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    In this episode of Deep Dive we will be diving deep into Tila Tequila… Her rise to fame through Myspace, becoming an MTV reality star & the never ending downward spiral that occurred after her engagement to heiress Casey Johnson.
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  • @DeepDiveProductions
    @DeepDiveProductions  Год назад +70

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    • @aoife-ne7ot
      @aoife-ne7ot 11 месяцев назад

      😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

    • @aoife-ne7ot
      @aoife-ne7ot 11 месяцев назад

      😊

    • @ItsaKindOfMagic86
      @ItsaKindOfMagic86 7 месяцев назад +1

      Tila wanted fame thru being outrageous and attention seeking, when she was losing it due to the growth of social media she took a deal to be a representation as their "avatar" of their depicition as a "far Right" conspiracy nutter so they can push their narrative. So painfully obivious but ppl cant see how it is so manufactured becuz of their own confirmation bias. So sick of the mediaLies controlling the fragile social fabric with these paid puppets acting out on social media. And ppl just buy into it and fall for it as legit? wtf!? or she is just a gigantic troll for clicks and more attention. Well it serves her & media goals from the looks of it. Disappointing ppl lost the ability to question the farce social media portrays in this world

  • @emacias1473
    @emacias1473 Год назад +2733

    I felt so bad for the little girl having to be in the car with her mom acting crazy.. you can tell she's used to it too.

    • @DMRJ53
      @DMRJ53 Год назад +27

      Same

    • @TheSoftestGirlYouKnow
      @TheSoftestGirlYouKnow Год назад +123

      Me too! I was watching that part just feeling so sad for her... I hope she's in a supportive environment and is able to work through her childhood trauma to become a happy adult.

    • @djwalkerfemaledj
      @djwalkerfemaledj Год назад +15

      Little girls she has two daughters

    • @itsjust_Q
      @itsjust_Q Год назад +4

      @@djwalkerfemaledjno she doesn’t, she only has one daughter.

    • @SpicyPlur
      @SpicyPlur Год назад +29

      Omg and the fact she did it in a blackcent

  • @taylorg2320
    @taylorg2320 Год назад +1523

    Post aneurysm Tila sounds exactly like my friend's schizophrenic ex boyfriend. There's a really specific pattern of nonsensical thinking that you can recognize after you've seen someone go through it. It bothers me that people make fun of it when she desperately needs intervention.

    • @pheeuh
      @pheeuh Год назад +11

      Yes 😢

    • @LorraineVirginie
      @LorraineVirginie Год назад +61

      Honestly I don’t know how much she could even be helped… she had an aneurysm and her brain was clearly affected by it…

    • @MrAyeru
      @MrAyeru Год назад +97

      I completely agree my brother has schizoeffective disorder, and the pattern of random religious, and extreme beliefs is right on with it. She apologizes after she's not manic and then goes back into it.

    • @ania5038
      @ania5038 Год назад +67

      I really don't think it was the aneurysm that caused the change. I think she would have spiralled into now either way because the entertainment industry tends to chew people up and spit them out real quick. She was already making outlandish statements before like essentially claiming to have popularized the internet and bisexuality.

    • @jessicacollins4042
      @jessicacollins4042 Год назад +1

      Yeah 🙁 its sad

  • @Zazzysylvester
    @Zazzysylvester Год назад +1449

    Sad that she isn’t receiving the helps she needs. She seemed super sweet and genuine in her early days.

    • @jcsub294
      @jcsub294 Год назад +23

      exactly

    • @Cantetinza17
      @Cantetinza17 Год назад +53

      She was drugged up in her early years. That's why she seemed sweet.

    • @Samantha-vj4sd
      @Samantha-vj4sd Год назад +63

      It was probably a front bc she knew how to manipulate ppl into liking her

    • @LalaaCherry
      @LalaaCherry Год назад +47

      I think she took too much acid, ghb, Molly, ketamine,somthing

    • @ghost_type_eevee7
      @ghost_type_eevee7 Год назад +14

      It’s hard to give help to someone who does not want it or disagrees with others assessments of what is going on.

  • @twindrill2852
    @twindrill2852 Год назад +1735

    I can’t imagine the horror stories her kids will share when they grow old. Living with a parent as unstable as Tila is a bonafide nightmare, and I hope that they can be taken away from her before she irreparably damages them.

    • @ragnhild2674
      @ragnhild2674 Год назад +58

      I didn't even know she has kids 💔

    • @Gotye5223
      @Gotye5223 Год назад +20

      @@ragnhild2674she has 2 kids

    • @krystinaxxlea
      @krystinaxxlea Год назад +25

      @@Gotye5223 I'd hope the father's would fight for custody but who knows.

    • @MaraJadeSkky
      @MaraJadeSkky Год назад +68

      @@krystinaxxlea he has tried to get custody but the county is very pro-mom regardless of the reality. Such a shame. A family court judge shouldn't have a bias, it should only be about what's in the childrens' best interest.

    • @krystinaxxlea
      @krystinaxxlea Год назад +33

      @@MaraJadeSkky I would say I agree with you because I went thru similar shit when I was a kid. But now a days I know alot of dads who've recieved full custody of their kids so the court system has started to realize being sexist and assuming all mothers are good mothers isn't reality and is coming to an end. Slowly but it's happening. So hopefully they are successful in the future. Personally my dad fought 11 years for custody and literally got it when inwas 17 and my sister was 15. It was a fight he never stopped fighting for and it only happened because I went 007 and found proof to give the judge.

  • @Hanavannin
    @Hanavannin 11 месяцев назад +261

    I had no idea she spiralled so much. It was like one day she just disappeared, didn't realise she was out here doing the absolute most. Her poor daughter.

    • @yeetnama9094
      @yeetnama9094 Месяц назад

      She just told the truth about the Jews. Then POOF gone....bc the Jews TOTALLY don't control the industry, that's a conspiracy theory

  • @msdixieblues
    @msdixieblues Год назад +777

    As a partially deaf person I just wanted to mention that you both have great speaking voices and easy to follow your information. Thank you.

    • @DeepDiveProductions
      @DeepDiveProductions  Год назад +125

      Oh my goodness thank you so so much✨ you made my morning💓

    • @MaryLoveJane
      @MaryLoveJane Год назад +38

      Yeah I was really bummed there was no closed captioning option on this video but they speak clearly enough that I can still enjoy it 🤩

  • @CaraHTheRealCie
    @CaraHTheRealCie Год назад +766

    Having worked for many years with people suffering from dementia, I feel that the brain aneurysm she suffered caused catastrophic changes in her thinking process. Her religious outbursts are also similar to things said by people living with untreated schizophrenia. Sadly, it's unlikely she'll ever be normal again. I have compassion for her, but it would be difficult to be in the company of someone saying the things she says.

    • @jeeess9979
      @jeeess9979 Год назад +5

      yeah and Im sure Britney Spears has dementia too

    • @lynnlynn9124
      @lynnlynn9124 Год назад +13

      @@kimcoderoni3495 I agree that extreme cases of bipolar can cause the delusional behavior, but some of the patients I speak to seem coherent and realize that the behavior was delusional, once they are out of that state. The primary delusions for schizophrenia (in the US) are religion /Jesus and government related, but that could be that it is just because those are often two major things on the news or in people's lives. Maybe in an Islamic country, the primary delusions involve Mohammed or Allah. Regardless, it definitely seems to be along the lines of bipolar or one of the schizo disorders esp schizoaffective which is a combo of schizophrenia and mood disorder eg bipolar.

    • @jg4624
      @jg4624 Год назад +10

      I have similar work experience and can also say that delusions can be caused by brain damage . Some people with dementia or post stroke ect can develop delusions thoughts due to cognitive abilities being affected. They can become very naive, gullible, unreasonable (unable to process information) and reckless )lack of risk awareness). All of this can contribute to them becoming delusional.

    • @Jenvlogs404
      @Jenvlogs404 Год назад +4

      I agree with the reIig part only, especially ones in deserts or caves, but why is this one always let go yet so many viIe history or texts against it, and it’s one of the oldest and unique roots.

    • @alexandrapettibon4575
      @alexandrapettibon4575 7 месяцев назад

      ​@@jeeess9979 why do you think that? I think Ms Spears is using drugs heavily which is making her act unstable.

  • @krystinaxxlea
    @krystinaxxlea Год назад +324

    Her making videos while driving in the car, with her kid, screaming about how she's jesus' wife is so disturbing. I'm actually worried about her kids.

    • @arielsoracle3631
      @arielsoracle3631 11 месяцев назад +28

      She made a video recently where she implied her daughter got molested by a man in her care but then deleted it after getting dragged. Someone needs to call CPS.

  • @mandapaige1
    @mandapaige1 Год назад +152

    Her talking about the death of her supposed fiancé is so detached. It’s obvious she is on something but she is so distance from any real emotion. This is very sad

  • @longlivebeans
    @longlivebeans Год назад +1331

    Never underestimate the power of traumatic brain injury. It doesn’t excuse her disgusting behavior or views but it definitely adds a thick layer of context & nuance. If you’ve ever known someone who has dealt with TBI, you know how dark it can get.

    • @psychomaia
      @psychomaia Год назад +19

      I feel like I missed something when did she have the brain injury? I watched the whole video but don’t remember this 😭

    • @Grace-pc1de
      @Grace-pc1de Год назад

      @@psychomaia 27:40 she had a near fatal brain aneurysm due to an od

    • @jbates725
      @jbates725 Год назад +13

      @@psychomaia I didn't see that anywhere either.

    • @psychomaia
      @psychomaia Год назад +3

      @@Grace-pc1de ohhh ok thank you I appreciate it! I must’ve been distracted🙃

    • @sumer3270
      @sumer3270 Год назад +14

      @@psychomaia i think the commenter might’ve been confusing an aneurysm with a tbi

  • @hailieisabitch
    @hailieisabitch Год назад +324

    The *baptizing* random children in A STRANGER’S bath tub part is absolutely wild. Those kids were ready to go too!!

    • @lynnlynn9124
      @lynnlynn9124 Год назад +41

      How was she not arrested? That's insane!

    • @vampire_umbra_queen
      @vampire_umbra_queen Год назад +38

      That was some scary predator shit right there. Should've been reported

    • @CelebrityTarotReadings
      @CelebrityTarotReadings 11 месяцев назад +20

      She should have been arrested for kidnapping.

    • @viceb7
      @viceb7 11 месяцев назад +13

      DUDE SERIOUSLY - she could've easily Andrea Yates those kids wtaf!! How did her kid not her taken away for any of this?? That was the most insane part to me, I'd be throwing hands if I found my kid there

    • @geraldinelafayette1838
      @geraldinelafayette1838 6 месяцев назад +13

      The grandma said “YOU ARE NOT THE CHURCH!”
      😂😂😂

  • @ahuyx
    @ahuyx 7 месяцев назад +96

    tila is a combination of addiction, outsiders taking advantage of her, and health reasons. seeing her now is sad i honestly feel terrible for her

  • @jessikajynx
    @jessikajynx Год назад +502

    Tila tequila is such a sad story. I met her at her book signing and she was so nice. It makes me wonder if she just snapped or was her thought process always off?

    • @chloegianna3837
      @chloegianna3837 Год назад +163

      I think the brain aneurism forever changed her braib

    • @jessikajynx
      @jessikajynx Год назад +42

      @@chloegianna3837 after watching the full video I thought "well that answers my question."

    • @Cantetinza17
      @Cantetinza17 Год назад +92

      I think it was always a little off, but I think that anurisem did the final bit of damage.

    • @tabortoothtiger7580
      @tabortoothtiger7580 Год назад +73

      @@chloegianna3837 Yeah. I know that a couple of concussions from football can literally alter who a person is. My brother had a brain bleed in his frontal lobe that healed on its own by the time they found it, and it caused irreversible damage and changed a lot of his personality. He still struggles with PCS today at 31, when he had those brain injuries at 16 and 17 during high school football. He got addicted to meth because it "helped" the headaches he had because of the injury. So several decades of drama and trauma for the rest of us in the family. So really, I can imagine that a brain aneurysm would be a complete personality altering issue. So many stories of people with head trauma or brain injuries that have completely changed in personality from what they used to be. People seem to not realize just how much brain injuries can alter a person's whole life.

    • @selaphim9941
      @selaphim9941 Год назад

      They did the same thing they did to Kanye - as soon as they want you cancelled they MK-ULTRA you so you can do it yourself - both all of a sudden became alt-right hitler sympathisers as soon as the media couldn't gain off them the way they wanted

  • @kaydiglawson7767
    @kaydiglawson7767 Год назад +265

    It's so sad to see what has become of her. I'm older so I remember her in her prime. Fame is to hard for a lot of people.

    • @taylormacneil6239
      @taylormacneil6239 Год назад +5

      Same. It’s really sad

    • @breezyb5536
      @breezyb5536 Год назад +4

      “Too hard” is such a good way to put it.

    • @user-id3bu4vn8q
      @user-id3bu4vn8q Год назад +9

      It’s unnatural. Every celeb will crash and burn sooner or later. Some have a longer run than others but it always end the same way

  • @elisa-beary
    @elisa-beary Год назад +480

    This is heartbreaking. Truly. I’m so sick of people in the media continuing to make a mockery of people with such clear mental health issues that have just seen and been through too much. Growing up in a cult during her formative years, to Hollywood, to the death of the person she wanted to marry around anyone love was clearly what she was seeking. All of it documented, judged and mocked. Who wouldn’t crack eventually? Gonna watch the Casey Johnson next.

    • @danieller665
      @danieller665 Год назад +44

      Exactly. She is very very ill, she had a traumatic brain injury. People cling to very bad and delusional things in that state of mind. I truly feel so sad for her.

    • @ville666sora
      @ville666sora Год назад +30

      Exactly. I'm sick of seeing people treat celebrities/famous people as if they aren't real human beings. Like they're solely just entertainment or a product.

    • @trashbasket11
      @trashbasket11 Год назад

      How old are you guys? If you're old enough to have been on MySpace you should be old enough to remember Tila was a violent mean person that would lie about every single detail of her life for attention. She wore nazi costumes well before her health issues.

    • @Red1Green2Blue3
      @Red1Green2Blue3 Год назад

      She's an actual Nazi lol I'm sure your sympathy could be better spent elsewhere. Plenty of people go through extreme traumas without becoming Nazis.

    • @schiffelers3944
      @schiffelers3944 11 месяцев назад +7

      After also having seen the Casey Johnson case video - not sure Tila is fully innocent in the passing of Casey.
      I also feel sorry for her daughter who was in the backseat of the car in one of the videos....
      I also feel sorry for Tila, and the life she had that was so formative and influential to her as she is now.
      I with all you said up to: All of it documented - in part by herself.
      I do agree again with the: Who wouldn't crack eventually.

  • @nateclipps
    @nateclipps Год назад +478

    One thing I’ve noticed with people who fall down extremist pipelines is that their *typically* unstable. A lot of speakers/ or “leaders” for these extremist groups like to pray upon young or mentally unwell people. And I see it with Tila a lot, and it’s sad to see. I really hope she gets the help she deserves instead of using social media as some form of therapy.

    • @tochiagu
      @tochiagu Год назад +21

      It reminded me of Kanye. Sad to watch...

    • @ania5038
      @ania5038 Год назад +11

      It seems like both Kanye and Tila are bipolar. I obviously don't know for sure but they both have a lot of bizarre beliefs especially in themselves and their self-esteem.

    • @ville666sora
      @ville666sora Год назад +8

      True. It seems that people who develop these types of beliefs later in life do so as a result of mental illness or some sort of trauma, usually, while people who have held these beliefs for their entire lives are usually raised that way.

    • @xXluluchanelXx
      @xXluluchanelXx Год назад +6

      @@ania5038 I'm not the only older millennial in this comment section who definitely remembers a fully different Tila in the mid-00s. wild, yes, but thoughtful and at least -relatively- down to earth. this person she is now is not who she was and it's not an act, you're right.

    • @lalakuma9
      @lalakuma9 11 месяцев назад +5

      @@ania5038 She's not just bipolar. She literally had brain aneurysm.

  • @elizrebezilmadommdo1662
    @elizrebezilmadommdo1662 Год назад +404

    Wow. Just wow. Tila Tequila walked so Kanye West could run. I was NOT prepared for the Nazi stuff. I really didn't know much about this woman, aside from her reality show and her relationship with Casey Johnson (and I only found out about her because of your other video you made about her).

    • @AstrologyIllustrated
      @AstrologyIllustrated Год назад +27

      that was my immediate thought.... honestly its weird that they go crazy in the same way with the same weird historical references... like there may be an actual conspiracy here... or something we dont understand about psychology, idk crazy...

    • @nikkibyrd703
      @nikkibyrd703 Год назад +5

      Ye and Tila Tequila are not the same.

    • @deprimada3560
      @deprimada3560 Год назад +16

      @@AstrologyIllustrated Drugs are not kind on the brain

    • @justintime6242
      @justintime6242 Год назад +16

      @@nikkibyrd703 The n@zi thing is kinda crazy though. That parallel is a bit unnerving. Like honestly out of all the people in history, why revert to that particular person?

    • @fluffedsquirrel
      @fluffedsquirrel Год назад

      ​@@justintime6242Many conspiracy theories contain that element. Tila and Kanye probably went down a conspiracy theory rabbit hole and started believing everything to be "facts" instead of just "theories". It happens to a lot of non-celebrities too. When they go into full "conspiracy mode" they start to appear crazy to everyone else.

  • @krystinaxxlea
    @krystinaxxlea Год назад +131

    Her saying Casey had issues in an interview while Tila is stumbling over her words and slurring is just ridiculous. She needs to get honest with herself.

    • @enkidu213
      @enkidu213 Год назад +13

      Both can be true statements.

    • @krystinaxxlea
      @krystinaxxlea Год назад +22

      @@enkidu213 that's what I'm saying....she's obviously under the influence while talking about someone, who can't defend themselves, drug abuse. They were both obviously using but for her to act like she's sober when she's obviously not while talking about the supposed love of her life's and her substance abuse is the problem

  • @queenofpents3442
    @queenofpents3442 11 месяцев назад +65

    Man she started out a hustler, personable, and business savvy to absolute nuts. That a tragedy.

  • @picahudsoniaunflocked5426
    @picahudsoniaunflocked5426 Год назад +220

    Nothing is ever going to convince me Dr Drew ever acts in good faith & is the last person who should have access to someone in need of help. I don't know much about him but he just gives major Creepy User-of-Other-People Vibes.

    • @karabartley
      @karabartley Год назад +18

      You should have watched celebrity rehab, he genuinely did care. I had the same idea and obviously a lot of stuff is for TV but he was very compassionate with people. He retired because he was tired of watching his former patients die, but addiction has a huge mortality rate as it is, which I think speaks volumes. He's definitely an odd dude but in a room of bad people, he's the voice of reason.

    • @La-PetitMort
      @La-PetitMort 2 месяца назад +1

      ​@@karabartleyif he cared he'd help them off camera and not exploit their illnesses

    • @karabartley
      @karabartley 2 месяца назад

      @@La-PetitMort he tried, he literally made house calls and shit if they were patients on his roster. He asked them to stop filming when Seth Binzer was smoking crack on top of the rehab and was visibly upset that they were filming. It was AWESOME TV, however I always remember his disapproving face. Exploitive or not, he drew a line and it was commendable. You can't save everyone, again, why he retired.

    • @amber-jade1938
      @amber-jade1938 Месяц назад

      Then you don't know much about Dr. Drew Pinsky. He genuinely cares as much as he can as a human, and an addiction doctor

  • @lucguay4235
    @lucguay4235 Год назад +205

    Great documentary! Tila was the original influencer, or the blueprint of how to do it, i always said it. She is a big part of 00's pop culture. But that downfall is just ....really terrible and sad.

  • @trala8911
    @trala8911 Год назад +75

    Wow, that footage of her raving with the kiddo in the backseat is absolutely heartbreaking 😔

    • @MrMsLoveLee
      @MrMsLoveLee Год назад +14

      Right, the daughter didn't even blink an eye at her mom talking all crazy! 🤷🏾

  • @michellesakura1
    @michellesakura1 Год назад +81

    losing Casey, drug use and nearly dying 3 times. yeah she's been through a lot of shit. I clearly don't agree with her antics but it's hard to not feel for that. Can't believe she rose and fell soooo hard

  • @Caeljharden
    @Caeljharden Год назад +868

    Wow. It’s so crazy that Tila invented bisexuality.

    • @queenzentertainmentinc.6338
      @queenzentertainmentinc.6338 Год назад +60

      😂😂😂😂

    • @Cantetinza17
      @Cantetinza17 Год назад +89

      In her own mind she did.

    • @g1lol
      @g1lol Год назад +54

      and the internet!!

    • @psychomaia
      @psychomaia Год назад +43

      Hahahahah this is gold. I was born before that show happened and am bisexual so she really must be the bride of Christ. I’m going to thank her for using her holy powers to make me bisexual.

    • @DutchIsraeli
      @DutchIsraeli Год назад +13

      Yeah I was screaming at that! 🤣

  • @therobotdevil2284
    @therobotdevil2284 Год назад +39

    I'm so worried for her daughter. And every child who must live with unstable parents.

  • @smolandlargealiens8810
    @smolandlargealiens8810 Год назад +58

    I used to love watching Tila. I was a little too young to realize what was going on. Now as an adult, I realize just how scary the situation is. She has literally abused her daughters on live (hitting them, screaming at them and threatening to beat the day lights out of them) and the fact that people still donate and give her money makes me absolutely sick. She needs to have her children taken away, they don’t deserve to live a life like this

    • @lynnlynn9124
      @lynnlynn9124 Год назад +8

      Why does she need GoFundMes if her husband Jesus is giving her trillions?

    • @smolandlargealiens8810
      @smolandlargealiens8810 Год назад

      @@lynnlynn9124 good question 🤣

  • @muchachx8067
    @muchachx8067 Год назад +128

    i really do hope she starts getting the help she needs. young tila tequila seems really nice and honest and just trying to be genuine.

    • @Fryjnkk
      @Fryjnkk Год назад +17

      She was saying inflammatory offensive things on twitter wayyy before the aneurysm. I remember her antics and weiiiird posts from like 2009

    • @soniat4895
      @soniat4895 Год назад +5

      She was proud of turning people to sin. What is good about that?

    • @courtneymsx
      @courtneymsx Год назад

      ​@@Fryjnkk yeah I think she's always had mental issues, the aneurysm just escalated it

    • @xXluluchanelXx
      @xXluluchanelXx Год назад

      @@soniat4895 lmao if being bisexual is a sin then I'll see you in hell, Sonia.

  • @Hiiiiiiiiieeee
    @Hiiiiiiiiieeee Год назад +87

    I don’t hate AG1 but it’s so damn expensive. It’s extremely unrealistic for most people to spend nearly $100 a month just on a supplement powder. And I really didn’t like the fact that they say so much of its proprietary blend and they don’t give you exact amounts of each ingredient. So you really don’t know if you’re getting beneficial amounts of everything. I tried it and was really into the hype at first but after a little more research, I really don’t think it’s as amazing as everyone makes it out to be.

    • @blaah9999
      @blaah9999 Год назад +17

      Like a majority of youtuber sponsored products. 😢

    • @Jostollbk
      @Jostollbk Год назад +7

      Yeah I question the quality of the product so they even have studies showing efficacy to ask for 100 dls they better prove is top tier

  • @lucathesadman
    @lucathesadman Год назад +35

    Tila Tequilas a “shot at love” is one of my earliest memories of raunchy reality tv (also reality tv that showed some level of queerness) and I was LIVING for it. I used to watch it on my family’s box tv late at night after I would shower (I hated showers as a kid) and the only channels we had on the upstairs tv was teletoon at night (also why I watched South Park as a kid) and MTV 😭 growing up in the 2000s (not born in them but actually growing up in them as a late 90s baby) was such a wild time

  • @pheeuh
    @pheeuh Год назад +70

    I feel so bad for her. I’m sure her aneurysm caused her dramatic personality change. I hope someone can still help

    • @lg403
      @lg403 Год назад

      How do you get that? I heard mostly older-ish people get that

  • @YardenGolan704
    @YardenGolan704 Год назад +76

    I'm a Jew and a granddaughter of a Holocaust Survivor and actually, I'm truly not offended. I feel sorry for her and her child because she needs mental health help. Someone to help her.

    • @alexandrapettibon4575
      @alexandrapettibon4575 7 месяцев назад +1

      That's understandable
      It doesn't bother me either but I feel bad for her drug addiction plus her mental health issues

    • @EgyptNile
      @EgyptNile 7 месяцев назад +11

      you as a individually don't speak for the whole community. its disgusting what she said nevertheless, and mental illness doesn't excuse it even myself being bipolar and multiple illness i would never use that as a excuse to be racist. yes, she need help but racism and being a nazi never ok.

    • @brighteyes7591
      @brighteyes7591 6 месяцев назад +10

      @@EgyptNilewait until you find out that mental illness varies in severity in every individual person 🤯 extremist beliefs and delusions are very common for people with manic/psychotic disorders.

    • @artsyebonyrose
      @artsyebonyrose 6 месяцев назад +15

      @@EgyptNile they never said they spoke for the community. they're quite literally speaking as an individual in this comment

  • @christina28272
    @christina28272 Год назад +24

    OH god do I feel for her kid. My mom had a bipolar episode when I was 9 and I was sooo scared driving in the car with her.

  • @shayneysmith1017
    @shayneysmith1017 11 месяцев назад +48

    I remember her show like yesterday.. I was in middle school. She definitely made being openly gay/bisexual "cool" in my world. I know plenty of girls that started "coming out" or at least questioning their sexuality shortly after her show got popular. Her show surely had something to do with it becoming so popular or mainstream to share your sexual preference. Now here we are today.

    • @miriahherzog8326
      @miriahherzog8326 6 месяцев назад +3

      I ain't even going to lie I was watching . And yeah, she definitely made it cool, although I recognize now it was so very toxic how she presented it.

    • @goodgolly4726
      @goodgolly4726 5 месяцев назад

      Same

  • @courtneymsx
    @courtneymsx Год назад +57

    I remember following her every move on MySpace (I was a teenager and was so easily influenced), I hate hearing about how bad life has gotten for her 💔 and with children too, I cleaned my act up after having a kid. You either step up to the plate and mature up when having a kid, or you keep going down that sad spiral, it's so so sad.

  • @EnchanterBitter
    @EnchanterBitter Год назад +132

    I feel for her
    She really is trapped in that delusion.
    It might be drug induced psychosis. Happened to me for a month after I got laced drugs.
    Absolutely crazy experience because no one can convince you what you think is reality, actually is not.
    But this is years and years. Hopefully she gets better, some people don’t come back from it.
    And this is also why I always say, THERAPY! THERAPY! THERAPY!
    Not forever, but sometimes we need someone to help teach us and walk us through our emotions and thoughts. A therapist isn’t someone you “pay to care about you”
    You’re paying someone to help you take care of your mental health in better ways.
    Starting to become emotionally aware is such a beautiful thing.
    Emotional intelligence is extremely important .
    BREAK GENERATIONL CURSES
    Be aware and try to learn and change.
    It’s super hard. It’s not a race, and it’s never easy.
    It’s the little victories that mean the most 💖

    • @thatsubthegoddessgirl
      @thatsubthegoddessgirl Год назад +19

      Also been through drug induced psychosis and I totally agree. NOBODY can tell you what you believe isn’t real. The headspace is wild and reality even LOOKS different. So glad it went away with therapy and acute meds.
      So happy you recovered too. Everything you say is 1000% humbling and right. Thank you for your comment 🎉
      Genuinely pray for Tila. She seems to be showing a lot of psychotic symptoms😢

    • @HalfAssEffort
      @HalfAssEffort Год назад +3

      Wow…well said.

    • @AstrologyIllustrated
      @AstrologyIllustrated Год назад +15

      i love that you mentioned generational curses.... her family was in a religious cult so there's definitely a connection there.

  • @litneyloxan
    @litneyloxan Год назад +33

    I used to love Tila when I was younger and living my best life on myspace. When I saw what she started turning into I was absolutely shocked and at such a loss for words about her change.

  • @nikkis7375
    @nikkis7375 Год назад +23

    The fact that (it says online) she still has primary custody of her daughter and is raising her with her hateful beliefs is so sad.

  • @danderson8431
    @danderson8431 Год назад +566

    While she’s definitely been through some stuff, and has had a rough life. However, the fact that she openly hates Black Women makes me, A Black Woman, feel safe with returning that same energy back to her.

    • @hollib3900
      @hollib3900 Год назад +72

      I’m with you! 🙌🏾

    • @syria0110
      @syria0110 Год назад +79

      I, as another black woman, support this decision and I'm with you my sista ✊🏽

    • @NCcatlady
      @NCcatlady Год назад +130

      Also a lot of people go through trauma… it doesn’t excuse racism or being hateful to anybody who is just existing

    • @freelanceopportunist559
      @freelanceopportunist559 Год назад +54

      Don't lower yourself to the level you're complaining about

    • @beautygirl0725
      @beautygirl0725 Год назад +31

      I honestly don't think she does...I think she can't let go of the past and get a "real" job, I think the drugs permanently messed up her brain, and I think she's looking for attention by saying what she knows will get views. She's an incredibly smart person, and just because she did a lot of drugs, and doesn't make the smartest decisions common sense wise, she knows what's going to make her money even if it brings drama and negative feedback, and thats being problematic. That's what she's literally always been known for.

  • @owninfools23
    @owninfools23 Год назад +48

    oh my GOD. i used to be OBSESSED with Tila Tequila in the myspace era. my 14 year old ass had a CRUUUUSSSHHHHHHH. i watched her reality show and everything too haha. obviously with everything that’s come out over the years, i can’t even call myself a fan anymore.

  • @mafeuk
    @mafeuk Год назад +131

    She basically made it cool for bisexual or gay people to be shown in television with few or none judgements. Crazy how that drug overdose made her turn completely into different person.

    • @xXluluchanelXx
      @xXluluchanelXx Год назад +13

      agreed, people joke but her popularity was the first time I finally felt comfortable being openly bi around other people

    • @vvubbihikngidhdhhd
      @vvubbihikngidhdhhd Месяц назад

      ​@@xXluluchanelXxTammy Faye did it way before lol

  • @heatherk1321
    @heatherk1321 Год назад +50

    I remember her downfall! I also remember being in like 7th grade during her dating show and calling the tila tequila hotline talking to probably 20 something year olds. Yikes 😬

  • @MaraJadeSkky
    @MaraJadeSkky Год назад +50

    The sheer amount of hate in that woman's heart...it's tragic.

  • @kt114
    @kt114 Год назад +39

    So sad. Psychosis from drug abuse? Regular psychosis? 🤷‍♀️ I hope she gets help and can recover if that’s the case. I feel for her daughter more than anything.

    • @lg403
      @lg403 Год назад

      Overdosed and had an

  • @puffpax666
    @puffpax666 Год назад +62

    Hope the brief Snooki mention is a sign that a Snooki deep dive is coming uwu

  • @sunnydayforever119
    @sunnydayforever119 Год назад +133

    I actually feel bad for her, I don't think she was a bad person, I feel like the industry is a dark, and dangerous world to be a part of , especially for vulnerable people like her. You did a great job on your video 😊

    • @AC-bk1jg
      @AC-bk1jg 11 месяцев назад

      I’f you are racist you pretty much are a bad person like what is wrong with you guys for completely ignoring this and wanting to feel bad for a Nazi.T his her karma

  • @Jennzelnick
    @Jennzelnick Год назад +42

    I had no idea she spiraled like this. Wow. I wondered where she went.

    • @TylerJenner
      @TylerJenner 3 месяца назад

      same this was such a good watch but i’m literally sobbing cryinng because it’s just sad. but entertaining and interesting to see that this can happen to a human:(

  • @elizabethpaxton9416
    @elizabethpaxton9416 Год назад +62

    I think there's a clear distinction, in behavior, between pre-aneurysm Tila, and post-aneurysm Tila...This woman is obviously struggling with her mental health, and could probably use some compassion and understanding from the World, considering. Just read the ridiculous nature of some of these offensive claims, they are laughably absurd, at best! Unconscious cries for help and attention? It just makes me feel unbelievably sorry for her, really....Get well, Ms. Tequila!❤️‍🩹

  • @smokeasmrme
    @smokeasmrme 11 месяцев назад +25

    i really think she was extremely abused through out her time in the industry... and it finally broke her. so many woman try to come out about their abusive famous bfs/ sport players and they never get heard an the men get protected... though the thing she says nowdays are beyond.. i still will always feel bad for her and know something had to have made her crack and now shes just mentally unwell

    • @MPPG663
      @MPPG663 6 месяцев назад +2

      Right. I think women aren't honest about the mental damage that comes from entering the s3x industry and talking about how "liberated" they feel.

    • @vvubbihikngidhdhhd
      @vvubbihikngidhdhhd Месяц назад

      The abuse of drugs gave her an aneurysm, that's why, Tila was vocal about what was going on in her life and she seemed to be really honest about her life, it's just that people don't really understand how much an aneurysm can change the perception of a person, I think it's not that deep, she didn't have a strong system around her and that's what led her to her downfall

  • @11luciacifer11
    @11luciacifer11 Год назад +50

    ironically, her being brought up buddhist is funny because the story of sidartha is very similar, a very protected sheltered wealthy prince who became independently intrigued by the world outside the protective gates of his little estate that his parents kept him protected in. idk the contrast of her story in the beginning and siddarthas is apparent to me. she had that buddha like mind in her, she wanted to find her own truth and realized that no matter what, her problems were always gonna follow her. shes a lot more intelligent than people think. she just kinda fell down the rabbit hole of fame and it got the best of her

  • @margaretstarks471
    @margaretstarks471 Год назад +59

    Trust me we all saw it coming we just were selfish and watched her downfall for entertainment.

  • @macias9
    @macias9 Год назад +21

    I had no idea all this happened to her, terrifying… hope her child is safe

  • @hannahboebanna
    @hannahboebanna 9 месяцев назад +12

    I remember her from MySpace and MTV a while back. I definitely didn’t expect the last segment of this very detailed and well edited video. Thankyou :)

  • @rosesavoy9035
    @rosesavoy9035 Год назад +24

    This woman was exploited to the tee and mocked many times by the industry and media who hated on her. Its hard without any support the drugs for sure causes major psychosis.

  • @hellothisisirina
    @hellothisisirina 7 месяцев назад +13

    Its amazing how she ran away from her family to be "free" but when her life got difficult she came back to cultism to keep herself alive

  • @lai0801
    @lai0801 Год назад +7

    I love how the beginning is dramatic and then it gets all calm

  • @taylorrogers8337
    @taylorrogers8337 Год назад +7

    You guys are the literally one of the best RUclips channels. It completely makes my day when I see that you posted!! Thank you guys for the hard work and amazing content!!

  • @stevenousleyII
    @stevenousleyII Год назад +56

    Girl, you always know exactly who I'm the most interested in you taking a deep dive on!! I cannot express to you in words adequately how much this genuinely entertained me throughout the entirety of this video, lovely XX Steven PS you have an absolutely lovely speaking voice

  • @DigitalDevil
    @DigitalDevil Год назад +20

    Used to be a huge fan. Had a crush on her growing up too because she was the first openly bisexual I saw on reality TV at the time, so yeah... This is just depressing.

  • @Deaundra
    @Deaundra Год назад +34

    Tila songs are etched in my brain! She really did have an impact. So sad where it's gone

  • @spiritqueen1978
    @spiritqueen1978 Год назад +33

    Deep dive never fails when it comes to making great content. 💖 Love this channel 💖

  • @FlightsoFantasy
    @FlightsoFantasy Год назад +21

    And here I thought "A Shot At Love With Tila Tequila" was just a middle-school fever dream of mine. Sad that it was the beginning of something so much more...

  • @benjaminfowler5465
    @benjaminfowler5465 Год назад +7

    You did a great job the editing and we are learning so much!

  • @isobellebailey4912
    @isobellebailey4912 Год назад

    this one of my favourite channels i really appreciate the time and effort you put into your research

  • @kristinb3093
    @kristinb3093 Год назад +27

    Wtf. Her poor daughter sitting in the back seat, while her mother is ranting & raving is so so sad. She didn'teven react to it because it probably happens everyday. It's normal life for her & that's horrifying. I hope she's ok, poor thing.

  • @strawberrylime33
    @strawberrylime33 Год назад +35

    I would love to see a deep dive into eteri tutberitze and her teaching methods. It's not well known by the general US media but damn, that whole drama could be a Netflix reality show!

    • @townfool4682
      @townfool4682 Год назад +2

      girl I did not expect to see that name here lol
      I completely agree though, especially considering how well Paola La's videos on Team Tut have done

  • @gigidrb
    @gigidrb Год назад +32

    Not her hating Mexicans just to have the name Tila TEQUILA

    • @draculena
      @draculena Год назад +6

      icon behavior

    • @classicarah
      @classicarah Год назад +6

      And probably illegal when she got here too. Lol

  • @sunnilucas9924
    @sunnilucas9924 Год назад +19

    This is so well done I thought I was watching Netflix doc series when my husband asked what I was watching 😂👀🔥

  • @brittanyykitty
    @brittanyykitty Год назад +7

    Omg I’m so happy about this upload!!! I used to watch Tila Tequila when i was in junior high lol

  • @fluffedsquirrel
    @fluffedsquirrel Год назад +3

    YES, was waiting for this video since your Casey Johnson vid 🙏

  • @megank3900
    @megank3900 Год назад +42

    Always love your deep dives! Watching her ranting with her daughter in the car and the rambling about religion reminds me of my childhood with my mom who has schizo-affective disorder. It seems so clear that she is unwell and everyone is focused on exploiting her instead of helping her. I do hope her daughter makes it out okay in the end.

    • @bee1411
      @bee1411 Год назад +4

      Same here, mine’s got the same condition. The car was always the worst, because there was no escape from her. :(

    • @cicilg
      @cicilg 6 месяцев назад +2

      ​@@bee1411 That's so sad. I'm sorry you had to go through that.

  • @ofeliasantoshistory
    @ofeliasantoshistory Год назад +80

    She would’ve been so huge right now on platforms like TikTok and tumblr. This is such a tragedy.

  • @throughthedin
    @throughthedin Год назад +257

    She invented the internet and then she invented bisexuality! Thank you Tila Tequila!

    • @kingworm7168
      @kingworm7168 Год назад +5

      *Thunder Thien Christ

    • @angelicaguerino
      @angelicaguerino Год назад +8

      You cannot invent a sexuality. I was openly bi (the first in my high school) 4 years before her show. I would never think I invented it or that others didn’t come before me. Tila mainstreamed bisexuality she didn’t invent it.

    • @sopapiabruce6429
      @sopapiabruce6429 Год назад +29

      @@angelicaguerino obviously their being sarcastic

    • @aurora6920
      @aurora6920 Год назад

      She also invented neo nazi, adopted by aliens, hate black people, hates immigrants.. she invented so much toxic things.

    • @Omnibushido-
      @Omnibushido- 5 месяцев назад +3

      @@angelicaguerino Ooooh okay , this whole time we all thought she invented it. Thanks for clearing that up, oh Wise One.

  • @GabeReptar
    @GabeReptar Год назад +4

    This is very chilling to even watch, really... Out of all the Deep Dives I've watched, this one was intriguingly different scary & down right crazy!! Lord I pray for Tila as well as her daughter 🙏😇

  • @andreannelea7664
    @andreannelea7664 11 месяцев назад +2

    You guys need more followers!!! One of the best channels on RUclips.

  • @cassandrasanchez4584
    @cassandrasanchez4584 Год назад +5

    I love all your deep dives I swear

  • @potts995
    @potts995 4 месяца назад +4

    She’s essentially disabled for the rest of her life and will never be able to have normal employment ever again from drug use. She needs a lot of support just to get by daily and I feel worst of all for her daughter living through her mother’s spiral.
    It’s so sad but hopefully others will learn not to go down the same path of drug abuse from Tila’s example.

  • @Life-oo2tr
    @Life-oo2tr Год назад +17

    Thank you for making this video. I’ve been concerned about Tila for awhile now and really wish she could receive and accept help. Growing up, I almost only saw white, blonde haired, blue eyed rich women in media. Though Tila isn’t the best role model for a young teen, I really related to her. Not just culturally, but also her hustle to improve her living situation and to have a better life while watching her Asian parents struggle. Tila was seen as hot, she was on Playboy, and I would have never even imagined that an Asian woman would ever be considered sexy since I grew up being made fun of for my Asian features. It’s really sad what she’s gone through. The celebrity life is not for everyone and when surrounded by the wrong people, I think you can really hit rock bottom. I think the death of her fiancé really affected her. I really hope she can get better one day.

    • @lynnlynn9124
      @lynnlynn9124 Год назад

      It seems like she has a good deal of hate for black and brown people, going so far as to travel to white nationalist conventions. Along with her other delusions, she doesn't seem to think she is included in the groups that they hate and that she espouses hate toward . Nothing in her past can negate the garbage she spews now.

  • @carlatoppins8567
    @carlatoppins8567 Год назад +27

    I remember my daughter watching her show from being her friend on My Space. She was brilliant in utilizing her SM status to Segway her career into Hollywood fame. She was a 'Keeping Up With The Kardashians' trend in the making and definitely started a trend. You did your homework on this in displaying that fact here.👍🏽🙂💙

  • @gloriahufnagel5556
    @gloriahufnagel5556 Год назад +4

    Your reporting is really interesting.. the way you all tell the story, even I I can’t stand a person, I want to know .. that’s saying a lot.. good job guys!

  • @nikkis7375
    @nikkis7375 Год назад +14

    Thank you for sharing this video. Wow. So sad. I really can’t fathom how something happens in someone’s brain to make them think and act like this. Or how they could be helped to undo that if that’s even possible. 😔 I was 13 in 2007 when tila did her dating shows and she was one of the first girls I had a crush on as a baby gay.

  • @kacibeaverwestbrook1744
    @kacibeaverwestbrook1744 Год назад +3

    I've been waiting for this!!!

  • @lizoliver6193
    @lizoliver6193 Год назад

    This editing is *chefs kiss*

  • @sunpi
    @sunpi Год назад +12

    Her music would have blown up on tiktok now

  • @elisebrodeur-jacobs5215
    @elisebrodeur-jacobs5215 Год назад +4

    this was so good, y'all 💕

  • @snail7722
    @snail7722 Год назад +5

    Just finished the video it was so good

  • @megaroni7
    @megaroni7 Год назад +1

    Oooooh I’m so glad I found this channel

  • @andyexe2213
    @andyexe2213 Год назад +15

    I feel so bad for her kid 😞

  • @rilleygriffin
    @rilleygriffin Год назад +7

    I forgot about Lady Sovereign until I just heard that opening beat!

  • @ThePearl99999
    @ThePearl99999 Год назад +3

    happy new year! thanks for all the great videos this year!!

  • @Martinez0Katlyn
    @Martinez0Katlyn Год назад +1

    The song in the very beginning brought me back!!

  • @SydneyFrancia
    @SydneyFrancia Год назад +2

    Obsessed with your channel!!!

  • @nicolemeneses3323
    @nicolemeneses3323 Год назад +13

    It’s so sad to see her kid in the back seat of the car, social services should really investigate her

  • @JustAnAverageWoman69
    @JustAnAverageWoman69 8 месяцев назад +9

    She really screwed herself up with all the drugs, alcohol, partying, and attention seeking behavior. Shameful.

  • @NolaLolaof9
    @NolaLolaof9 Год назад +2

    Great deep dive as always Jake and Shelby!! Happy New Years!!!! 🤍🤍🤍

  • @JohnWick54935
    @JohnWick54935 11 месяцев назад

    This video is so well done I’m now a subscriber

  • @jillb3072
    @jillb3072 Год назад +8

    I miss ya Jakeyonce doing your drag race content too, but I'm proud of you growing, I'm 38 and Tila was on TV as i was a teen and i know there's a quite an age gap between us!

    • @jillb3072
      @jillb3072 Год назад

      i was a teen and young adult in my 20's

  • @Bei671
    @Bei671 Год назад +9

    Great editing 👍 I remember when she was popular back in the day. I didn't know all that happened to her after. I hope she's doing much better these days.

    • @kaitierae
      @kaitierae Год назад +2

      There's a youtube account called "tila tequila aka queen esther", if that's really her, unfortunately she's still completely unhinged

    • @Bei671
      @Bei671 Год назад

      ☹️

  • @frogBISCUITS
    @frogBISCUITS Год назад +67

    wow I had no idea tia invented the internet AND being bisexual. What will she invent next?

    • @townfool4682
      @townfool4682 Год назад +20

      antisemitism, apparently

    • @angelicaguerino
      @angelicaguerino Год назад +2

      She didn’t invent bisexuality she just made it mainstream

    • @Alyssa-yp9jt
      @Alyssa-yp9jt Год назад +5

      @@angelicaguerinowoosh

    • @Tula.
      @Tula. 2 месяца назад

      She invented being Nazi🤯

  • @CaraHTheRealCie
    @CaraHTheRealCie Год назад +20

    Not your fault, but I wish that channels discussing adult topics for adult audiences weren't forced into bleeping out words for fear of being demonetized. I'm 57 years old. I know about suzzabluzz (putting an end to one's own life) and Hizzblatt (the German dictator.) It's almost like RUclips is run by a bunch of superstitious twelve-year-olds who think if you say Bad Things, those things will appear like Bloody Mary.