Trust the process 🌱🐛Learning to live a balanced life + how to rest ⁄⁄ Spring in NYC Vlog
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- Опубликовано: 26 авг 2024
- 🌹im back! haha
i really didn't intend to take so many weeks off editing-- i've been vlogging this whole time and have a lot of footage to share with you now. it was important for me to reframe the perspective i had on youtube. for the longest time i felt my identity became a persona/facade, i didn't have a healthy relationship with my work process and youtube life- so i'm figuring that out. better late than never! i've been thinking a lot, what choices would i actually make for ME, what do i actually want? rather than thinking what i should want or should do, or what would make entertaining content..
i know in reality, i have so many kind people in this community that encourage and grow alongside me- and i do believe that if i am able to accept myself and radiate that energy, what ever comes of it can only be good 🌞
i had an instagram live yesterday, and many of you told me to "trust the process".. i was like, yes, but... i don't really know what that means even though i've heard it a thousand times, lol. you responded that it means to doubt yourself less! to embrace the process and know you are on the right path... that's what i'm aiming to do. thank you for the advice :-)
This was really fun because adding text + sketches felt like reaching out/catching up with distant friends. I will actually be back tomorrow with another video I've had planned too. And another one next week!! see you soon~ let me know how you've been in the comments, if you have time to share! thank you dearly. Love, Annabelle
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always learning so much from you! & proud of you!!! ily 💕
Ily Leah 🥺🤍
it's so heartwarming to hear that you've been trying to find balance and remember to put yourself first. healing always takes time, but all we can do is be patient and kind to ourselves in the process. also adored the editing of this and the peaceful energy. 🌟✨ always cheering you on !
Hey Annabelle, I'm usually a silent watcher but I was incredibly touched by yesterday's live and this vlog. I wanted to recommend the book The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. I've been in the process of reading it myself and the subject seems so fitting. It's about finding and following your destiny but most importantly the road you take to get there. I've found it to be very comforting with a calm story.
You always bring a smile to my face and I'm glad you are here alongside us. I wish you the greatest luck in finding what you need in life and gaining happiness, memories, and friendships. - Moon
"thats what life's about, the living part" i needed that badly.
Even though I'm not doing RUclips like you, I've found myself struggling in a lot of similar ways. It feels nice to realize that other people are sharing the same struggles as you and are there for my healing process as well. It's hard to balance life and it's not a linear process but I'm thankful for your experiences and can't wait to see where we both go 🧡
I've been living alone in my college town to do summer classes, and watching you going through your week even at your lows is so comforting right now. Thank you for being here with me, and I'm glad we can cry together :)
I've been living alone in my university too because of covid and I feel you. Sending comfort hugs from my dorm.
love that it feels like I’m able to grow alongside you over the years I’ve been watching these videos
missed you!
Thank you, Annabelle. I always come back to this video whenever I am feeling lonely, burned out, and sad. You words bring so much comfort to me and I resonate with them so much. I am always wishing you love and light
your crying scenes are so relatable… i had those moments twice this week already. sobbing while doing what u gotta do haha. growing pains forreal. stay strong annabelle you got this!
I've just failed my Latin exam, and I'm grateful to have come across this video which has cheered me up a bit 🥺 thank you
i hope youre doing okay! be gentle with yourself
@@wthvickie I'm not really okay hahah
thanks, you're an angel
I love your authenticity and during what is a hard time for me as my mother died a few days ago I found comfort in your video. So thank you, and please continue to shine as your true self 💕
Glad you're taking time to figure things out anabelle, your vids really are like a warm hug and a safe space, thank you for being so vulnerable on camera 😢💛
I just moved to a new city without my bf of four plus years. i feel like im just discovering who i am now as an adult (im 25). there have been tons of growing pains, and i really appreciate your vulnerability throughout this video. i think this is a common experience amongst 20 somethings in major metropolitan areas, but no one talks about it or shows how tough it can be. thanks always, for being yourself and being vulnerable with us.
I rarely comment but here we go... words cant express the comfort and joy that I find in your videos Annabelle
The combination of music, editing style, and content in your videos is so calming and gentle. I have been struggling with my mental health again recently. I don't feel like I am good enough, and as a perfectionist, if I'm not going to do good work then there is no point in me doing it at all. I haven't found a way to be brave and just go for it, so I've been stuck doing a lot of nothing. But your vlogs are a breath of fresh air. They remind me to be mindful and enjoy the little things. Thank you for being so open about your journey.
I always appreciate your honesty and the energy you radiate ❤️🌈
my heart goes out to you. I'm so glad you're taking care of yourself. Please remember to be kind to yourself, regardless of the circumstances 💞💗
Loveeee that you're also watching planterina 💚💚💚 I feel you with the growing pains. I don't think they ever go away, at 28 I still find myself completely lost in life at times, which makes me really grateful to have my parents support. Thank you for sharing, as always. You're such a comforting part of my day ❤
Omg thank you for this video! Make sure to take care of yourself, we love you and simply enjoy your videos more when you're in a good headspace
wanted to let you know that it’s around mid afternoon for me and this was just what I needed, this vlog was incredibly grounding as I think of how I want to spent to the rest of the afternoon and the weekend!
It was so beautiful to see the growth process throughout this vlog. I've been thinking more recently about what it will be like when I graduate, move out, and live alone...I've always enjoyed my own company and being alone, but it can get lonely, which always surprises me somehow. I think seeing how you deal with similar emotions, and how open and honest you are about those kinds of struggles is somehow encouraging. It's a little hard to put it into words right now, but I think it gives me hope. So thank you, and I'm cheering for you
Ashe & Niall Horan @ the beginning 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
I’ve been watching you for four years now and seeing your personal growth over time feels like catharsis. You’ve been really inspiring me lately to take time for true self care and seeing how happy and healthy you are becoming makes me really want to try. Wishing you the best !!
I'm so overwhelmed because of my exams but this clog is so soothing and relaxing,,which made me cry but it was such a needed one it feels good to let the frustration out ,,love ur vlogs 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
i hope ur exams go well!!! good luck !!!
Before I watch any of your videos, I always take a peek at the description because reading what you write there always feels like a tiny letter from a friend that lives so far away 🌷
virtually sending over some internet hugs
i started watching your videos when you started going to risd. even though we're the same age the school system in my country is different so i was a senior in highschool when you started college. i was so stressed at that time because i didn't know what i wanted to do with my life i didn't know what to go to school for and i felt completely pointless and purposeless... but your vlogs felt like a warm blanket on a cold day. i ended up going to art school as well and in a month i'm graduating college (majored in ceramics actually) and all these years i've been watching your videos and it feels like we're friends even though we've never met. i think it's so special to have such a visual documentation of your youth and your growth and i really feel like we've all been growing together as a little internet community. sending you lots of love annabelle!
annabelle!! its so nice to see your face. im so happy to hear that you are prioritizing yourself and being more kind to your well-being. i think this really makes your content more enjoyable, bc youre happy i am happy too! keep up the good work
Thank you for being so open about your struggles.
so glad you're back !!!
i just graduated from uni and now im looking to move to a whole new city and start my first big girl job, and honestly your vlogs are so comforting and inspiring. I hope to adopt the same mindset of trusting the process and setting aside time to be feel present in life, thank you and wish u the best always!!!
I finally watched this after my busy weekdays. I'm happy to see your more confident and content self. I lost my father three months ago and have been healing since. Life is really strange and so is how we all cope with difficulties. I'm looking forward to seeing our future changes.
I feel the same , the whole growth process makes me emotional and I learn that every day is a chance to get better, and process everything more. I love you and thank you for this raw content 💕✨
i started watching your videos when you moved to new york. it sounds like you were grieving during the days when you were occupied with work.. we do need that alone time to grieve, let go and heal.
Missed you and will!! You have very lovely friends and family. Dont worry, at 34, i am still "trusting the process". So give yourself time and breaks. There will be downs but so much more ups!
Lol I was listening to Moral of the Story on repeat too (I also broke up with my long time bf of 3 years around the same time). I'm glad you're feeling better too, breakups are so shitty.
this is so pure of you annabelle 🥺 thank you so much for putting this out here
First time watcher , This video really tugged my heartstrings as I’ve been going through a difficult time. I’m 22 years old and found out I have a tumor, It’s really made me think about my life and how I wasn’t truly living for me and Thankfully it can be fixed but it really kicked me in the butt to really learn how to take care of my self emotionally and mentally. I just really appreciated how open you were with this video. I hope it all works out and of course trust the process 💛💛
I hope you're healthy and happy now 💕
annabelle uploads a new video: me putting aside all my responsibilities to chill watching the video
Sending you a big hug girl. You are the sweetest soul.
Wowowow the thumbnail caught my eye!! I love all the colors you pick for your videos they are always so beautiful!!
I have been really stressed with my internship and school work. My period also hit so I had horrible cramps and back pain too. The vlog was so calming, my heart also feels full right now 💖 Also, thank you for sharing the less pleasant parts of life too! Take care!
We all love a silly dance combo with our pets🥰🐶🐱
your videos had always been so comforting, had a rough day but your vlog totally cheered me up! love you annabelle
We just need to take it one day at a time. You can do it, Anabelle.
Oh and congrats to William on the new job!
you're so brave for being so vulnerable, it's part of the process to getting better x
so proud of you, annabelle! i recently watched eat pray love and it's all about having a balanced life :< and then i saw your title :<
It hurt watching you cry. I'm proud of you, Annabelle. I've watched you constantly for 4 years now and you've been through a lot of changes. Thank you for the reminder, too, that I'm not the only one who might be struggling. We're here with you every step of the way :))
The hug I wanted to give you - oh my goodness.
Ashe did made me cry too, the whole Album is chefs 😗 Omg I can imagine you listening to "I'm fine" and singing along
i just moved away from my family a couple months ago, and doing online college while balancing 2 jobs was extremely stressful. i didn’t always put myself first but most recently i decided to live in the moment and do what’s best for me! i hope you’re doing well, and your videos always seem to come at the right time wherever i am in life, for the past 3 years :)
watching ur vlogs always give me a sense of tranquility. life has not been treating me well recently but I am thankful to find something that brings me small but really much-needed joy. hope you have a nice day ahead! It's good night for me as it is already 12:09am in Malaysia haha
annabelle, u don't know how much i resonate with you in your intro. 🤍
„… and i have.. AaaAh“ (honestly v relatable)
that outro w bambi sitting poised was poetic
Was binge watching your old videos today! And today you uploaded 😭💗
Sending all my love to you, Annabelle. This is such an honest and beautiful diary you showed us. edit: You would really enjoy visiting all the galleries in Germany, hehe.
Omg I feel you with the drinking thing!!
It happened to me last year after the first quarantine. I drank half of an apple cider and the next day I threw up and had really bad diarrhea😆
I didn't drink alcohol for a loong time after this.
you took the video title from yesterday's live chat!! so cute
Where was the live chat?? I must’ve missed it :(
@@arayapaudel5136 it was on instagram, she does that sometimes, you should follow her!
sometimes drinking water, sleeping, and trying to get some food in your system is all you can do❤️
We love you Annabelle
I can’t count how many times my cat has just sat and watched me cried. Definitely beats crying alone.
I CLICKED SO FAST!! The editing is so beautiful, love the colours and details🥺❤️
I'm laughing at William reacting to that squirrel like it was about to rob him hahaha
oh to be this dude 10:03 laying down looking up to the sky
I just want to say how I love how at the beginning your cup matches your T-shirt and your makeup ! Lovely 🍁🍊🍑🧡
I totally relate to March Annabelle. It’s why I started following your account, cause I like this shared journey of self-love and growth with you. 🤗 William totally caught me when he said “we got more exercise than ya’ll. what did you do today?” 😂 also I can’t wait for you and Michelle Choi to hang out together in NY. That would be my dream content I want to see. 🥺💕 lots of love and healing vibes from me to you.
I wish I had RUclips and your vlogs when I was your age 🌸 you inspire me every time I watch
Happy summer Annabelle! We all have ups and downs sometimes, hang in there!
beautifully honest, keep pushing through, you got this x
💖 love your vlogs and always look forward to them!
I really enjoyed this video of just reflections and going through the motions
so happy when i got the notification for this video!! the thumbnail is so so pretty too, hope you have a lovely weekend
So hyped for next week's vlog 🙌 (also the dress at the end was 🔥)
giiiirl you are my FAVORITE ever. haha.. you are real about mental health, you show things as they are, and you are one cute little cookie who have such.. hmmm what's it called in English dunno. but you are so brave for moving away and starting new and new job new life etc. what an independent women! *loved your little dance at the end* - made me smile :)
sending you love💗💘
we're all in this together..
You're doing great Annabelle!! I only hope that you get even better and happier :~) Cant wait for the next vlog 💖
And thank you for sharing the growing pains 🙏
my heart is full from watching this ❤️
better late than never :) the struggles you are sharing are so relatable to me! Thank you for sharing your journey, I cannot wait to see how your channel evolves to fit your authentic self more! (P.S. hace you ever considered streaming your art live on twitch or something? I'd love to see that).
you should make a tutorial or technic(?) about youuur videos editing cus its sooo watchable😍😍
Missed you!!! Best way to end a sort of stressful and sad week 🥲💖
Not William coming for me! Lolol great video. 😊
Dont forget that the office always helps you smile on a tricky day xx
that ending was allI NEEDED
The thumbnail is so pretty!
Although I have never filmed myself crying, I do sort of remember each time I also had those intense moments near my cat and I just am so grateful I had her around. Sending virtual hugs even if I already watched this twice lol
OO I caught the Linh preview 💗
we are all here for you if you need anything
sending you lots of love and good energies !
what is this wonderful orange tool you used on your bed?! as a cat mom, I would love one as well hehe. sending you lots of love
@ 2:19 oh noooooo annabelle lololol - glad you made it home okay tho!!
wow I hear you with the quarantine weight loss and trying to drink again T_T i got sick after my first drink too gahh
"you're the opposite of snow white" had me dying! 😂sending you love!! 💌
the break dance at the end haha
This is a beautiful video, I just found your channel, thank you for sharing 💛
Yay welcome back! Xoxox!!
I’ve missed you
i've never been so early ? good afternoon guys !