Having a truly bad day so can't say much and struggling to remain positive with being homeless but wanted to say that people here support you and wish you the best 🙏🏻 God Bless You Sir! What they've done with the opioids over there has screwed over good decent people. Anyone who knows about them would think twice putting so many people in a population on them. Man, I hope tomorrow is a better day and at least there's beauty and peace in nature, the lake and the bird calls ❤️🙏🏻 all you can do is your best x
You'r channel popped on to my list and am glad to find you. I wish you strength and continued motivation to make this new start succeed. You definitely have the ability to articulate the process - much needed in our lives to give us hope and faith. Love.
@@rswfire Wondered if you ever talked about what you did before this (couldn't help notice your Mercedes and saw you had a house before)...Financial issues seems not a factor. I saw some other videos and you seem to be doing very well!
You are not "bad" at this on the road life you simply are new and lack experience. Trying to accomplish anything while in the throws of withdrawl is not ideal. Slow and easy friend!!!
This was the only way I could do it. I had to let go of everything. It was the only way. The only way I know how. I never do anything half-arsed basically.
You shouldn't feel ashamed. You're going through what millions of others have gone through. You are in the process of dealing with not just 1 substance but 2. I'm sure it's hitting you like a pile of lead bricks. I was so glad to see a post from you today. Please understand this is coming from a place of concern for you. Is anyone checking on you? Maybe you can setup some kind of check-in system with someone. I'm just worrying that this could get really bad and the thought of you being somewhere alone without help is on my mind. You know you I don't, only you know how far you can push yourself. Please be careful. I'm sending you love and hope!
Stop thinking so much and just try relaxing. You have put yourself through a lot of stress and change recently. Give yourself a break from yourself and relax. Well that is my opinion anyway. Stress is a nasty thing and can cause a lot of physical and emotional issues.
That's what I love about your videos. You are being real and that is rare. Sharing your challenges, successes, struggles and overcoming.
Such a peaceful spot that you’re in right now. Your voice is very calming too. I hope that you have a beautiful day today.
Know the feeling like an expert. Hang in there. You got this. Be kind to yourself
Having a truly bad day so can't say much and struggling to remain positive with being homeless but wanted to say that people here support you and wish you the best 🙏🏻 God Bless You Sir! What they've done with the opioids over there has screwed over good decent people. Anyone who knows about them would think twice putting so many people in a population on them. Man, I hope tomorrow is a better day and at least there's beauty and peace in nature, the lake and the bird calls ❤️🙏🏻 all you can do is your best x
You'r channel popped on to my list and am glad to find you. I wish you strength and continued motivation to make this new start succeed. You definitely have the ability to articulate the process - much needed in our lives to give us hope and faith. Love.
Thank you! I'm definitely through the worst. Hope you get to see some of my older videos to see what I'm normally like! 😂
@@rswfire Wondered if you ever talked about what you did before this (couldn't help notice your Mercedes and saw you had a house before)...Financial issues seems not a factor. I saw some other videos and you seem to be doing very well!
@@pattin4015- I've talked about it a little bit but not really. I'm a programmer. Started when I was a kid. Mostly freelance. Well, always freelance.
@@pattin4015- When you say Mercedes, do you mean my camper? I don't own a Mercedes car. If you saw that somewhere, it's not mine.
You are not "bad" at this on the road life you simply are new and lack experience. Trying to accomplish anything while in the throws of withdrawl is not ideal. Slow and easy friend!!!
This was the only way I could do it. I had to let go of everything. It was the only way. The only way I know how. I never do anything half-arsed basically.
You shouldn't feel ashamed. You're going through what millions of others have gone through. You are in the process of dealing with not just 1 substance but 2. I'm sure it's hitting you like a pile of lead bricks. I was so glad to see a post from you today. Please understand this is coming from a place of concern for you. Is anyone checking on you? Maybe you can setup some kind of check-in system with someone. I'm just worrying that this could get really bad and the thought of you being somewhere alone without help is on my mind. You know you I don't, only you know how far you can push yourself. Please be careful. I'm sending you love and hope!
Lead bricks describes my arms for sure, lol... Expected it from my legs, not my arms! But I suppose I should expect some curveballs!
Perhaps you could just move to a different site in the same park so that you dont have to travel at the moment
I thought about that. I might. I'll wait and see how I feel on Wednesday.
Stop thinking so much and just try relaxing. You have put yourself through a lot of stress and change recently. Give yourself a break from yourself and relax. Well that is my opinion anyway. Stress is a nasty thing and can cause a lot of physical and emotional issues.
I am definitely hard on myself. Always have been. I've never learned to be the kind of person who can just exist in a moment without analyzing it.