faded country side- wondering through a faded country side

ORIGINAL SONG ALERT woop woop
producing and mixing is rough I'm still learning.
ive also posted it on Soundcloud
lyrics
what was it i used to say?
take them off
before
you come
you come inside
green
and red
tartin
carpet
ruined
i dont treat myself that much
but when I do
i like to keep it in good
condition
why do I care
when nothing truely last forever
and it will dry to become
a summer
and another summer
and another summer
the neon green, is fresh
under the snow it lies waiting
for the sun
to shine
again
its hard to stay happy
how dare you
i cant repeat the cycle
i cant bare the extreme lows
all the this ice
it isnt melting
I forget
what it feels like
to be content here
im wainting for the sun to shine again
i’ve lived in this faded country side forever
where the frogspon soon turns into swamps
and my child who played among the moss was killed your weeds
and the frogs that laid thy eggs are dried in your suns heat
what was once my pond
now a deep deep swamp
(dark dark swamp)

[@SpacemanSam4273]

OMGGGGG this is sooo good

[@Mr.Bradley1.0]

nice, it's lovely

[@WhenTheBall]

i like to wonder

[@User_ok4]

That's good ball