this song oddly relates to what happened to my mother she got into a car accident and went into a coma for a year straight. she fully recovered by the end of 2023 but i realized that it was already too late. she forgot everything about her family, she doesn't even know her own name. doctors tried their best at recovering her memory but to no avail. i sat beside her hospital bed, showing her pictures and videos of us, her taking me on rides, laughing together on the beach. i couldn't control my tears. i had to cry beside her. i begged for her to remember, anything. but she couldn't. she cried as well, she was trying her absolute best to understand and remember but she was already too far gone. it hurt me. it honestly hurt me to my soul to see my mother, the most loving human being I've ever been with stripped away like this. she's with my grandparents at the moment. she still has no memory of our times together but she knows our names at least, she tries to be the mother she was but i can feel her stressing out every single day.
Hearing this makes me think about how lucky I am to have the people in my life and how I could never repay all the love they give me in a million years.
@@dokjvss right?! and I always think of sad scenarios that never happened in my life, and sad things that happened to me and make up a storyline with the music 😭, it’s like I be feeling sad, and then want to feel even sadder and cry 😭
Great pain within, One part refuses to give in, The other already gave in, A heart divided falls, Learn to give your all, A need to heal my soul, So i dance in the rain, A need to heal my heart, So i set it aflame, Like a star in the night, In darkness fire shines bright, A torch in the blizzard is the warmth of my heart in the cold of my mind, a spark of warmth that desires to find, A place to rest.
ive done some mistakes in my relationships with people and gf but im always trying to be good and help everyone but in the end i always forgetting about myself.. i wish yall the best whos reading it you'll find your soulmate
these issues will always come back to me no matter what I do, honestly I will never escape them. and that’s perfectly fine, but not in my eyes. my thighs have to be perfect, my face can’t have all these pimples or else people will judge me! I can’t wear this shirt. people will think bad of me, all I have in my head is negative thoughts and I take it out on myself and bottling my up feeling and just pour it all out by hitting myself or objects. I cannot let this happen anymore, and this song just reminds me of it. but I will have recovery from this, and all these bad moments will eventually disappear if I follow my happiness and don’t mind all the other people, and if I don’t have friends to help me through. ok well it’s alright! I will just chase what I want and need. remember to always put yourself and your wellbeing before others.
This makes me wanna lose a friend and have all my life fall apart as I know it So that I can go in the bathroom after a long day at sunset and stare into the mirror with this playing in my headphones
You think: I always try hard to make everything work out, I really give my life for this or that and still I fail. And then you compare yourself to those who do horrible things, who don't deserve what is often exactly what you want most in your life. But then you think, why would the devil try against those he already possesses? So don't be so shaken by life's events, be sad, allow yourself to feel sad and unmotivated, but remember that at some point you will have to get back up again. We all just want that wonderful life that we imagine every day in our heads, in the perfect place, with the perfect person and the world working perfectly as we want,then we should be able to bear the weight of sacrifice to achieve this. Regardless of what you need to do to free yourself from these chains that imprison you, even if they are tied to your flesh and you know it will be an unbearable pain, do it, take the leap of faith. -"If you always do what you always did, you always get what you always got". This message is for myself, but for those who will read this until the end, follow my thoughts, or not, do your thing, but do what is best for you.
i have to force myself to not look at our old texts cuz ik if i do I'll miss how things used 2 be and the old you.. and i cant do that to myself because ill just tear up. and the old you is gone
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bro i loved u more than she did and u had to say that the way she said "i love you" was so different compared to everyone else. ik im selfish but that made me cry so bad?? too bad we're not friends anymore and idek who u r anymore .. nd u dont know me. the best thing i couldbe done was stay away from you for myself and for you. i knew after our talk i js didnt love you the same anymore.. i cldnt love you again, no matter how hard i tried. i lost someone who i had a truly different bond with but its for the better for both of us, nd i cant do anything about it
@@nurcepeda7530 oh so basically you press the settings icon in the top right of your screen, press additional settings at the bottom and then you should find “loop video”, press on it and then the video should loop
They make it look so easy, connecting with another human being. As if nobody ever told them it’s the hardest thing in the world.
This but unironically
My new character
My old Character is slowly making her way into being the best written character in fiction
@@kurfew7168 real
Some people have it easy, Some people don't have it as easy unfortunately
this song oddly relates to what happened to my mother
she got into a car accident and went into a coma for a year straight. she fully recovered by the end of 2023 but i realized that it was already too late. she forgot everything about her family, she doesn't even know her own name. doctors tried their best at recovering her memory but to no avail.
i sat beside her hospital bed, showing her pictures and videos of us, her taking me on rides, laughing together on the beach. i couldn't control my tears. i had to cry beside her. i begged for her to remember, anything. but she couldn't. she cried as well, she was trying her absolute best to understand and remember but she was already too far gone.
it hurt me. it honestly hurt me to my soul to see my mother, the most loving human being I've ever been with stripped away like this. she's with my grandparents at the moment. she still has no memory of our times together but she knows our names at least, she tries to be the mother she was but i can feel her stressing out every single day.
damn 🙁
I don't think I've ever cried on RUclips till now. I'm so sorry.
please don't worry she's doing relatively okay. she knows her name and she's still fighting for me. thank you for understanding our situation
My prayers are with you
Wanna talk?
And this is the moment you realize something inside you is broken and never will be fixed
Where's this speech from?
@@09185-zbojack horsemen
real...
Facfs😢
The loop is perfect
@@williamwoods6087 tysm!!
I trusted you on this one and you were right 😭
Bro the loop is TOO GOOD that I didn’t even realise. 😮💨
Hearing this makes me think about how lucky I am to have the people in my life and how I could never repay all the love they give me in a million years.
I just found this song today and this loop is perfect, thanks bro
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I listen to this every night
One night I’ll sleep and never wake up again, This will be the song I will hear before sleeping.
@@Viciousa good song choice, if this is what song Im listening to when I die, I'd be happy with it.
They make it look so easy. Connecting with another human being. It's like no one told them it's the hardest thing in the world.
my new character 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️
You seem like a really chill guy
They make it look so easy…. Connecting with another human being… it’s like no one ever told them it’s the hardest thing in the world.
thank you
@@mfeliiii no thank u for listening🫶🏽
thank you
You need to add this on Spotify 😭😭
They make it look so easy, connecting with another human being. As if nobody ever told them it’s the hardest thing in the world.🐴
Idk why but I like to play songs that purposefully hurt my feelings 😭😭❤️
@@SunnyshineLollipops-ym2yt MEE OMG YOU GET IT😭😭
@@dokjvss I sobbed to this song when it was my birthday too, idk but I like to cry and sing like theses crush me and the song “Mr ragger”
@@SunnyshineLollipops-ym2yt omg you’re so real. I always pull up mr. Rager whenever im sad so i cry more😭
@@dokjvss right?! and I always think of sad scenarios that never happened in my life, and sad things that happened to me and make up a storyline with the music 😭, it’s like I be feeling sad, and then want to feel even sadder and cry 😭
@@dokjvss the song is so good I can legitimately feel it in my heart. Like the center if my chest 😭😭
Great pain within,
One part refuses to give in,
The other already gave in,
A heart divided falls,
Learn to give your all,
A need to heal my soul,
So i dance in the rain,
A need to heal my heart,
So i set it aflame,
Like a star in the night,
In darkness fire shines bright,
A torch in the blizzard is the warmth of my heart in the cold of my mind, a spark of warmth that desires to find,
A place to rest.
1 month ago: sad song😭
Now: I'm just a chill guy that doesn't care about nothing
ive done some mistakes in my relationships with people and gf but im always trying to be good and help everyone but in the end i always forgetting about myself.. i wish yall the best whos reading it you'll find your soulmate
God, why? Why would you put me in such heart shattering situations? It really hurts. I don't know if I can go on like this for much longer.
This is SO sigma and cool
these issues will always come back to me no matter what I do, honestly I will never escape them. and that’s perfectly fine, but not in my eyes. my thighs have to be perfect, my face can’t have all these pimples or else people will judge me! I can’t wear this shirt. people will think bad of me, all I have in my head is negative thoughts and I take it out on myself and bottling my up feeling and just pour it all out by hitting myself or objects. I cannot let this happen anymore, and this song just reminds me of it. but I will have recovery from this, and all these bad moments will eventually disappear if I follow my happiness and don’t mind all the other people, and if I don’t have friends to help me through. ok well it’s alright! I will just chase what I want and need. remember to always put yourself and your wellbeing before others.
perfect my friend just perfect
uzui picture is criminal.
No, its perfect
sometimes love isn't enough
Heyy bro thanks for doing this fr thats fire i keep listening to it at night❤❤
1000th like :)
THANK UU
As vozes não param nunca
real
This makes me wanna lose a friend and have all my life fall apart as I know it So that I can go in the bathroom after a long day at sunset and stare into the mirror with this playing in my headphones
real
You don't want that. Happened to me 2 times and after 5 years I'm still not recovering
peak absolute peak
Im just a chill guy who lowkey doesn't care.
You think: I always try hard to make everything work out, I really give my life for this or that and still I fail.
And then you compare yourself to those who do horrible things, who don't deserve what is often exactly what you want most in your life.
But then you think, why would the devil try against those he already possesses?
So don't be so shaken by life's events, be sad, allow yourself to feel sad and unmotivated, but remember that at some point you will have to get back up again.
We all just want that wonderful life that we imagine every day in our heads, in the perfect place, with the perfect person and the world working perfectly as we want,then we should be able to bear the weight of sacrifice to achieve this.
Regardless of what you need to do to free yourself from these chains that imprison you, even if they are tied to your flesh and you know it will be an unbearable pain, do it, take the leap of faith.
-"If you always do what you always did, you always get what you always got".
This message is for myself, but for those who will read this until the end, follow my thoughts, or not, do your thing, but do what is best for you.
I am lowkey just a chill guy
"If you were the only one to witness your victory, would you still want to be you"?
i have to force myself to not look at our old texts cuz ik if i do I'll miss how things used 2 be and the old you.. and i cant do that to myself because ill just tear up. and the old you is gone
@@wokabulari WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT😭😭😭😭
@@ijaij1 im she ong👅👅👅
@@dokjvss ur mom😞😞 she didnt want 2 do backflips on the D 👅
heh... yuor mother👅@@dokjvss
@@ijaij1he doesnt ong👅
an illustration of an anamorphic brown dog wearing a grey sweater, rolled-up blue jeans, and red sneakers. The cool dog has a subtle smirk on its face, and the paws are carefully tucked inside the pocket... chill guy
I'm always hear this every feel sad
bro i loved u more than she did and u had to say that the way she said "i love you" was so different compared to everyone else. ik im selfish but that made me cry so bad?? too bad we're not friends anymore and idek who u r anymore .. nd u dont know me. the best thing i couldbe done was stay away from you for myself and for you. i knew after our talk i js didnt love you the same anymore.. i cldnt love you again, no matter how hard i tried. i lost someone who i had a truly different bond with but its for the better for both of us, nd i cant do anything about it
Goated song
i will miss her
thats the type of song that instantly when i hear it i regret that it will eventually not be as good to me and just get boring
BRO IK U HAD TO HAVE SAW THAT ON TIKTOK OF TENGEN BY HIMSELF WITH THIS EXACT SOUND.
I would be lying if I said I never cried to this song
why is mis becoming popular im gonna cry
honestly im happy ngl this shit is fire
@@kendallrodrique you’ll be fine
@@dokjvss no I won’t
@@IndoraptorLOLL glad you like it though
It’s just a song chat it’s really not that deep!!!
Positive thoughts guys 👍
i always thought the stars were beautiful, but i didnt know they were dead.
I'm losing her
amo
I’m just a chill guy trying to be chill knowing i am chill but can’t seem to be chill
I miss her
Gosh darn
Perfect
That is good
This reminds me of my new character. What’s his deal, you ask? Where do I even begin…
Yo pls make an hour version
you can loop the video
@@fflubble how exactly it doesnt loop for me
@@nurcepeda7530 oh so basically you press the settings icon in the top right of your screen, press additional settings at the bottom and then you should find “loop video”, press on it and then the video should loop
I'm just a chill guy who low-key doesn't give a fūck
this song is very good to listen to in a sad moment
dayummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I’m just a chill guy 🙂
Fr😊
when i do one wrong thing im the one that cant do anything fun for two weeks??
(i hate having strict parents even when i try my best)
My new character
i know i supose to be a chill guy and lowkey not realy care about anithing, but... i'm tired to tried be somone than i'm not
Tokyo ghoul.
I hate how i look in the mirro
I don't want this song to get viral bro
im the only one who hear death note theme in this? idk
💭💭
She says…
Tio chill de cojones