i can't stop thinking about the nightlight segment. the footage of the beach with peaceful music just abruptly stopping and cutting to *"What have you given up to be who you are now?"* was visceral.
I’m only 15 and it genuinely made me think of the relationships, hobbies, and experiences that I’ve had throughout my life and how few of them I still have now. How many things I will give up now to become who I will be in the future? Wild.
that whole ending section was really melancholy and sad to me personally. i know the video is meant to be funny, and it is, but all of those questions hit me
About two years later I’m still deeply contemplative about this one. Scorpy’s got a real talent in making comforting but such unambiguously personal art. To be who I am now, to truly live, I think I had to give up nearly everything. I’m not the same person I was and I’m not sure if it matters
Videos don't tend to make me uneasy anymore. This video still makes me uniquely uncomfortable. Every moment feels jarring, and then it just ends with a fucking CLOWN.
I'm glad that Among Us and also Hats are canon to the Benry Cinematic Universe. In all seriousness I was losing my mind at the absolute urgency at having to "destroy all these hats". The zero comment on the exposed brains and slowly rotating crewmate, complete with can for visor. The completely uncalled for transition from funny gmod ARG parody to high-quality analogue horror parody. This truly is the April Fool ever. I do feel better.
i lov how much scorpy's video projects feel like collages like i can imagine going to a museum w his projects being projected onto the walls n stuff. his artistic sense is rly inspiring :-)
Everyone says the analog part was really creepy but I enjoyed the dreamy feel of it and the song in the background. It was kinda creepy but the cool kind of creepy
That's the best part: what we can't describe with words alone he manages to express through avenues such as this. Something you feel so strongly and that you want others to understand so badly yet can't say yourself due to the limitations of the written word. It's amazing.
This camera movement, random stuff on ground, random things in his inventory and lagging reaaally reminds of those 2016 sandbox videos i used too watch back in the day :))
I think he’s…trying to tell us that it’s ok to let go. To let go of what? Maybe hlvrai? Or maybe anything that could constitute as the “good old days”. Perhaps both. Maybe neither. Either way, this video, this _April fools_ Video was very…very moving. May you live life full and all to its bounty, scorpy.
Your art brings me such weird emotions - joy, discomfort, melancholy, sadness? The entire portion from 9:53 onward was so beautiful and well done, I adore your mind and sense of creativity so damn much. It’s so interesting and almost haunting. But in the same way it’s still has those comedic tones at times. Nevertheless, I’m obsessed with your work. Keep up the amazing work, Mr. Pens.
There's definitely a science to creating this brand of unease. I can't tell how much of it is an involuntary knack for the stuff, and how much is conscious, deliberate choice. This is one of the most genuinely, viscerally artistic and harrowing things I've seen come from anyone in RTVS. And it managed to do so while containing fumny mungus
This is legitimately a beautiful piece of post-cinema/Internet art. Strangely moving and surprisingly deeply profound. Scorpy should be proud of the art he's making, it's really something else.
seeing Little Bear through that thick VHS effect along with the music made me feel an emotion I didn’t think I knew, like some weird mutated version of nostalgia
Scorpy, you make the most deranged and amazing content I've ever seen in my life. Have you considered making something more spooky themed? The things you say and the questions you ask feel so out of left field, they fucking get me. There's something incredibly unnerving about them, and I feel like the sort of psychological warfare you employ by just being yourself would work really well in a horror setting. It challenges the way most people think in a way they aren't prepared to handle, and I absolutely love it
"when is it time to move on" I don't know if any part of this video was meant to be taken beyond a funny, but out of the small amount of creative things that I've done I often look back. Not thinking about the past as better than what's to come, but even then I find myself still looking back. I can't imagine the pressure that it's been to be a part of a project like hlvrai, or any major project of similar scale and to similar recognition. It definitely seems like the radio TV gang has gone on without being stuck in the past, but I wonder how often feelings like that come back for people who work on things in general. It's easy to laugh at bands like KISS or creatives who just keep recreating the same thing over and over, but I dunno I really wonder how the emotional weight of living up to past accomplishments effects individuals.
this feels like what youd see when youre in a motel and you wake up suddenly in middle of the night and stare at the old 90s tv they have not being able to process whats going on until you fully wake up, but extended for like 10 minutes
genuine masterpiece. all these joke/meme characters who fandoms have long taken out of the context of their original stories, then suddenly the first frame from his Top 4 Babies pic hung on the wall... there's so many great parts of this but i think that's an underrated bit. this is such an interesting reflective piece.
so, so insane to watch this live! it was the first time i had been that excited post-stream since around 2020/early 2021! im so happy i got back into watching all the RTVS streams that pop up, and im so glad i stuck around to watch this and the last scorpy stream. this was just epic. thanks dude B)
this shit ruled, the vhs effects were so wonderfully crafted, the sound design was great, and the visuals were really fantastic! thank you for all the laughs scorpy, this was a really neat april fools event
@@quantumblur_3145 oh no i am very much familiar with hlvrai and rtvs shenanigans, i just meant that ive been out of the loop abt this particular stream and that this video is incomprehensible to me (thats a compliment)
It’s 2am for me right now, I spent the majority of my day sleeping but this is unrelated. God, I love this. I wish I had better words to describe how much this made me feel but the only thing I can get is that it feels like my heart has been rolled into a tinfoil ball and I’ve bitten into it. That feeling when you bite into tinfoil, but it’s an important part of you. Those little nightlight slides got me especially “what have you given up to be who you are now?” As I’m typing this I’m tearing up a bit at the thought. How much have I given up? To please others, myself, what’s been discarded over the years? “When I grow up” and “even if it’s milk reservoir is empty, steam may still remain the the boiler” also hit me in the heart. Milk reservoir is a kind of funny lead in to the sentence, admittedly, but the idea of “this is empty but it’s still going” is. Man the amount of times I’ve just had nothing left to give but I still have to keep going. God ok I’m going to make myself cry, but I wish I could say so much more about this. It’s a really, really wonderful piece of art and I’m very thankful to have seen this. This is an amazing piece of art, Scorpy, thank you for sharing it with us. It means the world
I don't usually comment on videos, but I have to with this one. man, your art is always so fucking cool and unique, this shit kicks ass. every time you share something like this, I'm blown away bc it's so unlike anything I've ever seen before and I end up feeling like my brain is vibrating thinking about it for like a week. keep making cool art 👍
this was so so so cool to see live, and of course- i knew it was gonna be funny, but i can't understate how much i love seeing your analog editing skills and the art that comes out of it is genuinely some of my favorite work, period! there's something really hard about capturing the style and aesthetic of the 80s and 90s but you really capture it in an authentic way and i genuinely admire that
Coming back to this video again and thinking about how much it means to me, as another artist. Scorpy's art means so much to me because the themes around nostalgia and memory speak right to why I create art. I have devoted so much of myself to pursuing art, and it just resonates so much and is so inspirational. We try and try to relive something, but thats impossible, you're instead just becoming an echo. We can grieve the past, and appreciate how it made us feel, but we must let go. There's no way of knowing where the river will lead, but standing still will not make you know any better than you did before. It could lead somewhere amazing. So just, again, thank you for making your art.
i have the intense need to give this one long praise right now, so ill do just that. im a little late to this video i think with the work of yours that ive seen, what little bits of sense that get past the amalgamation of motifs and references is overwhelmingly beautiful, and this one takes that to the extreme. it feels warm, there was clearly lots of care put into this project, but i also get the sense of thinking abjectly, something that is without hope. youve combined both of these moods wonderfully to create a middle ground, being content with loss because you are stuck with it, almost. to speak less like an asshole ill sum it up with, this was so fucking beautiful, it truly is breathtaking and should be projected onto 10 foot walls.
oh i didn't realize you put this on youtube. managed to catch this live and was expecting...i dunno. something completely ridiculous for april fool's i guess. this absolutely floored me though. especially the nightlight questions segment. incredible work as always man
i. am honestly just. speechless. im trying to reform my thoughts but im stuck on the beach segment with the music and cut ins is.. wow. i saw this live and i dont think its really left my mind, hence why i Had To come back and rewatch. honestly im probably going to keep thinking about this for months, not sure what conclusion im going to come to but. thank you
This was genuinely such a work of art, it's so impressive how you manage to produce such an eerie yet comforting vibe in your works and I aspire to create like you. Im so excited to see any future projects you work on man, keep being inspirational!
soccy, your videos have been a big inspiration for me to get into video editing. The vibes and energies you put into these videos have such a wonderful quality to them that it motivates people to create themselves. Even though there's not as much going on as in the other parts, I keep coming back to 7:55 to 8:45, there's just an indescribable comfort yet apprehension, like recalling an old memory right before falling asleep. Benny from AI invokes these feelings in us all.
i watched I Saw the TV Glow and the theming reminded me of the nightlight segment of this video (after 10:50). BTW, it's surprising to me that I hadn't commented on this video prior to today. it holds a special place in my mind.
This impacted me in such a deep emotional way. The hat segment had a monotonous urgency that totally enthralled me, I was captivated by each image and the sound design was so finely crafted. Bravo.
I didn't get to catch this stream, but I'm so glad I could watch this anyways. It really made me feel a broad spectrum of emotions that I can't quite put into words. I love your art, even if I don't always get it, and I wish you success with whatever you choose to make in the future :)
This is an accurate compilation of Scorpy’s recollection of hlvr
this is actually just what he was seeing during the streams
i can't stop thinking about the nightlight segment. the footage of the beach with peaceful music just abruptly stopping and cutting to *"What have you given up to be who you are now?"* was visceral.
I’m only 15 and it genuinely made me think of the relationships, hobbies, and experiences that I’ve had throughout my life and how few of them I still have now. How many things I will give up now to become who I will be in the future? Wild.
that whole ending section was really melancholy and sad to me personally. i know the video is meant to be funny, and it is, but all of those questions hit me
17 now and it only rings truer
love that he confused coomer with bubby
To be fair, Benrey probably did not differentiate between them at all.
scorpy is a genuinely clever and creative person who equally as good at masking his power level
About two years later I’m still deeply contemplative about this one. Scorpy’s got a real talent in making comforting but such unambiguously personal art. To be who I am now, to truly live, I think I had to give up nearly everything. I’m not the same person I was and I’m not sure if it matters
ikr ???? i'm not really sure what to think of this but i'm glad i watched it
gotta say inserting jigsaw into other random media is my favorite rtvs meme to date
I like too think this is how benrey experiences everything
BENRU FUCKING DIED !
thank you for the 3 total captions in the video. they really ass to the experience
ADD. THEY ADD TO THE EXPERIENCE. FUCK
ASS TO THE EXPERIENCE
ass to the experience
ass to the experience
This reminds me of benny from half life but the VR is AI by shameradiotv
*Half life but the, wayner adiot v
Who's wayner adiot v? It's shameradiotv
(dc;dr the joke is that it's offbrand HLVRAI)
Words
Videos don't tend to make me uneasy anymore. This video still makes me uniquely uncomfortable. Every moment feels jarring, and then it just ends with a fucking CLOWN.
I'm glad that Among Us and also Hats are canon to the Benry Cinematic Universe.
In all seriousness I was losing my mind at the absolute urgency at having to "destroy all these hats". The zero comment on the exposed brains and slowly rotating crewmate, complete with can for visor. The completely uncalled for transition from funny gmod ARG parody to high-quality analogue horror parody. This truly is the April Fool ever.
I do feel better.
i lov how much scorpy's video projects feel like collages like i can imagine going to a museum w his projects being projected onto the walls n stuff. his artistic sense is rly inspiring :-)
This is precisely what I was thinking!!
it was scary to see a clown in this. but i was relieved when little bear finally severed the blood vessel to his heart
Everyone says the analog part was really creepy but I enjoyed the dreamy feel of it and the song in the background. It was kinda creepy but the cool kind of creepy
holy shit, the first part made me laugh my ass off while the second part felt like a wholeass arg
thank u for the stream man. the art you make reaches me (and a lot of the community) on a level that's hard 2 describe. keep doing what u do.
That's the best part: what we can't describe with words alone he manages to express through avenues such as this. Something you feel so strongly and that you want others to understand so badly yet can't say yourself due to the limitations of the written word. It's amazing.
you said it man
This camera movement, random stuff on ground, random things in his inventory and lagging reaaally reminds of those 2016 sandbox videos i used too watch back in the day :))
I think he’s…trying to tell us that it’s ok to let go.
To let go of what? Maybe hlvrai?
Or maybe anything that could constitute as the “good old days”. Perhaps both. Maybe neither.
Either way, this video, this _April fools_ Video was very…very moving.
May you live life full and all to its bounty, scorpy.
Shut
@@strateupgamr7 get real
@@strateupgamr7 get real
Your art brings me such weird emotions - joy, discomfort, melancholy, sadness? The entire portion from 9:53 onward was so beautiful and well done, I adore your mind and sense of creativity so damn much. It’s so interesting and almost haunting. But in the same way it’s still has those comedic tones at times.
Nevertheless, I’m obsessed with your work. Keep up the amazing work, Mr. Pens.
There's definitely a science to creating this brand of unease.
I can't tell how much of it is an involuntary knack for the stuff, and how much is conscious, deliberate choice.
This is one of the most genuinely, viscerally artistic and harrowing things I've seen come from anyone in RTVS.
And it managed to do so while containing fumny mungus
This is legitimately a beautiful piece of post-cinema/Internet art. Strangely moving and surprisingly deeply profound. Scorpy should be proud of the art he's making, it's really something else.
Scorpy makes art, it’s just the art is from the future and we don’t understand it. Great job dude
seeing Little Bear through that thick VHS effect along with the music made me feel an emotion I didn’t think I knew, like some weird mutated version of nostalgia
oh man, this is like some of that
monologue horror or sone like that
who know bebby could be scary hlvrai?
Scorpy, you make the most deranged and amazing content I've ever seen in my life. Have you considered making something more spooky themed? The things you say and the questions you ask feel so out of left field, they fucking get me. There's something incredibly unnerving about them, and I feel like the sort of psychological warfare you employ by just being yourself would work really well in a horror setting. It challenges the way most people think in a way they aren't prepared to handle, and I absolutely love it
Seeing as hes an actual analog artiat and a horror fan, scorpy could make the best analog horror project everz at leastvon technical level.
I think Scorpy’s too good for analog horror personally.
@@Crembaw you're just saying that he could do better than analogue horror, which would be even better
This was simultaneously cool, beautiful, chaotic, slightly eerie and inspiring all at the same time. I don't know how but it was.
i hope all of this is canon
this was the longest 15 minutes of my life
"when is it time to move on" I don't know if any part of this video was meant to be taken beyond a funny, but out of the small amount of creative things that I've done I often look back. Not thinking about the past as better than what's to come, but even then I find myself still looking back. I can't imagine the pressure that it's been to be a part of a project like hlvrai, or any major project of similar scale and to similar recognition. It definitely seems like the radio TV gang has gone on without being stuck in the past, but I wonder how often feelings like that come back for people who work on things in general.
It's easy to laugh at bands like KISS or creatives who just keep recreating the same thing over and over, but I dunno I really wonder how the emotional weight of living up to past accomplishments effects individuals.
this feels like what youd see when youre in a motel and you wake up suddenly in middle of the night and stare at the old 90s tv they have not being able to process whats going on until you fully wake up, but extended for like 10 minutes
genuine masterpiece. all these joke/meme characters who fandoms have long taken out of the context of their original stories, then suddenly the first frame from his Top 4 Babies pic hung on the wall... there's so many great parts of this but i think that's an underrated bit. this is such an interesting reflective piece.
so, so insane to watch this live! it was the first time i had been that excited post-stream since around 2020/early 2021! im so happy i got back into watching all the RTVS streams that pop up, and im so glad i stuck around to watch this and the last scorpy stream. this was just epic. thanks dude B)
CAN I BLINK NOW? PLEASE MY EYES ARE WATERING
scorpy could absoloutley make a banging analogue horror
what emotion is this
dread mixed with deja vu
this shit ruled, the vhs effects were so wonderfully crafted, the sound design was great, and the visuals were really fantastic! thank you for all the laughs scorpy, this was a really neat april fools event
This is basically benrey going through different trails to reach his godhood
getting big best buy vibes from this
I dont know what this is but i am obsessed with this, like legit this made me feel indescribable emotions
Welcome to the heat death of HLVRAI
It's cold and empty and scary and god's not here
@@quantumblur_3145 oh no i am very much familiar with hlvrai and rtvs shenanigans, i just meant that ive been out of the loop abt this particular stream and that this video is incomprehensible to me (thats a compliment)
@@someone9331 did you at least look at the weiner? Look at Squidward's weine
I don't know your purpose behind the video, but it made me think deeply about the dynamic between audience and creator... art is beautiful, thank you.
I'd love to have an ost to this. Music good.
awsome vid love begy from the half live
i prefer the airboat
I think it's time to follow that arrow.
It’s 2am for me right now, I spent the majority of my day sleeping but this is unrelated. God, I love this. I wish I had better words to describe how much this made me feel but the only thing I can get is that it feels like my heart has been rolled into a tinfoil ball and I’ve bitten into it. That feeling when you bite into tinfoil, but it’s an important part of you. Those little nightlight slides got me especially “what have you given up to be who you are now?” As I’m typing this I’m tearing up a bit at the thought. How much have I given up? To please others, myself, what’s been discarded over the years? “When I grow up” and “even if it’s milk reservoir is empty, steam may still remain the the boiler” also hit me in the heart. Milk reservoir is a kind of funny lead in to the sentence, admittedly, but the idea of “this is empty but it’s still going” is. Man the amount of times I’ve just had nothing left to give but I still have to keep going.
God ok I’m going to make myself cry, but I wish I could say so much more about this. It’s a really, really wonderful piece of art and I’m very thankful to have seen this. This is an amazing piece of art, Scorpy, thank you for sharing it with us. It means the world
this is sort of like end of evangelion
i just ate a plate of spaghetti
No way me too actually
i wish i had a plate of spaghetti
@@cozmo_Comet one day my friend
@@cozmo_Comet hey you got that plate yet
@@cozmo_Comet hey man about that plate
Love the type of stuff that is both absurd comedy and uncanny horror, this is great
Literally the best analog horror video
holly the hollowtone is going to sue you dude
I'm not here to give you any answers...
questions are all I have for a man like you.
I don't usually comment on videos, but I have to with this one. man, your art is always so fucking cool and unique, this shit kicks ass. every time you share something like this, I'm blown away bc it's so unlike anything I've ever seen before and I end up feeling like my brain is vibrating thinking about it for like a week. keep making cool art 👍
this was so so so cool to see live, and of course- i knew it was gonna be funny, but i can't understate how much i love seeing your analog editing skills and the art that comes out of it is genuinely some of my favorite work, period! there's something really hard about capturing the style and aesthetic of the 80s and 90s but you really capture it in an authentic way and i genuinely admire that
I've always disliked analog horror but Scorpy makes me love it
"NO FOOD, HAIR, LIQUIDS OR ANY"
No any
0:27 BENNY NOOOOOOO
Coming back to this video again and thinking about how much it means to me, as another artist. Scorpy's art means so much to me because the themes around nostalgia and memory speak right to why I create art. I have devoted so much of myself to pursuing art, and it just resonates so much and is so inspirational. We try and try to relive something, but thats impossible, you're instead just becoming an echo. We can grieve the past, and appreciate how it made us feel, but we must let go. There's no way of knowing where the river will lead, but standing still will not make you know any better than you did before. It could lead somewhere amazing.
So just, again, thank you for making your art.
I have been looking at the screen unblinking for 10 months.
it makes me genuinely sad that THE Benrey only has 9k subs he need at least like 300k like Wayne
I really didn’t expect to feel emotionally affected by a sort of april fools video, but thank you, your art is really inspiring
get benreal
i dont know man this just feels like something special
My brain can't physically nor mentally comprehend what's on screen but my eyes like whatever the hell is going on
i can't wait for richter overtime to make a video on this
i love the amount of silence
5:08 is when the bisexual flag takes over. Crazy
this video makes me feel emotions that don't exist. or if they do, there's not a word for them.
I'm a fan of the Hollowtones Theatrical Release myself
i have the intense need to give this one long praise right now, so ill do just that. im a little late to this video
i think with the work of yours that ive seen, what little bits of sense that get past the amalgamation of motifs and references is overwhelmingly beautiful, and this one takes that to the extreme. it feels warm, there was clearly lots of care put into this project, but i also get the sense of thinking abjectly, something that is without hope. youve combined both of these moods wonderfully to create a middle ground, being content with loss because you are stuck with it, almost. to speak less like an asshole ill sum it up with, this was so fucking beautiful, it truly is breathtaking and should be projected onto 10 foot walls.
oh i didn't realize you put this on youtube. managed to catch this live and was expecting...i dunno. something completely ridiculous for april fool's i guess. this absolutely floored me though. especially the nightlight questions segment. incredible work as always man
When do I blink
this is really beautiful, i cried a little bit. you always do such amazing stuff scorpy
God I don’t know what to say, the visuals on this one were really something
I think Scorpy was just really fucking high during all of HLVRAI.
i. am honestly just. speechless. im trying to reform my thoughts but im stuck on the beach segment with the music and cut ins is.. wow. i saw this live and i dont think its really left my mind, hence why i Had To come back and rewatch. honestly im probably going to keep thinking about this for months, not sure what conclusion im going to come to but. thank you
This was genuinely such a work of art, it's so impressive how you manage to produce such an eerie yet comforting vibe in your works and I aspire to create like you. Im so excited to see any future projects you work on man, keep being inspirational!
watched this in vr, now i am TRIPPED OUT
soccy, your videos have been a big inspiration for me to get into video editing. The vibes and energies you put into these videos have such a wonderful quality to them that it motivates people to create themselves. Even though there's not as much going on as in the other parts, I keep coming back to 7:55 to 8:45, there's just an indescribable comfort yet apprehension, like recalling an old memory right before falling asleep. Benny from AI invokes these feelings in us all.
This is a year old already???
This is the most benrey I've ever seen
i dont understand whats happening but this was a very enjoyable expereience
this is a really cool video
I love the "low-quality letsplay from 2013 with 27 views" vibe in the first couple minutes or so
The fps drop as he throws grenades oh my god
this video lowkey comforting
The later half of this scared me in a good way
helped me cry
i watched I Saw the TV Glow and the theming reminded me of the nightlight segment of this video (after 10:50). BTW, it's surprising to me that I hadn't commented on this video prior to today. it holds a special place in my mind.
This video is like if Boards of Canada and seinfeldspitstain did a collab together.
I love Boards of Canada :)
i dont think there is any written word that can describe what this makes me feel. just generally but also on a visceral level.
Someone needs to get Nexpo to take a look at this. That was captivating.
this is the stuff i aspire to make. keep it up dude
this was terrifying
So my guess is that after everything Benry is trapped in a hell of his own creation(? :(
I think he likes it :)
He's happy there:D
welp, *_Snaps out passport_* here we go again.
This impacted me in such a deep emotional way. The hat segment had a monotonous urgency that totally enthralled me, I was captivated by each image and the sound design was so finely crafted. Bravo.
I think my life has been changed
I blinked during the experiment sorry :(
*sees socpens upload*
"Aight brain is done functioning for today"
I didn't get to catch this stream, but I'm so glad I could watch this anyways. It really made me feel a broad spectrum of emotions that I can't quite put into words. I love your art, even if I don't always get it, and I wish you success with whatever you choose to make in the future :)
reast in peace.