Thank you for the recommendations. I will watch blue 37.2 soon. I have seen all the other shows. What is your favorite show out of all the ones you recommended? Thank you.
Haha, for me it's all K-dramas, k-shows, and k-celebs youtube channels. I watch on a different platform though, but sometimes Netflix too. I still haven't gotten the chance to start on The Glory yet! But I will. I'm enjoying Taxi Driver these days.
Soyougi is still my favorite channel on youtube lol, i am always happy when its Thursday. ^^ I discovered your channel in 2021 but i watched all the videos on the channel lol.
07:13 That’s a wise thinking. You sounds like my mom when I said I’m in cross-cultural relationships. Good to know I’m not the loony one (like my friends said) for watching documentary on Netflix lmaoo
Oink Oink.. I am sitting on the Floor.. the Carpet floor in the room.. I am thinking of YOU as always.. asking where are YOU.. Am I suppose to be alone for the rest of my Life.. and I would ask.. How Long must I wait for YOU.. as I am holding the Picture.. and Looking at your Picture.. I want to tell you that I love YOU.. will you accept my words.. will you receive the words I am sharing.. words I am telling YOU from my Heart.. I have been waiting.. but sometimes I wonder if this waiting means Nothing to YOU.. Do you even think of Me.. do I even cross your mind.. Please tell me if I do.. because there are times I need to know.. I need to know because I love YOU.. I don't want to tell YOU if to don't have anything for Me.. but I do believe.. there must be something going ON.. there must be something In your Mind.. In your Heart.. I want to know because I love YOU.. as I am waiting.. only thing I can do at this moment of time is just wait.. and I would be looking at your Picture.. I do want to cry sometimes.. so that things can come off my Chest.. I want to hold YOU.. and Want to hold you near to tell YOU.. I always wanted to put my arms around YOU.. so Close.. to hear you breathe.. and try to listen to your Heart beat.. Am I wrong for sharing.. telling you these things.. am I the One who is wrong.. doing what is wrong because I feel like I am Not.. all I want.. ALL I need is YOU.. just need YOU close.. as I see the Giant Teddy Bear next to Me.. I grab and Hold it.. my arms wrap around this Giant Teddy Bear.. I wish that it be YOU.. even though I know that it is Not.. But only if YOU were here.. if you were close.. near to me.. I would pull you close and ask YOU.. can I hold you.. Please let my arms hold around YOU.. my arms are crying.. dying to hold you still.. hold you close because the body language itself will speak of what is in my Heart.. I don't think that My words.. DO I needs to tell you and speak to let you know what My arms are missing.. my arms are missing YOU.. my arms right Now is holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. it does not feel the same because It is Not YOU.. I am asking.. hoping and wishing.. I want to hold YOU instead but since YOU are Not here.. and I am alone in the room and my eyes only can see Your Picture.. what Am I suppose to do if I miss YOU.. My Heart tells Me I want to Hold you still.. Close to My chest.. I want to hear and listen to Your Breathing and also the sound of Your Heart beating.. Now I feel like I want to cry.. I am holding tight this Giant Teddy Bear.. How can I tell this when It is Not YOU.. it does not speak to Me at all.. but only to feel a little better but I know that it is Not YOU.. as I would see and feels my tears just flowing down my eyes.. I want it to be YOU.. why can't I be with YOU.. why can't these arms hold YOU.. why can't I speak to your ears.. and tell YOU how I truly feel.. tell you that I been missing YOU all along.. without it leaves me feeling like this.. Like I am Nothing.. just a nobody.. only YOU can set my heart on fire and bring me to smile.. Only I am thinking.. wishing.. always hoping that One day SOON.. I be near YOU.. I wait and wait.. keep on waiting but only thing I see is time goes By.. Year to year comes and goes.. days get long and Nights are very Hard because I start to think of YOU and miss YOU crazy.. LOOK at me right Now.. I am Holding a Stuff Animal.. a GIANT Teddy Bear.. what good is it if I am holding but still be thinking of YOU because I know truly it is Not YOU.. only it leads to my tears.. I would cry.. crying holding this Giant Teddy Bear and I would say.. where are YOU.. Please tell me so that I can go to YOU.. as I keep on waiting for YOU.. and as I would be sitting down on the carpet floor.. I would look at the Picture.. as I am looking through the picture of YOU.. I can feel My Heart be crushing,.. like crashing from the Inside and I turn and I look.. there is a Big Heart.. I am not sure what is that because.. It looks like a Shape of Heart.. and I know that there has been no one here.. but.. I look across.. giving me some distance.. I see something sitting on the Carpet Floor.. and I know for sure.. the Shape is a Heart.. A Big Heart is sitting in my room.. But.. WHOSE Heart is that.. why is there a Heart inside my room.. I know that the Heart does Not belong to me because I can feel the beatings of my own Heart inside.. but.. in this ROOM.. Am I just using an Imagination or is it really a Heart there.. and I would slide across.. trying to get Close to the Big Heart but something stops Me.. WHY can't I go further.. and as I am looking at the Big Heart.. I am looking at Your Picture.. and Now I am thinking.. I only Love YOU.. I don't want Other Hearts but only I want Your Heart.. so tell me this.. Is that Your Heart.. the Heart is so Big.. if that is Your Heart.. can I have that Big Heart.. are you willing to give me that Heart.. because I want to go over and Hold that Big Heart.. why would you leave this Beautiful Big Heart behind.. why would it be here at my room.. I know that YOU have not been here before.. that Tell me.. How is it that I am seeing a Big Heart.. am I sleeping right Now.. means this must be a dream.. seeing a vision which I know that Once I wake UP.. I am Not going to see that Big Heart any more.. But.. I do love the fact that YOUR BIG HEART is in my room.. I want you close.. if YOUR BIG HEART is able to be this close to Me.. I know that One day.. someday soon.. there is a greater chance that One day.. some day soon YOU can show UP looking for this BIG HEART.. Now.. I feel so Happy that I see a Big Heart.. and the Heart must be yours.. as I would look at your picture.. I would say.. is it your Big Heart.. when did YOU come to My room.. How is it that YOU left Your Heart behind.. why would you do that because what if the wrong Person comes trying to steal Your Big Heart.. YOU should not just put Your Big Heart in any one's room.. but I guess YOU know that I am not a stranger any more.. Do you even trust me to Put your Big Heart here.. I know that I been asking for Your Big Heart for a long time.. and My Heart has never changed.. because even right NOW.. I still want Your Heart.. I want to have Your Heart.. and I want to love Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. and I would slide and I hit something.. which is stopping me to go and I know that there is a Glass.. there is a Glass Wall in my room.. and Now I know that I can't get to Your Heart.. why would you put a Glass and it has a wall.. which I know that I can't go across.. why did you put the Wall and put the glass there.. then WHY would you show me the Big Heart if you know that I can't get to that Heart.. what are you trying to do.. are you telling me that I should Not get close.. are you telling me that YOU have put a wall against US.. so I am only to look at the Heart.. and then What.. if I am Not allowed to go across but YOU have to remember that this is IN my own Room.. I would understand if I cam over to your House and went to Your room and has placed a Wall against so that I can't enter.. I would give the room and space because it is your privacy.. But think about it.. I am here at my room.. this is My room here.. and I am sitting down in the room.. and only looking at your Picture.. Now I see a Big Heart.. But the Big Heart is Not in your room.. but in my room.. how can this Be.. why would you do that since it is IN my room.. Now.. I am wondering.. how did Your Big Heart come across.. How did your Big Heart come into this room.. are you laughing at me.. are you teasing me that I can only watch.. My eyes can sit here and just look at Your Big Heart.. but what if I want More.. what if I want to go over and touch Your Heart.. if I want to Hold Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart something I wanted to say for a Long time.. YOU know that I want More.. I just do Not want to have and hold your Big Heart.. what I truly want is YOU for myself.. that is why I am asking you for that Big Heart.. Please tell Your Big Heart to come across.. command Your Heart that there is a Person waiting for YOU.. waiting for the Heart.. Your Big Heart because I want to Love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart How much I truly Love YOU.. since YOU have placed the wall and there is the glass in my room.. when did YOU come to my room.. and why would you leave Your Big Heart behind.. and for me to see.. why do you want to show me Your Heart.. your Big Heart if I am Not allow to touch.. if I am not allow to hold and not allow to tell and speak.. I want to say something to Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart how I feel.. to tell you Heart to Heart.. but with this Wall.. the Glass Wall is Not helping me at all.. but I want you to know that I need your Heart.. to love YOU.. if I want to love YOU.. I need to say.. Tell your Heart how much I love YOU.. Please tell me that I am allow to speak to Your Heart.. I can't even go across.. this wall.. I am stuck here.. DO you see that I can't go any further now.. but I needs to go.. pass and go across.. so that I can get close to Your Heart.. I want to know if YOU can tell Your Heart.. your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to Hold your Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU.. but How can I if you look at my shoes.. looking at the wall seems so miserable at this Point.. my head goes down looking at the floor.. I feel so sad because I know that I do Love you.. holding your Picture.. I would lift up the picture and I would look at YOU through the Picture and I would say.. I know I don't have much.. I know that I can't love YOU either and I should Not because I truly have Nothing to give back.. but all I know is that I have me Your Picture.. I know that I love YOU.. I know you be asking for so much more.. and that is why I will show YOU..
There are many empty bottles in my room.. you will say what are you going to do with all these empty bottles.. it is just a trash too you.. I know you will look at it as It is nothing to YOU.. because it has NO value on your Part.. but for me I am giving it my All.. Heart to Heart I would open the Bottle.. Letters are written.. I am writing to YOU.. I know that it will have NO value because I can't sell it.. But I don't want to sell anything.. it comes from My Heart.. what more can I do if it is all from MY HEART I am giving.. from my Heart.. I write letters.. and Open the Bottles to place each Letters inside.. I am a writer YOU Know and I put My Heart and Soul.. and I share Love to YOU.. I want to give you the bottles.. it has messages in the bottles but if it means Nothing to YOU.. I feel like I am standing in the ROOM.. LOOKING at the wall.. feeling like I can't do much or give Much when It means everything to Me because LOVE is only thing I can give and share to YOU.. because I truly Love YOU.. I need YOU.. I need you forever so that I can love you forever.. because I love YOU.. My eyes wants to show tears to you because.. it shows what MY HEART be aching.. feeling because it is sometimes so Hard to breathe when I look at YOU.. I feel like I am going to go to see a doctor.. My Heart needs a check Up.. it is broken and feels like shattered.. YOU are so Beautiful.. my Heart aches in so much pain.. because my eyes wants to pop OUT.. Can I give you the two eyes of mine.. to tell you.. look what YOU have done.. when YOU are this Beautiful.. How am I suppose to breathe.. I can't even talk around YOU.. take my Heart.. take HIM away because the More I see YOU.. YOU are so breathe taking beautiful.. My heart weeps of joy.. my heart weeps out of pain and ache of wanting to HOLD YOU.. I want to hold YOU and tell YOU.. my arms will never stop holding YOU.. the pleasure of feeling YOU close.. my heart wants to fall Out of my Chest.. my eyes too.. when I keep on looking at YOU.. something hits from the head going to the Heart.. kicks my heart and the Heart turns to it.. points and goes UP to my Head.. to My MIND and kicks my Mind too.. I am so confused.. Eyes wants to fall Off.. Heart wants to burst open through my Chest.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. Shakes and shivers.. I feel like I catch me a Cold.. Is it the season already.. I feel the wind blowing.. But I still feel the hot heat of the summer Sun.. I am breathless.. YOU are breathe taking Beautiful.. sometimes I be mad at my eyes of looking at YOU.. staring to You.. My mind is blown off by YOUR beauty.. I want to grab my Head and roll it like a Bowling ball.. YOU drive me Crazy leaving me to be in awe with YOU.. why are YOU so Beautiful.. SO young.. I would shake myself too see.. I am looking at YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I try to grab your hand.. Can I have your Heart.. Can I touch that Glass Jar.. let me take a Look at that Heart.. I want Your Heart.. I need you.. Do you need me??.. I want You.. Do you want me??.. I miss You.. Do I ever come cross your Mind.. Do you think of me?? I love you.. these are the only few words I want to say.. that I love you.. it comes from my heart.. it comes from my mind.. whenever I think of you.. when ever I miss you.. the word I love you comes first and it will last in Me.. How come these words do Not easily come Out of you.. is it because you are not interested in me.. is it because I am so far away from you.. but.. when I close both of my eyes.. I can see YOU.. so Beautiful.. your Smile.. it is so Beautiful.. I want to be with You.. it is so hard for me Not to love you.. it hurts me if I can't love you.. the more I am able to express these words to you.. I keep on thinking about it.. over and over.. I would be laying down on my Bed.. breathing hard.. both eyes tries to close but my eyes would open.. I can see YOU in my Head.. before going to bed.. I would take a look.. looking at your picture.. I smile.. and I would cry.. tears fall because I want to be with YOU.. my hands are shaking holding unto Your Picture.. I would say.. How dare YOU.. How dare YOU jump out of and run.. but inside my Head.. you are running.. I want to be with YOU.. please stop.. Stop running inside of My head.. I would cry.. beating against my chest.. WHY.. and Hits and Hits.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. why can't you stop.. I just can't stop.. looking at your picture.. I just can't take it any more.. I would place your picture down.. I can't breathe.. I feel like Heart is attacking me.. I can't breathe.. what is happening to My Heart.. I would move to shake it Off.. But my Head.. my Heart wants to see YOU more.. if though YOU are far away.. and I can't see YOU.. but Your Picture.. when YOU leave your Picture here with me.. what Am I suppose to do.. I want to faint.. I want to cry.. I can't breathe.. My heart is hurting me.. Heart be attacking me.. What is happening to Me.. I can't even eat sometimes because I am thinking of YOU.. all the time.. the day comes.. day goes.. Night comes.. I would be laying on the bed.. after a Prayer.. I am wishing you would be here with me.. If you were to be here with me.. I would tell YOU.. I missed YOU.. and I been longing for Your presence.. I be longing for YOU.. that my arms would be holding YOU through the night.. I want you to experience what I had to go through.. many nights.. I be sitting on the bed.. wishing YOU be with me.. wishing I can just tell YOU.. How much I love you.. I want you to be here with Me so I can tell you to your ears.. THIS is How my Heart cried many nights because I could not tell you these words.. Nights would rain.. even though I turn to look out of the window.. and there was no sign of rain drops.. but in my room.. my eyes be raining down my tear drops.. because I be missing you.. I be wanting you.. just to hold you for one night.. just to tell you how much I missed you.. How much I love you.. these words to speak into your ears.. I want to see How your heart would react.. How would your heart feel if I tell you these words to your ears.. I would say.. Baby Girl.. Baby Tiger.. Baby Bear.. How come I don't hear your heart.. is Your Heart be broken.. my Heart is working well.. too well for me to even control myself.. I just want to love YOU.. why don't you accept my Love.. why don't you tell me you have received My Love.. Is my Love going to the Moon instead.. but I am not even looking at No stars or the Moon but looking only at YOU.. I want to love you because YOU are YOU.. why can't you accept my Love.. How many notes must I write or type.. How many notes becomes letters must I share for YOU to get it right.. I love you.. I would stand UP from the Bed.. out to the floor.. I would look towards the Window.. I would look outside and say.. I love you.. can YOU hear Me.. am I speaking loud enough.. Can you Hear me from the Side where YOU are standing.. DO I NEEDS to voice UP the speaker and PUT it Louder for YOU.. and I would be beating on my chest.. MY Heart.. what is happening to my Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. Opening the front door.. walking outside.. my arm stretches OUT toward the Heavens of the Sky.. I want to be where YOU are.. I want to be close to YOU.. Can YOU Hear me.. Can YOU hear my voice.. Can YOU hear these Words coming Out of my Mouth or are you just too far off that MY voice can never be heard.. But I can't sleep.. I just can't fall asleep.. I want to be where YOU are.. because I am missing You.. where are YOU MY LOVE.. I am missing YOU.. DO I needs to be a Spirit to see YOU.. what if you be afraid of me and change my name to Casper.. I am Casper the friendly Ghost.. But I cannot even feel you.. or touch you or hold you.. I don't want to be no Ghost.. I want to feel YOU.. touch YOU.. kiss YOU and hold YOU.. and tell YOU.. speak to Your Ear.. I love you.. I love you that I want to be where YOU are.. help me to find a way.. a direction to lead so I can be with YOU.. I am dying inside.. I am dying because of I want to love YOU..
I want to love you more.. WILL you let me to Love you.. I want to love you and love you so that YOU can SAY.. I am like Romeo.. YOU be my Juliet and a Drama can come alive from this Love story of Mine.. But How can we make a Movie if YOU are so Far away.. and so Far YOU are and I am over here.. I am standing outside.. I turn to LOOK at the Window.. and I do not want to go back inside.. IF I go back into that house.. I have to go back to that bed.. But I can't even sleep.. why.. but I do want to go back to me two Hands Grabs and PULLS it Out.. Putting on the ground next to the Big Box.. I am looking at this Glass Jar.. as tall to my waist.. I have never seen such a Big Glass Jar.. I look closer.. OH moe.. It is a Heart Heart.. The Most Beautiful.. But I am wondering Whose Heart Heart is this.. last Night.. I would be kneeling.. Praying For Your Heart Heart.. Wishing that YOUR HEART HEART can come.. I look.. ME two eyes cannot Believe what I am seeing.. IS this Really a Heart Heart.. What am I suppose to DO?? I love Your Heart Heart.. SO beautiful.. SO beautiful.. Takes my breathe away.. breathless.. hard for me to breathe right Now.. feels like I ran for an Hour.. Hard to breathe.. Leaves me Speechless.. Words just cannot come Out.. I am looking at Your Heart Heart.. But.. What am I suppose to DO?? There is a Lock on top of it.. without a Key.. I know I cannot open the DOOR from the TOP.. But.. I am standing.. me two hands touches the Glass Jar.. I press me ear.. CAN I HEAR Your Heart.. Does Your HEART HEART sounds a Beat.. CAN I HEAR your Heart Beating.. CAN IT bring up sounds of beatings.. I want to Hear Your Heart.. CAN YOUR HEART say something.. or do Something so that I know YOUR HEART HEART is Alright.. I look.. WHAT AM I SUPPOSE to DO.. CAN you hear ME WORDS.. AHH AHH.. HELLO HELLO.. AHH AHH.. ME HAND taps taps.. DING DING.. I want to see YOUR HEART HEART do something.. CAN YOUR HEART HEART MOVE.. if Your HEART HEART can hear the Words out of me Mouth.. will IT makes the sounding of the Beats to tell ME you are alright.. that YOU are good.. that IT IS OKAY that I am able to speak to YOUR HEART HEART.. I point me finger and touch the glass.. I want that HEART HEART.. finger taps taps.. DING DING.. why can't YOUR HEART HEART move.. CAN I love Your Heart.. I want to love Your HEART HEART.. I want to tell YOUR HEART HEART.. I missed YOU.. I been waiting to see YOUR HEART.. CAN your Heart Shake or dance.. Finger Points and touch the Glass Jar.. I want to see YOUR HEART HEART move.. I want to touch Your Heart.. I want to Love Your Heart.. I want to tell YOUR HEART HEART.. I want to Love YOU.. and THAT I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW.. I Just cannot believe.. YOUR HEART HEART is right In front of Me.. with this Big GLASS JAR.. but WHY does it has a Lock.. WHY did you put on a Lock.. I want to hold Your Heart.. Put Your Heart very close to ME Chest and tell YOU.. YOU are the Most wonderful.. Most lovely.. that I am Not here to Harm YOU.. I won't ever Bite YOU.. but just to keep YOUR heart Warm.. Cozy.. and that I will take good care of YOUR HEART HEART.. Like a Flower.. water it with Love.. I will speak TO your Heart.. tell Your HEART to Beat.. Only way that I know YOUR HEART IS DOING Alright.. Please bring UP the sound of its beating.. SO that I can feed Your HEART HEART with Love.. I will tell Your Heart Heart.. I love YOU.. I love you because YOU are the best in the world.. I love YOU because it is YOUR HEART.. the Most Beautiful in the world.. that I need YOU.. That I love YOU.. I will hold your Heart.. lay beside me.. tell Your Heart Heart.. I love YOU.. YOU mean the world to me.. YOU are MY everything.. YOU are my Love.. My forever Love.. and whisper.. YOU are My Love.. My darling.. My Love.. and that I love YOU.. I want to show you that My love for Your Heart can truly grow.. and I will not stop loving YOU.. as Long as YOUR HEART HEART is with me.. I will always Love YOU.. can you please tell ME that it is Alright.. I stand and start to walk around in a circle looking at the Glass jar and stops.. But.. How can I reach Your Heart Heart.. What am I suppose to DO?? Why is there No key.. I need the Key to unlock.. I want Your Heart Heart.. I need Your Heart Heart.. I want Your Heart Heart first.. BUT.. this Glass Jar is blocking ME to get to YOUR HEART HEART.. What am I suppose to DO?? If I just stand here and I stare.. the LOCK is not going to throw me Keys and say to me.. this is How you Unlock the Door.. I need Your Heart Heart.. Me finger points and touch the glass.. I need Your Heart Heart.. Tell me How do I get to Your Heart Heart.. I asked for YOUR HEART to show Up.. But Not like this.. I want Your WHOLE HEART.. I want to grab Your Heart.. feel your Heart.. Smell Your Heart.. Hold your Heart.. wrap me arms around Your Heart.. and also I want to tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to love YOU.. I want to see YOU close and just Love you with ALL I have.. I want to kiss YOUR HEART HEART.. I want to whisper and kiss Your Heart Heart.. and I will say.. I will never let your Heart Heart go.. I kneel.. tell Me WHY.. WHY Does it has to be THIS HARD to get to YOUR HEART HEART.. why is it this complicated.. why is Love so Hard and so Complicated to Get to YOUR HEART HEART.. Just tell ME.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I miss Your Heart.. and I love Your Heart.. I need and want.. I love and Miss Your Heart.. Me hand Hits.. DING DING.. HEART HEART.. Can YOU hear my voice and Out comes my words to YOU.. ME hand Hits.. DING DING.. IF you can hear me out.. Please move YOUR HEART HEART.. I want to hear the sounding of the beats.. Let me listen to the sound of the Beating of YOUR HEART.. CAN you hear me from the out of the Glass Jar.. Tell ME that YOU came to the right Place.. Were you send to the right House.. I am starting to feel the aching.. this pain inside because WHAT if YOU are sent to the wrong Place.. BUT it is I who Loves YOUR HEART HEART.. It is I who is the One calling Out to YOU.. it is I who was praying and wishing for YOUR HEART HEART.. I been waiting for YOUR HEART HEART.. tell me that YOU have come to the right Place.. I can feel the rain pouring down from the Inside of me Heart Heart.. If I am not mistaken.. WHAT if YOU were to be sent to the next door.. there is someone next door who also Loves YOU TOO.. But that does NOT MATTER who loves YOU.. as Long as I can be the One to Love YOUR HEART HEART MORE.. I can love you more.. I love You MORE MORE.. tell ME.. that IT IS the right Place.. I sit Down.. WHAT IF.. OH MOE.. WHAT IF.. I do not have the keys to open the LOCK DOOR.. I want to shake.. I want to rattle and roll.. and IF I must Cry.. I WILL cry Like a BABY.. because I want Your HEART HEART.. I Need YOUR HEART HEART.. I LOVE YOUR HEART HEART because I LOVE YOU first.. I love you second.. third fourth and even ONE hundred times More too.. I love you to could to thousand to million as well.. I can't believe this is happening.. BUT what has happened is that I.. ME HEART HEART loves YOU.. I love YOU.. and I miss YOU and I want YOU and I need YOU.. Oink Oink.. I want it... I want it Now... Two arms stretch out.. Hands Open Wide.. I want it.. Please Give it to me because I want it Now.. Tell me My Love.. is it just me who wants it.. or can it be YOU as well.. I want it.. Give it to me.. I am looking at the Big Glass Jar.. Looking at the Heart.. I want it.. Why can't I have it.. can you please tell me.. The keys.. I needs the Keys so I can open the Lock.. Oink Oink.. I want it.. I want it Now.. I want that Heart Heart inside this Glass Jar.. it can't be stuck Right.. because I want to take that Heart away.. I am going to Love Love Love Love all your Heart.. and I am going to give Your Heart all the Kisses YOU NEED.. give it to me.. I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Why can't I have this Heart Heart.. me Finger Touches the Glass of this Jar.. I want It.. so I can tell your Heart.. I much I missed this Heart.. so I can tell Your Heart.. How Much I love Love love Love Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart move just the way I watch the Waters of the ocean moves its waves across.. Let me see Your Heart.. Does Your Heart Heart.. Does Your Heart has ears so hear.. SO I can tell Your Heart.. I want to Bite Your Heart.. I want to take a Taste of Your Heart because of WHAT your Heart has done to me Heart.. it is Unfair if YOU can only Touch and Move My heart.. WHY is it that Only that happens to me.. NOW.. I want it.. Give me Your Heart.. Give it to me.. I want it.. I want it I I I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Now.. me finger pulls away.. finger touch the Glass.. I want that HEART.
if I can only find the Keys.. then I know for Sure I can unlock and PULL your heart Out.. I am going to kiss Your Heart.. ONE KISS.. TWO KISSES.. THREE TO FOUR KISSES.. FIVE to ONE HUNDRED Kisses.. I am going to wrap MY arms around YOUR HEART.. and show Your two EYES what happens when I KISS your heart.. I want to see Your face.. the expressions and YOUR Emotions.. I want it.. I want it Now.. I want that Heart Heart inside this Glass Jar.. it can't be stuck Right.. because I want to take that Heart away.. I am going to Love Love Love Love all your Heart.. and I am going to give Your Heart all the Kisses YOU NEED.. give it to me.. I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Why can't I have this Heart Heart.. me Finger Touches the Glass of this Jar.. I want It.. so I can tell your Heart.. I much I missed this Heart.. so I can tell Your Heart.. How Much I love Love love Love Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart move just the way I watch the Waters of the ocean moves its waves across.. Let me see Your Heart.. Does Your Heart Heart.. Does Your Heart has ears so hear.. SO I can tell Your Heart.. I want to Bite Your Heart.. I want to take a Taste of Your Heart because of WHAT your Heart has done to me Heart.. it is Unfair if YOU can only Touch and Move My heart.. WHY is it that Only that happens to me.. NOW.. I want it.. Give me Your Heart.. Give it to me.. I want it.. I want it I I I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Now.. me finger pulls away.. finger touch the Glass.. I want that HEART.. if I can only find the Keys.. then I know for Sure I can unlock and PULL your heart Out.. I am going to kiss Your Heart.. ONE KISS.. TWO KISSES.. THREE TO FOUR KISSES.. FIVE to ONE HUNDRED Kisses.. I am going to wrap MY arms around YOUR HEART.. and show Your two EYES what happens when I KISS your heart.. I want to see Your face.. the expressions and YOUR Emotions.. WHAT happens when I start to Blow and Kiss Your Heart.. the way my heart feels and expresses when I see YOU.. Let me have Your Heart.. It should Not be this Complicated.. it should not be this Hard.. is it?? But I hate it when it is just too easy.. I love it when THINGS are so Hard and Complicated because I am going to show YOU MY KISS.. and I will Bite at Your Heart.. Make it Move and Tingle ALL over the Place.. But The Question on the table.. WHERE is the Keys.. help me to find the Keys so that I can unlock and Grab your Heart and Whisper.. HOW MUCH I love YOU.. HOW much I want it and need it.. and How much I missed your Heart.. and Give Your Heart Heart another Kiss.. I will KISS your Heart every morning.. and Every Night.. DO not matter the TIME.. but let me Have this Heart.. MY finger Pulls AWAY.. and rolls into a Fist.. taps.. DING DING DING DING.. Can Your Heart hear this Sound.. DING DING.. I want to see YOUR HEART move to the Sound.. Like a Music to the Soul moves the heart to smile and to Dance.. Let me See.. WHERE is the Key so that I can hold Your Heart.. My hands and arms are dying to HOLD your Heart Heart.. my Lips are dying to give it a Kiss Kiss.. I want to Hold Your Heart and Kiss Your Heart and take a Small bite.. SO that YOU know for SURE.. you Belong to My Love Love Love Love.. Forever Love is what I call it.. WHY Are you so Beautiful.. Why are you SO lovely and so Wonderful.. SO beautiful that it aches a Pain in my heart of Wanting YOU for so Long.. I have this pain in my soul.. IN my heart aching each TIME I see YOU because YOU are so SO so Beautiful.. HUSH HUSH.. whispers in my Head.. RUSH RUSH is the Movement in my Heart.. and I stop myself and say.. I keep ON thinking of YOU.. I keep ON thinking of YOUR every time.. and Now.. I want Your heart.. so Give it to me because I want it.. I want it so bad.. I want it Now.. Give it to ME.. Give me Your Heart Because I want it.. I want it and Now I can't stop myself from trying.. Give me your Heart Heart.. that WAY I can see YOU SMILE and turn so Beautiful.. More beautiful then ever if I can only Hold Your Heart and tell Your Heart.. HOW MUCH I NEED YOU.. HOW MUCH I MISSED you.. HOW MUCH JOY and HAPPINESS you Bring.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU and STILL BE LOVING YOU.. Only if I can have your heart.. ME both hands open wide arms stretched Out.. I want It.. I can catch Your heart and WILL NOT DROP and WILL NOT HURT.. JUST help me to find the Keys.. I want the keys so I can unlock and PULL your Heart.. I love your heart.. I want it I want it I want it I want it so Bad.. WHY can't YOU give it to me.. I want That Heart.. I want that HEART so I can kiss that HEART all over the Place.. so Give me YOUR HEART.. I sit down.. and Looking at the Glass jar.. Oink Oink.. I see the Heart Heart makes a Move.. OH MOE NAH.. FINGER POINTS and Touch the Glass Jar.. OH MOE WOW WOW.. OH WOW WOW.. is it Real.. Is it True.. I just saw that Heart Heart Move.. CAN I hear the Beating of that Heart.. I want to Hear the Sound and the Beating of this Heart Heart Heart heart of Yours.. let me listen to the Heart beating.. I slide close.. turns to the side and place me Ear on the Glass Jar.. Does YOUR HEART make a SOUND.. Let me listening to the beats.. the Beatings of.. I want to hear your heart beat.. Beat for me.. I want to hear the SOUND.. the beatings because right Now.. with this excitement IN ME HEART HEART.. I can hear the sound of the Beating of My own Heart.. But I am not hear to listen to my Heart beat.. BUT I want to hear Your Heart Beat.. Let me hear it.. I want it.. give it to me so I can hear it.. I want it.. I want to Hear It.. Tell me that YOUR HEART has beatings in the Heart.. I pull away and I turn to LOOK.. OH moe.. so YOU are Now teasing me HUH.. YOU be playing games with me.. Just wants to see MY reaction of what Happens when YOUR HEART MOVES.. CHAM CHAM.. BUT.. I still want It.. I want it Now.. I want THIS HEART.. finger POINTS and touches the Glass jar.. I WANT IT.. MY mouth opens Wide.. COME AND GIVE it to me.. I want that Heart Heart SO BAD.. GIVE IT TO ME.. GIVE ME YOUR HEART HEART.. so I can keep ON loving YOUR HEART.. I can make YOUR HEART turn colors.. and I bet I can make you say I LOVE YOU BACK.. just give me some TIME.. I am going to find them Keys and WILL get to YOUR HEART.. I will unlock and Open this door.. GRAB your heart and WILL hold HER.. I WILL HOLD HER and WILL WHISPER.. I LOVE YOU.. OH MOE GOSH.. I LOVE YOU and I can't help myself but to ONLY LOVE YOU.. I WILL scream INSIDE because of telling YOU.. I LOVE YOU and NOW I WANT IT.. GIVE it to ME.. I am going to take YOUR HEART.. KISS HER thousand times.. and WHISPER.. I love YOU.. Always I love YOU.. I missed YOU.. but I love YOU.. the Most beautiful Flower.. YOU are the Most Beautiful.. The Most prettiest to ALL the pretty pretty.. THE BEST OF the best.. YOU are NUMBER ONE.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. that is why I want it.. I want it and Want it.. give it to me.. Give it to me.. YOUR HEART HEART.. both hands open wide.. Looking at the Glass Jar at YOUR HEART.. Please tell me where your Keys.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to feel YOU close.. I want to kiss YOU.. I want to love YOU.. is that a problem.. Is that A Sin just to Love YOU.. I want to hold you close.. I want to hear YOUR Heart.. I want to feel YOU close and warmth.. is it Bad for me to Want this.. Is it Bad for want to Hold YOU and only to Love YOU.. am I being a Bad person just for THIS.. because Only way is to Love Your Heart.. Then I know YOU will show up later On.. But let me First tell YOU.. I first Loved YOU when I first saw YOU.. when YOU became the Best.. strongest smartest and TOP Tier.. I want it More.. I want it More Now because I want it.. YOUR HEART.. I want your Heart so Give it to me.. I will Not Hurt YOUR HEART.. but just LOVE YOU.. I promise that I can only LOVE YOUR HEART.. SO tell me.. Where are the Keys.. I look at the Glass Jar and YOUR HEART.. I see the Heart Makes a Move.. I sit there.. Two Lines falls from me Eyes.. ME hand TOUCH the Chest.. DOK DOK DOK.. I need You close wrapped around IN my arms... I want to feel YOU close and want to feel your warmth and even... I want to hear Your Heart Beats... I want to feel Your Heart Beats and Hear Your Heart Beats... just want to hear the sound of the Beatings of Your Heart... I want to say to Your ears.. and tell YOU how Much I love You... I want to say these three words to YOUR ears... I Love You.. wants to put me Ear on your Chest and Heart the Beatings of your Heart... I open me two ears in the morning... I see you here... I close my two eyes before going to sleep... I see you there... I wake UP in the middle of the night to use the restroom.. trying to go back to sleep... I see you hear... sometimes I am able to escape your presence and goes to sleep.. but there are days when I cannot because
I am looking at the Mirror.. of course the reason why I am looking at the Mirror is to see if you are There.. You told me to come to the Mirror and that if I did.. I am able to see YOU there.. I am looking.. smiling because I know that this is crazy.. why did I fall for this trick.. I knew that I can't see you but only see myself when I look at the mirror.. I would smile.. and looking at the corner of the Mirror.. I see a picture.. there is YOU holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I wanted to look at a picture of YOU just smiling.. but.. I guess what YOU means is looking at the corner bottom of the Mirror.. I will find a picture of YOU.. I am thinking of seeing YOU as I am looking at the mirror.. but.. I do love Your Smile.. as I would grab the picture of YOU.. bottom corner of the mirror.. YOU told me that YOU are going to come over.. I found a note and it was from your writing telling me that YOU will be coming.. and Yes.. I have been waiting for YOU.. and on the back of the Note.. you wrote about the Mirror.. I thought that it was a joke.. and I went over to the mirror.. and I stood there.. wondering will you show UP.. I smiled.. and giggled because I knew this was a funny joke.. but I stood there becoming a joke to myself.. I would smile looking at the Mirror.. and I would imagine that you would be standing and I be able to tell YOU what my Heart feels right now.. will you open your ears to listen to me.. will you open your Heart so that it can receive all my words I needs to say to YOU.. because right Now.. I needs to say something to You.. before YOU show UP.. I am going to.. as I would look at your Picture and I am looking at the Picture of YOU holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I would lift to look at the Mirror.. I would close both of my eyes and I would picture you standing.. and I would say.. Do you know that it is not easy for me to say these words to YOU.. I know it may seems like it is easy but truly it is Not.. to find the right words.. I have to truly think about the words I needs to say.. Not to say whatever.. and what if YOU decide not to receive at all.. that is why many times I would pause.. think about what I should say.. sometimes words would not come Out.. why.. because it is all about telling YOU how much I love YOU.. I must be very careful not to say words which can create things YOU wish Not to hear or to receive.. I had to look at the wall.. I would face the wall.. it is very funny when YOU are looking from behind and saying.. am I crazy.. and when a stranger looks at me.. they will say I am crazy.. but I know that I love YOU.. so I would face the wall.. and I am trying to find words.. I am closing my eyes.. thinking and blinking trying to get the words Out.. it hurts my chest.. my hand beats upon my chest because I am looking at the wall.. what am I doing is what I am thinking.. but I want to tell you.. My Heart.. this is My Heart.. I needs to get this Off my chest.. telling YOU how much I love you but when I face the wall.. I look and I black Out.. I mean.. I would pause and think about.. what would I do if YOU do stand there.. and YOU would look direct at me.. I know I am suppose to say but.. I look at the wall.. If I can't even speak to the wall My Heart.. get my head clear and Pause to think about Words I want to tell YOU.. If I can't tell the wall.. How am I suppose to tell YOU when I face YOU.. because I love YOU.. I want to tell you millions of words of How much I do truly love YOU.. and I want to hold YOU.. but I just can't hold YOU if I can't tell you How much I love YOU.. as I face the wall.. I am staring at your picture.. and I am looking at your Picture more and more.. I lift my Head too look at the wall I am facing and I would say.. my Heart.. My Heart.. I needs to say and speak too YOU.. and as I would stare at your Picture and I look at the wall.. I would try to say the words.. but end UP laughing to myself.. but something.. My Heart would ask me.. It is Not funny because YOU are going to show UP soon.. am I going to stand there and say nothing and just laugh.. No.. so I would start to feel all sad.. what am I suppose to do then.. if I can't say it now.. I needs to say it Now so that I can say it to you when I see YOU.. I needs to tell YOU that I love YOU.. when I see YOU.. do I just say.. I love YOU.. my both eyes are still closed and I am wondering.. why am I closing my eyes.. I know that I am going to see you soon.. but still.. I feel like I am stuck.. Words are not coming Out.. why can't I tell YOU what my Heart truly feels.. I needs to say it to YOU before I can't.. I want to say these words.. Please.. and both eyes Opens and I am looking at the Mirror.. I still see myself.. my own face looking at the mirror.. and I just can't.. but I know I needs too and I turn around.. and I look at the Glass Jar.. it is on the floor so I go over to the floor and I sit.. I grab the Glass Jar.. and I don't know what to do.. I don't know what to say.. what am I suppose to say to YOU.. and I look down.. the Glass Jar is empty.. and I can feel my Heart.. I am breathing heavy and tears runs down.. only thing I can show you is the tears in the Bottle.. will you believe me that I do love YOU.. will my tears show YOU when YOU come and I show you these tears.. I have cried so much that it has filled UP this jar.. tears in the jar and I will give it to you.. will you believe me that I never stopped loving YOU.. what am I going to say.. I know that the time is coming near and I have to face YOU.. my Heart is stuffy.. and my breathing so Heavy.. am I nervous.. but I have been looking at the wall.. facing the wall.. closing both eyes and trying to imagine you and I be opening my Heart.. sharing and pouring out to YOU.. telling you like YOU are here even though YOU are not.. but I have been looking at the wall.. it has become like a friend to me because I wanted my Heart.. I wanted My Heart to let it all go.. and to vision YOU are here.. ever since the first day my eyes saw YOU.. since it is not easy for me to tell YOU through words.. I wanted to say it.. I wanted to tell YOU for a long time.. I wanted to pour out my Heart to YOU by telling you MY Heart belongs with YOU.. I never stopped loving YOU since the first time I would share.. I would start too look at the wall.. and I would cry as my tears falls out.. looking at the wall.. and I would stand there looking at the wall.. look at me.. I can't even tell YOU.. I look so crazy.. look at this and looking at the wall.. I be looking down at the floor.. watching the tears fall hitting the floor.. wiping my tears and trying to say.. but.. how am I to tell YOU if I am only talking to this wall.. but what if I never get to tell you anything and I would be crying more looking at the floor.. wiping my tears over and over again.. and I would lift up to look at the wall.. and I would only look at your Picture.. what have you done.. why this picture came to me.. if only I never saw this picture.. would I be suffering more like this.. this pain and ache hurts me many times because I want to tell YOU but I can't.. and Now.. if YOU do show UP.. and I would sit.. my arms around the glass jar.. I am looking and the Glass Jar.. my tears are half full of it.. I been crying for so long.. longing for YOU.. wanting to be with YOU.. only I look is the wall.. and time to time I would look at the mirror.. too look at my own face.. but I know that I have to believe.. believe that I will see you soon.. I know that if I love YOU so dear.. something has to happen right.. if I only believe that Love can come true and I know that I love you and never stopped loving you.. I know that you has to show UP.. show up so that I can tell you face to face.. but what if YOU did show up.. and Now I would be looking at the Mirror.. and as I would look at the mirror.. I would close my both eyes.. trying to imagine YOU are standing there that when I open my eyes and I see the mirror.. I see your face.. what do I do if I see YOU there.. and my Heart just beats.. I can hear the sound of the beatings grows so Loud.. am I going crazy.. if you are asking me if I am seeing things.. I see YOU everywhere.. I see you because I love YOU.. what do I do because I love you.. If I see you here.. Can you please tell my Heart to stop beating so that I can stop breathing.. if I see you.. I know that I just want to love YOU.. I feel like my Heart is dying.. it is dying for you.. dying because I needs to be with YOU.. dying because I want to tell you I love YOU.. but what if my words don't come Out when I do see you.. then YOU can tell my Heart.. STOP beating.. if my Heart can stop beating.. there is no reason for me to live any more.. if My Heart stops.. I can stop breathing and I be lying on the floor dying.. and you can watch me because I love you this Much that I can die.. and you can see me because I want Your Love.. I feel like it is so Hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to tell YOU that I love you.. if you are thinking.. look.. there is writing and typing.. I can write and type you many letters.. and tell you through all these letters.. but I am thinking about telling you with Words.. if I was to see YOU.. and meet you face to face.. how am I going to tell YOU with those words.. I want to tell YOU with my lips how much I love YOU.. and tell you so that it is Not only by the letters of writing.. but I am imagining when I see you.. will I tell you the right words.. will I scare YOU.. will I push you away because you say.. and for a long time.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I been here.. telling YOU.. telling you how much I love you.. letting YOU know the shape of my Heart.. how much My Heart truly loves YOU.. because I will never stop loving YOU.. as I would sit on the floor.. I would get up slowly.. leaving the Glass Jar on the floor and
I see you here.. so close so near... I am dying and craving for Your Love... I breathe in.. INHALE and exhale.. breathe Out because My heart cannot handle... YOU are so Beautiful... YOU are so Beautiful... YOU are so Lovely but so Beautiful... You are so Beautiful... takes my breathe away... I can't speak anything but only LOVE to You.. sleep.. especially when YOU are tired but YOU would wake me UP.. I hear Your words say.. Let us Play.. But.. That means I can't go back to sleep.. because YOU are running inside my head.. is that means let us play Chase.. I am tired and I want to sleep but YOU come inside My Head.. start running and I have to open Both Eyes.. Tears flood down because something Burns Inside my Heart.. My Heart Burns when I think of YOU because Now I want Your Love.. I do want Your Love.. I want to hear YOU say I love you.. but I am asking for a Grave stone.. a Shovel to dug my own Grave.. if YOU tell me that YOU love me.. I am going to go crazy because it is going to make me want YOU more.. I think I will die by that time around.. I don't want to go crazy because I am already crazy right Now.. Crazy for YOU.. Now I am standing out here.. The wind blows but lightly.. I have Your Picture in my hand.. I would take a Look at your Picture.. and I would look UP to the sky.. wondering WHY is it this Far.. I want to be near YOU.. Do I ever cross Your Mind.. DO you ever think of Me.. am I allowed to be close or get close to YOU.. or is this suppose to be Like this.. Always standing here and just missing YOU.. missing YOU so much that it hurts My Heart.. and MY HEART cries inside.. shows from the Tears of my eyes.. I am missing YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to be close to YOU.. I look at the picture again.. My Head tilts Down.. I love YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. If it was not this Picture but It be YOU.. I wonder How my Hands feel when Holding Your hand.. and drawing YOU close.. Holding YOU underneath this Tree.. Many Nights I would come here alone.. THINKING that One day we can be Underneath this tree and I would tell YOU.. DO you not know how Long I waited.. How long I been here at this tree.. Underneath this Tree.. I would be holding Your Picture.. and My head would look up towards the sky.. Looking at the Moon and the stars.. Just pondering and wondering when the Time would be.. and I would tell YOU all the things I did while waiting for YOU.. I be sitting down.. with Bottles.. singing Love songs and drinking.. causing my Heart to weep with Me.. we both cry together looking at your picture.. My Heart touches the picture.. I love YOU.. I miss YOU.. I would touch your picture.. I love you.. I need YOU.. I want YOU.. I miss YOU.. I love you.. saying and repeating these words over and over again.. Just waiting and standing.. coming here when I could not sleep because YOU been running inside My head.. AS I turn around.. I would start to walk towards the front Door.. Only wishing but even at this very Night.. YOU did Not come.. YOU did Not show UP.. even though I would come to this Tree.. waiting for YOU.. I open the door and walk in.. As I sit on my Bed.. I placed your picture on the Table top and I would lay down.. Wiping my tears away.. feeling Hurt and angry at the same time.. Just wishing to be with YOU.. I be mad sometimes because I want to be with YOU.. But YOU would not show Up.. I been waiting for YOU.. and YOU still did Not show UP.. I sit.. and I would mourning A loud.. crying.. My lungs begin to scream.. screams so Loud that it stops me from crying sometimes.. WHAT IS wrong with My Heart and My Lungs.. Both screams so Loud from the Inside.. Stop screaming at me.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to Love you.. I want to love you more.. I am the One who is missing YOU.. What is wrong with me.. I think I am the Only One who is loving YOU.. DO you even love Me?? I am the One who Loves YOU.. Loves you that YOU are the Only One for me.. as I lay down ON the bed.. My tears stops running down.. I get tired.. and I close Both eyes.. I guess I get to sleep.. I get to sleep in peace.. But.. I fight thinking of YOU.. loving YOU is so Hard.. but Loving YOU always bring such happiness and Joy.. TO able to love and to express.. but to always love you.. Makes me Smile in the end.. at least I can Love YOU.. One day I believe.. One day.. Some day.. I believe YOU will too love me back too.. But.. for Now.. I love you.. I love you then.. I love you Now.. I will see YOU SOON.. I never give UP.. that is why.. I never give UP loving YOU.. YOU WILL find Out How strong my love is.. One day.. some day soon.. I hit my Chest.. my hand hits hard my chest.. I can feel my Heart being attacked.. My heart beating.. Wait.. Please.. WHY do you must go.. why do you leave me behind.. I am all yours.. I love you.. I am standing Outside.. Beside this Tree.. Do You remember that YOU told me that YOU will come.. You promised me that YOU will show Up.. I asked for Your Heart.. I asked if YOU can also bring Your Heart.. DO YOU not see the date.. I have waited starting early Morning.. and Now.. I see the Sun be setting.. watching the Sun Down and watching the Moon.. I Have me the Sun Flower.. YOU told me that when we were walking at the park.. there was a large Field.. and there was One Sun Flower.. She was there waiting for YOU.. for YOU to pick her UP.. and YOU told me.. also bring that Flower.. the Most prettiest Flower YOU can think of and YOU pointed at that Sun Flower.. I remember going back to that Park.. I saw that SUN Flower.. I ran with my Basket.. and I stopped. Grab the neck and PULLED her Out of the Field and Put her into the basket.. My Smile.. I could Not stop smiling because it is YOU.. Only for YOU and I told her.. Looking at that Sun Flower.. YOU will be happy.. Because She reminds me of YOU.. each TIME I be sad.. I wanted to cry.. Tears fills My eyes.. I would see that Sun Flower.. in a vase with Water.. I place her by the Sun.. because She is a Flower.. a Sun Flower.. I remember you told me.. That you wanted to meet me by this Big Tree.. that YOU will show Up.. and to bring that Sun Flower and I asked YOU.. Can I have your Heart.. we can trade Off.. I will give you this basket with the Your Sun Flower.. and I am going to ask For Your Heart.. I want YOU to love me.. if YOU can only love me.. I wonder how the world is going to shake because YOU are my World.. my Love.. and my Darling.. I got UP.. I could not sleep.. I saw the clock.. I saw the Date.. And I just told my self.. I am going to give YOU this Flower.. Just watching you smile.. as I hand you this basket with the Sun Flower.. I want to see YOU smile with that eyes twinkling like a star.. I be dancing and even skipping.. maybe sing songs but I am a terrible singer.. I went and I waited.. I place the Basket Down.. Holding the Sun Flower.. I saw many people walking.. passing by.. and I stood beneath this tree.. just smiling.. I saw the clouds gather.. I am wondering.. are YOU coming.. Did we not make a Promise.. YOU told me that YOU be here no matter what.. I looked Up.. light rains would fall.. of course.. I did not know that it was going to rain.. but it started to fall.. the rain started to fall as I be getting wet.. I looked down.. looking at the Sun Flower.. Only if YOU can see her.. This Sun Flower.. she was much more happier than Me.. as we both were getting wet by the rain.. I started to cry.. my tears.. but.. Of course you would not know if I was crying.. I only wanted to keep my word.. Keep my Promises.. YOU told me that YOU wanted this Sun Flower.. that She makes you so happy.. This Sun Flower made me so happy because YOU have chosen her.. so I put her in the basket to show YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE You.. How much this Sun Flower means to me.. HOW much your Words means to me.. WHEN I hear your words.. I do not take it lightly because I love you.. I opened my heart.. I opened my ears for YOU.. listening to every Words that came out of your Mouth.. because that is HOW much important YOUR words are to me when I listen to Your Words.. As I stood there.. I see people running off.. I did Not make any move because what If.. there was No time when YOU would show Up.. Only we did say.. TODAY.. We will meet underneath this Tree.. Me basket and the Sun Flower.. YOU bring your Heart to me.. is it that Hard to show UP.. is it that Hard to give UP your Heart to me.. I can love your Heart.. I can care for Your heart.. Only please give me a chance to Love Your Heart.. few hours goes down.. the rain would stop and I watched the SUN goes Down.. I feel a little Chilly now.. still soaking wet but I did Not go Yet.. still pondering and wondering if YOU would show UP.. As I am holding the Sun Flower.. I see the Night.. I see the stars and the Moon out.. I am still waiting by this Tree..
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기록이들 안녕~!👋
오늘은 제가 최근 즐겨봤던 넷플릭스 작품과 유튜브들을 소개해 봤는데요!
기록이들도 즐겁게 봐주시길 바라며🤭
영상에 나온 작품 외에도 재밌었던 콘텐츠 댓글로 많이 많이 추천해주세요~!
저두 달빛 부부 구독자 인데. 😢
1. 0:45 The Glory (Netflix)
2. 01:06 Wednesday (Netflix)
3. 01:33 Ginny and Georgia (Netflix)
4. 02:47 Jessica Jones (Disney+)
5. 03:55 The Volcano: Rescue From Whakaari (Netflix)
6. 05:09 You vs. Wild (Netflix)
7. 06:07 Betty Blue 37.2 (Betty Blue 37°2 in the morning / Betty Blue 37°2 le matin 1986) (Netflix)
RUclips
8. 07:42 소유기 (SOYOUGI) 🤣🤣
9. 08:02 프리한19 (Free19)
10. 08:18 달빛부부 (Moonlight Couple)
11. 09:00 기묘한 케이지 (Kei.G the Stranger)
12. 09:57 Ruhi Çenet
드디어 다음주면 만나 연진아. 나 지금 너무 신나
유튜브 중에 마마무 휘인이 운영하는 휘인 채널이 있는데 추천해요! 왜냐하면 깡지언니랑 휘이니랑 케미가 보고싶어서 언니가 보고 술 마실때 섭외 해주세요
07:45 what should i do, I’ve watched and rewatched everything on this channel for the countless times 🤣
Wow.. it’s subbed right away. Nice Soyougi 👏🏻
Yesss I’ve been waiting for this video ,Thank you Soyou unnie💕
이번엔 유튜브까지 추천해줘서 넘 좋네용 센과 치히로 분석이라니 완전 재밌겠당
추천템들 다 찾아 봐야겠넹~^^
하나 빼고 다 못 봤던거라서 재미 있을듯~
무튼 고마운 울소유~ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
사랑해용~💕💕💕
고마워요 😂 알랍~❤
웬즈데이 진짜 재밌게봤어요👀
넷플릭스에서 블랙미러 다음으로 재밌게봤네요ㅎㅎ
디펜더스 시리즈도 재밌게봤는데 제시카존스말고도 데어데블, 퍼니셔는 추천할만해요..
디즈니플러스에서는 만달로리안과 안도르 완전 강추요👍
Thank you for the recommendations. I will watch blue 37.2 soon. I have seen all the other shows. What is your favorite show out of all the ones you recommended? Thank you.
더글로리, 웬즈데이는 봤는데!! 나머진 추천해주시는거 봐야겠어용❤
Haha, for me it's all K-dramas, k-shows, and k-celebs youtube channels. I watch on a different platform though, but sometimes Netflix too. I still haven't gotten the chance to start on The Glory yet! But I will. I'm enjoying Taxi Driver these days.
니트 어디꺼에용 ㅠㅠ
볼케이노 저도 엄청 집중해서 봐써요 ㅠㅠ
예쁜 풍경과 그렇지못한 전개..😢
저도 추천요!!
더제이트레블 (여행유튜버)
여행 유투버는 엄청 많은데 이분은 마음이 따뜻한게 정말 보는내낸 마음이 따뜻해져요~ 나중에 시간되실때 한번 보세요~^^ 특히 몽골편 추천드립니다
언니 왠지 보셨을거 같은데 넷플에
스마트폰을 떨어뜨렸을 뿐인데 도 재밌어요,,!
이미 보셨을거 같긴 하지만...
소유님 추천 고마워요>
내가 이분 구독한 이유
소유 - 열애중 듣고 이런분두
있구나..
구독한지 3개월된 초보...
영상 잘보고 갑니다.
정주행은 다 했슴돠.
오 19....( 주말에 봐야지...🤭🫣)
Soyougi is still my favorite channel on youtube lol, i am always happy when its Thursday. ^^
I discovered your channel in 2021 but i watched all the videos on the channel lol.
찐텐일세😂
요즘 “브러시 업 라이프”추천!!!근데..언니가 어두운 드라마 좋아같이😢
Love it ❤❤
전 소유씨만 보면됩니다~~♡♡파이팅 ~^^
I recently watched Little woman (K-drama) It was kinda interesting with surprising twist at the end! RUclips wise i like SOYOUGI haha! :)))
오호 저는 아직 더글로리 못봤음요 ㅜ 2편 끝나면 같이 볼까.. 싶기도하고욬ㅋㅋㅋ 재밋다던데!! ㅋㅋ 아 그 후방주의인거(므흣) 궁금하네요 ㅎ 봐야징.. 후후후
07:13 That’s a wise thinking. You sounds like my mom when I said I’m in cross-cultural relationships.
Good to know I’m not the loony one (like my friends said) for watching documentary on Netflix lmaoo
소유는 해외껄 많이 좋아하네요~ 19금 좋아한다는말이 왜케 웃끼죠ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
💜
반드시 체력을 키워서 청바지를 빡세게 입어주는것이 유일한 목표로 십년째 노력중..잘안되네..와. 대환장
일단 감사는 한데,,,,, 괜히 추천 받아보다 피곤해 죽겟음다,,,잠을 못잠~
CANT WAIT FOR SINGER SOYOU
The glory is great, part 2 coming next week. Soyou, please watch hit the spot, it's a R-rated kdrama, it's amazing.
Soyou Unnie
소유 때문에 이번 주말은 방콕-_-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
소유 누나 너무 사랑해 요 찐
소유 착하네 사심없이 다른체널도 추천해주고 난 엠장기획이랑 안될과학 추천해요
엠당기획 좌파 애들 유튜브 아님 ?? 가로세로 연구소 추천하는 소리하네 ㅋㅋ
👍🍊🍊🍊
쏘우.데스티네이션.헥소고지 이 3편의 영화말곤 재밌게 본 영화가 없음 😙
I watched Gannibal and The last of us these days😎✨ Highly recommended to watch👻✨
노상어게인...
병원에서 휴대폰으로 볼수있을까
당연히 더글로리 쥬!!~~~
Oink Oink.. I am sitting on the Floor.. the Carpet floor in the room.. I am thinking of YOU as always.. asking where are YOU.. Am I suppose to be alone for the rest of my Life.. and I would ask.. How Long must I wait for YOU.. as I am holding the Picture.. and Looking at your Picture.. I want to tell you that I love YOU.. will you accept my words.. will you receive the words I am sharing.. words I am telling YOU from my Heart.. I have been waiting.. but sometimes I wonder if this waiting means Nothing to YOU.. Do you even think of Me.. do I even cross your mind.. Please tell me if I do.. because there are times I need to know.. I need to know because I love YOU.. I don't want to tell YOU if to don't have anything for Me.. but I do believe.. there must be something going ON.. there must be something In your Mind.. In your Heart.. I want to know because I love YOU.. as I am waiting.. only thing I can do at this moment of time is just wait.. and I would be looking at your Picture.. I do want to cry sometimes.. so that things can come off my Chest.. I want to hold YOU.. and Want to hold you near to tell YOU.. I always wanted to put my arms around YOU.. so Close.. to hear you breathe.. and try to listen to your Heart beat.. Am I wrong for sharing.. telling you these things.. am I the One who is wrong.. doing what is wrong because I feel like I am Not.. all I want.. ALL I need is YOU.. just need YOU close.. as I see the Giant Teddy Bear next to Me.. I grab and Hold it.. my arms wrap around this Giant Teddy Bear.. I wish that it be YOU.. even though I know that it is Not.. But only if YOU were here.. if you were close.. near to me.. I would pull you close and ask YOU.. can I hold you.. Please let my arms hold around YOU.. my arms are crying.. dying to hold you still.. hold you close because the body language itself will speak of what is in my Heart.. I don't think that My words.. DO I needs to tell you and speak to let you know what My arms are missing.. my arms are missing YOU.. my arms right Now is holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. it does not feel the same because It is Not YOU.. I am asking.. hoping and wishing.. I want to hold YOU instead but since YOU are Not here.. and I am alone in the room and my eyes only can see Your Picture.. what Am I suppose to do if I miss YOU.. My Heart tells Me I want to Hold you still.. Close to My chest.. I want to hear and listen to Your Breathing and also the sound of Your Heart beating.. Now I feel like I want to cry.. I am holding tight this Giant Teddy Bear.. How can I tell this when It is Not YOU.. it does not speak to Me at all.. but only to feel a little better but I know that it is Not YOU.. as I would see and feels my tears just flowing down my eyes.. I want it to be YOU.. why can't I be with YOU.. why can't these arms hold YOU.. why can't I speak to your ears.. and tell YOU how I truly feel.. tell you that I been missing YOU all along.. without it leaves me feeling like this.. Like I am Nothing.. just a nobody.. only YOU can set my heart on fire and bring me to smile.. Only I am thinking.. wishing.. always hoping that One day SOON.. I be near YOU.. I wait and wait.. keep on waiting but only thing I see is time goes By.. Year to year comes and goes.. days get long and Nights are very Hard because I start to think of YOU and miss YOU crazy.. LOOK at me right Now.. I am Holding a Stuff Animal.. a GIANT Teddy Bear.. what good is it if I am holding but still be thinking of YOU because I know truly it is Not YOU.. only it leads to my tears.. I would cry.. crying holding this Giant Teddy Bear and I would say.. where are YOU.. Please tell me so that I can go to YOU.. as I keep on waiting for YOU.. and as I would be sitting down on the carpet floor.. I would look at the Picture.. as I am looking through the picture of YOU.. I can feel My Heart be crushing,.. like crashing from the Inside and I turn and I look.. there is a Big Heart.. I am not sure what is that because.. It looks like a Shape of Heart.. and I know that there has been no one here.. but.. I look across.. giving me some distance.. I see something sitting on the Carpet Floor.. and I know for sure.. the Shape is a Heart.. A Big Heart is sitting in my room.. But.. WHOSE Heart is that.. why is there a Heart inside my room.. I know that the Heart does Not belong to me because I can feel the beatings of my own Heart inside.. but.. in this ROOM.. Am I just using an Imagination or is it really a Heart there.. and I would slide across.. trying to get Close to the Big Heart but something stops Me.. WHY can't I go further.. and as I am looking at the Big Heart.. I am looking at Your Picture.. and Now I am thinking.. I only Love YOU.. I don't want Other Hearts but only I want Your Heart.. so tell me this.. Is that Your Heart.. the Heart is so Big.. if that is Your Heart.. can I have that Big Heart.. are you willing to give me that Heart.. because I want to go over and Hold that Big Heart.. why would you leave this Beautiful Big Heart behind.. why would it be here at my room.. I know that YOU have not been here before.. that Tell me.. How is it that I am seeing a Big Heart.. am I sleeping right Now.. means this must be a dream.. seeing a vision which I know that Once I wake UP.. I am Not going to see that Big Heart any more.. But.. I do love the fact that YOUR BIG HEART is in my room.. I want you close.. if YOUR BIG HEART is able to be this close to Me.. I know that One day.. someday soon.. there is a greater chance that One day.. some day soon YOU can show UP looking for this BIG HEART.. Now.. I feel so Happy that I see a Big Heart.. and the Heart must be yours.. as I would look at your picture.. I would say.. is it your Big Heart.. when did YOU come to My room.. How is it that YOU left Your Heart behind.. why would you do that because what if the wrong Person comes trying to steal Your Big Heart.. YOU should not just put Your Big Heart in any one's room.. but I guess YOU know that I am not a stranger any more.. Do you even trust me to Put your Big Heart here.. I know that I been asking for Your Big Heart for a long time.. and My Heart has never changed.. because even right NOW.. I still want Your Heart.. I want to have Your Heart.. and I want to love Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. and I would slide and I hit something.. which is stopping me to go and I know that there is a Glass.. there is a Glass Wall in my room.. and Now I know that I can't get to Your Heart.. why would you put a Glass and it has a wall.. which I know that I can't go across.. why did you put the Wall and put the glass there.. then WHY would you show me the Big Heart if you know that I can't get to that Heart.. what are you trying to do.. are you telling me that I should Not get close.. are you telling me that YOU have put a wall against US.. so I am only to look at the Heart.. and then What.. if I am Not allowed to go across but YOU have to remember that this is IN my own Room.. I would understand if I cam over to your House and went to Your room and has placed a Wall against so that I can't enter.. I would give the room and space because it is your privacy.. But think about it.. I am here at my room.. this is My room here.. and I am sitting down in the room.. and only looking at your Picture.. Now I see a Big Heart.. But the Big Heart is Not in your room.. but in my room.. how can this Be.. why would you do that since it is IN my room.. Now.. I am wondering.. how did Your Big Heart come across.. How did your Big Heart come into this room.. are you laughing at me.. are you teasing me that I can only watch.. My eyes can sit here and just look at Your Big Heart.. but what if I want More.. what if I want to go over and touch Your Heart.. if I want to Hold Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart something I wanted to say for a Long time.. YOU know that I want More.. I just do Not want to have and hold your Big Heart.. what I truly want is YOU for myself.. that is why I am asking you for that Big Heart.. Please tell Your Big Heart to come across.. command Your Heart that there is a Person waiting for YOU.. waiting for the Heart.. Your Big Heart because I want to Love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart How much I truly Love YOU.. since YOU have placed the wall and there is the glass in my room.. when did YOU come to my room.. and why would you leave Your Big Heart behind.. and for me to see.. why do you want to show me Your Heart.. your Big Heart if I am Not allow to touch.. if I am not allow to hold and not allow to tell and speak.. I want to say something to Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart how I feel.. to tell you Heart to Heart.. but with this Wall.. the Glass Wall is Not helping me at all.. but I want you to know that I need your Heart.. to love YOU.. if I want to love YOU.. I need to say.. Tell your Heart how much I love YOU.. Please tell me that I am allow to speak to Your Heart.. I can't even go across.. this wall.. I am stuck here.. DO you see that I can't go any further now.. but I needs to go.. pass and go across.. so that I can get close to Your Heart.. I want to know if YOU can tell Your Heart.. your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to Hold your Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU.. but How can I if you look at my shoes.. looking at the wall seems so miserable at this Point.. my head goes down looking at the floor.. I feel so sad because I know that I do Love you.. holding your Picture.. I would lift up the picture and I would look at YOU through the Picture and I would say.. I know I don't have much.. I know that I can't love YOU either and I should Not because I truly have Nothing to give back.. but all I know is that I have me Your Picture.. I know that I love YOU.. I know you be asking for so much more.. and that is why I will show YOU..
There are many empty bottles in my room.. you will say what are you going to do with all these empty bottles.. it is just a trash too you.. I know you will look at it as It is nothing to YOU.. because it has NO value on your Part.. but for me I am giving it my All.. Heart to Heart I would open the Bottle.. Letters are written.. I am writing to YOU.. I know that it will have NO value because I can't sell it.. But I don't want to sell anything.. it comes from My Heart.. what more can I do if it is all from MY HEART I am giving.. from my Heart.. I write letters.. and Open the Bottles to place each Letters inside.. I am a writer YOU Know and I put My Heart and Soul.. and I share Love to YOU.. I want to give you the bottles.. it has messages in the bottles but if it means Nothing to YOU.. I feel like I am standing in the ROOM.. LOOKING at the wall.. feeling like I can't do much or give Much when It means everything to Me because LOVE is only thing I can give and share to YOU.. because I truly Love YOU.. I need YOU.. I need you forever so that I can love you forever.. because I love YOU.. My eyes wants to show tears to you because.. it shows what MY HEART be aching.. feeling because it is sometimes so Hard to breathe when I look at YOU.. I feel like I am going to go to see a doctor.. My Heart needs a check Up.. it is broken and feels like shattered.. YOU are so Beautiful.. my Heart aches in so much pain.. because my eyes wants to pop OUT.. Can I give you the two eyes of mine.. to tell you.. look what YOU have done.. when YOU are this Beautiful.. How am I suppose to breathe.. I can't even talk around YOU.. take my Heart.. take HIM away because the More I see YOU.. YOU are so breathe taking beautiful.. My heart weeps of joy.. my heart weeps out of pain and ache of wanting to HOLD YOU.. I want to hold YOU and tell YOU.. my arms will never stop holding YOU.. the pleasure of feeling YOU close.. my heart wants to fall Out of my Chest.. my eyes too.. when I keep on looking at YOU.. something hits from the head going to the Heart.. kicks my heart and the Heart turns to it.. points and goes UP to my Head.. to My MIND and kicks my Mind too.. I am so confused.. Eyes wants to fall Off.. Heart wants to burst open through my Chest.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. Shakes and shivers.. I feel like I catch me a Cold.. Is it the season already.. I feel the wind blowing.. But I still feel the hot heat of the summer Sun.. I am breathless.. YOU are breathe taking Beautiful.. sometimes I be mad at my eyes of looking at YOU.. staring to You.. My mind is blown off by YOUR beauty.. I want to grab my Head and roll it like a Bowling ball.. YOU drive me Crazy leaving me to be in awe with YOU.. why are YOU so Beautiful.. SO young.. I would shake myself too see.. I am looking at YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I try to grab your hand.. Can I have your Heart.. Can I touch that Glass Jar.. let me take a Look at that Heart.. I want Your Heart.. I need you.. Do you need me??.. I want You.. Do you want me??.. I miss You.. Do I ever come cross your Mind.. Do you think of me?? I love you.. these are the only few words I want to say.. that I love you.. it comes from my heart.. it comes from my mind.. whenever I think of you.. when ever I miss you.. the word I love you comes first and it will last in Me.. How come these words do Not easily come Out of you.. is it because you are not interested in me.. is it because I am so far away from you.. but.. when I close both of my eyes.. I can see YOU.. so Beautiful.. your Smile.. it is so Beautiful.. I want to be with You.. it is so hard for me Not to love you.. it hurts me if I can't love you.. the more I am able to express these words to you.. I keep on thinking about it.. over and over.. I would be laying down on my Bed.. breathing hard.. both eyes tries to close but my eyes would open.. I can see YOU in my Head.. before going to bed.. I would take a look.. looking at your picture.. I smile.. and I would cry.. tears fall because I want to be with YOU.. my hands are shaking holding unto Your Picture.. I would say.. How dare YOU.. How dare YOU jump out of and run.. but inside my Head.. you are running.. I want to be with YOU.. please stop.. Stop running inside of My head.. I would cry.. beating against my chest.. WHY.. and Hits and Hits.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. why can't you stop.. I just can't stop.. looking at your picture.. I just can't take it any more.. I would place your picture down.. I can't breathe.. I feel like Heart is attacking me.. I can't breathe.. what is happening to My Heart.. I would move to shake it Off.. But my Head.. my Heart wants to see YOU more.. if though YOU are far away.. and I can't see YOU.. but Your Picture.. when YOU leave your Picture here with me.. what Am I suppose to do.. I want to faint.. I want to cry.. I can't breathe.. My heart is hurting me.. Heart be attacking me.. What is happening to Me.. I can't even eat sometimes because I am thinking of YOU.. all the time.. the day comes.. day goes.. Night comes.. I would be laying on the bed.. after a Prayer.. I am wishing you would be here with me.. If you were to be here with me.. I would tell YOU.. I missed YOU.. and I been longing for Your presence.. I be longing for YOU.. that my arms would be holding YOU through the night.. I want you to experience what I had to go through.. many nights.. I be sitting on the bed.. wishing YOU be with me.. wishing I can just tell YOU.. How much I love you.. I want you to be here with Me so I can tell you to your ears.. THIS is How my Heart cried many nights because I could not tell you these words.. Nights would rain.. even though I turn to look out of the window.. and there was no sign of rain drops.. but in my room.. my eyes be raining down my tear drops.. because I be missing you.. I be wanting you.. just to hold you for one night.. just to tell you how much I missed you.. How much I love you.. these words to speak into your ears.. I want to see How your heart would react.. How would your heart feel if I tell you these words to your ears.. I would say.. Baby Girl.. Baby Tiger.. Baby Bear.. How come I don't hear your heart.. is Your Heart be broken.. my Heart is working well.. too well for me to even control myself.. I just want to love YOU.. why don't you accept my Love.. why don't you tell me you have received My Love.. Is my Love going to the Moon instead.. but I am not even looking at No stars or the Moon but looking only at YOU.. I want to love you because YOU are YOU.. why can't you accept my Love.. How many notes must I write or type.. How many notes becomes letters must I share for YOU to get it right.. I love you.. I would stand UP from the Bed.. out to the floor.. I would look towards the Window.. I would look outside and say.. I love you.. can YOU hear Me.. am I speaking loud enough.. Can you Hear me from the Side where YOU are standing.. DO I NEEDS to voice UP the speaker and PUT it Louder for YOU.. and I would be beating on my chest.. MY Heart.. what is happening to my Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. Opening the front door.. walking outside.. my arm stretches OUT toward the Heavens of the Sky.. I want to be where YOU are.. I want to be close to YOU.. Can YOU Hear me.. Can YOU hear my voice.. Can YOU hear these Words coming Out of my Mouth or are you just too far off that MY voice can never be heard.. But I can't sleep.. I just can't fall asleep.. I want to be where YOU are.. because I am missing You.. where are YOU MY LOVE.. I am missing YOU.. DO I needs to be a Spirit to see YOU.. what if you be afraid of me and change my name to Casper.. I am Casper the friendly Ghost.. But I cannot even feel you.. or touch you or hold you.. I don't want to be no Ghost.. I want to feel YOU.. touch YOU.. kiss YOU and hold YOU.. and tell YOU.. speak to Your Ear.. I love you.. I love you that I want to be where YOU are.. help me to find a way.. a direction to lead so I can be with YOU.. I am dying inside.. I am dying because of I want to love YOU..
I want to love you more.. WILL you let me to Love you.. I want to love you and love you so that YOU can SAY.. I am like Romeo.. YOU be my Juliet and a Drama can come alive from this Love story of Mine.. But How can we make a Movie if YOU are so Far away.. and so Far YOU are and I am over here.. I am standing outside.. I turn to LOOK at the Window.. and I do not want to go back inside.. IF I go back into that house.. I have to go back to that bed.. But I can't even sleep.. why.. but I do want to go back to me two Hands Grabs and PULLS it Out.. Putting on the ground next to the Big Box.. I am looking at this Glass Jar.. as tall to my waist.. I have never seen such a Big Glass Jar.. I look closer.. OH moe.. It is a Heart Heart.. The Most Beautiful.. But I am wondering Whose Heart Heart is this.. last Night.. I would be kneeling.. Praying For Your Heart Heart.. Wishing that YOUR HEART HEART can come.. I look.. ME two eyes cannot Believe what I am seeing.. IS this Really a Heart Heart.. What am I suppose to DO?? I love Your Heart Heart.. SO beautiful.. SO beautiful.. Takes my breathe away.. breathless.. hard for me to breathe right Now.. feels like I ran for an Hour.. Hard to breathe.. Leaves me Speechless.. Words just cannot come Out.. I am looking at Your Heart Heart.. But.. What am I suppose to DO?? There is a Lock on top of it.. without a Key.. I know I cannot open the DOOR from the TOP.. But.. I am standing.. me two hands touches the Glass Jar.. I press me ear.. CAN I HEAR Your Heart.. Does Your HEART HEART sounds a Beat.. CAN I HEAR your Heart Beating.. CAN IT bring up sounds of beatings.. I want to Hear Your Heart.. CAN YOUR HEART say something.. or do Something so that I know YOUR HEART HEART is Alright.. I look.. WHAT AM I SUPPOSE to DO.. CAN you hear ME WORDS.. AHH AHH.. HELLO HELLO.. AHH AHH.. ME HAND taps taps.. DING DING.. I want to see YOUR HEART HEART do something.. CAN YOUR HEART HEART MOVE.. if Your HEART HEART can hear the Words out of me Mouth.. will IT makes the sounding of the Beats to tell ME you are alright.. that YOU are good.. that IT IS OKAY that I am able to speak to YOUR HEART HEART.. I point me finger and touch the glass.. I want that HEART HEART.. finger taps taps.. DING DING.. why can't YOUR HEART HEART move.. CAN I love Your Heart.. I want to love Your HEART HEART.. I want to tell YOUR HEART HEART.. I missed YOU.. I been waiting to see YOUR HEART.. CAN your Heart Shake or dance.. Finger Points and touch the Glass Jar.. I want to see YOUR HEART HEART move.. I want to touch Your Heart.. I want to Love Your Heart.. I want to tell YOUR HEART HEART.. I want to Love YOU.. and THAT I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW.. I Just cannot believe.. YOUR HEART HEART is right In front of Me.. with this Big GLASS JAR.. but WHY does it has a Lock.. WHY did you put on a Lock.. I want to hold Your Heart.. Put Your Heart very close to ME Chest and tell YOU.. YOU are the Most wonderful.. Most lovely.. that I am Not here to Harm YOU.. I won't ever Bite YOU.. but just to keep YOUR heart Warm.. Cozy.. and that I will take good care of YOUR HEART HEART.. Like a Flower.. water it with Love.. I will speak TO your Heart.. tell Your HEART to Beat.. Only way that I know YOUR HEART IS DOING Alright.. Please bring UP the sound of its beating.. SO that I can feed Your HEART HEART with Love.. I will tell Your Heart Heart.. I love YOU.. I love you because YOU are the best in the world.. I love YOU because it is YOUR HEART.. the Most Beautiful in the world.. that I need YOU.. That I love YOU.. I will hold your Heart.. lay beside me.. tell Your Heart Heart.. I love YOU.. YOU mean the world to me.. YOU are MY everything.. YOU are my Love.. My forever Love.. and whisper.. YOU are My Love.. My darling.. My Love.. and that I love YOU.. I want to show you that My love for Your Heart can truly grow.. and I will not stop loving YOU.. as Long as YOUR HEART HEART is with me.. I will always Love YOU.. can you please tell ME that it is Alright.. I stand and start to walk around in a circle looking at the Glass jar and stops.. But.. How can I reach Your Heart Heart.. What am I suppose to DO?? Why is there No key.. I need the Key to unlock.. I want Your Heart Heart.. I need Your Heart Heart.. I want Your Heart Heart first.. BUT.. this Glass Jar is blocking ME to get to YOUR HEART HEART.. What am I suppose to DO?? If I just stand here and I stare.. the LOCK is not going to throw me Keys and say to me.. this is How you Unlock the Door.. I need Your Heart Heart.. Me finger points and touch the glass.. I need Your Heart Heart.. Tell me How do I get to Your Heart Heart.. I asked for YOUR HEART to show Up.. But Not like this.. I want Your WHOLE HEART.. I want to grab Your Heart.. feel your Heart.. Smell Your Heart.. Hold your Heart.. wrap me arms around Your Heart.. and also I want to tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to love YOU.. I want to see YOU close and just Love you with ALL I have.. I want to kiss YOUR HEART HEART.. I want to whisper and kiss Your Heart Heart.. and I will say.. I will never let your Heart Heart go.. I kneel.. tell Me WHY.. WHY Does it has to be THIS HARD to get to YOUR HEART HEART.. why is it this complicated.. why is Love so Hard and so Complicated to Get to YOUR HEART HEART.. Just tell ME.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I miss Your Heart.. and I love Your Heart.. I need and want.. I love and Miss Your Heart.. Me hand Hits.. DING DING.. HEART HEART.. Can YOU hear my voice and Out comes my words to YOU.. ME hand Hits.. DING DING.. IF you can hear me out.. Please move YOUR HEART HEART.. I want to hear the sounding of the beats.. Let me listen to the sound of the Beating of YOUR HEART.. CAN you hear me from the out of the Glass Jar.. Tell ME that YOU came to the right Place.. Were you send to the right House.. I am starting to feel the aching.. this pain inside because WHAT if YOU are sent to the wrong Place.. BUT it is I who Loves YOUR HEART HEART.. It is I who is the One calling Out to YOU.. it is I who was praying and wishing for YOUR HEART HEART.. I been waiting for YOUR HEART HEART.. tell me that YOU have come to the right Place.. I can feel the rain pouring down from the Inside of me Heart Heart.. If I am not mistaken.. WHAT if YOU were to be sent to the next door.. there is someone next door who also Loves YOU TOO.. But that does NOT MATTER who loves YOU.. as Long as I can be the One to Love YOUR HEART HEART MORE.. I can love you more.. I love You MORE MORE.. tell ME.. that IT IS the right Place.. I sit Down.. WHAT IF.. OH MOE.. WHAT IF.. I do not have the keys to open the LOCK DOOR.. I want to shake.. I want to rattle and roll.. and IF I must Cry.. I WILL cry Like a BABY.. because I want Your HEART HEART.. I Need YOUR HEART HEART.. I LOVE YOUR HEART HEART because I LOVE YOU first.. I love you second.. third fourth and even ONE hundred times More too.. I love you to could to thousand to million as well.. I can't believe this is happening.. BUT what has happened is that I.. ME HEART HEART loves YOU.. I love YOU.. and I miss YOU and I want YOU and I need YOU.. Oink Oink.. I want it... I want it Now... Two arms stretch out.. Hands Open Wide.. I want it.. Please Give it to me because I want it Now.. Tell me My Love.. is it just me who wants it.. or can it be YOU as well.. I want it.. Give it to me.. I am looking at the Big Glass Jar.. Looking at the Heart.. I want it.. Why can't I have it.. can you please tell me.. The keys.. I needs the Keys so I can open the Lock.. Oink Oink.. I want it.. I want it Now.. I want that Heart Heart inside this Glass Jar.. it can't be stuck Right.. because I want to take that Heart away.. I am going to Love Love Love Love all your Heart.. and I am going to give Your Heart all the Kisses YOU NEED.. give it to me.. I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Why can't I have this Heart Heart.. me Finger Touches the Glass of this Jar.. I want It.. so I can tell your Heart.. I much I missed this Heart.. so I can tell Your Heart.. How Much I love Love love Love Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart move just the way I watch the Waters of the ocean moves its waves across.. Let me see Your Heart.. Does Your Heart Heart.. Does Your Heart has ears so hear.. SO I can tell Your Heart.. I want to Bite Your Heart.. I want to take a Taste of Your Heart because of WHAT your Heart has done to me Heart.. it is Unfair if YOU can only Touch and Move My heart.. WHY is it that Only that happens to me.. NOW.. I want it.. Give me Your Heart.. Give it to me.. I want it.. I want it I I I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Now.. me finger pulls away.. finger touch the Glass.. I want that HEART.
if I can only find the Keys.. then I know for Sure I can unlock and PULL your heart Out.. I am going to kiss Your Heart.. ONE KISS.. TWO KISSES.. THREE TO FOUR KISSES.. FIVE to ONE HUNDRED Kisses.. I am going to wrap MY arms around YOUR HEART.. and show Your two EYES what happens when I KISS your heart.. I want to see Your face.. the expressions and YOUR Emotions.. I want it.. I want it Now.. I want that Heart Heart inside this Glass Jar.. it can't be stuck Right.. because I want to take that Heart away.. I am going to Love Love Love Love all your Heart.. and I am going to give Your Heart all the Kisses YOU NEED.. give it to me.. I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Why can't I have this Heart Heart.. me Finger Touches the Glass of this Jar.. I want It.. so I can tell your Heart.. I much I missed this Heart.. so I can tell Your Heart.. How Much I love Love love Love Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart move just the way I watch the Waters of the ocean moves its waves across.. Let me see Your Heart.. Does Your Heart Heart.. Does Your Heart has ears so hear.. SO I can tell Your Heart.. I want to Bite Your Heart.. I want to take a Taste of Your Heart because of WHAT your Heart has done to me Heart.. it is Unfair if YOU can only Touch and Move My heart.. WHY is it that Only that happens to me.. NOW.. I want it.. Give me Your Heart.. Give it to me.. I want it.. I want it I I I want it.. I want Your Heart.. Now.. me finger pulls away.. finger touch the Glass.. I want that HEART.. if I can only find the Keys.. then I know for Sure I can unlock and PULL your heart Out.. I am going to kiss Your Heart.. ONE KISS.. TWO KISSES.. THREE TO FOUR KISSES.. FIVE to ONE HUNDRED Kisses.. I am going to wrap MY arms around YOUR HEART.. and show Your two EYES what happens when I KISS your heart.. I want to see Your face.. the expressions and YOUR Emotions.. WHAT happens when I start to Blow and Kiss Your Heart.. the way my heart feels and expresses when I see YOU.. Let me have Your Heart.. It should Not be this Complicated.. it should not be this Hard.. is it?? But I hate it when it is just too easy.. I love it when THINGS are so Hard and Complicated because I am going to show YOU MY KISS.. and I will Bite at Your Heart.. Make it Move and Tingle ALL over the Place.. But The Question on the table.. WHERE is the Keys.. help me to find the Keys so that I can unlock and Grab your Heart and Whisper.. HOW MUCH I love YOU.. HOW much I want it and need it.. and How much I missed your Heart.. and Give Your Heart Heart another Kiss.. I will KISS your Heart every morning.. and Every Night.. DO not matter the TIME.. but let me Have this Heart.. MY finger Pulls AWAY.. and rolls into a Fist.. taps.. DING DING DING DING.. Can Your Heart hear this Sound.. DING DING.. I want to see YOUR HEART move to the Sound.. Like a Music to the Soul moves the heart to smile and to Dance.. Let me See.. WHERE is the Key so that I can hold Your Heart.. My hands and arms are dying to HOLD your Heart Heart.. my Lips are dying to give it a Kiss Kiss.. I want to Hold Your Heart and Kiss Your Heart and take a Small bite.. SO that YOU know for SURE.. you Belong to My Love Love Love Love.. Forever Love is what I call it.. WHY Are you so Beautiful.. Why are you SO lovely and so Wonderful.. SO beautiful that it aches a Pain in my heart of Wanting YOU for so Long.. I have this pain in my soul.. IN my heart aching each TIME I see YOU because YOU are so SO so Beautiful.. HUSH HUSH.. whispers in my Head.. RUSH RUSH is the Movement in my Heart.. and I stop myself and say.. I keep ON thinking of YOU.. I keep ON thinking of YOUR every time.. and Now.. I want Your heart.. so Give it to me because I want it.. I want it so bad.. I want it Now.. Give it to ME.. Give me Your Heart Because I want it.. I want it and Now I can't stop myself from trying.. Give me your Heart Heart.. that WAY I can see YOU SMILE and turn so Beautiful.. More beautiful then ever if I can only Hold Your Heart and tell Your Heart.. HOW MUCH I NEED YOU.. HOW MUCH I MISSED you.. HOW MUCH JOY and HAPPINESS you Bring.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU and STILL BE LOVING YOU.. Only if I can have your heart.. ME both hands open wide arms stretched Out.. I want It.. I can catch Your heart and WILL NOT DROP and WILL NOT HURT.. JUST help me to find the Keys.. I want the keys so I can unlock and PULL your Heart.. I love your heart.. I want it I want it I want it I want it so Bad.. WHY can't YOU give it to me.. I want That Heart.. I want that HEART so I can kiss that HEART all over the Place.. so Give me YOUR HEART.. I sit down.. and Looking at the Glass jar.. Oink Oink.. I see the Heart Heart makes a Move.. OH MOE NAH.. FINGER POINTS and Touch the Glass Jar.. OH MOE WOW WOW.. OH WOW WOW.. is it Real.. Is it True.. I just saw that Heart Heart Move.. CAN I hear the Beating of that Heart.. I want to Hear the Sound and the Beating of this Heart Heart Heart heart of Yours.. let me listen to the Heart beating.. I slide close.. turns to the side and place me Ear on the Glass Jar.. Does YOUR HEART make a SOUND.. Let me listening to the beats.. the Beatings of.. I want to hear your heart beat.. Beat for me.. I want to hear the SOUND.. the beatings because right Now.. with this excitement IN ME HEART HEART.. I can hear the sound of the Beating of My own Heart.. But I am not hear to listen to my Heart beat.. BUT I want to hear Your Heart Beat.. Let me hear it.. I want it.. give it to me so I can hear it.. I want it.. I want to Hear It.. Tell me that YOUR HEART has beatings in the Heart.. I pull away and I turn to LOOK.. OH moe.. so YOU are Now teasing me HUH.. YOU be playing games with me.. Just wants to see MY reaction of what Happens when YOUR HEART MOVES.. CHAM CHAM.. BUT.. I still want It.. I want it Now.. I want THIS HEART.. finger POINTS and touches the Glass jar.. I WANT IT.. MY mouth opens Wide.. COME AND GIVE it to me.. I want that Heart Heart SO BAD.. GIVE IT TO ME.. GIVE ME YOUR HEART HEART.. so I can keep ON loving YOUR HEART.. I can make YOUR HEART turn colors.. and I bet I can make you say I LOVE YOU BACK.. just give me some TIME.. I am going to find them Keys and WILL get to YOUR HEART.. I will unlock and Open this door.. GRAB your heart and WILL hold HER.. I WILL HOLD HER and WILL WHISPER.. I LOVE YOU.. OH MOE GOSH.. I LOVE YOU and I can't help myself but to ONLY LOVE YOU.. I WILL scream INSIDE because of telling YOU.. I LOVE YOU and NOW I WANT IT.. GIVE it to ME.. I am going to take YOUR HEART.. KISS HER thousand times.. and WHISPER.. I love YOU.. Always I love YOU.. I missed YOU.. but I love YOU.. the Most beautiful Flower.. YOU are the Most Beautiful.. The Most prettiest to ALL the pretty pretty.. THE BEST OF the best.. YOU are NUMBER ONE.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. that is why I want it.. I want it and Want it.. give it to me.. Give it to me.. YOUR HEART HEART.. both hands open wide.. Looking at the Glass Jar at YOUR HEART.. Please tell me where your Keys.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to feel YOU close.. I want to kiss YOU.. I want to love YOU.. is that a problem.. Is that A Sin just to Love YOU.. I want to hold you close.. I want to hear YOUR Heart.. I want to feel YOU close and warmth.. is it Bad for me to Want this.. Is it Bad for want to Hold YOU and only to Love YOU.. am I being a Bad person just for THIS.. because Only way is to Love Your Heart.. Then I know YOU will show up later On.. But let me First tell YOU.. I first Loved YOU when I first saw YOU.. when YOU became the Best.. strongest smartest and TOP Tier.. I want it More.. I want it More Now because I want it.. YOUR HEART.. I want your Heart so Give it to me.. I will Not Hurt YOUR HEART.. but just LOVE YOU.. I promise that I can only LOVE YOUR HEART.. SO tell me.. Where are the Keys.. I look at the Glass Jar and YOUR HEART.. I see the Heart Makes a Move.. I sit there.. Two Lines falls from me Eyes.. ME hand TOUCH the Chest.. DOK DOK DOK.. I need You close wrapped around IN my arms... I want to feel YOU close and want to feel your warmth and even... I want to hear Your Heart Beats... I want to feel Your Heart Beats and Hear Your Heart Beats... just want to hear the sound of the Beatings of Your Heart... I want to say to Your ears.. and tell YOU how Much I love You... I want to say these three words to YOUR ears... I Love You.. wants to put me Ear on your Chest and Heart the Beatings of your Heart... I open me two ears in the morning... I see you here... I close my two eyes before going to sleep... I see you there... I wake UP in the middle of the night to use the restroom.. trying to go back to sleep... I see you hear... sometimes I am able to escape your presence and goes to sleep.. but there are days when I cannot because
I am looking at the Mirror.. of course the reason why I am looking at the Mirror is to see if you are There.. You told me to come to the Mirror and that if I did.. I am able to see YOU there.. I am looking.. smiling because I know that this is crazy.. why did I fall for this trick.. I knew that I can't see you but only see myself when I look at the mirror.. I would smile.. and looking at the corner of the Mirror.. I see a picture.. there is YOU holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I wanted to look at a picture of YOU just smiling.. but.. I guess what YOU means is looking at the corner bottom of the Mirror.. I will find a picture of YOU.. I am thinking of seeing YOU as I am looking at the mirror.. but.. I do love Your Smile.. as I would grab the picture of YOU.. bottom corner of the mirror.. YOU told me that YOU are going to come over.. I found a note and it was from your writing telling me that YOU will be coming.. and Yes.. I have been waiting for YOU.. and on the back of the Note.. you wrote about the Mirror.. I thought that it was a joke.. and I went over to the mirror.. and I stood there.. wondering will you show UP.. I smiled.. and giggled because I knew this was a funny joke.. but I stood there becoming a joke to myself.. I would smile looking at the Mirror.. and I would imagine that you would be standing and I be able to tell YOU what my Heart feels right now.. will you open your ears to listen to me.. will you open your Heart so that it can receive all my words I needs to say to YOU.. because right Now.. I needs to say something to You.. before YOU show UP.. I am going to.. as I would look at your Picture and I am looking at the Picture of YOU holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I would lift to look at the Mirror.. I would close both of my eyes and I would picture you standing.. and I would say.. Do you know that it is not easy for me to say these words to YOU.. I know it may seems like it is easy but truly it is Not.. to find the right words.. I have to truly think about the words I needs to say.. Not to say whatever.. and what if YOU decide not to receive at all.. that is why many times I would pause.. think about what I should say.. sometimes words would not come Out.. why.. because it is all about telling YOU how much I love YOU.. I must be very careful not to say words which can create things YOU wish Not to hear or to receive.. I had to look at the wall.. I would face the wall.. it is very funny when YOU are looking from behind and saying.. am I crazy.. and when a stranger looks at me.. they will say I am crazy.. but I know that I love YOU.. so I would face the wall.. and I am trying to find words.. I am closing my eyes.. thinking and blinking trying to get the words Out.. it hurts my chest.. my hand beats upon my chest because I am looking at the wall.. what am I doing is what I am thinking.. but I want to tell you.. My Heart.. this is My Heart.. I needs to get this Off my chest.. telling YOU how much I love you but when I face the wall.. I look and I black Out.. I mean.. I would pause and think about.. what would I do if YOU do stand there.. and YOU would look direct at me.. I know I am suppose to say but.. I look at the wall.. If I can't even speak to the wall My Heart.. get my head clear and Pause to think about Words I want to tell YOU.. If I can't tell the wall.. How am I suppose to tell YOU when I face YOU.. because I love YOU.. I want to tell you millions of words of How much I do truly love YOU.. and I want to hold YOU.. but I just can't hold YOU if I can't tell you How much I love YOU.. as I face the wall.. I am staring at your picture.. and I am looking at your Picture more and more.. I lift my Head too look at the wall I am facing and I would say.. my Heart.. My Heart.. I needs to say and speak too YOU.. and as I would stare at your Picture and I look at the wall.. I would try to say the words.. but end UP laughing to myself.. but something.. My Heart would ask me.. It is Not funny because YOU are going to show UP soon.. am I going to stand there and say nothing and just laugh.. No.. so I would start to feel all sad.. what am I suppose to do then.. if I can't say it now.. I needs to say it Now so that I can say it to you when I see YOU.. I needs to tell YOU that I love YOU.. when I see YOU.. do I just say.. I love YOU.. my both eyes are still closed and I am wondering.. why am I closing my eyes.. I know that I am going to see you soon.. but still.. I feel like I am stuck.. Words are not coming Out.. why can't I tell YOU what my Heart truly feels.. I needs to say it to YOU before I can't.. I want to say these words.. Please.. and both eyes Opens and I am looking at the Mirror.. I still see myself.. my own face looking at the mirror.. and I just can't.. but I know I needs too and I turn around.. and I look at the Glass Jar.. it is on the floor so I go over to the floor and I sit.. I grab the Glass Jar.. and I don't know what to do.. I don't know what to say.. what am I suppose to say to YOU.. and I look down.. the Glass Jar is empty.. and I can feel my Heart.. I am breathing heavy and tears runs down.. only thing I can show you is the tears in the Bottle.. will you believe me that I do love YOU.. will my tears show YOU when YOU come and I show you these tears.. I have cried so much that it has filled UP this jar.. tears in the jar and I will give it to you.. will you believe me that I never stopped loving YOU.. what am I going to say.. I know that the time is coming near and I have to face YOU.. my Heart is stuffy.. and my breathing so Heavy.. am I nervous.. but I have been looking at the wall.. facing the wall.. closing both eyes and trying to imagine you and I be opening my Heart.. sharing and pouring out to YOU.. telling you like YOU are here even though YOU are not.. but I have been looking at the wall.. it has become like a friend to me because I wanted my Heart.. I wanted My Heart to let it all go.. and to vision YOU are here.. ever since the first day my eyes saw YOU.. since it is not easy for me to tell YOU through words.. I wanted to say it.. I wanted to tell YOU for a long time.. I wanted to pour out my Heart to YOU by telling you MY Heart belongs with YOU.. I never stopped loving YOU since the first time I would share.. I would start too look at the wall.. and I would cry as my tears falls out.. looking at the wall.. and I would stand there looking at the wall.. look at me.. I can't even tell YOU.. I look so crazy.. look at this and looking at the wall.. I be looking down at the floor.. watching the tears fall hitting the floor.. wiping my tears and trying to say.. but.. how am I to tell YOU if I am only talking to this wall.. but what if I never get to tell you anything and I would be crying more looking at the floor.. wiping my tears over and over again.. and I would lift up to look at the wall.. and I would only look at your Picture.. what have you done.. why this picture came to me.. if only I never saw this picture.. would I be suffering more like this.. this pain and ache hurts me many times because I want to tell YOU but I can't.. and Now.. if YOU do show UP.. and I would sit.. my arms around the glass jar.. I am looking and the Glass Jar.. my tears are half full of it.. I been crying for so long.. longing for YOU.. wanting to be with YOU.. only I look is the wall.. and time to time I would look at the mirror.. too look at my own face.. but I know that I have to believe.. believe that I will see you soon.. I know that if I love YOU so dear.. something has to happen right.. if I only believe that Love can come true and I know that I love you and never stopped loving you.. I know that you has to show UP.. show up so that I can tell you face to face.. but what if YOU did show up.. and Now I would be looking at the Mirror.. and as I would look at the mirror.. I would close my both eyes.. trying to imagine YOU are standing there that when I open my eyes and I see the mirror.. I see your face.. what do I do if I see YOU there.. and my Heart just beats.. I can hear the sound of the beatings grows so Loud.. am I going crazy.. if you are asking me if I am seeing things.. I see YOU everywhere.. I see you because I love YOU.. what do I do because I love you.. If I see you here.. Can you please tell my Heart to stop beating so that I can stop breathing.. if I see you.. I know that I just want to love YOU.. I feel like my Heart is dying.. it is dying for you.. dying because I needs to be with YOU.. dying because I want to tell you I love YOU.. but what if my words don't come Out when I do see you.. then YOU can tell my Heart.. STOP beating.. if my Heart can stop beating.. there is no reason for me to live any more.. if My Heart stops.. I can stop breathing and I be lying on the floor dying.. and you can watch me because I love you this Much that I can die.. and you can see me because I want Your Love.. I feel like it is so Hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to tell YOU that I love you.. if you are thinking.. look.. there is writing and typing.. I can write and type you many letters.. and tell you through all these letters.. but I am thinking about telling you with Words.. if I was to see YOU.. and meet you face to face.. how am I going to tell YOU with those words.. I want to tell YOU with my lips how much I love YOU.. and tell you so that it is Not only by the letters of writing.. but I am imagining when I see you.. will I tell you the right words.. will I scare YOU.. will I push you away because you say.. and for a long time.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I been here.. telling YOU.. telling you how much I love you.. letting YOU know the shape of my Heart.. how much My Heart truly loves YOU.. because I will never stop loving YOU.. as I would sit on the floor.. I would get up slowly.. leaving the Glass Jar on the floor and
I see you here.. so close so near... I am dying and craving for Your Love... I breathe in.. INHALE and exhale.. breathe Out because My heart cannot handle... YOU are so Beautiful... YOU are so Beautiful... YOU are so Lovely but so Beautiful... You are so Beautiful... takes my breathe away... I can't speak anything but only LOVE to You.. sleep.. especially when YOU are tired but YOU would wake me UP.. I hear Your words say.. Let us Play.. But.. That means I can't go back to sleep.. because YOU are running inside my head.. is that means let us play Chase.. I am tired and I want to sleep but YOU come inside My Head.. start running and I have to open Both Eyes.. Tears flood down because something Burns Inside my Heart.. My Heart Burns when I think of YOU because Now I want Your Love.. I do want Your Love.. I want to hear YOU say I love you.. but I am asking for a Grave stone.. a Shovel to dug my own Grave.. if YOU tell me that YOU love me.. I am going to go crazy because it is going to make me want YOU more.. I think I will die by that time around.. I don't want to go crazy because I am already crazy right Now.. Crazy for YOU.. Now I am standing out here.. The wind blows but lightly.. I have Your Picture in my hand.. I would take a Look at your Picture.. and I would look UP to the sky.. wondering WHY is it this Far.. I want to be near YOU.. Do I ever cross Your Mind.. DO you ever think of Me.. am I allowed to be close or get close to YOU.. or is this suppose to be Like this.. Always standing here and just missing YOU.. missing YOU so much that it hurts My Heart.. and MY HEART cries inside.. shows from the Tears of my eyes.. I am missing YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to be close to YOU.. I look at the picture again.. My Head tilts Down.. I love YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. If it was not this Picture but It be YOU.. I wonder How my Hands feel when Holding Your hand.. and drawing YOU close.. Holding YOU underneath this Tree.. Many Nights I would come here alone.. THINKING that One day we can be Underneath this tree and I would tell YOU.. DO you not know how Long I waited.. How long I been here at this tree.. Underneath this Tree.. I would be holding Your Picture.. and My head would look up towards the sky.. Looking at the Moon and the stars.. Just pondering and wondering when the Time would be.. and I would tell YOU all the things I did while waiting for YOU.. I be sitting down.. with Bottles.. singing Love songs and drinking.. causing my Heart to weep with Me.. we both cry together looking at your picture.. My Heart touches the picture.. I love YOU.. I miss YOU.. I would touch your picture.. I love you.. I need YOU.. I want YOU.. I miss YOU.. I love you.. saying and repeating these words over and over again.. Just waiting and standing.. coming here when I could not sleep because YOU been running inside My head.. AS I turn around.. I would start to walk towards the front Door.. Only wishing but even at this very Night.. YOU did Not come.. YOU did Not show UP.. even though I would come to this Tree.. waiting for YOU.. I open the door and walk in.. As I sit on my Bed.. I placed your picture on the Table top and I would lay down.. Wiping my tears away.. feeling Hurt and angry at the same time.. Just wishing to be with YOU.. I be mad sometimes because I want to be with YOU.. But YOU would not show Up.. I been waiting for YOU.. and YOU still did Not show UP.. I sit.. and I would mourning A loud.. crying.. My lungs begin to scream.. screams so Loud that it stops me from crying sometimes.. WHAT IS wrong with My Heart and My Lungs.. Both screams so Loud from the Inside.. Stop screaming at me.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to Love you.. I want to love you more.. I am the One who is missing YOU.. What is wrong with me.. I think I am the Only One who is loving YOU.. DO you even love Me?? I am the One who Loves YOU.. Loves you that YOU are the Only One for me.. as I lay down ON the bed.. My tears stops running down.. I get tired.. and I close Both eyes.. I guess I get to sleep.. I get to sleep in peace.. But.. I fight thinking of YOU.. loving YOU is so Hard.. but Loving YOU always bring such happiness and Joy.. TO able to love and to express.. but to always love you.. Makes me Smile in the end.. at least I can Love YOU.. One day I believe.. One day.. Some day.. I believe YOU will too love me back too.. But.. for Now.. I love you.. I love you then.. I love you Now.. I will see YOU SOON.. I never give UP.. that is why.. I never give UP loving YOU.. YOU WILL find Out How strong my love is.. One day.. some day soon.. I hit my Chest.. my hand hits hard my chest.. I can feel my Heart being attacked.. My heart beating.. Wait.. Please.. WHY do you must go.. why do you leave me behind.. I am all yours.. I love you.. I am standing Outside.. Beside this Tree.. Do You remember that YOU told me that YOU will come.. You promised me that YOU will show Up.. I asked for Your Heart.. I asked if YOU can also bring Your Heart.. DO YOU not see the date.. I have waited starting early Morning.. and Now.. I see the Sun be setting.. watching the Sun Down and watching the Moon.. I Have me the Sun Flower.. YOU told me that when we were walking at the park.. there was a large Field.. and there was One Sun Flower.. She was there waiting for YOU.. for YOU to pick her UP.. and YOU told me.. also bring that Flower.. the Most prettiest Flower YOU can think of and YOU pointed at that Sun Flower.. I remember going back to that Park.. I saw that SUN Flower.. I ran with my Basket.. and I stopped. Grab the neck and PULLED her Out of the Field and Put her into the basket.. My Smile.. I could Not stop smiling because it is YOU.. Only for YOU and I told her.. Looking at that Sun Flower.. YOU will be happy.. Because She reminds me of YOU.. each TIME I be sad.. I wanted to cry.. Tears fills My eyes.. I would see that Sun Flower.. in a vase with Water.. I place her by the Sun.. because She is a Flower.. a Sun Flower.. I remember you told me.. That you wanted to meet me by this Big Tree.. that YOU will show Up.. and to bring that Sun Flower and I asked YOU.. Can I have your Heart.. we can trade Off.. I will give you this basket with the Your Sun Flower.. and I am going to ask For Your Heart.. I want YOU to love me.. if YOU can only love me.. I wonder how the world is going to shake because YOU are my World.. my Love.. and my Darling.. I got UP.. I could not sleep.. I saw the clock.. I saw the Date.. And I just told my self.. I am going to give YOU this Flower.. Just watching you smile.. as I hand you this basket with the Sun Flower.. I want to see YOU smile with that eyes twinkling like a star.. I be dancing and even skipping.. maybe sing songs but I am a terrible singer.. I went and I waited.. I place the Basket Down.. Holding the Sun Flower.. I saw many people walking.. passing by.. and I stood beneath this tree.. just smiling.. I saw the clouds gather.. I am wondering.. are YOU coming.. Did we not make a Promise.. YOU told me that YOU be here no matter what.. I looked Up.. light rains would fall.. of course.. I did not know that it was going to rain.. but it started to fall.. the rain started to fall as I be getting wet.. I looked down.. looking at the Sun Flower.. Only if YOU can see her.. This Sun Flower.. she was much more happier than Me.. as we both were getting wet by the rain.. I started to cry.. my tears.. but.. Of course you would not know if I was crying.. I only wanted to keep my word.. Keep my Promises.. YOU told me that YOU wanted this Sun Flower.. that She makes you so happy.. This Sun Flower made me so happy because YOU have chosen her.. so I put her in the basket to show YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE You.. How much this Sun Flower means to me.. HOW much your Words means to me.. WHEN I hear your words.. I do not take it lightly because I love you.. I opened my heart.. I opened my ears for YOU.. listening to every Words that came out of your Mouth.. because that is HOW much important YOUR words are to me when I listen to Your Words.. As I stood there.. I see people running off.. I did Not make any move because what If.. there was No time when YOU would show Up.. Only we did say.. TODAY.. We will meet underneath this Tree.. Me basket and the Sun Flower.. YOU bring your Heart to me.. is it that Hard to show UP.. is it that Hard to give UP your Heart to me.. I can love your Heart.. I can care for Your heart.. Only please give me a chance to Love Your Heart.. few hours goes down.. the rain would stop and I watched the SUN goes Down.. I feel a little Chilly now.. still soaking wet but I did Not go Yet.. still pondering and wondering if YOU would show UP.. As I am holding the Sun Flower.. I see the Night.. I see the stars and the Moon out.. I am still waiting by this Tree..
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