This is exactly how it feels when you found the person you truly admire, the person you knew you would risk to tear down all of your fortresses just to let them in. But then, you realized, you can't love them the way you wanted to, the way they need it too. You're lost, in your own chaotic world, you can't just be lost with two different reasons. So no matter how much you wanted to freeze the time to be with them, reality hits you hard. You need to let go, for the both of you. It'll be nice to meet them again under different circumstances. Wherein you can love them the loudest.
niki's lyricism, imagery, storytelling and her music seeps of nostalgia to me. it's like peaking into your box of polaroids, letters, and memories from a happier time. or listening to a close friend's stories of her experiences or reading a diary entry from years ago. she puts so much detail in each scenes in her songs that it's such a honor to see such intimate memories from her. the whole album truly encapsulates what niki's music is to alot of us and how much she improved as a musician. truly a wonderful album from niki once again!
Fun fact: it's called Anaheim because it's the only place she could think of that rhymed with time, even though she'd never been there at the time. bye
This song. Being broken from someone else, healing, and meeting someone who deserves all your love is difficult - often impossible. Hope you’re doing better! Will always be my totga - better place, better time. :)
This feels to me like a statement of gentle (because of how she delivers it) rejection and care for the other person. It is like saying, "This truth hurts, so let's not get hurt any further." As a listener, I love this sweet pain 🥲. Thank you, Niki. ❤🩹
I don't know who needs to hear this but sometimes-- you have to give your "Anaheim" a chance. I did and when I finally healed, I fell for them because I was able to appreciate them for who they are instead of yearning for something that destroyed me. Best decision I ever made.
It's giving, they got what you want in a lover but you don't see them that way, and you know you can't force what you really feel. And could be that you're someone who is driven by practicality of putting your needs first
In 2017, this was the song that kept me company whenever I have those insomnia nights. It feels nostalgic to hear it again in 2022. Here's to more returns of Niki's old songs. ❤️ Edit : y'all, anyone else hopes she re-release polaroid boy? 😔😔
_Oh, all I ask of you is _*_please don't sleep_* *_on this bed of promises I can't keep_* _But I'd give anything to stop _*_time_*_ ,_ *_Commit to you_*_ and _*_not crimes_* BEST LYRICS OF THE YEAR NGL!
NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!
I wrote a long heartfelt comment but deleted everything because i cant take the image of Nicole Zefanya and her chubby cheeks, playing her guitar singing this one song. It feels like a reunion with a long lost bestfriend :’) I just want to say, thank you Niki, for this, for everything. Thank you.
''I'm lost but not in you.'' That line hits differently when you able to feel the hidden words of it that love is not the most abundant and simplest form of feeling sometimes the best option is to let them go even though we want to hold them tightly because of the reason we can't love them the way they want to be loved and needed to be loved. Sometimes it's not about adjusting and fighting for it but sometimes in order to keep you two out of any under circumstances the only option is to sacrifice what you tow have to cherish those engraved memories that will forever hunt you but can't do anything about it because you know your capability of loving them is not how loud they can love you.
this song doesn't speak your heart, doesn't relate to how you feel. but this song feels like the person speaks to you, the twist, the turmoils, the fate, the unrequited itself speaks to you. and you gotta soak it in your skin, yeah, i know, the chest's paining. but you gotta soak it in before you let go and heal completely. you. can. do. it. believe me. i am myself trying to believe it too. we try together, kay?
this song is out of my expectation. niki's lyrics on this song really bring you in tears. what a song! will be on my favourite playlist. love this. thank you, niki.
in ma experience, from ocean and engines broken era which 11 month ago, almost a year. i literally play it every single day while sobbing. and lately just crazy that, Anaheim related to me the most. The fact, that we play ocean and egines, without knowing it, a while ago, through the lost era, just hurt me so bad. We used really love all of niki song, didnt expect that the heartbroken one is for us. still loves you, even after 2 years we're losing each other.
writing this here because I can't tell anyone else about this. I've loved this song long before it made sense to me. I found out he was in a longterm committed relationship because he was a tagged on a photo taken at anaheim. at a lunch with the relatives of his partner. we never said we'd end up together but for months he was my escape and my safe space. Being with him, I never really dug deep and pushed things. I just knew we'd never work. But finding out was the final straw for me. I still love this song.
2 years ago, i met a person that gentle, kind, and full of love to me. One day he told me that he feel for me, i accept that feeling, i said give me some times to think bout it, later day by day i figure it out that i just want him to be my friend, no more. i feel guilty for that. how hard i have try but still the same. I'm sorry i said, but still he is my best best friend. That so i realized that feelings can't be forced
To Natalia, I'm sorry for hurting you... you may think that you were had done something to me, but the truth is not. I am the one who were selfish, i dont want to keep you in this toxic circle of my life and put you through it. I'm sorry..
[Verse 1] If I could, I'd freeze this moment, make it my home You're all I want to want to know I can tell, you mean it when you kiss me slow But please, don't ask me, the answer's no In a perfect world, I'd kill to love you the loudest But all I do is live to hurt you soundless Say, "You see I'm lying, babe" and let this go I can never promise you tomorrow [Pre-Chorus 1] 'Cause I have yet to learn How not to be his This city will surely burn If we keep this as it is [Chorus 1] But I'd give anything to stop time And drive around Anaheim at sundown To teach my mind to put you first Here you are, a hero You wanna be my new home But baby, let up, I won't ever recognize these roads 'Cause I am lost, but not in you Yes, I am lost, but not in you [Verse 2] I could spend my days studying your laugh's melody And I can't live with myself 'cause I know you'd die for me Oh, all I ask of you is please don't sleep On this bed of promises I can't keep [Pre-Chorus 2] 'Cause I have yet to know How to be mine You can try to unearth this soul I swear you'll hate what you find (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh) [Chorus 2] But I'd give anything to stop time Commit to you and not crimes against the truth And lose sight of every divide threatening to undo this story But baby, I'm so sorry I don't think that I'll ever memorize this route 'Cause I am lost, but not in you Yes, I am lost, but not in you (Oh-oh, oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh, oh-oh)
my heart broke everytime I listen to this because this is exactly how someone I loved felt about me. he never said he didn't want me, but his eyes always speak we can't be together, it is not mutual
[LYRICS] If I could, I'd freeze this moment, make it my home You're all I want to want to know I can tell you mean it when you kiss me slow But please don't ask me, the answer's no In a perfect world, I'd kill to love you the loudest But all I do is live to hurt you soundless Say you see I'm lyin' babe, and let this go I can never promise you tomorrow 'Cause I have yet to learn How not to be his This city will surely burn If we keep this as it is But I'd give anything to stop time and drive around Anaheim at sundown And teach my mind to put you first Here you are, a hero You wanna be my new home But baby, let up I won't ever recognize these roads 'Cause I am lost, but not in you Yes, I am lost, but not in you I could spend my days studying your laugh's melody And I can't live with myself, 'cause I know you'd die for me Oh, all I ask of you is please don't sleep on this Bed of promises I can't keep 'Cause I have yet to know How to be mine You can try to unearth this soul I swear, you'll hate what you find Ooh Ooh Ooh But I'd give anything to stop time Commit to you and not crimes Against the truth and lose sight Of every divide threatening to undo this story But baby, I'm so sorry I don't think that I'll ever memorize this route 'Cause I am lost, but not in you Yes, I am lost, but not in you Ooh, whoa Ooh, whoa
Love love LOVE this song!!! Gods, this and Oceans and Engines, I’m so happy to hear them again… absolutely beautiful 💕 I hope I can hear Little Souls again!!!
Niki thankyouu for making this song because this song is my daugther’s name anaheim i am so proud that you made this. Its so very similar to her thank u so muchh.
so many boys in this world, and many boys comes and trying to make me falling in love, but why my mind still thinking about him, i just cannot put him away from my mind, he leave me and find someone new, but i'm still can't opened my heart for other guy
literally had me shaking and crying my eyes out. so happy you remake this song, i've always love the song since day 1 i discovering anaheim back to 2020
been listening this songs for I don't know how many times, but this time it hits hard emotionally because I am remembering how I literally did this to someone
someone said that the lyrics are actually the boys pov. that he WANTS to love her but just can not and ended up hurting her. and damn that made so much sense and i can't stop thinking abt it.
this song has been making me let go of my ex-girlfriend. my ex and i dated for 14 months, we’ve always dreamed of our future lives and planned everything, our kids names, our house, our occupation, and our lifestyle. she was perfect in every way. we had our differences though that led to a mutual breakup. it hurts so much but this song has been making me feel sad in a good way, a way we’re if i let go, i’ll be okay and i’ll know she’ll be okay, also to remind her that i’ll be okay. she also lives in anaheim and has taken us to many different places that remind me too much of us, im not sure if i can ever go back to anaheim, unless we get back together but i just wanna grieve before we get back together tho. when niki says in her song that she probably won’t even remember the routes of anaheim because she’s lost but not in “him” i can relate so much, i’ll always remember anaheim as home. thank u niki for this song.
This song is an absolutely amazing, i knew this long ago on spotify as my indie playlist, didnt even know it was Niki, such an Incredible talent and sing writer ✨
Hi niki! I already date my "anaheim". Its not a bad choice actually.. we're in our perfect world bcs we love each other. He knows how treats me too. So choose your anaheim for better life xixi
Been listening to this as the other pov, well I guess I had to accept that yes you are lost in chasing ur life but you are definite when you say you never want me in ur life
LYRICS If I could, I'd freeze this moment, make it my home You're all I want to want to know I can tell you mean it when you kiss me slow But please don't ask me, the answer's no In a perfect world, I'd kill to love you the loudest But all I do is live to hurt you soundless Say you see I'm lying, babe, and let this go I can never promise you tomorrow 'Cause I have yet to learn how not to be his This city will surely burn if we keep this as it is But I'd give anything to stop time And drive around Anaheim at sun down And teach my mind to put you first Here you are, a hero You wanna be my new home But baby, let up, I won't ever recognize these roads 'Cause I am lost, but not in you Yes, I am lost, but not in you I could spend my days studying your laugh's melody And I can't live with myself 'cause I know you'd die for me Oh, all I ask of you is please don't sleep On this bed of promises I can't keep 'Cause I have yet to know how to be mine You can try to unearth this soul I swear you'll hate what you find Ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh Ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh But I'd give anything to stop time Commit to you and not crimes Against your truth and lose sight of every divide threatening to undo this story But baby, I'm so sorry I don't think that I'll ever memorize this route 'Cause I am lost, but not in you Yes, I am lost, but not in you Ooh-ooh Ooh-whoa-oh
i just know this song now from someone that I have a feeling of. But i'm surely know that she doesnt have the same feeling for me. and yeah this song hits me so hard cause I know when I ask the answer is no
niki teaching us we can never force how we feel for a person. if they're not it, they're not it. to you reading this, i hope u find ur new home ♡♡♡
🥺🥺🥺
:(
*sigh..* =(
💜
thank you..
This is exactly how it feels when you found the person you truly admire, the person you knew you would risk to tear down all of your fortresses just to let them in. But then, you realized, you can't love them the way you wanted to, the way they need it too. You're lost, in your own chaotic world, you can't just be lost with two different reasons. So no matter how much you wanted to freeze the time to be with them, reality hits you hard. You need to let go, for the both of you.
It'll be nice to meet them again under different circumstances. Wherein you can love them the loudest.
damn hurt
niki's lyricism, imagery, storytelling and her music seeps of nostalgia to me. it's like peaking into your box of polaroids, letters, and memories from a happier time. or listening to a close friend's stories of her experiences or reading a diary entry from years ago. she puts so much detail in each scenes in her songs that it's such a honor to see such intimate memories from her. the whole album truly encapsulates what niki's music is to alot of us and how much she improved as a musician. truly a wonderful album from niki once again!
seriously well-said
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So true
Backburner n Anaheim are the picture of how cruel is life. When u fight for someone that doesn't love you and left the one that love you.
😢
this comment. this is some true shit here.
THIS WHOLE ALBUM IS JUST INSANE😭😭😭
The lyrics do be hurting me, facts only. LMAO
Agreed. The album deserves so much more recognition and her too
Fun fact: it's called Anaheim because it's the only place she could think of that rhymed with time, even though she'd never been there at the time. bye
How do you know???
This song. Being broken from someone else, healing, and meeting someone who deserves all your love is difficult - often impossible. Hope you’re doing better! Will always be my totga - better place, better time. :)
the subtle lyric change tho
I KNEW I WASNT THE ONLY ONE WHO NOTICED THAT
I love the innocence in the old lyrics
This feels to me like a statement of gentle (because of how she delivers it) rejection and care for the other person. It is like saying, "This truth hurts, so let's not get hurt any further."
As a listener, I love this sweet pain 🥲. Thank you, Niki. ❤🩹
I don't know who needs to hear this but sometimes-- you have to give your "Anaheim" a chance. I did and when I finally healed, I fell for them because I was able to appreciate them for who they are instead of yearning for something that destroyed me. Best decision I ever made.
It's giving,
they got what you want in a lover but you don't see them that way, and you know you can't force what you really feel.
And could be that you're someone who is driven by practicality of putting your needs first
Niki's song writing always amazes me, this song is so beautifully made. 🤍
In 2017, this was the song that kept me company whenever I have those insomnia nights. It feels nostalgic to hear it again in 2022. Here's to more returns of Niki's old songs. ❤️
Edit : y'all, anyone else hopes she re-release polaroid boy? 😔😔
YEEEESS!!!!!
Polaroid boy was one of my faves alongside Anaheim 😭
I need polaroid boy 🥲🥲
cmon how about PETERPAN??!?
Yes!!!
_Oh, all I ask of you is _*_please don't sleep_*
*_on this bed of promises I can't keep_*
_But I'd give anything to stop _*_time_*_ ,_
*_Commit to you_*_ and _*_not crimes_*
BEST LYRICS OF THE YEAR NGL!
Giving me goosebups. I remember the time i heard this song when i was in high school. Thankyou Niki for bringin these song back
NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!
I wrote a long heartfelt comment but deleted everything because i cant take the image of Nicole Zefanya and her chubby cheeks, playing her guitar singing this one song. It feels like a reunion with a long lost bestfriend :’)
I just want to say, thank you Niki, for this, for everything. Thank you.
This is my favorite pre-niki song, the lyric change really shook me😭
''I'm lost but not in you.''
That line hits differently when you able to feel the hidden words of it that love is not the most abundant and simplest form of feeling sometimes the best option is to let them go even though we want to hold them tightly because of the reason we can't love them the way they want to be loved and needed to be loved. Sometimes it's not about adjusting and fighting for it but sometimes in order to keep you two out of any under circumstances the only option is to sacrifice what you tow have to cherish those engraved memories that will forever hunt you but can't do anything about it because you know your capability of loving them is not how loud they can love you.
this song doesn't speak your heart, doesn't relate to how you feel. but this song feels like the person speaks to you, the twist, the turmoils, the fate, the unrequited itself speaks to you. and you gotta soak it in your skin, yeah, i know, the chest's paining. but you gotta soak it in before you let go and heal completely. you. can. do. it. believe me. i am myself trying to believe it too. we try together, kay?
this song is out of my expectation. niki's lyrics on this song really bring you in tears. what a song! will be on my favourite playlist. love this. thank you, niki.
in ma experience, from ocean and engines broken era which 11 month ago, almost a year. i literally play it every single day while sobbing. and lately just crazy that, Anaheim related to me the most. The fact, that we play ocean and egines, without knowing it, a while ago, through the lost era, just hurt me so bad. We used really love all of niki song, didnt expect that the heartbroken one is for us. still loves you, even after 2 years we're losing each other.
My favourite Niki song from way back when and still today
writing this here because I can't tell anyone else about this. I've loved this song long before it made sense to me. I found out he was in a longterm committed relationship because he was a tagged on a photo taken at anaheim. at a lunch with the relatives of his partner.
we never said we'd end up together but for months he was my escape and my safe space. Being with him, I never really dug deep and pushed things. I just knew we'd never work. But finding out was the final straw for me. I still love this song.
BEST SONG EVER I SWEAR
Oceans & Engines is really goooood tbh,
2 years ago, i met a person that gentle, kind, and full of love to me. One day he told me that he feel for me, i accept that feeling, i said give me some times to think bout it, later day by day i figure it out that i just want him to be my friend, no more. i feel guilty for that. how hard i have try but still the same. I'm sorry i said, but still he is my best best friend. That so i realized that feelings can't be forced
"And I can live with myself 'cause I know the composer's me."
this is 100% my favorite off the album
To Natalia, I'm sorry for hurting you... you may think that you were had done something to me, but the truth is not. I am the one who were selfish, i dont want to keep you in this toxic circle of my life and put you through it. I'm sorry..
good
aku udah adore Anaheim even dari Niki masi dengan nama panggung Nicole Zefanya. And in this new version had me crying even more.
Finally, Anaheim was officially released! ❤️
i'm breaking into a million pieces, but i'm not complaining. thank you queen.
[Verse 1]
If I could, I'd freeze this moment, make it my home
You're all I want to want to know
I can tell, you mean it when you kiss me slow
But please, don't ask me, the answer's no
In a perfect world, I'd kill to love you the loudest
But all I do is live to hurt you soundless
Say, "You see I'm lying, babe" and let this go
I can never promise you tomorrow
[Pre-Chorus 1]
'Cause I have yet to learn
How not to be his
This city will surely burn
If we keep this as it is
[Chorus 1]
But I'd give anything to stop time
And drive around Anaheim at sundown
To teach my mind to put you first
Here you are, a hero
You wanna be my new home
But baby, let up, I won't ever recognize these roads
'Cause I am lost, but not in you
Yes, I am lost, but not in you
[Verse 2]
I could spend my days studying your laugh's melody
And I can't live with myself 'cause I know you'd die for me
Oh, all I ask of you is please don't sleep
On this bed of promises I can't keep
[Pre-Chorus 2]
'Cause I have yet to know
How to be mine
You can try to unearth this soul
I swear you'll hate what you find
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh)
[Chorus 2]
But I'd give anything to stop time
Commit to you and not crimes against the truth
And lose sight of every divide threatening to undo this story
But baby, I'm so sorry
I don't think that I'll ever memorize this route
'Cause I am lost, but not in you
Yes, I am lost, but not in you
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh, oh-oh)
my heart broke everytime I listen to this because this is exactly how someone I loved felt about me. he never said he didn't want me, but his eyes always speak we can't be together, it is not mutual
i hope you are okay becaus i am not and idk if i can be okay😢
[LYRICS]
If I could, I'd freeze this moment, make it my home
You're all I want to want to know
I can tell you mean it when you kiss me slow
But please don't ask me, the answer's no
In a perfect world, I'd kill to love you the loudest
But all I do is live to hurt you soundless
Say you see I'm lyin' babe, and let this go
I can never promise you tomorrow
'Cause I have yet to learn
How not to be his
This city will surely burn
If we keep this as it is
But I'd give anything to stop time and drive around
Anaheim at sundown
And teach my mind to put you first
Here you are, a hero
You wanna be my new home
But baby, let up
I won't ever recognize these roads
'Cause I am lost, but not in you
Yes, I am lost, but not in you
I could spend my days studying your laugh's melody
And I can't live with myself, 'cause I know you'd die for me
Oh, all I ask of you is please don't sleep on this
Bed of promises I can't keep
'Cause I have yet to know
How to be mine
You can try to unearth this soul
I swear, you'll hate what you find
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
But I'd give anything to stop time
Commit to you and not crimes
Against the truth and lose sight
Of every divide threatening to undo this story
But baby, I'm so sorry
I don't think that I'll ever memorize this route
'Cause I am lost, but not in you
Yes, I am lost, but not in you
Ooh, whoa
Ooh, whoa
Love love LOVE this song!!! Gods, this and Oceans and Engines, I’m so happy to hear them again… absolutely beautiful 💕 I hope I can hear Little Souls again!!!
Niki thankyouu for making this song because this song is my daugther’s name anaheim i am so proud that you made this. Its so very similar to her thank u so muchh.
so many boys in this world, and many boys comes and trying to make me falling in love, but why my mind still thinking about him, i just cannot put him away from my mind, he leave me and find someone new, but i'm still can't opened my heart for other guy
damn this used to be my heartbreak anthem last 2016
Helloo❤️
Finally! I've been waiting for this beautiful song for years!(together with them old songs) ❤️ I love you NIKI for all of my heart, u r a Fuckin God!
I heared this a year and a half a go when a fan found this unreleased! I'm glad she included this on her new album
i always cry when i sing anaheim. good job niki you bought your fans into a waterfall fill with emotion
forever an anaheim and backburner girl
literally had me shaking and crying my eyes out. so happy you remake this song, i've always love the song since day 1 i discovering anaheim back to 2020
been listening this songs for I don't know how many times, but this time it hits hard emotionally because I am remembering how I literally did this to someone
someone said that the lyrics are actually the boys pov. that he WANTS to love her but just can not and ended up hurting her. and damn that made so much sense and i can't stop thinking abt it.
WAit because this character went to NY according to la la lost you ..? and she’s still in LA
i will come back when the time is right and needed
I always feel overwhelmed with my emotions every time i listened to this.. such great masterpiece
my heart broke first months i listened to it nonstop, and it’s breaking now :(((
been waiting for years and now i can finally listening to anaheim offically. it gives me a lot of memories
Deepest inside of my heart..... I love him.
NIKI is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.
this song has been making me let go of my ex-girlfriend. my ex and i dated for 14 months, we’ve always dreamed of our future lives and planned everything, our kids names, our house, our occupation, and our lifestyle. she was perfect in every way. we had our differences though that led to a mutual breakup. it hurts so much but this song has been making me feel sad in a good way, a way we’re if i let go, i’ll be okay and i’ll know she’ll be okay, also to remind her that i’ll be okay. she also lives in anaheim and has taken us to many different places that remind me too much of us, im not sure if i can ever go back to anaheim, unless we get back together but i just wanna grieve before we get back together tho. when niki says in her song that she probably won’t even remember the routes of anaheim because she’s lost but not in “him” i can relate so much, i’ll always remember anaheim as home. thank u niki for this song.
This song is an absolutely amazing, i knew this long ago on spotify as my indie playlist, didnt even know it was Niki, such an Incredible talent and sing writer ✨
And there is some phase of life you need to face ALONE..coz its the way it is.. (for your good also)
NIKI I LOVE U
I still remember how I listened and sang to this song on repeat 😭💖 If it's possible pleaseee post polaroid boy 💓
‘CAUSE I AM LOST, BUT NOT IN YOU 🗣️🗣️🗣️
All of niki songs are superb❤❤❤
Hi niki! I already date my "anaheim". Its not a bad choice actually.. we're in our perfect world bcs we love each other. He knows how treats me too. So choose your anaheim for better life xixi
OMG 😍😍😍😍😭😭😭😭😭
My favorites song ❤️❤️❤️❤️
gw kenal sama niki dri thn 2019 dan gw nyesel bgt kenapa baru tau kalau lagu niki sebagus itu😭 niki you’re songs is magic
Tolong kasih tau dia, saya kangen! Lewat lagu ini mengingatkan saya pada postingan terakhirnya. Terimakasih🫶🏻
iloveyouuuu nikiii💗💗💗💗
This song really tugs my heart so much
Been listening to this as the other pov, well I guess I had to accept that yes you are lost in chasing ur life but you are definite when you say you never want me in ur life
My favourite song 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️
Niki you're such a 🤩
"Cause I am lost, but not in you" 🥺💔
I LOVE ALL OF THE SONGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
my forever anthem!!!!!!
loveyouuuu
The new version fresh from the oven💫💫
so this was the song she listens to..i'd love her still, she can always come back anytime until my last blink.
-obik
ALL TIME FAVORITE😭😭😭
this take me back to 2019. im really sorry for everything i put you through, A. hope you happy up there.
Anaheim 8D❣️❣️ im obsesssed🥺✨✨✨
mbak niki makasih lagunya, weh kamu keren bgt aku nangis mulu dengerinnya
The intro will always makes me cry
'Cause I am lost, but not in you
Yes, I am lost, but not in you
😢AHHHHHHHHHH
The lyrics is so nice 😭
screaming crying internally externally. New version but same feeling. no words needed. like… best of the best ahdngahduejwn
LYRICS
If I could, I'd freeze this moment, make it my home
You're all I want to want to know
I can tell you mean it when you kiss me slow
But please don't ask me, the answer's no
In a perfect world, I'd kill to love you the loudest
But all I do is live to hurt you soundless
Say you see I'm lying, babe, and let this go
I can never promise you tomorrow
'Cause I have yet to learn how not to be his
This city will surely burn if we keep this as it is
But I'd give anything to stop time
And drive around Anaheim at sun down
And teach my mind to put you first
Here you are, a hero
You wanna be my new home
But baby, let up, I won't ever recognize these roads
'Cause I am lost, but not in you
Yes, I am lost, but not in you
I could spend my days studying your laugh's melody
And I can't live with myself 'cause I know you'd die for me
Oh, all I ask of you is please don't sleep
On this bed of promises I can't keep
'Cause I have yet to know how to be mine
You can try to unearth this soul
I swear you'll hate what you find
Ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
Ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
But I'd give anything to stop time
Commit to you and not crimes
Against your truth and lose sight of every divide threatening to undo this story
But baby, I'm so sorry
I don't think that I'll ever memorize this route
'Cause I am lost, but not in you
Yes, I am lost, but not in you
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-whoa-oh
fave track from this album
i simply cannot live in a world where niki's music does not exist so im glad im here right now
this is literally the first song i heard from someone named Nicole Zefanya... and ive been followed her ever since...
hearing this from the perspective of the man ...
"i respect how you feel about us."
You've made it!! Congratulations NIKI!!♥️🥳
this song's so good niki, thank you
i just know this song now from someone that I have a feeling of. But i'm surely know that she doesnt have the same feeling for me. and yeah this song hits me so hard cause I know when I ask the answer is no
"Polaroid boy” and "Peterpan" too niki, plz I'm begging🥹😭
Little soul and happy too
you can try to unearth this soul, i swear you'll hate what u find.
This song and Astrid S's "The First One" lives in the same lyrical realm
thankful for niki for allowing new listeners like me to get to know her pre-niki songs :')
used to blast this while staring at the ceiling lol...this new one's different but still gorgeous
Oh my, why did just know i realise that she's releasing again this song, her old song :( im cryin'
WHAT AN ABSOLUTE BANGER
i love this song so muchhhh
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NIKIII!!!!!!! love you 😮💨❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥