MARRIAGE UPDATE! | HOW GOD REVEALED MY HUSBAND UPDATE VIDEO | DID I GET MARRIED IN 2023?
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- Опубликовано: 22 авг 2024
- Hey Y'all Hey! In this video, I provide an update to my marriage prophecy for 2023. As always, I pray you are blessed AND entertained by this video. Thank you for watching and please don't forgot to SUBSCRIBE! :)
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SUPPORTING SCRIPTURES
- Isaiah 55:11 So will My word be which goes out of My mouth; It will not return to Me empty, Without accomplishing what I desire, And without succeeding in the purpose for which I sent it.
- Romans 8:28 And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
- John 17:17 Sanctify them in the truth; your word is truth.
- Romans 2:19 and are confident that you yourself are a guide to people who are blind, a light to those in darkness,
- Proverbs 30:5 Every word of God proves true; he is a shield to those who take refuge in him.
- Proverbs 24:16 For the righteous falls seven times and rises again, but the wicked stumble in times of calamity.
- Proverbs 11:2 When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with the humble is wisdom.
- John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
- Romans 8:1 There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.
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🚨Hey Friends! The name of the Deliverance ministry that assisted with my freedom is called Flawed and Free! They offer in-person (DFW) and virtual deliverance! 🙌🏽
Flawed and Free: theflawedandfree.com/
Their RUclips channel: youtube.com/@FLAWEDFREE?si=7NvEXAPA1HnGKZtc
🚨 Also, here are a few supporting Scriptures for this video:
- Isaiah 55:11 So will My word be which goes out of My mouth; It will not return to Me empty, Without accomplishing what I desire, And without succeeding in the purpose for which I sent it.
- Romans 8:28 And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
- John 17:17 Sanctify them in the truth; your word is truth.
- Romans 2:19 and are confident that you yourself are a guide to people who are blind, a light to those in darkness,
- Proverbs 30:5 Every word of God proves true; he is a shield to those who take refuge in him.
- Proverbs 24:16 For the righteous falls seven times and rises again, but the wicked stumble in times of calamity.
- Proverbs 11:2 When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with the humble is wisdom.
- John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
- Romans 8:1 There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.
Amen
We receive the Scriptures
You are a Great Vessel our Prayers and love 🤗💖😀
Amen be still know.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Amen!
I too went into a deliverance session in August last year. It lasted 3 hours. The staff was professional and gentle. I would love for all churches to have a Deliverance Ministry.
Pray 🙏🏿 for me, I'm making a proposal to the church I attend to establish one. Pray for me that the pastoral leadership will be willing to listen to me. I want to introduce them to the same program I got my deliverance from.
I went through Flawed and Free as well so powerful. My session was Jan 2023.
15:48 It's OK Lala this may have been a TEST of your will to see how you would respond to the Lord when not receiving what you're believing GOD for.
Don’t be so hard on yourself. Your Kingdom spouse is coming at the right time in Jesus name.
Amen
Absolutely, still going to happen 🙌
Amen 🙏🏼 ❤
Truth. The appointed is always on time.
Butttt if not! Still we praise you!
Marriage can be an idol. Praying for single ladies will find joy in waiting on the Lord in this area. May we live unhurried lives of faithfulness to the Lover of our Souls. Amen.
Amen, I've been happily single for 4 years (but never alone) it gives me more time to spend with GOD I'm not rushing that area of my life when the Lord releases this area in my life that's when it will happen until then I'M GOOD!!! PRAISE GOD!!!
This is an absolute fact. I was on tik tok last night and came across a “prophetess” telling women that there is nothing Biblicial about waiting on God. She told them that God’s words are “yes and amen” and that if they don’t have a husband yet it’s bc they’re not where they’re supposed to be spiritually. SHE has had two divorces and said God is sending her another. I clicked out of that so fast. Praying for my sisters who are single, that they are not deceived and misled by ppl who idolize marriage.
A wise prophet said that when you're emotionally invested in something it is wise to get someone who is not emotionally invested in that to seek God on your behalf.
LOVE THIS! Thank you for sharing! True wisdom! ❤
This is very wise advice!
& it truly works!!
@@ilovejoharai SOOO GOOD!
I think the biggest take away is to be careful with saying “God told me…”
Yes. We gotta be prayerful with that & keep certain things quiet. We gotta be careful with that statement, because what God told you? It's many beings that go by the name God/god. We gotta be specific and say Yahshua or Jesus Christ of Nazareth if we are speaking on His behalf. It's demons and Satan that goes by the name god too. We gotta be prayerful and ask God for forgiveness and seek help and not disclose our marriage and martial relations or whatever it is concern marriage private and not tell ppl. We must be careful.
Single or Married, we are the Bride of Christ and we are married to Jesus no matter what, at all times. When God brings you your husband, continue to put our Bridegroom, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ first. God’s got you because you love Him first and you are daily seeking to be obedient to Him, His Word and His Voice, in Jesus Christ Name! Be blessed!
Amen sis
Amen! People put so much emphasis on being married. When people say that they want to be married so bad, I always ask “why?”
The “why?” is very important. The Bible doesn’t command that we be married, some of us are meant to be chaste. Paul even uses himself as an example of someone who was not meant to be married.
It’s one woman like Christ was one man.
Trust in the Lord and lean not into your own understanding
@@APTTMHYforever that’s inaccurate. Paul had no desire to marry. Thats why it was a calling for him. If you desire marriage there’s nothing wrong with that. The Bible clearly says it’s better to marry than to burn with desire to marry. Marriage is your choice you just have to choose wisely & not make it an idol
It's the transparency for me ... ❤ It's the 💯 for me.... How many more people will this speak to? 🔥
It's the PUSH despite....
I was wondering about why you didnt get married. I didnt want to ask you about. I was waiting to see if you were going to talk about and it and, here we are you did. It's okay sister. Your coming on here telling the truth of what happened. God bless you.
You are a true Woman of God.
This speaks so much to me!!!
Right! The transparency is amazing! 🎉 It is appreciated and welcomed 🙏🏾
Same here that’s why I follow the channel. Because she seems like one of the most genuine RUclipsrs and she’s spreading the word of God. What could be better than that
Thank you so much for being so honest LaLa. This is INTEGRITY.
Nobody is perfect. Even the great men and women in the Bible didn't always get it right. The important thing is that we stay connected to God and allow Him to show us when we're moving incorrectly.
🎯🙏🏾
I think this is teaching me is to stop idolizing marriage and focus on my relationship with God and improving myself. This took months away from what you could be focusing on other things and I see Ive done the same thing as well. You’re helping women learn in more ways than you realize!
Same here 💖💖 this helped me soo much.
I still believe you will be getting married. It's ok we are still behind you.
Abdolutely
100%.
Like cheering you on! 👏 👏
Yes we are!
Amen! The LORD is gracious to forgive in JESUS’ name. JESUS loves us and wants all HIS children to have the desires of their heart.
I don’t comment on many videos. Zero actually but all I can think about while watching this was BOLDNESS & increased territory. I will not be surprised if I look up and your ministry has doubled in a capacity because this right here? Is SERVANTS posture and truly displays how the Lord can trust you and how the Lord can correct you and how you are able to humble yourself before him. Lala, get ready! This is the type of obedience that God is searching for. He’s our father he knows the mistakes we will make, but those who can be corrected and repent privately and publicly?
Different! Set apart!
I respect and love the honesty, transparency, and humanity. Cuz at the end of the day we are all humans and it happens to all of us just in different ways! Stay encouraged!
Blessings as you continue on your journey sis!
Glory to GOD! 🙌🏽🥹
1000 thumbs up 👍🏾!!!!! Exactly what I felt. And she is not alone. LaLa, me and 100k plus times 100 have been deceived by our desires and expectations. I journaled a name but never gave voice to it. It never came to be. Repent and course correct.
THIS!!!!
yes we all miss God at some point. But you stepped out in faith that is what counts. Your humility and honesty goes far. It shows you have integrity. God bless you.
Right, not many can humble themselves to apologise!
This brought me to tears 😢😢: the thought of you not wanting to be here😟 Never entertain this spirit ever again no matter what happens in life. Love you LaLa❤🥰
Awwww!
Sis… I went through the same exact thing and let me tell you. In January one day I was in my car crying about my life and I thought of you and I put 2&2 together about your situation because you didn’t give an update and sis I cried so hard for you. I cried so hard for the body and for my friends. The people believing for something and we were wrong. To hope so hard over something that God never said is so painful. I’m proud of you for thuggin it out with the Lord.
I’ve prayed for you. Idk about you, but out of MY situation I’ve grown so much and I’ve grown in contentment like never before.
God is faithful! It is well with our soul.
I’m still listening to the video so maybe you’ll address where you’re at now mentally/spiritually.
Love you, sis. 😘
Wow! Love you, Sis! 😭😭
I went thru the same thing too
Me too
@@LaLaJenkinsalso, I don’t know if this applies to YOU, but Ezekiel 14:4 was a huge deal for me. I know for myself I sought out prophetic confirmation a lot. It sucked because I felt like I heard for myself, but then it felt like my community (people I trust spiritually and still do) echoed what I felt I was hearing. But I think God was also teaching me about the importance of not seeking signs and confirmations and not running to prophets for a word for my life.
I learned a lot last year and it was one of the most painful years of my life. I had thoughts of not being here, too, but bwoy was Papa moving the whole time and working things out for my good. I’m excited to watch it all unfold and I can’t wait to see you get married (in HIS beautiful timing!) I would love to talk to you and share what the Lord has shown me through it all.
This has drawn me closer to your ministry . Be encouraged my sister in Christ.
Lala, a friend at church started saying God showed her, her husband. She didn’t prophesy a date or time. But, in her case she was not even dating the guy. I saw her being ultra friendly in a gentleman’s presence. He started being distant. Many times, God will show you your husband. But, move in silence, announce what the man/your man announces. No stress! The man will be blessed to find a God fearing, beautiful, intelligent young lady like yourself. You are the treasure! As a queen (as Bishop RC Blakes says) you select and approve! 🎉💕
I dont believe this. A husband sees a wife. Not the other way around
You select among pursuers….. didn’t think I needed to spell this out….😃
AMEN!! RC Blakes is DA TRUTH when it comes to relationships/marriage!!! 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@@StopBeingVictimsItsNotGodly Salute! Excellent statement of true edification!
Your kingdom spouse may be still coming but what I had to learn was when God gives you a personal word do not tell anybody keep it to yourself because people and they spirits will try to delay it . I had this issue . I don’t think God will give us dates on when things will happen that’s a deceptive spirit but if he promise you something it’s gone happen don’t worry about then When . His timing will never be when we think he do it when we least expect it.
Yes @shyy.famous I have learned to keep words from him to myself.
Preach thts exactly wht I just heard from my man and another person of christ so thts revelation amen
This! I learnt this year that when God gives you a vision or message. You need guidance if it is something you are supposed to pray to change, tell publicly (or to the person) or just keep it to yourself.
I am so sorry sis...you are still here don't stress..the enemy also steals a prophetic word to discourage you...what God ordained will happen.
Don't share too much but in prayer ask God for direction but on the other hand if you did not share how were people gonna learn 🙏
I don't 100% agree. That's how people become deceived and not accountable. Like lala said seek wise counsel
Lala, I don't know if you remember but I commented on your marriage video asking you to pray for me to get a job before the end of the year. I got that job so I will always respect and appreciate you ❤️ I'm lifting you up in prayer and sending love all the way from South Africa 🇿🇦
Hallelujah!! Congratulations!
Congratulations Sis'🎉🎊... God is so good🙌🏽
Praise the Lord 🎊 🎉 congratulations my home sister 🇿🇦
I went through something similar last year, where the devil made me think it was someone it wasn't. Took me 2 months of battling confusion and finally talking to wise counsel to realize I was deceived due to marriage idolatry. The devil is extremely cunning. Test the spirit, speak to wise counsel, and definitely don't tell the other person. This deceptive spirit is running rampant.
Kingdom spouse deception is REAL and it’s FAMILIAR SPIRITS!! We need to rebuke those evil spirits!!!
That’s why you mustn’t deal with it yourself. You must get elders as counsel. Their role is to first pray to enquire from the Lord if there’s any truth to the prophecy. The enemy can manipulate your dreams and visions. He can also manipulate you into thinking you’re hearing something more especially if you’re idolising marriage. Let’s try and stop wanting to be married so bad. I’m guilty of this myself but if I have anyone even remotely show interest, I’m bringing elders I can trust to vet them before proceeding with anything.
Yes!!!!!!!!! And it’s overall deception. I have been deceived with the kingdom spouse promise per specific “date” , I’ve been deceived with job opportunities, I’ve been deceived in judgement/motives/intentions of others- basically discernment, and it’s all overwhelming! I talked to God about this specific thing TODAY. We are all being deceived about many things!!!!!! And the devil feeds off of our desires and wants us to act independently without Christ. So he will sell us a lie if it means he can separate us from the truth.
Yes and sometimes generationals spirits that’s stands up to stop this blessing
Sometimes it takes a little more than rebuke especially if it’s a bloodline deception. Bless you ladies 💕
@@Shamika2391 yup. Fast and pray. This kind may only come out this way.
Don’t be so hard on yourself. We all make mistakes. God is merciful
I don’t think she understands mercy!
@@jamesgingrich7954your comment is confusing.... Are your words building up or tearing down? The Bible speaks heavily on this.
@@abeekuworldchanger380 In her videos, she points out what sins people are committing, which she makes good points, but she has to realize that as long as we are here in this sinful world, we all will be slaves to sin! You cannot live a perfect life until we are with Jesus in the life to come! What she fails to realize is that when Jesus died and rose again, He atoned for the sins of the whole world! At the end of the ages, all will be restored unto Jesus, not just the quote unquote saved people! All will be restored unto Him, not just the few but ALL!
@@abeekuworldchanger380 She is hard on people and herself just like that person said in her comment above! We all make mistakes and God is merciful! He will correct and restore us! Jesus saved the world!
It’s not gonna happen the way you thought, but you are not praying and fasting and warring for nothing. It may not be that man or that time frame but our Father will do it for you! Stand on His Word, keep walking with Jesus and He will bring you into a Kingdom marriage covenant! I love you sister and I love your humility and transparency! You are indeed a Daughter of The King!
And I told you about that time I got tricked too 😂😂😂😂 that man was NOT my type 😂😂😂 but I really thought that’s what God was saying for me. Lol not so! I went to the pastor and an elder at the church! They did not correct me! It happens and it’s a place many of us GROW from! 😊
Yessss! Thank you, Sis! Love you!! 🤎🤎
That’s so true!
As your friend/sister, I want to say publicly I AM PROUD/HAPPY FOR YOU!! God will get the glory and it’s going to set so many other men/women free in this area. I love you!! Let’s gooooooo 🫶🏾👩🏽🤝👩🏾💞
HALLELUJAH! Looooove you SO much! 🤎🤎🤎
This is what integrity looks like. I thank God for your transparency & vulnerability! Prayers, support, & love for you, La! 🙏🏾❤️
This happened to me as well last year!!! The spirit of deception was so strong. The transition after I realized was so HARD!!!! I pray for anyone going through this to come to know the truth about their situation. I stopped trusting myself and honestly, I couldn't understand why the Lord allowed it to happen. This whole thing has affected my relationship with Christ, but I am slowly getting back to Him. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, but God is still sovereign and His ways and plans are not ours. Peace and blessings to all the women and men desiring marriage!
It's not always that the Lord allowed it, but rather our own will and voice can become stronger than God’s. As a result, we get into error. It is the will of the enemy to get us to blame God when He is never wrong.
One thing I've discovered is that God will always delay that thing that you tend to be so desperate for until you're content and He becomes enough for you. He always wants to be number one.❤
Thanks Lala. At the right time, the Lord will make it happen. Continue in faith.
Amen soo true 🥹
This is exactly what I was trying to convey in my comment I posted. Perfectly worded. I came to this realization just this week
This is very true.🫶🏾
Amen. We can make an idol out of a marriage. God deliver from such.
How true is this in reality, knowing that God knows our thoughts. He knows that a part of our heart wants marriage/ a child/ a lineage/ a generation and it will be a lie to act like it is not in your mind. But still continously seek Him with the little strength we have. It is earthly impossible to be all in for God and ignore desires.
I need you too know that NOTHING is important enough to remove yourself from this world. Stay under His Wing and I will pray for you. Peace and Blessings Sister.
This would make a bomb episode for Dr Alexis' show. We NEVER publicly hear prophets share when they have missed it.
This just freed me & is confirmation from my conversation with the Lord JUST this morning. Thank you for being vulnerable, we’ve all been there & God is so proud of you! ❤️
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I appreciate your courage. I had unsubscribed after that video because I was tired of hearing about kingdom spouse and wanted inner healing from marriage idolatry. I find comfort in this video because I was under deception too by the same spirit and I understand where you been as far as feeling embarrassed and confused. I praise God for deliverance and His Holy Spirit always guiding us to truth. ❤
😭 LORD, SISTER! A similar situation happened to me. I was fasting and praying concerning a person that I believed to be my husband. I thought I was getting confirmation after confirmation… I was even planning the wedding details 🙃 LORD!!! When I kept communicating with this guy he told me that right now he didn’t have a desire for marriage right now. I felt so rejected and upset. It surely did open up doors to depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety and extreme loneliness! Which led me down a path of destruction. I started dating on apps and talking to men that were on drugs and just wanted sex. I began to think that COMPROMISE was better than WAITING. Thank you for sharing your testimony. I dont feel crazy because I love the Lord. I thought I was crazy….
Sis, when you do hear from God concerning your marriage, please only put out the testimony for the millions. The prophecy is personal for you and your spouse, not for the eyes or ears of millions. Remember what Joseph's brothers did to him when he shared his dreams. His father even rebuked him.
💯🎯‼️. Totally agree!
It’s OK we know you want to be married and it will happen when it’s time
Yep, I'm in the same boat.
Lala I love, adore, and honor you even more now! I’m sitting here saying “that’s a bad girl for Christ”. As a prophetess I wish that all of us can come back and be truthful for so many words we’ve released that has led others astray. I’ve been interceding in my spirit for you ever since I saw your post in December that you were taking a break into 2024. Then when I saw your January video, you remained in my spirit. I knew there was a battle going on because the Lord would randomly bring you to my thoughts even when I’m not online. I love you sis and the truth has made you FREE!
YOU SHALL BE MARRIED IN JESUS NAME AND IN HIS TIME!
Stand strong Prophetess Lala! ❤
AMEN, I RECEIVE THAT WORD FOR ME TOO!!❤ #GodisFaithful😊
Only if more people, including myself, would be as humble and transparent as you are when we miss the mark. Much respect to you! I’m excited for your future!!🙌🏽
I received deliverance through this video. I thought the video was unnecessary but I yawned and felt deliverance from the ways the enemy made me obsess for years about a man who never even really talked to me. Glory to God amen
Woooow! Hallelujah!! 🙌🏽🙌🏽
Aww.. sis I'm praying for you. The singleness season isn't the easiest for us women. Ive recently come to the conclusion that i have to be ok with Christ alone if i never marry or have kids.That has been a hard pill to swallow and i never wanted to admit that in the past but God wants all of me. My concerns and desires. I'm not saying im not believing anymore but i had to release it to God fully and know that he's in control.
I'm right there where you are too. 😢 But God is always faithful tho.
@MegaDede25 Yes, He is! I trust Him with everything.
We love you!! Most people wouldn’t even come back and correct themselves due to pride. You’ve already gotten the victory by showing up and letting us know the truth. We serve an infinite God and we cannot fathom Him in our finite minds. We will not always get it right because His ways and thoughts supercede faaaaaaar beyond what we can ever imagine. God is proud of you and that’s all that matters ❤
THIS!
Thank you for being transparent! This past week, God has been exposing idols. I realized I idolized marriage and my desire was very deep.
Although I desire marriage, if I don’t God is still good. God is still worthy.
This right here. He is definitely exposing idols and I thank him because we really do not want to put nothing in the place where God should be we are living in a day where Gods calling is so different to where there is a time out and He wants to show us Him in all areas husband , parent, friend, sibling we have to get stuff and people out of the way True worshippers How can we truly worship in spirit and truth when we have idols in our heart
@@plpblackvery well said! It’s so easy to make things an idol whether we realize it or not! God desires us and & can do all things. He deserves all of us, not parts of us ♥️
LaLa!! This LESSON is going to help many people!!! I believe God allowed you to go through this and show others because so many other people's eyes are closed and do not understand deception! Just WOW and praise God is all I can say to this!! I have experienced something similar in the past. This was very helpful for me and seeing others experience the things that I have, I feel less alone now. You truly are a blessing and a gift to me from God himself. I will stand with you and continue to support you Daughter of the Most High King in JESUS mighty name. 🤍🤍🤍
LaLa this was a great video and I do believe that it will help reveal to people of this deceptive spirit and I’m so blessed that you’ve gone through deliverance on this matter. It is important that we test every spirit so we are listening to God. This video is helpful and thank you. God will bring you your spouse in his timing 🙏🏾✝️
I love your comment and I believe we should continue to support LaLa and her Journey. This video was helpful like you mentioned.
La the real ones will give you grace. I saw you losing weight. I said she just fasting because of the attacks. I'm glad you are delivered. God has set you free. You stronger now baby! We love you!
Powerful now your real husband is coming before honor comes humility your not the only one I just went through this God is faithful dust yourself off and keep going God bless you Woman of God
This took a lot of courage sis. So mature! So proud of you! Many leaders prophesy falsely & just move forward like it never happened. True spiritual maturity is required to publicly repent. Your time for love & marriage will come, I just think the Lord allowed this to happen so that way when He does give you your marriage word, you have this to juxtapose the process against & you stay at His feet with the process, never making the marriage prophecy an idol again. So incredibly proud of you!
That’s so big and humble of you to admit being wrong. Sometimes we can desire something so badly and sincerely that we CAN miss what God is truly saying in a certain season. As a seasoned and married 40+ woman, I would now tell my younger self, “Girl, get somewhere and sit down and don’t stress. It will happen in God’s PERFECT timing!” I don’t think we even have to be so bothered with prophecies of marriage and other things. When we seek the kingdoms
first, God really does add these other things according to His divine plan. I had to learn that God is not holding any blessings hostage and won’t keep you single a moment longer than you need to be. All we have to do is keep walking in the will. The right spouse will be clearly revealed in due season. Be blessed and encouraged.❤❤
I was wrong about who my person was, and the timing, except I actually married them. It took a lot of time for me to process the different ways that God told me that guy wasn’t it. And it took me a while to forgive myself when the divorce process started. I know it’s hard waiting for your kingdom spouse to come. We are praying for you and supporting you in Jesus name! Reading Genesis 24 helps me a lot because it’s the chapter in the Bible where we get the kingdom spouse concept from. 💛 God bless you. May the Lord keep you. We’re women, endurance is just a small part of our spiritual dna.
I'm so thankful for this comment because I was in the same exact shoes...
Just because it did not happen does not mean it was not meant to happen or won’t happen. I got a word my God sent husband would find me and it happened 5 years later and I felt like when Lord but I started focusing on God and it came out of nowhere and my husband was not what I thought he would be or anything that I would’ve God would choose for me. People limit God by race or height and have list of what they want and block God sending them a good spouse but it may not be in the package you would usually go for. Stay open and don’t limit God and I’m talking about myself and anyone who this comment is for.
Thanks for telling your story. AMEN !! You are right we should not limit God.
We thank God for your transparency, humility, and integrity. God will use this for your testimony and His glory 🙌🏾
God bless you.... Just trust and follow Christ. Stop making this pursuit your idol. The enemy is trying to destroy your ministry... Put God first, middle, last and all in between. When God knows you are ready, it will come to past. You have helped so many... Honestly and Integrity in Christ is EVERYTHING
My husband passed years ago I still miss him. Lord Jesus please give me strength and stronger faith. Lord I seem to bear the weight of the world on my shoulders as a single mom, I often face challenges that can seem insurmountable especially with raising two children with special needs. I’m trying to balance everything but Lord I’m struggling to make ends meet, to pay bills, and to put food on the table for my children. Jesus hear my prayers and please continue to give me strength.
Praying for u Sis🙏🏾
I'm keeping you're in prayer 🙏🏾. I, too, was a young widow left to raise 3 young children by myself. My 3 kids are now adults. God is soooo faithful, and He will take care of you and your children
Praying for you. And please go to Grants.gov and look for your local agencies. There is lots of help in the form of grants available. Often calling local agencies is best. They have people who get paid (with your tax dollars) to help you. ❤
You’re only human. None of us are perfect. The important thing is to learn from our mistakes. Thank you for being so open and honest. God still has that person for you, but it will be in His timing.
Girl I think you are such a doll. I have no doubt that your godly spouse isn't far off. ❤
Sometimes we miss it. I respect your honesty and boldness. Let it be a lesson learned and always follow the peace in your heart. God bless you!
You are the first and only RUclipsr to admit and apologize for being wrong, that I know about. Thank you!
I agree. Lala is so beautiful inside & out.
The Lord is going to bless you. His timing is perfect!!!
Yes Amen!
The counterfeit I would love to do a talk about. I have great notes from my experience. One thing about this is the real ALWAYS comes speedily after the one who looks like the one. But oooooohhhhhhh how graceful and merciful is our Father because we learn soooooo much in that process and it all makes sense in the end. I would love to speak about this.
Please do a video!!! This would be so helpful for the body. Soooo many of us are experiencing this!!! The confirmations from a lot of us are coming through dreams so please if you have anything related, please share! 🙏🏾
Yes, I think a lot of us could probably write a book lolol.
If you can’t leave it at the feet of Jesus, that’s a red flag.
That spoke to me.
I really appreciate this video. Your transparency and integrity is 💯. I’m also so glad you found deliverance and didn’t unalive yourself. You are such a light and I love your ministry.
I don’t ever comment on videos but I just want to thank you for your OBEDIENCE! That speaks louder than any mistake that can be made. Praise God for your deliverance and your transparency! Blessings and Peace❤
Your humility and transparency tells me everything I need to know about you! Thank you sis for doing this. You could have just kept quiet and pretend it didn’t happen. But you are a woman of integrity and that is to be praised!
YES! Appreciate her ministry.
Be careful of the kindom spouse deception. God will make it happen when time is right. Trust in God, your husband will find you. Just do ya thing and live for God ❤
I applaud your openness, transparency, vulnerability, and repentance Sis!!!! YOU'RE A REAL ONE!!!!!!!.....We ALL (including myself) have been through some form of deception as we are learning how to stay on the straight and narrow path. It's comes with the territory and if we have a heart like yours and take full responsibility for our actions, the Lord is merciful, gracious and there is always a reward in the end. THANK YOU for showing us an example of true humility, love for the Lord, and growth!!!! You're husband is coming in Jesus name!!!!!!🙏🏾🙏🏾🎉🎉
LaLa, we (I) forgive you! Your transparency is valued. Your growth is evident. You are bearing Godly-fruit! Keep on going ❤
Guess what Lala, your story is still being written and you will still receive your Kingdom Marriage and so many more blessings for your obedience and humility.
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I absolutely hate that you went through that sis. But we love you no matter what. God is so good that He allowed it for a reason, and He works everything out for the good of those that love Him.❤❤❤❤
Everything is in Gods time Sis. I would rather be single than have a divorce under my belt 💯 To God be the Glory!🙏
LALA!!! I appreciate your post!! I went through similar from a dream in 2022. Thinking I will meet the person in 2024. I meet someone alright…however…he was NOT IT!! I have gone through what you are saying even about “unliving” myself but not on the suicidal tip!!! Chile…you sharing this is helping me and knowing I’m not alone and the only one going through this. I need to start my ministry/business and keep asking God..ARE YOU SURE? I will keep you in prayer!! We all have been DECEIVED especially in the area in marriage and that Bloodline is something else. When you said that…that HELPED me to understand some things in my family concerning marriage! God Bless Sis!! You are a Godly woman sharing and teaching! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💕💕💕💕
Edit: Also RC Blakes talks about the little “lights” that seem like that person is the one but you constantly getting red flags at the same time. He said that’s satan deceiving you so you can attach yourself to someone that’s not for you!
I will be honest. I found your channel with the videos about GOD sending you a spouse. But I was also confused about the ring when you were wearing it. Thank GOD for true discernment. What God has for you, is for you. I know we want to be married. But GOD does call some to single ministry and they may never get married. We have to follow HIS will no matter what. Great video!
I was just asking myself if you were married, as you stated. I didn't see a ring, so I was wondering when you were going to mention it. I thank you, sister, for being transparent in saying what you said before and what is now. It only shows that you are not perfect and people do get it wrong. I see that God uses you so much because you speak what others don't. Continue, sister. I pray God continues to bless you. I, too, am single for a while, and you encourage those that are willing to wait on the Lord to have it His way in our lives!! Thank you for speaking only the truth because that shows that God matters only! It is worth waiting ✋️ God is the only one that will bless you for everything you do.! I'll be praying for you sis!
Lala, when we’re wanting something so badly it’s easy to believe what we want to hear and making that true vs Gods actual plan for us. Keep going and seeking whatever it is God has for you.
The crazy part is.. marriage wasn't even on my mind. The Spirit of Deception played on that fact. I assumed it was God because I wasn't thinking about marriage or even focused on the guy that I believed was my husband.
You are the best Woman of God... Keep Shining for the master Jesus
Girl I am so PROUD of you 💜💯👍🏽 this is what following Jesus’ path is all about. We learn every day and no one is blaming you. We support you sister 100000%. Period.
Don’t beat yourself up. You are not alone. We as females were designed to be married. I’m going through something similar to this. Your testimony has helped me. Continue to love on yourself. When the time is right, it will happen.
All I have to say is, you are not alone sis 🙏🏾 I truly believe that your transparency has started a “me too” movement regarding this topic bc it’s more common than you think unfortunately. I’ll definitely be praying for you bc I know exactly how you feel!
I respect the honesty and the accountability. God gets the glory and you were healed and set free. So now that which was promised can come and not tarry - Hebrews 10:37 💖🙏🏽
Sis I enjoy your videos and I believe God works through you, but I want to offer something to t think about.. Sometimes it’s not about “deception being in our bloodline” sometimes we were just in our flesh plain and simple. you don’t have to have a super spiritual answer for what may have simply been flesh and sin. Again, it’s OK.
Hey hun, it’s alright. This is a learning experience that you can use to teach other women about the deceptive of waiting on a spouse.I’m happy this didn’t lead you astray from our father. ❤❤ God bless you lala
I’m so sorry you’ve been feeling so down baby, the fact you wanted to quit RUclips , shows that you need to continue and fight through the warfare . Xxx
Ahhhhhh I’m so proud of you! This has blessed me and made me cry! I literally talked to God about you on Thursday! I said “okay Lord, what’s going on with Lala and her marriage???” Then you post this. 😂😂 God is awesome! Thank you for your obedience! It’s coming ❤️
Lala, I encourage you to look at the episode, dear future wifey podcast recovering from heartbreak where he got his choice of a wife wrong. He picked himself up and continued to go forward and not give up.
La La, thank you so much for addressing this topic. I have been wondering about this for a while now but now that you’ve released this video I can say that I completely understand what you experienced. I myself had the same experience. I believed that I heard from God that I was going to marry a person by a certain time unaware that I needed deliverance from Demonic Spirits at the time. The Spirits would even give me dreams that I took as a confirmation that the word I heard would come to pass. It wasn’t until I went through deliverance that I realized I had been deceived! This is so much more common than people would ever imagine. You are not alone. This testimony is going to help others realize that they may not have been hearing from The Lord in regards to certain things and they will be able to seek deliverance that they may have otherwise not realized that they even needed in the first place. This situation just proves that God works all things together for the good of those who love him and are called according to his purpose.
Good for you showing integrity. My sister went through this. She thought a colleague of hers (another teacher at her school) was her husband. She believed and shared that the Lord showed her that. She started cooking for him everyday, lavish meals. Initially he happily accepted them. She was formally trained as a chef.
Sadly, he eventually reported her to the administration for harassment. She ended up getting in a lot of trouble. Later, he married someone else. It was a debacle. That was about 15 years ago and she never got married. She is still living at home with our mom at 52.
Honestly, my heart breaks for her not to know the joy of marriage and motherhood. My caution is to have self awareness. My sister believed that a white knight would come riding up to the house. She defended that. That's not reasonable. Within the bounds of conducting yourself as a modest Christian woman you should still make yourself available to be found by a single man of God.
Be intentional, not desperate, but available. Unfortunately, we are no longer in the days of fathers arranging marriage.
In the meantime be the woman most desirable to the Godly man you are praying for. ❤😊
“Our hearts are deceitful above all things and desperately wicked.” So how do we KNOW when we hear from God if when she fasted, she still thought it was the Lord? Interested in knowing others’ perspective
I know this took a lot of courage and maybe the Lord allowed it so we all can check our hearts and see if we idolize marriage (or anything else). Publicly apologizing takes a lottttt. Many people would’ve acted like nothing happened.
Oh she answered @24:00. Pray, ask for His will to be done and leave it there. If it’s from the Lord, it will come to pass. I think this video is extremely powerful
That's why it best to have someone who is spiritually around you who hears from God, and they can confirm the word for you
I’m glad you did this video because I’m on vacation, and the feeling of loneliness is trying to grasp a hold of me. All of my friends have left me, my family members never want to spend time with me and men reject me. For the first time in my life, I feel alone. My mother does live with me but she doesn’t like to do much, and she can’t walk that good. It’s hard, but I believe God wants me in this space for a reason. Sometimes we get too distracted with the things of this world and we begin to fall into idolatry, but God needs us to prepare for what’s coming in these end times. If we stay focused on Him, he will take care of the rest. Deliverance has been popping in my spirit too. Deliverance for myself and others. Satan is the master of deception, and he knows that you were bringing down his kingdom that’s why he’s trying to make you fall. You’re on fire for God LaLa, and I’m praying for your strength.
Praying that God will put the people in your life that’s suppose to be there❤🙏🏾
Amen I will pray for u sis
I appreciate your honesty and integrity ❤️.
Sister, your obedience is so amazing! Praise the Lord for conviction and correction of your heart posture. God is so amazing! We all are misled at times and we will all need healing and deliverance until the Lord gives us our last breath. And people who are not understanding this, then I would encourage them to film themselves 24/7… because none of us are as holy and righteous as we may think. Our hearts deceive us. But our God is so full of mercy and grace. Glory to our King Jesus 🙌👑
Your honesty is highly valuable to us all because we all get it wrong from time to time. I’ve been there where I thought that a relationship was from God and it was not. It didn’t workout and then after I came down from my feelings being hurt, I was able to see the red flags and take accountability.
Integrity goes a VERY long way with me. It's so rare to encounter that in everyday life and also in what we see within the world. Can't wait to hear your marriage testimony!!!!
P.S. You mentioned something about an anti-marriage spirit in your family. I'm sure you know this, and you've probably done it already, but please consider seeking God as to the specific source/ person behind this generational curse. This may help with more targeted warfare. God bless ❤🙏🏽
Oh sis, I was wrong on two major things last year that includes marriage. Take heart,I still don't know what went wrong but I stayed trusted in God.
I’m soooo proud of you. There a not many pastor preachers or prophets that admit when they get it wrong. We love you and forgive you. All things come together for His good. He will use this too. Love you ❤
To me, this shows your character, integrity of who you are in God. I truly appreciate your transparency, we need more who are on the platform like you. I’ve always said and taught my daughter “if you’re not honest with yourself, you’re not going to be honest to others” I appreciate your honesty. You’ve been a blessing in my life spiritually.
It takes soo much humility and submission to the Lord to do a video like this! You are truly a woman of God! Appreciate your honesty and transparency!!
Thank you for being honest. I know this video wasn’t easy to make but necessary. This is a wonderful example of taking accountability for our actions. God bless you, Sister in Christ!
Thanks for your honesty and transparency LaLa Jenkins
God has great things in store for you and the best is yet to come.
keep up the good work
You are so special to God. He loves you so much and has many wonderful things in store for you. Your testimony is helping a lot of people. You are an amazing woman of God. ❤
God will provide the one meant for you in due time. Thank you for your heartfelt transparency. God is so good and so merciful!
LaLa! I believe speaking about it can cause delays and attacks bc people be jealous! But alsooooo, sometimes when God shows you a person it’s someone who is “like” the person he showed you. You will be married! If it’s a desire that you have, The Lord placed it there!
Your apology is sincere, and I for one receive it. I know how hard this was to create. May Yah give you peace now.
Amen, Thank you for your honesty and humility. I will pray and intercede for the will of the Lord concerning marriage for you, Praise the Lord. If I hear a word from the Lord, Ill say something to you, Amen
I believe there was a spirit of deception concerning marriage that was released last year. The same thing happened to me. Only difference was I didn’t share with anyone publicly. The Lord is using this as a way for us to learn how to hear his voice better as well to know what is of him and what isn’t so that we can better protect his flock. We don’t always get it right sis and it’s OK. The Lord has forgiven you. He knows your heart.
God bless you, sis. You're a real one. God is good & you WILL be a wife, in Jesus name. Even this appears to be a test that you've certainly passed. When your time is here, no demon or devil can stop it. Bless you for being vulnerable and a true woman of God🙏🏾❤️ because many would have just lied their way through it. But it's clear God is at the center of your heart! Your husband and children will be BLESSED!
The way this is my exact testimony. God bless you, Sis. Thank you for your honesty and accountability. God will send him when the time is right. Stay encouraged! 💖
Thank you for posting this. The Lord loves you and thank you for being transparent.
I wasn’t sure about those words when you posted the videos last year, but I wanted to follow your story and hoped it would be true for you.
It’s a good wake up call for a lot of us women who have idolatry in our hearts about marriage
Omg!!! I can definitely relate Lala. I was in that same state of mind questioning my existence 10 years ago. I constantly asked the Lord to take me home now. It took me crying out to Jesus everyday and building a relationship with Him to the point where I was at peace being alone. My prayer changed from why I don’t have a husband to Lord if I don’t get married I’ll be fine as long as I have you. God will bless you with your husband in His timing.. His timing is the best timing and the husband He has for you will be worth the wait.
Thank you for your transparency Lala. Don’t beat yourself up, we all go through it. Not one of us is perfect, only Jesus!!! God bless you 😊
I was wondering if you were going to say something about it because I was going to just stop following you on all platforms but now I respect you more than before ❤keep going we love you and your human give yourself some grace
Do worry La. If nothing else your experience taught me to take it slow and test the spirits when I think I've got a word from God. 4 years ago I thought God was telling me my now ex was my husband. It ended in devastation and I lost him as a friend in the process. Had I waited and not gotten carried away by emotions I have noticed all the red flags. Uncertainty if that was God's voice I'd heard would've been red flag #1. Hearing God's promise and leaving it there is another thing. So thank you, thank you, thank you for be transparent and vulnerable. Thank you for the practical ways to apply this lesson to our own lives. You are so needed. We love you. But most importantly God loves you and I pray it won't be long before He blesses you with your husband. 🙏🤗