So, I'm here writing while listening to this incredible version, trying to get rid of this feeling that corrupts me. As tears run down my face, I think about how much I am putting all my time and effort into a profession that doesn't make me happy, that doesn't excite me, that doesn't make me want to stay after working hours thinking about how to improve. I feel like everyone at work is super excited about what they're working on, and I'm simply working and meeting my goals, but not feeling anything other than the fact that I'm making/saving money. As time passes, I feel like there's something inside me, and just thinking about a possibility makes my heart skip a beat, my breathing becomes strong and I even feel a little hope, in those moments I realize that I AM MADE OF ART , I feel the art inside me, calling me to work with it, while what I work on becomes more and more factory-like. But Art is there, spying on me, waiting for me, calling me. I feel more and more that the moment to hug her is coming. This feeling runs through my day, like the wind that flows around me, like the sinuous melody that this song contains. like a calling that I know I will go to at some point. I hope this day is getting closer and closer, I'm sure that when that day comes I will have the courage to follow what I finally chose.
I like putting my little thoughts on youtube videos of a song I love, so I'm writing this on my four years journey into college so far. After the pandemic hit, I went back to college and most people I met after so long hiatus said I changed a lot. And I do agree because my face changed and my personality is different as well. During my diploma years, I always have hormonal imbalance where I was still figuring out how to achieve that, how to be better and in what direction I want to head to. And so, during my early degree semesters, I had a chance to rewire my brain and here is what I did: i don't put myself in a mental box anymore, im not resistant to change anymore and i kept a lot of my life to myself unlike before. there are some good and bad reasoning for it, but so far, it seems to be profiting me a lot since coming back to physical classes earlier this year. I hope I can keep evolving while keeping my mind at peace. Its always hard to find balance, but so far, I handle it quite well with the right portion of what I want to say from my heart and what my mind think I should be doing. My advice, just be open and go with the flow. Im not saying im mature now, but I gained a lot and lost a lot these days as well. And I think its better than doing nothing about it - because doing nothing means losing, never learning. but never forget to take a break to recentre your thought and give your body some rest 🌺
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My favorite song from Solar Power ☀️
The end reminds me of old Lorde...don't get me wrong I love the new album but her dark moody songs had a beautiful gravitas that I miss
So, I'm here writing while listening to this incredible version, trying to get rid of this feeling that corrupts me. As tears run down my face, I think about how much I am putting all my time and effort into a profession that doesn't make me happy, that doesn't excite me, that doesn't make me want to stay after working hours thinking about how to improve. I feel like everyone at work is super excited about what they're working on, and I'm simply working and meeting my goals, but not feeling anything other than the fact that I'm making/saving money.
As time passes, I feel like there's something inside me, and just thinking about a possibility makes my heart skip a beat, my breathing becomes strong and I even feel a little hope, in those moments I realize that I AM MADE OF ART , I feel the art inside me, calling me to work with it, while what I work on becomes more and more factory-like. But Art is there, spying on me, waiting for me, calling me. I feel more and more that the moment to hug her is coming.
This feeling runs through my day, like the wind that flows around me, like the sinuous melody that this song contains. like a calling that I know I will go to at some point. I hope this day is getting closer and closer, I'm sure that when that day comes I will have the courage to follow what I finally chose.
This quickly became one of my 5 favorite Lorde songs of all time
same
same
I like putting my little thoughts on youtube videos of a song I love, so I'm writing this on my four years journey into college so far. After the pandemic hit, I went back to college and most people I met after so long hiatus said I changed a lot. And I do agree because my face changed and my personality is different as well. During my diploma years, I always have hormonal imbalance where I was still figuring out how to achieve that, how to be better and in what direction I want to head to. And so, during my early degree semesters, I had a chance to rewire my brain and here is what I did: i don't put myself in a mental box anymore, im not resistant to change anymore and i kept a lot of my life to myself unlike before. there are some good and bad reasoning for it, but so far, it seems to be profiting me a lot since coming back to physical classes earlier this year. I hope I can keep evolving while keeping my mind at peace. Its always hard to find balance, but so far, I handle it quite well with the right portion of what I want to say from my heart and what my mind think I should be doing. My advice, just be open and go with the flow. Im not saying im mature now, but I gained a lot and lost a lot these days as well. And I think its better than doing nothing about it - because doing nothing means losing, never learning. but never forget to take a break to recentre your thought and give your body some rest 🌺
2:45 FAVORITE PART
OH GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD YES
Out of all the songs on the album, this one really works.
i actually like it more when its sped up!
I feel really proud to be a Christian. He saves me through some pretty difficult times ❤
PERFEIÇÃO
Love this
So pretty 😩
Isso é lindo
Chillin'
bless u
Wow thanks so much for this and so fast