If you need someone to talk to or just to listen message me here or the Renegades this community is amazing. We may not know each other but I care for you all.
Your rant is so on point. He clearly LOVES to perform. He cannot perform like commit to tour dates, go on the road. That's why he busked for so long, because you can just go hit the streets, make money when you feel well enough to. It's a problem but it's also a saviour in a way. He's not marketable by the big corps because of that. He's a gold mine they can't exploit and I bet it drives them mad. He can't even exploit himself! He does what he can and it's fucking glorious
Brilliant reaction bro! You think exactly the same way I do! I've been on the same nightmare journey that Ren has been suffering. I was a scientist working at CERN and researching nano technology. One day waking up with an unknown condition and for the last 15 years unable to walk, touch things due to immense nerve pain, I sleep on the floor because sheets are like they are made of splintered glass, rain is like bee stings on my face. I can't hug my daughters or kiss my wife. All I do is sit and watch the world going by.. believe me if there is some task I can do without help, I WILL just like Ren and touring. I found Ren some 4 or 5 years ago his artistry helps me to communicate my pain to others and understand myself. Ren has become my religion my prophet he is the only thing I believe in.❤❤❤from Darren in the UK 🇬🇧 ❤ and peace 🙏 for Ren and the Renegades ❤
Thank you Vikki for your kind words ❤ what I didn't mention is the fact that I had a fantastic life up to the age of 34, I travelled the world, got married age 20 had 2 beautiful daughters and basically had an action packed life up to that point, Ren has made me see what I still have. Thank you again, Take care, be Lucky Darren x
@@dmasters1970 yeah honestly I am also not in the best of health currently trying ti be diagnosed so I get it to an extent though yours sounds way worse then what I’m going through! they think I have POTS triggered by covid.. but we’re still not 100% so I’m just stuck in bed. But I am 36 now and my life hasn’t been bad either up till now. Ren deffo helped me focus more on the positive then the negative and it’s helped. Take care and best wishes to your family xx
Your comment touched my heart. Sending huge hugs to you and wish I could take away the pain. Never give up and never give in, there's always support in this family x
I absolutely love the Renegade community, I feel Ren and his humanitarian effects will be studied by academia at some point in history. Thank you all Renegades for just being yourselves x
Loved your rant about his inability to tour. We all long to see him live but are grateful for anything he gives us. Think some only see videos and don't keep up with info about his health. Appreciate reaction as always ❤
@@GoatWorthy_appreciate your openess and being vulnerable on video shows strength. Sorry for the loss of your friend. Found your reactions today love and you brother. Crying is healing and cleansing and healthy.
Ren did his first interview with Knox Hill and they spoke about his friend Joe. Ren hadn't talked about Joe's death for a long time. He's already written most of this song but held onto it because it didn't feel 'done'. After the interview he added the last section, recording it almost stream-of-consciousness style raw and in the moment. It's so important to talk about these things. Ren and Knox talking about Joe led to this song, the song For Joe, £21k rsised for the lifeboat charity that searched for Joe's body, and helped Joe's mum buy a campervan to take trips in. And the songs will help people stay, and heal people who know someone that left.
You are absolutely one of the most respectful reactors to Ren, the way you have embraced his background as well as his music and art helps you to really understand. I have accepted that not everyone has the time or want to be so invested, and I must remind myself of that when I see a what I consider a flippant comment or question. When fully embraced Ren changes our lives for sure, by showing us how to be open, vulnerable and showing love ❤ I do feel “For Joe” gave Ren a little bit of acceptance and released some of that guilt, allowing him to grieve at last, so give it a listen. Sending you the biggest hug right now 🫶
I also felt gutted when he said “I don’t want to think about how I’m letting you all down” or something like that. Especially when I know it’s his absolute favorite thing in the world (performing live). I hope he’s able to go out there and busk sometime without too much of an issue, especially since it gives him the part of performing that’s good for his soul. I think we all feel protective over him, especially since he’s pushed himself to the point of relapse.
100% agreed. Again I don’t think the person who asked meant any harm by the question n it was innocence but sometimes innocence is mixed with ignorance intentionally 🤷🏾♂️ thank you for watching n commenting
@@GoatWorthy_ he gives his all in everything he does. I'm pretty sure a completely healthy Ren would be unstoppable. I just hope he gets there. I'll be happy if he looks after himself more and carries on astonishing us the way he is now, it's still magic! X You clearly have a very big heart too sir! ❤️
I commented on that live stream video saying the same thing… why make him cry and feel bad when you know he physically can’t tour and we know how badly he wishes he could. For such a sick guy, he gives a lot of himself and is very transparent, vulnerable, and down to earth.. so people need to appreciate all he does give and stop pushing for more. I appreciated your commentary on this❤❤
Not everyone follows the details of Ren's life. People seems to overlook that hundreds of questions and comments were scrolling on the chat. Ren chose to answer that one. I just think sometimes we're so protective we forget Ren makes choices and we need to respect that too. (Not that I don't want to wrap him in a snuggly blanket and cook for him. Yes, it would likely kill him but it doesn't mean I don't feel like I should coddle him).
@ I hear you but I do think anyone listening to his music for more than a hot second has some inkling of his health struggles. I see this question asked in the Ren fan groups, his Facebook, instagram, twitch streams etc… many of those who push this are fans.. they KNOW his issues. They comment on his posts where he says he was bedridden recently and they still ask when he thinks he will tour. Maybe that person was new to him, but somehow I doubt it as his twitch streams are usually not broadly announced so most people there have been around a minute. He chose to address the question probably because people are constantly asking and pushing for live shows /tours. I guess I feel empathy towards him knowing he badly wants to tour and do shows but his health prevents it ( at least for now) so I wish people would just be grateful for all that he can give his fans. I know I am thankful for all he gives of himself, his brilliant mind and amazing music.
@@Emilie-one I agree with all of that. I just think people forget, the days he sends a clip or does a stream are his good days and we don't see his bad days. I have to believe it is ignorance and not insensitivity, because otherwise, when it happens in every stream, what does that say?
I was a Ren fan before this song but this one broke me into a thousand pieces. When I allowed myself to truly sob my heart out I released trauma I didnt even realise I was holding on to and after that my own health took a turn for the better and I began to heal. Big hug to you G, ❤
I don't normally watch reactions of this song. It can be such a personal experience. Not everyone shows the same level of respect that you have. Thank you for pointing out he's a human. Actually going through these things. He is writing these songs from personal experience. His pain is literally our entertainment. I'm grateful for him sharing. Thank you for sharing your own experience. ❤
Ren's friend Callum (mentioned here) MacKay died in a drowning accudent a few years ago, trying to save another swimmer in distress. Ren's song MacKay is dedicated to him. Its a beautiful piano piece. I think you'd like it.
He died 6 months after Joe died. Ren really went through it over that 12-month period. It is also the timframe where Ren's health began its downward spiral the first time.
@vikkioakley9254 I don't think it was stress the first time around. I do know that, now that Ren has permanent damage from the lymes/autoimmune disorder, stress 100% makes his physical health worse now.
@@vikkioakley9254 My understanding is that his autoimmune disorder was caused by his untreated lymes disease combined with the incorrect medications for years.
Thank you for being so protective and empathic of Ren. We all would love to see him but thankfully we have social media so he can grace us with his lyrical gifts
Double Dutch in the UK means "gibberish", something that doesn make sense. The Fibonacci sequence is the perfect pattern, the sequence of the order and beauty. Basically he is saying that his life is oscillating in beauty and meaning and at the same time, meaningless and chaos.
REN was literally running to the bridge he knew his friend going jump from but got there a couple minutes too late. Don’t ever apologize for showing your emotions.
For a long time I think he blamed himself for not getting there on time to save Joe and especially for not taking him seriously a couple days earlier when he talked about wanting to walk into the sea. But the loss of Joe is the reason he didn’t give up all those years he was in pain. Those are difficult ideas to deal with at any age, but at 19? Damn😢
As a person with a chronic illness RENs music really resonates with me. It’s been a long time since an artist made me look forward to music. I lost my nephew to this subject about 13 years ago. I honestly can’t imagine all the hits this kid has taken and still stands tall. His music is truly therapeutic However until you have faced these things you will never understand. My mom had a chronic illness before me, then it hit my brother…. I DID NOT UNDERSTAND. Then it hit me. I’ve dealt with it for 10 years. You don’t know, until you know.
I think things happened just as they should have during that livestream . Ren had been planning on touring right up to this last relapse. Always talked about when not if. So with the touring question everything is out on the table. And more than anything, it gave Ren the opportunity to model how to handle things like this. You see him making room in his body for his grief. You could see and experience what it is like to reconstruct your life after every loss. And by him connecting with those fans who feel the exact same things in their stories it was a wonderful gift. This has always been Ren's promise that he would be the voice for the voiceless. Trying to protect him from being triggered is not possible, but also not honoring his chosen mission. He does have a divine purpose. ❤ BTW, watch that dtream right to the end. He keeps jumping into Knox's reaction to talk to chat. He's got some strong stuff at the end too.
He gives everything he has, and more. Even when he's totally broken and depleted, he livestreams after a premier. Of course it's good to see and hear him, but at what cost? I wonder, is he afraid we'll forget about him if he doesn't do this, or does he need to talk with us as badly as we like to hear from him? Both?
I remember him saying something like he's going to feel shit anyway so he might as well do what he wants and at least have that done and out there. I guess it's a double edged sword. Put effort in and do art and suffer, or put nothing out and just suffer a bit less. I feel like maybe he feels he doesn't have much time so he has to do what he can in the time he has.
I'm so grateful I seen him in July, I just want him to get better, healthy & not push himself to hard. I'd rather never see him live again if it ment he has ALL health wise, in a stable place 🖤🐰🤍
GOAT, you're on it. I'm always amused by those who refer to Ren's proclaimed agnosticism as a dismissal of the spiritual battle he clearly wages. Those folks confuse agnostic with either athiest or devout. The agnostic has the biggest spiritual struggle. They hold out hope for the thing they can't fully accept- in either direction. We are always torn and searching for irrefutable evidence that never comes. Always aware of confirmation bias, unwilling or incapable to let go of either side and make a leap into one conclusion or another because nothing is definitive. Oops... I'm doing it again.
I had a subcontractor who became a friend who really struggled with his mental health. I saw him at a job one day and he seemed really off. Just completely checked out from life mentally. I got a call from his partner/girlfriend later that night that he hadn't come home and she wasn't sure where he was. I went driving around town looking for him, checking all of the bridges, etc. He turned up eventually, and I found out that he and his long-term partner had been fighting. About a year later, he was the exact same way at work again. I found out that he had tried to end it all but the gun jammed. I have young kids and he became unpredictable, so I had to part ways with him to protect my family, knowing that it might end poorly for him. His whole life imploded, but by some miracle he found a new partner who was much better for him and is now doing well. I observe from a distance because I don't want to be the part of his past that triggers a relapse. This shit hits hard, especially knowing that Ren doesn't say the "5 minutes quicker" line as a saying or metaphor. Ren was literally 5 minutes too late. He knew where Joe was and made it to the bridge 3 minutes after Joe's phone went out of service.
Never apologize for crying. It's completely valid and so are your emotions which stirred them. I'm sorry to hear about your friend and hope for nothing but good things for you good things going forward ❤️
Touching words my friend! I loved hearing you talk about your respect for Ren as a person beyond the artist in the beginning, but the way you opened up and connected and shared with all of us was brave and beautiful. I personally have never felt the sting of losing a loved one to such means and for that I am grateful. I have thought about it myself to be honest but like Ren, I couldn’t leave all that pain behind for those I love to deal with. Even never had it touch my life though I found myself in RENs pain, feeling so much empathy for his suffering and loss, this song broke me down. Ren has an incredible way of dragging your pain to the surface so you can process it and if you don’t have any pain to relate he will loan you some of his for a moment so you can feel it too. After all the guy has more than enough to share. If the sickness wasent enough, to carry a weight like this on your shoulders is more than most of us could face the day with.
This has been the best reaction and breakdown to this song I have heard. You really give this song the respect, understanding and explanation it truly deserves
You truly are a Renegade 🤘 good to see Ren has alot of people that really cares for him.. He is one of the most selfless person I have seen that's why I love his soul. His Art is a big bonus for all of us to enjoy. Lovin your passion and understanding please take care ❤🙏🤗
I love this song ! It shows both sides- the distorted view of the suicidal and the pain and guilt of those who remain. This would be so perfect for group therapy or explaining the experience to a family member ho doesn’t get I.
Love your passionate reactions. I think we have to remember there are probably a lot of new followers who don’t understand Rens full background struggles yet 🤷🏼♀️. I feel this track expresses brilliantly both sides of the feelings. Having battled severe depression for years, I come back to this track to remind me of the damage that you would leave behind x
I am so thankful for this video. It makes so many people speak openly about something as rough as suicide. It is a discussion so many needs to take, we need to speak about it and be tough enough to ask each other how we are _really_ doing. I loved your honesty and pure reaction in this video. You were right about the things you "ranted" about as well but my favourite was your pure reaction to the last part. Out of curiosity: Are you a convinced Renegade yet?
I even got tears knowing what was to come in the song and seeing how you was getting more intense with it as it got closer and closer to the final part
It’s a gut wrenching song that you can’t help but bop to. It messes with your head. I cry near every time but i groove on it. I love your breakdowns of the songs. Thanks for sharing your appreciation
This was a real one. Everything you said about everything was spot on. Never apologise for showing your emotions, real ones recognise real ones. Much love Mr Worthy ❤
This song is special and resonates with those who struggle or those who've lost so deeply and viscerally --- i struggle to listen to this song and the tears that fall because of it hurt every time
I just cried with you. Thank you for providing a space where I could feel my emotions. I’ve lost too many people to suicide. Many friends and my grandfather. It hurts. I’ve often wondered why I live in this particular life where unaliving oneself is so common. It sucks.
I'm 1/4 way thru the video and that rant you just went on about asking him when he's going to perform....THANK YOU! I felt soooo angry when that was brought up to him. It broke him down because as we all know, he lives for the music and getting on stage. Obviously no harm was meant but fans of Ren know for a fact that if he could he absolutely would. He has made that extremely clear. It sucks hes reminded constantly that he can't do what he loves. Anyways, my rant is over now. Thank you for making me feel better about my emotions during that lol. Much love as always 💜
Wow I love this one and always cry at the end. Ren is so poetic the words really convey his feelings. Also as a chronic illness sufferer I agree with everything you said. People just don't understand what it is like. I have learnt to let it go as it isn't intentional. I appreciate your understanding and incite of Ren me and others thank you 🙏🙏🙏
Preach! I swear some people (not renegades) think his illness isn't as bad as it is or it's a gimmick. There is a singer who actually called out Ren on Twitter and accused him of faking it. He got trashed by people and left Twitter for awhile. BTW Ren ignored him so the jerk didn't get his reaction. And no I won't say who that asshole is because he deleted the thread. BTW Knox Hill suggested to Ren to add more to Su1cide. So he did that devastating ending.
Such a huge song. Its a hard one! It moves mountains! Shows us boths sides again as Ren likes and is so able to do. This tune saves lives every day. Ren's saving Souls all over. I'd gift him the World if I could as would we all I'm sure. You're the 🐐 Ren's the 🦄 We're all Renegades here✨✌️✨ Keep kind hearts kind.❤️❤️❤️❤️
The Fibonacci sequence can mathematically explain the distorted vision you get when light is refracted by the tears in your eyes. He sees the world through teary eyes. Double Dutch is an idiom in British English. It means something that’s incomprehensible, nonsensical - cannot be understood. You should get the ones that cut deep out the way back to back to get them over with. Next up - Freckled Angels, album version.
@@darkmatter6714 I did all three in a Live reaction. Gutted me lol for Joe was next and then I did freckled angels. It was a great Live. But thank you for educating me on the British terminology. I appreciate you commenting as well !
Oooooh... a tattoo of: [F]orget [E]verything [A]nd [R]un CROSSED OUT AND SCRAWLED ABOVE IT: Face everything and rise That really is a tattoo worthy thing, and i think most tattoos are lame, but I'd get that one.
Respect to you @Goatworthy for reacting to this very deep song. The first time I heard it, I broke the F down. Hearing him cry like that. A level of vulnerability we just don't see from artists. It's a level of vunrability we need to share as a collective. It's how we get to empathy, joy, love and forgiveness. It can end wars. I totally agree with you, people shouldn't be keeping on about him performing live. He has adhd and part of that is people pleasing. He's massively empathetic and it ways on him. I'm so sorry you and your friends went through this, this is for all of you 🫂💜 the biggest biggest hug. The hardest thing with S is when someone doesn't show signs, they just do it. It's such a shock to everyone and it's so difficult to process. Again, it's why we need to encourage vulnerability and safe spaces to share, for everyone ❤ ❤❤❤❤ #goatworthy #tdip
Thank you for always supporting 🙌🏾 and I wait everything you said bc 💯 %. And yes shout out TDIP 🙌🏾 was just talking to them last night lol we’re collaborating very soon
Are they not listening? If you are limited to eating the same few foods everyday, of your life, cooked the same way without a lot of the seasonings and sauces that we can have to make it taste different. His food tastes the same everyday. So anything different he can add to that without becoming more ill is exciting and I am excited for him. I wish he could eat everything.
@@darlinesly9364 some people don’t listen with their hearts I guess. But yes I agree, I want him to enjoy all things. I pray when he’s alone that he still finds happiness. N peace.
Anyone thinking YOU'RE thinking too deep about Ren, and thinking Ren is just making art.... is not truly a Ren fan. They DON'T understand Ren at ALL. And thinking agnostics can't have deep thoughts about life is lame.
The first 2 verses don't get enough credit imo, insane timeless writing. The second half just flows right through him, ride of pure emotion. Ren is honest about his duality and ambition, it means someone will misunderstand when and what to encourage/discourage. But the reality is we are all just humans who care or we wouldn't be here conversating. ♥
I'd rather he be healthy than see him perform. It broke me when he cried.😢 We have his music, we need him healthy. His story resonates with me big time and I hope he starts to feel better enough to enjoy his life ❤
WHen I first had my awakening I felt like I wanted to fix all that was wrong in everyone. It took a long time to understand that it is just the way it is supposed to be. I appreciate you. Thanks for the great reaction
The first part is about Ren and the second about Joe his friend. Thank you for loving and respecting our Boi. My Mom committed suicide and it was the hardest thing I’ve been through. Living with chronic pain which gets triggered by stress, you can imagine the level of pain I was in for 20 days before she was found. I’ve lost too many friends and parents. Not normal for someone. Not all to S but quick diseases too. Thank you ❤️ Also, when you are thinking deeply about deleting yourself, most people would not know. My family did not know.
This was a beautiful reaction. Thank you. Like you, I feel super protective of Ren, though he is clearly stronger than I could ever imagine being. I love him so much.
My only explanation for why people are asking if Ren will be touring is that they are new fans and haven't been thoroughly familiar with Ren's history. I hope that's the reason, because if not, only bad words come to mind in response to them. This is the last question I would ask Ren because I know no one knows the answer. Always appreciate you ❤
No bad...his ability to describe the human condition is outstanding. You catch the wave no point in fighting it. Ppl waning more from him ... 'i want mine mine gimme...' artists have made careers from just a snippet of what ren has already given. I am forever grateful he shares so much of himself.
💔 watched reactions to this song since it was released June 2023. This is the first time I cried since June 23. Very empathetic reaction. Ren helps us feel these things in a way that awakes the desire for change for ourselves and other human beings. You obviously get that clearly and we all need to see the value of life human and the planet Those we disagree with and those that feel differently to us. We are all precious
And that’s what Ren is capable of doing. He connected the dots and we are those dots. Whatever we as individuals have going on health wise, mentally we are not alone.
This reaction was full of rants. I get it. You are human and I don’t disagree with you! I love how deep you dig on Ren’s tracks. Keep up the good work!!❤❤❤
This was a touching reaction. I watched the same twitch stream and I was floored that someone would say something that made him cry. I know it Wasn't intentional, but I cant help but feel protective of him. This song rips my heart out every time I hear his pain. Great reaction. Take care of yourself.
Your reaction to this song is first of all the best I’ve seen the second of all the song never really hit me until I watched you react to it as for me I’m 63 and I’m just kind of starting to get on the right path. Thank you for your heartfelt reaction.👍🏽🐷✌️🐰
this was a great live and I'm glad to have been a small part of it. #1 you are so respectful and true to yourself. You are a different kind of reactor (which is a fabulous thing). #2 you are a real person with real feelings! your emotions are valid! Just like Ren is relatable, so are you. You are so good at what you do and it comes so naturally because you are not faking or trying to be someone or something else other than you. I respect you and I think you are doing an amazing job, you show that it's ok to be vulnerable and that is something other men need to see. I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend (rich) and the loss of Rens friend (Joe). my heart goes out to everyone who has ever lost someone. Manny thank you for doing what you do! This world could use more people like Ren and like you. Acceptance, respect, kindness and love are free. A smile to a stranger can change their whole day around, you never know what someone is going through. be part of the solution not the problem #LetsSpreadLoveAndKindness as always blessings to you and your beautiful family (my bestie) and that beautiful lil princess you two have❤
Thank you for such a raw and emotional reaction. The rant included. You are a Renegade down to the core, like so many of us. Ren makes us feel so much through his art. He is very special. I love your journey dowm the rabbit hole. Doing For Joe staight after this was brave.
Well said on the touring etc...made me mad too! Some people just don't think before they speak. Thanks for having Ren's back. You have a good soul❤I suffer w/an auto-immune disease and you are right I struggle a lot w/wondering if it is my fault or not? You are very empathic to know this. My best friend Gary deleted himself in 2017 this song will always make me cry. I miss him so much💔
Every ren drop im there! This song messed me up for 2 days after listening to it on its release. Luckily I spoke to my wife about having certain ideation. That was about 6 months before the release. When I heard this it broke me and healed me all at the same time. Ren is so special to this world and I hope he feels appreciated for his contribution to music and humanity. I'm not that guy to go direct to ren and tell him what I felt as I'm sure he doesn't need to hear people's darkest moments but he helped save me and bring me back to my family just with his music and positivity.
Hey man, I don’t comment very often but with this song I try to comment on every reactor that gets hit like it hit me. You are doing great and I love your deep, intellectual thoughts when you react. You have something going here that no other reaction channel has. I’m proud of you 🫶 and how deeply you let us see how you feel, is commendable. Great, great breakdown 🐷
You are completely on point with the whole tour thing. People hear to his music and vibe, but are they even listening to what he is saying? Its so frustrating and sad.
YOU HIT THAT ON THE HEAD everything u said i'm been going thru my family is toxic i'm the youngest so i got all the bull crap my whole life i'm alone now no friends or family as peaceful as it is i know im going crazy i'm the person who's always talks to myself. keep it up u do great reactions
I mostly always stay pretty quiet overall, but I want to express again how much I appreciate your content. I love how you format and do your videos. I always look to find your videos when I am forced again to just be at my computer and not really get around a lot. Video's like your content are what I use to help me stay distracted when I am feeling very lonely in the moment of not being able to really leave my room. I thank you for all the work I know it is.
@@cathryntruebloood3913 I am so glad my content is able to help you get through the day or atleast put you in a better mood. That’s actually what I do it for..honestly you should sign up for my Patreon, I’ll literally give you a free month to watch all my other exclusive reactions if you enjoyed this one. You were so nice and expressive that I just wan T you to see more. You won’t have to pay anything. You’ll have a month to watch as much as you can lol again thank you for watching here and commenting. Made my night!
NEVER be sorry for the truth or your emotions. Never. Those who watch you, watch you bc you are honest and showing your emotions is honesty to the Nth. I have started watching you bc of your reaction to Wynand's Love's Healing (for Ren). Empathy is a powerful thing. I will be returning to your channel again tomorrow. I always 'like' a vid (unless I really can't). I always comment even if with an emoji (as it counts as a comment) for the smaller channels (under 10K).
Dude I got to say you are a genius at breaking down his songs. Your insights into his meaning seem exactly on point to me. I appreciate you my brother. You got a follow from me...
thank you for appreciating the channel! I like to try and take a different approach when breaking down thought provoking music like this..thank you for your comment!
@GoatWorthy_ hey brother I know you have said you love poetry. Have you ever listened to Asaf Avidan? I think his poetry would blow you away. And Ren is a fan of his... Definitely a case of Genius recognizing Genius... Its not rap but his lyrics and voice are out of this world beautiful. Check out his song The Golden Calf. ruclips.net/video/0cwgPvQZbzA/видео.htmlsi=i55mDWFE-Pn21riL
@GoatWorthy_ That song is poetically deep, but if you want a more musically entertaining song also with great lyrics you should check out In a Box III 900 Days.
Aw mate Im just reaching the end of your vid and I wanted to send you some love flr what youve been through to. Ren touches us all and brings up these difficult things and it shows that we need this healing. We're all healing in ways others don't know or show. Wishing you some peace...xx ✨✨✨
I love when people say you look to deeply but then he says he sees the world through Fibonacci sequences and double Dutch 😅 ren is asking you to look deep😂 I honestly love your reactions and insights ❤ such a sad song 😔💓
I have similar illness to Ren. Folks were supportive at first. I didn't get better, they left. I reached out, they let go.
I have had the same experience.
If you need someone to talk to or just to listen message me here or the Renegades this community is amazing. We may not know each other but I care for you all.
Now you know why millions of people love him.
ive known that since my first video of him..respectfully lol..but thank you! just happy to be one of the millions!
Losing your 2 best friends before u are im your mid 20s.... utterly awful.
@@GoatWorthy_ 👏👏
Love how indignant you are on Ren's behalf🌻You're a good person
WATCHING THIS AGAIN….after ARCANE… the styles match…. Which explains why I love BOTH of them…. And the message… so glad you are a Renegade now!
Your rant is so on point. He clearly LOVES to perform. He cannot perform like commit to tour dates, go on the road. That's why he busked for so long, because you can just go hit the streets, make money when you feel well enough to. It's a problem but it's also a saviour in a way. He's not marketable by the big corps because of that. He's a gold mine they can't exploit and I bet it drives them mad. He can't even exploit himself! He does what he can and it's fucking glorious
Brilliant reaction bro! You think exactly the same way I do! I've been on the same nightmare journey that Ren has been suffering. I was a scientist working at CERN and researching nano technology. One day waking up with an unknown condition and for the last 15 years unable to walk, touch things due to immense nerve pain, I sleep on the floor because sheets are like they are made of splintered glass, rain is like bee stings on my face. I can't hug my daughters or kiss my wife. All I do is sit and watch the world going by.. believe me if there is some task I can do without help, I WILL just like Ren and touring. I found Ren some 4 or 5 years ago his artistry helps me to communicate my pain to others and understand myself. Ren has become my religion my prophet he is the only thing I believe in.❤❤❤from Darren in the UK 🇬🇧 ❤ and peace 🙏 for Ren and the Renegades ❤
I’m truly sorry you’re going through that I wish I could help ❤ I can’t do much but here if you ever need a chat ❤
Thank you Vikki for your kind words ❤ what I didn't mention is the fact that I had a fantastic life up to the age of 34, I travelled the world, got married age 20 had 2 beautiful daughters and basically had an action packed life up to that point, Ren has made me see what I still have. Thank you again, Take care, be Lucky Darren x
@@dmasters1970 yeah honestly I am also not in the best of health currently trying ti be diagnosed so I get it to an extent though yours sounds way worse then what I’m going through! they think I have POTS triggered by covid.. but we’re still not 100% so I’m just stuck in bed. But I am 36 now and my life hasn’t been bad either up till now. Ren deffo helped me focus more on the positive then the negative and it’s helped. Take care and best wishes to your family xx
Your comment touched my heart. Sending huge hugs to you and wish I could take away the pain. Never give up and never give in, there's always support in this family x
I absolutely love the Renegade community, I feel Ren and his humanitarian effects will be studied by academia at some point in history. Thank you all Renegades for just being yourselves x
Loved your rant about his inability to tour. We all long to see him live but are grateful for anything he gives us. Think some only see videos and don't keep up with info about his health. Appreciate reaction as always ❤
I think your 100% right, ppl just think hes their entertainment..sad..but thank you for watching Kathleen
@@GoatWorthy_appreciate your openess and being vulnerable on video shows strength. Sorry for the loss of your friend. Found your reactions today love and you brother. Crying is healing and cleansing and healthy.
@@questioneverything4342 thank you 🙏🏾
Perfectly said.
Ren did his first interview with Knox Hill and they spoke about his friend Joe. Ren hadn't talked about Joe's death for a long time. He's already written most of this song but held onto it because it didn't feel 'done'. After the interview he added the last section, recording it almost stream-of-consciousness style raw and in the moment.
It's so important to talk about these things. Ren and Knox talking about Joe led to this song, the song For Joe, £21k rsised for the lifeboat charity that searched for Joe's body, and helped Joe's mum buy a campervan to take trips in. And the songs will help people stay, and heal people who know someone that left.
You are absolutely one of the most respectful reactors to Ren, the way you have embraced his background as well as his music and art helps you to really understand. I have accepted that not everyone has the time or want to be so invested, and I must remind myself of that when I see a what I consider a flippant comment or question. When fully embraced Ren changes our lives for sure, by showing us how to be open, vulnerable and showing love ❤
I do feel “For Joe” gave Ren a little bit of acceptance and released some of that guilt, allowing him to grieve at last, so give it a listen.
Sending you the biggest hug right now 🫶
I also felt gutted when he said “I don’t want to think about how I’m letting you all down” or something like that. Especially when I know it’s his absolute favorite thing in the world (performing live). I hope he’s able to go out there and busk sometime without too much of an issue, especially since it gives him the part of performing that’s good for his soul.
I think we all feel protective over him, especially since he’s pushed himself to the point of relapse.
100% agreed. Again I don’t think the person who asked meant any harm by the question n it was innocence but sometimes innocence is mixed with ignorance intentionally 🤷🏾♂️ thank you for watching n commenting
@@GoatWorthy_ he gives his all in everything he does. I'm pretty sure a completely healthy Ren would be unstoppable.
I just hope he gets there. I'll be happy if he looks after himself more and carries on astonishing us the way he is now, it's still magic! X
You clearly have a very big heart too sir! ❤️
I commented on that live stream video saying the same thing… why make him cry and feel bad when you know he physically can’t tour and we know how badly he wishes he could. For such a sick guy, he gives a lot of himself and is very transparent, vulnerable, and down to earth.. so people need to appreciate all he does give and stop pushing for more. I appreciated your commentary on this❤❤
Not everyone follows the details of Ren's life. People seems to overlook that hundreds of questions and comments were scrolling on the chat. Ren chose to answer that one. I just think sometimes we're so protective we forget Ren makes choices and we need to respect that too. (Not that I don't want to wrap him in a snuggly blanket and cook for him. Yes, it would likely kill him but it doesn't mean I don't feel like I should coddle him).
@ I hear you but I do think anyone listening to his music for more than a hot second has some inkling of his health struggles. I see this question asked in the Ren fan groups, his Facebook, instagram, twitch streams etc… many of those who push this are fans.. they KNOW his issues. They comment on his posts where he says he was bedridden recently and they still ask when he thinks he will tour. Maybe that person was new to him, but somehow I doubt it as his twitch streams are usually not broadly announced so most people there have been around a minute. He chose to address the question probably because people are constantly asking and pushing for live shows /tours. I guess I feel empathy towards him knowing he badly wants to tour and do shows but his health prevents it ( at least for now) so I wish people would just be grateful for all that he can give his fans. I know I am thankful for all he gives of himself, his brilliant mind and amazing music.
@@Emilie-one I agree with all of that. I just think people forget, the days he sends a clip or does a stream are his good days and we don't see his bad days. I have to believe it is ignorance and not insensitivity, because otherwise, when it happens in every stream, what does that say?
I was a Ren fan before this song but this one broke me into a thousand pieces. When I allowed myself to truly sob my heart out I released trauma I didnt even realise I was holding on to and after that my own health took a turn for the better and I began to heal.
Big hug to you G, ❤
Never apologize for showing you love for a lost friend. You are human, we all cry. Hugs and love.
I don't normally watch reactions of this song. It can be such a personal experience. Not everyone shows the same level of respect that you have. Thank you for pointing out he's a human. Actually going through these things. He is writing these songs from personal experience. His pain is literally our entertainment. I'm grateful for him sharing. Thank you for sharing your own experience. ❤
Dont think i have ever made it through that song without tearing up and I've heard it a lot.
Ren's friend Callum (mentioned here) MacKay died in a drowning accudent a few years ago, trying to save another swimmer in distress. Ren's song MacKay is dedicated to him. Its a beautiful piano piece. I think you'd like it.
He died 6 months after Joe died. Ren really went through it over that 12-month period. It is also the timframe where Ren's health began its downward spiral the first time.
@@joshuawiedenbeck6944interesting (medical part not the dying part) do you think the stress triggered an auto immune attack ?
@vikkioakley9254 I don't think it was stress the first time around. I do know that, now that Ren has permanent damage from the lymes/autoimmune disorder, stress 100% makes his physical health worse now.
@@vikkioakley9254 My understanding is that his autoimmune disorder was caused by his untreated lymes disease combined with the incorrect medications for years.
Thank you for being so protective and empathic of Ren. We all would love to see him but thankfully we have social media so he can grace us with his lyrical gifts
Double Dutch in the UK means "gibberish", something that doesn make sense. The Fibonacci sequence is the perfect pattern, the sequence of the order and beauty. Basically he is saying that his life is oscillating in beauty and meaning and at the same time, meaningless and chaos.
REN was literally running to the bridge he knew his friend going jump from but got there a couple minutes too late.
Don’t ever apologize for showing your emotions.
For a long time I think he blamed himself for not getting there on time to save Joe and especially for not taking him seriously a couple days earlier when he talked about wanting to walk into the sea. But the loss of Joe is the reason he didn’t give up all those years he was in pain. Those are difficult ideas to deal with at any age, but at 19? Damn😢
Please don’t apologize for being human and hurting. Your genuine emotions are compelling.
As a person with a chronic illness RENs music really resonates with me. It’s been a long time since an artist made me look forward to music. I lost my nephew to this subject about 13 years ago. I honestly can’t imagine all the hits this kid has taken and still stands tall. His music is truly therapeutic
However until you have faced these things you will never understand. My mom had a chronic illness before me, then it hit my brother…. I DID NOT UNDERSTAND. Then it hit me. I’ve dealt with it for 10 years. You don’t know, until you know.
Ren has this incredible ability to pierce your heart with his words and make you hurt but also wrap you up in a warm blanket of love and melodies 🥹💜
Yes
I think things happened just as they should have during that livestream . Ren had been planning on touring right up to this last relapse. Always talked about when not if. So with the touring question everything is out on the table. And more than anything, it gave Ren the opportunity to model how to handle things like this. You see him making room in his body for his grief. You could see and experience what it is like to reconstruct your life after every loss. And by him connecting with those fans who feel the exact same things in their stories it was a wonderful gift. This has always been Ren's promise that he would be the voice for the voiceless. Trying to protect him from being triggered is not possible, but also not honoring his chosen mission. He does have a divine purpose. ❤
BTW, watch that dtream right to the end. He keeps jumping into Knox's reaction to talk to chat. He's got some strong stuff at the end too.
Another human that listens to Rens music and is touched but then sees Ren and actually cares about Ren
Respect brother 🙏❤️
Thank you for your empathy for Ren. He is one of a kind. I always enjoy your reactions. Peace.
Love our comments/ I feel for him
He gives everything he has, and more. Even when he's totally broken and depleted, he livestreams after a premier. Of course it's good to see and hear him, but at what cost? I wonder, is he afraid we'll forget about him if he doesn't do this, or does he need to talk with us as badly as we like to hear from him? Both?
I remember him saying something like he's going to feel shit anyway so he might as well do what he wants and at least have that done and out there. I guess it's a double edged sword. Put effort in and do art and suffer, or put nothing out and just suffer a bit less. I feel like maybe he feels he doesn't have much time so he has to do what he can in the time he has.
When he finally made some money , he went to visit Joe’s parents. He bought them a mini motor home, small even, so they could travel.
I'm so grateful I seen him in July, I just want him to get better, healthy & not push himself to hard. I'd rather never see him live again if it ment he has ALL health wise, in a stable place 🖤🐰🤍
thats awesome..you are so lucky
@@GoatWorthy_ I know🩷 #ren is a beautiful soul 🤍🐰
I felt every minute of this reaction with you ❤
GOAT, you're on it. I'm always amused by those who refer to Ren's proclaimed agnosticism as a dismissal of the spiritual battle he clearly wages. Those folks confuse agnostic with either athiest or devout. The agnostic has the biggest spiritual struggle. They hold out hope for the thing they can't fully accept- in either direction. We are always torn and searching for irrefutable evidence that never comes. Always aware of confirmation bias, unwilling or incapable to let go of either side and make a leap into one conclusion or another because nothing is definitive. Oops... I'm doing it again.
I had a subcontractor who became a friend who really struggled with his mental health. I saw him at a job one day and he seemed really off. Just completely checked out from life mentally. I got a call from his partner/girlfriend later that night that he hadn't come home and she wasn't sure where he was. I went driving around town looking for him, checking all of the bridges, etc. He turned up eventually, and I found out that he and his long-term partner had been fighting. About a year later, he was the exact same way at work again. I found out that he had tried to end it all but the gun jammed. I have young kids and he became unpredictable, so I had to part ways with him to protect my family, knowing that it might end poorly for him. His whole life imploded, but by some miracle he found a new partner who was much better for him and is now doing well. I observe from a distance because I don't want to be the part of his past that triggers a relapse. This shit hits hard, especially knowing that Ren doesn't say the "5 minutes quicker" line as a saying or metaphor. Ren was literally 5 minutes too late. He knew where Joe was and made it to the bridge 3 minutes after Joe's phone went out of service.
Never apologize for crying. It's completely valid and so are your emotions which stirred them.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend and hope for nothing but good things for you good things going forward ❤️
His final words will hopefully give for thought. Balance seeing suicide from both sides. Powerful piece.
This is one of the best breakdowns I’ve seen of this song. I feel like I learn more about myself each time I hear it.
@@lissacake That’s beautiful 🙏🏾🐐
@@GoatWorthy_
lyrics are more than just lyrics somehow they’re put together with I don’t know maybe it’s the empathy.
Touching words my friend! I loved hearing you talk about your respect for Ren as a person beyond the artist in the beginning, but the way you opened up and connected and shared with all of us was brave and beautiful. I personally have never felt the sting of losing a loved one to such means and for that I am grateful. I have thought about it myself to be honest but like Ren, I couldn’t leave all that pain behind for those I love to deal with. Even never had it touch my life though I found myself in RENs pain, feeling so much empathy for his suffering and loss, this song broke me down. Ren has an incredible way of dragging your pain to the surface so you can process it and if you don’t have any pain to relate he will loan you some of his for a moment so you can feel it too. After all the guy has more than enough to share. If the sickness wasent enough, to carry a weight like this on your shoulders is more than most of us could face the day with.
This has been the best reaction and breakdown to this song I have heard. You really give this song the respect, understanding and explanation it truly deserves
You truly are a Renegade 🤘 good to see Ren has alot of people that really cares for him.. He is one of the most selfless person I have seen that's why I love his soul. His Art is a big bonus for all of us to enjoy. Lovin your passion and understanding please take care ❤🙏🤗
I love this song ! It shows both sides- the distorted view of the suicidal and the pain and guilt of those who remain. This would be so perfect for group therapy or explaining the experience to a family member ho doesn’t get I.
This reaction was too real. Thanks for doing this song, and Ren, justice. #RenegadesForever
Thank you for saying. I’m happy you felt that way 🙌🏾
Love your passionate reactions. I think we have to remember there are probably a lot of new followers who don’t understand Rens full background struggles yet 🤷🏼♀️.
I feel this track expresses brilliantly both sides of the feelings. Having battled severe depression for years, I come back to this track to remind me of the damage that you would leave behind x
I am so thankful for this video. It makes so many people speak openly about something as rough as suicide. It is a discussion so many needs to take, we need to speak about it and be tough enough to ask each other how we are _really_ doing.
I loved your honesty and pure reaction in this video. You were right about the things you "ranted" about as well but my favourite was your pure reaction to the last part.
Out of curiosity: Are you a convinced Renegade yet?
I even got tears knowing what was to come in the song and seeing how you was getting more intense with it as it got closer and closer to the final part
8:00 Amen brother 🙏
Amen 🙏🏾!!!
It’s a gut wrenching song that you can’t help but bop to. It messes with your head. I cry near every time but i groove on it.
I love your breakdowns of the songs. Thanks for sharing your appreciation
This was a real one. Everything you said about everything was spot on. Never apologise for showing your emotions, real ones recognise real ones. Much love Mr Worthy ❤
This song is special and resonates with those who struggle or those who've lost so deeply and viscerally --- i struggle to listen to this song and the tears that fall because of it hurt every time
I just cried with you. Thank you for providing a space where I could feel my emotions. I’ve lost too many people to suicide. Many friends and my grandfather. It hurts. I’ve often wondered why I live in this particular life where unaliving oneself is so common. It sucks.
I'm 1/4 way thru the video and that rant you just went on about asking him when he's going to perform....THANK YOU! I felt soooo angry when that was brought up to him. It broke him down because as we all know, he lives for the music and getting on stage. Obviously no harm was meant but fans of Ren know for a fact that if he could he absolutely would. He has made that extremely clear. It sucks hes reminded constantly that he can't do what he loves. Anyways, my rant is over now. Thank you for making me feel better about my emotions during that lol. Much love as always 💜
Never apologise for crying on camera. You're human, feeling human emotions. Let it out. ❤
Most people get it my brother but SOME people really get IT 🤔😉🙏💪🐝🍀🇬🇧
It hits me hard every time.
I can feel and understand how much he misses his friend.
That is why im hit every time I hear this song.
Sending you hugs.
I just wanted to reach through the screen and give you a massive bear hug throughout this 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Wow I love this one and always cry at the end. Ren is so poetic the words really convey his feelings.
Also as a chronic illness sufferer I agree with everything you said. People just don't understand what it is like. I have learnt to let it go as it isn't intentional. I appreciate your understanding and incite of Ren me and others thank you 🙏🙏🙏
A beautiful and powerful song. Ren came into our lives just at the right time. I deeply appreciate your insights! Thank you.
Preach!
I swear some people (not renegades) think his illness isn't as bad as it is or it's a gimmick.
There is a singer who actually called out Ren on Twitter and accused him of faking it. He got trashed by people and left Twitter for awhile. BTW Ren ignored him so the jerk didn't get his reaction. And no I won't say who that asshole is because he deleted the thread.
BTW Knox Hill suggested to Ren to add more to Su1cide. So he did that devastating ending.
Such a huge song. Its a hard one! It moves mountains! Shows us boths sides again as Ren likes and is so able to do. This tune saves lives every day. Ren's saving Souls all over. I'd gift him the World if I could as would we all I'm sure.
You're the 🐐
Ren's the 🦄
We're all Renegades here✨✌️✨
Keep kind hearts kind.❤️❤️❤️❤️
The Fibonacci sequence can mathematically explain the distorted vision you get when light is refracted by the tears in your eyes. He sees the world through teary eyes.
Double Dutch is an idiom in British English. It means something that’s incomprehensible, nonsensical - cannot be understood.
You should get the ones that cut deep out the way back to back to get them over with. Next up - Freckled Angels, album version.
@@darkmatter6714 I did all three in a Live reaction. Gutted me lol for Joe was next and then I did freckled angels. It was a great Live. But thank you for educating me on the British terminology. I appreciate you commenting as well !
You need to listen to the rest of that live steam where he talks about faith and beliefs
I finished it. It was really good 🙌🏾
Which stream are you talking about? The last one for Slaughterhouse? Thx😊❤
@ yes.
YES!!! He needs time to get well 🎉❤ Patience is the virtue here
Your authentic reaction is a healing balm to so many broken souls out there. Keep being you and your audience will continue to find you.❤
F. E. A. R.
Forget Everything And Run
Or
Face Everything And Rise
That is so awesome 👏🏾 seriously so good worthy of a tattoo
Oooooh... a tattoo of:
[F]orget [E]verything [A]nd [R]un
CROSSED OUT AND SCRAWLED ABOVE IT:
Face everything and rise
That really is a tattoo worthy thing, and i think most tattoos are lame, but I'd get that one.
@ we should get that tattoo how you explained it lol it will be the mark of the renegades hahaha
❤❤❤ This and his "For Joe" where he finally finishes his song for Joe are tough ones. It took him a long time to finish it.
Respect to you @Goatworthy for reacting to this very deep song.
The first time I heard it, I broke the F down. Hearing him cry like that.
A level of vulnerability we just don't see from artists. It's a level of vunrability we need to share as a collective. It's how we get to empathy, joy, love and forgiveness.
It can end wars.
I totally agree with you, people shouldn't be keeping on about him performing live. He has adhd and part of that is people pleasing.
He's massively empathetic and it ways on him.
I'm so sorry you and your friends went through this, this is for all of you 🫂💜 the biggest biggest hug.
The hardest thing with S is when someone doesn't show signs, they just do it. It's such a shock to everyone and it's so difficult to process. Again, it's why we need to encourage vulnerability and safe spaces to share, for everyone ❤
❤❤❤❤ #goatworthy #tdip
Thank you for always supporting 🙌🏾 and I wait everything you said bc 💯 %. And yes shout out TDIP 🙌🏾 was just talking to them last night lol we’re collaborating very soon
Are they not listening? If you are limited to eating the same few foods everyday, of your life, cooked the same way without a lot of the seasonings and sauces that we can have to make it taste different. His food tastes the same everyday. So anything different he can add to that without becoming more ill is exciting and I am excited for him. I wish he could eat everything.
@@darlinesly9364 some people don’t listen with their hearts I guess. But yes I agree, I want him to enjoy all things. I pray when he’s alone that he still finds happiness. N peace.
I'm glad there's someone else that observes Ren's music the same way❤️
I'm not crying watching you react, u are 😢 😉 much love n respect from the uk bro!
Anyone thinking YOU'RE thinking too deep about Ren, and thinking Ren is just making art.... is not truly a Ren fan. They DON'T understand Ren at ALL.
And thinking agnostics can't have deep thoughts about life is lame.
The first 2 verses don't get enough credit imo, insane timeless writing. The second half just flows right through him, ride of pure emotion.
Ren is honest about his duality and ambition, it means someone will misunderstand when and what to encourage/discourage. But the reality is we are all just humans who care or we wouldn't be here conversating. ♥
I'd rather he be healthy than see him perform. It broke me when he cried.😢 We have his music, we need him healthy.
His story resonates with me big time and I hope he starts to feel better enough to enjoy his life ❤
WHen I first had my awakening I felt like I wanted to fix all that was wrong in everyone. It took a long time to understand that it is just the way it is supposed to be. I appreciate you. Thanks for the great reaction
This song hits so hard for those of us who have lost loved ones :(
The first part is about Ren and the second about Joe his friend. Thank you for loving and respecting our Boi. My Mom committed suicide and it was the hardest thing I’ve been through. Living with chronic pain which gets triggered by stress, you can imagine the level of pain I was in for 20 days before she was found. I’ve lost too many friends and parents. Not normal for someone. Not all to S but quick diseases too. Thank you ❤️
Also, when you are thinking deeply about deleting yourself, most people would not know. My family did not know.
This was a beautiful reaction. Thank you. Like you, I feel super protective of Ren, though he is clearly stronger than I could ever imagine being. I love him so much.
My only explanation for why people are asking if Ren will be touring is that they are new fans and haven't been thoroughly familiar with Ren's history. I hope that's the reason, because if not, only bad words come to mind in response to them. This is the last question I would ask Ren because I know no one knows the answer.
Always appreciate you ❤
No bad...his ability to describe the human condition is outstanding. You catch the wave no point in fighting it. Ppl waning more from him ... 'i want mine mine gimme...' artists have made careers from just a snippet of what ren has already given. I am forever grateful he shares so much of himself.
I just want to say this reaction was so d@mn validating and made me just as emotional as when I first heard this song.
@@Miss_Renae_Author thank you for listening/watching ❤️
💔 watched reactions to this song since it was released June 2023. This is the first time I cried since June 23.
Very empathetic reaction. Ren helps us feel these things in a way that awakes the desire for change for ourselves and other human beings. You obviously get that clearly and we all need to see the value of life human and the planet
Those we disagree with and those that feel differently to us.
We are all precious
And that’s what Ren is capable of doing. He connected the dots and we are those dots. Whatever we as individuals have going on health wise, mentally we are not alone.
This reaction was full of rants. I get it. You are human and I don’t disagree with you! I love how deep you dig on Ren’s tracks. Keep up the good work!!❤❤❤
This was a touching reaction. I watched the same twitch stream and I was floored that someone would say something that made him cry. I know it Wasn't intentional, but I cant help but feel protective of him. This song rips my heart out every time I hear his pain. Great reaction. Take care of yourself.
Your reaction to this song is first of all the best I’ve seen the second of all the song never really hit me until I watched you react to it as for me I’m 63 and I’m just kind of starting to get on the right path. Thank you for your heartfelt reaction.👍🏽🐷✌️🐰
@@ricksurratt9034 thank you Rick for your continuous support brother. The path is never an easy one. But we must put one foot in front of the other.
this was a great live and I'm glad to have been a small part of it. #1 you are so respectful and true to yourself. You are a different kind of reactor (which is a fabulous thing). #2 you are a real person with real feelings! your emotions are valid! Just like Ren is relatable, so are you. You are so good at what you do and it comes so naturally because you are not faking or trying to be someone or something else other than you. I respect you and I think you are doing an amazing job, you show that it's ok to be vulnerable and that is something other men need to see. I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend (rich) and the loss of Rens friend (Joe). my heart goes out to everyone who has ever lost someone.
Manny thank you for doing what you do! This world could use more people like Ren and like you. Acceptance, respect, kindness and love are free. A smile to a stranger can change their whole day around, you never know what someone is going through. be part of the solution not the problem #LetsSpreadLoveAndKindness
as always blessings to you and your beautiful family (my bestie) and that beautiful lil princess you two have❤
Thank you for such a raw and emotional reaction. The rant included. You are a Renegade down to the core, like so many of us. Ren makes us feel so much through his art. He is very special. I love your journey dowm the rabbit hole. Doing For Joe staight after this was brave.
Well said on the touring etc...made me mad too! Some people just don't think before they speak. Thanks for having Ren's back. You have a good soul❤I suffer w/an auto-immune disease and you are right I struggle a lot w/wondering if it is my fault or not? You are very empathic to know this. My best friend Gary deleted himself in 2017 this song will always make me cry. I miss him so much💔
So many truths said here - both in the song and from you. Thank you i appreciate you brother ❤
Thanks for listening
Every ren drop im there! This song messed me up for 2 days after listening to it on its release. Luckily I spoke to my wife about having certain ideation. That was about 6 months before the release. When I heard this it broke me and healed me all at the same time. Ren is so special to this world and I hope he feels appreciated for his contribution to music and humanity. I'm not that guy to go direct to ren and tell him what I felt as I'm sure he doesn't need to hear people's darkest moments but he helped save me and bring me back to my family just with his music and positivity.
@ I’m happy you’re here to write this comment. I’m happy your family had you still. Thank you for not giving up on the ones who love and need you.
Hey man, I don’t comment very often but with this song I try to comment on every reactor that gets hit like it hit me. You are doing great and I love your deep, intellectual thoughts when you react. You have something going here that no other reaction channel has. I’m proud of you 🫶 and how deeply you let us see how you feel, is commendable. Great, great breakdown 🐷
had to pin that.. thank you man. i deeply appreciate you words! deeply!
@@GoatWorthy_ that’s awesome! Thank you! Keep doing what you’re doing and trust your instincts. You’ll get as far in this YT thing as you want
This was a really great reaction - I’m glad you took your time!
You are completely on point with the whole tour thing. People hear to his music and vibe, but are they even listening to what he is saying? Its so frustrating and sad.
It's great to see God waking up your heart and soul. Grief is a beautiful thing as it is evidence of love
YOU HIT THAT ON THE HEAD everything u said i'm been going thru my family is toxic i'm the youngest so i got all the bull crap my whole life i'm alone now no friends or family as peaceful as it is i know im going crazy i'm the person who's always talks to myself. keep it up u do great reactions
Sorry about your friend. The grief is good to let out, Ren opened a channel for a lot of people to let go of something the day this dropped
I mostly always stay pretty quiet overall, but I want to express again how much I appreciate your content. I love how you format and do your videos. I always look to find your videos when I am forced again to just be at my computer and not really get around a lot. Video's like your content are what I use to help me stay distracted when I am feeling very lonely in the moment of not being able to really leave my room. I thank you for all the work I know it is.
@@cathryntruebloood3913 I am so glad my content is able to help you get through the day or atleast put you in a better mood. That’s actually what I do it for..honestly you should sign up for my Patreon, I’ll literally give you a free month to watch all my other exclusive reactions if you enjoyed this one. You were so nice and expressive that I just wan T you to see more. You won’t have to pay anything. You’ll have a month to watch as much as you can lol again thank you for watching here and commenting. Made my night!
NEVER be sorry for the truth or your emotions. Never. Those who watch you, watch you bc you are honest and showing your emotions is honesty to the Nth.
I have started watching you bc of your reaction to Wynand's Love's Healing (for Ren). Empathy is a powerful thing. I will be returning to your channel again tomorrow.
I always 'like' a vid (unless I really can't). I always comment even if with an emoji (as it counts as a comment) for the smaller channels (under 10K).
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Epic rant at the beginning though! 🖤🖤🖤
Our boy has been through some difficult stuff in his life.
Dude I got to say you are a genius at breaking down his songs. Your insights into his meaning seem exactly on point to me. I appreciate you my brother. You got a follow from me...
thank you for appreciating the channel! I like to try and take a different approach when breaking down thought provoking music like this..thank you for your comment!
@GoatWorthy_ hey brother I know you have said you love poetry. Have you ever listened to Asaf Avidan? I think his poetry would blow you away. And Ren is a fan of his... Definitely a case of Genius recognizing Genius... Its not rap but his lyrics and voice are out of this world beautiful. Check out his song The Golden Calf.
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@GoatWorthy_ That song is poetically deep, but if you want a more musically entertaining song also with great lyrics you should check out In a Box III 900 Days.
Aw mate Im just reaching the end of your vid and I wanted to send you some love flr what youve been through to. Ren touches us all and brings up these difficult things and it shows that we need this healing. We're all healing in ways others don't know or show. Wishing you some peace...xx ✨✨✨
I love when people say you look to deeply but then he says he sees the world through Fibonacci sequences and double Dutch 😅 ren is asking you to look deep😂 I honestly love your reactions and insights ❤ such a sad song 😔💓
Factssss lol exactly. Like he’s telling youuuu lol 😂 thank you for making me laugh