I was legit standing on the roof last night thinking about jumping. But didn't cause I guess I can afford to wait another day, and another, and another... I'm not living. I'm waiting...
A while back I had to choose what I need, what would make me happy, and what was right. I chose what I thought was right and last year I realised that I was wrong and now it's too late to fix my mistake. It was a once in a lifetime chance and I came so close to achieving happiness but now it's further from my reach than it's ever been before. After getting laid off from work I've been staying in bed staring at the ceiling all day and night. Last week I ate a bowl of vegetable soup and nothing more because I wanted to puke even after a glass of water. I've lost so much weight and my muscles have atrophied, it's difficult to even lift a cup of coffee. I think getting black out drunk and falling asleep up north in -30C degree weather is the best plan right now. Everyone has always told me I'm very patient and strong but some things just break people, no matter who you are.
@@yanitsaivanova678 It's not been great, but thank you for asking. It means a lot. Right now I'm trying desperately to find a purpose, I'm sure things will start to improve then. Have a nice day
I can't promise you all that you are going to "make it", but I can promise you this. You DO have SOMETHING to offer this world, and you ARE, WORTH IT. Don't give up doomer bros.
Damn... the og version was already dark af This one makes me want to end it It just reminds me about how I’ve wanted to love someone for a while, but throughout all of middle school and up to junior year of high school I’ve been rejected by every girl I asked out. Maybe I am destined to be alone Who knows I just wish I couldn’t feel anymore...
Trust me that's not it. I have a gf I would die for and who would die for me, she's always there for me, loves me, but my depression is still there, its taken away my life and is slowly eating her life, and I cannot even save her. You must love yourself, and if you can't, you can't, you're just a husk like me. Other people won't help. You'll have to end up helping them as they die slowly in your presence like moths shriveling on a candle flame...
When you're about to end it you can do things, become yourself, free, because it doesn't matter as it's over in a bit anyway. Small, liberating things, not worrying about what becomes of you, what others think etc. Might be a cheat. I still plan to do it, just maybe experience this one more silly thing before..
Its probably not an addiction to feeling depressed. You're probably so use to it that you've grow comfortable in the feeling and anything other than that feeling creates a sense of discomfort...heh
what if my thoughts aren’t as deep as yours submarines and paddle boats my love is lesser than yours sandbags and feathers what if i lack what you have and what if i truly don’t understand the language i was never taught and what if i truly don’t understand
19 Year Old Doomer deadman’s gun is really great bro. I know that I’m not here to do your job for you, but did you do “dust in the wind” yet? Not sure if that song can feel more sad but I’d still like to see you work your magic
Damn the original was already so doomer. This just makes me want to blow my brains out
Just my thought. It's like x4 doomed now.
Don't do it please...if you want to talk just reply me dude
@@Shoegazebasedgenre0. I mean, why not, if he continues living, he will just continue suffering, if he dies, he won't suffer.
I was legit standing on the roof last night thinking about jumping. But didn't cause I guess I can afford to wait another day, and another, and another...
I'm not living.
I'm waiting...
@@Kortosc don't do that
Find someone you can talk to...
You're strong
This is the saddest coffee shop I’ve ever walked into
The sound weighs down on my chest, it suffocates me. But when it ceases, I find that I can breath stronger than I ever could before.
The thought of suicide is frightening yet comforting,i want to live,but i'm crushed and my thoughts haunt me still.
Listening to this at 5:22 in the morning, i never felt so numb....
5:49, I've never missed her so much, I can't take it anymore
Instant tears.
If depression could sing, it'll be this song, great stuff
dude, you should make wouldnt it be nice doomer vers
A while back I had to choose what I need, what would make me happy, and what was right. I chose what I thought was right and last year I realised that I was wrong and now it's too late to fix my mistake. It was a once in a lifetime chance and I came so close to achieving happiness but now it's further from my reach than it's ever been before. After getting laid off from work I've been staying in bed staring at the ceiling all day and night. Last week I ate a bowl of vegetable soup and nothing more because I wanted to puke even after a glass of water. I've lost so much weight and my muscles have atrophied, it's difficult to even lift a cup of coffee. I think getting black out drunk and falling asleep up north in -30C degree weather is the best plan right now. Everyone has always told me I'm very patient and strong but some things just break people, no matter who you are.
I feel you mate but , you should leave the past behind .
@@gillesderais2457 I know that, ofc.
Life can break down even the strongest ones. How are you, though? Now that it's been a few months.
@@yanitsaivanova678 It's not been great, but thank you for asking. It means a lot. Right now I'm trying desperately to find a purpose, I'm sure things will start to improve then. Have a nice day
@@321findus I wish you nothing but the best. Good luck!
Just when i thought this song couldn't get any sadder.. :(
Even when the song is slowed, it's still hitting all the right notes for me. Thanks
I can't promise you all that you are going to "make it", but I can promise you this. You DO have SOMETHING to offer this world, and you ARE, WORTH IT. Don't give up doomer bros.
If only that was true.
Some of us truly have nothing to offer the world, and is really just a burden
Slowdive - Doomer Daze
This made me giggle
Girl just left me a week before her birthday and Christmas
Bro are you going better?
I feel depressed and lonely when i listen to this, but i can't stop listening to it
This song in middle of nowhere at night i can die in peace what a beautiful feeling
they don’t have this song anywhere other than youtube it bugs me !
Ocean of tears
Damn... the og version was already dark af
This one makes me want to end it
It just reminds me about how I’ve wanted to love someone for a while, but throughout all of middle school and up to junior year of high school I’ve been rejected by every girl I asked out.
Maybe I am destined to be alone
Who knows
I just wish I couldn’t feel anymore...
It's not going to be like this forever. You gonna be okay. It's just a matter of time to find the girl who fulfil you. :)
Trust me that's not it. I have a gf I would die for and who would die for me, she's always there for me, loves me, but my depression is still there, its taken away my life and is slowly eating her life, and I cannot even save her.
You must love yourself, and if you can't, you can't, you're just a husk like me.
Other people won't help. You'll have to end up helping them as they die slowly in your presence like moths shriveling on a candle flame...
Donut I'm 24 and been rejected all the time too
There’s more to life than just having a girl
Donut you must learn to love yourself before you begin to love others.
This hits differently at night time
Listening to this while taking bong rips under a shed in the rain
Bad vibes forever my friends 😞
That's how it is, we're cursed haha
Pain
When you're about to end it you can do things, become yourself, free, because it doesn't matter as it's over in a bit anyway. Small, liberating things, not worrying about what becomes of you, what others think etc. Might be a cheat. I still plan to do it, just maybe experience this one more silly thing before..
hey please PLEASE don't end it all, please.
Hey, are you going better?
If you die, the people you know will suffer. If you live, you will suffer.
Oh my god.
red tears
Goodnight everyone, I hope I don't wake up
Did you?
Did you?
Big mood
I'm legitimately addicted to being depressed.
Its probably not an addiction to feeling depressed. You're probably so use to it that you've grow comfortable in the feeling and anything other than that feeling creates a sense of discomfort...heh
@@_sleepy_cat_8457 oh
happy belated birthday
what if
my thoughts aren’t as deep as yours
submarines and paddle boats
my love is lesser than yours
sandbags and feathers
what if
i lack what you have
and what if
i truly don’t understand
the language i was never taught
and what if
i truly don’t understand
people are leaving and things are ending
Shit, Slowdive's Dagger would literally blow my brains off
bu da çok güzelmişşş
@@user-zo1ri6dx6u çöp
Just a note for the future me. \;\; 25-11.5-6.51Am.
If a poor tasting pun I may make, this is past shoegaze this is just ceilinggaze
Bruuuuuuuuuuuh
Music for Revenants
Can you do the other red dead redemption song? “Far away” by Jose something I think. I feel like you could transform it.
I did deadman's gun, you would like that. There's a lot of red dead songs i'd love to do
19 Year Old Doomer deadman’s gun is really great bro. I know that I’m not here to do your job for you, but did you do “dust in the wind” yet? Not sure if that song can feel more sad but I’d still like to see you work your magic
help
S(pain)💔💔💔
how the fuck did u manage to make this song more depressing
ahuenno
Now all of the world is doomer.
You can agglomerate all of your videos in 1 video, that would be great :)
I might do that eventually
@@24yearolddoomer Yes ! That'd be great. Btw im happy to see you on RUclips, go on fren.
ngl but original is doomy enough
:(
Doomer meme is gay cringe Reddit bullshit that fetishizes depression
"reddit" lmao
I put a dislike cause I don't like the fact that my tastes are so strange and different
Music Is art, there is no right or wrong dude.
I think its more a dislike towards himself