Castiel, who never got to feel actual happiness, forced himself to feel actual happiness in order to save his family. I'm not going to ever get over this. Cas died a hero and I'll love him forever.
Oh I'm exactly the same and I'm usually a crier! I thought it was soooo weird that I'm feeling that way but I'm starting to think it's just an initial shock / denial 😔
12 years. 12 years lead to this very moment. I know it sounds like an overreaction but my hands were shaking and so was my breath. I don't....I just don't know what to feel
Im right with you! I’ve already watched the episode 5 times , I’ve Also watched the same clips of’castiel’s last love speech to Dean, a thousand times!I will never be ok! I think that is true ofa lot of us😭😭😭😭😭😭
No, no, no please.... I will never be able to get over the ' hello Dean' and ' goodbye Dean' and the fact that he cried. The angel who isn't supposed to feel emotions cried. And now I'm crying too and damn it Michelle, did you really have to put the 'Castiel 2008- 2020'? That scene was just so heartbreaking and when you show parallels, it somehow makes it hurt more. You're an amazing editor!
did anyone else notice that when Cas pushed Dean out of the way when the emptiness was coming he touched Deans arm/shoulder in the same place as when he raised Dean from hell and it left a bloody handprint on his jacket which is the exact same handprint as the scar that Dean had after he got out of hell
It's the "You changed me Dean" that really hits me. The way his voice just cracks and tears flow down. This is an angel that has lost any angel in him he had left. He changed into a human. He's feeling the strongest human emotion a human can feel...Love. And he's trying to measure up to the same selflessness and bravery of his idol. To show him that this is what he has been this whole time, even if he can't see it through all the anger.
It is, unfortunately, a remnant from the era in which this show began. It's not nearly as prevalent now, but in the 90s and 00s, there was a plethora of shows with an underlying theme of "No one is ever allowed to be happy." I just wish Supernatural would have evolved out of it. It did not.
I wandered around the Internet and caught fits of tears, so I decided to go to RUclips and cheer myself up. first video in recommendations: I don't think so It's amazing, I'm crying again
As if i wasn't sad enough already 😭😭😭 That "hello dean"," Goodbye dean" In the end... Ugh my heart hurts I am not ready to say goodbye to cas,not now,not when he just confessed,not when he felt truly happy,not without knowing how much he's loved... I can't accept his death being permanent
I didn't think I could cry anymore after last night's episode...Then I came across this video and here I am, sobbing again!! That "Hello Dean." "Goodbye Dean."....I DIDN'T NEED MY HEART ANYWAY!!!!! This has gotta be one of the best and saddest fan vids of them I've seen!! WAAAAAA!!
And I 'm crying again...😭 This show really breaks my heart. Thank you for this beautiful sad video. And thank you Castiel,that you become a light for me when I and my heart was in a very dark place. Sorry for my bad English,I'm from Germany.
This is really emotional even for someone not watching the show and just following the general fandom from afar and some of the premise i get and all because i have seen a few episodes but still... Wow what a great fanvideo!!
The talent u have!! 💕. U have taken editing to another level. No one does justice to these edits more than u. 😍. Castiel will be forever in our hearts 💕
I’m still an emotional wreck from 15x18 and now I’m more emotional wreck from this video. Your videos would always touch me and make me emotional. Amazingly beautiful touching video. :(
i sat here in my chair and watched this. there was no tears, no change in facial expressions, just pain... and i think i'm dying. the thing i find funny is that i could never decide how to ship Destiel. Romantically or as friends i could never decide and whats worse is i still can't
Castiel was my comfort character and he taught me so much and I cant believe hes really gone this time that hes not coming g back but he got what he wanted he was finally happy in those last moments he was finally happy because he told dean he loved him and if I could fix one thing and I would only fix one thing and it would be to have Dean say it back because Cas needed to hear it and I bet Dean's gonna beat himself up for not saying it back "why does it sound like a goodbye" " because it is" that broke me 😭
Thank you, really, thank you. I mean, I'm crying all my tears and I kinda hate you a little bit for this beautiful yet devastating video, but I really needed this. I needed to say goodbye to Cas, to see over and over again everything that made him special to us in all these years, to see once again every hug, every smile and how much he loved everyone around him: Sam, Jack, especially Dean. Castiel forever, even if I still can't believe that it's over
THE TEARS. I can't even decide to be angry or sad. Your edit was beautiful but he actual moment..... It feels like we were given so much just to rip it away.
Your parallels and ahh just everything was so fantastic!! God I loved Castiel’s speech and how Dean’s doubts of who he was went full circle. The one person god couldn’t control just woke up the human he has been controlling and said, “Hey, you are good, and everything you’ve ever done came from love, not just some greater evil.” and I think that’s beautiful. I know it’s about cas but seeing this happen for dean was so needed. ❤️
That scene is so hard to digest, hands down the hardest scene to see and digest. But you, Michelle, have manage to make it easier. Your edits always helped me go through the hardest scenes and now... It's still working. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for helping us all to go through this... ♥️
That ending. “Hello Dean” “goodbye Dean” *legit sobbing* . Also, with Castiel saying “I love you” to Dean, seeing that in the script and the writers calling it Castiel’s “deepest truth”, I’m definitely not ok. Im just gonna go cry some more
Dean couldnt even process it; he just stood there in shock seeing his best friend about to be gone forever. I loved the detail with the bloody hand on Deans shoulder as Cass pushed him to the side.
My heart is just broken... The "I love You" just killed me... I can't... And your video just made it so much harder, but i'm so glad you made it. We need this! THANK YOU!!!
MICHELLE PLEASE STOP. I mean no pls never stop doing these but UGH MY FEELINGS I still can't believe this is... real. I feel like I just snorted a lot of cocaine and it's just a vivid dream. Thanks for making me cry again!! Hah.
With each episode and each edit you make, I feel it even more. This is truly incredible and this episode broke me in the best way. I’m so sad and yet so happy at the same time I don’t even know what to feel. Thank you for this you are truly incredible. 🤩
Thank you Michelle for doing this. Of course I just cried another time, but it's totally worth it. This is beautyful and I know I won't ever be able to be okay after this scene. But thank you, it's truly beautiful
SO I AM HERE, CRYING AGAIN THE MUSIC, THE MUSIC!!!!!!! THE FLASHBACKS YOU PUT EVERYTHING IN THIS LITTLE EDIT, I LOVE IT. THE WAY CAS WENT WITH HIM, LIKE ALWAYS I THINK NOTHING CAN EXPLAIN DEANS EXPRESSION WHEN CAS TOLD HIM EVERYTHING I AM BROKEN, BUT ALSO HAPPY THIS IS SO ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. I LOVE THIS EDIT SO MUCH. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS. LITERALLY
Since this was posted I was building up the courage to watch it and man... I'm in pieces, cried a lot but the editing is gold, congrats on the amazing vid
And you did it again. Your talent is simply amazing. The episode was hard to process but you helped again a lot. If this one brought already so many emotions i can't imagine how the last two are gonna be... The acting was so good, from everyone. They did a fantastic job. I loved the Sam Dean hug so much i hope we will get at least one more. I'm so sad because of Cas but i think it was a beautiful ending for him and Misha.
I'm literally sitting here and watching this over and over and sobbing. I know I'm torturing myself but I don't know how to deal with Cas' absence. He is gone. I don't know how I recover from all this. God help me.
" I never found an answer because the one thing I want, it’s something I know I can’t have. But I think I know now, happiness isn’t in the having, it’s in the being. It’s in just saying it. "
Okay so I just finished the episode an hour ago. finally put myself together, watched this and the "hello, dean" and the subsequent "goodbye, dean" undid me all over again and I just ugly cried for another 2 minutes. Thanks for that. But beautiful video, I will cherish it.
For me, this hurts so much because it really feels like a goodbye. Even when Cas will be back in the final.. its a goodbye after all. It will be the last time, for all of us. The end. But its ok, because what we got, all this years, what we have in our hearts will still be there. Im so grateful.
I knew you would make this video. And I knew I wouldn't help myself crying 😭. Because your edits are up to Mark ❣️ Edit: Now excuse me while I go cry in a corner.
My God, Michelle, not this song.😭 I'm still sobing after what I saw on the 15x18, I knew that Cas will die because of that deal with The Empty but when it actually happened - it hurt so bad. What he said about himself, about Dean - that was beautiful and so sad at the same time. Goodbye, our Angel friend.😭❤
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Michelle, i swear to god...
@@semifie we don't say that name here
@@valoriethunderson6305 I agree he should burn in hell
I'm just so grateful that we're all in this together. It helps, you know 😃
@@Salvatoro4ka 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
MICHELLE I SWEAR TO CHUCK, “hello Dean” “goodbye Dean” WHYYYYYYYYY WHY DO YOU HURT ME THIS WAY
YEAH WHY JUST WHY
I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT😭
Castiel, who never got to feel actual happiness, forced himself to feel actual happiness in order to save his family. I'm not going to ever get over this. Cas died a hero and I'll love him forever.
:(
"Hello Dean."
"Goodbye Dean."
He became happy. Because he finally said "I love you, Dean."
I love you Castiel. So much... Thank you Michelle. Great job as always.
💔
I love you, Dean. Finally. Destiel is canon
it honestly still hasn’t sunk in. i watched it with my siblings and everyone was crying except me. I’m scared for when the shock wears off
Same here I'm still trying to process what happened...
Oh I'm exactly the same and I'm usually a crier! I thought it was soooo weird that I'm feeling that way but I'm starting to think it's just an initial shock / denial 😔
12 years. 12 years lead to this very moment. I know it sounds like an overreaction but my hands were shaking and so was my breath. I don't....I just don't know what to feel
I haven't left Tumblr since the episode aired I'm SPEECHLESS ASDFGHJKL
Same
I wish I had tumblr so I could go on with the rest of the fandom :(
Im right with you! I’ve already watched the episode 5 times , I’ve Also watched the same clips of’castiel’s last love speech to Dean, a thousand times!I will never be ok! I think that is true ofa lot of us😭😭😭😭😭😭
lol same
fucking same
No, no, no please.... I will never be able to get over the ' hello Dean' and ' goodbye Dean' and the fact that he cried. The angel who isn't supposed to feel emotions cried. And now I'm crying too and damn it Michelle, did you really have to put the 'Castiel 2008- 2020'? That scene was just so heartbreaking and when you show parallels, it somehow makes it hurt more. You're an amazing editor!
That line hello dean,can anyone tell me which scene is that
@@who_am_ii when he first met him probably which was either season3 or 4 im not sure but it was called Lazarus rising I think
the music: *starts*
me: okay, a little bit of piano...
adele: when the rain...
me: HOW DARE YOU
R.I.P castiel (2008-2020)
did anyone else notice that when Cas pushed Dean out of the way when the emptiness was coming he touched Deans arm/shoulder in the same place as when he raised Dean from hell and it left a bloody handprint on his jacket which is the exact same handprint as the scar that Dean had after he got out of hell
It's the "You changed me Dean" that really hits me. The way his voice just cracks and tears flow down. This is an angel that has lost any angel in him he had left. He changed into a human. He's feeling the strongest human emotion a human can feel...Love. And he's trying to measure up to the same selflessness and bravery of his idol. To show him that this is what he has been this whole time, even if he can't see it through all the anger.
And the tears just keep flowing..... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My mind was ripped back to the time Dean tells him "Don't ever change." and then I just cried some more.
I cried so much during that scene, so how the hell am I supposed to watch the finale? I can’t say goodbye to Sam and Dean
Me : *see this in recommendation*
*Sigh*
*grab tissue*
Me : let's do this again
Same
Castiel Forever ❤️😭 I’m so sad about everything that happened. They don’t deserve to lose everyone.
I’ll never forget Castiel.
It is, unfortunately, a remnant from the era in which this show began. It's not nearly as prevalent now, but in the 90s and 00s, there was a plethora of shows with an underlying theme of "No one is ever allowed to be happy." I just wish Supernatural would have evolved out of it. It did not.
Thank you for everything Castiel and reminding Dean who he really is.
I wandered around the Internet and caught fits of tears, so I decided to go to RUclips and cheer myself up.
first video in recommendations: I don't think so
It's amazing, I'm crying again
I’ve never been more sad about losing a fictional character. I’ve genuinely never cried as much as I did today 😭😭
Words are not enough. Therefore, we have art.
And you are making art. You use your art to express how we are all feeling right now.
MANY THANKS
Goodbye Cas 😭😭😭 My Favourite Angel Forever ❤❤ We Love You, You Changed Us
😭😭😭 this is amazing but so sad. Goodbye cas, you’ve changed us for the better.
Right? Just as knowing Dean has changed Cas, knowing Cas has changed me.
As if i wasn't sad enough already 😭😭😭
That "hello dean"," Goodbye dean" In the end... Ugh my heart hurts
I am not ready to say goodbye to cas,not now,not when he just confessed,not when he felt truly happy,not without knowing how much he's loved... I can't accept his death being permanent
Just when I thought the ugly crying was over until next week, THIS shows up on my wall! So beautiful soooo well done, thank you for this masterpiece!
NOOOOO THIS SONG AND THE PARALLELS THAT YOU ALWAYS FIND??? too much 😭 too beautiful 💙
I didn't think I could cry anymore after last night's episode...Then I came across this video and here I am, sobbing again!! That "Hello Dean." "Goodbye Dean."....I DIDN'T NEED MY HEART ANYWAY!!!!! This has gotta be one of the best and saddest fan vids of them I've seen!! WAAAAAA!!
now imagine this with "can't help falling in love with you"
And I 'm crying again...😭 This show really breaks my heart.
Thank you for this beautiful sad video.
And thank you Castiel,that you become a light for me when I and my heart was in a very dark place.
Sorry for my bad English,I'm from Germany.
THAT ENDING!!!!!!!!!
here after just watching the final episode and genuinely can't and now this EDIT?!! i thought i already cried enough but it's never enough i guess.
I’m crying!!! This is so sad😭😭
My heart’s breaking 💔💔
#supernaturalforever
#destiel
I love you Dean, Sam, Cas and Jack!♥️♥️
This is really emotional even for someone not watching the show and just following the general fandom from afar and some of the premise i get and all because i have seen a few episodes but still... Wow what a great fanvideo!!
The talent u have!! 💕. U have taken editing to another level. No one does justice to these edits more than u. 😍. Castiel will be forever in our hearts 💕
I HAVEN'T WATCHED THIS YET BUT THE TITLE MADE ME SO ANGRY THAT I'M CRYING NOW
I’m still an emotional wreck from 15x18 and now I’m more emotional wreck from this video. Your videos would always touch me and make me emotional. Amazingly beautiful touching video. :(
i sat here in my chair and watched this. there was no tears, no change in facial expressions, just pain... and i think i'm dying.
the thing i find funny is that i could never decide how to ship Destiel. Romantically or as friends i could never decide and whats worse is i still can't
Castiel was my comfort character and he taught me so much and I cant believe hes really gone this time that hes not coming g back but he got what he wanted he was finally happy in those last moments he was finally happy because he told dean he loved him and if I could fix one thing and I would only fix one thing and it would be to have Dean say it back because Cas needed to hear it and I bet Dean's gonna beat himself up for not saying it back "why does it sound like a goodbye" " because it is" that broke me 😭
THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS VIDEO SO FAST
Thank you, really, thank you.
I mean, I'm crying all my tears and I kinda hate you a little bit for this beautiful yet devastating video, but I really needed this. I needed to say goodbye to Cas, to see over and over again everything that made him special to us in all these years, to see once again every hug, every smile and how much he loved everyone around him: Sam, Jack, especially Dean.
Castiel forever, even if I still can't believe that it's over
Not out in France yet but.. the title of this AMV and the pic.. I can't wait TvT
Am I already crying ? Yes
Will I also cry watching the episode ? Yes
Good bye Dean 💔😭😭
Damn it, I bawled last night during the episode & now you're making me bawl all over again.
THE TEARS. I can't even decide to be angry or sad. Your edit was beautiful but he actual moment..... It feels like we were given so much just to rip it away.
Your parallels and ahh just everything was so fantastic!!
God I loved Castiel’s speech and how Dean’s doubts of who he was went full circle. The one person god couldn’t control just woke up the human he has been controlling and said, “Hey, you are good, and everything you’ve ever done came from love, not just some greater evil.” and I think that’s beautiful. I know it’s about cas but seeing this happen for dean was so needed. ❤️
my god the tears are still flowing the "I'll go with you" omg
This is art. it's not even fair anymore. How are you this talented?!
😭💙
He was part of my life for 12 years but I'll miss him forever more.
the only show that made me happy, sad, angry and brave. I can't just say goodbye forever
That scene is so hard to digest, hands down the hardest scene to see and digest. But you, Michelle, have manage to make it easier. Your edits always helped me go through the hardest scenes and now... It's still working. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for helping us all to go through this... ♥️
Haven't even started and I know this is going to kill me but thanks anyway!❤️😂
That ending. “Hello Dean” “goodbye Dean” *legit sobbing* . Also, with Castiel saying “I love you” to Dean, seeing that in the script and the writers calling it Castiel’s “deepest truth”, I’m definitely not ok. Im just gonna go cry some more
Michelle, your work... I can't find the words.
I am from Germany and had not have the chance to see the last season.
THANK YOU
Dean couldnt even process it; he just stood there in shock seeing his best friend about to be gone forever.
I loved the detail with the bloody hand on Deans shoulder as Cass pushed him to the side.
Well..... im sobbing. 😭❤
This edit is so beautiful and all the parallels are making me cry🥺
Still speechless.. Still can't believe..
I’m in tears...again...absolutely beautiful. ❤️
Michelle I swear, every edit you make of this series is a MASTERPIECE!
💙💙💙
It's okay I've already been crying for an hour over the episode , I can keep crying
My heart is just broken... The "I love You" just killed me... I can't...
And your video just made it so much harder, but i'm so glad you made it. We need this!
THANK YOU!!!
my breakdown has lasted over 14 hours this has rocked by soul honestly. and putting all this to adele!!!!! PAIN
This hurt... this hurt bad. I don’t know how we are going to recover from this. How are we expected to survive 2 more episodes... 😭
I thought I was done crying but I don't think I'll ever stop
Thanks for breaking down the final monologue like this. It really helped me process.
This is the first edit of this episode that I watched and now I have watched them all I have to say this is the best one I have seen
But, man. The parallels! This is gorgeous!!
thanks for drawing the conclusion between his first and his last appearance. gotta love the little things!
WHY DID YOU DO THIS! It's so perfectly made, but now I'm sobbing...
MICHELLE PLEASE STOP. I mean no pls never stop doing these but UGH MY FEELINGS
I still can't believe this is... real. I feel like I just snorted a lot of cocaine and it's just a vivid dream.
Thanks for making me cry again!! Hah.
im truly speechless. i haven't cried this hard since Tony stark died..
With each episode and each edit you make, I feel it even more. This is truly incredible and this episode broke me in the best way. I’m so sad and yet so happy at the same time I don’t even know what to feel. Thank you for this you are truly incredible. 🤩
you’re videos are always emotional but this one...wow it’s so well put together even if im watching it through the blur from my tears
Thank you Michelle for doing this. Of course I just cried another time, but it's totally worth it. This is beautyful and I know I won't ever be able to be okay after this scene. But thank you, it's truly beautiful
Here i was thinking I had no tears left ..... look at me now after your vid.... oh my god I can't stop crying...
No he finally Confessed his love to Dean I’m crying
I'll miss him so much 😭 goodbye Castiel, you were the best of us and you deserved the world ♥️
SO I AM HERE, CRYING AGAIN
THE MUSIC, THE MUSIC!!!!!!!
THE FLASHBACKS
YOU PUT EVERYTHING IN THIS LITTLE EDIT, I LOVE IT.
THE WAY CAS WENT WITH HIM, LIKE ALWAYS
I THINK NOTHING CAN EXPLAIN DEANS EXPRESSION WHEN CAS TOLD HIM EVERYTHING
I AM BROKEN, BUT ALSO HAPPY
THIS IS SO ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL. I LOVE THIS EDIT SO MUCH. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS. LITERALLY
I'll have to replay this because I couldn't see through all the tears
I know what I come for here but it still hurts
... thank you ?
THIS
BROKE
MY
HEART
I LOVE THE SONG AND THEM AND YOUR EDITING
wow that actually really really hurt. it was beautiful but now i've got bruised feelings or more so than already. i love it
It's really hurts me... thanks Castiel, you'll be missed
Since this was posted I was building up the courage to watch it and man... I'm in pieces, cried a lot but the editing is gold, congrats on the amazing vid
It made me cry after 10 secondes, so so touching. A beautiful edit..really, thank you
And you did it again. Your talent is simply amazing.
The episode was hard to process but you helped again a lot.
If this one brought already so many emotions i can't imagine how the last two are gonna be...
The acting was so good, from everyone. They did a fantastic job.
I loved the Sam Dean hug so much i hope we will get at least one more.
I'm so sad because of Cas but i think it was a beautiful ending for him and Misha.
I'm literally sitting here and watching this over and over and sobbing. I know I'm torturing myself but I don't know how to deal with Cas' absence. He is gone. I don't know how I recover from all this. God help me.
ohhh my gosh.... im speechless this is incredible... beautiful... absolutely perfect
"Castiel, 2008, 2020". It broke me 😭😭😭😀
can't believe i even dared think i am done crying for cas and dean
" I never found an answer because the one thing I want, it’s something I know I can’t have. But I think I know now, happiness isn’t in the having, it’s in the being. It’s in just saying it. "
I can't stop tearing up from this.
the way I literally sobbed my way watching this 🥺😭
So sad but beautifully done. Family love is so important and that's what Cas found 💙💙
Okay so I just finished the episode an hour ago. finally put myself together, watched this and the "hello, dean" and the subsequent "goodbye, dean" undid me all over again and I just ugly cried for another 2 minutes. Thanks for that. But beautiful video, I will cherish it.
just the ending shots of the first cas body shot and the last cas bonds shot, it got me man
this is so perfect. it hurts so much but in a good way
For me, this hurts so much because it really feels like a goodbye. Even when Cas will be back in the final.. its a goodbye after all. It will be the last time, for all of us. The end. But its ok, because what we got, all this years, what we have in our hearts will still be there. Im so grateful.
THAT LAST BIT OF CAS BEING TAKEN AWAY TO THE EMPTY AND THE VERY FIRST SCENE WHERE HE SHOWED HIS WINGS WHO ALLOWED YOU
I knew you would make this video. And I knew I wouldn't help myself crying 😭. Because your edits are up to Mark ❣️
Edit: Now excuse me while I go cry in a corner.
Goodbye Castiel R.I.P 😢
Oof! This is beautiful, painful perfection! My heart just shattered all over again. I don't know how I'm going to survive the last two episodes!
My God, Michelle, not this song.😭 I'm still sobing after what I saw on the 15x18, I knew that Cas will die because of that deal with The Empty but when it actually happened - it hurt so bad. What he said about himself, about Dean - that was beautiful and so sad at the same time. Goodbye, our Angel friend.😭❤