The last 2 years have been the lowest 2 years of my short uneventful life. It all started like a butterfly effect( you guys are just amazing I didnt expect to see this much support for me or others like me in the replies.)❤️❤️❤️❤️
The last 7 years of my life have defined me i cant even explain how awful its been im worthless man.i sit and cry about it when i caused it and now i suffer for it my slightest mistake was thinking that i was ever gonna be like anyone else. who did i think I was im useless im nothing my existence is pointless if i died tomorrow in the middle of the street you would take a video then walk over me my life is the absolute definitive definition of sad, disgusting, and mournful.I would love to have the things most people do but i dont i have nothing not a friend, girlfriend, grandfather, father, or any of the sort sitting and soaking in my own tears knowing if i wasnt so worthless maybe they wouldve been there but who wants to wait around and soak for the guy of inútil....
Dont let it affect you bro i advice you search a purpose like getting a gym membership or join a sport ( football basketball volley boxing or wreslting ) u can make friends there also enjoy the time you spend with yourself like watching movies series or anime and why not buy a pet because i really see it a better friend than humans , dont be tricked by the scenes you see cause most of the friendships nowadays are just fake but eventually if u start caring about yourself and working on improving it eventually people will come to you but you wont need them at that point all love to you bro we all are going through hard times
Don't worry bro,all of us have been there maybe not as bad as you have it rn but trust me it gets better,it was hard for me to believe at first but eventually it did,it got better
I miss the waking up to a 5 inch snow day then going downstairs for a hot chocolate while it continues to snow and its a dim dark sky all throughout the day while just relaxing and maybe go sledding down the really tall hill but nowadays the climate has gotten hotter and we get barely any snow now compared to 2013-2017. I remember a video of of me saying “i have no legs” cause the snow was so deep haha but now its just a distant memory
I miss some stuff in the past to but that dose not mean that there won’t be more exciting and wonderful things to experience we all just gotta keep going.
Poucos vão entender, mas esse começo me lembra quando você tá bêbado, sozinho, triste e com calor de noite, o suor é uma mistura do calor e da pressão.
Please I really WANT you to feel better 😊 read this and let me be your hope ♥ Your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you. Traverse this jungle and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going.
i remeber my grandparents old house andf they had a backyard and it had flowers and trees and it was like magic and i rember walking with my grandpa there and being happy and it sounded like this
Well I’m glad you got to hear and be reminded of that happy experience, just wanted to say this, I hope I didn’t say anything that might of sounded rude.
I remember the time i wss crying because i realized that im a shitty person, and everytime i cried because of my life and thinking "its okay, theres people who suffered worse."
I also feel like a pretty bad person to but we just gotta keep going and maybe learn some mistakes from the past, dose not mean people have to stay shitty forever, I hope I said something that might of helped you feel a little bit better.
I promise bro if you get to the gym and become nicer you will be so so so proud trust me man only reason you feel that way is becuase you get nothing done (thats atleast how i felt)
As a fellow christian with insomnia for the past 10 years (im 13) i think this is a calling from god saying ive got to be batman i simply am the chosen one
How many had he killed? Had he ever thought to count? How much cruelty did he embody... and to what end? How many did he condemn to hell and who did it benefit..? Two defeats at the hands of the machine had changed Gabriel. The world of the one supposed Will of God was now shattered and only he was left to put the pieces back together. They collected before the light of a dying fire that fresh fuel couldn't sustain, this new light showing the truth to Gabriel: The pieces never fit together to begin with. The supposed Council of "the people" who boasted a God that wasn't there. Gone. Vanished. The Council still chased after the light of God's fire, their memory of its words and will grown twisted and warped, and the rest of the aimless masses of Heaven follow their footsteps. The angels still act in The Father's name but His kingdom has changed. Now the fire was dying, sputtering out as the heat failed to gain purchase. Gabriel looked upon the embers with a perfect clarity. He drew his blade and held it in contrast to the dying light. In its reflection he saw a weapon reborn, no longer wielded by the will of another, but his own. He knew words alone would never sway the masses. He chose to do something drastic. Death stains the auditorium. The littered corpses of the once mighty council now strewn against its surfaces, their last gasps of life dripping down the dissident blade of Gabriel's sword. The last councilor, now backed up to a wall, scrambles for words between panicked breaths as death approaches with measured steps. "W-wait! Y-you can't do this! Our status forbids it! This is treason, heresy, murder! We are the supreme authority, our law commands you! "You command nothing. Your words hold no power over me, or anyone else. Lest you truly believe you can talk my blade back into its sheath." "B-but the people are on our side! The citizens of Heaven know that we are just!" "The masses only follow you out of fear and desperation. I will show them there is nothing to be afraid of, for there is not species nor origin, vested rank or holy status that will stop the sharp edge of a sword. We all bleed the same blood, and the cushions of your thrones have made you weak and impotent." "P-please, Gabriel, see reason! The council follows the will of The Father! You seek to go against our creato-" "Face it, brother. God is Dead. The fire is gone. You're chasing phantoms." Gabriel's silhouette now towers over the councilor, his shadow cast upon a soon lifeless corpse. He raises his sword for the final cut as the crying mess on the floor stammers out its final feeble argument. "B-b-but the Father's light! Without me you cannot hope to reconnect with it! I-i-if you kill me, you'll be dead in a matter of hours!" ... "I know." A clean, silent cut glides through the councilor's neck, severing his spine with elegance and ease. His head falls onto the marble floor, the rest of his body following soon after. Bereft of status but brimming with purpose, Gabriel gave a final message to the angels amassed at the gates of the auditorium before leaving Heaven for the very last time. His arm outstretched, without a word, the people saw. In the silence the message rang out to the far ends of the cosmos.
Loneliness follows me everywhere I go. It’s like an aftertaste in every thought I have. A prerequisite of an already mundane life. I’m reminded of it everywhere I go, even in my own house. There’s no escape. I’m Gods lonely man.
I hope you’re not lonely anymore, maybe start a conversation with someone?, I like to believe that no one’s alone foever,hope I said something that made you feel better.
Well, Song is about weed, it describes weed as his lover, having a hate mixed with love type of addiction with the drug. Mary is obviously making him think he's not real, weed isn't talking to him but it plays with his head.
Me recuerda a una madrugada, después de una fiesta volví a mi casa y puse esta canción mirando donde sea. Entré en un bucle en donde no estaba bien ni mal, pero creo que es peor esa sensación
I didn’t even go to mine! From a stranger to another, the things you have in store for your life are so much bigger than prom night! The world just gets bigger the more you experience it, the more you experience it the smaller everything seems. That makes no sense, in due time you’ll understand. The world is so big, our short term problems hardly matter. Love yourself and spread joy.
Well please don’t, there’s still more wonderful stuff to see in the world and amazing new things to experience, maybe with some pals or friends, or see new people and make friends with them,I hope I said something that made you feel better.
I hope you are, if your not than maybe talk with some people you care about, if you don’t have anyone maybe a therapist but I dunno, hope I said something that made you feel better.
Yeah that is a bit funny, like they say there’s more fish in the sea I guess,I hope you found a partner but if you hadn’t, that’s okay cuz there will be someone out there, I hope I said something to make you feel better and not feel you know upset.
this is makes me wonder, whats the meaning of a bond with any living or non-living thing if we’re all just gonna die and by the time is over half of us wont even be able to say our true goodbyes to anybody.
I know this is out of pocket, my mother died of drug overdose when I was 10, I remember asking her to use her phone on the porch, and asking her to stop smoking because I never liked the smell. I never knew she died, my dad stop letting me go see her one day. I ended up running into the middle of traffic on a interstate trying to run to where she was staying, which was not at my dads house of course. Luckily it was during work hours so no one crashed or hit me. He told me that my mom was dead, I think I went to sleep after that, I never talked to him about it. Two or three years later I was with my grandparents and they were talking about their daughter, my mom, they talked about her overdose like I already knew that's how she died, I didn't. I thought I had a good mom then, but now I realize she was horrible, I love my dad lots, he saved me, but he's very hands off, I have no one except for my brother, and he just isn't my kind of person, I'm grateful I have him still of course, but sometimes his death, I wonder if It would hurt me. I have only one friend that I truly relate to, and all of my past girlfriends never meant anything to me really, relationships that were months long that I really never cared about ended with me just not talking to them anymore, ghosting them, and the dog I've had since I was 4 just died, I had a stronger connection to her than you would think for a dog, but I grew up with her and I had her for so long, it was like losing a family member. I started working in construction when I was 14-15, I'm 17 now, I only have one friend, I don't make any friends, I don't have the time, everything constantly hurts and tylenol doesn't help when I'm trying to sleep and it feels like my back is tearing itself apart. I don't do drugs, I drink alcohol sometimes, I'm happy that is all, but I don't think I've felt an actual emotion since I was a boy. update, gonna graduate in a few weeks then a couple of weeks after that I'll be 18, my dad has already threatened to kick me out more times than I can count but I held in for school, I don't know why, It's the only thing I knew for 12 years of my life so I guess it's natural, me and my friend are going to get an apartment and work from there, I don't feel like an adult, I still feel like a kid, there isn't any "waking up" that happens when you become an adult, it's just more responsibilities laid on top of you under the guise of "maturity is responsibility" which is a fucking corporate motto. Sometimes I think about just getting in my car with as much as I can take from my dad and driving whichever way I think looks prettiest, I have enough money to last a couple years like that I think, but to me that's like suicide, it's the easy way out, every shove full you throw out of your own hole is a problem you have to fix later, but sometimes you think it's easier to just fall asleep in your hole and die, because crawling out is too much work, but then all you'll be is some bones and a shovel and who's going to admire that?
Your okay man i know people say life can only get better but thats not always the case and you seem like a hard working dude. i don’t have it as hard as you. I am also 4 years younger then you, but my mom and dad hate each other and my dad wanted to abort me and they split up never got married. I was an accident tbh im lucky my mom said no to my dad and i lived with my mom for most of my life, until i was around 8 and i started to live with my dad. Hasnt been to hard besides my cousin passing to overdose when he was 24. Didnt get to see him much he was in prison most of his life but he was strong af.
That sucks, sorry to hear that, hope that now your doing more successfully,there’s still wonder to experience in this green and blue and beautiful planet
Hey y’all I just wanna say God loves you so much, he sent his one and only son to die for your sins (where we fall short/mistakes) he took the place of us so we could have relationship with God and through faith go to heaven instead of hell. Repent and truely believe in Jesus sacrifice and experience Gods love
@@lexinoelle7217 Nah, my parents used to force me to believe in him but I’m 100% sure he don’t exists. I swear I hate people who also force religion on others.
@@minteaty I understand your frustration totally, but I think that we all need a savior and someone who can tell us the truth of whats right and wrong. And as someone who dealt with suicidal thoughts God really does help. dk maybe try getting to know him for yourself w/o the pressure from your parents
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Batman too real
Real
Real
Real
Real
Real
How i feel knowing jesus went through pain, temptation, betrayed but yet still sacrificed himself for us. We don't deserve him.
and yet people hate him.
@@jessicamoncada9230because he’s not real.
@@ForeverBlooming-05 there's more historical evidence for Jesus Christ then there is Alexander the great
@@ForeverBlooming-05 keep thinking that bro, just keep in mind we wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for him.
@@FlitzWrld777 actually I’m here because my mom decided to get with a deadbeat ass nigga, not Jesus or whatever that niggas name is
This song perfectly describes the feeling of contemplating what's the meaning of life at 3am
maki to real
Just thinking of that makes my depression rise somehow.
3 months later seeing this at 3am.
real@@memetown5487
the purpose of life is to find your purpose on why you're here. Remember God doesn't put you on this earth for no reason.
Listening to this reminds me of what it feels like to sit outside really early in the morning by yourself in the summer.
yes.
I'm gonna do this next summer now
this is literally what summer evenings alone feels like when you’re watching the sunset and everything is just so quiet
Every time I hear this it makes me want to cry...
real
@@8707gtreal
It makes me want to jump
Real
The last 2 years have been the lowest 2 years of my short uneventful life. It all started like a butterfly effect( you guys are just amazing I didnt expect to see this much support for me or others like me in the replies.)❤️❤️❤️❤️
same man
you'll get through it, live in the present moment, make each moment count and don't worry to much. Life is meant to be fun, wishing you the best man.
It’ll get better, dude. Don’t give up on yourself
Same thing here but were gonna get through this brother dont lose hope
DONT EVER GIVE UP DUDE
"Even dark knights, have dark nights"
Danmmmmm underrated bro
The last 7 years of my life have defined me i cant even explain how awful its been im worthless man.i sit and cry about it when i caused it and now i suffer for it my slightest mistake was thinking that i was ever gonna be like anyone else. who did i think I was im useless im nothing my existence is pointless if i died tomorrow in the middle of the street you would take a video then walk over me my life is the absolute definitive definition of sad, disgusting, and mournful.I would love to have the things most people do but i dont i have nothing not a friend, girlfriend, grandfather, father, or any of the sort sitting and soaking in my own tears knowing if i wasnt so worthless maybe they wouldve been there but who wants to wait around and soak for the guy of inútil....
What country/state u from man cus if I'm near u I'm down to hang man like honestly
Dont let it affect you bro i advice you search a purpose like getting a gym membership or join a sport ( football basketball volley boxing or wreslting ) u can make friends there also enjoy the time you spend with yourself like watching movies series or anime and why not buy a pet because i really see it a better friend than humans , dont be tricked by the scenes you see cause most of the friendships nowadays are just fake but eventually if u start caring about yourself and working on improving it eventually people will come to you but you wont need them at that point all love to you bro we all are going through hard times
Never back down never what?
Don't worry bro,all of us have been there maybe not as bad as you have it rn but trust me it gets better,it was hard for me to believe at first but eventually it did,it got better
womp womp 🤫🧏
this is gut wrenching
0:56 the perfect meaning of being alone in the summer
This sounds like self-destruction at its finest
I miss the waking up to a 5 inch snow day then going downstairs for a hot chocolate while it continues to snow and its a dim dark sky all throughout the day while just relaxing and maybe go sledding down the really tall hill but nowadays the climate has gotten hotter and we get barely any snow now compared to 2013-2017. I remember a video of of me saying “i have no legs” cause the snow was so deep haha but now its just a distant memory
I miss some stuff in the past to but that dose not mean that there won’t be more exciting and wonderful things to experience we all just gotta keep going.
It will never be the same
just what I was looking for
I now need to lay down on the ground outside in the pouring rain listening to this, thanks! 😀
Jesus understands your pain and he loves you
he was sent for a reason to sacrifice himself to save everyone.
amen
Bro please wake up and know about Islam
@@ABO_FAHAD_ALNAIMI islam is false
@wcahh no brother just searche about Islam ,sorry for bad English
This song makes me miss her sm…
come on buddy its allright it will be okay men i swear
@@tahiadjazair-W
I’m sorry, It gets better. You’ll find someone better for you.
Me and you brother
Real
Every time i sleep is one of the best momments of my life
It is nice to just relax on something and fall to sleep and maybe even go adventure in a wacky dream.
One word Nostalgic..... 😔😔
cornball
Damn bro this is good :)
Real
Life does not feel like life anymore
There will be something a sight to see that is wonderful.
I started crying
This feels like home
when bro said "a true friend is like a star, you may not always see them, but you know they're always there"
Ive got tears behind my head and on my neck
Bro thats sweating
@@stupidsquirtle1238 Lol
Poucos vão entender, mas esse começo me lembra quando você tá bêbado, sozinho, triste e com calor de noite, o suor é uma mistura do calor e da pressão.
Got me thinking about life.
real
Real
rEal
Please I really WANT you to feel better 😊 read this and let me be your hope ♥
Your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you.
Traverse this jungle and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going.
I love god
"My only comfort that i gained, was from the rain. It was always..*there*"
did you make this quote yourself?
@@ThatGamerMan yes🎉
@@Catspinninginclouds that’s a really good quote! I hope you’re doing good, watching a video such as this one, haha.
@@ThatGamerMan aw thanks! You too. I hope youre doing good too!
thuggin it out
Fr fs
Real
i remeber my grandparents old house andf they had a backyard and it had flowers and trees and it was like magic and i rember walking with my grandpa there and being happy and it sounded like this
Well I’m glad you got to hear and be reminded of that happy experience, just wanted to say this, I hope I didn’t say anything that might of sounded rude.
I remember the time i wss crying because i realized that im a shitty person, and everytime i cried because of my life and thinking "its okay, theres people who suffered worse."
I also feel like a pretty bad person to but we just gotta keep going and maybe learn some mistakes from the past, dose not mean people have to stay shitty forever, I hope I said something that might of helped you feel a little bit better.
I promise bro if you get to the gym and become nicer you will be so so so proud trust me man only reason you feel that way is becuase you get nothing done (thats atleast how i felt)
As a fellow christian with insomnia for the past 10 years (im 13) i think this is a calling from god saying ive got to be batman i simply am the chosen one
yall ever just get home after a long day, plop yourself onto your bed, stare at the the ceiling, and simply exist?
You good man ARTUR MORGAN
Remind me to listen to this later
Remember to listen to this
listen to this
listen to this
listen to this
POV: your remember the time y’all were cool
How many had he killed? Had he ever thought to count? How much cruelty did he embody... and to what end? How many did he condemn to hell and who did it benefit..?
Two defeats at the hands of the machine had changed Gabriel. The world of the one supposed Will of God was now shattered and only he was left to put the pieces back together. They collected before the light of a dying fire that fresh fuel couldn't sustain, this new light showing the truth to Gabriel:
The pieces never fit together to begin with.
The supposed Council of "the people" who boasted a God that wasn't there. Gone. Vanished. The Council still chased after the light of God's fire, their memory of its words and will grown twisted and warped, and the rest of the aimless masses of Heaven follow their footsteps. The angels still act in The Father's name but His kingdom has changed.
Now the fire was dying, sputtering out as the heat failed to gain purchase. Gabriel looked upon the embers with a perfect clarity. He drew his blade and held it in contrast to the dying light.
In its reflection he saw a weapon reborn, no longer wielded by the will of another, but his own. He knew words alone would never sway the masses. He chose to do something drastic.
Death stains the auditorium. The littered corpses of the once mighty council now strewn against its surfaces, their last gasps of life dripping down the dissident blade of Gabriel's sword.
The last councilor, now backed up to a wall, scrambles for words between panicked breaths as death approaches with measured steps.
"W-wait! Y-you can't do this! Our status forbids it! This is treason, heresy, murder! We are the supreme authority, our law commands you!
"You command nothing. Your words hold no power over me, or anyone else. Lest you truly believe you can talk my blade back into its sheath."
"B-but the people are on our side! The citizens of Heaven know that we are just!"
"The masses only follow you out of fear and desperation. I will show them there is nothing to be afraid of, for there is not species nor origin, vested rank or holy status that will stop the sharp edge of a sword.
We all bleed the same blood, and the cushions of your thrones have made you weak and impotent."
"P-please, Gabriel, see reason! The council follows the will of The Father! You seek to go against our creato-"
"Face it, brother. God is Dead. The fire is gone. You're chasing phantoms."
Gabriel's silhouette now towers over the councilor, his shadow cast upon a soon lifeless corpse.
He raises his sword for the final cut as the crying mess on the floor stammers out its final feeble argument.
"B-b-but the Father's light! Without me you cannot hope to reconnect with it! I-i-if you kill me, you'll be dead in a matter of hours!"
...
"I know."
A clean, silent cut glides through the councilor's neck, severing his spine with elegance and ease. His head falls onto the marble floor, the rest of his body following soon after.
Bereft of status but brimming with purpose, Gabriel gave a final message to the angels amassed at the gates of the auditorium before leaving Heaven for the very last time.
His arm outstretched, without a word, the people saw. In the silence the message rang out to the far ends of the cosmos.
Cool story here man or gal I dunno, I wonder if there’s more lore?
@@Thegreenmonkeyman its from ultrakill a shooter Game i recommend it
@@randomperson13138 oh yeah think I seen some clips of that game seems cools, maybe I try it out one day and hopefully not forget about it.
Best song😢
0:03 if you put at 2x it sounds great but when you leave it on it will start to sound weird
Oh okay thanks for suggesting
man I didn't even know I commented this 💀
@@MrLopez67 huh well thanks anyway
This new years gonna be rough
why i need to feel this pain alone?
Got me thinking about my life in the bronx
This is so deep bro
when this shit playing it's make me remember about everything that make me happy when I was kid 😕
i love this music
The war goes on Alfred, on and on.
u got discord gang
My favorite 😢😢
I'm batman.
~ Batman
this song is so sad it reminds of the worst year of my life which was 2022
"His stare made you think of something."
life will get better, simon
your a good man arthur morgan…good man.
Loneliness follows me everywhere I go. It’s like an aftertaste in every thought I have. A prerequisite of an already mundane life. I’m reminded of it everywhere I go, even in my own house. There’s no escape. I’m Gods lonely man.
I hope you’re not lonely anymore, maybe start a conversation with someone?, I like to believe that no one’s alone foever,hope I said something that made you feel better.
makes me think of her does she even like me am i even good.maybe i'm overthinking it but the thinking came out true..
Me and you same🙏
Well, Song is about weed, it describes weed as his lover, having a hate mixed with love type of addiction with the drug. Mary is obviously making him think he's not real, weed isn't talking to him but it plays with his head.
I really liked this
Me recuerda a una madrugada, después de una fiesta volví a mi casa y puse esta canción mirando donde sea. Entré en un bucle en donde no estaba bien ni mal, pero creo que es peor esa sensación
tengo exactamente el mismo sentimiento
Just a bad bad man
Im just like batman but instead of fighting crime i fight the voices in my head
I hope your winning those fights, even if you don’t you still get back up like batman.
Anyone think about the fact one day we are all just going to be bones underground
Yeah but we will be remeberd by our loved one or by our story’s, heck maybe we get to see some old faces after we past.
July 4th, 2023
Her name was Neveah Lou. But she wanted to be called Yuki.
🥀 😢
idk if im dumb or nah but i need context man this already sounds sad ahh hell
@@sabastiancastillo6536ikr bro
Yesterday was a prom day and like always i didnt have nobody to go with🙃☹️
Bro dont think about that set your goals and achieve them. Keep your head up king👑👑👑
Damn you deserve better
I didn’t even go to mine! From a stranger to another, the things you have in store for your life are so much bigger than prom night! The world just gets bigger the more you experience it, the more you experience it the smaller everything seems. That makes no sense, in due time you’ll understand. The world is so big, our short term problems hardly matter. Love yourself and spread joy.
Yo can you make this for 1 hour if can
Yk it’s bad when Batman needs a break
Alone in bed it’s 4 am thought about kms
Do or do not there is no try
Well please don’t, there’s still more wonderful stuff to see in the world and amazing new things to experience, maybe with some pals or friends, or see new people and make friends with them,I hope I said something that made you feel better.
So much pain in me no one knew about but I put a smile on my face🤣
reall 🤪 (i nearly km5 when i was 9 yrs old)
@@F0ltox damn bro it’s gonna be alr man
@@F0ltoxreall 🤪 (I almost shit myself when I was 9 😨)
@@yeeyman8174 no way 😨🤯
real though i put a smile on my face to cover everything up
"the city never sleeps" - batman 🤷♂️
real footage of me (batman) listening to my favourite song mary (i love you alex g)
I’m tired of living 😂🤣🥰👍
Don't do it it's not worth it trust me
Hi Cxmz. You mind if i borrow that Sonic disappointed above? Ill leave a credit.
You weren't around not now not ever you imagined it
I feel like this
"im fine"
I hope you are, if your not than maybe talk with some people you care about, if you don’t have anyone maybe a therapist but I dunno, hope I said something that made you feel better.
@@Thegreenmonkeyman this made my day, thank you 🫶 and don't worry, i'm feeling better :)
@@back.fr0mthed3ad I’m glad
does anyone need a hug?…
i miss her, funny she is called mary too
Yeah that is a bit funny, like they say there’s more fish in the sea I guess,I hope you found a partner but if you hadn’t, that’s okay cuz there will be someone out there, I hope I said something to make you feel better and not feel you know upset.
How I feel scrolling down in the comment section of a yt short and all of the comments are like beggars
this is makes me wonder, whats the meaning of a bond with any living or non-living thing if we’re all just gonna die and by the time is over half of us wont even be able to say our true goodbyes to anybody.
Can you loop just the beginning part the first half before it gets faster just the opening slower part
i just wanna be loved bros
"You feel nothing, because people tell you how you have to feel"
I hope no one told you how to feel, if they did than um don’t listen to them, feel how you feel.
“Joel … get up .. Joel fucking get up ! “
- Ellie Miller ..
I know this is out of pocket, my mother died of drug overdose when I was 10, I remember asking her to use her phone on the porch, and asking her to stop smoking because I never liked the smell. I never knew she died, my dad stop letting me go see her one day. I ended up running into the middle of traffic on a interstate trying to run to where she was staying, which was not at my dads house of course. Luckily it was during work hours so no one crashed or hit me. He told me that my mom was dead, I think I went to sleep after that, I never talked to him about it. Two or three years later I was with my grandparents and they were talking about their daughter, my mom, they talked about her overdose like I already knew that's how she died, I didn't. I thought I had a good mom then, but now I realize she was horrible, I love my dad lots, he saved me, but he's very hands off, I have no one except for my brother, and he just isn't my kind of person, I'm grateful I have him still of course, but sometimes his death, I wonder if It would hurt me. I have only one friend that I truly relate to, and all of my past girlfriends never meant anything to me really, relationships that were months long that I really never cared about ended with me just not talking to them anymore, ghosting them, and the dog I've had since I was 4 just died, I had a stronger connection to her than you would think for a dog, but I grew up with her and I had her for so long, it was like losing a family member. I started working in construction when I was 14-15, I'm 17 now, I only have one friend, I don't make any friends, I don't have the time, everything constantly hurts and tylenol doesn't help when I'm trying to sleep and it feels like my back is tearing itself apart. I don't do drugs, I drink alcohol sometimes, I'm happy that is all, but I don't think I've felt an actual emotion since I was a boy.
update, gonna graduate in a few weeks then a couple of weeks after that I'll be 18, my dad has already threatened to kick me out more times than I can count but I held in for school, I don't know why, It's the only thing I knew for 12 years of my life so I guess it's natural, me and my friend are going to get an apartment and work from there, I don't feel like an adult, I still feel like a kid, there isn't any "waking up" that happens when you become an adult, it's just more responsibilities laid on top of you under the guise of "maturity is responsibility" which is a fucking corporate motto. Sometimes I think about just getting in my car with as much as I can take from my dad and driving whichever way I think looks prettiest, I have enough money to last a couple years like that I think, but to me that's like suicide, it's the easy way out, every shove full you throw out of your own hole is a problem you have to fix later, but sometimes you think it's easier to just fall asleep in your hole and die, because crawling out is too much work, but then all you'll be is some bones and a shovel and who's going to admire that?
Your okay man i know people say life can only get better but thats not always the case and you seem like a hard working dude. i don’t have it as hard as you. I am also 4 years younger then you, but my mom and dad hate each other and my dad wanted to abort me and they split up never got married. I was an accident tbh im lucky my mom said no to my dad and i lived with my mom for most of my life, until i was around 8 and i started to live with my dad. Hasnt been to hard besides my cousin passing to overdose when he was 24. Didnt get to see him much he was in prison most of his life but he was strong af.
i aint readin al that
Shits realer than most things ive heard.
I think and i realize the time was better before…. I was so young to know this
There will still be good times around the corner im sure,hope you had some lately.
Could anyone recommend songs like this or any bands to check out with this kind of sound?
vacations telephones, I think that song sorta gose in the same feeling as this one but maybe not
remembering what I used to have
litteraly me when i ate my hamburger 😢/j
pov:when homie finds a job instead of diamonds in Minecraft
Angels music
Se siente luego de pasar por mil infiernos y decirte: una parada para pensar no estaria mal
Yeah that sounds like not a bad idea(not being sarcastic just wanna make that clear)
how minecraft servers with friends end:
“who killed my dog?”
When I lost everything unintentionally, I was no different from this song
That sucks, sorry to hear that, hope that now your doing more successfully,there’s still wonder to experience in this green and blue and beautiful planet
Why do you have to hurt everything you touch? Why do you have to destroy everything that comes your way?
Literally me
Hey y’all I just wanna say God loves you so much, he sent his one and only son to die for your sins (where we fall short/mistakes) he took the place of us so we could have relationship with God and through faith go to heaven instead of hell. Repent and truely believe in Jesus sacrifice and experience Gods love
And what the hell man waking in the clouds have to do with my suicidal thoughts?
@@minteaty you don't think God can help?
@@lexinoelle7217 Nah, my parents used to force me to believe in him but I’m 100% sure he don’t exists. I swear I hate people who also force religion on others.
@@minteaty I understand your frustration totally, but I think that we all need a savior and someone who can tell us the truth of whats right and wrong. And as someone who dealt with suicidal thoughts God really does help. dk maybe try getting to know him for yourself w/o the pressure from your parents
u dont gotta say walking man in the clouds yknow
Real. (I’m literally Batman)
I wanna be just like Batman
Could you do it again but the entire song instrumental? And pls notify me if you do
it reminds me of the tiktok vids that say what is oy
batman would be a coke drinker✊
Yeah maybe
do someone know the original audio? bc this guitar riff is not directly from the song
Idk search up its name followed by guitar i think
the og is mary by alex g
@@Beautifulworld928 im talking abt the cover
@@colheavn2721its not a cover my guy it’s literally in the song
@@noaabrahams6311 they just isolated the other instruments from that part then?