I know your pain. You are so strong, Liana. I'm sorry you had to go this. I have faith you have another positive test in your future. I wish I could give you hugs because I was your age when I miscarriage too. I now have a son and I believe you will too. I'll be praying for you all. ❤
It’s not TMI to me. It’s educating me (a naive male) on what the amazing females in our life may go through to bring a child into this world. Much love to your family during this journey. Cheers from SoCal, USA.
Thank you for showing the side we don’t see of miscarriages. Makes my heart break, I’ve never been pregnant but I’ve got women in my family who have suffered. I’m so sorry😢
I don't know how to deal with it. i got married. After two months I conceived. It was unplanned. Funny we both were bio students. Conceived after two days my periods got over. The whole pregnancy was hell tbh. The pregnancy as such was smooth. No morning sickness no weird cravings. But I was living with my in laws, and my husband was posted somewhere else. I even got a job during my pregnancy. Almost in 7th month, the foetus developed a cyst. The cyst resolved in itself but my amniotic fluid became very low. I was to deliver on completion of my 37th week. But I lost my child a few days before the delivery (got to know through an ultrasound) the child has no cardiac activity and then the doctor induced labour. Just a few days before it happened, I had got a detailed ultrasound where every vital, every organ of my child was normal. It's been almost a month now. Life goes on but a part of me still remains there.
@@bekah4137 even though yes that’s right i think it was honestly kind of sweet, imagining her actual rainbow baby in heaven waiting to come meet their momma in real life. very sweet way of thinking, makes me emotional 🥺
I’m sorry you experienced that. I’m not at that point in my life yet but my grandmother had 4 miscarriages and she talked to me a lot about how it feels when I said I was planning for a family. Sending hugs. You’re doing great ❤
@@ladylady2528 it's a different experience for everyone, saying one is worse than the other isn't very helpful. We can hold space for both and recognize they both can be traumatic in different ways. If you went through that, I'm sorry you had to experience that. I empathize with you.
Oh darling. You just brought back all the memories of mine, having surgical intervention was worse than a very early miscarriage, it made it more real. I now have 3 adult girls, a beautiful granddaughter and 4 grandson, another grandson on the way. Things get better and family gets bigger!!! Wishing you all the best of luck, love and happiness in the world. Take care and embrace you and your family's strong bond. Xxx
I cannot express how much I am sorry for you. No woman should ever have to go through the pain of having a miscarage. You are so strong to be able to talk about it with all of us. You are a superhero and im wishing all the best for you and your family in the future.❤❤
Most women do. And it’s really just natures way of taking care of non viable pregnancys. It’s heartbreaking and devastating, but completely normal and everybody should be prepared for this to happen once or more times in your life. Personally I’ve lost 7 pregnancies . I’ve only given birth once. And it’s ok, this is just how life works out. It’s so important to talk about these things❤
@@malina1239 Thank you, I did not actually know that it was so common! I thought it was something that did not happen as often as it did. And so sorry to hear you lost 7.
@@malina1239 I am so sorry to hear that you lost seven babies. My mom has lost two, but my sister had to go through that not me, so I don't really know how hard it is.
I would like the Americans reading this to know that all 9 of the republicans senators that are running for reelection have voted against the right to IVF act. So much for freedom…
oh sweet girl the love you have for your babies is palpable. You are so strong and you are so loved. Our hearts are breaking with yours. Excited for the next one to be positive!
Oh you poor darling... I am so, so sorry for your loss. As a woman who has gone through this, I feel your pain and confusion. Sending you so much love and wish/praying your (next) little one won't be too long in joining your wonderful family unit. xxxxxxx
So sorry for your loss. It must be incredibly hard and I only hope it’s getting slightly easier for you day by day. I just wanted to say I’m so very grateful for you sharing your experience. I found your channel after I found out I was pregnant in early August. I watched your pregnancy announcement and it brought me so much happiness seeing someone else go through similar emotions at a similar time to me. When I saw your update video my heart dropped and I couldn’t imagine what you were going through. Sadly 3 days later I was at my own scan hearing about my own missed miscarriage. I can’t imagine how tough it must have been sharing the updates with your audience but you have made a huge difference to me as hearing your very candid experience (especially as someone else in the UK going through it with the the NHS) prepared me for the next stage and helped me manage my options. I had a procedure under general anaesthetic on Wednesday and am now recovering. I know there’s probably nothing that can be said to make this any easier for you. However I wanted to post this so you could know you’ve already really helped one person going through a bad time and I’m sure it will impact and help many many others. Thank you for being so open and brave ❤
This is heartbreaking. Seeing one of the most happy and full of life person like this.. words cannot express how my heart hurts for you, you'll be kept in my prayers. I wish I could give you a big hug girly.
Thanks for being so open about your journey. It’s heartbreaking to see and hear, but it’s like so important to hear these stories. Sending so much love, hugs, and hoping you get your rainbow baby when you’re ready.
I had two missed miscarriages back to back in 2018 and it was devastating. I never had my rainbow baby, but I know you will. I'm so happy you have such an amazing little boy. That is such a blessing and I hope it helps you through these dark times.
I'm sorry for your loss. I had one baby and a miscarriage, but too have never had my rainbow baby. But what I did do was adopt babies at birth and they are siblings. So just keep trying one day you will have a baby one way or another
The way her voice was quivering made me tear up, I’m so so sorry for your loss liana. But everything is for a reason so maybe the next baby you’ll have will be a SUPER special one❤
Miss wonderful Liana, sharing one of the most vulnerable moments of your life with other people is a service that I had never thought about. Many women who went or are currently going through this or other people who are at the lowest right now are watching you being brave, bring a fighter, being an incredible woman and this is giving them strength and courage to go on. Thank you for this video 🙏 I hope you are healing every day more and more.
I am so so sorry for your loss. I’ve been through the exact same thing and it’s awful. I am so proud of you for how you are handling this. Remember, it’s always okay to be sad about it. Even years down the road. Grief has no timeline and sometimes it hits you out of nowhere. Please give yourself grace in those moments and let yourself really feel it. Your baby was so small but so so so real and deeply loved. ❤❤❤❤
Oh my gosh I bawled my eyes out after seeing this and I’m am so sorry! It’s a good thing meaning no more surgery. However it also means your darling is absent. This broke my heart I wish i could give you the biggest hug ever! 😭😭😭❤️💔 you are so strong momma! Hugs and love to your family!!!
I have been in your shoes with a pregnancy loss. I’m so sorry you are going through this. It’s not easy and it is definitely an up and down cycle of emotions. Even now years later I get an occasional ache for the little life that was with me for such a short while. Sending you and your family positive energy as you recover physically and emotionally.
Liana, Thank you for posting this I currently struggle with my reproductive health due to Turner’s syndrome. Though my treatment has gone well and I’m one of the lucky ones it’s quite difficult to deal with mentally and seeing this really helped me. Thank you.
You’re so genuine and sweet. Your son is beautiful and so are you. Thanks for sharing it’s heartbreaking but you’re helping other women who go through the same ❤
They wanted it to be negative because she has a miscarriage and surgery to remove the 'stuff' to keep it short n simple. If it's all gone it'll say negative meaning it's all out her body and they proceed. And they can eventually hopefully have more babies ❤️
Liana, I don’t think you know how proud we are of you for posting this and sharing it, it’s alright to show it and I’m glad you really do show us everything - it shows us how much you value us 💗💗💗
Thank you for showing us what your experience has been like through all of this. I’ve never been pregnant or very close to anyone who has suffered a miscarriage, so I had no idea what a long process is involved! I’m grateful to see that you’re able to find joy in some things despite the pain of this loss and all that comes with it.
Liana please don’t worry ! You will get your rainbow baby at some point and you worked so hard for koazy and see how he is so happy and so smart and grown up now, you will get another baby if you try so hard. And I know you can do it your so strong and so brave. I’m so sorry for your loss and I hope you get a rainbow baby soon who will be loved by you and Connor and of course koazy too. Xx
I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 I'm 10 weeks now after 6mo of trying and I've been in your place, I know how heartbreaking it is. With my second I had a significant subchorionic hematoma and bled for weeks. I thought she was gone and was devastated. I was only 6 weeks and I got so sick with the stomach flu I partially detached my placenta heaving and couldn't keep down even water for over a month, I barely ate or drank, it was awful. Thankfully she's a happy and healthy little girl with a big bright smile now but it took me back to previous losses and I struggled for a while to feel safe being pregnant with her. I hope you never experience something so painful again, you'll be in my thoughts until you've got that second happy baby smile in your arms ❤️ All 3 of you deserve the family you want, whatever size that is! Seeing y'all smile makes my whole day and has for yaera now. I was in the hospital, recovering with my second when you went into labor with Koazy-boy and I remember watching and waiting for y'all to join us in new baby bliss ❤️ I hope to be again when my third and final baby arrives in April. Our family will be complete but I look forward to seeing yours continue to expand until you're done as well 🫶🏻 Much much love from The Great White North 😘🇨🇦
Oh baby girl. My heart is so sad for you, but yet glad that part is behind you now. You will have another child. Sending ❤️ and big 🐻 hugs from north Ga USA 🇺🇸
Bless you beautiful lady. You are one of the strongest women, and grieving is a process. Make sure you take care of yourself, and know how loved you all are.
My heart aches for u darlin....I had a full term stillborn in 2018 that still to this day makes my emotions rattle. As women we carry such burdens n broken hearts when these things happen but the dads go thru it as well hugs to both u n Conner. Coazy even bigger hug!
You are so strong Liana and you will get your rainbow baby I’m sure of it. Thank you for also showing people this side of it, I’ve not started my journey into motherhood yet (not for a couple of years at least) but am always so thankful that you show all sides of it. I am sending all of you lots of love in this difficult time xxx
After being a fan for about 2 years now I can say that you are soooo strong Liana and I know you can overcome this! We love you and take care alwaysssss
I agree- the first test after loss is truly the most devastating test. It’s full of mixed emotions and I remember just bawling my eyes out… as for the bleeding yeah it’s hard to tell what is what. But it’ll normalize again just takes a bit. Sending prayers to you and your beautiful family.
Your such a great momma 💕. Praying you get thru this with love & cuddles. I love the way you share as your helping so many others. As a nurse, I understand. Hugs sweetie 🤗. ❤ your courage is amazing. Wanting a negative, & deep inside wanting a good positive. Wink. So hard.
❤❤❤️❤️ you have a big family walking behind you on this, not just Conner and little man but all of us who watch y’all go through life and manage it perfectly. I have never seen two young people manage life so wisely. Please don’t give up you guys have a perfect little man and adding to your little family in the future well I can’t wait!
You are so loved! You, Connor, and "our" little man. I know I appreciate you opening up to share so much of what life truly is. Wonderful, miraculous, joyful, difficult, sad, heartbreaking, and overall just life. God bless you❤ sweetheart ❤❤
My daughter in law went through this last year. I lost a pregnancy at 16 weeks 24yrs ago so I feel your pain. I’m so sorry for your loss, be there for each other and in time the pain eases. To add, I had to break it my 3yr old granddaughter that the baby was no longer in her mummy’s tummy, I gave her a special stone and told her that when ever she’s said that she’s to hold that tight and think of bubba in heaven. That stone sits on her bedside table and she won’t let anyone touch it.
*daughter-in-law. *3-yr-old. Those words need to be hyphenated. Also, children of any age should be told that babies (actually, fetuses, that will become babies) grow in uteruses, not tummies, bellies, or stomachs. Experts recommend teaching & using exact names of body parts.
@@Tania_78 I can’t be arsed when I’m typing quickly on an iPad on RUclips. No need for the lesson thanks. A 3yr old doesn’t care about if you call it a uterus or a tummy. They don’t need a biology lesson at 3, they just need to be comforted and told that it’ll be ok. SMH 🤦♀️ half these experts don’t even have kids lol. Give it a rest, you sound like you don’t have the capacity to care. When you’re telling a child that they will no longer be getting a sibling then all reason goes out of the window and you have to speak in a way they will understand and grasp the fact that they need to stop asking about the baby.
@@abbeypankhurst3108 Again, doesn't matter her age. It is recommended that parents & (in this case grandparents) use proper terms w/ her. It's not like it's impossible to explain what a uterus is to a 3-year-old. It is literally a body part. I agree that explaining the death of her sibling is not the best time to introduce her to the word "uterus," but she should've know way before the miscarriage that the baby was growing in mom's uterus.
@@Neenie1976 *3-yr-old. Age needs to be hyphenated when used as a noun or adjective before a noun. In this case, it is a noun, so needs to be hyphenated. & I agree that explaining the death of her sibling is not the best time to introduce her to the word "uterus," but she should've known that the fetus (or embryo, or zygote) was growing in her mom's uterus well before this conversation you had w/ her about the baby's death. Also, regarding most experts not even having kids: You don't have to have kids to know what's best for them.
There are no words to describe the pain you have when losing a little one. Me and my husband have 3 children. 2 boys and 1 girl. I'm very sure my daughter's older brothers are always watching over her as we watch her grow up when we never could enjoy our boys. On Oktober 15 there is a worldwide event called Wave of Light. On this event a candle is lit for all who want it for their unborn or stillborn angels. For those who are interested this event can also be seen online. Take this day, even if you are reading this and have not lost a little one, to light a candle. Thank you for reading ❤
thank you for showing this side of it all. my first (and only; i was and still am too young to have a child and should have never been pregnant in the first place) pregnancy was under very unfortunate circumstances, but i loved the baby straight away. unfortunately, it ended in a miscarriage. its so much more than just losing a baby that hasnt been born yet, and im so grateful to see it being shown (though i of course wouldnt wish it on anyone). sending you all all the love in the world. youre so strong. you will see another positive test again sometime in the future. 🖤🦇
Thank you. Thank you for sharing something most people still don't like talking about. Only people who have one understand the emotional and physical pain. Please don't stop sharing. You are amazing. ❤
I know that you are grieving and I can't imagine that you are feeling your finest but the way you come on here is what people NEED TO SEE!Your way of being so raw and honest with what you guys are going through is truly refreshing and will help so many families who are going through similar circumstances. We don't need or want the fake perfection of social media that so many put out there. It's why I have always said you guys feel different in the best ways. So take all the time you need but please don't change. Don't change yourselves or the way you present yourselves to us. You are helping many more than you could imagine. ❤ Wishing your sweet family all the best. ❤
You're such a strong woman Liana. You've been through so much with your body but just seeing you smiling and creating videos while you're still hurt really shows how strong and amazing you are. Loads of love you Liana❤
Lady sister, you make your life real, being so brave to share your pain . I cannot imagine for a moment what women go through, very sorry for you and the little soul. We pray you heal well and bloom to buds like your child you have in hands! We pray for strength, love, care and support for you, husband and child, and your off springs to come in these times of difficulty
Please forget to vlog for a couple weeks or months how ever long you need to grieve. Please please never forget how important you are to this channel and we’re all here to support you ❤ we love you 💕
It is so kind of you to be making these videos. It must be the hardest thing you’ve ever done. There are many people who will have silently gone through this and thought there was no one around that could be going through the same heart ache. You’re providing an area where people can feel like they’re not alone. It’s so selfless. I’m sorry this is happening to you, or anyone who’s reading this. You’re so strong even on the days you don’t think you are. Thank you. Love to your whole family but especially You. You’re one special lady and I think everyone has you in their wishes ❤️❤️
I’m so sorry sweetie, been through this. Very thankful you have Koazy and Connor. Time helps but never erases. You’re an inspiration. While one only wants to curl up and fade away, the only way out is through.
You’re amazing for showing something people rarely ever talk about and all the motions you have to go through afterwards. You’re incredibly brave. Sending you and your family so much love
I had my miscarriage in March of this year. I miscarried at the same time as my period so I assumed it's normal bleeding but when the days got more I got concerned and took a pregnancy test it was positive. The bleeding was awful. I bled for 50 days. The miscarriage lasted me from the whole of March and April. I apparently had a sac that couldn't get out but luckily it got out on it's own in the very end and I was able to avoid medical or surgical intervention. I was depressed for quite some time afterwards and had hair fall as well. Miscarriage is a traumatic experience for couples and especially the mother. My heart goes out to you. I hope you and Conner heal and have a happy and healthy life
Please remember how much you, Connor & Koazy are Loved & that many Healing 🙏 are being sent up & out. Take your time, heal & enjoy the now. So sorry this happened.❤
Liana, we are all so proud of you, you are so strong brave and amazing! You Connor and Coazy deserve the world, never give up on your dreams and always remember you have 3.76+ million people supporting you! Sending all the love from Scotland! 🩷🩷🩷
Thank you for being so vulnerable with your online (worldwide) family. My heart aches for you and Connor but I’m so amazed by your resilience 💛 Your ability to keep Koazy in his normal routine while grieving and go through all the medical procedures is inspiring. I know that’s an odd word to use but it’s true. I hope you will take some time for yourself what ever that looks like to you so you can continue to heal your heart & body 🤍 Your family will grow in Gods timing💞
I'm so sorry. I also had a missed miscarriage and the testing afterwards till I got a negative was absolutely heartbreaking. Sending you lots of love and healing. ❤
Oh honey - I want to give you a big hug. To even smile during this video shows how strong you are. When I lost mine, my heart shattered and I couldn’t see past the loss for so long… but then quickly after I got pregnant again with my middle child, our daughter - Our little rainbow baby. The heartbreak did pass and now I talk to him/her knowing they are with us everyday looking down at all of our crazy adventures. Sending you so much love and prayers for your healing. ❤️🩹
I’m the only child of parents who tried multiple times for a second baby who never came…I am so sorry for your loss and though I have never been through a TTC journey of my own, my parents’ secondary infertility story has stuck with me. Sending you so much love and patience as you navigate this new chapter❤
You are so strong. I’m sure it doesn’t feel like it but I am listening to your words and the way you give yourself affirmations is beautiful. You all are in my prayers still.
I'm sorry for your loss . unfortunately A lot of us go through it or has gone through it. Hang in there sweeties it will get better . And you will get your rainbow baby.
It’s not what you wanted but it’s what you needed. You needed it to be negative so that you wouldn’t have to relive losing your baby. We all know how much you, Conner, and koazy wanted this baby but I guess it just wasn’t the right time. It’s never easy and it won’t ever be the same, there’s nothing that anyone can say or do to help how you feel, but finding yourself again in the little things will eventually put you back together in a way you never were.
Oh my sweet girl. My heart is broken for you. Please know that there are people around the world that are in your corner. We love guys and are here with you as you go through this. Much love, peace and prayers from the greater Seattle area.
The "hopefully the next one I take is positive" made me cry. We love you. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Me too, that's very traumatic 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Me as well… heartbreaking
Horrible i wish her one more baby in future.
That's such a wonderful family @@CharlieCatHimself13
Made me cry too… hopefully the holiday will bring good news 🙏 love u guys x
this comment spoiled the video for me 😭 but that's so sad, I hope next time is the charm
Koazy is an old, gentle soul. While his brain may not quite understand, I believe his heart does.
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I strongly believe this as well. A truly beautiful sight and gift. ❤
Indeed
That’s so true ❤❤
I love how you said that x
There's no perfect way to respond to a terrible situation. You two are grieving a loss, take as much time as you need for yourselves.
I know your pain. You are so strong, Liana. I'm sorry you had to go this. I have faith you have another positive test in your future. I wish I could give you hugs because I was your age when I miscarriage too. I now have a son and I believe you will too. I'll be praying for you all. ❤
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It’s not TMI to me. It’s educating me (a naive male) on what the amazing females in our life may go through to bring a child into this world. Much love to your family during this journey. Cheers from SoCal, USA.
Thank you for showing the side we don’t see of miscarriages. Makes my heart break, I’ve never been pregnant but I’ve got women in my family who have suffered. I’m so sorry😢
I don't know how to deal with it. i got married. After two months I conceived. It was unplanned. Funny we both were bio students. Conceived after two days my periods got over. The whole pregnancy was hell tbh. The pregnancy as such was smooth. No morning sickness no weird cravings. But I was living with my in laws, and my husband was posted somewhere else. I even got a job during my pregnancy. Almost in 7th month, the foetus developed a cyst. The cyst resolved in itself but my amniotic fluid became very low. I was to deliver on completion of my 37th week. But I lost my child a few days before the delivery (got to know through an ultrasound) the child has no cardiac activity and then the doctor induced labour. Just a few days before it happened, I had got a detailed ultrasound where every vital, every organ of my child was normal. It's been almost a month now. Life goes on but a part of me still remains there.
can't put into words how proud everyone is of you. Your rainbow baby is watching, you, Connor, and Kozy from heaven
A rainbow baby is a baby born after a miscarriage. A miscarriage baby is an angel baby.
@@bekah4137 even though yes that’s right i think it was honestly kind of sweet, imagining her actual rainbow baby in heaven waiting to come meet their momma in real life. very sweet way of thinking, makes me emotional 🥺
Yes, it’s the child born after a loss. Our rainbow baby is 11 now! He makes us so very happy every day.
@@cjgia4898 mine will be 2 in January! 🌈
@@bekah4137 That makes me happy 😊. Congratulations!🎉🎊
After my miscarriage, I felt so weak. It took so much out of me. You’re so strong Liana ❤️
I’m sorry you experienced that. I’m not at that point in my life yet but my grandmother had 4 miscarriages and she talked to me a lot about how it feels when I said I was planning for a family. Sending hugs. You’re doing great ❤
Abortion is emotional worse. Fr.
@@ladylady2528 it's a different experience for everyone, saying one is worse than the other isn't very helpful. We can hold space for both and recognize they both can be traumatic in different ways. If you went through that, I'm sorry you had to experience that. I empathize with you.
@@ladylady2528 Abortion is not emotionally worse, you choose to get rid of the baby you don't have a choice in miscarriage.
@leahgray141 yeah but now a baby right if it's aborted
Oh darling. You just brought back all the memories of mine, having surgical intervention was worse than a very early miscarriage, it made it more real. I now have 3 adult girls, a beautiful granddaughter and 4 grandson, another grandson on the way. Things get better and family gets bigger!!! Wishing you all the best of luck, love and happiness in the world. Take care and embrace you and your family's strong bond. Xxx
Lianna you are so strong. Please take your time to grieve. Know how loved you are! ❤️
I cannot express how much I am sorry for you. No woman should ever have to go through the pain of having a miscarage. You are so strong to be able to talk about it with all of us. You are a superhero and im wishing all the best for you and your family in the future.❤❤
Most women do.
And it’s really just natures way of taking care of non viable pregnancys.
It’s heartbreaking and devastating, but completely normal and everybody should be prepared for this to happen once or more times in your life.
Personally I’ve lost 7 pregnancies .
I’ve only given birth once.
And it’s ok, this is just how life works out.
It’s so important to talk about these things❤
@@malina1239 Thank you, I did not actually know that it was so common! I thought it was something that did not happen as often as it did. And so sorry to hear you lost 7.
@@malina1239 I am so sorry to hear that you lost seven babies. My mom has lost two, but my sister had to go through that not me, so I don't really know how hard it is.
I would like the Americans reading this to know that all 9 of the republicans senators that are running for reelection have voted against the right to IVF act. So much for freedom…
@@Claireannette77 That makes me very upset, but respectfully, could I get your sources? I would like to read about this.
oh sweet girl the love you have for your babies is palpable. You are so strong and you are so loved. Our hearts are breaking with yours. Excited for the next one to be positive!
Oh you poor darling... I am so, so sorry for your loss. As a woman who has gone through this, I feel your pain and confusion. Sending you so much love and wish/praying your (next) little one won't be too long in joining your wonderful family unit. xxxxxxx
So sorry for your loss. It must be incredibly hard and I only hope it’s getting slightly easier for you day by day. I just wanted to say I’m so very grateful for you sharing your experience. I found your channel after I found out I was pregnant in early August. I watched your pregnancy announcement and it brought me so much happiness seeing someone else go through similar emotions at a similar time to me. When I saw your update video my heart dropped and I couldn’t imagine what you were going through. Sadly 3 days later I was at my own scan hearing about my own missed miscarriage. I can’t imagine how tough it must have been sharing the updates with your audience but you have made a huge difference to me as hearing your very candid experience (especially as someone else in the UK going through it with the the NHS) prepared me for the next stage and helped me manage my options. I had a procedure under general anaesthetic on Wednesday and am now recovering. I know there’s probably nothing that can be said to make this any easier for you. However I wanted to post this so you could know you’ve already really helped one person going through a bad time and I’m sure it will impact and help many many others. Thank you for being so open and brave ❤
So sorry for your loss 😢
Hope your getting plenty of rest since Wednesday, look after yourself ❤
Thank you for sharing. I'm sure she'll be happy she helped even slightly, I'm so sorry for your loss ❤
This is heartbreaking. Seeing one of the most happy and full of life person like this.. words cannot express how my heart hurts for you, you'll be kept in my prayers. I wish I could give you a big hug girly.
Thanks for being so open about your journey. It’s heartbreaking to see and hear, but it’s like so important to hear these stories. Sending so much love, hugs, and hoping you get your rainbow baby when you’re ready.
I had two missed miscarriages back to back in 2018 and it was devastating. I never had my rainbow baby, but I know you will. I'm so happy you have such an amazing little boy. That is such a blessing and I hope it helps you through these dark times.
I’m so sorry for your losses Delany! 💕🫂👼👼
Sending hugs. ❤
Praying for you, sweetheart
I'm sorry for your loss. I had one baby and a miscarriage, but too have never had my rainbow baby. But what I did do was adopt babies at birth and they are siblings. So just keep trying one day you will have a baby one way or another
The way her voice was quivering made me tear up, I’m so so sorry for your loss liana. But everything is for a reason so maybe the next baby you’ll have will be a SUPER special one❤
Miss wonderful Liana, sharing one of the most vulnerable moments of your life with other people is a service that I had never thought about. Many women who went or are currently going through this or other people who are at the lowest right now are watching you being brave, bring a fighter, being an incredible woman and this is giving them strength and courage to go on. Thank you for this video 🙏 I hope you are healing every day more and more.
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I am so so sorry for your loss. I’ve been through the exact same thing and it’s awful. I am so proud of you for how you are handling this. Remember, it’s always okay to be sad about it. Even years down the road. Grief has no timeline and sometimes it hits you out of nowhere. Please give yourself grace in those moments and let yourself really feel it. Your baby was so small but so so so real and deeply loved. ❤❤❤❤
Oh my gosh I bawled my eyes out after seeing this and I’m am so sorry! It’s a good thing meaning no more surgery. However it also means your darling is absent. This broke my heart I wish i could give you the biggest hug ever! 😭😭😭❤️💔 you are so strong momma! Hugs and love to your family!!!
Awh Liana… I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. I’m praying for comfort over you, Connor, and little Koazy! ❤
Koazy (no hate btw)
It's okay they know what is means soo @@LN4_Mclarenfan
You spell koazy with a k not a c
@@ashleysargent2979 they know what is means U don't gotta correct them
@@LN4_Mclarenfan Ahh thank you. I didn’t see that
I have been in your shoes with a pregnancy loss. I’m so sorry you are going through this. It’s not easy and it is definitely an up and down cycle of emotions. Even now years later I get an occasional ache for the little life that was with me for such a short while. Sending you and your family positive energy as you recover physically and emotionally.
Liana,
Thank you for posting this I currently struggle with my reproductive health due to Turner’s syndrome.
Though my treatment has gone well and I’m one of the lucky ones it’s quite difficult to deal with mentally and seeing this really helped me.
Thank you.
You’re so genuine and sweet. Your son is beautiful and so are you. Thanks for sharing it’s heartbreaking but you’re helping other women who go through the same ❤
"that is what we wanted yay"........ "That is what we wanted". Absolutely broke my heart I'm so sorry my love 5:30
for real it’s so sad 😔
They wanted it to be negative because she has a miscarriage and surgery to remove the 'stuff' to keep it short n simple. If it's all gone it'll say negative meaning it's all out her body and they proceed. And they can eventually hopefully have more babies ❤️
Liana, I don’t think you know how proud we are of you for posting this and sharing it, it’s alright to show it and I’m glad you really do show us everything - it shows us how much you value us 💗💗💗
Thank you for showing us what your experience has been like through all of this. I’ve never been pregnant or very close to anyone who has suffered a miscarriage, so I had no idea what a long process is involved! I’m grateful to see that you’re able to find joy in some things despite the pain of this loss and all that comes with it.
Liana please don’t worry !
You will get your rainbow baby at some point and you worked so hard for koazy and see how he is so happy and so smart and grown up now, you will get another baby if you try so hard. And I know you can do it your so strong and so brave. I’m so sorry for your loss and I hope you get a rainbow baby soon who will be loved by you and Connor and of course koazy too. Xx
I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 I'm 10 weeks now after 6mo of trying and I've been in your place, I know how heartbreaking it is. With my second I had a significant subchorionic hematoma and bled for weeks. I thought she was gone and was devastated. I was only 6 weeks and I got so sick with the stomach flu I partially detached my placenta heaving and couldn't keep down even water for over a month, I barely ate or drank, it was awful. Thankfully she's a happy and healthy little girl with a big bright smile now but it took me back to previous losses and I struggled for a while to feel safe being pregnant with her. I hope you never experience something so painful again, you'll be in my thoughts until you've got that second happy baby smile in your arms ❤️ All 3 of you deserve the family you want, whatever size that is! Seeing y'all smile makes my whole day and has for yaera now. I was in the hospital, recovering with my second when you went into labor with Koazy-boy and I remember watching and waiting for y'all to join us in new baby bliss ❤️ I hope to be again when my third and final baby arrives in April. Our family will be complete but I look forward to seeing yours continue to expand until you're done as well 🫶🏻
Much much love from The Great White North 😘🇨🇦
Oh baby girl. My heart is so sad for you, but yet glad that part is behind you now. You will have another child. Sending ❤️ and big 🐻 hugs from north Ga USA 🇺🇸
That's so hard to do. Needing it to be negative, but your heart does not want it to be real. Sending hugs for the two of you ❤
Bless you beautiful lady. You are one of the strongest women, and grieving is a process. Make sure you take care of yourself, and know how loved you all are.
My heart aches for u darlin....I had a full term stillborn in 2018 that still to this day makes my emotions rattle. As women we carry such burdens n broken hearts when these things happen but the dads go thru it as well hugs to both u n Conner. Coazy even bigger hug!
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You are so strong Liana and you will get your rainbow baby I’m sure of it.
Thank you for also showing people this side of it, I’ve not started my journey into motherhood yet (not for a couple of years at least) but am always so thankful that you show all sides of it. I am sending all of you lots of love in this difficult time xxx
You're so strong liana, you got this xx ❤
Ya she is :)
After being a fan for about 2 years now I can say that you are soooo strong Liana and I know you can overcome this! We love you and take care alwaysssss
I agree- the first test after loss is truly the most devastating test. It’s full of mixed emotions and I remember just bawling my eyes out… as for the bleeding yeah it’s hard to tell what is what. But it’ll normalize again just takes a bit.
Sending prayers to you and your beautiful family.
Your such a great momma 💕. Praying you get thru this with love & cuddles.
I love the way you share as your helping so many others. As a nurse, I understand.
Hugs sweetie 🤗. ❤ your courage is amazing.
Wanting a negative, & deep inside wanting a good positive. Wink. So hard.
So sorry Liana. So many us have been exactly where you are. It’s a strange feeling grieving someone you’ve never met. You will have your rainbow baby!
❤❤❤️❤️ you have a big family walking behind you on this, not just Conner and little man but all of us who watch y’all go through life and manage it perfectly. I have never seen two young people manage life so wisely. Please don’t give up you guys have a perfect little man and adding to your little family in the future well I can’t wait!
You are so loved! You, Connor, and "our" little man. I know I appreciate you opening up to share so much of what life truly is. Wonderful, miraculous, joyful, difficult, sad, heartbreaking, and overall just life. God bless you❤ sweetheart ❤❤
you guys are the sweetest and most genuine people i know. no one deserves to go through this. sending you all my love. ❤
My daughter in law went through this last year. I lost a pregnancy at 16 weeks 24yrs ago so I feel your pain. I’m so sorry for your loss, be there for each other and in time the pain eases.
To add, I had to break it my 3yr old granddaughter that the baby was no longer in her mummy’s tummy, I gave her a special stone and told her that when ever she’s said that she’s to hold that tight and think of bubba in heaven. That stone sits on her bedside table and she won’t let anyone touch it.
*daughter-in-law. *3-yr-old. Those words need to be hyphenated.
Also, children of any age should be told that babies (actually, fetuses, that will become babies) grow in uteruses, not tummies, bellies, or stomachs. Experts recommend teaching & using exact names of body parts.
@@Tania_78 I can’t be arsed when I’m typing quickly on an iPad on RUclips. No need for the lesson thanks. A 3yr old doesn’t care about if you call it a uterus or a tummy. They don’t need a biology lesson at 3, they just need to be comforted and told that it’ll be ok. SMH 🤦♀️ half these experts don’t even have kids lol. Give it a rest, you sound like you don’t have the capacity to care. When you’re telling a child that they will no longer be getting a sibling then all reason goes out of the window and you have to speak in a way they will understand and grasp the fact that they need to stop asking about the baby.
@@Tania_78she was 3 for goodness sake , she'll learn abt that at school give her a break.
@@abbeypankhurst3108 Again, doesn't matter her age. It is recommended that parents & (in this case grandparents) use proper terms w/ her. It's not like it's impossible to explain what a uterus is to a 3-year-old. It is literally a body part. I agree that explaining the death of her sibling is not the best time to introduce her to the word "uterus," but she should've know way before the miscarriage that the baby was growing in mom's uterus.
@@Neenie1976 *3-yr-old. Age needs to be hyphenated when used as a noun or adjective before a noun. In this case, it is a noun, so needs to be hyphenated.
& I agree that explaining the death of her sibling is not the best time to introduce her to the word "uterus," but she should've known that the fetus (or embryo, or zygote) was growing in her mom's uterus well before this conversation you had w/ her about the baby's death.
Also, regarding most experts not even having kids: You don't have to have kids to know what's best for them.
There are no words to describe the pain you have when losing a little one.
Me and my husband have 3 children. 2 boys and 1 girl. I'm very sure my daughter's older brothers are always watching over her as we watch her grow up when we never could enjoy our boys.
On Oktober 15 there is a worldwide event called Wave of Light. On this event a candle is lit for all who want it for their unborn or stillborn angels. For those who are interested this event can also be seen online.
Take this day, even if you are reading this and have not lost a little one, to light a candle.
Thank you for reading ❤
Love you 3 so much, sending you all baby rainbow dust ❤
I’m so proud of you liana u are pushing through this amazingly ❤
thank you for showing this side of it all. my first (and only; i was and still am too young to have a child and should have never been pregnant in the first place) pregnancy was under very unfortunate circumstances, but i loved the baby straight away. unfortunately, it ended in a miscarriage. its so much more than just losing a baby that hasnt been born yet, and im so grateful to see it being shown (though i of course wouldnt wish it on anyone). sending you all all the love in the world. youre so strong. you will see another positive test again sometime in the future. 🖤🦇
“hopefully the next one is positive” oh liana honey, i’m so sorry and that pained even me :( ❤️
Thank you. Thank you for sharing something most people still don't like talking about. Only people who have one understand the emotional and physical pain. Please don't stop sharing. You are amazing. ❤
Thank you for being so transparent with your story ❤ sending all love to you and your beautiful family ❤❤❤
I know that you are grieving and I can't imagine that you are feeling your finest but the way you come on here is what people NEED TO SEE!Your way of being so raw and honest with what you guys are going through is truly refreshing and will help so many families who are going through similar circumstances. We don't need or want the fake perfection of social media that so many put out there. It's why I have always said you guys feel different in the best ways. So take all the time you need but please don't change. Don't change yourselves or the way you present yourselves to us. You are helping many more than you could imagine. ❤ Wishing your sweet family all the best. ❤
You're such a strong woman Liana. You've been through so much with your body but just seeing you smiling and creating videos while you're still hurt really shows how strong and amazing you are. Loads of love you Liana❤
Lady sister, you make your life real, being so brave to share your pain . I cannot imagine for a moment what women go through, very sorry for you and the little soul. We pray you heal well and bloom to buds like your child you have in hands! We pray for strength, love, care and support for you, husband and child, and your off springs to come in these times of difficulty
I cried along with you...... you're doing amazing, sending hugs from London x
Oh Liana, I can't imagine how devastating is was for you, sending love from the rest of the UK 🇬🇧❤️
I’m from the uk to ❤
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They are from the uk too!
@@KittyBroccoli ik that's why I said the rest of the UK ❤️
@@Cicada_Fangz it’s edited but ok!
Please forget to vlog for a couple weeks or months how ever long you need to grieve. Please please never forget how important you are to this channel and we’re all here to support you ❤ we love you 💕
It is so kind of you to be making these videos. It must be the hardest thing you’ve ever done. There are many people who will have silently gone through this and thought there was no one around that could be going through the same heart ache. You’re providing an area where people can feel like they’re not alone. It’s so selfless. I’m sorry this is happening to you, or anyone who’s reading this. You’re so strong even on the days you don’t think you are. Thank you. Love to your whole family but especially You. You’re one special lady and I think everyone has you in their wishes ❤️❤️
I’m so sorry sweetie, been through this. Very thankful you have Koazy and Connor. Time helps but never erases. You’re an inspiration. While one only wants to curl up and fade away, the only way out is through.
You’re amazing for showing something people rarely ever talk about and all the motions you have to go through afterwards. You’re incredibly brave. Sending you and your family so much love
You are so strong for taking this on. Hope you can heal and that you get sent a rainbow after the rain. Lots of love ❤
Praying for you Liana! I’m going thru the same thing and my heart breaks for you 😢you got this !! Sending so much love and baby dust
And i am sending you lots of love and healing too ❤❤❤
You will come back with a bigger ❤ as you carry theirs always x
We are here for you hunny! Your so strong! You’ll get through this. sending love and your rainbow baby is soon to come! 🥰🥰😍😘😘
I’m so sorry. It is heartbreaking. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself. The little man is amazing My very best wishes to you all.
You are so brave Liana! Giving all my love and support, I know this is hard and you are being so so brave and amazing
I am so sorry for what you have been through, the baby will guide from above.❤ Don’t give up, 1 day god will find you and help you!!!!!❤❤❤
I’m so proud of you. You are really strong! Keep the amazing job you’re doing. Love you ❤️
Aww, momma! My heart breaks for you guys! Im so sorry for your loss! Praying for you all!
You are so brave to share all of this Liana. Praying for your family.
From one angel mom to another I’m sending you all the love and hugs sweetie xx
You are Soo strong and very lucky to have Connor and coazy!! I'm Soo sorry for your loss, sending hugs to the family
Your so strong liana and were all here for you. I'll be praying for you and Conor and Cozy and I wish you all well. Lysm❤ Good luckkk
aw liana 🫶 love you girl, you will get your rainbow baby I know it ❤❤
I had my miscarriage in March of this year. I miscarried at the same time as my period so I assumed it's normal bleeding but when the days got more I got concerned and took a pregnancy test it was positive. The bleeding was awful. I bled for 50 days. The miscarriage lasted me from the whole of March and April. I apparently had a sac that couldn't get out but luckily it got out on it's own in the very end and I was able to avoid medical or surgical intervention. I was depressed for quite some time afterwards and had hair fall as well. Miscarriage is a traumatic experience for couples and especially the mother. My heart goes out to you. I hope you and Conner heal and have a happy and healthy life
Please remember how much you, Connor & Koazy are Loved & that many Healing 🙏 are being sent up & out. Take your time, heal & enjoy the now. So sorry this happened.❤
You’re so strong we love you ❤
Liana, we are all so proud of you, you are so strong brave and amazing! You Connor and Coazy deserve the world, never give up on your dreams and always remember you have 3.76+ million people supporting you! Sending all the love from Scotland! 🩷🩷🩷
I’ve been following you since before Koazy was born and I love yous so much I hope you all feel much better and Koazy helps you Xx
Thank you for being so vulnerable with your online (worldwide) family. My heart aches for you and Connor but I’m so amazed by your resilience 💛 Your ability to keep Koazy in his normal routine while grieving and go through all the medical procedures is inspiring. I know that’s an odd word to use but it’s true. I hope you will take some time for yourself what ever that looks like to you so you can continue to heal your heart & body 🤍 Your family will grow in Gods timing💞
I'm so sorry. I also had a missed miscarriage and the testing afterwards till I got a negative was absolutely heartbreaking. Sending you lots of love and healing. ❤
Aww you’re so strong Liana! I’m sure you’ll get your rainbow baby soon 🥰
Oh honey - I want to give you a big hug. To even smile during this video shows how strong you are. When I lost mine, my heart shattered and I couldn’t see past the loss for so long… but then quickly after I got pregnant again with my middle child, our daughter - Our little rainbow baby. The heartbreak did pass and now I talk to him/her knowing they are with us everyday looking down at all of our crazy adventures. Sending you so much love and prayers for your healing. ❤️🩹
First!! I’m so sorry you have to go through all this Liana and Conner. Thinking of you all xx❤
I’m the only child of parents who tried multiple times for a second baby who never came…I am so sorry for your loss and though I have never been through a TTC journey of my own, my parents’ secondary infertility story has stuck with me. Sending you so much love and patience as you navigate this new chapter❤
Saying I m sorry for your loss doesn't seem like it's enough, but I'm and I hope you have a great support team giving you lots of hugs ❤
I’m so sorry you lost the baby xx
❤I love you so much!! Just know u have millions of people supporting u❤and you will get through everything❤
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You're so strong, love. So strong. An amazing Mum. All my love ❤❤❤
You are so strong. I’m sure it doesn’t feel like it but I am listening to your words and the way you give yourself affirmations is beautiful. You all are in my prayers still.
you are doing amazing liana! you are an amazing person and your family is lucky to have you!!💖💗
I'm sorry for your loss . unfortunately A lot of us go through it or has gone through it. Hang in there sweeties it will get better . And you will get your rainbow baby.
It’s not what you wanted but it’s what you needed. You needed it to be negative so that you wouldn’t have to relive losing your baby. We all know how much you, Conner, and koazy wanted this baby but I guess it just wasn’t the right time. It’s never easy and it won’t ever be the same, there’s nothing that anyone can say or do to help how you feel, but finding yourself again in the little things will eventually put you back together in a way you never were.
Thank you for your bravery in sharing. You will help so many people. Praying when you're ready you will be blessed with another baby x
Oh my sweet girl. My heart is broken for you. Please know that there are people around the world that are in your corner. We love guys and are here with you as you go through this. Much love, peace and prayers from the greater Seattle area.
We are all with you x
It's quite an emotional rollercoaster, it's like you're meant to be sad but also happy as you don't have to go back to hospital ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss but stay strong and focus on your family not us❤
I've never wanted to hug someone so much. We love you girl you got this keep ya chin up love we're all rooting for y'all ❤
Hang in there! Proud of you for speaking of it and being vulnerable emotionally.