The last 2 years have been the lowest 2 years of my short uneventful life. It all started like a butterfly effect( you guys are just amazing I didnt expect to see this much support for me or others like me in the replies.)❤️❤️❤️❤️
I miss the waking up to a 5 inch snow day then going downstairs for a hot chocolate while it continues to snow and its a dim dark sky all throughout the day while just relaxing and maybe go sledding down the really tall hill but nowadays the climate has gotten hotter and we get barely any snow now compared to 2013-2017. I remember a video of of me saying “i have no legs” cause the snow was so deep haha but now its just a distant memory
I miss some stuff in the past to but that dose not mean that there won’t be more exciting and wonderful things to experience we all just gotta keep going.
The last 7 years of my life have defined me i cant even explain how awful its been im worthless man.i sit and cry about it when i caused it and now i suffer for it my slightest mistake was thinking that i was ever gonna be like anyone else. who did i think I was im useless im nothing my existence is pointless if i died tomorrow in the middle of the street you would take a video then walk over me my life is the absolute definitive definition of sad, disgusting, and mournful.I would love to have the things most people do but i dont i have nothing not a friend, girlfriend, grandfather, father, or any of the sort sitting and soaking in my own tears knowing if i wasnt so worthless maybe they wouldve been there but who wants to wait around and soak for the guy of inútil....
Dont let it affect you bro i advice you search a purpose like getting a gym membership or join a sport ( football basketball volley boxing or wreslting ) u can make friends there also enjoy the time you spend with yourself like watching movies series or anime and why not buy a pet because i really see it a better friend than humans , dont be tricked by the scenes you see cause most of the friendships nowadays are just fake but eventually if u start caring about yourself and working on improving it eventually people will come to you but you wont need them at that point all love to you bro we all are going through hard times
Don't worry bro,all of us have been there maybe not as bad as you have it rn but trust me it gets better,it was hard for me to believe at first but eventually it did,it got better
i remeber my grandparents old house andf they had a backyard and it had flowers and trees and it was like magic and i rember walking with my grandpa there and being happy and it sounded like this
Well I’m glad you got to hear and be reminded of that happy experience, just wanted to say this, I hope I didn’t say anything that might of sounded rude.
Poucos vão entender, mas esse começo me lembra quando você tá bêbado, sozinho, triste e com calor de noite, o suor é uma mistura do calor e da pressão.
I remember the time i wss crying because i realized that im a shitty person, and everytime i cried because of my life and thinking "its okay, theres people who suffered worse."
I also feel like a pretty bad person to but we just gotta keep going and maybe learn some mistakes from the past, dose not mean people have to stay shitty forever, I hope I said something that might of helped you feel a little bit better.
I promise bro if you get to the gym and become nicer you will be so so so proud trust me man only reason you feel that way is becuase you get nothing done (thats atleast how i felt)
How many had he killed? Had he ever thought to count? How much cruelty did he embody... and to what end? How many did he condemn to hell and who did it benefit..? Two defeats at the hands of the machine had changed Gabriel. The world of the one supposed Will of God was now shattered and only he was left to put the pieces back together. They collected before the light of a dying fire that fresh fuel couldn't sustain, this new light showing the truth to Gabriel: The pieces never fit together to begin with. The supposed Council of "the people" who boasted a God that wasn't there. Gone. Vanished. The Council still chased after the light of God's fire, their memory of its words and will grown twisted and warped, and the rest of the aimless masses of Heaven follow their footsteps. The angels still act in The Father's name but His kingdom has changed. Now the fire was dying, sputtering out as the heat failed to gain purchase. Gabriel looked upon the embers with a perfect clarity. He drew his blade and held it in contrast to the dying light. In its reflection he saw a weapon reborn, no longer wielded by the will of another, but his own. He knew words alone would never sway the masses. He chose to do something drastic. Death stains the auditorium. The littered corpses of the once mighty council now strewn against its surfaces, their last gasps of life dripping down the dissident blade of Gabriel's sword. The last councilor, now backed up to a wall, scrambles for words between panicked breaths as death approaches with measured steps. "W-wait! Y-you can't do this! Our status forbids it! This is treason, heresy, murder! We are the supreme authority, our law commands you! "You command nothing. Your words hold no power over me, or anyone else. Lest you truly believe you can talk my blade back into its sheath." "B-but the people are on our side! The citizens of Heaven know that we are just!" "The masses only follow you out of fear and desperation. I will show them there is nothing to be afraid of, for there is not species nor origin, vested rank or holy status that will stop the sharp edge of a sword. We all bleed the same blood, and the cushions of your thrones have made you weak and impotent." "P-please, Gabriel, see reason! The council follows the will of The Father! You seek to go against our creato-" "Face it, brother. God is Dead. The fire is gone. You're chasing phantoms." Gabriel's silhouette now towers over the councilor, his shadow cast upon a soon lifeless corpse. He raises his sword for the final cut as the crying mess on the floor stammers out its final feeble argument. "B-b-but the Father's light! Without me you cannot hope to reconnect with it! I-i-if you kill me, you'll be dead in a matter of hours!" ... "I know." A clean, silent cut glides through the councilor's neck, severing his spine with elegance and ease. His head falls onto the marble floor, the rest of his body following soon after. Bereft of status but brimming with purpose, Gabriel gave a final message to the angels amassed at the gates of the auditorium before leaving Heaven for the very last time. His arm outstretched, without a word, the people saw. In the silence the message rang out to the far ends of the cosmos.
Please I really WANT you to feel better 😊 read this and let me be your hope ♥ Your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you. Traverse this jungle and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going.
As a fellow christian with insomnia for the past 10 years (im 13) i think this is a calling from god saying ive got to be batman i simply am the chosen one
Well please don’t, there’s still more wonderful stuff to see in the world and amazing new things to experience, maybe with some pals or friends, or see new people and make friends with them,I hope I said something that made you feel better.
Well, Song is about weed, it describes weed as his lover, having a hate mixed with love type of addiction with the drug. Mary is obviously making him think he's not real, weed isn't talking to him but it plays with his head.
I didn’t even go to mine! From a stranger to another, the things you have in store for your life are so much bigger than prom night! The world just gets bigger the more you experience it, the more you experience it the smaller everything seems. That makes no sense, in due time you’ll understand. The world is so big, our short term problems hardly matter. Love yourself and spread joy.
Loneliness follows me everywhere I go. It’s like an aftertaste in every thought I have. A prerequisite of an already mundane life. I’m reminded of it everywhere I go, even in my own house. There’s no escape. I’m Gods lonely man.
I hope you’re not lonely anymore, maybe start a conversation with someone?, I like to believe that no one’s alone foever,hope I said something that made you feel better.
Yeah that is a bit funny, like they say there’s more fish in the sea I guess,I hope you found a partner but if you hadn’t, that’s okay cuz there will be someone out there, I hope I said something to make you feel better and not feel you know upset.
Me recuerda a una madrugada, después de una fiesta volví a mi casa y puse esta canción mirando donde sea. Entré en un bucle en donde no estaba bien ni mal, pero creo que es peor esa sensación
this is makes me wonder, whats the meaning of a bond with any living or non-living thing if we’re all just gonna die and by the time is over half of us wont even be able to say our true goodbyes to anybody.
That sucks, sorry to hear that, hope that now your doing more successfully,there’s still wonder to experience in this green and blue and beautiful planet
Hey y’all I just wanna say God loves you so much, he sent his one and only son to die for your sins (where we fall short/mistakes) he took the place of us so we could have relationship with God and through faith go to heaven instead of hell. Repent and truely believe in Jesus sacrifice and experience Gods love
@@lexinoelle7217 Nah, my parents used to force me to believe in him but I’m 100% sure he don’t exists. I swear I hate people who also force religion on others.
@@minteaty I understand your frustration totally, but I think that we all need a savior and someone who can tell us the truth of whats right and wrong. And as someone who dealt with suicidal thoughts God really does help. dk maybe try getting to know him for yourself w/o the pressure from your parents
Batman too real
Real
Real
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This song perfectly describes the feeling of contemplating what's the meaning of life at 3am
maki to real
Just thinking of that makes my depression rise somehow.
3 months later seeing this at 3am.
real@@memetown5487
the purpose of life is to find your purpose on why you're here. Remember God doesn't put you on this earth for no reason.
Listening to this reminds me of what it feels like to sit outside really early in the morning by yourself in the summer.
yes.
I'm gonna do this next summer now
Every time I hear this it makes me want to cry...
real
@@8707gtreal
It makes me want to jump
Real
this is literally what summer evenings alone feels like when you’re watching the sunset and everything is just so quiet
The last 2 years have been the lowest 2 years of my short uneventful life. It all started like a butterfly effect( you guys are just amazing I didnt expect to see this much support for me or others like me in the replies.)❤️❤️❤️❤️
same man
you'll get through it, live in the present moment, make each moment count and don't worry to much. Life is meant to be fun, wishing you the best man.
It’ll get better, dude. Don’t give up on yourself
Same thing here but were gonna get through this brother dont lose hope
DONT EVER GIVE UP DUDE
"Even dark knights, have dark nights"
Danmmmmm underrated bro
How i feel knowing jesus went through pain, temptation, betrayed but yet still sacrificed himself for us. We don't deserve him.
and yet people hate him.
@@jessicamoncada9230because he’s not real.
@@ForeverBlooming-05 there's more historical evidence for Jesus Christ then there is Alexander the great
@@ForeverBlooming-05 keep thinking that bro, just keep in mind we wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for him.
@@FlitzWrld777 actually I’m here because my mom decided to get with a deadbeat ass nigga, not Jesus or whatever that niggas name is
this is gut wrenching
I miss the waking up to a 5 inch snow day then going downstairs for a hot chocolate while it continues to snow and its a dim dark sky all throughout the day while just relaxing and maybe go sledding down the really tall hill but nowadays the climate has gotten hotter and we get barely any snow now compared to 2013-2017. I remember a video of of me saying “i have no legs” cause the snow was so deep haha but now its just a distant memory
I miss some stuff in the past to but that dose not mean that there won’t be more exciting and wonderful things to experience we all just gotta keep going.
It will never be the same
The last 7 years of my life have defined me i cant even explain how awful its been im worthless man.i sit and cry about it when i caused it and now i suffer for it my slightest mistake was thinking that i was ever gonna be like anyone else. who did i think I was im useless im nothing my existence is pointless if i died tomorrow in the middle of the street you would take a video then walk over me my life is the absolute definitive definition of sad, disgusting, and mournful.I would love to have the things most people do but i dont i have nothing not a friend, girlfriend, grandfather, father, or any of the sort sitting and soaking in my own tears knowing if i wasnt so worthless maybe they wouldve been there but who wants to wait around and soak for the guy of inútil....
What country/state u from man cus if I'm near u I'm down to hang man like honestly
Dont let it affect you bro i advice you search a purpose like getting a gym membership or join a sport ( football basketball volley boxing or wreslting ) u can make friends there also enjoy the time you spend with yourself like watching movies series or anime and why not buy a pet because i really see it a better friend than humans , dont be tricked by the scenes you see cause most of the friendships nowadays are just fake but eventually if u start caring about yourself and working on improving it eventually people will come to you but you wont need them at that point all love to you bro we all are going through hard times
Never back down never what?
Don't worry bro,all of us have been there maybe not as bad as you have it rn but trust me it gets better,it was hard for me to believe at first but eventually it did,it got better
womp womp 🤫🧏
Remind me to listen to this later
Remember to listen to this
listen to this
listen to this
listen to this
just what I was looking for
Life does not feel like life anymore
There will be something a sight to see that is wonderful.
This sounds like self-destruction at its finest
Jesus understands your pain and he loves you
he was sent for a reason to sacrifice himself to save everyone.
amen
Bro please wake up and know about Islam
@@ABO_FAHAD_ALNAIMI islam is false
@wcahh no brother just searche about Islam ,sorry for bad English
This song makes me miss her sm…
come on buddy its allright it will be okay men i swear
@@tahiadjazair-W
I’m sorry, It gets better. You’ll find someone better for you.
Me and you brother
Real
Every time i sleep is one of the best momments of my life
It is nice to just relax on something and fall to sleep and maybe even go adventure in a wacky dream.
I started crying
One word Nostalgic..... 😔😔
cornball
Got me thinking about life.
real
Real
rEal
Ive got tears behind my head and on my neck
Bro thats sweating
@@stupidsquirtle1238 Lol
Damn bro this is good :)
Real
thuggin it out
Fr fs
Real
I love god
I now need to lay down on the ground outside in the pouring rain listening to this, thanks! 😀
"My only comfort that i gained, was from the rain. It was always..*there*"
did you make this quote yourself?
@@ThatGamerMan yes🎉
@@Catspinninginclouds that’s a really good quote! I hope you’re doing good, watching a video such as this one, haha.
@@ThatGamerMan aw thanks! You too. I hope youre doing good too!
0:56 the perfect meaning of being alone in the summer
You realize when you get home from school that the next day will be the same.
I'm acc using this for the opposite
Tomorrow and tomorrow, I will not have school
I'm done
I'm finished
Kinda sucks
It sucks, a continuous cycle until I can’t no more
i remeber my grandparents old house andf they had a backyard and it had flowers and trees and it was like magic and i rember walking with my grandpa there and being happy and it sounded like this
Well I’m glad you got to hear and be reminded of that happy experience, just wanted to say this, I hope I didn’t say anything that might of sounded rude.
You good man ARTUR MORGAN
Poucos vão entender, mas esse começo me lembra quando você tá bêbado, sozinho, triste e com calor de noite, o suor é uma mistura do calor e da pressão.
I remember the time i wss crying because i realized that im a shitty person, and everytime i cried because of my life and thinking "its okay, theres people who suffered worse."
I also feel like a pretty bad person to but we just gotta keep going and maybe learn some mistakes from the past, dose not mean people have to stay shitty forever, I hope I said something that might of helped you feel a little bit better.
I promise bro if you get to the gym and become nicer you will be so so so proud trust me man only reason you feel that way is becuase you get nothing done (thats atleast how i felt)
why i need to feel this pain alone?
This feels like home
I'm batman.
~ Batman
your a good man arthur morgan…good man.
Got me thinking about my life in the bronx
when this shit playing it's make me remember about everything that make me happy when I was kid 😕
How many had he killed? Had he ever thought to count? How much cruelty did he embody... and to what end? How many did he condemn to hell and who did it benefit..?
Two defeats at the hands of the machine had changed Gabriel. The world of the one supposed Will of God was now shattered and only he was left to put the pieces back together. They collected before the light of a dying fire that fresh fuel couldn't sustain, this new light showing the truth to Gabriel:
The pieces never fit together to begin with.
The supposed Council of "the people" who boasted a God that wasn't there. Gone. Vanished. The Council still chased after the light of God's fire, their memory of its words and will grown twisted and warped, and the rest of the aimless masses of Heaven follow their footsteps. The angels still act in The Father's name but His kingdom has changed.
Now the fire was dying, sputtering out as the heat failed to gain purchase. Gabriel looked upon the embers with a perfect clarity. He drew his blade and held it in contrast to the dying light.
In its reflection he saw a weapon reborn, no longer wielded by the will of another, but his own. He knew words alone would never sway the masses. He chose to do something drastic.
Death stains the auditorium. The littered corpses of the once mighty council now strewn against its surfaces, their last gasps of life dripping down the dissident blade of Gabriel's sword.
The last councilor, now backed up to a wall, scrambles for words between panicked breaths as death approaches with measured steps.
"W-wait! Y-you can't do this! Our status forbids it! This is treason, heresy, murder! We are the supreme authority, our law commands you!
"You command nothing. Your words hold no power over me, or anyone else. Lest you truly believe you can talk my blade back into its sheath."
"B-but the people are on our side! The citizens of Heaven know that we are just!"
"The masses only follow you out of fear and desperation. I will show them there is nothing to be afraid of, for there is not species nor origin, vested rank or holy status that will stop the sharp edge of a sword.
We all bleed the same blood, and the cushions of your thrones have made you weak and impotent."
"P-please, Gabriel, see reason! The council follows the will of The Father! You seek to go against our creato-"
"Face it, brother. God is Dead. The fire is gone. You're chasing phantoms."
Gabriel's silhouette now towers over the councilor, his shadow cast upon a soon lifeless corpse.
He raises his sword for the final cut as the crying mess on the floor stammers out its final feeble argument.
"B-b-but the Father's light! Without me you cannot hope to reconnect with it! I-i-if you kill me, you'll be dead in a matter of hours!"
...
"I know."
A clean, silent cut glides through the councilor's neck, severing his spine with elegance and ease. His head falls onto the marble floor, the rest of his body following soon after.
Bereft of status but brimming with purpose, Gabriel gave a final message to the angels amassed at the gates of the auditorium before leaving Heaven for the very last time.
His arm outstretched, without a word, the people saw. In the silence the message rang out to the far ends of the cosmos.
Cool story here man or gal I dunno, I wonder if there’s more lore?
@@Thegreenmonkeyman its from ultrakill a shooter Game i recommend it
@@randomperson13138 oh yeah think I seen some clips of that game seems cools, maybe I try it out one day and hopefully not forget about it.
Please I really WANT you to feel better 😊 read this and let me be your hope ♥
Your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you.
Traverse this jungle and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going.
This new years gonna be rough
The war goes on Alfred, on and on.
u got discord gang
Just a bad bad man
Best song😢
POV: your remember the time y’all were cool
This is so deep bro
As a fellow christian with insomnia for the past 10 years (im 13) i think this is a calling from god saying ive got to be batman i simply am the chosen one
i love this music
when bro said "a true friend is like a star, you may not always see them, but you know they're always there"
Im just like batman but instead of fighting crime i fight the voices in my head
I hope your winning those fights, even if you don’t you still get back up like batman.
Anyone think about the fact one day we are all just going to be bones underground
Yeah but we will be remeberd by our loved one or by our story’s, heck maybe we get to see some old faces after we past.
Alone in bed it’s 4 am thought about kms
Do or do not there is no try
Well please don’t, there’s still more wonderful stuff to see in the world and amazing new things to experience, maybe with some pals or friends, or see new people and make friends with them,I hope I said something that made you feel better.
My favorite 😢😢
does anyone need a hug?…
You weren't around not now not ever you imagined it
Yo can you make this for 1 hour if can
I really liked this
I feel like this
makes me think of her does she even like me am i even good.maybe i'm overthinking it but the thinking came out true..
Me and you same🙏
Well, Song is about weed, it describes weed as his lover, having a hate mixed with love type of addiction with the drug. Mary is obviously making him think he's not real, weed isn't talking to him but it plays with his head.
"His stare made you think of something."
life will get better, simon
Yesterday was a prom day and like always i didnt have nobody to go with🙃☹️
Bro dont think about that set your goals and achieve them. Keep your head up king👑👑👑
Damn you deserve better
I didn’t even go to mine! From a stranger to another, the things you have in store for your life are so much bigger than prom night! The world just gets bigger the more you experience it, the more you experience it the smaller everything seems. That makes no sense, in due time you’ll understand. The world is so big, our short term problems hardly matter. Love yourself and spread joy.
July 4th, 2023
Her name was Neveah Lou. But she wanted to be called Yuki.
🥀 😢
idk if im dumb or nah but i need context man this already sounds sad ahh hell
@@sabastiancastillo6536ikr bro
I’m tired of living 😂🤣🥰👍
Don't do it it's not worth it trust me
Loneliness follows me everywhere I go. It’s like an aftertaste in every thought I have. A prerequisite of an already mundane life. I’m reminded of it everywhere I go, even in my own house. There’s no escape. I’m Gods lonely man.
I hope you’re not lonely anymore, maybe start a conversation with someone?, I like to believe that no one’s alone foever,hope I said something that made you feel better.
i miss her, funny she is called mary too
Yeah that is a bit funny, like they say there’s more fish in the sea I guess,I hope you found a partner but if you hadn’t, that’s okay cuz there will be someone out there, I hope I said something to make you feel better and not feel you know upset.
Me recuerda a una madrugada, después de una fiesta volví a mi casa y puse esta canción mirando donde sea. Entré en un bucle en donde no estaba bien ni mal, pero creo que es peor esa sensación
tengo exactamente el mismo sentimiento
Can you loop just the beginning part the first half before it gets faster just the opening slower part
yall ever just get home after a long day, plop yourself onto your bed, stare at the the ceiling, and simply exist?
Shits realer than most things ive heard.
remembering what I used to have
litteraly me when i ate my hamburger 😢/j
real footage of me (batman) listening to my favourite song mary (i love you alex g)
0:03 if you put at 2x it sounds great but when you leave it on it will start to sound weird
Oh okay thanks for suggesting
man I didn't even know I commented this 💀
@@5hniS huh well thanks anyway
Literally me
How I feel scrolling down in the comment section of a yt short and all of the comments are like beggars
it reminds me of the tiktok vids that say what is oy
"the city never sleeps" - batman 🤷♂️
batman would be a coke drinker✊
Yeah maybe
this is makes me wonder, whats the meaning of a bond with any living or non-living thing if we’re all just gonna die and by the time is over half of us wont even be able to say our true goodbyes to anybody.
Why do you have to hurt everything you touch? Why do you have to destroy everything that comes your way?
Angels music
pov:when homie finds a job instead of diamonds in Minecraft
2015 was 9 years ago
“Joel … get up .. Joel fucking get up ! “
- Ellie Miller ..
Hi Cxmz. You mind if i borrow that Sonic disappointed above? Ill leave a credit.
this song is so sad it reminds of the worst year of my life which was 2022
"You feel nothing, because people tell you how you have to feel"
I hope no one told you how to feel, if they did than um don’t listen to them, feel how you feel.
Real. (I’m literally Batman)
too real
Arthur Morgan before death...
Messi: i lost my gradma
CR7: i lost my dad and my children
Modric: ......
Well I dunno who or what happen to Morris but losing people that you love can be heartbreaking.
I wanna be just like Batman
I think and i realize the time was better before…. I was so young to know this
There will still be good times around the corner im sure,hope you had some lately.
Yk it’s bad when Batman needs a break
So much pain in me no one knew about but I put a smile on my face🤣
reall 🤪 (i nearly km5 when i was 9 yrs old)
@@F0ltox damn bro it’s gonna be alr man
@@F0ltoxreall 🤪 (I almost shit myself when I was 9 😨)
@@yeeyman8174 no way 😨🤯
real though i put a smile on my face to cover everything up
When I lost everything unintentionally, I was no different from this song
That sucks, sorry to hear that, hope that now your doing more successfully,there’s still wonder to experience in this green and blue and beautiful planet
i just wanna be loved bros
*talvez, haja outra chance*😊
Could anyone recommend songs like this or any bands to check out with this kind of sound?
vacations telephones, I think that song sorta gose in the same feeling as this one but maybe not
Hey y’all I just wanna say God loves you so much, he sent his one and only son to die for your sins (where we fall short/mistakes) he took the place of us so we could have relationship with God and through faith go to heaven instead of hell. Repent and truely believe in Jesus sacrifice and experience Gods love
And what the hell man waking in the clouds have to do with my suicidal thoughts?
@@minteaty you don't think God can help?
@@lexinoelle7217 Nah, my parents used to force me to believe in him but I’m 100% sure he don’t exists. I swear I hate people who also force religion on others.
@@minteaty I understand your frustration totally, but I think that we all need a savior and someone who can tell us the truth of whats right and wrong. And as someone who dealt with suicidal thoughts God really does help. dk maybe try getting to know him for yourself w/o the pressure from your parents
u dont gotta say walking man in the clouds yknow