Unemployed, crippled and depressed. A confession.
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- Опубликовано: 27 сен 2024
- A hard moment that changed my life and one of the main reason I decided to embrace simple and slow living in an off grid cabin.
A confession about mistakes and failure and a lot of hope for the future that took all my courage to record.
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In 2017 I decided to leave a very successful career in social work, I sold my house, had a tiny house on wheels built and found a little piece of land to rent and live off grid , by myself. Although it is hard, especially the winters, I have never regretted my decision, even though I am a lot poorer :)
But richer in other ways 😊
Sometimes we know what is best for us and it does not come from how much we have in our bank account but how full our lives are. Happy to hear you've find a life that gives you so much more. Thanks for sharing, really appreciate to hear about how in a way we're all so similar although our stories might differ so much 🙏
When the feds find out you are off the grid they will fine u immensely. I totally agree with what your doing but the feds will get u for living off the grid
How could you do it whit a child? Do u have children?
@@daan731 no I am a grandmother ha ha just live on my own :)
The person who is reading this comment, I wish you great success, health,love❤and happiness❤
And for you too angel. 💖💖💖
thank u
Thank You🙂
You too, thank you. ❤❤❤
You too my anonymous friend 🙏
My turning point was when my 21 year old, 5 month pregnant daughter passed away. Wife took her own life 5 years after that after 5 years of drinking and abusing me.
My whole outlook about life changed after that.
Good luck to you sweety. We all deserve to be at peace.
Hope you did find yours as well. Thanks for the support 🤍
Sorry @williamaporting500. That's unbelievably unfair
Being laid off marked a significant change in my journey. I had started saving for retirement later in life, which meant my savings were not substantial at that point. The situation was daunting and unexpected. Facing ageism, I ended up taking lower-paying jobs. However, after extensive research, I discovered a strategy that helped me achieve a $1 million return in 4 years, ultimately leading to a $3 million retirement. Reflecting on this, I’m glad because it led to choices that have worked out well for me
It's a reminder to persevere, isn't it? You mentioned seeing returns. Distinguishing between results stemming from research and those influenced by luck can be challenging, especially in investing
when it's consistent, it goes beyond luck. research was the challenge till it led to Emily Ava Milligan, a top fund manager, her strategy made 310k into this and counting
I pasted her name into my browser, and her website popped right up. It became clear she's in high demand. Your example is rare. I stumble on gems when i least expect to. Thanks for the share!
Sliding doors all the way. Sometimes a turn in our lives makes everything change and you'll never know. Really happy it worked out so well for you and for your wellbeing....and for your pocket. Thanks for sharing, I'm sure many can be truly inspired but such successful stories!😊🙏
@@greenthrivers just fyi, the above comments are from scammers/bots trying to get people to visit a scam website to steal their money.
I am old, and I have been through a few dark nights of the soul.
My resilience rested on the saying that "the iron goes to the fire to become the steel". Today I am in peace. Looking back, I feel proud that I ended up in "one piece".
Girl, you have been blessed with this cabin. It's a piece of heaven. Leave the pass behind. You are not it anymore.
Your words are wise and they are welcome. Thanks for watching and for the support. Happy to hear you've found your peace as well!!!
My "sliding door" moment was October 27, 2022.
I married my husband when I was 19 years old..he passed away from brain cancer after 40 years of marriage on that day. I continue to "try" and navigate through life without him by my side. So much to think about, and not think about. 😞🙏❤
What a hard moment must have been...a constant companion suddenly missing in your life. Life can be difficult but at least you have lots of memories to cherish and a family still to build more with...but guess his spot will never be filled again 🙏. Thanks for sharing
So sorry. I married at 19. 57 now. At this point he's the only person I know. Friends family gone. I'll be thinking and praying for you. When I panic thinking about myself alone I watch cheap RV living with Bob Wells. He has a playlist of our age ladies that he has interviewed. Shows their vehicles (vans campers RVs) soothing to heat these woman tell their stories and how many travel together and love help and support each other. I've never even been on a trip without my husband. Just a little something to think about. Good luck sweetheart.❤
@@Gigi30107 too funny I'm literally watching Bob Wells as I read your comment
😄.. thanks for your sentiment.😊
I am 62 and have a home thanks to my husband's hard work. I enjoy the van life stories however I can't imagine doing that myself.
God bless you honey. I too lost my beautiful wife 3 years ago. I never thought I would live again. I now still miss her, but I smile when I think of her. You will get there too❤
Thank you. You are a beautiful human being. Thank you for sharing your story. The good will come.
I have been thru much worse. both my sons and my youngest brother are gone.
i've been homeless, robbed, abandoned and rejected by my own family too.
Once I started to play the bass, that helped me out of the depression,
When I accepted the fact that I am unique and on a journey - not running a race, things
Changed.
Change is the word
That's a nice realization....not running a race but on a journey. I might use that if it's OK.
@grahammilne3029 yes...please tell your friends, family and coworkers too..put it on tt shirt's.
NOW is the only time WE have any POWER. Thanks.
That's beautiful
This isn’t a pissing contest
YT pushed this video to me and coincidentally I find myself in the same situation, although I’m in relatively good health and still live in a big city. Today is my last day with the bank so technically I’m unemployed from tomorrow. 20+ years in the bank and hated it especially in the last few years. You are very brave in handling your operation, move off grid and start a YT channel talking about it.
I was at the gym this morning while listening to a psychology podcast. The psychologist said whenever we are in a bad situation, just tell yourself that it’s just an experience. We are just here to experience life. This particular experience that you are facing now will pass so you don’t have to carry it around and torture yourself over and over again. Great advice.
I’m watching this while having my lunch. On the way to buy lunch, I saw a severely handicapped girl on a wheelchair. Her arms and legs were twisted. Even her head was twisted and her eyes were looking up. It was obvious she couldn’t even speak or eat on her own. I also saw her family taking meticulous care of her. It’s a very tough and frustrating situation and I asked myself whether I will also be so caring and do my best for this girl if she is also one of my family member. The answer is an absolute Yes without a doubt as I know deep inside I’m still a kind and compassionate person. Then something struck me. I asked myself: if I can be so compassionate and caring towards another person in distress, why can’t I love myself the same way? I know I hated myself deep inside including my mistakes to the point of sabotaging myself and getting into depression. I need to learn to love myself again.
I know you are also on a journey of loving yourself again so all the best to both of us! Take care and ciao!
Thanks for your really thoughtful message. I'm sure life is waiting with open harms for both of us and I'm really happy to know that my message resonate with you. I'd love to build a community of like minded people that can grow and get better through life together si thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your personal experience and the thoughts that wirled through your mind in this specific period of your life. Welcome on board!
How true. We are all on a new road to self discovery. May your path be gentle and kind, keep your eyes to Heaven and your ears to the Creator.
Whenever someone speaks from their true heart, it waters the soul of anyone listening. Thank you for watering my soul and reviving my dreams ❤
You are very welcome. I always try to be positive and the message I hope comes out from these videos is one of hope. We all need positive thoughts in our lives. Thanks for watching
Did not warm my heart at all. But I did get a good laugh out of this.
@@HomelessWhiteMaleStartingOvera well at least you've got entertained. Still I don't see the point in being rude. But anyway everyone is entitled to have its own opinion
Beautiful 🙏
Lot of people are having this awakening and shifting gears to live a slow and simple life that is what is needed
Hello, I came across this video today and felt I needed to watch it.
First, I am 66, almost 67 years old man. I'm currently trying to get over major cancer surgery.
Your story rings true to my heart as I can absolutely relate to many of the emotions you've had from the time you left your job at the bank until the time of making this video. Yes, I have tears in the corners of my eyes.
Because I too feel all similar emotions.
I hope that I can find the same strength and motivation that you did in order to conquer what my life currently has become.
Thank you for this conversation and for being open with all of us.
Daniel
Thanks for being here and best of luck with your recovery and your journey!!! Glad the message touched your soft spot 🤗
Hi Daniel,
I hope you are doing well.
Hanging in there! 😊
@@ovelhanegra3658 Hello, Thank you for your note.
I am hanging in there although it's been a very bumpy road of late.
I have felt every bump though so I guess that's a good thing, right?
I hope that this finds you well and your journey leads you to kinder trails.
I’ve had major cancer surgery and praise God, I’m a survivor. I know how it feels. God bless you in your healing journey.
@@SharonHutchins-ve1cx Thank you very much. 🙏
Brought tears to my eyes. Take it day by day, everyone. Whether you’re a loner, happy, sad, whatever, just take it day by day and find joy in existence because it’s such a beautiful expression of the universe.
Happy the message got through! 🙏
I laughed all the way through this. I laughed harder at your silly tears comment.
You are a good person, face tells. And also very brave, especially for a woman challenging the world and fighting the odds from not a privileged position. Thank you for the inspiration !
Thanks for the kind words
U actually seem genuine that's rare in the youtube space
That's a very nice thing to hear. I do try to be simply myself, not sure if it shows but from what you say I gather maybe I'm doing it right. Thanks so much for the support
Yes, she is very genuine. Good to see she is on the road to recognizing all the errors she made in her life that culminated in this video.
Thank you for sharing, it takes courage. I used to be a Policeman and received a bravery award . 4 months after that I was seriously injured whilst acting in the execution of my duty. Received a broken face, spinal injuries including a bone chip in my spinal column. Was keen on outdoors pursuits and never been to hospital...... I spent 5 weeks in hospital, 9mths at home in body cast and had to slowly re-build myself as my muscles had wasted away. 24 years later I am now 57, I run my own contracting business, which basically means i do all the hardwork myself Ha Ha. I still enjoy fishing and diving and go to the gym. I found nature helped me also to re-connect and self heal. I wish you all the best in your continuing life journey. Cheers Mark
Hi Mark! Sounds life turned you upside down but you pushed yourself back on your feet...scars and all! All the side of my husband family are either in police or have been in the army so , even if it was a long time ago, thanks for your service. A difficult job not paid well enough... But happy to hear you've carved yourself an amazing life. Really happy you've stumbled across my channel and thanks for the support 🤍
I'm preparing myself for another underpaid stressful job where I get a lot of harassment once again... I pray to God that I'll be strong enough because I've been through so much already and it got me nowhere and no money...
I'm broken right now, as well. I'm very sad and filled with feelings of hopelessness. I know that many other people are hurting as well.
PLEASE check out a most incredible book that can help and heal… “ Embraced By The Light “ by Betty Eadie
Me too. Currently living day to day without hopes or dreams. Just feel dread and stress.
@@billnott5811 , love that book. It changed my life!!!
@@justicewillprevail1106 I know the feeling. What were your dreams before?
Me too. God bless you!
I am 61 and my "Daddy" passed away from Alzheimer's December 2019. He will always be Daddy to me..just like my 40 year old Son and 38 year old daughter will always be my Babies.
Nature can be SO healing. My daddy was a tree surgeon my whole life for the city of Los Angeles California and later a supervisor there. I am so at peace when I am surrounded by trees.🌲❤
Your story is very inspirational 💐
What a wonderful work he had. I deeply love nature and staying at the cabin makes me feel so connected to it...and It gives me peace.
I'm sure I'll be calling my girl, my baby till the last day. My mum still calls me that and I'm 48😂
Trees are the best!
I am 65 yrs old. I've had similar obstacles in my life. Listening to your story gave me so much hope and courage to continue. Just like your story helped me, I want to share my story so someone else gets hope and sees the light in their tunnel of life. Thamk you Green Thrivers. God bless you in your life
Thanks for the support
I flew over the Alps in 2011 on my way from Ireland to Medjgourge in Bosina. I could look down and see how beautiful it was. Thank you for this story.
Thanks for watching
You are FANTASTIC. Thank you for sharing your life and vulnerability. We appreciate you.
Thanks
I have left my job 6 months back. Moved back with my parents. Will sell my house and move out to a small city or remote place. I have no desires, never married, just passing my time and praying to god to let me go. I have some money but i dont feel i can cope with anything at the moment.
Things will look different tomorrow. One step at the time. You can get back up, just give yourself time to breathe. Next week I'll share some habits that helped me when I was on the ground, hope they can help.🤍
Tarlingua, Texas land is dirt cheap like 5 acres for 10 grand
@@JamesGangOutlaw useful information for those in the US! Thanks for sharing
That’s called depression. You should really get some treatment for that.
Hay dont give up i was in worse shape i was giving up but somehow things got bearable .I wish i had a special person in my life but i keep looking, dont give in .I wish i could talk to you ,talking and listining helps!
Crying is so cleansing, I wish I was able to cry more. Antonella, your journey has been one with real challenge and I applaud your decision to choose the option that felt most in alignment with you. It's great that you have been building strength and courage and persevered and found what made you feel hopeful again. Keep moving forward and building strenght. Your experience gives hope.
Thanks so much for the support and for being here. Life is a journey and we can either enjoy it with all the storms and the sunshine it brings or we can hide under a blanket and wait till everything is over... I've decided to enjoy sun and rain. Thanks so much for watching. Happy to see you again
@@greenthrivers That's the best choice. Yes, I have missed some of your content, I am catching up now. I too I am working on constructing my home and developing my homestead which has been filled with challenges. But it's encouraging to witness each success.
@@liberatedlioness6478 I'll be happy to have you around again and hope all the best for your new homestead ❤️
Rather than sniveling in self pity, why not pick yourself up and better your situation ?
Thanks for your story. I also had spinal cord injury. The surgery replaced 2 disc in my neck and four vertebrae were fused together to support my spinal cord. I struggled through. My faith in Christ and my supportive family made it possible. I also came to the same conclusion you did. My old life was gone, but a new life was still possible. Today at 60 years old I am happier than I have ever been. I hope and pray the same for you. God Bless You!
Such kind words. Spinal issues are such a difficult subject. You feel changed but you hardly accept it at first. I didn't get the fusion although my neurosurgeon said I will probably need it in a few years but for now with a lot of specific exercises and a lot of self care I'd I'm managing quite well...the hard part is knowing that some things will not be possible anymore...but many others Will so... it's all about changing prospective. Thanks so much for watching and sharing your story. I'm really happy to have you onboard
I had a head on motor accident end of 2007.
Sustained physical and brain injury. Took me until 2016 to get back to a level of health where I could finish my journey by designing and building the ultimate machine for disabled people. It took 3 years of all my effort and savings. Launched the machine at Motorcycle Live 2019 at the NEC.
Was invited to the Manchester motorcycle show on the 30th of March 2020 to sign up my first dealership.
On the 20th March my business was locked down, no furlough, government gave me £74 a week when the rent on my home was £800 a month and my workshop rent was £480 a month.
I had to give up my home, lost my business and savings and now at 66 I live in a van that leaks when it rains and the government have just walked away.
Every day I wake up angry, depressed, anxious but I did nothing wrong and are now having to do work to survive which is crippling me.
I wrote to my MP and he told me there are no compensation schemes for people like me who lost everything.
Can't see a future, just live from day to day.
Hey Tony, this is a very difficult story and I am sorry. May I ask, have you ever made any videos on this?
My dad needed your device!!!!! He’s almost 98. He wants nothing more than to go back to his lake but in the wheelchair I can’t get in there. A while back, I saw somebody had made a tracked wheelchair but I’m trying to find it. These devices are so incredibly important. Covid was so bad on my mom and the nursing home was a collective idiot about a better wheelchair. I spent $8000 on a wheelchair eventually but they stopped me for five years, resisted like toddlers that don’t wanna go to bed. I even wrote an article for the trade magazine for assistive technologies for disability where I described how the bridge trolls stop everyone from doing good things and enjoying benefits. With the power of every God, I hereby cast out all detriments from your vicinity. We need your machine so bad. I’m asking too much. Please survive. Please heal the moral wound. Please make the device.
@@confuseddad2865 I am happy to make videos but alas I do not understand how to edit footage.
I can totally feel your pain and disappointment in the system. Not fair for sure. If you want to learn to make good videos and show your story there's many resources on you tube, all free. I started from scratch. I'm a photographer but knew nothing about editing...but I learnt. Check " learn online videos" and "video makers". Amazing teachers
Well, we are creating our reality with every choice. Start meditating
I’m so glad you didn’t cut that part. We need to see each other in all our glory, not just a polished image of who we think others want us to be. Thank you for sharing all of this!
I think you're right there. In the moment I thought about erasing that part but then in seeing it I realised how authentic it was and I didn't touch it. Thanks for watching and for the kind words
Good idea to post in English. I understand at a deeper level all the words. You have my deepest admiration. I wish you all the best.
Thanks so much. Guess if I'd talk in my native language, Italian, I wouldn't be able to share my journey with so many kindred spirits do that is the main reasons for using English. Thanks so much for watching
Just subscribed as I value your honesty and vulnerability in talking about your life. Over 20 years we moved to a tiny island in Orkney Scotland. Sadly we had to leave but we are now happily settled in the Scottish highlands. Daily life can be really tough due to health issues but everyday I try and be grateful and content as possible x
I guess that's the best mindset to face life with. Struggles are always around the corner but the sun always comes up in the morning so there's always gonna be a reason to live another day. I'd always wanted to visit Scotland,a really amazing country with some very spectacular natural treasures. I'll take my girl there hopefully next year. Glad to hear that you finally settled in a new life. Thanks so much for the support and for watching. Means a lot to me🙏
This is the first time I've seen one of your videos. I just stumbled across it while scrolling All I can say is WOW! You are truly an amazing person. Im I glad I watched this video. It's the kind of message everyone needs to hear. Thank you for sharing this.
Thanks and welcome
Perfect video. Thanks for sharing this. You are beautiful and articulate.
I went through the same thing. I ended up having two surgeries on my low back. It took years to recover the full use of my right leg. I too was a runner. I stopped running, but took up hiking and mountaineering. I learned to adjust, and now I can do things I thought I’d never be able to again. Just keep pushing your physical boundaries, but do it intelligently
Adjusting is the word. The body does it best,the mind at the beginning struggles.. me to, got back to hiking and everything I could do outdoor. I do feel I'm in a good place but sometimes I still long for my running days... now it's more of a bittersweet feeling, I know my life is full and amazing as it is. Thanks for sharing your experience and welcome on the channel
@@greenthrivers I can absolutely relate. It’s still a struggle for me too. I’m happy to hear about the improvements you’ve made💪🏽
One of the best videos I've seen in a long time.
Thank you for your bravery and honesty.
I walked away from six-figure jobs twice. One 17yr ago and another 8yr ago. I actually loved my work, but my soul was longing for something different.
I made the tough decision both times and I am living my dream life.
I’ve been here literally 20 seconds…. And paused to subscribe and say I immediately liked how you spoke about things. Looking forward to what’s coming xx
Happy to have have you onboard. Thanks for the support
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
I wish they were readily available in my place.
Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac.
He's constantly talking about killing someone.
He's violent. Anyone reading this
Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episode, enough to start working on my mental health.
Can dr.porass send to me in UK?
Thanks for the advice. I'm sure the latest studies can attest to that. I know there's been a lot of trials in the last few years that have given good results.
Yeah but if you have a wicked heart it could cause the opposite effects.
I was feeling so bad for her, she is alone just like me, but as I watched I could see she has a husband, a child, and a couple of dogs. I could have felt betrayed, but instead my spirits were lifted because I was so happy for her. I'm glad I watched the whole video.
My mantra to myself is ‘what others think of me is none of my business’ thanks for telling your story, I wish you the best.❤
Same to you!
Jesus Christ. The ultimate life comeback.
Well done young lady. I wish you a lot of happiness.🇬🇧
Thank you for providing something worth while; thoughtful, philosophical. I am retired (since 2020) due to Covid job layoffs. At the time I did not believe I was ready to retire, but now I look back and I am so thankful. Like you, my 'job' was something that I did not enjoy. Stressful. It took years for me to discover 'me' again. Material things are not so important. And I appreciate the small things now. Moments. I subscribed to your channel and I will watch more!
Thanks for watching and you're right,we must live for the present moment and make the most of it. Life will never be perfect but we can make it meaningful ❤
Mistakes make you grow, please remember that, you have grown so big! You are so brave to talk about this private struggle and an ultimate example for people stuck in life.
A positive mind will guide to light
Thank You for sharing your life with us. I have had some hard things hit my life over the past few years. It's good to hear stories from others. It helps us all. Best wishes to All.
You are so welcome. Sharing is often the path to growing and healing. I just wanted to witness my experience,hope it helps somehow. Take care and thanks for watching
I love your courage (vulnerability= courage) you are so self-aware. Keep pushing forward., you got this.
I'll try my best. The right mindset it's what pushing me forward and I hope my message gets through the video. We can accomplish anything as long as we believe in it. Thanks for watching.
A very emotional story that must have been difficult to tell. I enjoy your channel and videos thank you for taking the time to share.
It was difficult to tell but I thought it was right to be honest. You tube might sometimes make everyone look happy and with perfect lives. But we are all human and we are not perfect...and that makes us special. Thanks so much for the support.
I just found you and I can’t tell
You how much I appreciate this. I’m not a traditional person. I like quiet, animals, the forest, the country, squirrels, birds lol. I’m scared I’ll lose all this because I can’t work taking care of my mother and no clue how I’ll support myself. I’m so scared but your video gives me some hope
I'm happy to hear that my message gave you some kind of hope. Keep on fighting for what you care for and sooner or later the tide will turn. Even when everything looks dark somewhere there's light... persevere. And welcome to my channel, glad to have you onboard
Pray. The Bible and Jesus you will find comfort.
@@_clownworld any specific verses? I am new to the bible reading. I pray but maybe I should be reading the bible too.
Think about intentional communities for the future.
Yes...facing what is coming to our nation our world..., no money 60 years old...single dad of two boys I sacrificed work to be in their lives and now ....? God has ALWAYS provided and I'm sure He won't stop...but not easy.
I feel so sorry for all the people who are struggeling so much❤.
Not only have you’ve earned a like from me, I am your 1000th subscriber. God Bless and thanks for your message.
Oh that's just wonderful! So thankful! Really hope you will enjoy your time here. Welcome onboard and have an amazing day
Thank you for reminding me to listen to MY heart! ❤
Thank you so much for your generosity! Hope you'll enjoy discovering my channel. Take care
Iam disabled from major car accident. I was T- boned @ 100 mph into my driver's door. My driver's seat was wear my passenger seat was.i had the sunroof come down and just about decapitad me.that was yrs ago.iam 61yrs old.and i still hurt from the accident. But i have a strong relationship with God.i just take one day @ a time.i use to make million s now i barely scrape by.
Thanks for sharing your story and for watching. Wish you all the best 🌈
Ютуб предложил мне это видео. И я посмотрела его. Спасибо вам за откровенный рассказ, аы вдохновили меня, заставили начать ещё раз думать о том, что я делаю и куда иду. Должна сказать, что я тоже считаю, что как чувствуешь, искренне внутри себя чувствуешь, так и делай, так и правильно, даже если в моменте кажется, что совершаешь ошибку. Потом увидишь, что поступил верно.
И вы отличный рассказчик, вас очень приятно слушать.
Thanks so much for watching and for the kind words ❤
You are a kind person and I really appreciate your open and genuine honesty. Thank you.
You are so welcome
I'm so happy for you, to have found that Cabin and Forest. It is a very Beautiful video. Thanks for sharing, Sister.
I'm really happy you liked it an again thanks fo the support 🙏
My dear, I admire your courage and sensitivity. I am also a walking mistake trying at this moment to find myself and accept change. Thank you for your video. You made me cry... in.a good way!
Hang in there, hoping you manage your life well always. I've also had a severe pain disease that causes damage. You HAVE to nap daily, to let your body repair as much as possible. Take vitamins that help nerve damage, like the B vits, and E. research it. Stress makes it worse. You look young-my disease started at age 24 and destroyed my career and plans. So I haven't been a normal person since then. I thought my disease would kill me at a young age, which truly changes you and you don't care if there are dishes in the sink that need done. My disease didn't kill me young. So do the things you LOVE. Be kind to yourself as well as others. Good luck to you.
Thanks for your thoughtful reply. I'm turning 48 in June, don't know if it's considered being young or not but I'm in love with my life no matter what. I've learned to understand that things change and we need to go with the flow to accommodate change instead of resisting and it really helps. I'll try to take care of myself as much as I can, nourishing my soul and my body. I really hope you'll find some comfort and some hope around you. Pain is really a difficult subject, personally I've learned to manage it a bit through mindfulness. It was life changing. I hope to see you around again on the channel. Happy to have you here
@@greenthrivers48 is not old definitely lots of love from India❤❤❤❤
Thank you for your honesty.
My pleasure!
Thank you for sharing your story and your struggles & expressing how important it was for you to find your "authentic self"💗☺️🦋...I worked in a large financial institution for almost 10 years and was let go when I was diagnosed with a life threatening condition...the wonderful thing is on the day I was let go after they told me..."I was surrounded with so much peace"...so much so that they asked me if I was okay because I didn't get upset...It was the first time I think I was tapping into my intuitive self and learning to listen...my body was saying "You don't need this anymore, better things are coming"
And I truly believe they will come cause the funny thing about life is that when we see ourselves we only see the here and now,what we live but we fail to see what could come,what is waiting behind the corner. For good and for bad but the mindset with which we face it makes all the difference in the world. I really wish you well and I'm sure life is smiling at you right now. Thanks so much for sharing it makes us all feel we're somehow connected. All the best and thanks so much for the support.❤️❤️
I really enjoyed your story… I left the social work field too. I too have had some mobility issues and have been recommended for neurological surgery. I opted for an eastern trained acupuncturist from Vietnam. This actually took care of several mobility issues completely. I love your energy and your outlook on life but especially your humility. Thanks again, Mike.
Glad you enjoyed the video. Sometimes when we see we're not alone in our struggles then a weight gets lifted from our shoulders. Thanks for sharing your experience and for the support 🙏
You're a courageous person to share this with us. I totally understand why it's so hard to move on from spinal problems. And I'm so pleased that you have made a better life for yourself. I hope to do the same one day. 😊
Guess we all face some struggles in our lives, and we can either make the most out of the challenge we face or surrender and wait for life to happen. I decided I needed to get up and fight. Life can offer infinite possibilities... we are not the mistakes we make. Thanks for watching and for being here.
Thank you this sums everything I feel but doubting myself! I will do it despite other peoples doubts or worries! This life I’m living provides nothing but worry and frustration! My happiness times are in nature and reflection! This has given me the push to go for it! Sending love and light to you and your beautiful family 🥰
As a fellow minimalist RUclipsr, your honesty is beautiful and so relatable ❤️ we don’t all have major surgeries but we all very much have hardships in our lives that throw us off course and make us challenge what we are doing. Minimalism has taught me that for many years I was making myself miserable when I didn’t have to be. I had a picture in my head of how my life was supposed to be and it didn’t happen. The hardest thing to overcome is the picture in our head of how our life is supposed to be. Once I accepted that though my life was different it still had so much beauty and love my mindset shifted and I was able to find something beautiful in everyday. You journey though not the same really resonated with me and I am so appreciative you shared it ❤❤
And I'm so grateful you've arrived here. There's richness is sharing of thoughts and experiences. Thanks so much for the support and happy to hear you too have found your path towards happiness 😊 welcome onboard
Honesty ? No, she has not reached this stage yet. She still takes no responsibility for her personal life choices that led her this video.
❤It reminds me of my life 'mistake ' and calling to leave my job 6 years ago,... I had to face financial problems, because I used my savings on personal growth.. I have almost recovered this' mistake ' and celebrating my life... Thank you for helping me. I want to nourish my dream of having my cabin and land, and some sort of nourishing community. Partner...i feel at least so much more energetically ready for my dreams. Thank you.
I'm really depressed too. No money in the world would change my state of mind. I would still be depressed in hell with extreme low energy, low self confidence, low hope, don't wanna do anything. Cant do anything. I'm 30 and not crippled. I just don't have the energy for anything. I have things I need to do but I can't do them. People wanting me to do stuff, but I can't help them. It hurts like hell being such a disappointment to my family. And to myself. :(
Who cares what they all think. I'm sure they are far from perfect.
Once a day do something really loving for yourself.
Take care of you.
You are so amazing.
@@Godisfirst21 Yes but my family loves me and I love them but I can't show it to them. My mind is extremely negative around them, like I'm possessed by a demon negative. :/
What's some good thing to do for myself?
I can only lay down and watch RUclips 80% of the day. So tired.
@@JUSSHUSS the same thing happened to me. I went to a church and told them I had demons in me.
They laid hands on me.
They told me I was saved.
I've gotten worse.
Still, there are many things I love....like. hot tub, or a power up smoothie from the Cafe downtown stairs.
My daughter brings me things on days I can't get out.
@@Godisfirst21 Thanks for sharing. I also went to church and had two pastors trying to cast out demons from me. No results. I'm so discouraged.
Glad I'm not completely alone.
I have had addiction problems...
Same. How about we just pick one thing on our to do list and spend 30 mins on it then having a 10 min break. Then doing it again. And having another break. All through the day.
You are an overcomer in life. Stay up!
You asked us about days that were turning points in our lives. One of my turning point days was a moment almost 15 years ago. On that day I experienced a head trauma when a boy near me hit me in the head with a baseball bat. I thought it was a mild concussion but even now 15 years later I have frequent (multiple day) headaches. There were brain changes from that head trauma that I could never have foreseen at that time. It altered my life forever and caused a significant disability. I can drive a car, do errands, and take care of my basic needs. But I can't really exercise, work long hours, get hot for any reason, because these activities make me feel violently ill! My life changed forever on that day!
I loved your video so much! It was just what I needed to hear today because you emphasized that your life maybe has to be lived differently when you have a physical disability but you can change and pursue dreams and goals that you possibly wouldn't have thought about before. So encouraging! Thank you for this reminder of hope! God bless you!
I'm so sorry to hear that, must have been though to re adapt to a different life but as you say,then we learn to search for other ways to be our best version,, possibly a happy version. Maybe you'll find some interesting suggestions in the next video that's coming out. It's about seasonal disorder but I talk about things that maybe even you could try with your particular condition ( mild Nordic walking and other things) . Anyhow, thanks so much for sharing your experience. It really helps to see we all have our share of hard moments and we all cope differently. Quite amazing how we function. Thanks so much for being here.
Look into hyperbaric oxygen therapy. Unfortunately it isn’t covered by insurance in the US.
Look up an interview with the man who broke the record for living 100 days underwater. He had a traumatic brain injury and used a lot of ways to recover. I’m sorry I can’t think of his name.
@@LilyGazou thanks for sharing, useful informations indeed 🌈
Super proud of you for following your heart and soul! You will be rewarded!
Thanks 🙏
TLDR: Thank you for re-igniting my enthusiam for life & change...despite my disabilities :o)
For 5 years my illnesses have made me bed-bound 23hours a day, reliant on the strongest painkillers every day & depressed more than I ever thought possible. I used to be fit, strong, vibrant, wild & caring with a career in staff training where I could help strangers blossom in ways they didn't expect, just by caring, nuturing & sharing with them how to learn from each other & trust themselves.
This illness came out of the blue & hit me like a frieght train, much like what happened to you. You're telling of your story reminded me that it is like a sliding doors moment, a life suddenly derailed by unexpected disability. Every day cuts me off from nature. I'd moved to a small village on the edge of the city, surrounded by hills, a river, a canal, a park & it's all still there right on my doorstep but I'm unable to leave my house to enjoy it anymore.
But watching your story, hearing of the vast changes you've been through, seeing you accept your fragility but still believing in yourself & getting a little stronger day by day..., you've inspired me, you've made me pause & see that your strong heart is what's helping you stay afloat & adapt to what you CAN do, instead of loosing yourself in what you CAN'T do. I love you for sharing, and for reaching out to give what you've learned about yourself, and you're helping me believe in my own recovery more - however long it takes, I won't always be this ill.
Thank you for re-igniting my enthusiam for life & change, for showing us how much even your own small changes have put you on a happier path and a more fulfilled life, you've woken something inside me that's as honest & raw as this video is, I don't have a word for that something, but it's primordial & life-affirming for sure.
Wishing you & your family wonderful times & happiness xxx
EDIT: for spelling
I'm glad to hear that what I went through resonate with you although I can see that life has got a really high toll on you. And you're right, understanding that I couldn't just regret what I lost but I had to learn to be a different version of myself helped a lot. I was teaching yoga before and I've lost so much of my mobility but I decided to put to work what I knew best, how the body functions and today i still teach but i do it to help people being their better self not becoming the coolest yogi in town. I work with people with spinal fusions, others recovering from injuries and so on. I try to help instead of being performative... I'm not sure I'm explaining myself well but I hope you get what I mean cause you are right, accepting is the key and mindset lifts u up. Wish you all the best in your recovery journey, no matter how long it takes,and feel free to write anytime. If you go on the blog there's even a DM. Have a good day and happy solstice, tomorrow summer comes 🌈
What a fantastic video! I appreciate your openness. You seem like a really tru-life good, honest person. Your warmth and honesty is truly hard to find. God bless God bless.
Thanks so much 🙏🤍
I am new to your channel, but I just wanted to say that you are not a walking mistake. We are all human and make mistakes, but that is part of living. ❤️
Guess our mistake are just opportunities to grow.😊 Thanks for the kind words. Welcome on the channel
Thanks ,your video is very calming and you speak english so clearly which gets your message across to all the lost and lonely people here in uk.🍃
God bless you! 🙏🏾 Stay strong & brave. Your story & testimony is powerful & inspiring. 🥹❤️
I'm really happy to hear it spoke to you. Thanks for watching 🌞
Grazie per la condivisione Antonella. Ci vuole coraggio per essere candidi.
Alle volte la vita ci porta in situazione che ci forzano a riinventare il modo in cui viviamo, e per il meglio.
Follow your intuition.
Much love 💫
I can relate to your story so so much, how strong you have been and facing adversity I’m so happy you have found peace and thank you for sharing stay brave 🇬🇧🥰
I'll surely try. Thanks so much for the support and happy to know my words resonated with you. Welcome onboard
Thanking you...the best.
adversity builds courage and strength and humanity. you are a beautiful soul and living your truth . i have a similar life . gone from having $ to living below the poverty line on a small yacht with my dog . my health is better and my time is better served .refusing the jab my life changed and now i live in the moment.
Happiness cannot be bought! Glad to hear you've found your place. I'm sure your dog enjoys the boat as much as you do. Have an amazing day
@@greenthrivers thankyou
Vaccines save lives.
I felt that. Truly inspiring story. Thank you for sharing & keep strong lady!
Thanks for the support
Thank you for sharing your courage with us. 👌🌻
You are so welcome and thank you for watching
Your vulnerability is so appreciated! We need more of it, and more people being examples of its ability to heal. Thank you. You’re a guiding light.
Thank you for sharing, God said listen to what this young lady has to say. I'm so glad that I did.
May, Peace love and happiness touch your heart and sooth your soul 😊
Thanks for the kind words 🙏🤍
I needed your video today… thank you for being so vulnerable. I cried multiple times, and needed this. Blessings to you and your family. 🙏🏼💙
You are so welcome
Well, we all love you now, sister. ❤😊
What a fabulously articulated life story. I was easily transported to wearing your shoes for the entire length of your video and I hope you are successful in making this into your new career. It has also helped me clear the fog a little bit in my own journey through the constant changes of life experiences
Thank you so much for making this video, I needed this . 🥰🥰🥰🥰🙏🏾. It’s very funny I came across your video , cause I was in my backyard just thinking about the same exact thing , leaving the city , move closer to nature lifestyle . For 32 yrs I’ve been putting my life aside raising the kids , taking care of the home ,and husband as a stay at home wife . My daughters graduated now , recently , one is an engineer the other a nurse. Now I feel stuck Like what’s next for me at 52 and my menopause 😁, while the thought of nature make me smile🤷🏾♂️. Again thank you 🙏🏾 🥰🥰❤️
I'm absolutely delighted to have you onboard and understand what you're talking about. Hope to see you around again!
I hurt my back in 2003. Was on pain meds until 2019. Still haven't chosen surgery. Have struggled to work. Keep a steady job. I completely understand your pain. When people around you cant understand what your going through is the worst feeling. Im probably going to have to retire early. im 52 now. Im hanging in there till 62. So. Im guaranteed early retirement. Thank you so much for sharing.
Thank you for sharing. Try mindfulness,it helps with dealing with the pain. it was a life changer for me after the surgery...and maybe will offer you a clearer vision of what you want to do with your life... maybe waiting isn't always the best option if your mind suffer from it. Thanks for watching and all the best
Your honesty and vulnerability is so absolutely amazing and encouraging. It’s an honor to have been able to come by your video. You’re brave. I needed to hear everything you talked about! Thank you
I loved this conversation too.
I’m going to keep coming back.❤
Thanks so much for the support and glad to hear that what I said resonates with you. You're absolutely welcome to stick and I'll try my best to put out good content. Thanks so much for watching
Thank you for this video. I'm broken and lost right now, but I guess you can't find yourself until you lose yourself first.. ❤
You got this!
Thank you for your brave articulation on this subject, I’ve been been through similar experiences, and found your video full of inspiration and hope. Wishing you well in your slow living journey 🌲⛰️🌈
Well told story of overcoming the struggles of life - through this you have learnt how strong you are to press on. Keep moving!!!
I certainly will. Thanks for watching 😊
You are brave, intelligent and "in touch" human being. God help us all.
Thank you for your honesty.....you are a good example for a lot of us.....❤
I appreciate that. I wouldn't say I'm an example but for sure I'm a witness of change🤍. Thanks for the support
Yes, she is a great example of the failure that is the modern western woman.
A great example.
You certainly touched my heart, good for you.
Thank you for sharing your story, you've made an incredible journey. I wish you well in the times to come, and may your strength be a positive influence for many.
Powerful and brave, very inspiring.
Wow, thank you
I have subscribed. I am picking myself up along with you. I feel the darkness, but I believe there is always hope. Nothing stays the same, even the darkest of days. We will get through this. I am walking through the darkness right now, just like you. Sometimes, it's very nice to take hands with many friends and help each other walk home. Thank you and I am very glad I found you.
Thanks for subbing! And I'm very happy to have you here and for sharing your experience. It's a long walk, let's do it together 🙂
Wow, this was such a needed message for me. The only thing constant in life is change. I needed this reminder. I wish you so much peace and I send you all my prayers for good health and happiness.
So kind of you. Happy my words resonated with you. Thanks so much for watching.
Thank you. And yourself. For everything. ❤
Thankyou for sharing your story, Antonella. I decided to quit my job almost 10 years ago because I was no longer happy there and I knew that there was something not right with the world where I felt forced to work a job, to buy things I didn't need, to get to an age where I could stop and then enjoy life for a little while before I die. Now I take enjoyment just from living each day and feeling the sun on me, or listening to the rain or the birds or looking at the sky. I have learned that there is no such thing as a bad decision if it is made because you truly feel that it is the right thing to do. Liked and subscribed, gratzie.
Great video! Simplicity is beautiful
Couldn't agree more! Thanks for watching and for being here
Thank you for sharing your story, we often have to overcome hard periods in our lives. But we lick our wounds and make the best out of what we have left because there is so much to live for and so much to accomplish a little at a time. As I get older and my body is able to do less I have to plan better to make shortcuts and work less time but accept it. Carry on!
Always
Just subscribed but please no background music when you talk...very distracting. Thank you!
Sorry about that. I'll try to do better next time
God bless you. You're a strong woman. Thanks you for your honesty. If I were younger I'd do the same.
You are so welcome