Hey guys, just want to say thank you for all your support on this. It’s the first track I’ve ever released and can’t believe how great the reception has been! If you want to hear more from me please subscribe and if you want to stay up to date with new releases please follow me on Instagram, TikTok and Spotify all @ewanmainwood or you can find the links in the description. Thank you ! ❤
Everyone here who is depressed ,,,eat well ,watch a movie , go out alone somewhere cool and silence feel the peace and go back home with some music ,,it worked for me
There are some things that people can't share with others. So it isn't about you. Very few people can see your pain or the hidden tears behind your smile or hear your silent scream that you going through a real bad time and remain close to you silently support and show caring concern very few people are like this a total stranger most of the time would be there for you than the ones who claim that they are close to you are the ones further away from you. When someone is trapped mentally emotionally or physically in situation especially a helpless situation It even torture them when asleep would be afraid to sleep or get up crying So if they decide to isolate themselves only they alone know what they are going through. If you can't relate sad but hope that one dreadful day you don't face a reality situation and be abandoned by others who refuse to be there for you. been there many times there were times when I broke down fell to my knees feeling so horrible couldn't hold back my tears publicly and those people never left me alone yes strangers. Another person he just abandoned me said he doesn't know how to cope and would walk away hurt and cry silently in the dark for me not to see. A stranger barely a friend. You could lie down next to someone and cry silently your heartache with frustration and they would be clueless what you maybe going through. If someone decides to leave someone because you are broken in a mess see you as negative energy what the heck keep walking don't look back you already done don't have my back.
At 67, I never imagined that I would listen to a second song that would make me cry. The first was “Us and Them”, by Pink Floyd, when I was 20 years old. It’s a beautiful song. Lyrics are impressive.🙏🏻👏👏👏👏👏
It's like you took stories of my own life and relationship issues and turned them into this....I related so deeply. Not many songs can do that, but the ones that do are the best ones. You have immense talent. The voice, the lyricism, the music, it was all absolutely amazing. Please don't ever give up creating. You have something very special here. Subbed ❤
@@ewanmainwood JESUS CHRIST = THE ONLY BEGOTTEN SON OF GOD, WHOM GOD GAVE AS SACRIFICE TO REDEEM THE WHOLE MANKIND: John 3:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. And JESUS CHRIST = GOD IN FLESH: John 10:30 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I and my Father are one. 1 Corinthians 8:6 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But to us there is but one God, the Father, of whom are all things, and we in him; and one Lord Jesus Christ, by whom are all things, and we by him. 1 John 5:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one. John 8:19 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Then said they unto him, Where is thy Father? Jesus answered, Ye neither know me, nor my Father: if ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also. John 14:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Believest thou not that I am in the Father, and the Father in me? the words that I speak unto you I speak not of myself: but the Father that dwelleth in me, he doeth the works. John 14:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Believe me that I am in the Father, and the Father in me: or else believe me for the very works' sake. John 6:46 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Not that any man hath seen the Father, save he which is of God, he hath seen the Father. Ephesians 4:6 - One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all. Matthew 23:9 - And call no man your father upon the earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven. John 14:9-11 - Jesus saith unto him, Have I been so long time with you, and yet hast thou not known me, Philip? he that hath seen me hath seen the Father; and how sayest thou then, Shew us the Father? (Read More...) John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. GOD is spirit being in 3 and so HE created man - who is also created in 3 (SPIRIT and SOUL 1st and BODY last). 3 parts = ONE GOD. Humans: one human = 3 parts. Pure logic and all cleared out. The BIBLE is clear and true, yet still many amongst us ask these 2 questions: IS EARTH TRULY FLAT? GOD IN 3? - WHAT THAT MEANS? GOD created a BODY (FLESHLY BODY) to HIMSELF to come among us as one of us to: TO REDEEM US AND SET AN EXAMPLE OF HOW TO LIVE. About A - C : as we know satan is a copier - therefore he also creates a body to himself, for he cannot create as GOD can, therefore his /satan`s/ body is A.I. But what matters is: WHO LIVES INSIDE THAT BODY WE TALK ABOUT: JESUS CHRIST = THE BODY OF GOD AND A.C = THE BODY OF SATAN. Again, LOGIC. Were is the COMFORETER? whom should come and help out? Why some of you still haven`t received HIM? - that you still ask questions that BIBLE has clearly answered. father, son, and husband. - these = titles that we can carrie as we live out our lives on earth. SPIRIT + SOUL + BODY = COMPLETE MAN AKA LIVING SOUL. (HUMAN = A CONSCIOUS SPIRIT). In DEATH we lose our carnal body, we do not lose soul nor spirit. We are SPIRIT BEINGS also, created before received earthly bodies. (that`s why there`s saying: LIFE IS A GIFT) - we cant give a gift to someone who dose not exist. To receive a gift, one must exist. We were created before our bodies, in spirit? - yes: Jeremiah 1:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations. James 2:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also. 1 Corinthians 15:44 | View whole chapter | See verse in context It is sown a natural body; it is raised a spiritual body. There is a natural body, and there is a spiritual body. Ecclesiastes 3:20 | View whole chapter | See verse in context All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again. 2 Corinthians 12:3 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And I knew such a man, (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) Philippians 3:21 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself. 2 Corinthians 12:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) such an one caught up to the third heaven. Matthew 10:28 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell. 1 John 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God: Romans 8:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his. 1 Corinthians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. Romans 8:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: Ecclesiastes 12:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Then shall the dust return to the earth as it was: and the spirit shall return unto God who gave it. Why are we denying the 3 parts of GOD and humans if all 3 parts are real? All that matters is SPIRIT AND SPIRITS. And can`t any of you read? Clearly a SPIRIT IN 3 , CREATED SPIRITS IN 3s. (GOD CREATED HUMANS).
I relate so much to this with my ex. We really really were into each other, could talk about everything and anything for hours on end without running out of random topics, great chemistry and love life... But she was so hurt from past relationships, i swear she broke up with me every two weeks only for us to get back together a few days later. I truly believe she was the love of my life...but i wasn't the one to "save" or help her recover, because i couldn't break her walls down in the end, I've never hurt that much walking away before. I've long since moved on but a part of me will always remember her
Exactly the same story as me Literally no difference This was 5 years ago I haven't been in a long term relationship since And I'm not too sure I'll ever be Or that it would ever come close to what we had
I am the opposite, I am the girl... I was trying to hide the pain from my partner, so it wouldn´t hurt him, as much as it hurt me. But at the end, it was killing me to say "I am OK", when the pain of my past stuck in my head. It was hurting him to see that I am not OK, and dont talk with him about it. But there was nothing to talk about, I was stuck in that dam ´scare´ of my past, and he couldn´t have done anything to take the pain away from me... He knew from the start, that I had a dam bad scare from the past in my heart, but we tried it, especially me. The scare realy hurt me from the start of our relationship, it got a little bit better, but as the day came that we would finally met, it was getting worse, worser than worse... because my ´scare´ is phisical and mental at the same time. So how should someone come near me when I am afraid of touch?!... I was torn the whole time, I wanted this touch, but at the same time, my body wanted to run away as fast as I could, I wanted away from there. Nothing seemd right... his nearness hurt me and when he wasn´t there hurt it too. I wished the pain would go away,... I knew the only way out of the pain, would be the way out of the relationship, "but I came so far, I wouldn´t give up!"... that was, what I thought, but it turned out differently, not especially because of me, but because of a bigger pain, which killed our realitionship at the end. long story short: You surely wonder why I tell you all that Nove, but as I found that song, my eyes opened wide and filled with tears, because no matter what I would have done back then, both ways, to tell the other person or hide the pain from the partner, will only bring both of them in darkness and pain. There is no way out, I see no way, but I wish there where something, I am still searching for an solution. I am sorry that it ended like that for you. Do you think it would h
@@zatiya7885 i feel for you, esp the first comment, i can't imagine what it's like struggling with trauma like that and i hope you are well. In regards to my ex, i don't think it could have worked out at all, she was too hurt and locked up inside and i was way too in love with her to realise me being with her was only hurting her back then. But we work in the same field and did run into eachother a month or so ago, she's got a boyfriend now and she seems really happy, not gonna lie, I'm really really happy for her but it also hurt a little, but I'm glad she's worked on herself and found the right person for her. Iunno what my point here was....something something if you love it let it be free
The lyrics, the voice, the emotion.... all are on point. Best song i have come across in 2022. Don't change, be unique and stand out from the mainstream circus. All the best.
So many times we do our best to save the drowning other but then you realize that no one is going to save you as you do your best effort to save HER...
Ewan you spoke exactly how I feel about my best friend..the thing I'm most grateful for is at least I'm not the only one...thank you for this masterpiece..
Somehow the stars just all aligned itself for me to come across this absolute masterpiece. right when i am going through some rocky things in my relationship and it mind end right now... every word just correlates so greatly to my situation where i cant help but cry. thank you... a thousand billion trillion of thanks.
This is exactly happened to me 3 weeks ago. I was always there for him especially at his worst times especially financially when he had nobody not even family support but at my worst time he decided he wanted out he was clueless because I didn't tell him what I was going through. They always say never expect better from a person who never do the things that you did for others in return to show appreciation. They show how much they value when life is going good they no longer need you.
This is so beautiful (crying emoji) ur beautiful. To those in a romantic relationship it's never u against ur person or the problem it's always u both against the problems, whether it be hers or his face it as one. Rely on each other, trust in ur person. If u don't then end the relationship before the u hurt each other. I purple u all n hope that u guys love onanother n stay hydrated. Byeee
Absolutely amazing .. you have the voice, the lyrics, and life experiences to live out this dream of being the greatest male artist. I believe in you. I’m proud of you. I love you! ❤
I don't know why this song makes me cry, I have listin this song about 2 months ago when she was gone and by time passes I did mistakes not bigger but I did and that's why this song is related to me also and whenever I listin this song my mind just thinks about her can't forget her but I know she'll never come back. This song helped me alot thank you brother ❤🤞
This song came out at the right time. My gf and I are currently in a difficult position. She’s a recovering addict and I support her with all my heart. But it’s hard to live my life currently. I work 2 jobs and a business to support us. We’ve been struggling for a minute now and I’d never want to hurt her. But I’m trying to live my life too. Edit: we ended up parting ways. It was a different choice and honestly I feel like I failed her. But it’s probably the best choice for both of us. And I still wish her the best. Edit. We got back together after I wrote this. But broke up again. I found out she cheated. Come January we reconnected and started dating again. Unfortunately I found out she cheated again. Can’t catch a break.
I’m dying inside with the mistakes and choices I’ve made that broke my family apart. I’ve never felt so bad in my life and hurt for both my now ex husband of 12 years and son … and my own pain and grieving Life…
Love this song. Emotion,voice,music,lyrics everything's perfect. Reminds me jeremy zucker's brent album. Plz keep make more songs like this + I didnt realize that this is your first track. Amazing. Waiting for next track 👍
Ooooh man, this is exactly what I'm going through... It's not that i don't love but i need more than that, you're drowning in ur problems while holding desperately... I've got nothing left but to set u free, i don't wanna hurt anymore...
i like listening to this over and over and every time i do i imagine sending it to my friends but i dont cause theyre the people im relating the song to...
This song its very special..enter deeply in the soul..thank you for give us the oportunity of hear this treasure song👌👏👏 A hugh hug of a Fan from Portugal 🇵🇹🍀
it’s the last lines for me, they’re how i found the song and will always stick out. its true, i don’t want to hurt anymore. that’s how i became numb to everything. i had no choice, because everything changed, and if i didn’t forcefully move on and deal with it i would not be where i am now. i lost the only constant thing i had, after 2 and a half years i finally stopped relying on them for happiness. even though i never knew them personally, they always make me smile when i was down and yes, i got attached. so it was hard to let them go when they were over. i know they’re gone for good now and it will never be the same. so i had to let it go, and that’s how i found the song. to distract myself i watched love island, and fell in love with other people. they were the closure i never got, everything i had before but better. it’s actually how i found the aong, through a scene of them being everything i needed in that exact moment. and this time, i’m not attached. because i’ve taught myself that no matter what i’ve got myself. through it all i always come back to the same spot with just me myself and i. if they left tomorrow, i’d be okay. that’s the lesson i learnt from the whole experience. i can be alone, and i’ve found joy in it. cause i’ve got nobody saving me.
Absolutely beautiful! This is soooo real and raw. You're voice is so lovely. You sing with such passion! I can relate to this so much. You are truly gifted and inspiring. You remind me of James Arthur, yet your sound is still so unique. Love your stuff! Huge fan already. Keep it up!❤
❤️❤️❤️this song deserves more than just words❤️❤️❤️❤️ i love itt❤️❤️❤️ur so talennted and no matter wht anyone tells u uve got wht it needs to make a good songs 🥰
Hey guys, just want to say thank you for all your support on this. It’s the first track I’ve ever released and can’t believe how great the reception has been! If you want to hear more from me please subscribe and if you want to stay up to date with new releases please follow me on Instagram, TikTok and Spotify all @ewanmainwood or you can find the links in the description. Thank you ! ❤
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dude you have an amazing voice lewis capaldi level shit bro you've got this!
You have an amazing voice, and this song is beyond beautiful! What an incredible young talent you are!
hey man your track is super dope....i love it so much,good job my brother
Everyone here who is depressed ,,,eat well ,watch a movie , go out alone somewhere cool and silence feel the peace and go back home with some music ,,it worked for me
For me this song is like a letter to my old self and trying to let her go and heal ,cause I am the only one for me.Thank you for this beautiful song.
We all here before this guy reaches the billboards one day :)
Hahaha I can only hope!
There are some things that people can't share with others. So it isn't about you. Very few people can see your pain or the hidden tears behind your smile or hear your silent scream that you going through a real bad time and remain close to you silently support and show caring concern very few people are like this a total stranger most of the time would be there for you than the ones who claim that they are close to you are the ones further away from you. When someone is trapped mentally emotionally or physically in situation especially a helpless situation It even torture them when asleep would be afraid to sleep or get up crying So if they decide to isolate themselves only they alone know what they are going through. If you can't relate sad but hope that one dreadful day you don't face a reality situation and be abandoned by others who refuse to be there for you.
been there many times there were times when I broke down fell to my knees feeling so horrible couldn't hold back my tears publicly and those people never left me alone yes strangers.
Another person he just abandoned me said he doesn't know how to cope and would walk away hurt and cry silently in the dark for me not to see. A stranger barely a friend.
You could lie down next to someone and cry silently your heartache with frustration and they would be clueless what you maybe going through.
If someone decides to leave someone because you are broken in a mess see you as negative energy what the heck keep walking don't look back you already done don't have my back.
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So much emotions in your voice. Great song Ewan!
I needed this song. It's so hard to let go when you fell so hard for that person but their problems can really mentally mess with you.
At 67, I never imagined that I would listen to a second song that would make me cry. The first was “Us and Them”, by Pink Floyd, when I was 20 years old. It’s a beautiful song. Lyrics are impressive.🙏🏻👏👏👏👏👏
It's like you took stories of my own life and relationship issues and turned them into this....I related so deeply. Not many songs can do that, but the ones that do are the best ones. You have immense talent. The voice, the lyricism, the music, it was all absolutely amazing. Please don't ever give up creating. You have something very special here. Subbed ❤
Ah it’s great to hear you can relate!
Seriously tho; word for word……
I was searching something which depict my present situation and it's just fix perfectly amazing
@@ewanmainwood JESUS CHRIST = THE ONLY BEGOTTEN SON OF GOD, WHOM GOD GAVE AS SACRIFICE TO REDEEM THE WHOLE MANKIND: John 3:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. And JESUS CHRIST = GOD IN FLESH: John 10:30 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I and my Father are one. 1 Corinthians 8:6 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But to us there is but one God, the Father, of whom are all things, and we in him; and one Lord Jesus Christ, by whom are all things, and we by him. 1 John 5:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one. John 8:19 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Then said they unto him, Where is thy Father? Jesus answered, Ye neither know me, nor my Father: if ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also. John 14:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Believest thou not that I am in the Father, and the Father in me? the words that I speak unto you I speak not of myself: but the Father that dwelleth in me, he doeth the works. John 14:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Believe me that I am in the Father, and the Father in me: or else believe me for the very works' sake. John 6:46 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Not that any man hath seen the Father, save he which is of God, he hath seen the Father. Ephesians 4:6 - One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all. Matthew 23:9 - And call no man your father upon the earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven. John 14:9-11 - Jesus saith unto him, Have I been so long time with you, and yet hast thou not known me, Philip? he that hath seen me hath seen the Father; and how sayest thou then, Shew us the Father? (Read More...) John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. GOD is spirit being in 3 and so HE created man - who is also created in 3 (SPIRIT and SOUL 1st and BODY last). 3 parts = ONE GOD. Humans: one human = 3 parts. Pure logic and all cleared out. The BIBLE is clear and true, yet still many amongst us ask these 2 questions: IS EARTH TRULY FLAT? GOD IN 3? - WHAT THAT MEANS?
GOD created a BODY (FLESHLY BODY) to HIMSELF to come among us as one of us to: TO REDEEM US AND SET AN EXAMPLE OF HOW TO LIVE.
About A - C : as we know satan is a copier - therefore he also creates a body to himself, for he cannot create as GOD can, therefore his /satan`s/ body is A.I. But what matters is: WHO LIVES INSIDE THAT BODY WE TALK ABOUT: JESUS CHRIST = THE BODY OF GOD AND A.C = THE BODY OF SATAN. Again, LOGIC.
Were is the COMFORETER? whom should come and help out? Why some of you still haven`t received HIM? - that you still ask questions that BIBLE has clearly answered.
father, son, and husband. - these = titles that we can carrie as we live out our lives on earth.
SPIRIT + SOUL + BODY = COMPLETE MAN AKA LIVING SOUL. (HUMAN = A CONSCIOUS SPIRIT). In DEATH we lose our carnal body, we do not lose soul nor spirit. We are SPIRIT BEINGS also, created before received earthly bodies. (that`s why there`s saying: LIFE IS A GIFT) - we cant give a gift to someone who dose not exist. To receive a gift, one must exist.
We were created before our bodies, in spirit? - yes: Jeremiah 1:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
James 2:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also. 1 Corinthians 15:44 | View whole chapter | See verse in context It is sown a natural body; it is raised a spiritual body. There is a natural body, and there is a spiritual body.
Ecclesiastes 3:20 | View whole chapter | See verse in context All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
2 Corinthians 12:3 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And I knew such a man, (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;)
Philippians 3:21 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself.
2 Corinthians 12:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) such an one caught up to the third heaven.
Matthew 10:28 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell. 1 John 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God: Romans 8:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his. 1 Corinthians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. Romans 8:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: Ecclesiastes 12:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Then shall the dust return to the earth as it was: and the spirit shall return unto God who gave it.
Why are we denying the 3 parts of GOD and humans if all 3 parts are real? All that matters is SPIRIT AND SPIRITS.
And can`t any of you read? Clearly a SPIRIT IN 3 , CREATED SPIRITS IN 3s. (GOD CREATED HUMANS).
@@ewanmainwoodhi there how are you doing today ❤
I have dated alot of people with mental health problems and it is a lot of work, there's only so much you can give. Love this song ❤️
I relate so much to this with my ex.
We really really were into each other, could talk about everything and anything for hours on end without running out of random topics, great chemistry and love life...
But she was so hurt from past relationships, i swear she broke up with me every two weeks only for us to get back together a few days later.
I truly believe she was the love of my life...but i wasn't the one to "save" or help her recover, because i couldn't break her walls down in the end, I've never hurt that much walking away before.
I've long since moved on but a part of me will always remember her
Exactly the same story as me
Literally no difference
This was 5 years ago
I haven't been in a long term relationship since
And I'm not too sure I'll ever be
Or that it would ever come close to what we had
Aaaaaaaaaaa
Idk why, but i can just relate to my current relationship....
I am the opposite, I am the girl... I was trying to hide the pain from my partner, so it wouldn´t hurt him, as much as it hurt me. But at the end, it was killing me to say "I am OK", when the pain of my past stuck in my head. It was hurting him to see that I am not OK, and dont talk with him about it. But there was nothing to talk about, I was stuck in that dam ´scare´ of my past, and he couldn´t have done anything to take the pain away from me...
He knew from the start, that I had a dam bad scare from the past in my heart, but we tried it, especially me. The scare realy hurt me from the start of our relationship, it got a little bit better, but as the day came that we would finally met, it was getting worse, worser than worse... because my ´scare´ is phisical and mental at the same time.
So how should someone come near me when I am afraid of touch?!...
I was torn the whole time, I wanted this touch, but at the same time, my body wanted to run away as fast as I could, I wanted away from there. Nothing seemd right... his nearness hurt me and when he wasn´t there hurt it too. I wished the pain would go away,... I knew the only way out of the pain, would be the way out of the relationship, "but I came so far, I wouldn´t give up!"... that was, what I thought, but it turned out differently, not especially because of me, but because of a bigger pain, which killed our realitionship at the end.
long story short:
You surely wonder why I tell you all that Nove, but as I found that song, my eyes opened wide and filled with tears, because no matter what I would have done back then, both ways, to tell the other person or hide the pain from the partner, will only bring both of them in darkness and pain. There is no way out, I see no way, but I wish there where something, I am still searching for an solution.
I am sorry that it ended like that for you.
Do you think it would h
Do you think there would have been a solution for both of you, andwhen yes, how would that have looked like?
Best wishes ~ Zatiya
@@zatiya7885 i feel for you, esp the first comment, i can't imagine what it's like struggling with trauma like that and i hope you are well.
In regards to my ex, i don't think it could have worked out at all, she was too hurt and locked up inside and i was way too in love with her to realise me being with her was only hurting her back then.
But we work in the same field and did run into eachother a month or so ago, she's got a boyfriend now and she seems really happy, not gonna lie, I'm really really happy for her but it also hurt a little, but I'm glad she's worked on herself and found the right person for her.
Iunno what my point here was....something something if you love it let it be free
The lyrics, the voice, the emotion.... all are on point. Best song i have come across in 2022. Don't change, be unique and stand out from the mainstream circus. All the best.
Bro this is hella underated, like this should be in billboard top 10
One day one day….
I'll vote 🤎
So many times we do our best to save the drowning other but then you realize that no one is going to save you as you do your best effort to save HER...
Ewan you spoke exactly how I feel about my best friend..the thing I'm most grateful for is at least I'm not the only one...thank you for this masterpiece..
He has literally expressed emotions of thousands of people in beautiful rhythm
I suddenly found an amazing artist today❤. Thank you my lord❤
It's amazing to be a glow stick but sometimes you have to break more and more to glow brighter and brighter.
Keep glowing,
HE loves us all
Went thur alot last 2 years.fixing me.this song hits .feel it .at the end of. The day it's me who needs to be ok.conseling works.raise and over come.
Somehow the stars just all aligned itself for me to come across this absolute masterpiece. right when i am going through some rocky things in my relationship and it mind end right now... every word just correlates so greatly to my situation where i cant help but cry. thank you... a thousand billion trillion of thanks.
Love your voice! So full of emotions
This song seems like it'll blow up. So much unrecognized talent out there. Beautiful song. 🎵
Ain’t no one saving me
If no one was me
You’d understand, no can save me.
But me. ❤
Soooo good!!! A new star in the making. I bet you this song wil have millions of views in a month or so!!
This is exactly happened to me 3 weeks ago. I was always there for him especially at his worst times especially financially when he had nobody not even family support but at my worst time he decided he wanted out he was clueless because I didn't tell him what I was going through. They always say never expect better from a person who never do the things that you did for others in return to show appreciation. They show how much they value when life is going good they no longer need you.
I’m so happy you can relate thank you!!
I love this song it shows me I can just relax on a rainy day and listen to ur music for hours and go drive around
This is so beautiful (crying emoji) ur beautiful. To those in a romantic relationship it's never u against ur person or the problem it's always u both against the problems, whether it be hers or his face it as one. Rely on each other, trust in ur person. If u don't then end the relationship before the u hurt each other. I purple u all n hope that u guys love onanother n stay hydrated.
Byeee
Absolutely amazing .. you have the voice, the lyrics, and life experiences to live out this dream of being the greatest male artist. I believe in you. I’m proud of you. I love you! ❤
This song gave me goosebumps…I have no words just wow! 😍
Bright future coming!
This is a masterpiece, I’ve been listening to this song for weeks and I can’t get enough of it 😊
same
Oh my god. This is so beautiful
The best thing about poetry is when someone say what you could never or don't know how to
What a phenomenal experience to listen and then have lived through this experience......I am looking forward to more of your music.... Such talent
So true & beautiful ❤️ Bless you
Listening to this from Libya in North Africa 😍❤️ this is getting universal 😘🥰❤️
Simply amazing. Lost my mom in 2016, accidental overdose of her pain pills. If I could put it all into word's, it would be this song.❤️
One of the best voices I’ve heard for a long time! And a great song!! Definitely relate to the words! 😍
Such a beautiful song
I don't know why this song makes me cry, I have listin this song about 2 months ago when she was gone and by time passes I did mistakes not bigger but I did and that's why this song is related to me also and whenever I listin this song my mind just thinks about her can't forget her but I know she'll never come back. This song helped me alot thank you brother ❤🤞
First line of the song soothes me already
Exactly what I just went through. I had to let go someone of 7 years go..
dammmm were has this song been all my life:S
This song came out at the right time. My gf and I are currently in a difficult position. She’s a recovering addict and I support her with all my heart. But it’s hard to live my life currently. I work 2 jobs and a business to support us. We’ve been struggling for a minute now and I’d never want to hurt her. But I’m trying to live my life too.
Edit: we ended up parting ways. It was a different choice and honestly I feel like I failed her. But it’s probably the best choice for both of us. And I still wish her the best.
Edit. We got back together after I wrote this. But broke up again. I found out she cheated. Come January we reconnected and started dating again. Unfortunately I found out she cheated again. Can’t catch a break.
Stay strong bro 👊
keep doing you bro something will give 💪🏻
Dude, try Alanon! That’s where you will get support, you deserve it.
Same thing .. except I’m the recovering addict …
I’m dying inside with the mistakes and choices I’ve made that broke my family apart.
I’ve never felt so bad in my life and hurt for both my now ex husband of 12 years and son … and my own pain and grieving
Life…
Absolutely Beautiful 😍
Listened to you on love island and this is a banger
Most underrated artist man
Thank you :)
love it i'm obsessed
Beautiful 😍 😘
Your strong and understanding just stand and ur strength will be there to carry u 😶🌫️
Masterpiece, i can't describe how this song touched me..
Those underrated music is the best 👌
"SOUNDS GOOD, SAD!!"💕
Yet you will never fade from my heart, love. Be well. Love you.
WOOOWWWWWWW! LOVE IT!!!!!!
Love this song. Emotion,voice,music,lyrics everything's perfect.
Reminds me jeremy zucker's brent album.
Plz keep make more songs like this
+ I didnt realize that this is your first track. Amazing. Waiting for next track 👍
The Lines Are Lit..🔥
이노래를 이제서야 듣다니ㅠㅠ 너무 너무 좋아서 반복 듣고있어요❤
Ooooh man, this is exactly what I'm going through...
It's not that i don't love but i need more than that, you're drowning in ur problems while holding desperately...
I've got nothing left but to set u free, i don't wanna hurt anymore...
Okay this showed up in my recommendations. I'm so glad I clicked. I love it. I subscribed too. Thanks for making this song
sAME, BRO AND I KNEW THIS IS FOR ME. FRIENDLESS AND NO FAMILY
I just can’t stop listening this song, im so sad and i can’t stop crying
first time ive put a song on repeat for a while, this is a damn good song. good job
Beautiful.
Omg, love ❤️ this song!!!
Beautiful
Honestly I view this song as me talking to myself as a kid and the trauma I went through during my time when I came out to my family.
i like listening to this over and over and every time i do i imagine sending it to my friends but i dont cause theyre the people im relating the song to...
Holy ballz kid! Thank you for sharing this beautiful FN song!! Resonates with this chick!! Thx Man
This song its very special..enter deeply in the soul..thank you for give us the oportunity of hear this treasure song👌👏👏
A hugh hug of a Fan from Portugal 🇵🇹🍀
Thanks you for the Musik and lyrics.
Beautiful song 😊❤
wow great song..
amazing song + voice !
Wow, what a beautiful song, light melody, and a beautiful voice. Besides that you are also very beautiful 👋🏻👋🏻😍
This song is so deep wth!! 😭❤
OMG suddenly love this song!
You got us man
Probably we all will be legends, once rest of the world will discover this masterpiece :)
Ewan nxt rising star 🌟 🌟 🌟 ❤❤❤
❤️❤️😻SAVED MY 2 thank you for the W. Kerry Bittle
Acabo de descubrir esto en spotify y tenía que venir a ver si estaba aquí también
Wow felt this
So cool and so true ✨
I wish I could express myself as u to others too ! I'm feeling a very song.
my gosh.... the lyrics is fan-freaking-tastic 💝💝
One word: Lovely ❤️😊
It is full of many emotions.
it’s the last lines for me, they’re how i found the song and will always stick out.
its true, i don’t want to hurt anymore. that’s how i became numb to everything.
i had no choice, because everything changed, and if i didn’t forcefully move on and deal with it i would not be where i am now.
i lost the only constant thing i had, after 2 and a half years i finally stopped relying on them for happiness. even though i never knew them personally, they always make me smile when i was down and yes, i got attached. so it was hard to let them go when they were over. i know they’re gone for good now and it will never be the same. so i had to let it go, and that’s how i found the song.
to distract myself i watched love island, and fell in love with other people. they were the closure i never got, everything i had before but better. it’s actually how i found the aong, through a scene of them being everything i needed in that exact moment.
and this time, i’m not attached. because i’ve taught myself that no matter what i’ve got myself. through it all i always come back to the same spot with just me myself and i.
if they left tomorrow, i’d be okay. that’s the lesson i learnt from the whole experience.
i can be alone, and i’ve found joy in it.
cause i’ve got nobody saving me.
Absolutely beautiful! This is soooo real and raw. You're voice is so lovely. You sing with such passion! I can relate to this so much. You are truly gifted and inspiring. You remind me of James Arthur, yet your sound is still so unique. Love your stuff! Huge fan already. Keep it up!❤
Listening from Nigeria! I love this piece. Well done ✔
❤️❤️❤️this song deserves more than just words❤️❤️❤️❤️ i love itt❤️❤️❤️ur so talennted and no matter wht anyone tells u uve got wht it needs to make a good songs 🥰
worth listening to and
this is beautiful so keep going, Ewan Mainwood!
-with love and support
From Kenya🇰🇪with love. Viiibbbe broooo!!!!!
Thank you brooo!
@@ewanmainwood you're very welcome bro!!!
the lyrics oh my god, this is so breathtaking :( everyone should hear it
I'm from Indonesia, I really like the songs. thank you for giving a beautiful work🌻
I feel like this song should bring more likes and people
Phenomenal song.
Very good Performance great Video
this is so true..... I relate to that a lot
Wowww I love this ♥️
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