck, sending you love❤
I'm do sorry -- it sounds like you lived through and survived years of hell. I wish you healing and a full recovery from such a childhood and adolescence.
The social services system absolutely sucks and yet they are never held accountable for there uselessness. If a caseworker doesn't investigate, ignores reports or doesn't due their due diligence they should be charged.
Mat god bless you... you're so good person.
god, thats horrible. props to her for surviving it though
So horrible
@@FartInhalerSlamPoetry I know it’s terrible I absolutely agree with you
@@grungegirl4250 what's your issue?
@@FartInhalerSlamPoetry I did not think I had a issue
@@grungegirl4250 you're probably mistaken.
Same here! By every standard I was considered most spoiled, most loved, most attended to, and most free to do what I wanted… took me until I was 17 to realise I wasn’t gonna survive for long if I stayed.
Good parenting and good pretending can really be hard to detect, even for the child.
I'd say that abused kids often look normal bc they don't realise exactly HOW bad the situation really was, it isn't untill they're older that they realise
They also overcompensate to try to look normal and fit in
Not to mention the threats and blackmail. These are people who have proven how evil they really are. As well as how easy it is to turn other adults against their victims.
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They're also programed to please🤔
Most times we know but you don't think you can be served
“Every child deserves a parent but not every parent deserves a child.”
- by a wise man
I remember thinking abuse was completely normal and the way that my family was as normal family behavior.
Saw my fiancés family all hanging out in the livingroom, joking and talking together about their days. Eating dinner together and stuff.
That's when it hit me I never had a real family, just people sharing the same space.
Sometimes that space isn't even shared, the amount of fear and shame engulfed the room even when nothing was said. It suffocated any free thought or self esteem you may have gained out in the world.
most people who haven't grown in... dysfunctional enviornment, can be confuced why someone being misstreated also wants to hide the abuse as well as they can, and it's because they are made to feel at fault for being abused. they are being gaslight from day one to believe that they are so horrible and messed up, that even their own family can't love them. if they go around being open about the way they are treated, to them it's like screaming at the top of their lungs "i am a failure in every way imaginable. i am stupid and unworthy of any respect or love" and obviously no-one wants to say that outloud, especially if they believe it to be true. we all want the world to think the best of us.
It also feels incredibly shameful and embarrassing to reveal yourself as someone who grew up in dysfunction, as if you are a reflection of the broken and malicious programming you were indoctrinated with. As scary as our own homes can be, apart of the abuse if being told that the outside world and what they may think or do to you is much worse.
You just put into words a feeling I've been trying to explain and understand for years. Thank you.
My dad would tell me he'd be killed in jail because he was a correctional officer... i jever hated him enough to not care if that happened.
I was told if I said anything the cops would be called and they would call me and kill me. I was just a tiny little kid. Abuser knew what he was doing and married someone who would not be able to do anything to him, she knew the cops would not help, small town. He got her to do things and made her feel at fault and helpless.
This is the truth.
The abuse stays hidden because the majority of people don't want to see it.
I don't know your full story, but, as a person who also experienced abuse that went undetected, I call our stories the crack kids stories, because we fell through the cracks. I used to tell my friends that we didn't have enough to eat, and that my brother was getting hit, and my teachers assumed I was exaggerating, so I am now the only advocate for me and my brother's experiences. Please tell your story, for all the ones who can't or won't.
When I was little I kept wishing the adults would ask me more questions. I was so honest with adults and I would be thinking in my head "Please ask me that. I want to tell someone so badly."
Could you say what specifically?
@@saraoliver3293 abuse
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Unfortunately as someone in a position of care for children we’re taught to explicitly not ask that question as it is considered leading
One time I literally wrote down on an assignment in 6th grade that my dad was an alcoholic and it was bad, I can't remember exactly what I wrote. I fully expected/hoped my teacher would help me....she never asked about it, nothing. I don't think I reached out for help ever again.
Your sister dying could be a trauma on it's own, wow how strong she is that she got through all that
I had all the signs of being in distress. 18 years in the public school system, two teachers asked if I was OK at home and ONE figured it out and tried like hell to help me. Sorry I was too young to accept your help Ms. Young. 😔
Same for me .this is what I dont understand why did I let my moms evel acts why didn't I tell my ants uncle or grand parents
Prayers up for your healing.
2 teachers in 18 years, my God, sorry to swear how awful.
@Coreena Burke I imagine they become numb to it or don't want to risk their jobs. I will say Ms. Young spent my entire freshman year trying to get me to open up. She FORCED parent teacher conferences, cps showed up at my home for the first (and last) time, and she ended up helping me getting one of my poems published back then. I truly wish more teachers like her were available.
@@kara4590we often feel who's going to believe a kid when mom is such a good housekeeper, Sunday school teacher, etc. Kids should be seen. Not heard syndrome.
Same with me. My father raised me to believe it was normal. We seemed like a happy, normal family but the reality was that he was sexually abusing me almost daily
I'm sorry that happened to you, I pray Jesus heal you and make it as if it never was, in Jesus name amen. The same happened to me with every man that dated and was friends with my mother with the exception of my first stepfather who died when I was 11 years old, all the while also being abused by neighbors and other family members as well. It's only the grace of God why I am not dead today or haven't gone mad. Jesus saved me years later and healed me from sexual physical and emotional abuse and manipulations. After all this came out my mother to me did not even care, she took the sides of these ppl which hurt my heart even more. I hate even talking about it. I'm sorry this happened to you.
I’m so sorry
So so sorry!
The one person who is supposed to take care of you!!!!
😢 I hope you picked up the pieces and moved forward!
There are so many of us out here that share your history. I dont know if it helps to know that but you are loved and are not alone
Please know you are not alone in this. No matter what you've gone through, know that YOU ARE LOVED.
Thing is it doesn't matter much if it's hidden or how it "looks" to the outside world. Many adults are narcissistic, insecure, and sadistic, probably not loved as kids and don't actually care that people are being abused, killed or if a child is harmed. Some enjoy it. If you are a healthy, stable and confident person you protect and care about yourself and other people and you can feel their pain. Majority of humans now are mentally and emotionally damaged and lost from any concept of what goodness is and don't have that capacity. It takes a lot of strength to stand for good, and have the courage to stick up for vulnerable people and care about people especially when you live in a society that runs on punishing, hiding and manipulating the truth and hurting those who cant defend themselves.
My mom used to make my sister and I wear matching outfits and bows, so it looked like everything was fine... while it wasn't
There's nothing worse on the planet than humans. Even if people overcome their abuse and have successful lives they still always live with that memory and that betrayal and you can't get away from it. It follows you and haunts you and can almost drive you crazy.
And this is why i will not allow sleep overs or unsupervised play
It’s extremely sad the fact everyone thought she was fine just bc she was well dressed and well nourished. Does not mean a child is fine!!!! “Looks can be deceiving”
Her explaining the power of just being kind to kids has not left my mind. Her talking about this is very powerful.
Her past is truly heartbreaking. It's beyond what you can imagine. She's an inspiration
I relate to her so much on this. One time in the 5th grade my teacher tried to speak to me because I had really bad behavior at that time. She said you have all of these things that even me as an adult I wish I could have why don’t you just have good behavior and be appreciative. In my head I was thinking because when I go home I get beaten, told that I’m fat, stupid, worthless etc.
Speaking from my own experience! Some abusers have narcissistic tendencies (if not all) They come off very charming and build a a facade to the community and others, that they are the perfect parents or perfect spouse but behind closed doors they are a different person(s)! It’s very hard to detect for these things from the outside when everyone thinks you have a wonderful parents and family!
Also though, a leading memory phycologist says she has created false memories.
Yes, repressed/recovered memory therapy has been debunked over and over again. I was searching so hard for a comment like this! So many of these recovered memory stories swing widely into SRA and Satanic panic, a la Teal Swan (patient of Barbara Snow), Michelle Smith (patient then wife 🤢 of Lawrence Pazder), the McMartin preschool trial (hundreds of children interviewed by Kee McFarlane).
I learned about abused when my elementary school called cps on my dad for all the belt marks I would have on my legs.
She's a courageous woman 🙌👏👏 because of strong survivors like her. There are people like me who were able to identify their own abuse. Sometimes, people judge and criticize survivors for attention seekers. However, when powerful stories like hers are shared a victim of abuse can be empowered and fight for their own life!
She's not alone. There are thousands of people like her.
My heart goes out to you, Mary.
I can 100% understand what you went through.
I bet there was flurry of red flags and teachers missed them all.
It's heartbreaking she went through that. She was a beautiful child. The way the man looks at her is confusing because it looks like he lives her. My heartbreaks for all children that are abused. I pray she has a beautiful life.😊
I am so very sorry you were mistreated by your parents. How brave you are to speak out in order to help others.
i know what it's like. no one believes me when I'm scared for my safety
In a town in Texas there was a deputy who would SA the kids in the town. Started back in the 70s. Parents thought it neat to have as cop that loved the kids so much and was so sweet to let them ride in the patrol car on his rounds. No one suspected anything. And because of that his abuse went on for decades and with multiple victims. He was never charged with any of the SA or r@pe. All of the children were to scared to say anything and as adults are too ashamed. I know some of the victims. It's the only way I know of it happening. Abusers always know how to hide well. It's sad and horrifying
Before you start jumping to how much you relate and sympathize, keep in mind that this is a recovered memory case. That means she repressed these memories and uncovered them in therapy many years later in her adulthood (all of which is very controversial).
No one had any idea what I endured..I didn't know it was as bad as it was until I was much older and was able to tell a trauma therapist
I'm so sorry for your parents' betrayal and your having suffered so much from it. I pray for your peace of heart and mind and wellbeing.
My algorithm is sooo fucked. Right before this, I watched a mama duck and her babies make it safely across a street.
Yours ??? I'm in Theological and Mulvaney and Marsh started popping up. One night it actually went from Moses to Mulvaney 200 hundred day mark. WTF??? 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@@cowboy4jesus3N1 Oh no! Satan ALSO works in mysterious ways.
@@BreeMorgan43 😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣😂😂😂
This story is really out there it's hard to believe
I lived next door to a family 30 years ago. They had raised their own kids and were currently raising their grandson and a niece's 2 boys and 2 girls. They went to a Baptist church on Wed nights and twice on Sunday. They owned a tavern. And the wife would beat these boys with hair brushes, electric cords, anything she could get her hands on for the smallest reasons. We could hear them scream after she would call them up to her bedroom. But back in those days you didn't interfere. One day one of the boys walked about 2 miles to the police station to report her. She beat him for that and the police never did anything about her. Nobody ever came to us to ask about her. To this day I still have such guilt that I never called and reported that abuse. Outward appearance of a family doesn't mean anything. 😢😢😢
In those days, abuse was considered a private family matter, and the man was king of his castle.
He could almost do no wrong.
I'm glad things are changing!
The fact they were "church goers" but owned a bar would be a red flag for me..
Church goers are often the most extreme abusers. They use the bible to abuse their children. Remember that verse about "spare the rod and spoil the child". Religious fundamentalists are the worst for using religion to justify beating women and children.
I'm sorry you feel guilty, but not one bit of that is your fault. I hope you know that!!
A childs brain doesn't know how to handle that. And you see what happened even when they were alerted to the abuse.
Thankfully she was able to discern between what is evil and what is good.
My daughter had a classmate and I could tell she was being abused, but sadly I had nothing tangible to go to the authority with. Growing up in an abusive foster home, physically and verbally, thankfully not sexually, but often times kids give off an ora only those of us that's gone thru it can sense 😞
We never know another’s pain until we have walked in their shoes. We never know what goes on behind their closed doors. May God continue to bless you. Thank you for your willingness to share this with us 🙏🙏🙏
Be extremely wary when you see the "perfect family". A lot of times those are well designed narratives by the parents to hide the abuse.
Yeah, I,'ve seen wealthy people treat their children like s--- in public. I wondered about this one child who had cut her hair all to hell, and her parents were horrible to her. I wondered what was going on at home.
Wow I didn’t know you were making documentaries now Anthony, it looks amazing and I’ll have to check it out. I’m glad you gave her a platform to speak out man
Same. My family was middle class, looked like a great family, but the sexual abuse and also mental abuse was still there, n ud never kno unless i told u, or u questioned y i became an addict as a teenager. My parents rlly only checked out n didnt physically abuse me, but my mom would hide in the bathroom for hours and hours sometimes a full day, while my dad was always working or came home n went straight to bed, n his rage wud make sure u didnt bother him, but she usually at minimum hid for 6-8hours and before i started school that was a serious issue, i almost died a few times, not including the starving for hours n just being absolutely miserable toddler/young kid. N when she was there, the verbal abuse was rough, wanting n wishing id die thru no fault of my own. Then my babysitter of 4yrs SAed me in the most brutal way, my parents n sister said they thought something was wrong and as an adult its infuriating to hear the whole family thought something but never asked or tried to find out. But outside the home i was just the shy kid who barely spoke.
Me waiting for someone to write and essay on mary
I know this EXACTLY! I lived in a nice home in a beautiful neighborhood, always had nice clothes and all the extras, we went on family vacations 2x a year, and yet my stepfather was an evil genius who brainwashed me into being his “second wife”, raping and molesting me on a daily basis, and started all of this when I was 3 years old. True evil comes in all forms, including the average “family man”.
I am so sorry that you had to go through that terrible abuse.
It’s extremely sad that so many people in this comment section have been abused. I never knew it was this common. It never should have been a thing. I’m sorry to anyone who has experienced this ❤️
thats nearly how my life looked from the outside, and I'm never going to get justice for anything I went through. at least I can do my best to forget and keep pushing, its the only thing thats kept me going.
So sorry.. I wish you peace
One sign that a child / adult is being abused us their fear of making noise when they eat. You will notice absolute silence when using utensils, swallowing, and putting a glass down on the table.
???? Seriously..????
Is that your personnal opinion/experience or a proven fact..??
Thanks..!!
Regards from greece :)
@c. k. Yes, the silent eating is a behavior I have observed in many abused people. Blessings.
How do you make noises when swallowing
Abuse is undetectable in most victims. My parents went out of their way to make sure I had no obvious telltail signs.
So sorry you went through that horror😣
Many blessings
Yes we were taught to keep it quiet! I have to say that if there hadn’t even been one person within our church, or within the school, that recognize the signs of abuse, they would’ve known I was not just being abused, but brutally abused! Some people want to stay out of it in mind, her own business! And even post initial abuse, when some of it was discovered, they decided I was young enough. I didn’t need counseling. One abuser was removed but the others stayed and may more to come! It makes me sick this type of person is hiding in plain sight! To make matters worse is once you’re used to the abuse, you allow others to abuse you not knowing any better or at least that’s what you feel comfortable with! It’s hard to imagine being uncomfortable with someone treating you kindly!
I was an only child, every one thought I was entitled and spoiled. I was verbally and physically abused by my dad until I was 15. I got beaten all the time. No one else knew about it. My dad was respected..but he hated me. When he was 82 my mom told him you'd better be kind to Dee Dee cuz she's the one who will take care of you when I'm gone. He never told me he loved me or hugged me. He passed away before my mom thank God.
Too bad you didn't get the chance to give him a taste of his own medicine. Your mom is equally guilty though. She enabled it by doing nothing. In my eyes, she was worse than him because she did nothing to stop it.
@@susanrhodes9079 she wasn’t worse, an enabler is not worse than the abuser and the bad behaviour of men should never ever be placed onto a woman. You seem to forget that while the mother did nothing she was smaller and weaker than him, and likely lived in fear as well, violence and regular beatings was also VERY normal a few decades ago which never ever makes it okay but it was WIDELY accepted by a lot of people and that can warp someone’s judgement
Same here mary, my father (literally) tortured me and my brother my whole childhood, nobody knew. I would scream and cry and tell my grandpa to stab me in the heart so i didnt have to go to my dads but nobody knew.
Abuse isn't always so noticeable
I relate to that, I was abused and homeless a large portion of my childhood but no one would ever have known.
My mother always made sure I had a bath once a day, dressed me in usually properly fitting clothes, brushed my hair, made sure I wore enough layers for the Minnesota weather. The only give away was the fact that I always smelled of drugs and alcohol as it had seeped into the fabric of all of our clothes, but most ignored it.
I hope life has blessed you. All good things to you ❤
Most abuse that happens isnt easy to detect. I didnt show any signs because most of the time there isnt any . There are so many kids looking healthy , well dressed and going to school, making friends, without a mark on show, but when they go home the abuse continues .
This is the worst kind of abuse . My life was ruined but God is giving me a second chance. It is hard work but God can do anything❤
This woman is awe inspiring! Just the mental fortitude she shows in her documentary when speaking with the founders of FMSF is astounding. I don't think I'd be able to hold myself back from losing it on them after so long of listening to the absolute bullcrap they spew.
Full video will be uploaded on Anthony Padilla channel tomorrow
April 6, 2023
Have you got a link please?
@anthonypadilla2, the new American frontier: mental health awareness
People often downplay satanic ritual abuse due to equating their non-belief in god or religion to a non-belief that these type of things happen; it’s not about what you believe, it’s about what others are willing to do on behalf of their own beliefs.
Uff well said
Yeah also on other comments in the thread that satanic ritual abuse has been debunked or doesn't exist and that rituals aren't used in Satanism. Absolute MORONS and so ignorant its not even funny. Evil at its finest whether intentional or not. Ugh 🤦♀️🧐🥴🤯
No it’s about destroying another persons life for their pleasure and it’s got nothing to do with belief or religion or any of that and everything to do with being either very mentally unstable or morally corrupt or both
It's amazing this woman turned out as sane and normal as she did.😮😢
Guys, these are "recovered" memories she got at 30 something
I heard a lady speak twice.
Her name was Carol.
She was the oldest of 5 kids, I think , think in an extremely abusive family: including being sold sexually.
A stranger saw her in a public shower & called the police.
Last I heard she had married a godly man & she & her son were doing well.
Keep telling someone until you are believed.
I grew up in an abusive environment, and even though I was always clean, fed, had toys and clean clothes, not all pain is visible. I suffer with anxiety, ocd tendencies and I'm diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I suffer a lot because of the emotional abuse I endured and I still do. I struggle to trust people and with many things people take for granted. So it's important to believe someone when they say they have been abused, even if they look put together and had a seemingly normal upbringing.
Ms Knight is a blessing & accomplished surviver. Thank you for trusting & teaching us...
I'm highly skeptical of these "recovered memories". I absolutely do not doubt people who claim satanic ritual abuse were *abused* in some way (clearly the trauma exists), but the memory gets warped over time..
Agreed
I watched a video recently where a woman from an orthodox Jewish sect saw a therapist about her arranged marriage and how she always had attraction to other women. The therapist believed being queer comes from trauma (and is a sin). They tried to get her to uncover childhood abuse and even did hypnotherapy to convince her that something must have happened. She never uncovered anything, but some people are more suggestible than others and false memories can be implanted.
Recovered/repressed memories of trauma absolutely exist and can come up later in life. The problem is that memories can also be altered by outside influences and end up causing way more trauma than a person originally had. It's very possible she has some real trauma and abuse she's experienced. Unfortunately, unethical therapeutic practices were common (and still happens) and creates a mess of figuring out which memories are real and which are not. Repressed memories should never be intentionally forced out. They can naturally come back and should only be explored without input or any type of suggestion/theorizing by a therapist. It's a tricky subject because abuse is awful and insidious. But unintentional gaslighting and self-gaslighting (the actual definitions where someones grasp on memories and reality are shaken) is also dangerous. Whatever the case is, I hope she gets the help she needs to have a peaceful life.
Reminds me of the book that came out during the Satanic Panic of the 80s. 😊
Wow! I just went to the link and watched the full interview and it was incredible! Her story is absolutely horrific but her story i do believe helps people, even if you were not abused. It gave me great insight on life, people, and purpose. Thank you for sharing your story! ❤Brave! ❤
"I was the BEST dressed kid in class"
"we looked like the PERFECT family"
"with such intelligent and EVIL parents"
"The ONLY way you..."
a 10 second clip and she hyperbolozed 4 seperate aspects of her life. I'm not saying she is lying, but it takes away from her believability
Honestly, I’ve always thought that the cps should have drop ins just like they do for adoptions for every household
agreed! I've always thought that there should be a parenting license that gets renewed every 2 years or so...sounds dystopian af but if it actually worked well it'd prevent so many of these cases
You know, kids in the system, in foster houses, etc... are often victims of abuse, teacher abuse their students, childcare workers, or their husbands or kids, abuse children they are supposed to take care of..
and all these professions are monitored!
Abusers like to work with kids
You must be very young or naive to not realize how quickly that'd be abused by the state.
@X Dr I'm aware. my comment was hypothetical, because obviously such a thing would never be implemented and would never work the way it's intended what with how corrupt the system and its people are. +it'd probably require an increase in taxes which people would never agree with. just wish cps actually did their job yk
@trapd00rspider She said that they would be able to tell from an investigation, they just wouldn't have thought to start one in the first place.
"We went to church all the time"... major red flag right there.
What the heck context pls?
Read the title for a little bit of context, watch the full video for full context
@@juanacosta4351 thx I'll do it
@@juanacosta4351 What's the name of the video?
Video will be uploaded tomorrow
@@caroland6770 video will be uploaded on Anthony Padea channel tomorrow
Sounds like she's advocating for monthly inspections of home
When the video is uploaded please tell me the name :D
It’s already been uploaded, I think it’s the most recent one. If not her face is right on it so you can’t miss it
@@Case.Case.23 Thank you :D
Her face says so many words in those photos
wheres this episode i cant find it!!!
It will be uploaded tomorrow a
I was dirty, dressed in ugly, dirty clothes and was skinny from malnutrition. Scared of men and very obedient. Nobody noticed I need help. Nobody cared😢 my siblings were angry.
My understanding is there is no evidence for any of the abuse. She started saying all this later in life, claiming repressed memories resurfaced. Not saying it is false. Just that I haven't seen any evidence.
I'll say it. This sets off the bullshit detectors more than a factory farm.
Yep, another case of satanic panic most likely
Yeah I get the feeling she is full of it but also who knows. And the whole Satanist thing.
I bet u believe there’s only one type of abuse.
@@insomnialemonloser4969 She's talking about a specific type of abuse
God Bless you for making it! You are stronger than you think! Amen! NZ.,✌❤😁🙏👍🌞⚘
Hermoso shorts me gustó bastante
As long as you look happy that's all people see. People see what they want, seeing the truth is to hard.
I cant find the video someone help please
Same problem
@@nicolefancy69 lol
Sometimes he posts shorts before the video is posted, it might not exist on RUclips yet
Full video will be uploaded on Anthony Padilla channel tomorrow
@@nicolefancy69 Full video will be uploaded on Anthony Padilla channel tomorrow
I returned to school in 1971, with a black eye from a fractured orbital bone, sustained in a freak accident the last week of summer, and not one teacher questioned me. Not one staff member, not even the school nurse. I was eleven years old.
Families that look "just perfect" with no flaws and shit, are usually the most messed up families that require police Intervention.
No, not usually, that’s bullshit. The exception is not the rule.
Reminds me so much of what the Manendes brothers suffered through