why I have to leave this all behind & say goodbye...
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- Опубликовано: 27 сен 2024
- Hey guys, this is just a little update video to explain what has been going on this past month, what is happening with my channel and the cross road that I am currently facing...
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I know that to a lot of people stepping away from this channel might seem counter productive and it might not make any sense but to grow this channel I need to leave it alone and whoever is meant to find it will find it until I’m ready to come back 🥹
I still have two more videos to upload before I’m fully off so if you have any question surrounding travelling Jamaica on a budget let me know in the comments.
Sending you guys so much love 💛☀️✨
Back at ya🥰💕❤️😘🇯🇲
Hey girl! Ive missed you on here!
I definitely feel you being back there and following your heart and soul❤
Life is so so short trust me!
You get one go at it.
Follow your own beliefs 💯!
I have your mind set and did just go and live in another country at your age and I will do it again.
Jamaica is also my dream place, my spiritual home and im from London🤗
Break free and go for it!
love you and will pray for you! xxx
LIVE & FLY beautiful soul❤
Its a system Jess, and life is not short they only make it seem like that..
@@Deco_2k true and not short but goes fast 🙏🙂
We ❤ you Jess
I spent 4.5 months in Jamaica recently, and now I'm back in Florida USA (another MATRIX)... so I 100% understand! I work as a graphic designer and web designer/developer, and I've worked my ass off to change careers at a very late age... so that allowed me to work from Jamaica (from home), for a USA company. However, Jamaica's immigration rules are not easy so I can only stay in Jamaica for a total of six months per calendar year so that means I have to find another place to live for the rest of the six months of the year and everything is so expensive in the states so I am currently looking into South American or other Caribbean countries. I have a long history of visiting Jamaica. My first husband was Jamaican and my daughter is half Jamaican. This time when I went, I stayed with locals and fell in love with the countryside! I grew up in Kentucky in the USA, so it is very familiar. I think many of us going through this "awakening" are realizing we need to get back to nature and the beauty of this earth, and step out of the matrix! I've been miserable since I got back, crying for no reason other than I know 100% that I'm in the wrong place! Some say we're "Star Seeds" looking for where we once lived... I too have family and others asking why I can't just be normal. I'm now 56, I've never been normal... I was just trying to convince myself that I was, because everybody expected me to be! DON'T DO IT! Normal is NOT FUN! my only suggestion is make sure you have a good income source, no matter where you end up... but be creative with that income source and do what you love! You have to live your life! Once you do, and you succeed, "they" will understand.
Jamaica has special vibes that you cannot describe❤:)
The person who said they think it is about a man get it together! It is so much more !!!!! Sounds a bit like someone is sad or jealous Jess may have found a blessed place and maybe more there :)
What you are feeling is that rebel spirit and if you look back at Jamaica history rebels were taken to Jamaica so congratulation you are one of us. Rebels don't go quietly into the night we make an impact on the world around us. Jamaica might be little but we LARGE.
We support you and most importantly we love you Jess. My family originated more so from Colombia and found Jamaica to be their spiritual home. “Out of many one people” is Jamaica’s saying. Whether you know it or not, you have become part of Jamaica from another country just as my family did. Welcome to the many one. We are more than happy to have you representing the beautiful island as our fellow countrywoman. One love Jess 🫶 🇯🇲
I’m Colombian and I feel very connected to Jamaica so love the place in spite of all the difficulties. My children are part Jamaican
That's awesome... I love Colombia🙏
Jess, I get it. Make sure the choice you make is based on what is most important for your well-being by taking time to consider your options. Follow your heart's passion. You’ll get there.
Thank you so much Tearoze for all the support
Nuff love girl 🤍
jess i travelled to jamaica solo in 2023 . i was only there for 3 1/2 months. I decided to build a holiday home there , so I can live there for half the year until i retire . i have jamaican roots but was brought up in the uk and living in the rat race. i'm only 32. i am now a single mother after marrying a jamaican which did not work.
yet my soul is telling me that i need to be on the island instead of doing a 9-5 for the next 30 years . slow pace of life , natural living suits me much better than being super productive and filled with anxiety every day in europe . follow your heart. do not let your family force you to give up on your dreams jamaica does come with some negatives high crime rate and not 1st class facilities but if your wise you can make things work for you .
1)make sure you have a means of earning money .remote work in usd . i know alot of people teach english online
2)ensure you live in a safe community near facilities such as hospital
3) be careful who you hang around with. as many people scam tourists as lifestyle
best of luck
“There’s a voice inside .. talking to everyone .. seen “ ;) ;)
This video was so healing. Thank you for your transparency. Everyone needs to listen to that inner voice and know with confidence that it will work out perfectly ❤
I’m so glad to hear this! Sending you love 🫂🤍
I totally understand the need to step back. You are one of the most honest traveler and blogger to come to Jamaica. Most of the others are Poverty Pimps Pushing Poverty Porn but not you, you are a real traveler and a true member of the Jamaican family. A real traveler immerses themselves into the society they visit. They become one with the people and understand the life of the people because they properly evaluate that life. They see and understand both the positives and the negatives and are not in it for the shock value. Jamaicans have created a bond with you and you with us. I respect you and wish you nothing but the very best in life. As we say.. Walk Good Jess! You will forever be in our hearts. Thank you for the entertainment and to open the eyes of this native. 💞❣❤♥One Love! But it is good to slow down and take care of number one.
😭😭😭 this melts my heart! Thank you so much for all the love for real! Sending you nothing but love 💛✨🫂
Post a vlog with your parents; I'd like to see who brought such a beautiful soul into this world....
Jess thank you and I wish you all the best. "One Love",
One love 🫂
Jamaicans like to say Wheel and come again!
Come back home 🇯🇲
😭😭😭
Live your life Jess, only have 1 life to live. Never wonder what if, life is short..enjoy life outside the matrix. FYI, the coconut water amd jelly miss you
Very true 🙏🏼
😂😂 omg I miss jelly 😭😭😭
The smile on your face when you mention Jamaica so that should tell your heart and your soul what you need to do. Bless up girl ❤
🥹 blessings Jennie
Sending love ✨💛
They say Intuition is the whisper or language of the Soul, take good care of yourself and have a blessed journey with each chapter. Your soul has blessed us and will continue to bless many more.
Thank you so much Zoe, nothing but love 💛✨
Sending you love and light 🇯🇲🇯🇲🇯🇲. Your authenticity is so inspiring. Nuff love
Nuff love queen 🫂✨💛
Hello Jess, how are you doing, what a touching words, what deep compassion, we all love you here in Jamaica and we are going to sadly miss you, please dont say bye to us, so long will do, until then, may the peace of God abide with you.
Awww... sweet Jess. I've really enjoyed watching your videos. You showed us your vulnerabilities. You showed us your strengths. You showed us your depth of kindness. You shone a bright light during your travels. Jamaica is a beautiful, magical place. Once she gets into your heart, it's hard to let her go. Take your time to think things through thoroughly; put your steadfast plans (and backup plans) in place; and, do what your heart and soul are telling you to do... just be sensible and wise when making your plans and you will be okay. We are blessed with one life. A short and precious life. We must be brave enough to live that one life to the free-est and to the fullest. Peace and blessings to you.
Love and Blessings always Jess ❤
You are a wonderful creation and a calming force of nature. I wish you all the happiness you can find. Nuff love from Jamaica 😊
NUFF LOVE 😭🫂
Dear royal queen as the commercial goes you can always come to Jamaica and feel alright. Jamaica the place where the soul can rest.
I would love to meet you Jess I’m a Jamaican living in the USA hopefully I’ll return to Jamaica soon and I would love to meet you, hope you will return soon
I totally understand. I am born in the UK and I want to live in Jamaica. It keeps calling my soul. Jamaica will do that to you. I would say just make sure you research and choose an area to live where you are safe. Jamaica is great to live but you need revenue. If I were you I would definitely live there, give yourself 1 year. After this you will know if it is something that is long term.
You are gifted in so many ways that it is a blessing to hear and feel from your vibez. You are on point upon the way Bobbylon. Live with your inner voice and breath ❤
All the best Jess!!
I know what to do Jess.. Go back home for couple months,get the trust fund money from dad,then after u get just go buy the land in jamaica you know that what u really want to do.
I have a mantra when I'm strsas, I repeat this " take your time you're doing fine " which unknowingly is what you are doing . Stay strong and DO listen to that inner voice . I myself have done just that we were supposed to move back to JA this year, something happened which told me to slow down , so we've taken another path at the moment .
So if you're ever in poole Dorset ,come and check out "Zeen Cuisine " my inner voice is telling me I have to leave a mark before I go .
Blessings my sister.
Jess,i didn't get to watch all your videos, but from the ones i saw, you were in your element hanging with Jamaicans. I believe if you chose to return to Jamaica, you would thrive there. Open a modest Hostel for example, and immediately many of your followers and countrymen and women would visit and patronize you. You met Throp and he works in the tourist sector on his family hotel. He also left the US to move to Jamaica. Many people with a certain insight and who brings something unique to the table will thrive there. Vlogger Irina moved there from the UK, as a born Ukrainian, with no knowledge of Jamaica and she loves it there. I could see you getting roles in any of the major hotels as a kind destination coordinator. You woukd be sought after. Ultimately you are either from a wealthy background or you will have to work. Its better to do it in a country where you feel at peace and is getting nothing but love. Jamaica is boom town currently. Lots of major improvements and many who can are moving there, incesting there or both. Watch the youtube feature of Diplo an American musician who just completed his stunning mansion in the cool Portland hills. Iteas featured in Architectural Design/Digest. Jamaica is no backwater , youmay do even better there than in your native country. Andno wild animals,like the many you have in Australia. I just want uou to know whatever your decision its ok but if it includes living in Jamaica run wud it. I recall when you were kind enough to buy a young jamaican boy a drum set. Your kindness is awesome and it shows inall the things you do. Embrace Jamaica. If my yardies love you like i believe they do you will be living your gest life right there. That is it . Bless up Jess❤🎉
Jess i followed you all the time. Yes allow yourself to cope Jamaica 🇯🇲 love you. Take your time I cannot wait ❤you
Very depeessing with a underlining wanting to tell everyone but hoping a better moment will 😢 come, walk good my fellow earthling , see you on the flipside.😮
Thx for ur enduring open heart both to us and most to importantly Jess! Walk good baby girl!
It look like you're in Hyde Park in London. Am I wrong?
Anyway, big up everytime!
I love what you've done for Jamaica and continue to do for Jamaica.
You've smashed the idea of Jamaica being violent and dangerous. This happens everywhere and Jamaica is no different.
Take your time, look after yourself, link up with your family and chill for a while, then access your next move.
You proven that 'JAH' lives and moves within us all because you listen to his voice!
Bless up, Jess!
Rasta!!
Love you Jess, take care until we see you again! 😊
Waiting for last two video. Jess . Where ever u are I hope the sun is shining for u and u are smiling with that Jess smile , bless up
All the best Jess, keep being the wonderful person you are, I remember when you just started. 🇯🇲
You look beautiful more and more everyday ❤,not bye for now but u will be back soon ❤
Be back soon 🥹
@@blessupjess just do what you have to do will be waiting for you and who really rock with u from day one will too 🖤🤍life have its obstacles will bounce back.
Greeting to you from everbless family TV RUclips channel supporting from Jamaica
Jess me 2 after living in usa for 40 years I feel same way.mis my home Jess it happiness.
We love you Jess, I feel your struggles, listen to your inner voice you can go Rong
You can have all those things anywhere that makes u happy.
Gosh its like u are speaking for me from your heart and soul! Be brave Jess we will miss you, .you are a special lady, so real i love that! Big up Jess. Be strong, have courage. ❤
Yes you are brave enough 🇯🇲
Mental health is extremely important, I'm glad that you are listening to your voice and taking the time off for you ❤ Blessings ✨️
Live the life you love & love the life you live.
Jes we all love and will always support you , you have done so many amazing stuff that we will not forget,but we will wait until you figure it out until then keep safe and peace ✌️
A lot of what you said resonates with me personally, wish you all the best Jess!
You are beautiful inside and out, just wanted to say that.
Thank you for sharing your life and experiences with us.
Hi Jess are you in clapham common.
I like you a lot. You’ve given a lot to Jamaica its profile.
It’s been so sweet. People can feel your warmth to
Jess I freaking love you. Your such an amazing soul. Love is not holding you back. Love is allowing you to be free and do what makes you happy and at peace. Be free angel live love and laugh. I have never met anyone like you. You feeling exactly what I feel every time I go there. It’s peaceful ❤❤ I can’t wait to see what you do next. BLESS UP JESS 🫶🏼🫶🏼🙏🙏❤️❤️
Only just came across your video which landed in my feed which I found inspiring. Trust your instincts and follow your heart Always do what makes you happy is certainly what I would have told my younger self. Life is always about taking risks. Greater the risks, the higher the rewards. Parents never get it at first but will when they see you happy. Control your destiny Jess. 🙏🏾✨
Love your series Jess. Season 1 of Bless up Jess was beautiful. Thanks and see you again soon.
🇯🇲🇯🇲 Big up Jess.
It’s obvious you’re torn and under duress.
You’ll surely survive this test of your stress.
As you so aptly said you’re one which is bless.
Your 20k subs proves you right, it was no guess.
God first and keep your intentions close and hard press.
Life is about sacrifices, many say it’s like a game of chess.
Be diligent about your choices, we don’t want you in a mess.
Most of us would reverse our bad decisions if we confess.
How comes I’ve never seen you wearing a dress?
With all those assets which defines beauty that you possess.
Your persona above all is what makes your shine priceless.
Blessup Jess, you’re my Australian/Jamaican Empress.
Working on a time, place and space for us, more not less.
Finally, I’m the inner voice you speak of, “be calm, I’m not pointless”.
BIG facts !!!!!!!!!!!!! keep it goin
Yes Jess i agree with you. Go and live free in Jamaica. Get rid of your phone and Internet and all the things that are built and made from matrix..just go and live in the trees with the nature and the birds 🐦. Free of stress..I think that's much better.....
Blessings Jess.We love you.💯❤️❤️🇯🇲🇯🇲🇯🇲
Happy to see you’re prioritizing your personal health and not allowing your identity / purpose to be lost along the way. I’m hoping you can eventually find the right balance to come back as I have been enjoying your content. I too started my RUclips channel about a year ago. I am going at my own pace to ensure that I don’t lose the joy in the process. Genuinely Hoping to see you back soon. I appreciate the vibe you bring to the channel. I am also of Jamaican heritage but I’m born in Canada. You have reignited my urge to visit soon. Hopefully I can capture the homeland in the same authentic way as you have. Best of luck in whatever you choose to do✌🏾
Buying a property in Jamaica is a great plan Jess, please do work towards it.
Jess more up urself than you can because we Jamaicans are moreing you up to the hights you can reach bring ur most positive friends to Jamaica so then see and feel real living
Jes I have been surching the internet for u quite often, I don't get emotional so easily but you made me feel some kind a way, FALLON U HEART BECAUSE YOU IS SO GOOD AND CLEAN, MUCH LOVE ❤ FROM 🇯🇲 TO NYC 🇺🇸
Jess, I feel everything you're saying!
Can't gain the world (whether that's your family or followers) and lose your soul! Follow your ❤ , with every step in the journey!
Send you lots of love Tish ✨🤍
You will be missed, can't wait for your next project, by for now spend time with your family back home,then hit the road again....bless up
Follow your soul Jess. The reason you’re so successful is because your beautiful soul touches the world. Most people aren’t willing to follow their dreams. Keep chasing your dreams and making them “reality”. Blessings always 🙏🏽🇯🇲✨
Seen you from day one it’s been lovely watching your grow love the way you took it all on in Jamaica just keep keeping it real most of all go with your feelings believe it don’t fight it
I am back home, my beloved virtual daughter. Thanks for your inspiration. I am back on the land of Ja-Ama-Ica!
Yuh mek mi luv mi race more 🌍🇯🇲 happi to kno dat yuh irie
Trust the process and your intuition. Drastic changes is calling for those who seek what their souls truly need. It's requiring US to leave the old behind. This matrix is truly something else but a change is deff happening like you said.
Love you jess bless up❤🤚🏻
Hi Jess, girl I can se you would like to back in ja but because of family n friends make hard to do what you want to, Love n happiness to you🇯🇲🇯🇲🇯🇲🇯🇲🇯🇲🙏❤️man from Hanover ja
Jess, you are doing the right thing. Until we cross paths again (in Jamaica) my dear sister ~
Chérie 💚🌿🫂✨
Missing you Jess
Big up yuhself my gurl
I really love you work Jess been watching you for a while in Jamaica and totally get you r vibe and spirit for Jamaica . Special spiritual vibes. Big up and bless your journey!!!!
Nothing but love and respect! Thank you so much for the support 🫂🤍
Do what make you happy
Let the Light guide you. Be silent! Be still! Listen to the still small voice! Stay strong, Jess. You will get the peace you seek and then you’ll know how to move.
Love is life JESS & life is love
Jess, you know you love Jamaica 🇯🇲 ❤
Your heart will tell you where to go 💚 listen to it 🌞
Good morning Jess I am listening to you congratulation on 2kg I am flowing you from beginning You do lots for jamaica We going to miss you Do what best for you I learn a lot from you and places to see places to go and I am a Jamaican and did not know those places Hope you don’t stay away too long Love you ❤jess
Blessed love family NY in the house ❤
Everbless family TV RUclips channel supporting from Jamaica 🇯🇲🇯🇲💯🫲
May The Most High Bless you Jess. Your Mum & Dad must really miss you.. It it time to see them as I would really worry if it was me.... I think that you are amazing and that your children would be a really beautiful mix (Like me. LOL) if you did choose a Jamaican husband. I have a question for you: Did you ever work in Hounslow in London before? Because I swear that I have spoken to you?
We are gonna miss you so much !we wish you all the best and look forward to you coming back to jamaica at some point 😢 🫂
😭🫂
Jess, Australia is where your family and friends are.
But, it’s no longer “home”.
Your heart and your soul already know that.
You can find all those things that your dad wants for you, IN Jamaica.
It is your home now
Jamaica has embraced you.❤
Its people have embraced you.❤❤
And you have embraced them all.❤❤❤
You already know in your heart what to do.
You’ll do it when the time is right.
After 46 yrs in Canada and the U.S. I will be returning home to “Yard” in 2025.
I’ve already found a little piece of land in Portland and will be building my forever home.
Don’t let it take you that long to realize what it took me 46 yrs to realize.
😘😘💕❤️🇯🇲😁
Appreciate this wisdom and support so much! Sending you so much love 💛✨
Welcome back!🇯🇲❤
@@blessupjess Right back at ya, sweetheart.
And, as for your dad asking “Why can’t you just be normal?”…please tell him (in a calm & gentle way, of course 😁) that your Jamaican family absolutely ADORES you just the way you are. We don’t need you to change or alter yourself in any way, just to fit into anyone’s idea of “normal”.😉😘💕
Jess don't say bye, say soon forward ❤
Okay, mi soon forward 😬😬😬
@@blessupjess Jess! 😔
❤❤❤@@blessupjess
Hope to see you soon!
Everyone has their calling at the end of the day its financial freedom is what us humans seek and with rising cost it restricts us to go in survival mode. I'm in the same situation doing yt
❤❤❤❤just stay safe and be blessed love you lots too until we can see you again keep listening to that inner voice
Love❤from jamaica 🇯🇲
Thanks for the good times Jess (watching the videos, of course 😅). Take your time, recenter and live your life. Jamaica will always be there with outstretched arms for you when you return. Take a year, 10 years. It may even take you a lifetime until you circle back and that is fine. You are undoubtedly a spiritual yaadie. Until then (or at least the next video 😂), walk good and Bless Up! Rrrr!
Listen to Bob❤
Bless 🙏 up Jess nice vlog 😮
The Voice is The Holy SPIRIT!!
I had a similar experience in Mexico earlier this year. I’ve always wanted to live abroad (I’m from the US). I stayed for 3 months and I was the happiest I have ever been. Needless to say I’m back in the states working on my plan to get back. Even when I tried plug myself back into the matrix here, my soul reminds me that I’m not suppose to be here. With you in Spirit Jess! Thanks for sharing your journey with us.
I feel you girl! Hopefully you and I both make it out soon. Sending you my love 🫂🤍
Bless you Jess ❤
Agreed 1000%
Yeah, yeah… u have to disciplined the Ego Jess it take work but it can be done, also Jess Jamaica will become a matrix it will be split thought..
As you sort yourself, Share a little of Australia once a week until you forward....
Living everyday being unhappy is a slow death...the tail should never wag the dog the dog should wag the tail. Your ego is always the tail, your soul is the dog (for lack of a better analogy lol). Fear to walk away from societies norms is what robs us of our natural existence. Family will be made to understand everything once you align yourself harmoniously with your destiny, with the your blueprint and everything else on the periphery will align too cause its always a complete fix when you align yourself with your soul's joy. It's chaotic when you choose the ego (from listening to you kno you kno this). So shed the fear, free up your soul and alow your heart to breathe and truly express itself. Anything else will be regretful and sad. Big up mumma'
You’re a beautiful soul Jess, both inside and outside. You inspire so many, including me. Your journey is amazing and never feel compelled to change to please others. Do what your soul tells you. You’re blessed so Jess will be good whatever you do 🤗🥰
😭 thank you so much! This is beautiful 🫂
Love you Jess 🙏❤️❤️❤️🇯🇲