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Almost every other person in my life has a significant other and is in a decent relationship that they've been in for years now, I've never had a first date, a first kiss, I've barely had friends in life, I was the outcast of the outcasts, I occasionally enjoy my life, but most days im going through the motions at best with occasional blips where im genuinely happy and at worst am wasting my time trying the minimize my perception of my own waste of a life.

4am, feeling horrible, but at least it will pass. Everyone finds a way to get through something. One way or another.

This is so beautiful, you composed and played this? wow. Lovely.

October 6th.. Someone entered my life unexpectedly, as if they were written for me, as if they were my other half i never knew i needed.. 5 days ago things ended for good.. contemplating life is an understatement.. especially after losing someone very close.. to whom ever reading this, don't be too scared to love, it is often a memorable story that will live in your memories for a very long time.. if you are lucky.. for life.

My name is Daniel, I’m 28 years old. When I was 18 I was a sponsored skateboarder, carelessly shredding day in and day out. No car, no bills, no job, never did drugs. Just a drive to land that next trick or be better than I was yesterday filming in the streets with my best of friends. I met a great friend Robert “Bob” for short during my skateboarding contest phase. Multi-millionaire trust fund guy. Moved in with Bob and lived rent free for 2 years, he funded all my skateboarding escapades and I skated all the contest. Won some and lost some. Skated with the pros out there now before they were pros until I was 20 then decided to move out and back in with my family. I got a job working at subway, then did some construction, then worked at 7/11 for 4 years and even rented a house with friends and my brother. Became an insurance broker at 25, worked 3 years stressfully everyday. I’m now 28, I quit my job 2 months ago with about 8k saved up and joined the Airforce. I leave this upcoming 17th of September. I own a Honda civic 2019 and a 2024 Yamaha R7 motorcycle and even moved back in with Bob about 1 week ago since years back. Today we went to Red Lobster with my 15 year old brother. He’d never been there. We got lobster, shrimp, salmon, and many appetizers along with our favorite drinks soda and Arnold Palmer. Today, September 5th I’m 28 years old. I am again living with a multi-millionaire best friend. I can do 75 push ups without stopping and over 100 sit ups run 2 miles in under 15 minutes and still smoke a cigarette afterwards with enjoyment. I have a valid license and motorcycle permit. I drank some beers with the boys at the skate park late night and even gave my brother a ride home after helping Bob with some things around the house to earn some money. My mother turned 50 years old last month and we had a big party and partied our hearts out with food, alcohol and company. What more can you ask for. Yet, still something is missing. Money does not rule the world. People do. Ain’t no such thing as a life that’s better than yours. Seeing out of your own two eyes will always be better than not having any. It is…the little things that count. Always do your best even when nobody else is. Be patient, life is not short but it can be if you make it that way. Don’t rush. Enjoy the present moment my dear friends. Love with all your might. Tell the truth, not just to others but yourself. Nobody can free you and at the same time you aren’t trapped. Enjoy the process, it is the experience. One day I’ll look back and maybe shed tears thinking about it all. I’ve lived a good life. Thank God. Now I’m going to go serve a country that seems to be dwindling. Don’t give up. Life is not all about YOU. Nobody is self-made. WE ALL NEED HELP. Helping someone is better than helping nobody at all and by this you help yourself. Relationships are the best currency. The best investment could almost be the people you have around you. We make the world go round. God be with us forever. He knows we need Him. Pray daily. I love you all and I’m proud of you. Be SELFLESS. -Daniel Dominguez 09/05/24

Let me get super powers or magic already 😭

So far this is very good for thinking and just feeling.

Yawn 🥱 How Lame and Boring.

left alone like it

Τhank you !!!!

I like it. Haunting, empty, it brings me closer to the void

I wanna go there. No people.

Somewhere in time and yet nowhere at all. I have no home. Im stuck in this in-between

Hello, you don't know me but my name is Matt. I would like to ask you a very important question. Do you know Jesus? Not the people He created nor the image of Him we created. Do you know Him and what He did for us? Many know Jesus by name and even His sacrifice, but not Him. I've done a lot of bad things, and the devil knows my name is Matt, but calls me by those bad things. But Jesus knows my bad things and calls me Matt, always. Jesus never did anything wrong, and didn't deserve anything less than everything. But we killed Him. I killed Him. Because the bad things I did costed me my life, and I was going to pay for the bad things in a place so bad we call it "Hell". But Jesus loved us so much, that He took our bad things and became it, and let us kill Him so the bad things would be forgotten, forgiven and paid for. Jesus died for us, but He came back. Because truly good things always come back. Jesus saved my life, and if someone saved your life you would tell the world about the amazing thing that they did. The debt was due, and it was paid in full but my friend, Jesus. Jesus can save your life too, you just have to ask Him to.

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Depression, what a terrible sickness you are, crawling through my thoughts, shaping reality at your will, changing and erasing memories, always presenting my doom at the slightest concerning event. But to whoever is reading, know this, no one knows what is going on, not even I, nor our parents knew, no one, its imposible to predict even tomorrow, so yes, it will pass, it will be fine, take a breath, and stop thinking for a moment, for its not you who sees all this emptiness, but your wicked mind who is playing dirty tricks on you, don't fool yourself, you know you weren't like this all the time, something is broken and it needs healing, so sit down, and heal for a minute, an hour, whatever it takes, good night

Thank you

Literally this song have a different vibe, feels like approach my heart

It's time to let you go

its 12am and i might just hop off to see god fr

These comments ❤️‍🩹 May we find solace in the depths of our unspoken sorrows, and release the burden of overthinking and fixating on those who have caused us pain. I wish you all healing.

This sounds become real when you realise that not everyone is asleep.

Golpe ruido por noche

It’s midnight and i just can’t help but contemplate my life’s purpose. Why am I here? Why was I born? I’m stuck at this wage slavery job where I work 10-12 hours, 4-5 days a week and it is indeed sucking my soul out. I am close to getting fired for a multitude of reasons. I am barely getting by. But I am tired. Physically and mentally. Broke. Depressed. Lost. My mother departed two years ago and its just been so hard for me to continue moving on all on my own. I feel so drained to the point that I’ve been contemplating suicide realising the reality that we are forced to only live to work and work to survive. I am 25 years young with so much life ahead of me but some days it gets to a point where I want to give up. But I don’t know where I get the willpower to continue getting out of my bed and go out to live my life though at times it feels pointless. I hope it will get better. Nonetheless, I hope to whomever is listening to this finds solace, empathy and peace. Stay strong and God bless, friend. Tomorrow will be another day.

I really love views of cities at night from far away like this one. Something about them is just so peaceful.

End of days , ? or energetic transmutation? that makes us human, why were we here on this planet?

I’m up late at night wanting to sleep. But stuck in the thoughts of trying to find a job, recently out of the hospital from my third stroke. And hoping to find love. Hoping it will all come together. I guess these things take time.

I've done a lot of reflecting these past few months, and I'm coming to terms with the fact that someday I'll have to say goodbye to certain parts of my life. A part of me is scared to leave home, a part of me wants to marry, and a part of me regrets never trying to look for a partner in college. I want to reach out, but I'm scared of getting hurt or wasting my time. God, if you want me to find a husband, let that be clear to me.

at the end of everything, hold on to anything <3 thank you for this!

Why the fk i belong to here , only here , this music is me and i'm this music

beautiful <3

These days now are the good old days for me. I'm pushing 40 and still have my parents. But one day, I might not. Then there will be no home for me either.

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Thanks for Providing Us some Safe Space to relax and Think for a new way to bring us Safe where we need to be ❤❤❤

It's 3:29 am, haven't slept at all. I could be doing something productive right now but, like studying, or cleaning my room. Why am i wasting all this time typing out a comment about how I'm wasting my time when i can be doing better stuff

It's 11.55pm. I know it's hardly "late" but everyone else is asleep and I'm here thinking about my future... I have work 6am but I lay in bed trying to distract myself from the fearful "what-if"s and trauma from past memories.... One word triggered this whole cascade... It started with adrenaline rush through my body like a cold sweat, my heart was pounding in my head...and now I'm contemplating driving out in my car to the closest dam I could find and either park there and skip work tomorrow or maybe never even go back home... Or maybe I could drive the car in that dam and be gone for good. I think about the people I would leave behind. My pet rabbit.. and maybe even the things I have to clean after if I just end up skipping work and going back home after my midnight "rendezvous"... it's not worth it.... But then again... nothing seems to be worth it... No matter how much I work or rise up the ranks I can't even afford a house.. The owner of the place we are renting wants to sell this home... I don't know where to go.... but at the same time is it even worth finding a new place...? Wouldn't it be so much easier if I died and didn't have to worry where my body lives...

Somehow, it's comforting to know that a bunch of strangers are vibing to the same playlist at weird hours of the night. It’s like a quiet, unspoken pact to just... exist together for a bit. Anyway, if you're reading this, I hope you find the peace you're looking for in this corner of the internet.

She probably won’t ever see this….. Dear Bobbie… ✨Your touch warms me like the sheets of my bed, your eyes are like bright blue skies on a clear summers day, the thought of you alone make me feel like i am safe and in control, i feel like i am home when i’m in your presence, your laughs and giggles are infectious, your energy and mood is contagious. your velvet soft kisses make me feel like my chest is full of fire and makes my heart pound faster and louder than ever, you give me such good memories and moments to hold onto, its an understatement to say that i’m blessed to have you in my life because you truly are a one of a kind girl, and i hope you know that i will always be there for you no matter what we may or may not become, and i would wait lifetimes just to see you happy day after day and to be able to be the one to bring you endless days and nights of love✨

If you can see this comment, please realize that no matter how hard the times were that you've been through so far, you may think you have failed.. but you haven't. You've survived all this time, and you are so strong.. endurance, perseverance.. you don't realize how much you are genuinely loved, appreciated, and you may think no one sees you, that no one acknowledges the good you have done in your life.. I see it. I see you. And I'm so proud of you for coming this far. Please understand that when you don't know what to do, faced with difficult situations and needing to make a decision, no matter what, listen to yourself - your heart will guide you through intuition. You know what is best for you so far on your journey. You are never alone, if you can understand, we are not the body, we're the Energy that animates the body.. And that Energy that you are is connected to the whole; we are all one in Spirit/Energy. Focus on what you have, not dwelling on what you lack. The Future can ONLY be changed in the Present moment.

This is gold; you are exquisite at creating the ambient so perfect it creates its own space and time.. This is the perfect consolation. Thank you so much for making this beautiful art..

Currently tipsy from drinking Soju. Contemplating about my life. Honestly....I do not know what I am doing with my life. I'm just....here....clueless...floating....

Jesus is king

TW: some su1c1de ideation in this vent. I'm having these roller-coaster rides of manics that go from peaks to deep valleys. Some days I want to call out of work, cry all day and do something stupid. I've said time and time again that I don't want perish. I'm just tired. So tired that I want to sleep and never wake up. Dissapear in and not be anyones problem. I'm on a waitlist to see a professional but I can't get medication until I am diagnosed, so I am stuck in this vicious cycle until I can see someone, or until these thoughts really do take over. I've went from hoarding tendencies to throwing out more and more thinks weekly and it worries me that my cleaning manics are.. "preparing". I'm not sure what else to do other than work myself to exhaustion and sleep as long as I possibly can to avoid these thoughts. I'm glad that, while I can't sleep, I have this comforting playlist to help me just breathe. I hope anyone who took the time to read and could relate a little.. just know it gets better. We will get through this you and I. Maybe one day, we'll meet each other and not even know it.

11:37PM and I’m simply doing my best. Don’t force yourself to be perfect, none of us can do that. Remember that you, like everyone else, are human. Stay strong, and do your best. Even if it’s not that much today, tomorrow is another day ❤

If your safe space is a five second loop, you might be one of the monsters.

7am been up all night. One more cigarette? Idk if i can get up anymore.. atleast until i have to

crappy artist

You’ve made it this far, gotta keep going. You owe it to yourself.

I hate liars He acts like he gave me so much😂oooh I can’t wait to just KNOW and FEEL the difference between something real and something made to look real.