I know the area the picture was taken in. It's called lookout mountain, and it overlooks Denver Colorado. I visit that exact spot about every other weekend to sit and reminisce. It's more beautiful than it looks. *Edit: it seems I'm mistaken I guess lol
It looks a lot like a spot up in the hills within walking distance of my house, too Maybe that’s what’s so appealing about this image: that it could be any one of our secret spots
I can’t sleep because tomorrow my cat is going to get put to sleep. I grew up with him and it’s really tough to let go, even though he’s been sick for a long time. Thanks for this, it’s dampening my racing thoughts.
I'm so sorry. I can only imagine the thoughts going through your head. I have cats of my own and I can't imagine having to do what you have to do. Remember your cat loves you
Hey, my childhood cat passed away this past July. It hurt like hell. And if I'm being honest? It still does in this given moment. I couldnt sleep in my own room for days, because thats where she had passed. I just, didnt want it to be real. I took my mind off of things and channeled it into minecraft for a good bit. I buried her. I didnt dig the hole but i did place her down into it and covered it up. She was my baby, i was with her from the beginning and at the end. It had to be me. A few days ago i saw her in a dream I had. I was shocked and asked my family to make sure i wasn't crazy. Because even in the dream I knew she died. I've missed her a lot these past few days, and I even wrote an elegy for her. What you should take away from this is that it hurts. And it will hurt even after the brunt of it has passed. But that is proof that you have loved. Find solace in that fact. In the fact you gave him the best life you could.
Thank you guys for your wonderful replies. I stayed with him til the very end and he looked so peaceful when he passed. I’m gonna miss him forever, but I’m glad he’s not in pain anymore ❤️
@@leilaparis5599You did the best you could and more. Take comfort in that for it’s better your loved one went out the way he did by your side at ease. That’s more to be said for many others out there who’ve not been blessed with such a passing. May your little one be waiting to meet across the rainbow bridge. 👍🏻
I found my first boyfriend just 4 months ago, a man who i adore with every fiber of my being. And now im terrified every waking moment that hes gonna get deported or worse. Im trying to bw strong for him, trying to tell him i love him as often as possible. We havent mentioned it to each other probably because hes terrified too, but i guess were just trying to be optimistic for each others sake. All this time and i finally found someone who loves me, but now he could be ripped away at any moment. Hes a good man, he doesnt deserve this. Nobody does. I love him so god damn much, it feels like hes on borrowed time, like hes sick with an illness that could kill him at any moment. I feel sick when i think about it. He came to me when i was ready to end it all and he gave me a will to live, he helped me see the beauty of life when i was blinded by loneliness and misery. He has made me a better person in every way and i dont think i can live without him. I love you so much.
I left home to buy some beer at the supermarket, i left the computer on, playing music on RUclips... when i came back, this playlist was here... That's how it founded me, i sat on the living room and listened to it till the end That's what i deeded the most on this sad day, music is magic, it's healing, and now it can find you to save your shitty day... Amazing
This found me when i was on the verge of a mental break. Theres a lot happening in the world right now and this music just reminded me of home and how after this semester I'll be back home. I know its only been a few days away, but i miss them, i dont like being away from my family when times are scary. I cope while i can, but sometimes it feels like the weight of the world lives on my shoulders. Thank you for creating this, it helped soothe my soul a little more tonight...
I hope you know you're not alone in that feeling. I've felt that way, too, and so have many others. I don't know you, but I hope you can find peace and that you have others who have your back. My coworkers really showed me today that they care, and... I know that's not something everyone has.
Struggling at work, stressed, alone, smoking a bowl right now just to take the edge off for a while. Life is hard right now, but isnt this what i always wanted? A job? My own money? My own place to live? My own car? I've come to realize that the answer is no. What I really wanted was freedom. I don't practice religion, but I do believe in God, and my faith in God is really the only thing keeping me afloat. Sending good vibes to everyone, good night
Through God anything is possible. May all who read this be blessed in their career paths. Focus on knowledge and what you give to people you will receive in return
Wama'l hayat-ud-dunya, illa mata'ul-ghuroor. "the life of the world is but matter of illusion". ~ excerpt 57:20 - The unblemished word of God, delivered by archangel Gabriel. Swim a little, and thou shall find warm and cozy waters right around.
I’m approaching the end of my medical program and I’ve been so stressed for the final test that I’ve been sick. I chose this, but sometimes I wish I could just hide for a little while. Somewhere quiet and safe. Caring for people at their most vulnerable is an honor, but sometimes it weighs on the soul.
I just attended my grandpa's funeral service. I never knew him well to be honest, but that didnt stop me from crying. He didnt speak English, having been born in Mexico, and I funnily didnt know Spanish. I never even got to have a full conversation with him, all my Spanish classes are useless to me now. Thank you, I needed this moment of serenity.
I’m sorry for your loss man. It’s a strange feeling knowing you’ll never have that one last conversation you would’ve wanted to have. Keep the language with you in your heart for him, one day that Spanish might be the connection to someone special in the future or just a connection with your family history. Wishing you the best 💕
@grossberglawoffices9910 This truly does help, I'll make sure not to lose my language, my culture, to grief. I wish you the best in all you do, I think everyone in this comments section need some support :]
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 24 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RUclips which is extremely lacking and rare to find Thankfully some time in late 2023, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a daughter of my own now, she just turned two in November, still crazy to say that, time truly doesn't stop. I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum , Dad and Sister. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
I hope you will be able to revisit one day, your story is heartwarming 🥺 I wish you the best for your family man! Your daughter is very lucky to have a dad like you
I'm at a confusing crossroads in my life. 1988 born. Sober from alcohol 3 years...lost alot of time from it. All my friends have moved on....just working alone, staying in my apartment...isolated. It's gonna be OK everyone. Just gotta keep moving forward.
I am glad that you could become sober for this long,my brother, even though it seems tough to face it alone. May we have not met before, or it be from another part of the world, there are people sharing and feeling same as you do, this isolation... I hope you can keep moving on forward my brother, I truly do that we can all go on. May you be at peace and find comfort anyhow, please stay safe.
It’s almost been a week to the day that I’ve moved out of my mom’s house and into an apartment with my two best friends, but I feel so homesick. I’m 24 and yet I feel like a child again after having their first sleepover, initially excited and then just wanting to go home to something familiar and safer.
Last night it snowed in my small city in East Texas, very light snowfall mind you. I did my bi-weekly morning 3 mile walk, went to YT for some decent mood music since my Spotify premium ran out, found this waiting for me. Life has recently been throwing a lot of crazy trials at me and this music hit the spot for the night time rural snow setting, hearing windchimes gently sing with the music as I walk past silent houses and through inactive streets. I needed this, thank you.
" This will find u when u need it" today I found out a coworker i got along great with passed away. Happiest kindest person I've met .. gone .. just like that . Guess it did find me Rest in peace brother. Sorry I couldn't be a better friend.
this reminds me of the feeling i had when i was told my grandma was on hospice. the eerie impending tragedy that was a ticking time bomb, just without a timer shown. it might seem sad but it made me think about my memories when she wasn't on hospice. it made me remember the real person, not the shell.
The opening quote almost made me cry. I haven’t felt safe in such a long time. I’ve been attacked multiple times and every time I go outside I fear it’ll happen again. And home doesn’t feel safe because there’s always drama, I feel so very lost and this music reverberates on my soul. This feels like an old friend hugging me. I know that everything is going to be okay in this moment Thank you for posting this
I found the strength to go to a psychologist and take care of my health, in particular my anxiety. This visits me almost every evening. And every evening I turn on something like your music, it makes me feel better and calms me down
Knowing life will never be the same as it was when i was younger. You know its hard to see how you're drowning, but you can't help yourself, no matter how hard you try you just cant and people seem to notice but they just dont care and neither do you anymore. I stopped caring . I know people say it gets easier but it doesnt im sorry you just learn to deal with it thats all some people have an easy life and others just dont. No matter what happens you will always have me i know im just a silly person i know how you feel and you are not alone ❤
i only have one friend left. it wasnt the largest group, around 10 of us. for one reason or another we drifted apart. life moved on in a different direction or conflict. second to last just recently left in a not so great way. my last friend talks of being ready for me to leave so i'm hoping he doesnt distance himself in fear of being hurt. this song makes me feel alone.
This is something I never imagined needing as a child but almost every night something like this must be playing so I can sleep. It prepares me for the next day nothing changes and everything stays as paradoxical as usual
This found its way into my recommended videos. The anniversary of my brother's death is right around the corner. I can't believe it has been nearly a year since he died. This playlist is the auditory representation of the constant absence I feel without his presence, without him here. It speaks to my grief and the longing for something that can never be again. If you struggle with mental health issues please seek help. The people you leave behind do remember you, they do think of you, they will grieve you, and the things you brought to this world will be missed dearly, your voice, your gestures, and phrases will all be dearly missed. I cannot express how much I miss his laugh, gestures, and little things. I miss him telling me about history and the world. I miss his stories and the characters he made. I miss sharing the interesting and amusing things I found online with him. I miss the sound of his typing and seeing his screen-lit face in the early mornings. His absence is noticeable, and I feel it every day. The greatest tragedy is that we will never know just how much we are loved and cherished by those around us.
Given how... bleak things already look ((if you all know, y'all know)), and ngl, videos of calm, ambiance like this is kinda what I need to stay... somewhat calm Next 4 years are gonna be real scary folks, try and stay safe during these turbulent times
Next 4 years? If thats a dig at trump then dont even bother. No one intelligent genuinely agrees with you on that. We just dodged a massive bullet as the only other option we had was to set a doormat(kamala) down for the rest of the world to come wipe their foot off on before they start bossing us around and taking our tax dollars. She would not have been a good pick.
In a way, it’s nice that music has brought us all here together. Makes me personally feel less alone in this world that suddenly feels so cold and scary..
missing a home i never had, in a different world... i don't feel i belong here, but there... i'm tired, but in every way that isn't the going to bed type
Thank you for existing. There a cruel people out there. So it's nice to know people like you make the world a little better every moment you breathe, and every waking moment you're here.
I failed a very important exam today and I just got into bed when I saw this and I feel like crying but, reading all these comments makes me feel so human, I don't know how to explain it. I hope everyones soul heals ♡
its strange, to live a thousand lifetimes of war, and to never understand or see long lasting peace. to live through each friend group, family situation where i took care of everybody, but never myself. i broke because of it. i lost stability, breaking my limit, nosedived, spiraled crashed and burned. and everyone just sees the crash. not the sequence before it. people often use your failures or mistakes against you and forget the good you have done for them. despite making a serious mistake due to not taking care of myself, everyone left. i was abandoned by the very people i loved and have cared for for years. consistently guiding through petty problems that i didnt care for. i just wanted them to stop fighting and get along. i become a social recluse, hikikomori. almost, afraid to try again, after so many same situations, happening over and over and over again. take care of yourselves, and be kind to yourself. not many people understand gratitude, appreciation or patience. the amount of violence it takes to be this gentle.
I'm struggling at work. I'm struggling in my studies. The whole situation may affect my relationship. I'm so tired of trying and not being able to get the results I want. In a couple of weeks I turn 20. In my hometown I have to try hard either to make tomorrow better or just leave. I'm stressed out. No one is gonna stand on my side. I'm overwhelmed by the whole situation rn. I always made it. And I know I can figure it out this time too. I know God will make the best happen for me but I'm afraid. I can't open up to anyone. I pray for anyone out there struggling like me.
This found me, so i guess i need it. Great stuff, glad to see someone posting ambient music which is genuinely heartfelt and emotional. Sometimes it seems like it's all AI slop here, stuff like this reminds me there are genuine artists out there still. I appreciate the work you put into this!
My brother, I thank you for sharing this with us all during these harsh times. I hope that you people, we all, can go on facing whatever difficulties might show up. Please stay safe and sound you all, and remember there's a community out here to support you.
A lot is happening in the world right now that’s nothing but ass-backwards and completely horrendous, especially when it comes to minority groups like me who are specifically being targeted. And people are either too afraid or too corrupt to actually make things better, which makes it feel like things will continually get worse until we’ve reached the point of no return. Until the dystopian societies we see in sci-fi movies and books actually becomes a reality. Couple this with the fact that I just got let go from my last job, haven’t had a stable employment in ages and spent 5 months last year jobless, and things are far from desirable for me. But all I can really do in these hard times is to keep caln and carry on, and finding this random video at 2:00 AM does at least grant me some bit of respite from the chaos we’re currently entrenched in.
Weirdly enough, this reakly did find me in my hour of need. This year has been off to an extremely rough start, culminating thus far in the severing of ties I once thought unbreakable, followed by the death of an old friend. Shit's rough right now, but I don't doubt for a second that this time of suffering and hardship is only temporary, as it always is. We're all gonna make it, lads.
I came out to my folks last year and since we’ve basically lost any real connection we had. In the same time I’ve been suffering from chronic illness and it turns out it’s fibromyalgia. Life is so hard but I am so happy to be here. One day I will wake up and this will all seem like a bad dream.
It is midnight as I'm typing this. I have taken Diazepam to calm my nerves an hour ago, but I feel my breathing slow down to normal after a busy day, which also had me have a heated argue with someone else as the tempers run strong by personal issues. This is quite relaxing, and I feel it will help me sleep. You were right saying this would find me when I needed it. Thank you.
The chosen songs are perfect and I’m almost asleep by the end of any individual one but right when I’m almost out an ad starts, so far per different song 😭
Im doing okay right now. Got some private issues going on, who doesnt, but im in a decent place right now. Wish it had happened a lot sooner in life. This is lovely music though.
It found me tonight. I’m in a transitional period right now, and I’ve been trying to hold onto anything and everything I can from my current life. Dodging responsibilities is something I hate doing but can’t stop myself because I just want another moment. As I’m writing this I should be sleeping because I need to be up early tomorrow. I guess I’m ready for the next chapter but I’m not sure how to move forward, I only know that I need to. I’ll figure it out eventually I suppose.
This will be my third year on disability for crippling OCD. I am exhausted and every day is so painful. In therapy and on meds, but it's slow going. My brain is always on fire. I don't know how much longer I can endure this and I'm scared. I will keep fighting. But I don't know if I want to anymore. I just want one week, just a day, where I didn’t have to live inside this prison
I dunno if it counts, manni, but I hope these videos and melodies, sharing a bit of your day and all can help ease the pain a little bit of it all. Therapy definetly helps, at least it does for me, and I am glad you are keeping it, together with the meds. Search for Obsidian Soundfields, whenever you can, I don't know if or how it would help, but it's just a suggestion, it has helped me with focusing and sleeping better anyways, it is not a silver bullet, but every single piece we can take maybe helps. I do sincerely hope you can get better soon and gradually overcome this condition. Please be safe, please be well.
Somehow, I really found this when I needed to. The constant feeling of drowning right at the shore has gotten to me, pulling me deeper and deeper into unknown waters, but this feels like a comforting break.
i know it wont count for much, but happy birthday. i truly do wish you the best in life, and hope next year, you will have at least someone to spend your birthday with. good luck in life, stranger.
A late happy birthday! I hope your life gets better and God puts people of trust in your way, you will find peace in yourself soon, I wish you the best of luck.
Today went to a medical check up. Nothing serious in general, but from the psychology side it turned out I'm depressed. Feels weird, since I always told myself that things I've felt were just sadness and refused that I even could be depressed. I really wanted to make a joke out of it, still do. What sucks is even now I ain't got a lot of people to tell this to. Don't want to bother parents, since I am a toll on them as it is, even though I've moved out 5 years ago. Don't know what will come after graduation from uni. Don't know how to save up enough to afford a two room apartment. Don't know if I still can find somebody who will love me. Should've spoken about my feelings way earlier probably, while I had somebody to speak to, but I don't want to seem like a traumadumping wreck and this feels like a traumadump so the point eliminated itself. This whole situation seems like an ending I deserved. Wonder where I went wrong. Thanks for the music, helps thinking about everything that has happened with me.
it found me today, and i guess i didnt realise how much i needed it. Reading all of your stories makes me tear up, so heres mine. Im 20, and I know that doesnt sound like much, but it feels like such a big number to me. College ends in a few months, and im gonna be looking for jobs, probably moving out soon. The responsibilities of being an adult are slowly piling on, and im scared, im scared of growing old. I just got back from my first trip without my parents, i was so excited and scared at the same time, and it went really well, but now that im back I just feel this emptiness. What am i here to do, life is just a set of all these milestones and i just wonder , what are they all leading upto? I have no answer to that question and that makes me sad. I struggle with being satisfied with what I have and always find myself wanting more, or maybe just something else. I always find myself living in the past. I miss the vacations i used to go on with my parents and sister, i miss coming back from the last day school, and just how warm and free life would feel in that moment, the golden hue of summer on everything. I think of my ex girlfriend often , and even though i know i wasnt happy then, a part of me wants to go back so bad, to the person I was and the person she was. Nostalgia is a cruel thing. Im always living in the good old days, and i dont realise it until they're long gone. I know i should live in the moment but i dont know how. I just wish time would stand still on a happy memory of the beach we used to visit in the summer, or my grandparents house back in my hometown. and I just hope that one day I will find what im looking for , the missing piece that makes it all make sense. I really do For anyone who read all the way till here , i really appreciate it. We're all just human beings trying to be happy in whatever way we can, and in the end all we have are the memories and connections we've made along the way. Thank you for existing, I love you all.
i found this video today, and it’s been hard recently. i’ve experienced the death of my dad last year and the time he died is coming up in a few months. ive also had two of my closest friends abandon me without explanation, 1; two months ago, the other, two days ago. and most of my family don’t care about my mental health despite me constantly telling them that i needed someone to talk to. moms been really sick as of late, and i’m scared i’ll lose her. tonight has been rough since i’ve been having a complete breakdown as i’ve been feeling worthless, this is comforting though. i feel like nothing i’ve ever done had meaning and that i’m destined to end up a failure, that i’ll never be good at anything i set my mind on. but i guess i’ll keep trying to find happiness.
truly soothing and healing. really needed something to ground me and this found me at the right time. just wish i could understand myself enough to properly heal and heal those i've accidentally damaged
Stumbled upon this after losing 5 people, having two furnace blowups, a pipe burst, and a car wreck all within 2 weeks. We all have things go wrong, that's life. Life has this funny way of making it seem like the bad times will never end. But it also has this funny way of letting them go away on their own. Hopefully anyone who reads this is able to remember that just because it's dark right now doesn't mean there's not some light just around the corner.
welcome to the party. Stay a while if you can. There’s a lot of lost souls here, even at this moment right now. Spread some kind words if you can. Spread some love.
Today, I'm working on a "how to improve" method. Sounds stupid, right? Everyone has their own way of improving something (or someone), whether that be music, meditation, studying & whatnot. I made so much plans, Ive lost count. Then again, this video showed up on my recommended, so boom
I’ll meet you up there. 3 am? Sure. Bottle of Pinot grio? Absolutely. Sit in complete silence? Til the sunrises. You mean just to exist and contemplate existence so our existential crisis calms the f#%£ down for a true moment in time that is observable and repeatable? Why do you ask questions when you are the Knower of these realities? 🙏❤️
You don't know how accurate this title is My cat died from chronic kidney failure a little under a month ago I think about him every single day The little dude was the best friend I've ever had And I lie awake some nights just scrolling through all of the pictures I have of him I hated just having to watch him wither away, knowing all I could really do was delay the inevitable I don't think I've ever felt that helpless in my entire life Trying to adjust to a world without him has really left me on the brink But nice, somber music like this puts me at ease a little Makes everything seem a bit less grey
Well, this video certainly did find me when I needed it. The picture reminds me of a fond memory, while the music helps my thoughts and feelings make sense of themselves. In fact, I've never come across a video that made me feel what this one did. The different emotions and memories that flooded my mind as a result of this video are mindblowing. I was able to find some sort of peaceful feeling here, especially with the first track. Hearing the music with this image took me somewhere. Truly a special upload here, thanks for uploading. Hope everyone here gets through what they're going through.
i do believe in magic and signs and fate and whatever have you, i do believe this has found me when i needed it.... tonight im struggling as many are it seems- but maybe having some music to cope is better then the bitter quiet of our darkest thoughts... stay strong fellow sufferers- one day something great will come from our pain, in due time...
4 am and losing my mind at this godawful country i live in. i knew the next 4 years were gonna be rough but. my god. the changes in literally 3 days. it's hard to have hope. gonna listen to this compilation and hope it does its job
I don't know who will read this but I hope it helps whoever does. The world is a scary place at the moment and everything seems uncertain, but remember; there will always be hope. Hope for a better tomorrow, hope that one day we all work things out, hope that one day that pipedream reality will be reality. It's always darkest before the dawn, but the dawn will come and we'll find a way. Stay safe, keep your hope alive and remember that we made it this far.
lol I did need need this now! Today is (hopefully) my last day working third shift for a while. I’ve been doing it for three years in a really negative environment and it’s messed me up. I’m not energetic, I’m irritable, I have no social life left. It hurt me and every relationship I have, and I’m struggling to get to sleep rn bc of the excitement.
The world feels like it. Truly is closing in. I wanted this to be a year where I can grow and learn to love myself. But with the state of the world, and the state of challenges I’m faced with, I can see now that it’s a year of change. I’m. Afraid. I can’t begin to express my fear of whether I’ll be able to make it in the world or…if the world will be able to have me in it. Signs are starting to show to me to…leave everything behind. And while I do not intend on leaving this world too soon…I simply wonder…where do I go? I’ve. Never considered opening myself to the world beyond my home to the extent of my mind has ventured recently but…a part of me deeply wants to. I’m afraid…but. I’m gonna accept this fear and change…and walk through it. By myself…or with those who stand with me.
I know the area the picture was taken in. It's called lookout mountain, and it overlooks Denver Colorado. I visit that exact spot about every other weekend to sit and reminisce. It's more beautiful than it looks. *Edit: it seems I'm mistaken I guess lol
not to disappoint you, but this is faaar away from Denver ;)
@@semiquaver16thah gatcha, it looks eerily similar to the view from my little spot on the mountain. Where is this if I may ask?
It looks a lot like a spot up in the hills within walking distance of my house, too
Maybe that’s what’s so appealing about this image: that it could be any one of our secret spots
I would've guessed Altadena before the fires
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Remember, it's okay to cry, to be angry, and be hurt. It means you're alive, and it's a good thing to feel alive. Stay safe out there
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Thank you random internet person 😢
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I can’t sleep because tomorrow my cat is going to get put to sleep. I grew up with him and it’s really tough to let go, even though he’s been sick for a long time. Thanks for this, it’s dampening my racing thoughts.
I'm so sorry. I can only imagine the thoughts going through your head. I have cats of my own and I can't imagine having to do what you have to do. Remember your cat loves you
Im so sorry. I went through this last year, its never going to be easy, just make sure you stay with him and just know he loves you.
Hey, my childhood cat passed away this past July. It hurt like hell. And if I'm being honest? It still does in this given moment.
I couldnt sleep in my own room for days, because thats where she had passed. I just, didnt want it to be real. I took my mind off of things and channeled it into minecraft for a good bit.
I buried her. I didnt dig the hole but i did place her down into it and covered it up. She was my baby, i was with her from the beginning and at the end. It had to be me.
A few days ago i saw her in a dream I had. I was shocked and asked my family to make sure i wasn't crazy. Because even in the dream I knew she died. I've missed her a lot these past few days, and I even wrote an elegy for her.
What you should take away from this is that it hurts. And it will hurt even after the brunt of it has passed. But that is proof that you have loved. Find solace in that fact. In the fact you gave him the best life you could.
Thank you guys for your wonderful replies. I stayed with him til the very end and he looked so peaceful when he passed. I’m gonna miss him forever, but I’m glad he’s not in pain anymore ❤️
@@leilaparis5599You did the best you could and more. Take comfort in that for it’s better your loved one went out the way he did by your side at ease. That’s more to be said for many others out there who’ve not been blessed with such a passing. May your little one be waiting to meet across the rainbow bridge. 👍🏻
I found my first boyfriend just 4 months ago, a man who i adore with every fiber of my being. And now im terrified every waking moment that hes gonna get deported or worse. Im trying to bw strong for him, trying to tell him i love him as often as possible. We havent mentioned it to each other probably because hes terrified too, but i guess were just trying to be optimistic for each others sake. All this time and i finally found someone who loves me, but now he could be ripped away at any moment.
Hes a good man, he doesnt deserve this. Nobody does. I love him so god damn much, it feels like hes on borrowed time, like hes sick with an illness that could kill him at any moment. I feel sick when i think about it. He came to me when i was ready to end it all and he gave me a will to live, he helped me see the beauty of life when i was blinded by loneliness and misery. He has made me a better person in every way and i dont think i can live without him.
I love you so much.
I left home to buy some beer at the supermarket, i left the computer on, playing music on RUclips... when i came back, this playlist was here... That's how it founded me, i sat on the living room and listened to it till the end
That's what i deeded the most on this sad day, music is magic, it's healing, and now it can find you to save your shitty day... Amazing
i love you
This found me when i was on the verge of a mental break. Theres a lot happening in the world right now and this music just reminded me of home and how after this semester I'll be back home. I know its only been a few days away, but i miss them, i dont like being away from my family when times are scary. I cope while i can, but sometimes it feels like the weight of the world lives on my shoulders.
Thank you for creating this, it helped soothe my soul a little more tonight...
I hope you know you're not alone in that feeling. I've felt that way, too, and so have many others. I don't know you, but I hope you can find peace and that you have others who have your back. My coworkers really showed me today that they care, and... I know that's not something everyone has.
Struggling at work, stressed, alone, smoking a bowl right now just to take the edge off for a while. Life is hard right now, but isnt this what i always wanted? A job? My own money? My own place to live? My own car? I've come to realize that the answer is no. What I really wanted was freedom. I don't practice religion, but I do believe in God, and my faith in God is really the only thing keeping me afloat. Sending good vibes to everyone, good night
Through God anything is possible. May all who read this be blessed in their career paths. Focus on knowledge and what you give to people you will receive in return
i love you
I'm in the same boat. Nice to know i'm not the only one feeling this out there
God loves you. I hope you can pursue your freedom.
Wama'l hayat-ud-dunya, illa mata'ul-ghuroor. "the life of the world is but matter of illusion". ~ excerpt 57:20 - The unblemished word of God, delivered by archangel Gabriel.
Swim a little, and thou shall find warm and cozy waters right around.
I’m approaching the end of my medical program and I’ve been so stressed for the final test that I’ve been sick. I chose this, but sometimes I wish I could just hide for a little while. Somewhere quiet and safe. Caring for people at their most vulnerable is an honor, but sometimes it weighs on the soul.
I just attended my grandpa's funeral service. I never knew him well to be honest, but that didnt stop me from crying. He didnt speak English, having been born in Mexico, and I funnily didnt know Spanish. I never even got to have a full conversation with him, all my Spanish classes are useless to me now.
Thank you, I needed this moment of serenity.
I’m sorry for your loss man. It’s a strange feeling knowing you’ll never have that one last conversation you would’ve wanted to have. Keep the language with you in your heart for him, one day that Spanish might be the connection to someone special in the future or just a connection with your family history. Wishing you the best 💕
@grossberglawoffices9910 This truly does help, I'll make sure not to lose my language, my culture, to grief.
I wish you the best in all you do, I think everyone in this comments section need some support :]
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 24 years ago.
It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RUclips which is extremely lacking and rare to find
Thankfully some time in late 2023, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all.
The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
But. I have a daughter of my own now, she just turned two in November, still crazy to say that, time truly doesn't stop. I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum , Dad and Sister.
Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
I hope you will be able to revisit one day, your story is heartwarming 🥺
I wish you the best for your family man! Your daughter is very lucky to have a dad like you
i love you
I'm at a confusing crossroads in my life. 1988 born. Sober from alcohol 3 years...lost alot of time from it. All my friends have moved on....just working alone, staying in my apartment...isolated. It's gonna be OK everyone. Just gotta keep moving forward.
I am glad that you could become sober for this long,my brother, even though it seems tough to face it alone. May we have not met before, or it be from another part of the world, there are people sharing and feeling same as you do, this isolation... I hope you can keep moving on forward my brother, I truly do that we can all go on. May you be at peace and find comfort anyhow, please stay safe.
It’s almost been a week to the day that I’ve moved out of my mom’s house and into an apartment with my two best friends, but I feel so homesick. I’m 24 and yet I feel like a child again after having their first sleepover, initially excited and then just wanting to go home to something familiar and safer.
Last night it snowed in my small city in East Texas, very light snowfall mind you.
I did my bi-weekly morning 3 mile walk, went to YT for some decent mood music since my Spotify premium ran out, found this waiting for me.
Life has recently been throwing a lot of crazy trials at me and this music hit the spot for the night time rural snow setting, hearing windchimes gently sing with the music as I walk past silent houses and through inactive streets.
I needed this, thank you.
i love you
You should be an author of a novel, this was lovely.
" This will find u when u need it" today I found out a coworker i got along great with passed away. Happiest kindest person I've met .. gone .. just like that .
Guess it did find me
Rest in peace brother. Sorry I couldn't be a better friend.
this reminds me of the feeling i had when i was told my grandma was on hospice. the eerie impending tragedy that was a ticking time bomb, just without a timer shown. it might seem sad but it made me think about my memories when she wasn't on hospice. it made me remember the real person, not the shell.
The opening quote almost made me cry. I haven’t felt safe in such a long time. I’ve been attacked multiple times and every time I go outside I fear it’ll happen again. And home doesn’t feel safe because there’s always drama, I feel so very lost and this music reverberates on my soul. This feels like an old friend hugging me. I know that everything is going to be okay in this moment
Thank you for posting this
I found the strength to go to a psychologist and take care of my health, in particular my anxiety. This visits me almost every evening. And every evening I turn on something like your music, it makes me feel better and calms me down
Congrats! I'm so proud of you for listening to the thoughts of reasoning and good health, when you needed it the most!
You rule bro, keep going
@@lucaskimber7303 🫶🏻
@@DevinRyanVitek 🖤
i love you
Knowing life will never be the same as it was when i was younger. You know its hard to see how you're drowning, but you can't help yourself, no matter how hard you try you just cant and people seem to notice but they just dont care and neither do you anymore. I stopped caring . I know people say it gets easier but it doesnt im sorry you just learn to deal with it thats all some people have an easy life and others just dont. No matter what happens you will always have me i know im just a silly person i know how you feel and you are not alone ❤
i only have one friend left. it wasnt the largest group, around 10 of us. for one reason or another we drifted apart. life moved on in a different direction or conflict. second to last just recently left in a not so great way. my last friend talks of being ready for me to leave so i'm hoping he doesnt distance himself in fear of being hurt. this song makes me feel alone.
This is something I never imagined needing as a child but almost every night something like this must be playing so I can sleep. It prepares me for the next day nothing changes and everything stays as paradoxical as usual
i love you
I miss my mother
:(
Her will lives in you, don't be discouraged
Me too, me too. . .❤
you can do it man, i trust you
I don’t understand myself and things often, perhaps this was very much needed.
Everything will be clear, much love to you and your life's journey 🫶
What is the dilemma, dear friend?
Bro the first one,the deep deprivation, is so good ong
i love you
this video did indeed found me when i needed it the most.
This found its way into my recommended videos. The anniversary of my brother's death is right around the corner. I can't believe it has been nearly a year since he died. This playlist is the auditory representation of the constant absence I feel without his presence, without him here. It speaks to my grief and the longing for something that can never be again. If you struggle with mental health issues please seek help. The people you leave behind do remember you, they do think of you, they will grieve you, and the things you brought to this world will be missed dearly, your voice, your gestures, and phrases will all be dearly missed. I cannot express how much I miss his laugh, gestures, and little things. I miss him telling me about history and the world. I miss his stories and the characters he made. I miss sharing the interesting and amusing things I found online with him. I miss the sound of his typing and seeing his screen-lit face in the early mornings. His absence is noticeable, and I feel it every day. The greatest tragedy is that we will never know just how much we are loved and cherished by those around us.
the vibe i get is
a dark broken world, after a cosmic event that left most of humanity in ruin
driving in fog through empty roads
@@wondermenel2811 thats kinda cool ngl
it found me this night
i love you
Typing with my paws
is harder than I thought but
worth it for my pack
I love this comment!
Given how... bleak things already look ((if you all know, y'all know)), and ngl, videos of calm, ambiance like this is kinda what I need to stay... somewhat calm
Next 4 years are gonna be real scary folks, try and stay safe during these turbulent times
it'll get worse before it gets better, but it'll get better
Next 4 years? If thats a dig at trump then dont even bother. No one intelligent genuinely agrees with you on that. We just dodged a massive bullet as the only other option we had was to set a doormat(kamala) down for the rest of the world to come wipe their foot off on before they start bossing us around and taking our tax dollars. She would not have been a good pick.
All we can do is survive, and we will.
In a way, it’s nice that music has brought us all here together. Makes me personally feel less alone in this world that suddenly feels so cold and scary..
Going though such a dark time right now. I really appreciate this.
Beautiful, Most Precious, Painful memories are hard to let go of.
i love you
missing a home i never had, in a different world... i don't feel i belong here, but there... i'm tired, but in every way that isn't the going to bed type
Thank you for existing. There a cruel people out there. So it's nice to know people like you make the world a little better every moment you breathe, and every waking moment you're here.
Goodnight everyone
Night
rest well
Thank you, rest easy.
G’night
good night y'all
I’m currently sitting on the porch eating a sandwich, a bag of BBq chips and smoking weed and it’s 12:30 at night.
that kinda goes hard um ngl
@@SalmonFeet it really did. I’m probably going to do the same tonight, minus the sandwich, I have some left over chicken instead.
@@ulysses58599I do this everynight
Jesus loves you.
i love you
Can't believe this came to me when I needed it the most, the universe had a way to send it to me 😢
I failed a very important exam today and I just got into bed when I saw this and I feel like crying but, reading all these comments makes me feel so human, I don't know how to explain it. I hope everyones soul heals ♡
thank you, man :)
I can smell the air
its strange, to live a thousand lifetimes of war, and to never understand or see long lasting peace.
to live through each friend group, family situation where i took care of everybody, but never myself. i broke because of it. i lost stability, breaking my limit, nosedived, spiraled crashed and burned.
and everyone just sees the crash. not the sequence before it. people often use your failures or mistakes against you and forget the good you have done for them.
despite making a serious mistake due to not taking care of myself, everyone left. i was abandoned by the very people i loved and have cared for for years. consistently guiding through petty problems that i didnt care for. i just wanted them to stop fighting and get along.
i become a social recluse, hikikomori. almost, afraid to try again, after so many same situations, happening over and over and over again.
take care of yourselves, and be kind to yourself. not many people understand gratitude, appreciation or patience.
the amount of violence it takes to be this gentle.
I know that my life is not without hardships but im glad to be alive still with family and friends around, we can pull ourselves from the darkness.
I'm struggling at work. I'm struggling in my studies. The whole situation may affect my relationship. I'm so tired of trying and not being able to get the results I want. In a couple of weeks I turn 20. In my hometown I have to try hard either to make tomorrow better or just leave. I'm stressed out. No one is gonna stand on my side. I'm overwhelmed by the whole situation rn. I always made it. And I know I can figure it out this time too. I know God will make the best happen for me but I'm afraid. I can't open up to anyone. I pray for anyone out there struggling like me.
This style of music is for trauma healing. Truly.
Blessings be to all. May peace find your soul
i love you
Having open heart surgery in a couple weeks. This video hits.
i kept getting this video in my recommendations since 5 days,
finally listened to it!
thanks
This found me, so i guess i need it. Great stuff, glad to see someone posting ambient music which is genuinely heartfelt and emotional. Sometimes it seems like it's all AI slop here, stuff like this reminds me there are genuine artists out there still. I appreciate the work you put into this!
i love you
Found this while doing Chemistry homework. This helped me lock in!
i love you
My brother, I thank you for sharing this with us all during these harsh times. I hope that you people, we all, can go on facing whatever difficulties might show up. Please stay safe and sound you all, and remember there's a community out here to support you.
A lot is happening in the world right now that’s nothing but ass-backwards and completely horrendous, especially when it comes to minority groups like me who are specifically being targeted. And people are either too afraid or too corrupt to actually make things better, which makes it feel like things will continually get worse until we’ve reached the point of no return. Until the dystopian societies we see in sci-fi movies and books actually becomes a reality. Couple this with the fact that I just got let go from my last job, haven’t had a stable employment in ages and spent 5 months last year jobless, and things are far from desirable for me. But all I can really do in these hard times is to keep caln and carry on, and finding this random video at 2:00 AM does at least grant me some bit of respite from the chaos we’re currently entrenched in.
Addiction And Pure Loneliness Has Taken Over My Life , I Just Want To Be Happy Again…
Weirdly enough, this reakly did find me in my hour of need.
This year has been off to an extremely rough start, culminating thus far in the severing of ties I once thought unbreakable, followed by the death of an old friend.
Shit's rough right now, but I don't doubt for a second that this time of suffering and hardship is only temporary, as it always is.
We're all gonna make it, lads.
I came out to my folks last year and since we’ve basically lost any real connection we had. In the same time I’ve been suffering from chronic illness and it turns out it’s fibromyalgia. Life is so hard but I am so happy to be here. One day I will wake up and this will all seem like a bad dream.
Wish I could visit this place irl. Just have some peace and quiet with my boyfriend.
This view...this music, this somber feeling meets you at midnight. The night has only just started...
It is midnight as I'm typing this. I have taken Diazepam to calm my nerves an hour ago, but I feel my breathing slow down to normal after a busy day, which also had me have a heated argue with someone else as the tempers run strong by personal issues. This is quite relaxing, and I feel it will help me sleep. You were right saying this would find me when I needed it. Thank you.
Beautiful music! Very entrancing, I could fall asleep to it!
Ambient music encourages a deeper connection to myself.
i love you
I dont think u understand how much this playlist means to me 💖😴
Funny enough this video finds me when I’m crying my eyes out softly so I don’t wake up my family, thank you it made me feel better.
Thanks, I only more than a minute in and I can tell this is the vibe I need.
This music feels like going on a walk alone during 4 in the morning.
whats really fascinating is this actually did find me when I needed it. your music really is beautiful, thank you.
i miss her bro it’s just sad now
The chosen songs are perfect and I’m almost asleep by the end of any individual one but right when I’m almost out an ad starts, so far per different song 😭
Im in a strange crisis lately, thanks
Im doing okay right now. Got some private issues going on, who doesnt, but im in a decent place right now.
Wish it had happened a lot sooner in life.
This is lovely music though.
I'm currently crying, and I was looking for music to play. the moment I saw this I clicked it, and it helped lots, I thank you lots.
It found me tonight. I’m in a transitional period right now, and I’ve been trying to hold onto anything and everything I can from my current life. Dodging responsibilities is something I hate doing but can’t stop myself because I just want another moment. As I’m writing this I should be sleeping because I need to be up early tomorrow.
I guess I’m ready for the next chapter but I’m not sure how to move forward, I only know that I need to. I’ll figure it out eventually I suppose.
This found me. Randomly. Right going to sleep if I can. Brains been funky lately.
This is giving me really good Cry of Fear vibes, probably one of my favorites. Thank you for this
This will be my third year on disability for crippling OCD. I am exhausted and every day is so painful. In therapy and on meds, but it's slow going. My brain is always on fire. I don't know how much longer I can endure this and I'm scared.
I will keep fighting. But I don't know if I want to anymore. I just want one week, just a day, where I didn’t have to live inside this prison
I dunno if it counts, manni, but I hope these videos and melodies, sharing a bit of your day and all can help ease the pain a little bit of it all. Therapy definetly helps, at least it does for me, and I am glad you are keeping it, together with the meds. Search for Obsidian Soundfields, whenever you can, I don't know if or how it would help, but it's just a suggestion, it has helped me with focusing and sleeping better anyways, it is not a silver bullet, but every single piece we can take maybe helps.
I do sincerely hope you can get better soon and gradually overcome this condition. Please be safe, please be well.
Somehow, I really found this when I needed to. The constant feeling of drowning right at the shore has gotten to me, pulling me deeper and deeper into unknown waters, but this feels like a comforting break.
I keep getting these kind of videos and it's like the algorithm knows I'm depressed lol
Turned 23 today and I feel so alone
i know it wont count for much, but happy birthday. i truly do wish you the best in life, and hope next year, you will have at least someone to spend your birthday with. good luck in life, stranger.
A late happy birthday! I hope your life gets better and God puts people of trust in your way, you will find peace in yourself soon, I wish you the best of luck.
a very happy birthday a few days late, I hope you are doing well and that soon you meet new people that may overcome this loneliness too
This music is odd... in a good way. Hope you make more of it :)
It needs you
Today went to a medical check up. Nothing serious in general, but from the psychology side it turned out I'm depressed. Feels weird, since I always told myself that things I've felt were just sadness and refused that I even could be depressed. I really wanted to make a joke out of it, still do. What sucks is even now I ain't got a lot of people to tell this to. Don't want to bother parents, since I am a toll on them as it is, even though I've moved out 5 years ago. Don't know what will come after graduation from uni. Don't know how to save up enough to afford a two room apartment. Don't know if I still can find somebody who will love me. Should've spoken about my feelings way earlier probably, while I had somebody to speak to, but I don't want to seem like a traumadumping wreck and this feels like a traumadump so the point eliminated itself. This whole situation seems like an ending I deserved. Wonder where I went wrong.
Thanks for the music, helps thinking about everything that has happened with me.
it found me today, and i guess i didnt realise how much i needed it. Reading all of your stories makes me tear up, so heres mine.
Im 20, and I know that doesnt sound like much, but it feels like such a big number to me. College ends in a few months, and im gonna be looking for jobs, probably moving out soon. The responsibilities of being an adult are slowly piling on, and im scared, im scared of growing old. I just got back from my first trip without my parents, i was so excited and scared at the same time, and it went really well, but now that im back I just feel this emptiness. What am i here to do, life is just a set of all these milestones and i just wonder , what are they all leading upto? I have no answer to that question and that makes me sad. I struggle with being satisfied with what I have and always find myself wanting more, or maybe just something else.
I always find myself living in the past. I miss the vacations i used to go on with my parents and sister, i miss coming back from the last day school, and just how warm and free life would feel in that moment, the golden hue of summer on everything. I think of my ex girlfriend often , and even though i know i wasnt happy then, a part of me wants to go back so bad, to the person I was and the person she was.
Nostalgia is a cruel thing. Im always living in the good old days, and i dont realise it until they're long gone. I know i should live in the moment but i dont know how. I just wish time would stand still on a happy memory of the beach we used to visit in the summer, or my grandparents house back in my hometown.
and I just hope that one day I will find what im looking for , the missing piece that makes it all make sense. I really do
For anyone who read all the way till here , i really appreciate it. We're all just human beings trying to be happy in whatever way we can, and in the end all we have are the memories and connections we've made along the way. Thank you for existing, I love you all.
i found this video today, and it’s been hard recently. i’ve experienced the death of my dad last year and the time he died is coming up in a few months. ive also had two of my closest friends abandon me without explanation, 1; two months ago, the other, two days ago. and most of my family don’t care about my mental health despite me constantly telling them that i needed someone to talk to. moms been really sick as of late, and i’m scared i’ll lose her. tonight has been rough since i’ve been having a complete breakdown as i’ve been feeling worthless, this is comforting though. i feel like nothing i’ve ever done had meaning and that i’m destined to end up a failure, that i’ll never be good at anything i set my mind on. but i guess i’ll keep trying to find happiness.
I did enjoy this. Thank you for bringing me here. Please keep making music. ❤
truly soothing and healing. really needed something to ground me and this found me at the right time. just wish i could understand myself enough to properly heal and heal those i've accidentally damaged
Stumbled upon this after losing 5 people, having two furnace blowups, a pipe burst, and a car wreck all within 2 weeks.
We all have things go wrong, that's life. Life has this funny way of making it seem like the bad times will never end. But it also has this funny way of letting them go away on their own.
Hopefully anyone who reads this is able to remember that just because it's dark right now doesn't mean there's not some light just around the corner.
11 days after posting didnt know my taste for slower music would lead me here but glad it did
welcome to the party. Stay a while if you can. There’s a lot of lost souls here, even at this moment right now. Spread some kind words if you can. Spread some love.
Today, I'm working on a "how to improve" method. Sounds stupid, right? Everyone has their own way of improving something (or someone), whether that be music, meditation, studying & whatnot. I made so much plans, Ive lost count. Then again, this video showed up on my recommended, so boom
This really found me at the right time tysm
i love you
I’ll meet you up there. 3 am? Sure. Bottle of Pinot grio? Absolutely. Sit in complete silence? Til the sunrises. You mean just to exist and contemplate existence so our existential crisis calms the f#%£ down for a true moment in time that is observable and repeatable? Why do you ask questions when you are the Knower of these realities? 🙏❤️
You don't know how accurate this title is
My cat died from chronic kidney failure a little under a month ago
I think about him every single day
The little dude was the best friend I've ever had
And I lie awake some nights just scrolling through all of the pictures I have of him
I hated just having to watch him wither away, knowing all I could really do was delay the inevitable
I don't think I've ever felt that helpless in my entire life
Trying to adjust to a world without him has really left me on the brink
But nice, somber music like this puts me at ease a little
Makes everything seem a bit less grey
Well, this video certainly did find me when I needed it. The picture reminds me of a fond memory, while the music helps my thoughts and feelings make sense of themselves. In fact, I've never come across a video that made me feel what this one did. The different emotions and memories that flooded my mind as a result of this video are mindblowing. I was able to find some sort of peaceful feeling here, especially with the first track. Hearing the music with this image took me somewhere. Truly a special upload here, thanks for uploading. Hope everyone here gets through what they're going through.
i do believe in magic and signs and fate and whatever have you, i do believe this has found me when i needed it.... tonight im struggling as many are it seems- but maybe having some music to cope is better then the bitter quiet of our darkest thoughts... stay strong fellow sufferers- one day something great will come from our pain, in due time...
4 am and losing my mind at this godawful country i live in. i knew the next 4 years were gonna be rough but. my god. the changes in literally 3 days. it's hard to have hope. gonna listen to this compilation and hope it does its job
Kids are absent, can't find anything new to look forward to as the days go by. At least I can find some peace in this moment....
I don't know who will read this but I hope it helps whoever does.
The world is a scary place at the moment and everything seems uncertain, but remember; there will always be hope. Hope for a better tomorrow, hope that one day we all work things out, hope that one day that pipedream reality will be reality. It's always darkest before the dawn, but the dawn will come and we'll find a way.
Stay safe, keep your hope alive and remember that we made it this far.
Have a good night everyone. Im sure we all need it.
I hope to be happy, to find peace within myself. I want to live.
Love this vibe.
lol I did need need this now! Today is (hopefully) my last day working third shift for a while. I’ve been doing it for three years in a really negative environment and it’s messed me up. I’m not energetic, I’m irritable, I have no social life left. It hurt me and every relationship I have, and I’m struggling to get to sleep rn bc of the excitement.
I know this isn’t the intended purpose of this, but that photo would make a really cool horror setting
You made this music?
It’s beautiful.
You should be proud.
The world feels like it. Truly is closing in. I wanted this to be a year where I can grow and learn to love myself. But with the state of the world, and the state of challenges I’m faced with, I can see now that it’s a year of change.
I’m. Afraid. I can’t begin to express my fear of whether I’ll be able to make it in the world or…if the world will be able to have me in it. Signs are starting to show to me to…leave everything behind. And while I do not intend on leaving this world too soon…I simply wonder…where do I go? I’ve. Never considered opening myself to the world beyond my home to the extent of my mind has ventured recently but…a part of me deeply wants to.
I’m afraid…but. I’m gonna accept this fear and change…and walk through it. By myself…or with those who stand with me.
I get suggested these types of playlists during worst times, thanks RUclips