@Drift Target What is the point of having a paradise if nobody with our level of consciousness can enjoy it for how it lasts. The situation would be the same sooner or later with animals too, but they would not be able to do anything about it.
@@gabriel62 or just right click on the video and turn on loop. and right. jake hill is known to make some really sad and great music. my life has been too great so far and knowing me, i'll eventually fuck up big time (not small-time, like i always have). One thing i learned in life in that nothing ever lasts, even if it lasts long. been through some shit when i was a kid but looking back at it, it wasn't that much of a big deal so it didn't really impact me in any way. but now that i have gotten smarter, there ought to come some big mistake i make eventually. i know that it's in my nature to make mistakes very often. so if i stopped making small insignificant ones, i can feel big infrequent ones to come. i realised it when i overreacted once due to a misunderstanding over text with a new friend i made. i don't have many friends so i kinda cared but i don't know if she still wants to see me. it's been a few months since we saw each other but it's because of the summer break from college and exams that came before it. not that i really care specifically about her, we barely got to know each other, but i feel that it would make me more sad than usual if she wouldn't want to see me again. maybe i'm fated to remain with two close friends i rarely see. but i guess time will tell.
Am I the only one with a playlist of jake growing bigger every time he pulls a new hit? Its like a journey through so many moods. Just makes me feel so good
Let me show you just how far I can go I've been running away The only road I know Misery Ave, yeah, listen to that... That's the sound of all the tears leaking out of my back I been back in a vill, a vill and nothing to fill Used to be my solace, now it's always stuck in a will Write about it on my chest I'm down and out it's the best I'm drowning out with no vest Don't mean to make you upset Don't mean to make you upset I don't know what else I can say I guess I'll sit and waste away I've been knocked down a million times I'll see how strong I am tonight I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free Laying in the bed like who's the stranger I've turned into I write it to remind me it's okay to have some issues Mentally, that's the topic that I got some history I'm scared of what to think I'll keep it in still got my dignity Internally I'm empty I know you can't really tell it If I wanna do the things I wanna do that makes me selfish But these people need to understand my health comes first Heaven seems so out of reach 'cause it's been hell on earth Got some demons riding with me as I write this verse I could crash into the wall or I could fight this curse I know it's a losing battle, you can't tell me shit You don't know what's best for me unless you've been through it, damn I don't know what else I can say I guess I'll sit and waste away I've been knocked down a million times I'll see how strong I am tonight I don't know what else I can say I guess I'll sit and waste away I've been knocked down a million times I'll see how strong I am tonight I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free
This is so different from your usual style and yet it's still so incredible. I love how you are able to make so many different styles sound amazing. Well done once again Jake.
I'm sure this will get lost in the sea of comments but, I just wanted to thank you Jake Hill. Your music really helped me get out of my shell. I've always been so anti-social and have struggled with depression and anxiety for as long as I remember. When I was approaching high school graduation last year, your music helped me actually let my guard down for once. Your music gave me the courage to get into a relationship that, despite not ending well, changed me and helped mold me into a better person. Life is full of highs and lows and your music is one of the main things that keeps me going on the days I feel like I should just give up. Depression and the demons inside are a constant battle but, I wanted to at least try and let you know how much your music means to me and how much it speaks to me, personally. Thank you man, and keep up the good work.
Jake Hill, you and Josh A both make songs that feel SOO relatable, these songs literally describe my life, keep up the outstanding badass work you two. 🔥🔥
Jake and josh you guys are my favourite people you’ve reminded me that life matters and that people just want to die for popularity thanks guys you mean a lot to me
At the end he says I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free... And it reminded me of how I've always been on the shy and antisocial side and especially at school I would get very lonely because I didn't have any friends. It would bring me down a lot and slowly I became very socially awkward It seemed like it was only getting worse. Then one day I was so sad at school, I was crying the day before and it felt like if anyone even spoke to me I would burst out in tears. And a guy approached me and he wanted to get to know each other. And we went out some times. We were very similar. He was the only one that I felt could understand every word I said and saw through me although he didn't know me because he was the only one I know that has similar problems to mine. And one day he told me he wanted to be more than friends... And at that time I was actually having feelings for someone else. They weren't important and nothing would ever happen between us I didn't even want anything to happen between us. So as I wasn't completely sure I told him I couldn't. We stopped being friends. All my life I was too afraid to approach anyone at school and desperately wanted someone to come and sit next to me so we can chat about random things. And in my final year almost at the end he came along to fulfil that "dream". And now he is gone. I missed him the second he told me he couldn't be just friends with me anymore. It's been months now and I don't even want to forget him. I just want him back as a friend or as anything that he wants as long as he's here. But I'll be gone in the summer and then I'll go to the university and even if he wanted me back if I told him we would still not be together. I don't want to upset him again. I just miss him. I wish we had at least agreed to say hi when we meet each other at the corridors... anyways I doubt anyone will read this.
Well, I've read your comment, and your situation is one I can relate to, I'm only a sophomore now and I'm very awkward, I'm good with women and get along well with men but I just have this issue where I get nervous and can't think, it caused me to be very antisocial and very separated. Last year, I fell in love with this girl, she was like me, we got along well and I talked to her and hit it off well, but when I asked her out, after talking for about half a year, and I got hit with "I'd love to day yes, but I have to seriously think about it" and I never got my answer. Now, I'm getting fully ignored by her! We have similar stories but they aren't the same either, but there will always be someone else who will be like you, and that one will set you free from your burdens. I've been hurt by people before, and I hate it, but he felt hurt by you, and I hope you understand that. A male's emotions aren't as strong as everyone portrays it, we are actually very fragile. He was hurt cause he probably thought everything that he had done, everything you two had done, was for nothing, he confessed and you declined him, think about it this way, you ask out the person you love the most cause you finally have enough confidence to make a move, you figured they loved you too, but then it turns out it was a lie you told yourself. It hurts right? It happens, he's hurt, and you can't change that, just be open to others emotions and you won't have a problem! Trust me!
@@jonathancook1547 We only knew each other for less than a month and I was already in love with someone else that I already knew for a year now. I would have asked him for more time if I had any sign that I was about to be over that other person any time soon but I can't ask that exactly because I understand how hard it can be for him. What you said that men are just as fragile as women to me has always been a fact. I didn't take advantage of him and I realise he could be more hurt than I ever got but he didn't give me or himself the time to make it happen. In any case what I felt at the moment is that him leaving me was best for him as I could probably hurt him if he stayed longer. But he did it so suddenly that it felt like someone else had told him to do it you know "get rid of her she's gonna make your life miserable". Because he was seeing a therapist.
@@no-vo9bm despite what most people think, a month is a long time, and from what it sounds like, it was highschool. I'm not gonna act like I know everything, I'm only fifteen after all, but in life and even more so in highschool, a month is a long time cause you gotta think, a lot of school relationships last a few days to a few weeks with some good ones lasting months to years, sometimes lifetimes but the majority doesn't last very long. It'll feel like someone told him to do that, and he probably was, not gonna lie. He probably told all his friends that he had a crush on you and that he was asking you out, then he told them how it just didn't work and now he's got this mindset of "it'll be really awkward to talk to her again, I don't want that" and then his friends telling him to get over you, that there'll be another(I know you said antisocial but a lot of antisocial people have extrovert friends) and maybe I'm wrong but I think all of this put together made it hard for him to even look your way, let alone say "hi". I know your probably thinking, "he's just a fifteen year old, what the hell could he know about him or me?" And you might just blow this off, but I do want to figure this story out. You made it sound like you actually liked him in your comment, and maybe you do, but I'm thinking this, what if you talked to him in a way that was misleading as well? Most people don't realize what they say, they think it's normal but it's actually very misleading. It's just something to think about. He probably felt hurt by you and felt really awkward around you, and now your feeling hurt by him, you got yourself in a cycle. It's a mental cycle of blame, and you can only escape it by realizing that the past is the past and if you ever come to face it, you're prepared, and if not then it's still just the past. Sorry if I sound like a know-it-all but I've been through it too, just at a different age.
@@jonathancook1547 I don't mind that you're 15 years old... after all maybe you understand better than others. Here's the thing. I said I knew him for less than a month but this wasn't even the biggest problem. My biggest problem was that other person I was just starting to have feelings for (whom I already knew for a year now so you understand it's hard for me to feel anything for anyone that soon), but I knew nothing was going to happen between me and that dude. So as you see when he came up I was already having that in my life. I know he was sure of what he wanted but I was trying to get over someone else. So I couldn't ask of him to wait for me until I'm ready to move on because it's not fair for him. So when he said he wanted to be together or nothing at all I let him go. I respected his decision because I knew his heart was going to break more than mine if I didn't. He probably hurt more than me. Maybe he still is. But as I said he was still the only one I ever felt could understand me I wish he was still in my life, I wish he could wait for me but I know he didn't and shouldn't have. For his own good. Life's just like that. I know maybe I seem selfish or like I'm playing the victim but this is just my point of view. He came at a wrong time in my life and it wasn't meant to be... I don't blame him for leaving I just wish he remembers it was his choice to end everything so quickly. (So that he doesn't feel like I rejected him or be discouraged to live his life in the future).
@@no-vo9bm well, your thinking is just as flawed as his. You thought it wouldn't be fair to ask him to wait, but for a guy like that, any chance at all to be with the person they loved, they would take it, no matter the wait, and if you had simply asked him to wait for a few years, it's then his choice to follow it. It's unfair to tell him that he didn't have a chance, but your right, it wouldn't be fair to tell him to wait. You were in a situation where you you were gonna hurt him anyways, but one would hurt him more, the one you chose hurt him more. You probably don't realize that. Maybe I'm wrong, I've been wrong before, but I would've rathered having a chance than not having one at all, and I think he was the same. You may not have liked him, but he did confess himself to you, I'm not saying you should have told him yes, I'm saying that choices of words do matter. If you had told him, "I have feelings for someone else right now, if your willing to wait for these feelings to go away, maybe we can give a relationship a try, so if your okay with waiting for me, then let's stay friends for now, you can make any moves you want" if you said this, it gives him hope and eventually, if the time comes, maybe feelings for him would've come and both of you would've been happy, but if you were to say, "I don't really think of you in that way, I like being friends with you, I can relate to you, so could we stay as friends instead of more than that?" And it could change things. Speech can change everything. Him doing that definitely made you the victim of one thing, but he was a victim to heartbreak. I know that feeling way too well, it just makes sure that you never want to be near the person who broke your heart, but if you were to tell him he had a chance, even just a small one, he wouldn't have been like that. Him being able to continue is something is on him. We all try to find out reason, he wanted his to be you, even if it wasn't permanent. I don't want you to think you were wrong tho. You made you choice, and he chose to be broken by it, he was a victim, not of yours, but of heartbreak, and you were a victim of his heartbreak. It sucks, I know it does, but it was his choice
Ive been going through rough stuff right now and listening to your music makes me happy and its giving me a feeling u made it threw the same stuff or stuff thats nearly the same i just wanna say thanks for reaching my Heart with singing
[Intro] Lemme show you just how far I can go I've been running away The only road I know Misery Ave, yeah listen to that That's the sound of all the tears leaking out of my bag I been back in the vill'e, the vill'e ain't nothin' to fill Used to be my solace now it's always sucking the will Right up out of my chest I'm down and out it's the best I'm drowning out with no vest Don't mean to make you upset Don't mean to make you upset [Chorus] I don't know what else I can say I guess I'll sit and waste away I've been knocked down a million times I'll see how strong I am tonight I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free [Verse] Laying in the bed like who's the stranger I've turned into I write it to remind me it's okay to have some issues Mentally That's the topic that I got some history I'm scared of what they'll think I'll keep it in, still got my dignity Internally I'm empty, I know you can't really tell it If I wanna do the things I wanna do that makes me selfish But these people need to understand my health comes first Heaven seems so out of reach, cause it's been hell on earth Got some demons ridin' with me as I write this verse I could crash into the wall, or I could fight this curse I know it's a losing battle, you can't tell me shit You don't know what's best for me, unless you've been through it [Bridge] Damn I don't know what else I can say I guess I'll sit and waste away I've been knocked down a million times I'll see how strong I am tonight [Chorus] I don't know what else I can say I guess I'll sit and waste away I've been knocked down a million times I'll see how strong I am tonight I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free
This song perfectly describes my life right now. I have been searching for my soul for so long. Sometimes I think that this earth is not ment for me. I should disappear and wonder of to a different universe. However I will walk as far as my heart can take me. Until I discovered the true purpose of myself. Love you Jake! Great tune! Please make more!
Jakes songs have gotten me through tough times and he raps about raw and true feelings. I hope he continues to grow till he receives the recognition he deserves.
hey jake if you have the time to read and reply to this i just want to say i love your music and once i have a hard time i listen to your music and i found your music when my dad put it on, ext. and what i just want to say is thank you jake btw if you reply (no force) it will brightin up my life thank you jake
BRILLIANT! The animations set the song off. I love the demons, the anxiety, the depression coming out and following the singer. I love it. Your song dropped when I got more bad news while carrying a heavy load. It helped. Going to play it again.
you are one of the most underrated artists i've ever seen. you are truly talented, continue doing what you are! im pretty sure you will be famous one day❤
Your music has helped myself and probably so many others through hard times, and I just wanted to say personally thank you so much for helping me and all the other lost hurting souls on this planet ❤️
Been here since the beginning, still a strong fan. The music helps me alot. It help get me through the toughest times i had been through. And its still keeping me going. Stay strong, and keep making music.❤❤
I love your music man. I first heard you from a Spotify suggestion and it was one of the most perfect times for it too. I had been going through a lot of stressful times and actually almost ended my life but then I heard your music and it really got my feelings up and I felt like it really helped idc what people say. Your music is the best and I listen to it almost everyday
Yo man if you are for real depressed just think of all these people that you inspire and keep away from falling apart. For me you are a massive inspiration and your music is like hope that I am not the only one feeling different from one another
I’ve been listening to you for a while now and I don’t regret any of it. My friends also like you’re music and I really hope you will continue to put out this awesome music. I also wish you all the best in your life.
I'm tired of seeing these comments sayin that "Oh Jake, your song is straight 🔥" or "I've never clicked so fast" like stfu. Do you hear what he's saying? He's sad, and wants someone like him to come along. He wants to be happy. Do you think he's happy by reading the same things over and over again?? Ask how he's doin or take some time out of you day to write him a message or a comment or sumn. Stop caring about yourself and ask how he's doin.
@@ukTamas Its not a bad thing. The thing is it can get annoying and repetitive. MY OWN OPINION on this is that no one is caring about how he is feeling. They are being inconsoderate and only using him for his music
@@anthonymorales5956 I believe he would say if he found compliments annoying and repetitive, which sounds ridiculous and I doubt is the case. Also, your opinion of absolutely no one caring about his feelings in his entire community is equally as absurd.
Thank you so much. Your music with Josh also has gotten me through this past year. I'm not sure I'd be here if I didn't find your guys stuff. Just thank you.
Never heard of this guy... was on the shitter tryna find a different song but litteraly stumbled across this. Hits my heart. I got hard crazy mental issues and other demons.... shit.... only thing is talkin it out... shit gets rough but this really hits home
"Heaven seems so out of reach 'cause it's been hell on Earth." is my favorite line❤️
So true and sad, we ruined the earth 😞
@@Candymw Scientists predict there is another 9 years until global warming is irreversible. so not yet.
Mine too
@Drift Target What do you mean by that?
@Drift Target What is the point of having a paradise if nobody with our level of consciousness can enjoy it for how it lasts. The situation would be the same sooner or later with animals too, but they would not be able to do anything about it.
you’re venting but on a subliminal level.
what ever your going through Jake, your tired i can see it your lyrics homie.
The404Studios hey 404
404 gang
The404Studios COLLAB
404 listens to jake? DAMN!
Didn’t expect u to listen to jake
“You don’t know what’s best for me unless you’ve been through it”
Never have I felt lyrics on a spiritual level 🔥
Kamiano Arts major spiritual vines
this song hit deep... fucking hating the world at the moment... replay is getting spammed tonight.
@@thebombdigitydog You can make a playlist with only this song and put replay on. It's some sort of loop option I guess
@@gabriel62 or just right click on the video and turn on loop.
and right. jake hill is known to make some really sad and great music. my life has been too great so far and knowing me, i'll eventually fuck up big time (not small-time, like i always have). One thing i learned in life in that nothing ever lasts, even if it lasts long. been through some shit when i was a kid but looking back at it, it wasn't that much of a big deal so it didn't really impact me in any way.
but now that i have gotten smarter, there ought to come some big mistake i make eventually. i know that it's in my nature to make mistakes very often. so if i stopped making small insignificant ones, i can feel big infrequent ones to come.
i realised it when i overreacted once due to a misunderstanding over text with a new friend i made. i don't have many friends so i kinda cared but i don't know if she still wants to see me. it's been a few months since we saw each other but it's because of the summer break from college and exams that came before it.
not that i really care specifically about her, we barely got to know each other, but i feel that it would make me more sad than usual if she wouldn't want to see me again. maybe i'm fated to remain with two close friends i rarely see. but i guess time will tell.
Am I the only one with a playlist of jake growing bigger every time he pulls a new hit? Its like a journey through so many moods. Just makes me feel so good
Slethion I have multiple for different moods 😂
Slethion might as well download all his songs
@@kiegatehouse2429 thats kinda very gay if u're not using Spotify premium
This is like notligoc dream vibe
Naw I got one with both Jake and Josh
"I know its a losing battle you cant tell me shit"
Love you my guy.
Jakehill: misery ave
RUclips recommended: Life is fun
Well I mean, it's boyinaband...
😂😂
@I'm not Famous Did that actually happen?
I've been here since the beginning of seeing how Jake changed through the years. Not only Jake its also Josh and other's.
Xeno FeelTheFeels same
Same, I found Jake through Josh's channel and collabs a long time ago. Can't believe its been so long.
Im here since 20k :D
Jake and Josh a are easily my favorite duo when the collaborate.
Others*
I actually found jakes music because of jaes animations of pewdiepie. Brilliant editor with a brillian artist. Both changed my life
Same ✌🙉
I found jake hills music thanks to ghxst and cxdy
Found out about jake by listening to josh, I found josh cause one of my ex's shown me him and I guess listening to their music helped me get over her
I really love this animation, hope you're doing well Jake.
you're
@@alelibiv1469 Haha didn't see that, thanks for the correction
Caboose The Moose that was a surprisingly wholesome response to someone correcting you. Don’t stop being this way
@@jacobwilliamson5773 Oh?
your the savior we need but dont deserve
Let me show you just how far I can go
I've been running away
The only road I know
Misery Ave, yeah, listen to that...
That's the sound of all the tears leaking out of my back
I been back in a vill, a vill and nothing to fill
Used to be my solace, now it's always stuck in a will
Write about it on my chest
I'm down and out it's the best
I'm drowning out with no vest
Don't mean to make you upset
Don't mean to make you upset
I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you
I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free
Laying in the bed like who's the stranger I've turned into
I write it to remind me it's okay to have some issues
Mentally, that's the topic that I got some history
I'm scared of what to think
I'll keep it in still got my dignity
Internally I'm empty I know you can't really tell it
If I wanna do the things I wanna do that makes me selfish
But these people need to understand my health comes first
Heaven seems so out of reach 'cause it's been hell on earth
Got some demons riding with me as I write this verse
I could crash into the wall or I could fight this curse
I know it's a losing battle, you can't tell me shit
You don't know what's best for me unless you've been through it, damn
I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you
I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free
its in the description i dont think you need to copy and paste this from music.ly
Fr why did u do this if it’s in the disc
@@captainobvious2705 it wasn’t there before
@@santiagofuentes6424 i don’t doubt that
This is so different from your usual style and yet it's still so incredible. I love how you are able to make so many different styles sound amazing. Well done once again Jake.
soooo.... incredible is different to you?
I'm sure this will get lost in the sea of comments but, I just wanted to thank you Jake Hill. Your music really helped me get out of my shell. I've always been so anti-social and have struggled with depression and anxiety for as long as I remember. When I was approaching high school graduation last year, your music helped me actually let my guard down for once. Your music gave me the courage to get into a relationship that, despite not ending well, changed me and helped mold me into a better person.
Life is full of highs and lows and your music is one of the main things that keeps me going on the days I feel like I should just give up. Depression and the demons inside are a constant battle but, I wanted to at least try and let you know how much your music means to me and how much it speaks to me, personally. Thank you man, and keep up the good work.
Beautiful, hope you're better nowdays 🖤
I haven’t had time to listen all the way through but I know it’s fire already
How? It's an old song
@FBI OPEN UP
dont u listen to him on spotify?
@FBI songs been out for a while bud
FBI this song was from solace 2, came out a while ago
Jake Hill, you and Josh A both make songs that feel SOO
relatable, these songs literally describe my life, keep up the outstanding badass work you two. 🔥🔥
It has been more than one and half years since this song dropped. Time flies so fast.
Jake and josh you guys are my favourite people you’ve reminded me that life matters and that people just want to die for popularity thanks guys you mean a lot to me
This song really clears my mind, I been mostly fucked up in the brain for a while, this opens my mind...the most open it's ever been.
U are amazing my man anything u make is fire
This gives me “Stay” vibes
Stay: but this time I'm even more broken.
Both are from the solace album.
Hope you start feeling better Jake, I know this causes so much stress but you got this! since I've been through the same thing as you👍😀
This song perfectly conveys his and alot of other people's pain. This song helps me and many others every day and for that I thank you.
At the end he says I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free... And it reminded me of how I've always been on the shy and antisocial side and especially at school I would get very lonely because I didn't have any friends. It would bring me down a lot and slowly I became very socially awkward It seemed like it was only getting worse. Then one day I was so sad at school, I was crying the day before and it felt like if anyone even spoke to me I would burst out in tears. And a guy approached me and he wanted to get to know each other. And we went out some times. We were very similar. He was the only one that I felt could understand every word I said and saw through me although he didn't know me because he was the only one I know that has similar problems to mine. And one day he told me he wanted to be more than friends... And at that time I was actually having feelings for someone else. They weren't important and nothing would ever happen between us I didn't even want anything to happen between us. So as I wasn't completely sure I told him I couldn't. We stopped being friends. All my life I was too afraid to approach anyone at school and desperately wanted someone to come and sit next to me so we can chat about random things. And in my final year almost at the end he came along to fulfil that "dream". And now he is gone. I missed him the second he told me he couldn't be just friends with me anymore. It's been months now and I don't even want to forget him. I just want him back as a friend or as anything that he wants as long as he's here. But I'll be gone in the summer and then I'll go to the university and even if he wanted me back if I told him we would still not be together. I don't want to upset him again. I just miss him. I wish we had at least agreed to say hi when we meet each other at the corridors... anyways I doubt anyone will read this.
Well, I've read your comment, and your situation is one I can relate to, I'm only a sophomore now and I'm very awkward, I'm good with women and get along well with men but I just have this issue where I get nervous and can't think, it caused me to be very antisocial and very separated. Last year, I fell in love with this girl, she was like me, we got along well and I talked to her and hit it off well, but when I asked her out, after talking for about half a year, and I got hit with "I'd love to day yes, but I have to seriously think about it" and I never got my answer. Now, I'm getting fully ignored by her! We have similar stories but they aren't the same either, but there will always be someone else who will be like you, and that one will set you free from your burdens. I've been hurt by people before, and I hate it, but he felt hurt by you, and I hope you understand that. A male's emotions aren't as strong as everyone portrays it, we are actually very fragile. He was hurt cause he probably thought everything that he had done, everything you two had done, was for nothing, he confessed and you declined him, think about it this way, you ask out the person you love the most cause you finally have enough confidence to make a move, you figured they loved you too, but then it turns out it was a lie you told yourself. It hurts right? It happens, he's hurt, and you can't change that, just be open to others emotions and you won't have a problem! Trust me!
@@jonathancook1547 We only knew each other for less than a month and I was already in love with someone else that I already knew for a year now. I would have asked him for more time if I had any sign that I was about to be over that other person any time soon but I can't ask that exactly because I understand how hard it can be for him. What you said that men are just as fragile as women to me has always been a fact. I didn't take advantage of him and I realise he could be more hurt than I ever got but he didn't give me or himself the time to make it happen. In any case what I felt at the moment is that him leaving me was best for him as I could probably hurt him if he stayed longer. But he did it so suddenly that it felt like someone else had told him to do it you know "get rid of her she's gonna make your life miserable". Because he was seeing a therapist.
@@no-vo9bm despite what most people think, a month is a long time, and from what it sounds like, it was highschool. I'm not gonna act like I know everything, I'm only fifteen after all, but in life and even more so in highschool, a month is a long time cause you gotta think, a lot of school relationships last a few days to a few weeks with some good ones lasting months to years, sometimes lifetimes but the majority doesn't last very long. It'll feel like someone told him to do that, and he probably was, not gonna lie. He probably told all his friends that he had a crush on you and that he was asking you out, then he told them how it just didn't work and now he's got this mindset of "it'll be really awkward to talk to her again, I don't want that" and then his friends telling him to get over you, that there'll be another(I know you said antisocial but a lot of antisocial people have extrovert friends) and maybe I'm wrong but I think all of this put together made it hard for him to even look your way, let alone say "hi". I know your probably thinking, "he's just a fifteen year old, what the hell could he know about him or me?" And you might just blow this off, but I do want to figure this story out. You made it sound like you actually liked him in your comment, and maybe you do, but I'm thinking this, what if you talked to him in a way that was misleading as well? Most people don't realize what they say, they think it's normal but it's actually very misleading. It's just something to think about. He probably felt hurt by you and felt really awkward around you, and now your feeling hurt by him, you got yourself in a cycle. It's a mental cycle of blame, and you can only escape it by realizing that the past is the past and if you ever come to face it, you're prepared, and if not then it's still just the past. Sorry if I sound like a know-it-all but I've been through it too, just at a different age.
@@jonathancook1547 I don't mind that you're 15 years old... after all maybe you understand better than others. Here's the thing. I said I knew him for less than a month but this wasn't even the biggest problem. My biggest problem was that other person I was just starting to have feelings for (whom I already knew for a year now so you understand it's hard for me to feel anything for anyone that soon), but I knew nothing was going to happen between me and that dude. So as you see when he came up I was already having that in my life. I know he was sure of what he wanted but I was trying to get over someone else. So I couldn't ask of him to wait for me until I'm ready to move on because it's not fair for him. So when he said he wanted to be together or nothing at all I let him go. I respected his decision because I knew his heart was going to break more than mine if I didn't. He probably hurt more than me. Maybe he still is. But as I said he was still the only one I ever felt could understand me I wish he was still in my life, I wish he could wait for me but I know he didn't and shouldn't have. For his own good. Life's just like that. I know maybe I seem selfish or like I'm playing the victim but this is just my point of view. He came at a wrong time in my life and it wasn't meant to be... I don't blame him for leaving I just wish he remembers it was his choice to end everything so quickly. (So that he doesn't feel like I rejected him or be discouraged to live his life in the future).
@@no-vo9bm well, your thinking is just as flawed as his. You thought it wouldn't be fair to ask him to wait, but for a guy like that, any chance at all to be with the person they loved, they would take it, no matter the wait, and if you had simply asked him to wait for a few years, it's then his choice to follow it. It's unfair to tell him that he didn't have a chance, but your right, it wouldn't be fair to tell him to wait. You were in a situation where you you were gonna hurt him anyways, but one would hurt him more, the one you chose hurt him more. You probably don't realize that. Maybe I'm wrong, I've been wrong before, but I would've rathered having a chance than not having one at all, and I think he was the same. You may not have liked him, but he did confess himself to you, I'm not saying you should have told him yes, I'm saying that choices of words do matter. If you had told him, "I have feelings for someone else right now, if your willing to wait for these feelings to go away, maybe we can give a relationship a try, so if your okay with waiting for me, then let's stay friends for now, you can make any moves you want" if you said this, it gives him hope and eventually, if the time comes, maybe feelings for him would've come and both of you would've been happy, but if you were to say, "I don't really think of you in that way, I like being friends with you, I can relate to you, so could we stay as friends instead of more than that?" And it could change things. Speech can change everything. Him doing that definitely made you the victim of one thing, but he was a victim to heartbreak. I know that feeling way too well, it just makes sure that you never want to be near the person who broke your heart, but if you were to tell him he had a chance, even just a small one, he wouldn't have been like that. Him being able to continue is something is on him. We all try to find out reason, he wanted his to be you, even if it wasn't permanent. I don't want you to think you were wrong tho. You made you choice, and he chose to be broken by it, he was a victim, not of yours, but of heartbreak, and you were a victim of his heartbreak. It sucks, I know it does, but it was his choice
Always listened to this at the end of my runs always made those cold nights at the beach a little bit better
I'm depressed thx for this you keep me alive
I relate to this wayyy to much but ay am still here...love y’all.
Hope your doing well Lad
@@ChinstF am doing alright mate
Feel like I’m in another world when I just lay down close my eyes and listen too this
Ive been going through rough stuff right now and listening to your music makes me happy and its giving me a feeling u made it threw the same stuff or stuff thats nearly the same
i just wanna say thanks for reaching my Heart with singing
Yes! This was my favourite Solace song including Who am I? Lots of love Jake.
One of your best songs Jake, your music is so much to me and I idolize you a lot ❤️
Keep up the good work brother 🔥
"You don't know what's best for me unless you've been though it" This is so deep
New favorite song ❤️
Ik this song word for word, it never gets old😪💯
[Intro]
Lemme show you just how far I can go
I've been running away
The only road I know
Misery Ave, yeah listen to that
That's the sound of all the tears leaking out of my bag
I been back in the vill'e, the vill'e ain't nothin' to fill
Used to be my solace now it's always sucking the will
Right up out of my chest
I'm down and out it's the best
I'm drowning out with no vest
Don't mean to make you upset
Don't mean to make you upset
[Chorus]
I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you
I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free
[Verse]
Laying in the bed like who's the stranger I've turned into
I write it to remind me it's okay to have some issues
Mentally
That's the topic that I got some history
I'm scared of what they'll think
I'll keep it in, still got my dignity
Internally I'm empty, I know you can't really tell it
If I wanna do the things I wanna do that makes me selfish
But these people need to understand my health comes first
Heaven seems so out of reach, cause it's been hell on earth
Got some demons ridin' with me as I write this verse
I could crash into the wall, or I could fight this curse
I know it's a losing battle, you can't tell me shit
You don't know what's best for me, unless you've been through it
[Bridge]
Damn
I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
[Chorus]
I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you
I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free
Thanks
U didn't need to do this it's already in the description
@@summerb1326 yeah but it's like not full if you pay attention, so I just wanted to put the whole lyrics
This song perfectly describes my life right now. I have been searching for my soul for so long. Sometimes I think that this earth is not ment for me. I should disappear and wonder of to a different universe. However I will walk as far as my heart can take me. Until I discovered the true purpose of myself.
Love you Jake! Great tune! Please make more!
I'm happy to see you progress on your Career/Songs.
Keep up the good work! 😊
Jakes songs have gotten me through tough times and he raps about raw and true feelings. I hope he continues to grow till he receives the recognition he deserves.
hey jake if you have the time to read and reply to this i just want to say i love your music and once i have a hard time i listen to your music and i found your music when my dad put it on, ext. and what i just want to say is thank you jake btw if you reply (no force) it will brightin up my life thank you jake
This song is hellishly relatable lately. Stay strong, I wish you the best of luck.
Man i hope ppl are accualy listening to his lyrics because there deep
Triggering Thieves I’m listening and its
The lyrics are the only thing I truly care for in the songs I listen to
“You don’t know what’s best for me unless you’ve been through it”, this shit too good
I swear this song describes how I feel about my life right now
Same
Yall got this ! It gets better
kami yung I feel u
I am the same way. This song fits my life
Same
BRILLIANT! The animations set the song off. I love the demons, the anxiety, the depression coming out and following the singer. I love it. Your song dropped when I got more bad news while carrying a heavy load. It helped. Going to play it again.
"Hope someone just like me will come along and set me free"
I relate to this alot,
Since someone has set me free
I
Respect from turkey 🖐❤
+1
you are one of the most underrated artists i've ever seen. you are truly talented, continue doing what you are! im pretty sure you will be famous one day❤
Love the animation in this video. This song is definitely going in my playlist.
Amazing Jake! Love your stuff! Way to go bud!
When you think every possible word combination already exists and then Jake hits you with those lines. Damn son, this is art
Funny how this song is about depression and it got me through my depression
I hope you are doing well.
hopefully your doing great now
Don’t worry I’m all good now
I've been jamming Jake's chill stuff lately and I appreciate it so much.
I love the art which is a huge compliment from an anime weeb.
Your music has helped myself and probably so many others through hard times, and I just wanted to say personally thank you so much for helping me and all the other lost hurting souls on this planet ❤️
Jake please keep it up you are amazing bro💪🏻🔥🔥
Got this on repeat, we need more like this
The lyric is damm relatable.
Been here since the beginning, still a strong fan. The music helps me alot. It help get me through the toughest times i had been through. And its still keeping me going. Stay strong, and keep making music.❤❤
When you’re alone all the time, it’s easy to forget who you are
True. I'm still trying to remember myself
just keep it together man. As one who is older and STILL going through it, it's hard but you gotta keep movin.
OKAY THIS IS SOOO AMAZING IT MADE ME SMILE A SUPERBAD DAY THANKS FOR THIS FREAKIN GIFT
This is a sad song tho e.e
@@ShiNoNaiHasu i meant the animations with Jake I liked that
Best music video of the year
Some people listen to this amazing music because of how it sounds, I can feel his pain and it’s so bizarre.
Same here
every single time i see that jake drops a song im just in awe again and again and i think i speak for all of ur fans when i say thank you
Я человек простой, вижу новый трек от Jake hill’а, сразу ставлю оценку (Годно)
I love your music man. I first heard you from a Spotify suggestion and it was one of the most perfect times for it too. I had been going through a lot of stressful times and actually almost ended my life but then I heard your music and it really got my feelings up and I felt like it really helped idc what people say. Your music is the best and I listen to it almost everyday
That's fire like any other songs by you ♥
HOLY FUCK DUDE YEAH FINALLY I'VE WATCHED THE LIVESTREAM FOR SO LONG
When the Mustang magically transformed into a BRZ.
car niggas be like
Lmao
Or a Toyota 86. There is also another model of car, I forget tho. The three are the triplets because they look the same.
Up close oh a Mustang cool than magically turns to Frs/Brz
@@br2451 Yeah the BRZ the GT86 and the FRS.
(I don’t know what else I can say I guess I’ll sit and wast away) Favorite line of the whole song
Same since I heard it it’s been stuck in my head I know comments 11 months ago lmao
When your dad can’t find his way home from the store
This happened to my friends dad he been lost since he turned 2
this comment is great
Yo man if you are for real depressed just think of all these people that you inspire and keep away from falling apart. For me you are a massive inspiration and your music is like hope that I am not the only one feeling different from one another
You made this song just one day after my birthday
You are one of the all time greatest and most full of purpose inspirations, Jake. Always know that, never forget.
Am i the only one thinking that even the demons feel bad for him at 1:43
I’ve been listening to you for a while now and I don’t regret any of it. My friends also like you’re music and I really hope you will continue to put out this awesome music. I also wish you all the best in your life.
Demons are so hard to fight when you’re alone. Sometimes I want to scream for help but feel like no one should listen. Why drag others down with me?
The-Dan-Signal I hear you brother
That moment when Jake Hill has a whole vibe thats unique to his music❤
"Damn" I feel this song tho.
AMAZING!! The flow was absolute🔥And speaks SO MUCH!
I'm tired of seeing these comments sayin that "Oh Jake, your song is straight 🔥" or "I've never clicked so fast" like stfu. Do you hear what he's saying? He's sad, and wants someone like him to come along. He wants to be happy. Do you think he's happy by reading the same things over and over again?? Ask how he's doin or take some time out of you day to write him a message or a comment or sumn. Stop caring about yourself and ask how he's doin.
Mate. It's a song, we can't know if he is thinking everything he said in the song
@@ShiNoNaiHasu Well, since he is a lyrical artist, I assume what he says is his own thoughts
@@anthonymorales5956 People who say such things as you suggested are merely paying compliments towards his work, how is that a bad thing?..
@@ukTamas Its not a bad thing. The thing is it can get annoying and repetitive. MY OWN OPINION on this is that no one is caring about how he is feeling. They are being inconsoderate and only using him for his music
@@anthonymorales5956 I believe he would say if he found compliments annoying and repetitive, which sounds ridiculous and I doubt is the case. Also, your opinion of absolutely no one caring about his feelings in his entire community is equally as absurd.
Every now I then I comeback to this song and play it on loop 🥺
Haven't ever clicked a notification so fast
You do what you need to jake we support you with every decision.
Never clicked this fast on a notification before lol
Same
Same here
I listen to this song everytime I feel like hurting myself, it’s helped me through a lot honestly…
Same...
@@primalvelocity3811 I hope you get through whatever brought you back to this song
@@DJR4TL3Y Thank you, that means a lot, I appreciate it, as I do for you. I hope the same for you.
@@primalvelocity3811 thank you
yeah the songs fire and all but..
those yeezy 750s are rad
Nah there air max’s
Love Jake’s music. Hope everything’s going good for ya.
It dose not matter you will always get up because you are still here jake 🤙😁
Underrated song
Oml I clicked so fast Jake you're such an amazing artist and you're so underrated keep being you bro 🔥
This hits now that I’m older 🥲
Not first, but I’m here early. Anyone else ?
Same
Charlie Charlie Always...
Thank you so much. Your music with Josh also has gotten me through this past year. I'm not sure I'd be here if I didn't find your guys stuff. Just thank you.
me too
I haven't tapped on a notification so fast in my life
DWEEZY for real 😂
Same
Bro same here
I left pornhub for this video 😂🤘🏻
same tbh
Oh hell yeah Jake back at it again. Keep doing what you're doing. You're amazing
911 operator: 911 whats your emergency
me:my house is on fire because...
911 operator: what dont tell me jake hills new banger
Never heard of this guy... was on the shitter tryna find a different song but litteraly stumbled across this. Hits my heart. I got hard crazy mental issues and other demons.... shit.... only thing is talkin it out... shit gets rough but this really hits home
Ok
At 2:06 Jae55555 gave Jake some cheeks
Lowkey not even depressed anymore but you made me feel that i was never alone just in solace phase i love you jake keep making these bangers
Honestly didn't like the animation but the song is a favorite
I don't normally comment on things. You are not alone! Your music touches so many people!