This was the first destiel edit I ever watched. I had never watched an episode of Supernatural, but this edit inspired me to join a discord in preparation for the finale. What followed was some of the most fun months in mommy years in fandom, filled with watching edits, reading fics, and loving the creativity in the Supernatural fandom. I have been outside of the fandom for years now, but I still watch this video often. The music choice, the clips, the interspacing between dialogue from the confession and throughout the series, every part of this edit reminds me why I fell in love with Destiel in the first place. What I’m trying to say is that this edit changed my life when I found it. Thank you for putting the time and effort into making this masterpiece. Even years later, it still brings a smile to my face each time I watch and listen again :)
Thank you so much for your comment, it means a lot to see my work being appreciated 💜 I mostly try to express whatever I'm feeling with my edits or I edit for fun when inspiration strikes. So it's astounding for me to read how much of an impact this little hobby of mine can have And btw if you want to connect on Discord and chat some more, I'm @julicorn there 🫶🏼
"I thought I would ruin him, revenge for the pain he's caused me, but... he won't. Shut. Up. I thought it was loud before, but now it's like a never-ending soap opera. He won't go to sleep! TAKE HIM BACK."
No, Dean is going to have to go there and save Cas. It's gonna parallel Cas raising Dean from Hell. Then he will get to repeat Castiel's "you deserve to be saved" speech right back at him. Then, finally, Cas can stay with Dean!! It's the only way that makes narrative sense.
@@Ian-hu1gi - EXACTLY 💚💙 & making Dean the one annoying the Empty, cuz of course he broke in & no human has ever done that before etc etc & Empty decides maybe it's better to just give up this one after all LOL & that's how Dean gets to finally be the one to save his angel (every other time Cas came back was mysterious &/or "miraculous") & he will FIINALLY be relieved of his guilt over losing him over & over aahhh ♡ please make it good ♡
Actually little fun fact, in their fight scene (I can’t remember what season) but Dean repeatedly says “I need you.” That line was originally written as “I love you”
@@crystltwilight it was in the original script, but they cut it out because Dean just doesn’t casually say “I love you” yknow? It’s on IMDB when you look at trivia for supernatural.
not a soul can convince me that dean doesn't love cas. it didn't surprise me that he wasn't able to say 'i love you' back because c'mon this is dean winchester we're talking about. he can't process emotions. but the way he looks at cas, ever since the beginning, and his prayers in purgatory. and the _constant flirting._ there's no way the feelings aren't reciprocated :') i just hope they get the happy ending they deserve
There is no question that Dean loves Cas. If it is brotherly or romantic that is open to interpretation, but Dean loves Cas more than any other being that isn't his brother. Cas is as important as Sam for Dean - and he is literally ready to die for them. If that isn't love I don't know what else.
Also, Dean didn't have time to process what Cas had just said. I mean, the Empty was behind him, Death was at the door, Cas said SO MANY nice things to him (which is something he never had) Cas just said I love you to him...., he didn't have time to say anything 😭😭 Anyone in that situation would be shocked, especially Dean, who is bad at handling emotion!
Remember what Mary used to say to while putting Dean to bed every night? "Angels are watching over you." When I first heard that in season 5 in the flashback episode, it was a terrifying prophecy: the angels were literally watching over him, using him as a pawn in their game. Now, to me, this takes a whole another meaning. Even if her memory was erased, it almost feels as if Mary had an inkling, a gut feeling, as to how her boys' lives would unfold. Sam was chosen, for better or for worse, by Yellow Eyes. He would always be cared for and paid more attention to by both John and Dean. His issues would be catered to more, obviously, and rightfully so. Dean, being the eldest, the scapegoat and the sidelined, in the constant conflict between John and Sam, would remain largely uncared for. Sam in his adult life goes on to form meaningful relationships; doesn't matter how they end, he has the capacity to do so. Dean...Dean has nobody. Nobody except Sam. It's Cas who saves him, literally renews his life or "re-births" him, pulling him out of hell. After Mary- whose love was not divided at least in his conscious memory, between him and Sam(since Sam was a baby at the time)-for Dean, Cas is that truest form of love which fills the void of her death. He believes again, he is saved again. Cas is Mary's prayer for Dean, realized. In a show so largely governed by destiny, Cas and Dean were meant to meet; what they made of their bond is a different thing entirely. Dean was never alone, he had Cas, he would have Cas, since before he was born.
Dean may not have ever verbally said "I love you" but he has told cas he loves him in so many other ways. Even if you dont ship destiel we can all agree on that. They care for each other weather it be as "lovers", best friends, brothers, how ever you want to see it. They cared about each other, castiel sacrificed himself to save dean. Misha Collins is THE BEST actor I have ever seen, no one can convince me otherwise. Thank you for the amazing character
Arent we skipping over the fact that dean literally said " I'm sorry it took me so long to say it... cas I have to tell you something." Then cas stopped him, and that the fact is If dean had said "I love you" cas would've probably gotten taken by the empty right then and there, without any sort of explanation to dean? Fact of the matter is, this is probably the best, most accurate to their situation, love confession that could've happened.
By my first watch of Season 15, i didn't realize this fact, but the more often i watch such beautiful edits and rewatch the episodes, there can't be another reality as the one you described 💔 It's heartbreaking, but it's beautiful and wonderful at the same time 😩
i’ve never watched supernatural but i know that one day i’m going to sit down and watch it all just for this one gay scene because in the end i’m gay, that’s what i do.
I'll never forgive spn for not appreciating castiel enough, or at all. He was the most selfless character in the show, sacrificed everything for the people he loved. He deserved better. They better bring him back for the finale.
omg, im not even lying when i said castiels confession has changed my life, i have already lost 4 pounds, i am happy, my anxiety and my depression is getting better, im sleeping better, i am feeling optimistic about life, and i finally believe in love again
Ok but these are all clips from the show. None of this is edited, it's all real, they all said that. You cannot tell me they are not in love. (started crying at the 1:50 mark)
to anyone worried that castiel is permanently dead, or that dean won't reciprocate, let me fill you in on my theory, backed with evidence. (spoilers/possible outcome?) - so, to start all of this off, isn't it a little fishy that all of the cast members are so adamant on the fact that Misha isn't in the final episodes? they keep pushing it on us, removing him from the IMDB casting list? (im pretty sure teen wolf? did this with stiles? idk). it's like they're desperate for us to believe that Cas is truly gone. it's a great marketing tactic - instill fear in the viewers to give them whiplash when they return. so let's start. - 1.) Castiel shares a scene with Uriel in season 15. In Febuary, Misha tweeted a set photo of him and the actor for Uriel together. So, obviously, Cas needs to be alive in order to have a scene with Uriel. 2.) Finality. That didn't feel like a true goodbye. Dean didn't even have time to process anything, and wasn't able to say anything in return. 3.) Leaked Script. There's a line that says, "Dean can't reciprocate. Cass doesn't need him to." Can't does NOT mean Doesn't. 'I can't love you,' is different than 'I don't love you,'. Dean doesn't have even a second to process things. He's emotionally constipated, and in a timeframe of 6 minutes, his best friend of 10 years professed his love for him and promptly died. He can't reciprocate because he is overwhelmed with everything that just happened. I have hope. I truly think that Dean will reciprocate those romantic feelings for Cas. (also to anyone saying that it's not romantic, could you explain the line 'Because what I want, it's something I can't have'? Cas already has Dean's platonic/friendly love. He wants more, but knows he can't have it.)
Ok. So I've been obsessed with this for awhile now. And finally, Misha confirmed this as romantic love. Which is actually quite disappointing because it falls into the "bury your gays" thing... And before it was confirmed I wasn't convinced that this was romantic love. Because a lot of what was said, can also be considered non-romantic as well... "knowing you, has changed me... You changed me dean" which was said before and this is easily something you can say to a friend you have unconditional love for. As for that line "because the one thing that I Want... Is something I know I can't have... But happiness isn't in the having... It's just being... It's just in saying it" the way I interpreted this at the time, in my mind, he was talking about happiness in general. He just couldn't be happy. But he can choose to BE happy... He can choose to SAY he's happy... I figured he just wanted to be happy to be with Sam, Dean, and Jack doing what they do... Living a life as they did. Making it on their own with their own freedom... Without Chuck, death or anyone in the way to make it so difficult. Because in one episode he said something that he was never truly happy because of everything that was always going on... Lucifer, AU Michael, princes of hell, the darkness, Leviathans, Death, British men of letters, now Chuck... There was never really anytime to slow down and just be happy... There was always something in the way. I figured as long as Dean, Sam and the others kept pushing for their freedom, Cass would be so tied down trying to help them and look for that win... Without being happy himself. And that is what I thought he meant about not being able to have what he wanted. Now knowing that this was a true declaration of romantic love, I can see this slightly different.... He couldn't happy, because Dean was always struggling. He wanted Dean to be happy. He wanted Dean to feel safe, and free, without so much baggage. The one thing he wants most, is Dean to be happy now. He wants to see Dean live the rest of his life with happiness and peace of mind. So he sacrifices himself, protecting him from Death just for a chance to give Dean that life. Even if it meant Cass couldn't be apart of it.
Yeah even if some idiot wants to argue that it's one sided, that was by no means enough closure for Dean because Cas is his best friend and how many people would be satisfied with that sort of goodbye to their best friend? No people. But yeah he's going to come back and Dean will confess back. See y'all in the afterlife because I barely survived Cas' confession so I definitely won't be surviving this byeeeeeeeeeeee
This time we had some aspects that pretty much closes Castiel's cycle. I don't think he is ever coming back... Hope is with us till the end, but prepare yourselves now
Who else knew as soon as he made the deal, that his happiness would be loving Dean? Season 15 built up huge scenes between them showing their mutual love for each other only to end the way it did. 🥺
nah he's really just ~sleeping lol it's literally the "peace" that most every tired soul yearns for (as opposed to being tortured (Hell) or staying in old memories ("Heaven")) & it will just take another epic act of love to wake him up & make the old grumpy sleep-deprived Empty realize it's not worth the stress to keep him so back he goes.. & maybe as a human this time 💚💙
@RAEGAN VIDRINE - my reply was written way back when we still had hope that Dean was gonna be the first one with a plan to break into the Empty's Void loool & at that point I had forgotten / overlooked the throwaway line awhile back where dead!Ruby described it as a place of "regretful dreams" or whatever & Cas had agreed (& that still sounds like bad writing anyways, so ehh) but he HAD been asleep there before Jack woke him the first time & we never got to see what he dreamt of, just got hints when the Empty tried to threaten him to go back to sleep; but overall the Empty was never a "big bad villain" type, it didn't want power or to take over anything, just to be left alone & then got a grudge when Jack disrupted it by waking Cas & wanted to claim that Jack's half-angel side meant he belonged in the Void in his death instead of Heaven; Cas said he'd take his place intending to go right away but Empty just put it off out of petty revenge.. so thus the concept of Dean being the one to rescue Castiel & walking him up this time, that's the ending we deserved 💚💙
And honestly I felt that was a waste or Destiel because Bobby is the one that told Dean in heaven that cast is alive and he's in heaven lifting I thought that would have been in perfect way to finally get Dean and Castillo together that was a waste of opportunity
And that's another thing that became God with him showing that he can resurrect people cast being back in heaven why couldn't he resurrect Dean and bring cas back so it can be Sam Dean and Cas for the final supernatural wasted opportunities in the final they could live so much more like Sam and Dean and heaven with Mary and John Winchester standing next to Bobby
Goodbye Cas! No more comebacks, no more roadtrips, no more hunting, no more funny scenes or bickering with Dean. Rest well my Angel! You will always have special place in my heart!
I honestly thought Dean and Cas kind of drifted a little as the seasons went on. Still close but their relationship had a boundary that wasn’t there before. Seeing this makes me so happy. I ship it, but honestly putting that aside this love goes beyond romantic, platonic, etc. This is true love. This is soulmate love. You don’t have to go all fancy with the hugging, kissing, and sex scenes to show love. Just being there, supporting each other through the most insane shit ever. Just looking into each other’s eyes and saying everything without saying anything. Just saying I love you in so many ways other than the words itself and knowing what they truly mean. This, this right here says it all and it broke us. I first watched this little confession scene where there was little context to what was happening beforehand but Cas started talking about him being happy, and that it was Dean that made him happy. I was like so shocked that this really happened then saddened and more shocked about him being taken away...or even dying and Dean was left in shock and broken. When I watched the full scene, I cried even more. I saw the defeated look on both their faces as they new the end was coming. Dean’s face as he realizes this is it and he can’t save anyone just was devastating. Then, when Cas mentioned that he made a deal that when he found true happiness he could be taken, I was confused at first. That’s when Cas started talking and suddenly everything Cas had said to Dean made the confession 100 times more sad and heartfelt and I couldn’t take it. I broke down as Cas was literally confessing to Dean that he’s his true happiness, he’s the reason Cas was able to fall in love with humanity because in his eyes, he had the perfect human being to show him how to feel like they do. When I saw the little portal thing open (sorry not caught up just stumbled upon this spoiler) I lost it because IT WAS ALL TRUE. HIS FEELINGS WERE TRUE AND THE PORTAL LOOKING THINGY KNEW AS WELLLLL OR ELSE IT WOULDNT HAVE COME! I can’t believe it took this long to finally happen, and now I’m left with a hole in my heart. I’m going to watch this show again, try to make it to the end and hopefully by then there’s a happy ending for them somewhere.
my roommates are coming in and out of their rooms so im trying hard not to lose it, this show somehow knows how to break me every single time. I haven't stayed caught up, I don't know whats going on since season 12 but the "I love you scene" just popped up and I couldn't resist. If they don't pull something in the last episode then i'm gonna flip out, this show has been teasing us and pulling at our heart strings for too long not to give us this.
Man if they had became Canon before what happened to Cass, they would've been the best love story ever told and the best ship....they are but its sad that he confessed and died 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I realized most of what they said to others was really meant for each other. Jack was their kid and Sam was the uncle
Dean almost said that, he was too shy or he didn't express his feelings easily like the others. He tried to say it, but he couldn't. Something was pulling him down, it was fear, fear of his true feeling about Cas. I really loved this edit, this gonna be the most important video on youtube to me. Hahahaha ♥️🌈
Beautiful. I will literally never recover from this. As much as I know we will probably never see Cas again I really hope we get a glimpse of him. Like if Dean dies and goes to heaven, maybe we'll see Can there??? Honestly I just need something to help me recover from Dean not getting the chance to tell Cas he loves him too
Omg the best video about this episode I have seen today part of me died with Cas and other part will die after SPN will be over I hope that Dean will say it back or confess his love for Cas to himself at least
WHY DO I KEEP SEEKING OUT THESE VIDEOS ON RUclips WHEN I KNOW THEY'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY??!! BEAUTIFUL edit, but also, HOW DARE YOU!! :'( :'( :'( :'( Seriously. So good though. Thank you.
i just want you to know that this has been my emotional support youtube vid for the last two weeks; i've watched it at least 100 times and i regret NOTHING. so well done. soooo beautiful. these two, i stg...
This is the very scene that got me into Supernatural a week ago. I knew about the terrible ending yet I started a 15 seasoned show just for one confession scene 😞
what hurts me the most is the tears in the final scene together were real, their real life friendship and the fact the show was ending ended a big part of their lives. I'm a strong destial shipper, i see it it hurt lol but i also saw them knowing the end of an era was coming
also it is 100% possible that he filmed his season finale scenes even if he wasn't there the day they technically filmed them. it's actually pretty common to do when scheduling someone who might not have very many scenes in a certain episode.
I've been waiting for this video for so long and it was so worth it 😭, just like the ship, their story is so stunning and your edit is so beautiful and told their relationship beautifully, I really hope this is not the end of their story, or cas, but if it is, he'll always live in my heart and I am so proud of him 💚💙 #destiel #castielforever
I know you've been waiting. We have all been waiting for this beautiful moment for one of them to confess. I still hope there will be more Destiel in the last two episodes 🤞
Sometimes the fan videos are better than the original. Because there is much more heart in it. The video is really deep. I love it. very good work. It gets under your skin. And the music choice. Perfect.
Ok, this is one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen.. I've never watched this show but this hits me and I feel em...it rips my heart to see em like this. Good job on this brilliant editing! TvT
the episode with Castiel's death was officially my last. I hoped to the last that if there was a good ending, they would let him live, because this character, like no other, deserved it. This is the most painful loss. Beautiful, though. In any case, thank you for all these many years of the series ' existence. It was a new stage in my life, on the way to change. Cas, you were the best.. You changed me, too. Misha is the best actor.
I may be overly sensitive to this show, but it holds a special place in my heart, especially Castiel, since its appearance in season four, you know. Even then, he became my favorite. And that's why every time I watch these videos where Destiel is so cruelly broken and Cas is dying, I can't help but cry. Seriously. 😭
This is beautiful! Thank you for making this video. I love the choices you made, song and scenes! Very well done. My heart is breaking, but i cant stop watching this over and over again. Beauty sometimes hurts.
All these years..we were right and people were laughing at us. Who Is laughing now huh?! Well..not me because i am too busy crying my eyes out. Amazing vid! Thank you!
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This was the first destiel edit I ever watched. I had never watched an episode of Supernatural, but this edit inspired me to join a discord in preparation for the finale. What followed was some of the most fun months in mommy years in fandom, filled with watching edits, reading fics, and loving the creativity in the Supernatural fandom.
I have been outside of the fandom for years now, but I still watch this video often. The music choice, the clips, the interspacing between dialogue from the confession and throughout the series, every part of this edit reminds me why I fell in love with Destiel in the first place.
What I’m trying to say is that this edit changed my life when I found it. Thank you for putting the time and effort into making this masterpiece. Even years later, it still brings a smile to my face each time I watch and listen again :)
Thank you so much for your comment, it means a lot to see my work being appreciated 💜
I mostly try to express whatever I'm feeling with my edits or I edit for fun when inspiration strikes. So it's astounding for me to read how much of an impact this little hobby of mine can have
And btw if you want to connect on Discord and chat some more, I'm @julicorn there 🫶🏼
Next episode;
The empty: I take it back. I don’t want him. He talks too much and there’s too much gay sass. **yeets Cas at Dean*
cas pissed off the empty once, he can do it again (i hope) 😭
"I thought I would ruin him, revenge for the pain he's caused me, but... he won't. Shut. Up. I thought it was loud before, but now it's like a never-ending soap opera. He won't go to sleep! TAKE HIM BACK."
No, Dean is going to have to go there and save Cas. It's gonna parallel Cas raising Dean from Hell. Then he will get to repeat Castiel's "you deserve to be saved" speech right back at him. Then, finally, Cas can stay with Dean!! It's the only way that makes narrative sense.
I literally LOL'D at this omg same as what I been saying but with a cracky twist **snerk** the "yeet" killed me! xD
@@Ian-hu1gi - EXACTLY 💚💙 & making Dean the one annoying the Empty, cuz of course he broke in & no human has ever done that before etc etc & Empty decides maybe it's better to just give up this one after all LOL & that's how Dean gets to finally be the one to save his angel (every other time Cas came back was mysterious &/or "miraculous") & he will FIINALLY be relieved of his guilt over losing him over & over aahhh ♡ please make it good ♡
Deans “I need yous” are his way of saying “I love you”
Actually little fun fact, in their fight scene (I can’t remember what season) but Dean repeatedly says “I need you.” That line was originally written as “I love you”
@@kingofechos Season 8
@@kingofechos really?! Where did you read that from??❤
@@crystltwilight it was in the original script, but they cut it out because Dean just doesn’t casually say “I love you” yknow? It’s on IMDB when you look at trivia for supernatural.
i thought about it too..
not a soul can convince me that dean doesn't love cas. it didn't surprise me that he wasn't able to say 'i love you' back because c'mon this is dean winchester we're talking about. he can't process emotions. but the way he looks at cas, ever since the beginning, and his prayers in purgatory. and the _constant flirting._ there's no way the feelings aren't reciprocated :') i just hope they get the happy ending they deserve
The problem is, end isn't happy 😢😭
I feel he meant I love you everytime je said I need you...
There is no question that Dean loves Cas. If it is brotherly or romantic that is open to interpretation, but Dean loves Cas more than any other being that isn't his brother. Cas is as important as Sam for Dean - and he is literally ready to die for them. If that isn't love I don't know what else.
Also, Dean didn't have time to process what Cas had just said. I mean, the Empty was behind him, Death was at the door, Cas said SO MANY nice things to him (which is something he never had) Cas just said I love you to him...., he didn't have time to say anything 😭😭
Anyone in that situation would be shocked, especially Dean, who is bad at handling emotion!
@@serenas.3842 Dean has also said many times he would die for Cass so that just shows how much he loves him
i’m glad we’re all losing it collectively bc I don’t know what I’d ever do dealing with this alone
I feel you
For realll
girl same
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Remember what Mary used to say to while putting Dean to bed every night?
"Angels are watching over you."
When I first heard that in season 5 in the flashback episode, it was a terrifying prophecy: the angels were literally watching over him, using him as a pawn in their game. Now, to me, this takes a whole another meaning. Even if her memory was erased, it almost feels as if Mary had an inkling, a gut feeling, as to how her boys' lives would unfold. Sam was chosen, for better or for worse, by Yellow Eyes. He would always be cared for and paid more attention to by both John and Dean. His issues would be catered to more, obviously, and rightfully so. Dean, being the eldest, the scapegoat and the sidelined, in the constant conflict between John and Sam, would remain largely uncared for.
Sam in his adult life goes on to form meaningful relationships; doesn't matter how they end, he has the capacity to do so. Dean...Dean has nobody. Nobody except Sam.
It's Cas who saves him, literally renews his life or "re-births" him, pulling him out of hell. After Mary- whose love was not divided at least in his conscious memory, between him and Sam(since Sam was a baby at the time)-for Dean, Cas is that truest form of love which fills the void of her death. He believes again, he is saved again. Cas is Mary's prayer for Dean, realized. In a show so largely governed by destiny, Cas and Dean were meant to meet; what they made of their bond is a different thing entirely. Dean was never alone, he had Cas, he would have Cas, since before he was born.
its a beautiful day, and you are a horrible person for making me cry
Did anyone else notice the hand print on Deans shoulder?
Imma go cry now.
That's why I highlighted it, duh 😂
Dean may not have ever verbally said "I love you" but he has told cas he loves him in so many other ways. Even if you dont ship destiel we can all agree on that. They care for each other weather it be as "lovers", best friends, brothers, how ever you want to see it. They cared about each other, castiel sacrificed himself to save dean. Misha Collins is THE BEST actor I have ever seen, no one can convince me otherwise. Thank you for the amazing character
He is! He played Lucifer Cas, Godstiel and many others pretty well!
Dean is never washing or getting rid of that jacket again 😭😭😭
doesnt matter he s dead yes im bitter no im not ok
Y yo a ti, Cas
Arent we skipping over the fact that dean literally said " I'm sorry it took me so long to say it... cas I have to tell you something." Then cas stopped him, and that the fact is If dean had said "I love you" cas would've probably gotten taken by the empty right then and there, without any sort of explanation to dean? Fact of the matter is, this is probably the best, most accurate to their situation, love confession that could've happened.
By my first watch of Season 15, i didn't realize this fact, but the more often i watch such beautiful edits and rewatch the episodes, there can't be another reality as the one you described 💔 It's heartbreaking, but it's beautiful and wonderful at the same time 😩
This better have a happy ending. He better get him back. WE all deserve this
This didn't age well...
@@magiv4205 no, no it didn't XD
@@magiv4205 What happened?
@@imnormal6810 they never show us Cas again :')
i’ve never watched supernatural but i know that one day i’m going to sit down and watch it all just for this one gay scene because in the end i’m gay, that’s what i do.
you won't regret it, I promise u.u
Oh my god why did you literally just describe me i feel attacked
I've never seen a RUclips comment resonate with me so deeply. We're all gay, we all watch things just for one gay scene. It is the way.
We are literaly starving for representation so bad that things like this happen. I will also start watching the show just to get to this scene.
Don’t. It will only cause you pain.
I'll never forgive spn for not appreciating castiel enough, or at all. He was the most selfless character in the show, sacrificed everything for the people he loved. He deserved better. They better bring him back for the finale.
It’s like I’m being punched in the stomach repeatedly
big fuckin mood.
These two have had the longest and slowest of burns ever. Eleven years. If they don't get them together in finale I swear I'm gonna riot.
How did the riot go?
omg, im not even lying when i said castiels confession has changed my life, i have already lost 4 pounds, i am happy, my anxiety and my depression is getting better, im sleeping better, i am feeling optimistic about life, and i finally believe in love again
keep going!!
**hugs** same honestly 💚💙
Nov20 edit: or not, cuz we got ROYALLY screwed but w/e >.
I know how you feel I'm sitting at my desk crying. Happiness is being
This is the most beautiful slow burn love story ever written ... I'm thankful to be alive to see this
Don't mind me, I'm just going to watch this one edit on repeat while I cry.
sameee 😭
Same
And now I’m crying again 🙃 this is beautiful 💫
Yo también 😢
"Of all the souls I have encountered in my travels, his was the most human."
My fragile destiel heart has been compromised. This video was beautiful
Thank you ❤️☺️
Ok but these are all clips from the show. None of this is edited, it's all real, they all said that. You cannot tell me they are not in love. (started crying at the 1:50 mark)
to anyone worried that castiel is permanently dead, or that dean won't reciprocate, let me fill you in on my theory, backed with evidence.
(spoilers/possible outcome?)
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so, to start all of this off, isn't it a little fishy that all of the cast members are so adamant on the fact that Misha isn't in the final episodes? they keep pushing it on us, removing him from the IMDB casting list? (im pretty sure teen wolf? did this with stiles? idk). it's like they're desperate for us to believe that Cas is truly gone.
it's a great marketing tactic - instill fear in the viewers to give them whiplash when they return. so let's start.
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1.) Castiel shares a scene with Uriel in season 15. In Febuary, Misha tweeted a set photo of him and the actor for Uriel together. So, obviously, Cas needs to be alive in order to have a scene with Uriel.
2.) Finality. That didn't feel like a true goodbye. Dean didn't even have time to process anything, and wasn't able to say anything in return.
3.) Leaked Script. There's a line that says, "Dean can't reciprocate. Cass doesn't need him to."
Can't does NOT mean Doesn't.
'I can't love you,' is different than 'I don't love you,'.
Dean doesn't have even a second to process things. He's emotionally constipated, and in a timeframe of 6 minutes, his best friend of 10 years professed his love for him and promptly died. He can't reciprocate because he is overwhelmed with everything that just happened. I have hope. I truly think that Dean will reciprocate those romantic feelings for Cas.
(also to anyone saying that it's not romantic, could you explain the line 'Because what I want, it's something I can't have'? Cas already has Dean's platonic/friendly love. He wants more, but knows he can't have it.)
lol are you me because that’s exactly what I said. I had to write a long ass article yesterday to deal with the feelings
Ok. So I've been obsessed with this for awhile now. And finally, Misha confirmed this as romantic love. Which is actually quite disappointing because it falls into the "bury your gays" thing...
And before it was confirmed I wasn't convinced that this was romantic love. Because a lot of what was said, can also be considered non-romantic as well... "knowing you, has changed me... You changed me dean" which was said before and this is easily something you can say to a friend you have unconditional love for.
As for that line "because the one thing that I Want... Is something I know I can't have... But happiness isn't in the having... It's just being... It's just in saying it" the way I interpreted this at the time, in my mind, he was talking about happiness in general. He just couldn't be happy. But he can choose to BE happy... He can choose to SAY he's happy... I figured he just wanted to be happy to be with Sam, Dean, and Jack doing what they do... Living a life as they did. Making it on their own with their own freedom... Without Chuck, death or anyone in the way to make it so difficult. Because in one episode he said something that he was never truly happy because of everything that was always going on... Lucifer, AU Michael, princes of hell, the darkness, Leviathans, Death, British men of letters, now Chuck... There was never really anytime to slow down and just be happy...
There was always something in the way. I figured as long as Dean, Sam and the others kept pushing for their freedom, Cass would be so tied down trying to help them and look for that win... Without being happy himself.
And that is what I thought he meant about not being able to have what he wanted.
Now knowing that this was a true declaration of romantic love, I can see this slightly different.... He couldn't happy, because Dean was always struggling. He wanted Dean to be happy. He wanted Dean to feel safe, and free, without so much baggage. The one thing he wants most, is Dean to be happy now. He wants to see Dean live the rest of his life with happiness and peace of mind. So he sacrifices himself, protecting him from Death just for a chance to give Dean that life. Even if it meant Cass couldn't be apart of it.
I dont want to get my hopes up but its hard ugh
Yeah even if some idiot wants to argue that it's one sided, that was by no means enough closure for Dean because Cas is his best friend and how many people would be satisfied with that sort of goodbye to their best friend? No people.
But yeah he's going to come back and Dean will confess back. See y'all in the afterlife because I barely survived Cas' confession so I definitely won't be surviving this byeeeeeeeeeeee
I buy it 🤡
doesn't matter how much videos I watch, I'll never get over them. This was perfectly done! Good job! So happy to see you editing my best couple again.
Thank you ❤️
I love them so much it hurts. I can't wait for Cas to come back in 19 or 20 and for Dean to reveal his feelings too.
Dont think he does 😭😭😭
This time we had some aspects that pretty much closes Castiel's cycle. I don't think he is ever coming back...
Hope is with us till the end, but prepare yourselves now
@@paulosantiago7405 yes I am prepared of course. I just have hope until it's all over
@@faheyyou Can I say that I still CANT BELIEVE this scene happened? Since day one I wait for it T.T
maybe gay love will pierce through the veil of death and save the day once again LMAO
Who else knew as soon as he made the deal, that his happiness would be loving Dean? Season 15 built up huge scenes between them showing their mutual love for each other only to end the way it did. 🥺
I was not prepared for this to just start with Cas' monologue holy fuck
Technically if you think about it- Cass isn’t dead. He’s just in the empty. Which is even sadder
nah he's really just ~sleeping lol it's literally the "peace" that most every tired soul yearns for (as opposed to being tortured (Hell) or staying in old memories ("Heaven")) & it will just take another epic act of love to wake him up & make the old grumpy sleep-deprived Empty realize it's not worth the stress to keep him so back he goes.. & maybe as a human this time 💚💙
@RAEGAN VIDRINE - my reply was written way back when we still had hope that Dean was gonna be the first one with a plan to break into the Empty's Void loool & at that point I had forgotten / overlooked the throwaway line awhile back where dead!Ruby described it as a place of "regretful dreams" or whatever & Cas had agreed (& that still sounds like bad writing anyways, so ehh) but he HAD been asleep there before Jack woke him the first time & we never got to see what he dreamt of, just got hints when the Empty tried to threaten him to go back to sleep; but overall the Empty was never a "big bad villain" type, it didn't want power or to take over anything, just to be left alone & then got a grudge when Jack disrupted it by waking Cas & wanted to claim that Jack's half-angel side meant he belonged in the Void in his death instead of Heaven; Cas said he'd take his place intending to go right away but Empty just put it off out of petty revenge.. so thus the concept of Dean being the one to rescue Castiel & walking him up this time, that's the ending we deserved 💚💙
Until Jack died pours him out of empty and bring some to heaven in a season finale carry on so cas doesn't stay in the empty very long
And honestly I felt that was a waste or Destiel because Bobby is the one that told Dean in heaven that cast is alive and he's in heaven lifting I thought that would have been in perfect way to finally get Dean and Castillo together that was a waste of opportunity
And that's another thing that became God with him showing that he can resurrect people cast being back in heaven why couldn't he resurrect Dean and bring cas back so it can be Sam Dean and Cas for the final supernatural wasted opportunities in the final they could live so much more like Sam and Dean and heaven with Mary and John Winchester standing next to Bobby
I am never going to recover from this!! Thank you for an amazing tribute to them!!!!💙💙💚💚😭😭😭
You're welcome! ❤️
There are really still people denying it
Goodbye Cas! No more comebacks, no more roadtrips, no more hunting, no more funny scenes or bickering with Dean. Rest well my Angel! You will always have special place in my heart!
I honestly thought Dean and Cas kind of drifted a little as the seasons went on. Still close but their relationship had a boundary that wasn’t there before. Seeing this makes me so happy. I ship it, but honestly putting that aside this love goes beyond romantic, platonic, etc. This is true love. This is soulmate love. You don’t have to go all fancy with the hugging, kissing, and sex scenes to show love. Just being there, supporting each other through the most insane shit ever. Just looking into each other’s eyes and saying everything without saying anything. Just saying I love you in so many ways other than the words itself and knowing what they truly mean. This, this right here says it all and it broke us.
I first watched this little confession scene where there was little context to what was happening beforehand but Cas started talking about him being happy, and that it was Dean that made him happy. I was like so shocked that this really happened then saddened and more shocked about him being taken away...or even dying and Dean was left in shock and broken.
When I watched the full scene, I cried even more. I saw the defeated look on both their faces as they new the end was coming. Dean’s face as he realizes this is it and he can’t save anyone just was devastating. Then, when Cas mentioned that he made a deal that when he found true happiness he could be taken, I was confused at first. That’s when Cas started talking and suddenly everything Cas had said to Dean made the confession 100 times more sad and heartfelt and I couldn’t take it.
I broke down as Cas was literally confessing to Dean that he’s his true happiness, he’s the reason Cas was able to fall in love with humanity because in his eyes, he had the perfect human being to show him how to feel like they do. When I saw the little portal thing open (sorry not caught up just stumbled upon this spoiler) I lost it because IT WAS ALL TRUE. HIS FEELINGS WERE TRUE AND THE PORTAL LOOKING THINGY KNEW AS WELLLLL OR ELSE IT WOULDNT HAVE COME!
I can’t believe it took this long to finally happen, and now I’m left with a hole in my heart. I’m going to watch this show again, try to make it to the end and hopefully by then there’s a happy ending for them somewhere.
my roommates are coming in and out of their rooms so im trying hard not to lose it, this show somehow knows how to break me every single time. I haven't stayed caught up, I don't know whats going on since season 12 but the "I love you scene" just popped up and I couldn't resist. If they don't pull something in the last episode then i'm gonna flip out, this show has been teasing us and pulling at our heart strings for too long not to give us this.
I didn't need my heart anyway!! It's fine!!
Okay! *runs away with several hearts*
😭
lmfao 🤣
Best edit I've seen till now,depicting the beautiful journey of our boys....my heart kept breaking with each dialogue :/ #supernatural
Thank you so much 🥰
Sobbing uncontrollably at 2am. This is beautiful
imagine being that in love gOD
Yo this scene is way more heartbreaking than people made it out to be
Man if they had became Canon before what happened to Cass, they would've been the best love story ever told and the best ship....they are but its sad that he confessed and died 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I realized most of what they said to others was really meant for each other. Jack was their kid and Sam was the uncle
Dean almost said that, he was too shy or he didn't express his feelings easily like the others. He tried to say it, but he couldn't. Something was pulling him down, it was fear, fear of his true feeling about Cas.
I really loved this edit, this gonna be the most important video on youtube to me. Hahahaha ♥️🌈
I am rewatching whole show for all castiel moments
I have watched as many fanvids of them as possible since episode 18 and I am only now NOTICING THE HANDPRINT! My heart can't take this.
Yeah I loved this little detail, so subtle and meaningful 💯
You told their story so beautifully! Gorgeous edit! 🥰
Thank you! 🥺
Why is no one talking about Dean ignoring Sams calls and baling on the floor by himself...cause thats what recked me.
Dean said i love you back it just wasn't audible
They went from baby faced testing out the waters strangers to being a married couple losing eachother 😭😭.
this is like the BEST Destiel video i've ever seen
THIS HURT ME WORSE THEN THE ACTUAL SCENE AND THAT HURT BAD😭😭
Beautiful. I will literally never recover from this. As much as I know we will probably never see Cas again I really hope we get a glimpse of him. Like if Dean dies and goes to heaven, maybe we'll see Can there??? Honestly I just need something to help me recover from Dean not getting the chance to tell Cas he loves him too
One of the best ' Canon' edits that i've watched. Thank you ❤🌱
Damn you got all the right scenes in all the right moments, this hurts!! Thanks
good morning for depressed Destiel & Cas stans ONLY. (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
This...This is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. Thank you so so much for making this!!!
Thank you so much and you're welcome 🥰
This is the best, heart-breaking, wonderful edited (The song?? OMG???) and make-me-crying-Compilation of Destiel I have ever seen... 😭
Omg the best video about this episode I have seen today part of me died with Cas and other part will die after SPN will be over I hope that Dean will say it back or confess his love for Cas to himself at least
Thank you! I hope so too ❤️
This is beautiful. You captured their love beautifully. Thank you for making this video. This really touched me. 👏👏👏👏👏👏❤️
This was beautiful. I'm not a person who cries, but I think I got something in my eye watching this.
Thank you.
WHY DO I KEEP SEEKING OUT THESE VIDEOS ON RUclips WHEN I KNOW THEY'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY??!!
BEAUTIFUL edit, but also, HOW DARE YOU!! :'( :'( :'( :'(
Seriously. So good though. Thank you.
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I CRIED 😭😭😭😭
i just want you to know that this has been my emotional support youtube vid for the last two weeks; i've watched it at least 100 times and i regret NOTHING. so well done. soooo beautiful. these two, i stg...
Awww that's so sweet, thank you ❤️
BAWLING!!!
I never watched SPN though I've been a shipper forever, before the show began.
But they've got me, they've got me now.
My crushed heart you can have it as payment for this brilliant vid ❤😭
Wow this is so beautifully edited,I cringe when I see the actual scene but your edit make the confession feels more real and sincere.
This is the very scene that got me into Supernatural a week ago. I knew about the terrible ending yet I started a 15 seasoned show just for one confession scene 😞
what hurts me the most is the tears in the final scene together were real, their real life friendship and the fact the show was ending ended a big part of their lives. I'm a strong destial shipper, i see it it hurt lol but i also saw them knowing the end of an era was coming
Seeing this before episode 19, i knew I was going to cry, but hearing the song that I Love so much made me cry 10x harder!!! beautifully edited
also it is 100% possible that he filmed his season finale scenes even if he wasn't there the day they technically filmed them. it's actually pretty common to do when scheduling someone who might not have very many scenes in a certain episode.
CRIES IN ENOCHIAN
This Is the most beautiful edit I've ever seen
"Dean Winchester is saved"
My heart hurts.....
mayhaps I watched this an unhealthy amount of times
The best video on the boys I've seen. Well done, my heart is crying :'(
THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS
I've been waiting for this video for so long and it was so worth it 😭, just like the ship, their story is so stunning and your edit is so beautiful and told their relationship beautifully, I really hope this is not the end of their story, or cas, but if it is, he'll always live in my heart and I am so proud of him 💚💙 #destiel #castielforever
I know you've been waiting. We have all been waiting for this beautiful moment for one of them to confess. I still hope there will be more Destiel in the last two episodes 🤞
Sometimes the fan videos are better than the original. Because there is much more heart in it. The video is really deep. I love it. very good work. It gets under your skin. And the music choice. Perfect.
Omg thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️
This is one of the best videos out there... You make me cry, again. Thank you !
Jesus Christ, I'am crying.... 😭
I can't handle this.. My heart is breaking
Dean’s facial expressions the entire confession scene like yasss king give us nothing
anyone here after watching the series finale episode and pissed at the ending?
You can join my Discord server to share your thoughts discord.gg/bXV4ypQ
your edit made me Cry like hell and it's gets me right through my heart 🥺💔😭😭😭😭
Thank you for making me crying again... Oh Lord this is so powerful... 😭
Cass:Te amo (I love you)
Dean: Y yo a ti Cass ( AndI to you
Destiel makes me SOOO soft. GOD DAMN I love them 😭
Ok, this is one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen.. I've never watched this show but this hits me and I feel em...it rips my heart to see em like this. Good job on this brilliant editing! TvT
THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL!! I'm smiling I'm crying I'm angry and I need Cas to come back, this cannot be the end for them I won't accept
the episode with Castiel's death was officially my last. I hoped to the last that if there was a good ending, they would let him live, because this character, like no other, deserved it. This is the most painful loss. Beautiful, though. In any case, thank you for all these many years of the series ' existence. It was a new stage in my life, on the way to change. Cas, you were the best.. You changed me, too.
Misha is the best actor.
I may be overly sensitive to this show, but it holds a special place in my heart, especially Castiel, since its appearance in season four, you know. Even then, he became my favorite. And that's why every time I watch these videos where Destiel is so cruelly broken and Cas is dying, I can't help but cry. Seriously. 😭
Definitely not me here with tears streaming down my face-nope...💔
So Moving...
you really did an awesome job with this edit ! goosebumps all over again!
I wish I had a friends like cas and dean in real life they're such a good , beautiful, strong and true friends😢😢😊
Oh god, I like, haven't even watched Supernatural in many many years, but this still really works. It really, really, really works. Beautiful work! 💖
This is beautiful! Thank you for making this video. I love the choices you made, song and scenes! Very well done. My heart is breaking, but i cant stop watching this over and over again. Beauty sometimes hurts.
How do I stop these tears that keep on coming from my eyes?
This is so beautiful and heartbreaking and now I'm CRYING😭😭😭 I truly do love this.
thank you so much, it's a very beautiful edit ❤️😭😭😭
All these years..we were right and people were laughing at us. Who Is laughing now huh?! Well..not me because i am too busy crying my eyes out.
Amazing vid! Thank you!
The editing is awesome, it makes me sad there won't be any more new Dean Cas scenes created.☹️
I'm not crying, y'all are.
Liar.
@@Julicorn yeah but don’t tell anyone