I'm shaking. There are tears in my eyes. Thank you for sharing this. It's so great to see nb folks doing their thing, it gives me hope, and shows that we can do it, too. Congratulations and thank you.
"I can finally call this body home". That sentiment made me tear up. Lats week I had the last clinic appointment I need before starting T, and I hope to start feeling that way soon. I'm so happy for you Chandler.
thank you so much for making this video and sharing your story it has helped me realize who i am and how i want to identify. the way you explained how you felt when you were a child/teenager (like 14 years old) is also the way i've been feeling but not sure so thank you for helping me realize who i am.
*begins to shed tears of joy* Congrats man, I've been watching you literally from the beginning & am so happy that you've found your true self & happiness ❤️
Omg!!! The first video I saw of yours was coming out to your mom. I remember crying and crying. I’m so proud of you for making such an awesome change in your life. You are so amazing for sharing this with others to inspire them to become who they are at their best. You are such an inspiration. Keep being the amazing person you are!!! ❤️
Your story made me cry, as I have struggled with some of my own labels. I think that you putting your coming out video in was so important as that is my challenge right now. Im really happy to see that peace can be found for people like us it gives me hope. congratulations!!
Ahhhh Chandler I loved this video!! I have chills and tears - in the best way tho! I’m almost 27 and only came out about being transgender non-binary about 3 months ago. I’m only now beginning my transition, and watching your transition playlist, finishing up with this video, has me smiling from ear to ear and filled with hope 💕 thank you for being so open about your experiences, you’ve helped me more than you’ll ever know 💕
seeing you be you makes me a little less scared to be nb so thank you for just being you and sharing you with the world. i hope one day i’m more confident and sure of myself being oliver/ollie and nb. you definitely make it a little easier💕
You have been an inspiration to me since 2015. I've never commented, but I have watched a lot of your videos. I, too, am Agender. For a while, I identified as Transgender, but Agender stuck with me permanently. Shortly after you released your video about coming out to your mom as Agender, it inspired me to come out to my mom as well. Thankfully, my mom seemed to be just as loving and supportive as yours. My mom is a very strict Christian, but when I told her, she showed nothing but love and support and she accepted me for who I am. I am so happy that she did, and I thank you so much for giving me inspiration just by watching your video. Keep doing what you're doing!
I am so proud of you Chandler. Your journey is an amazing adventure and one that I feel lucky to see unfold. I look forward to seeing what the future holds for you now that you finally feel "at home".
This means so much to me! Thank you! When you first released your video about being agender, I had just realized that about myself. I have also gone on testosterone, and I am having top surgery in May. The representation you provide with your authenticity changes so many lives, and I am forever grateful
Wowowowowwww so proud of you, chandler. I remember waaay back watching you come out to your mom. for years I have been hopping between girl and nb, and now finally realizing I'm a boy. you definitely have helped me figure my own stuff out and I appreciate it
I started crying mid-video. I dont really know my gender tbh. Ive never felt 100% female. Ever. Though I dont know what I'd call myself. This video really helped me and many others and I'm sure yourself as well. So proud and happy for you and how far you've come. Thank you Chandler for being such a great influence on RUclips and the LGBTQ+ community.
i’m crying. this story is so inspirational. i love you and i’m so proud of you. it’s been incredible watching you grow every single day, and become slowly more confident. i’ve been watching you for what feels like forever and i’ve never felt so proud of you than i do right now. you’re gonna be okay ♥️
This video is so inspiring! I haven't really been watching your videos regularly as I did a couple of years ago, but I'm so happy to see you change and grow. It's amazing to see how much HRT can help. I'm currently waiting to get treated so that I can get T myself and seeing just how much positivity and happiness it can bring me helps a lot. Thanks for everything!
That made me so happy. I wanna give this person who is really close to me a hug because when I met them they asked to be called he, but I've called her she for so long. I just want Alex to be happy and I don't wanna have her/him upset
I remember watching your what is agender video. I had been questioning my gender for awhile and after talking to my best friend she suggested I look up agender (a term I hadn't heard before). I googled agender and your video was the first thing to pop up. I clicked on it and watched till the end. Everything you said made so much sense and I could completely relate. Your video helped me discover who I am. :)
this resonated with me so personally; most of the time i feel so fake when i say i am nonbinary, i feel like i’m not nonbinary enough, but that’s the funny thing, being nonbinary is literally it’s own definition of not falling within a construct, i’m still learning to figure it out and seeing your video has really reassured me that it’s normal to feel confused about gender; you’re so amazing chandler, I can’t wait to see you grow even more into this wonderful person you are.
every time i watch a vid like this i end up breaking down in tears... idk my gender and it breaks my heart. i feel stuck and dysphoric and while this made me feel bad in my own body and place in society, it also made me really hopeful. so thank you.
I'm also agender and just charing your experience with us have helped me a lot! You have truly been an inspiration and your story give me hope that someday I will be able to feel comfortable in my body. Congrats for 1 year on T
I'm so happy for you! You are one of the few nonbinary youtubers that I can seriously relate to. Thank you for sharing you experiences and being the representation that so many people need.
I’m literally so freaking happy for you!! I’ve been watching your for around 3 years now and as of recently you’ve been radiating with confidence and it really makes me so so happy💛💛
I’m crying!! Omg thank you sm for sharing your story. There is so little nb representation and we really need it. I’ve just recently started questioning my gender and nb/trans RUclipsrs like you help me so much! ❤️
This makes me so happy. I can relate to this on such a strong level, and it makes me so happy to see another agender person getting to fully represent their self how they feel. Congrats on one year Chandler!!!
Dear Chandler, from someone who has been following you since september of 2015. I've followed you for a very long time, from the time i came out as bisexual to my mom and my friends, from the time i started to question my gender, and i believe that's all because of you (and maybeeeee Miles McKenna too). I've seen you grow, struggle, happy and sad and beautifully human. All you said in this video is exactly what i felt and continue to feel. I've went back and forth with all of this and i'm getting pretty tired of questioning my gender and not trusting myself. But what i do know, is that i trust you. I've seen you blossom, and i'm so happy to see that if you can have a future i can have one too. From the bottom of my heart, thank you Chandler, thank you so so much, i love you with all my heart and i'm so thankful for all you taught me through all those years and to the many mores in the future!
dani Your story just speaks to me. I've also questioned my sexuality and gender. Just know that there's absolutely no hurry at all for you to find yourself. It took me six years of dysphoria to figure out I'm a boy. I even thought I had an eating disorder, which scared the crap out of me. Oh what am I doing? Enough about me. You take as much time as you need to figure everything out. There's absolutely no pressure, no matter what anyone says. Hakuna matata. :)
Since I discovered you, I appreciate you so so sooo much, Chandler. The more I know you, the more I do. I was so happy, proud and kind of surprised when you said you were going to start on t, but it has made more and more sense with time. To see a NB person just like this, a person. Thank you for being so inspiring, you help me believe.
I want to leave a meaningful comment but I'm not really sure what to say. Just that I'm very happy for you and proud of you Chandler. Your journey is very inspiring to me and gives me more hope for my future. Keep being you and living your authentic life!
Everything you just said was so relatable and it will never stop being a relief to hear stories that I can relate to. Thank you for making me feel valid by sharing your journey.
I found your channel about a year ago, and honestly you have helped me so much to figure out who I was. You were the first “trans youtuber” I watched, and your videos educated me about what it is to be nonbinary, which I came out as a couple months later. Though I now identify as a binary trans guy, without your videos it probably would have taken me much longer to accept myself as who I was and be confident enough to be myself. So I just wanted to say thank you for having this channel and making these videos that can help people like myself.
Chandler, this is beautiful. You had me tearing up, like everyone I can see while I read the comments. The reason I started crying is because I am so happy for you. You are finally finding yourself. I cannot wait until I can find that for myself also. Thank you for sharing your uplifting videos and being a face that us non binary people can look up to for advice.
I'm speechless thank you so much for sharing your journey. There's so few timelines like this specifically for nonbinary folx and i didn't really realise how much i needed this?? Congratulations on your newfound comfort and all the best for the future
AHHHH CHANDLER I ADORE U SO MUCH. SEEING U TRANSITION AND COME INTO UR OWN IS SO POWERFUL FOR ME BC I THOUGHT I WAS CIS FOR SOO LONG. AND THEN I FOUND U ON RUclips AND I WAS LIKE HEY. THEYRE PRETTY COOL. I LIKE THE WAY THEY THINK. AND NOW I KNOW IM NONBINARY. I TECHNICALLY STILL ALIGN MYSELF W FEM BUT IT WAS JUST. SO IMPORTANT FOR ME TO SEE SOMEBODY WHO REJECTED THE IDEAS OF GENDER ID BEEN STRUGGLING WITH MY WHOLE LIFE. THANKS FOR BEING THAT PERSON FOR ME. I WOULDNT BE WHERE I AM WITHOUT U. LOVE YOUR BEST LIFE EVERYDAY AND MAKE IT A GOOD ONE. I LOVE U.
Chandler! This is amazing and got me very emotional. I am not trans or nonbinary...i am a CIS woman...pansexual at that... but this was amazing. I used to tell people I'm bi but that made me think "yeah sure, I like men. Yeah, I like women" but I knew that I didn't care about identifaction...i cared that the person I may fall in love with is 1. Human and 2. Has a beating heart. I hated explaining to people that I wasn't bi. But now I love educating people on the lgbtq+ and trans community. I have told many people to watch you and Miles McKenna for information. I just want to say, Chandler, thank you for making this RUclips channel and being you. You are an amazing human and I'm glad I came across your channel. The first vid of yours I watched was when you came out to your mum as a gender. Thank you. 🤙💓💛💙 ♀️♂️✖ 🏳️🌈
This video makes me SO HAPPY, for you and for all the people it's reached. I wish there'd been this kind of representation when I was thinking about starting T. I'm nonbinary and I've been on testosterone for a year and 8 months. I feel like I've seen more nonbinary people going on hormones since I started T, but when I was thinking about it I couldn't find anyone and it made me feel really alone.
Aww, Chandler! This is awesome. So happy for you! And I can relate so much to feeling the immense dysphoria while working. I started my job last month and it feels so degrading to have to be seen as a woman all day. I feel violated because of how people are categorizing me because of my appearance. It sucks. And P.S. I plan to start T as soon as possible but I fear the time when I will begin to be read as 100% a guy. My pronouns are he/him but I am still agender. But yeah, I guess we can't be picky about everything. At least I'll look the way I want to.
i’m honestly so proud of you. you were one of the first people who helped me realize I was transgender and to stop being ashamed of it. i’ve been following you for almost 3 years now and it’s nice to see your journey and just how far you’ve come since then.
Being in no way on the scale of society’s “norms,” this is a heartbreaking, heart-healing, and deeply heartfelt video. Thank you for making this. It’s so nice to know that there is someone like me. That I’m not alone. Even if in one way, it’s the most prevalent and most mentally exhausting. I’m slowly starting to wear more “masculine” clothing, which does help me. Thank you helping me discover who I am, and continuing to remind me that I am not aline, and it is okay to be me. Thank you, Chandler ❤️
We've worked together! This is amazing. I'm insanely proud that you are strong enough to go through this. Its so hard for so many people and its amazing that you have and that you're this strong ❤
This is so inspirational, you are so successful and it is such an amazing transformation! Love you so much chandler never give up on your dreams do what you desire this is amazing! Your not ashamed of yourself and you should never be because no one should ever shame theirselves, anything is possible this is very emotional, keep everything up❤️ I’m so proud of you I’m so many ways I’ve been watching you grow every time you upload and you have successfully come so far!
So I’m now crying... I remember coming across your coming out video ageesss ago. I started to watch your videos and you opened my eyes and helped me to understand that I didn’t have to be stuck in a binary world. Without you I wouldn’t be where I am today and seeing this video makes me so proud that you have come this far. I’m so happy for you and I hope life gets better and better. I related to a lot of stuff that you said during this video that I am currently struggling with (wanting testosterone but being worried that I’m faking all this or being ‘influenced’ as people constantly warn me that I might be) and seeing that you struggled with similar things is helping me cope right at this very moment. It’s giving me hope for the future and I’m sure it’s doing the same for so many other people. Thank you for being such an amazing person and being there for everyone who needs it. You’re awesome so don’t forget it :D
Oh my goodness, Chandler! I can't stop smiling but I'm also on the verge on tears??? I am so so happy for you! Watching your videos throughout this past year and watching your confidence in yourself grow has been such a privilege. Thank you so much for continuing to share your journey with us and congratulations! ❤️
It's crazy to me that I saw your agender coming out video on the day it was uploaded. I have been following your channel for three years that's crazy and also cool.
Duuddeee, i stopped watching you about a year ago when i switched accounts. And wowweee, youre so much more confident, its awesome to see! I cann wait for T . x
Chandler, you are super amazing! I never knew there were others who felt like I did..I wish my body reflected how I feel. Puberty was a nightmare! I am VERY feminine shaped and I hate it terribly. I am 34 and have felt for years that I am trapped like this. I can dress however I like ut that doesn't diminish the dysphoria I feel. I'm so thankful for your video.
I love this video and relate to it on so many levels. Im not a man but i much rather be read as one, be referred to as one. Constantly being misgendered and called a girl, lady, ma'am makes me feel so horrible and dysphoric. I recently started talking about my nonbinary gender on RUclips and hope i can make an impact in someones life they when u have in mine :) your awesome Chandler, im so happy for u!!
This is so inspirational, you are so successful and it is such an amazing transformation! Love you so much chandler never give up on your dreams do what you desire this is amazing! Your not ashamed of yourself and you should never be because this is very emotional, keep everything up❤️
I’m so happy for you Chandler. You’ve inspired me for a long time and seeing you happier makes me so happy. I hope that I can get as far as you’ve gotten someday.
Thank you for everything Chandler! I remember watching your 'What is agender?' video 1,5 years ago and having this huge realisation about myself while watching it. I have recently come out as a transguy :) i'm very grateful that you chose to share your story! Much good luck to you and stay at it! xxx
This is so moving and beautiful, thank you friend! It gives me hope for my own transition - I’m 2 months on T, and it’s hard not to feel impatient and despondent with changes coming pretty slowly. But this video gives me hope that things will get better, and the day will come when I’ll be gendered more and more as the man I am. Wishing you much continuing happiness, you are an inspiration ❤️
i remember the day you told everyone at group you were going on T! i’m so happy for you and proud of you. i really look up to you ❤️ thanks for continuing to make your awesome content
(Sorry I'm so late) You worked so hard to get to the body you can call home.. and that's what makes you Chandler N. Wilson. *Congratulations* 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 we all love you so much Chandler!! Keep doing what you dream to do!!
This is sooo sweet! ❤️ you chandler! ❤️❤️ this shows me just how much you can go through but others can be going through sooo much more💝! You inspired me and I am literally shaking! ( I really hope that u like this comment)
I'm very new to your channel but you really inspired me when I found you a few weeks ago. Since then, I've come out as Agender to my mom and grandma and have changed my online name to Grey pretty much everywhere except where my real-life friends know me super well (I.e. Facebook, RUclips, and Instagram). I just wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart because I would still be in my shell if it weren't for you.
Just when I was wondering when we’d be blessed with another Chandler video, this comes out!! I’m so so happy for you, it’s clear you’re much happier and more confident. ❤️❤️
I'm sitting in my Law building at University and very nearly started crying watching this..This resonated so strongly with me! I also came to terms with being nb at around 14 but recently I got a job & am having the same problem you had, I can't wait to start T! I started to wonder if I'm a transguy but I think it's more than I'd rather be perceived as a boy/transguy than a girl but still don't identify with binary gender, thank you SO much for being part of the representation we all need. Keep being great!!
I'm honestly so happy and proud of you Chandler! Identifying as non-binary, I've been considering starting T too but still can't make up my mind. Your experience and your video have helped me so much. Thank you for everything
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I'm shaking. There are tears in my eyes. Thank you for sharing this. It's so great to see nb folks doing their thing, it gives me hope, and shows that we can do it, too. Congratulations and thank you.
@Bonidee Lee Dude, I see you everywhere. Seriously troll somewhere else
Their face looks SO right!! I love how transgender people’s faces seem to become more ‘them’. They look more right, somehow.
Its funny how you had shaved ur head at the beginning of started T so as ur voice gets deeper your hair gets longer
Lol.
"I can finally call this body home". That sentiment made me tear up. Lats week I had the last clinic appointment I need before starting T, and I hope to start feeling that way soon. I'm so happy for you Chandler.
Watching this and Miles' recent video I am in t e a r s
Artistic Adrian chandler and miles are awesome! :D
Miles Who?
Kwon Boyd Miles McKenna
First Miles's video, now Chandler's. I'm getting so emotional. Ahh
FtX is my new favorite term.
Legoduckie I saw it recently and really really loved it!!! Glad I could share it!!!
thank you so much for making this video and sharing your story it has helped me realize who i am and how i want to identify. the way you explained how you felt when you were a child/teenager (like 14 years old) is also the way i've been feeling but not sure so thank you for helping me realize who i am.
I’m in Walgreens and crying. Thank you so much for this Chandler. You have come so far. And have done so good.
FTX is the perfect acronym, i havent seen it before! I'm transmasc NB and FTM doesn't feel right at all for me, but I love FTX
*begins to shed tears of joy* Congrats man, I've been watching you literally from the beginning & am so happy that you've found your true self & happiness ❤️
I am so proud of you for being a voice for the Agender community!
Omg!!! The first video I saw of yours was coming out to your mom. I remember crying and crying. I’m so proud of you for making such an awesome change in your life. You are so amazing for sharing this with others to inspire them to become who they are at their best. You are such an inspiration. Keep being the amazing person you are!!! ❤️
I remember watching you years ago. Idek why today I finally remembered your RUclips channel. It's amazing how much you changed. I'm cryingggh
Your story made me cry, as I have struggled with some of my own labels. I think that you putting your coming out video in was so important as that is my challenge right now. Im really happy to see that peace can be found for people like us it gives me hope. congratulations!!
Ahhhh Chandler I loved this video!! I have chills and tears - in the best way tho! I’m almost 27 and only came out about being transgender non-binary about 3 months ago. I’m only now beginning my transition, and watching your transition playlist, finishing up with this video, has me smiling from ear to ear and filled with hope 💕 thank you for being so open about your experiences, you’ve helped me more than you’ll ever know 💕
seeing you be you makes me a little less scared to be nb so thank you for just being you and sharing you with the world. i hope one day i’m more confident and sure of myself being oliver/ollie and nb. you definitely make it a little easier💕
You have been an inspiration to me since 2015. I've never commented, but I have watched a lot of your videos. I, too, am Agender. For a while, I identified as Transgender, but Agender stuck with me permanently. Shortly after you released your video about coming out to your mom as Agender, it inspired me to come out to my mom as well. Thankfully, my mom seemed to be just as loving and supportive as yours. My mom is a very strict Christian, but when I told her, she showed nothing but love and support and she accepted me for who I am. I am so happy that she did, and I thank you so much for giving me inspiration just by watching your video. Keep doing what you're doing!
I am so proud of you Chandler. Your journey is an amazing adventure and one that I feel lucky to see unfold. I look forward to seeing what the future holds for you now that you finally feel "at home".
Omg I haven't seen any of your videos since the beginning of your transition. Now there are tears in my eyes omg I am SO HAPPY for you. LYSM
This means so much to me! Thank you! When you first released your video about being agender, I had just realized that about myself. I have also gone on testosterone, and I am having top surgery in May. The representation you provide with your authenticity changes so many lives, and I am forever grateful
Wowowowowwww so proud of you, chandler. I remember waaay back watching you come out to your mom. for years I have been hopping between girl and nb, and now finally realizing I'm a boy. you definitely have helped me figure my own stuff out and I appreciate it
I started crying mid-video. I dont really know my gender tbh. Ive never felt 100% female. Ever. Though I dont know what I'd call myself. This video really helped me and many others and I'm sure yourself as well. So proud and happy for you and how far you've come. Thank you Chandler for being such a great influence on RUclips and the LGBTQ+ community.
Aww Chandler, how touching. Glad that you can share this and be so proud to call yourself of what you are. :)
As an agender person who is literally 3 days on T, this is so meaningful
i’m crying. this story is so inspirational. i love you and i’m so proud of you. it’s been incredible watching you grow every single day, and become slowly more confident. i’ve been watching you for what feels like forever and i’ve never felt so proud of you than i do right now. you’re gonna be okay ♥️
Ahh i have chills. I'm so happy for you!
No. 1 Fander omg your every where lol your great 😀😂
What's up No. 1 Fander
You made me cry and I am so happy for you.
You rock who you are..
This video is so inspiring! I haven't really been watching your videos regularly as I did a couple of years ago, but I'm so happy to see you change and grow. It's amazing to see how much HRT can help. I'm currently waiting to get treated so that I can get T myself and seeing just how much positivity and happiness it can bring me helps a lot. Thanks for everything!
That made me so happy. I wanna give this person who is really close to me a hug because when I met them they asked to be called he, but I've called her she for so long. I just want Alex to be happy and I don't wanna have her/him upset
I remember watching your what is agender video. I had been questioning my gender for awhile and after talking to my best friend she suggested I look up agender (a term I hadn't heard before). I googled agender and your video was the first thing to pop up. I clicked on it and watched till the end. Everything you said made so much sense and I could completely relate. Your video helped me discover who I am. :)
this resonated with me so personally; most of the time i feel so fake when i say i am nonbinary, i feel like i’m not nonbinary enough, but that’s the funny thing, being nonbinary is literally it’s own definition of not falling within a construct, i’m still learning to figure it out and seeing your video has really reassured me that it’s normal to feel confused about gender; you’re so amazing chandler, I can’t wait to see you grow even more into this wonderful person you are.
every time i watch a vid like this i end up breaking down in tears... idk my gender and it breaks my heart. i feel stuck and dysphoric and while this made me feel bad in my own body and place in society, it also made me really hopeful. so thank you.
I'm also agender and just charing your experience with us have helped me a lot! You have truly been an inspiration and your story give me hope that someday I will be able to feel comfortable in my body. Congrats for 1 year on T
I'm so happy for you! You are one of the few nonbinary youtubers that I can seriously relate to. Thank you for sharing you experiences and being the representation that so many people need.
I’m literally so freaking happy for you!! I’ve been watching your for around 3 years now and as of recently you’ve been radiating with confidence and it really makes me so so happy💛💛
this is the first time i've ever felt like I was watching a real, authentic, you! you're wonderful Chandler!
I’m crying!! Omg thank you sm for sharing your story. There is so little nb representation and we really need it. I’ve just recently started questioning my gender and nb/trans RUclipsrs like you help me so much! ❤️
This makes me so happy. I can relate to this on such a strong level, and it makes me so happy to see another agender person getting to fully represent their self how they feel. Congrats on one year Chandler!!!
Dear Chandler, from someone who has been following you since september of 2015.
I've followed you for a very long time, from the time i came out as bisexual to my mom and my friends, from the time i started to question my gender, and i believe that's all because of you (and maybeeeee Miles McKenna too). I've seen you grow, struggle, happy and sad and beautifully human. All you said in this video is exactly what i felt and continue to feel. I've went back and forth with all of this and i'm getting pretty tired of questioning my gender and not trusting myself. But what i do know, is that i trust you. I've seen you blossom, and i'm so happy to see that if you can have a future i can have one too.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you Chandler, thank you so so much, i love you with all my heart and i'm so thankful for all you taught me through all those years and to the many mores in the future!
dani Your story just speaks to me. I've also questioned my sexuality and gender. Just know that there's absolutely no hurry at all for you to find yourself. It took me six years of dysphoria to figure out I'm a boy. I even thought I had an eating disorder, which scared the crap out of me. Oh what am I doing? Enough about me. You take as much time as you need to figure everything out. There's absolutely no pressure, no matter what anyone says. Hakuna matata. :)
Since I discovered you, I appreciate you so so sooo much, Chandler. The more I know you, the more I do. I was so happy, proud and kind of surprised when you said you were going to start on t, but it has made more and more sense with time. To see a NB person just like this, a person. Thank you for being so inspiring, you help me believe.
This is one of my favourite transition videos. It’s so beautifully put together and you are so articulate! Keep being amazing Chandler 👌
I want to leave a meaningful comment but I'm not really sure what to say. Just that I'm very happy for you and proud of you Chandler. Your journey is very inspiring to me and gives me more hope for my future. Keep being you and living your authentic life!
Everything you just said was so relatable and it will never stop being a relief to hear stories that I can relate to. Thank you for making me feel valid by sharing your journey.
I found your channel about a year ago, and honestly you have helped me so much to figure out who I was. You were the first “trans youtuber” I watched, and your videos educated me about what it is to be nonbinary, which I came out as a couple months later. Though I now identify as a binary trans guy, without your videos it probably would have taken me much longer to accept myself as who I was and be confident enough to be myself. So I just wanted to say thank you for having this channel and making these videos that can help people like myself.
I’m crying and shaking. Thank you for putting into words how I feel. I’m so so so ecstatic for you! ❤️
Chandler, this is beautiful. You had me tearing up, like everyone I can see while I read the comments. The reason I started crying is because I am so happy for you. You are finally finding yourself. I cannot wait until I can find that for myself also. Thank you for sharing your uplifting videos and being a face that us non binary people can look up to for advice.
This video is everything!!! I’m so happy for you!!! I have tears from watching this! 😪💜
I didn’t know that people like me were here. Thanks for putting yourself out there. I needed this, I really did
I'm speechless thank you so much for sharing your journey. There's so few timelines like this specifically for nonbinary folx and i didn't really realise how much i needed this?? Congratulations on your newfound comfort and all the best for the future
This video has just been recommended to me and honestly
Thanks RUclips for introducing me to this wonderful person. This is what I needed to hear
AHHHH CHANDLER I ADORE U SO MUCH. SEEING U TRANSITION AND COME INTO UR OWN IS SO POWERFUL FOR ME BC I THOUGHT I WAS CIS FOR SOO LONG. AND THEN I FOUND U ON RUclips AND I WAS LIKE HEY. THEYRE PRETTY COOL. I LIKE THE WAY THEY THINK. AND NOW I KNOW IM NONBINARY. I TECHNICALLY STILL ALIGN MYSELF W FEM BUT IT WAS JUST. SO IMPORTANT FOR ME TO SEE SOMEBODY WHO REJECTED THE IDEAS OF GENDER ID BEEN STRUGGLING WITH MY WHOLE LIFE. THANKS FOR BEING THAT PERSON FOR ME. I WOULDNT BE WHERE I AM WITHOUT U. LOVE YOUR BEST LIFE EVERYDAY AND MAKE IT A GOOD ONE. I LOVE U.
watching a video timeline of your journey, one that I previously have only gotten glimpses of, is really wonderful. i'm so happy for you, friend
Thank you for helping fill that void here on RUclips. I wish there were more people talking about agender issues, but your channel helps... a lot.
This is just amazing. It also sounds like you're coming off helium in the video.
Chandler! This is amazing and got me very emotional. I am not trans or nonbinary...i am a CIS woman...pansexual at that... but this was amazing. I used to tell people I'm bi but that made me think "yeah sure, I like men. Yeah, I like women" but I knew that I didn't care about identifaction...i cared that the person I may fall in love with is 1. Human and 2. Has a beating heart. I hated explaining to people that I wasn't bi. But now I love educating people on the lgbtq+ and trans community. I have told many people to watch you and Miles McKenna for information. I just want to say, Chandler, thank you for making this RUclips channel and being you. You are an amazing human and I'm glad I came across your channel. The first vid of yours I watched was when you came out to your mum as a gender. Thank you. 🤙💓💛💙 ♀️♂️✖ 🏳️🌈
This video makes me SO HAPPY, for you and for all the people it's reached. I wish there'd been this kind of representation when I was thinking about starting T. I'm nonbinary and I've been on testosterone for a year and 8 months. I feel like I've seen more nonbinary people going on hormones since I started T, but when I was thinking about it I couldn't find anyone and it made me feel really alone.
Aww, Chandler! This is awesome. So happy for you!
And I can relate so much to feeling the immense dysphoria while working. I started my job last month and it feels so degrading to have to be seen as a woman all day. I feel violated because of how people are categorizing me because of my appearance. It sucks.
And P.S. I plan to start T as soon as possible but I fear the time when I will begin to be read as 100% a guy. My pronouns are he/him but I am still agender. But yeah, I guess we can't be picky about everything. At least I'll look the way I want to.
6:26 that's my rainbow drawing on the bottom left and it always makes me so happy to see that it was on Chandler's wall😊
I met you at 2017 summer in the city and you’ve come so far I’m so proud. Also I’m not crying you are...
i’m honestly so proud of you. you were one of the first people who helped me realize I was transgender and to stop being ashamed of it. i’ve been following you for almost 3 years now and it’s nice to see your journey and just how far you’ve come since then.
Chandler's voiceeee
proud of u. ❤️
Being in no way on the scale of society’s “norms,” this is a heartbreaking, heart-healing, and deeply heartfelt video. Thank you for making this. It’s so nice to know that there is someone like me. That I’m not alone. Even if in one way, it’s the most prevalent and most mentally exhausting. I’m slowly starting to wear more “masculine” clothing, which does help me. Thank you helping me discover who I am, and continuing to remind me that I am not aline, and it is okay to be me. Thank you, Chandler ❤️
Your story is so inspiring to me. I relate so much to what you talk about and I'm so thankful for the representation you give me. Love you Chandler 💙
We've worked together! This is amazing. I'm insanely proud that you are strong enough to go through this. Its so hard for so many people and its amazing that you have and that you're this strong ❤
This is so inspirational, you are so successful and it is such an amazing transformation! Love you so much chandler never give up on your dreams do what you desire this is amazing! Your not ashamed of yourself and you should never be because no one should ever shame theirselves, anything is possible this is very emotional, keep everything up❤️ I’m so proud of you I’m so many ways I’ve been watching you grow every time you upload and you have successfully come so far!
I loveee how the voice just gets deeper and it's so beautiful
So I’m now crying... I remember coming across your coming out video ageesss ago. I started to watch your videos and you opened my eyes and helped me to understand that I didn’t have to be stuck in a binary world. Without you I wouldn’t be where I am today and seeing this video makes me so proud that you have come this far. I’m so happy for you and I hope life gets better and better. I related to a lot of stuff that you said during this video that I am currently struggling with (wanting testosterone but being worried that I’m faking all this or being ‘influenced’ as people constantly warn me that I might be) and seeing that you struggled with similar things is helping me cope right at this very moment. It’s giving me hope for the future and I’m sure it’s doing the same for so many other people. Thank you for being such an amazing person and being there for everyone who needs it. You’re awesome so don’t forget it :D
im so proud omg ive been here for so long (ever since you and payton were together) i cant believe how far you've come ily
You really seem to be - not only intelligent, but also a great person!
you look and sound amazing, i've been watching you for a long time and I'm so proud of how far youve come.
Oh my goodness, Chandler! I can't stop smiling but I'm also on the verge on tears??? I am so so happy for you! Watching your videos throughout this past year and watching your confidence in yourself grow has been such a privilege. Thank you so much for continuing to share your journey with us and congratulations! ❤️
Holy crap your voice!! Sounds absolutely amazing ! So happy got your chandler
It's crazy to me that I saw your agender coming out video on the day it was uploaded. I have been following your channel for three years that's crazy and also cool.
AHHH, YOUR JAWLINE IS SO SHARP!!!😍ITS SO BEAUTIFUL!!
Duuddeee, i stopped watching you about a year ago when i switched accounts. And wowweee, youre so much more confident, its awesome to see! I cann wait for T . x
Chandler, you are super amazing! I never knew there were others who felt like I did..I wish my body reflected how I feel. Puberty was a nightmare! I am VERY feminine shaped and I hate it terribly. I am 34 and have felt for years that I am trapped like this. I can dress however I like ut that doesn't diminish the dysphoria I feel. I'm so thankful for your video.
Oof. I was here like 4-5 years ago and I left after your graduation video. I'm so proud of you,and how far you've come.
I love this video and relate to it on so many levels. Im not a man but i much rather be read as one, be referred to as one. Constantly being misgendered and called a girl, lady, ma'am makes me feel so horrible and dysphoric. I recently started talking about my nonbinary gender on RUclips and hope i can make an impact in someones life they when u have in mine :) your awesome Chandler, im so happy for u!!
omg katie i love your videos!!! as a fellow nb person your content is amazing and uplifting xxx
space potato aw thank you!!
This is so inspirational, you are so successful and it is such an amazing transformation! Love you so much chandler never give up on your dreams do what you desire this is amazing! Your not ashamed of yourself and you should never be because this is very emotional, keep everything up❤️
I’m so happy for you Chandler. You’ve inspired me for a long time and seeing you happier makes me so happy. I hope that I can get as far as you’ve gotten someday.
I'm so so proud of, from watching you when you were agender, to now. Thank you for sharing your story. I know how many people it'll help. :)
This is really great I relate to this story SO much and especially like seeing the effects of T especially since I’ve been considering it lately
omfg chandler i’m so happy for you ! You look and sound great and ahh I’m sitting here smiling and you look great.
Thank you for everything Chandler! I remember watching your 'What is agender?' video 1,5 years ago and having this huge realisation about myself while watching it. I have recently come out as a transguy :) i'm very grateful that you chose to share your story! Much good luck to you and stay at it! xxx
This is so moving and beautiful, thank you friend! It gives me hope for my own transition - I’m 2 months on T, and it’s hard not to feel impatient and despondent with changes coming pretty slowly. But this video gives me hope that things will get better, and the day will come when I’ll be gendered more and more as the man I am. Wishing you much continuing happiness, you are an inspiration ❤️
Devin Godric Marsh I can DEFINITELY relate!!! It feels so slow in the moment but when you look back, you see how far you've come!! Hang in there!!!
aw my god this was so emotional i’m so happy for him that he’s finally at at place he wants to be❤️
i remember the day you told everyone at group you were going on T! i’m so happy for you and proud of you. i really look up to you ❤️ thanks for continuing to make your awesome content
Your true self shines through as time progresses. Thank you for sharing your life with us.
i relate so much omg
(im coming out today)
(Sorry I'm so late) You worked so hard to get to the body you can call home.. and that's what makes you Chandler N. Wilson. *Congratulations* 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 we all love you so much Chandler!! Keep doing what you dream to do!!
Congratulations you look amazing! This journey for you has been long but it’s worth because you know you feel like yourself
This is sooo sweet! ❤️ you chandler! ❤️❤️ this shows me just how much you can go through but others can be going through sooo much more💝! You inspired me and I am literally shaking! ( I really hope that u like this comment)
I'm very new to your channel but you really inspired me when I found you a few weeks ago. Since then, I've come out as Agender to my mom and grandma and have changed my online name to Grey pretty much everywhere except where my real-life friends know me super well (I.e. Facebook, RUclips, and Instagram). I just wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart because I would still be in my shell if it weren't for you.
Have I seen you on Gender amino?
Level9Gay - If you mean the LGBT+ Amino, then yes. I'm Grey J. on there
Just when I was wondering when we’d be blessed with another Chandler video, this comes out!! I’m so so happy for you, it’s clear you’re much happier and more confident. ❤️❤️
I'm so happy for you congratulations hope much love and positivity is thrown your way😚😚💜💜
i just realized i saw your video of you coming out years ago which is crazy. it’s cool to see how far you’ve come and im so happy for you
I'm sitting in my Law building at University and very nearly started crying watching this..This resonated so strongly with me! I also came to terms with being nb at around 14 but recently I got a job & am having the same problem you had, I can't wait to start T! I started to wonder if I'm a transguy but I think it's more than I'd rather be perceived as a boy/transguy than a girl but still don't identify with binary gender, thank you SO much for being part of the representation we all need. Keep being great!!
I'm honestly so happy and proud of you Chandler! Identifying as non-binary, I've been considering starting T too but still can't make up my mind. Your experience and your video have helped me so much. Thank you for everything