Taylor Swift - this is me trying (folklore: the long pond studio sessions)
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53 days sober from alcohol I was so close to drinking Again but this song got me through it. 💕
Amazing!!
@@TylerNotTiler 💕
Please don't ever stop trying ❤
@KayceeCassidyXO I am so proud of you for that. You can do hard things, just keep going forward. ❤
I abstained for two months last year and since 14th February - for Lent. I was at three funerals of alcohol abusers.
Keep going and try Acceptance and Commitment Therapy. It helped my anxiety no end.
her best song on folklore and one of her best songs of all time. FIGHT ME ABOUT IT
Totally agree
No one will fight you about it. You're right
I think it's one of the best albums she put togèther.
Couldnt agree more!
Folklore is perfection. I can’t pick a favorite, but this isn’t my favorite. It’s up there compared to her other albums which is why I responded.
She saved so many of us.
we all did it by ourselves! i used to think she saved me too but this is US (this is 'us' but with caps lock, not united states lol) who chose to fight! we don't give us enough credits for that.
I need this is me trying 10 minute version
This is exactly why Taylor is so beloved! She gets it! She gets us! ❤️😭
“They told me all of my cages were mental, so I got wasted like all my potential.” From the moment I heard this song, 4 years ago June, it has made me cry. This is the story of my life. I walked before age 1, read and wrote by 3, wrote perfect cursive by first grade. I was an honors student. I was reading on a college level at 10…
Then my bipolar disorder (undiagnosed and then wrongly diagnosed until 29), ruined everything. I suffer crippling panic attacks. I spend my days in depression and terror, my nights alternating between nightmares and insomnia. This is ON medication!!! I have let everyone down but my importantly, I have let myself down.
Taylor seemed to have pulled this song from my diary, I thought, when I first heard it. I am so happy SOMEBODY realizes that some of us might be failing, but we are working our asses off trying not to.
you are such a strong person 🖤
:(
No words can describe the beauty of this masterpiece. One of my favorite songs of all time.
not me crying in the back of the bus because this is a masterpiece that touches me in so many levels
this song just hits me to the core. . . whether addiction, mental illness, depression, everyday is a struggle for so many people. . .
Man. That interview.. it was like the universe knew..KNEW I needed to see this.
I just sent this to a family member who is struggling and although it brought him to tears it resonated and we spoke for the first time in a long time. He thanked Taylor for opening this door.
She is such an awesome human being. She will never know that she had such an impact on my family, maybe even possibly healing us. ❤
Relating so much to this song right now 😢. Life's not Always good, but fighting through it! Depression is not a good thing, but fighting through it! Its tough! X
I learned in therapy that depression is from previous frustration. Always comes from it.
The part where she talks about life after school is something I've been feeling for years & years. School was fine. I had friends. I was smart. I could do the work, because the work was laid out for me. The course was there, & I could rise to it. I won awards. I was voted Class Clown (in a fun way) of my final year. I got along with everyone. School was great for me, generally speaking. Afterwards, left to my own devices, I plummeted. But slowly. Everything crept up on me. Bad behaviours. Unhealthy choices. Addiction. Money. Life. etc etc. I just thought it would all happen for me. Like school did. That was how life worked I had presumed. That was what I was taught. Now I'm broke. Addicted. Lonely. Confused. Petrified beyond movement. I am sincerely not looking for the violins to play for me. To welcome sympathy & advice. I am well, well, well aware of how incremental steps forward can help me. 1% better tomorrow. All that good stuff. How slowly building an internal fortitude with small beginnings can sustain me for what life throws at me. But I can't lie & pretend I don't find each day an absolute behemoth of a mountain to climb. Just to take care of myself. It's sad. I know it's sad. I live in a perpetual state of sadness & disgust. Shame & guilt. But if I'm being honest, I've been worse than I am today. So i guess this is me trying. But I could try some more.
Anywayyyyyyyyyysssss.... this interview & song are incredible. Really struck a cord with me.
It will get better eventually. Keep trying!!!!! Your story touched me.... you explained it well how life can change...
@@helenap4322 Thank you. Thank you very much.
@@jakekbanx no problem!
You are an incredible writer. The way you put your experiences into words here. This, right here, may be your talent. Write a book:) Sometimes those who go through deep things and have big feelings can really paint a picture for others. Much like Taylor does.
@@ashleydedekind I agree
I don't think anyone realizes how accurate this is. All I can do is send this to my family. I don't this it will ever get though to them.
I was thinking the same thing as I watched this video. I want to send it to my family, specifically my sister. Cause it happened again today as it always does when I see her. It's never what I have done it's always what I haven't yet done. But this is me trying, will that ever matter?
@@Bryweslyn2011I can relate 100% to what you said. It‘s always what I haven’t done and achieved yet, the mind can be a cage.
I hope you know that you are loved and you matter even if your family never gets it. (I know it still hurts and can feel really lonely, though.) ❤
This song is so special to me. I lost 3 very close friends at different times to drug addiction. I miss them every single day. DJ, Lance, Chase this is for you 3.
Rest in peace.
I'm sorry that happened to your friends, and I hope your friends are in peace now ❤ sending love and condolences to you
I pray your songs touch hearts that are so alone and in such dark places that no even their closest can pull them out of. A flicker of light, that spark that ignites one to breathe, to listen to be driven by song and take ever step slowly at their page to survive what we call this beautiful life.
Amen
She's so compassionate. ❤
I lost both of my parents this year. 4 months apart. Both unexpected. My heart is in shambles but I wake up and I try every day. This song has given me the strength to do that. I never really understood it fully until now. I miss you mom and pop. 💔
The genius that is Taylor Swift she is such an awesome song writer. Just love her so much.
This song means so much to me, it is so beautiful and so relatable
God, what a beautiful song! So simple, unfussy, but it says so much with so little. That’s too-notch songwriting, right there.
As a neurogldivergent adult with two young children who are also neurodivergent, as well as being someone who has regular low periods of moderate depression, this song feels like I am so validated. It's hard trying to explain to people that me and my kids have a regular good day is actually so mentally exhausting and often tips me over the edge because it takes my all to achieve that. Some days I just want to give it all up because I feel like I can't do it anymore and I am too tired to keep going. I want people to know how hard I am trying to stay in this life and this song felt like that feeling is being acknowledged. Thank you Taylor ❤
I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Could've followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
But I'm here in your doorway
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
But I didn't pour the whiskey
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying
And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound
It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you
You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town
And I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
(And maybe I don't quite know what to say)
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying
I really needed to hear this one today... I've loved this song for years and never truly understood why I loved it but now I do. The power of music and story telling... thank you
So beautifully written. I’m in tears 😢
taylor has helped me so much, everyone says that it's so basic to like her, but i would be happy to be basic if that means knowing what taylor is REALLY like. when taylor and jack started talking about how not jumping off a cliff is an act of trying, it made me cry. ive struggled with sh too, and when she said "every second is trying not too" that also broke me. im making this comment to make it known, you're not alone. im struggling a lot now, and so many people are, too. we're with you, i am with you. im proud of you for not harming yourself today, im proud of you for reaching out, im proud of you for laughing, im proud of you for smiling, im proud of you for crying, im proud of you for getting out of bed, im proud of you for brushing your teeth, im proud of you for eating, im proud of you for drinking water, im proud of you for brushing your hair, im proud of you for getting out of the house, im proud of you for talking to your friends and or family members, i know you're trying, even if you didn't do anything that i stated. im still proud of you, and you should be proud of yourself, too. i dont know who needs to hear this, but if you're reading, it's a sign to stay alive. im here for you. you are cared about, loved, and important. i need you. it's okay if you relapsed, if you didn't get out of bed, if you couldn't sleep or slept too much, if you cried today, if you couldn't cry today, if you ate a lot, little, or nothing (please please eat. food is fuel:) 🤍 it's for the best, and you look very very beautiful/handsome. it's okay to want to be in control, i know it's hard to stop, but it's worth it to get better, i promise. and it's okay if you have any other reasoning for not eating, but it's okay to eat, im here for you🤍) , if you thought about s**cide or didn't, if you didn't talk to your family members or friends today, it's okay. it's not your fault. i love you. it's worth it to get better. its okay to be okay, and it's okay to not be okay. if you're attached to a teacher, counselor, or nurse, that's okay too. i understand. teacher attachment is so scary. im here for you. i know you miss them, im so sorry. they're so proud of you. they want you to be happy. here are some reasons to live!: to tell your story, to do your hobbies, to get your dream job, your pets and or future pets, your family, your friends, your partner, your favorite teacher/counselor/nurse, music, eating your favorite foods, growing old with someone, or just getting older, sleeping, sunsets, sunrises, laughing so hard you're crying, laughing, smiling, concerts, graduation if you haven't graduated, traveling, meeting new people, learning new languages, your hobbies, your favorite show/movie(s), getting better, and seeing how the world is when you're older. there's a lot more, too! you have a life worth living, you are worth it. here are some hobbies!: sports, baking, cooking, writing, reading, drawing, singing, dancing, building things, acting, coloring, instruments, making videos, editing, clothes design, doing people's nails, video games! and there's many more:) i know this time can make you feel talentless, but you're not. sometimes it takes time, you'll find your thing.
Who are you...tears dropping off my face as I read your comment......I see you, too❤❤❤❤❤
@@gdibenedetto9877 I see you too. you're doing amaIng, never stop. I'm so proud of you, how are you doing today? 🤍
Such a masterpiece... So pure... Thank Taylor for putting into words what I feel... Thank G-d I'm already 10 years after rehab... And still felling like an open wound. And as you say... Every day I'm trying
This made me cry. And it made me Love her more. What a Beautiful Being!!! Inside and out.
i am crying every day for this song
she was having feelings that she seen before
These two together.. ❤ I love this whole documentary. I've watched it so many times. Folklore is my personal favorite album of Taylor's and I always listen to the Long Pond sessions. Beautiful. ❤
This song just always hits so hard 🥲 words can't express how much it means to me
Como ela é linda! Linda demais! Linda e absurdamente talentosa. Ela ficou emocionada e olhos brilharam como que quisesse chorar.
Exatamente ❤
Taylor literally saved us all, and I love this song sm
Great album!!! Great song ❤
I remember living in Spain and reaching out to my friend's daughter whom I'd never met, almost everyday thinking that she would commit suicide and there I was on the other side of the phone helpless, unable to run to her door and give her a hug.
Keep writing Taylor, keep sending out sparks of love n support. We are all here to learn the good of each other and everything. It could be a Kingfisher in a garden in Ireland or the pounding waves in Crete , it could just be your song, this is me trying.
I love this girl so much!! I wish we had icons (hate to use that word *icons" for someone so valuable) to look up to when I was growing up!!
I feel every word to this song so much I cry bc I suffer thru so much in my life crisis and everything I touch it ruins and every time I try my best it’s never enough . I’m never enough. Like I’m always the outcast, always the difficult friend, always the failure, etc when all I do is try to be a good person and try so hard but no one ever credits me for it so this makes me cry so much thx you Taylor for understating
One thing I really liked is the idea this song isn’t about one person showing up to their partner’s doorway, but is a metaphor - this person is turning up to the doorway of their old self who was that excelling student in school…
What a horrible day I’ve had… I needed this..
Why did I never watch this before and hear the back story to this song. Probably my all time favorite song from ts and now I know why.
She's amazing!
Just trying is a big step. Anyone fighting addiction big hugs to you.
Love the lyrics
Thanks to TS for articulating that the addicted and mentally ill are not congratulated for making it through the day.
One day at a time.
Due to a stroke and my brain being wired differently, I'm prone to anxiety. I accept it.
Thanks for this Taylor 💖
love this song....
The raw emotion 😢
She needs to do more songs like this one. Like folklore. ❤
This is what I have seen all my life around me. Even though I had older siblings that were married before I was born i was by myself allot. After I got out of school, I never had a problem with knowing myself. I saw friends though that had the close relationship with siblings having a hard time finding self-confidence and making poor decisions.
I LOVE YOU TAYLOR❤
This song is about addiction and for me, I've always resonated addiction to my ocd. Every day is a battle with my mind of not falling back into the same pattern of compulsions, aside from just self destructive tendencies, I feel the energy of ignoring the sometimes physical discomfort of not caving to my obsessive thoughts so draining.
her head voice is so pretty, and what a beautifully heartbreaking song
stunning
This is an emotionally evolved soul .. no question
Been sober for years now. Life is not rainbow like after the fact, but I do like myself better sober. So do my kids. Anyone trying to get sober can do it. If you are ready, reach out to God and or someone safe.
This song is long enough need more
What is there to dislike about this absolutely incredible woman? ❤ She is the best 🫶🏻
I cant listen to this song whitout crying my eyes out.
Amazing
Such a smart woman!
Makes me feel seen
ughhhh Yeah.
Yep
😘😘😘‼️ A big hug to Taylor 😘‼️
♥️
This person is me
🫶🫶🫶 you are not alone. This world is f'd up and it is exhausting for those with great depth.
@@lat5089thank you. Love ❤
4:25 this is me crying 😕
And this is me tryyyyying...
This song hits me so much she doesn’t even know…
I’m so appreciative of Jack’s insight
❤that's you doing❤
Thia ia wld. This is my life...
I love this but I had to stop listening tonight because my son did not back off the cliff. I sure wish he did. I miss him.
On devient meilleurs si on laisse tomber ces deviances, qu'elle qu'elle soit. Rien n'est facile. Mais rien n'est plus beau que d'y arriver. ❤❤
Sad song
Taylor Swift
this is me trying
I keep trying to give up drink and its hard.
2:40/3:40
Me being a (non diagnosed) high functioning depressed/alcoholic person, this song hit so fucking hard
Actively fighting something
I❤ love 💕💕💕 u
3 hours sober from alcohol, meth and valium. Give me some slack.
U should continue using Meth, pls slam
I’ve never heard Jack antonoff speak. He sounds chill
He kinda low key kinda reminds me of this person I went to college with and I’ve never spoken too but we follow each other and he’s musically talented
Was the wine glass on Jack Antonoff's piano symbolic?
I just realized she's wearing the Red TV hat
Yorumum engellendi Taylor ❤
i’m trying so hard to get sober from alcohol. i keep trying.
Guys.... do you think that this is about Joe and his struggles with depression? I came to this realisation after ttpd.....
Buy me a river.
😢😢 I just watched this, and I truly thought that no one understands. I'm still going through this pain. I tried to commit suicide in March. To this day, I am afraid of myself. That day it was like I was numb, like I was watching outside my body. When I did attempt suicide, I had no emotion. I was not sad, I was not angry and I was not scared to take my life. It was like it wasn't me, This is why I am afraid of myself? I have not heard the song yet, and honestly I don't know if I can mentally handle the words that hit so close to my heart right now.
My son is giving over to alcohol 😢
Man, these two must have it rough 😢
I think this one is Ed Sheeran
wow, yes. or maybe cara delivigne?
What happened with the cover😂😂
hu lar....?
Anyone else notices she has braces in this
I do now 😂
she had braces as a teen. maybe it’s her retainer?
@@kirstieb8025 maybe but she still sounds amazing :)
This song is so relatable to me, but I have to say, all of the rumors and PR stories that circulate around TS makes me doubt her authenticity. I pray that her feelings are genuine and real and not just for money or fame or relevancy. Her words heal me, so if she is reading this. . .
Playing devils advocate here… Even if some or all of her words arent authentic that doesn’t mean that it can’t be healing for you. Music is is art and art has always been subjective. Once the artist puts it out into the world it is up to the consumer how they receive said meaning from the art. If for you it’s healing, then no one can take that away from you.
I believe she 100% relates. She writes all her own songs because that's the only way she can truly express herself. She didn't have many friends growing up as she was different. She wanted to write songs
She has dealt with an eating disorder for years. Seeing pictures of herself triggers a need to starve herself.
She deals with depression and self-esteem issues every day.
After the constant Kanye/Kim humiliation that went on from 2009-2016. She got to the point where she couldn't take much more.
She left the country for an entire year. She didn't take calls from anyone (even friends), no interviews and didn't leave the property. Sadly she truly believed this is what people wanted...for her to disappear. She admits she was in a very, very dark place and at times wasn't sure it would get better.
During that time she created the Reputation album. It's dark and she calls out the media, Kanye/Kim, Katy Perry, Kaitlyn Jenner, her record label who sold the masters to her first 6 albums from underneath her. The list goes on and on. Every time she performs her 3.5 hour concerts she is still beyond amazed that people know the words. Her reactions are genuine as she believed her days of success were ending around 2017.
The interpretation of her songs have no one meaning. She writes so they can be adaptable to anyone's situation. That's the beauty. She doesn't write about her breakups for just herself, but also for someone who it may help at that moment.
I'm a newer Swiftie, but a lifelong Chiefs fan. After watching Miss Americana on Netflix and seeing her in baggy t-shirts, no make-up, etc it helped me relate to her more as a human being just like the rest of us with inner demons.
I think this is why i'd rather enjoy her only and not deal with social media/mainstrean media discussion about her. Shes so massive this year ofc talks like this are going to appear. I dont think someone whos not genuine will do secret sessions or talk with her fans so personally like she did on tumblr.
I think with her fame this year, shes more careful with how she presents. I believe taylor is mostly genuine and authentic but still smart enough to do some pr stunts. I honestly think thats all there is to it. Ppl tend to take it too far tho and think shes ONLY authentic or ONLY all PR. When its probably a good mix of both
@@tatanooki well said and I agree 100%! I got most of my information from her Miss Americana documentary on Netflix. I don't know how anyone could watch that with an open mind and not see her genuineness.
You are right, I should probably stop reading the comments and defending both her and Travis. They are both strong successful people.
There's absolutely no reason to believe this woman isn't genuine and kind. Anyone who knows her a bit knows that. All who meet her have said only the best and I truly think if you aren't kind ,it can't stay hidden. I've recently seen a "hate" video about Taylor because she coughed twice while being in the middle of 3,5 hour concert. I've seen hate because she made a story and reminded people to vote or because she didn't want to be stalked. This is the kind of people hating on Taylor, creating conspiracies and spreading weird lies. At this point they can't find real reasons to hate her so they hate her for even simple human reactions. Lastly, I don't believe someone who isn't kind would write and say such beautiful words.
T. I’m done now. I told you I would tell you if I left. I’m leaving now. I did all I could for both. I want out now. I need to take a fork in the road. I was dragged into this whole mess against my will and now I am dragging myself out. Good luck to you in the future. I know you will probably not help me in court. Don’t worry if you do that, I guess that is how a narcissist would act.( you said that about yourself in one of your songs) The government knows all that has been done and is going on, maybe one day they will decide to stop torturing me and stealing from me, and holding me prisoner and finally end this bullshit. You won’t hear from me again. I want my freedom and my life back. Please keep your friends and associates out of my life. Stop leading them to believe that there is anything between us, there never was and I’ve told you that over and over but you have chosen not to hear or acknowledge my feelings. You choose them, live with that, I shouldn’t have to. Good luck for the last time n