poems

where did i learn to swim
tell me it was in despairing ocean.
tell me the seafoam was like a cream
that stained your clothes with blood.
it is never too much - thinking back
looking for flesh, and tears, and mouth
that says as much to erase track
of your name, and the muddy water, drouth.
numbers. centuries. your back close to mine.
i’m plugging them in and connecting the dots:
at least you’re storming night sky;
being a beta star in my constellation of knots.
i am conflicted by your dismal nullity;
enrobing into your maroon radiance.
ruler, dictionary - you’re measuring quality
of my addiction and gravity.
and got cremated your neighboring house
and the pages were ripped off,
and those myopic ideas were happily espoused
writing the music of gory cough.
(2)
there is a border between love and unknown
and when you die it’s crossed.
confessions don’t make sense anymore
and Marty 12 is crinkled.
you eat it up every time.
right before the alarm rings.
its stentorian manner is just like mine -
rotates, jumps, and winks.
roots are cut out and dried
between the pages of anodyne books.
at yesterday’s afternoon you cried
and i know how placid it looks.
the years are counted by the Christmas trees,
in our backyard, thrown away.
so when you ask if calendars miss
the toil, my ears dissolve in clay.
yellow curtains and abstract figures.
in the living room, two days in a row.
gravity is the only thing that triggers
my dreams to fall low.
every inch of celestial chart
they crossed out and burnt.
your cold hands and a heart
in a box, reign the hurt.
(i messed up the "on the back yard" but who cares)
As you can see I’m obsessed with physics and astronomy haha (such a nerd)

[@averysal6937]

you have such a calming voice and your poems are beautifully written!
I understand you being nervous about sharing this
sharing something one writes is hard and takes a lot of courage! You did great keep it up (: ✨

[@stylishonne]

Thank you so much! I appreciate it!

[@apaw2959]

i couldn’t agree more!!!

[@apaw2959]

0:31 “here i’m just saying i’m cute” you always are!!

[@apaw2959]

i still think you’re an amazing writer, your writing just has a sense of elegance and softness to them that i feel i could never achieve. i don’t write about my emotions too often, but when there’s a lot going on or they become very intense, i’ll right them down, and the most emotional or largest of those become poems. but they’re not as beautiful, more sad or mournful

[@apaw2959]

these are beautiful 🥹

[@apaw2959]

yayyy!! she’s a poet

[@rekhaxo3538]

Im not even kidding u have the most calming and beautiful voice I've ever heard like holy shit 😭 and u write so beautiful poems ❤️all the best human!

[@stylishonne]

My hear melted thank you so much ❤❤