My gender dysphoria has never been so bad. Like it just stabbed me and now the wound won't stop bleeding. My chest feels too heavy, I can't bear how it feels to have anything (even clothing) touching my breasts, the way my hair hangs past my shoulders is annoying me, my thighs are too thick, my waist isn't thick enough, my arms are too skinny, my face is too feminine. I can't get away from it. I don't wanna be like this. This playlist pretty much sums up how I feel.
As a trans ftm i feel so sad when I see every boy in public or just in general bc i always think I'll never look like a skinny fluffy haired boy with alot of freckles and a flat chest Edit: HOLY CRAP TY IVE NEVER HAD THIS MANY LIKES
As a genderfluid AFAB person stuck in Florida who sometimes feels dysphoria, this playlist is a godsend. Thanks finn. Edit: Well, as it turns out, I identify as a demiboy/trans masc now.
Hi, as a fellow genderfluid AFAB kid I understand how you feel. If you need to talk to or vent to some people you can add my discord ! /nf We can talk or you can join the discord server I'm in. Just know you're not alone in this, we all love you 💚 disc: noahh#1604 (ik this might be a little confusing cus my name is noah now but yk 😭)
I wish i can be reborn as a girl. I just hate being a boy, i just hate my ugly body. And being trans is pretty rough because all my friends and mostly everyone in my school hates trans people. I also get bullied because of this...
As a closeted (apart my class who mostly makes fun of it or hates) trans masculin kid in a country that puts you un jail for being part of LGBTQIA+, this playlist is such a help, thank you!
@@alicegalati2455 Hi! thanks for caring. still stuck in this country, but i found someon who's helped me stand up again even if it hurts. how are you? and please, have a good day.
that was me last year to. after i finally coming out all the boys in my class bullied me for being gay then this year i showed with a deferent name short hair and always wearing boy clothes and it just hurts me so much when they will recognize me and call me my dead name after telling them over and over again that my name isnt Addison and then they will "correct" anyone who call me a boy, or one of my friends who I haven told yet tells all the guys in my school that im a girl and not a boy
@@AddisonMartin-hv6xj if it helps there is an online safe space that i use and that helps, its for the LGBTQIA+ community. its called Q chat space, it hosts a meeting almost every night. i hope this helps, and i hope things get better for you too. Just know that there will always be people out here to support and help you. best of luck, Max.
I’m a trans boy and my name is Sirius and I don’t know how long I can take the pain I'm in because my parents are transphobic every day reminded that I’m a girl, not a boy in their eyes it hurts me inside that I can never be myself around them. I’m sick and tired of being misgendered and deadnamed all the time.
Sirius you can do it don’t give up I understand I’m FTM as well I go by Jack You are very brave for coming out to your parents. I’m only out to my close friends and all of them ignore it except my best friend so you are very brave if you need to talk we can use this chat to listen
As a black trans ftm person its rly hard for me to express myself bc where i live is very homophobic like homosexuality is still illegal over here i cant come out to my family but i have wonderful friends who support me and i love them alot . And its rly difficult for me to trynand look more "masculine" bc my mom won't let me cut my hair And i have a very feminine figure and i can't get a binder i hate my body i hate my voice i hate everything i just want my family to accept me and to be myself im constantly told to act like a "lady" and i hate it i go to an all girls school and i cant take it every day being called a girl and being dead named being told i should dress like a girl i HATE IT HERE I WANNA RUN AWAY BUT I CANT I HATE THIS COUNTY!! I HATE MY FAMILY!! AND I HATE MYSELF!!
i know there's nothing i can say to fix everything your dealing with but you are so valid and all the people who tell you to act more like a girl have no idea how great you really are. someday things are going to change and your life will be easier just hold on a little longer until you can get there
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Heya, I'm not exactly a kid, but I *am* trans. I know things are probably tough for all of us here right now, but things will get better eventually. Maybe it'll be in a few days, or maybe in a few years. But things do get better. And to those of you who don't have a supportive environment, I'm really sorry. You'll get out of there eventually, and find people who do support you. I promise, it'll all get better eventually.
The worst pain, is knowing if you cant get out of the environment you're forced into by other life factors, and if you do leave, the consequences are so much worse than if you stay. (Stuck on disability in a purely southern Christian extremist family with not a dime to my name.)
I’m a trans boy and I go by clay this makes me sad but happy to know I made it this far no one believed I could be a boy because I was born a girl I didn’t listen and now look at me I made it this far in life ❤
As a transmasc with a big chest for his age, i’m so envious and upset when i see all the kids in my class with perfectly flat chests. Of course the one person with a big chest is the trans ftm.
This song makes me cry, hey. I'm transmasc and I go by Oliver instead of Abigail. I'm happy I made it this far, it's been 3 years since I figured this out. And I just gotta say, my trans peeps, it gets better. Just hang on and don't give up. I support and love you all, and also, how are you? How are you feeling today? You can use this as a vent, if you'd like. We can talk. I'll be here when nobody else will. Bye! (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)
Love this playlist :) it breaks my heart a little seeing so many damn kids my age fighting this hard to be happy this early in our lives but we can find comfort in knowing there is another person who knows how we feel. I'm not typically proud of being trans ykwim? It's hard to explain to people, it changes so many aspects of your life, and I don't feel like a "transgender person" I just feel like a boy. I have a crazy hard time because of it, but at the end of the day, we are just people. People are no different from each other really, in skin or gender or faith or who you love, everybody just wants to be loved and really even though people are so extremely pointlessly hateful to each other, please remember our time on this planet is so short. Make the most of it. Kiss whoever you want, be kind, spread good stuff, help people, be understanding, and always keep finding something to fight for. It is a long, long, ugly, confusing road sometimes but you've got to remember there's more past the storm. My name is Jackson Dallas Wilson and I want whoever is reading this to know you are loved by me I mean it :) you are seen and understood, you will be okay
Im not trans. I am not sure how i endet up here from my 'villian playlists' i use when im writing. But im so sad that so many of you still dont get the accepting. Whoever you are, just feel loved from a stranger in the internet (who is still learning english, but i hope you can understand me)
I'm a cis girl, I just wanted to let everyone know that it's okay to cry. You can feel despair, anger, frustration, you can let your feelings out. Being vulnerable doesn't make you weak 🫂
I'm a trans kid (ftm) and it's hard to hide my true self living in like the worst place in the states with a right wing transphobic family, but I'm glad to have this community online full of support and love like a family (at least how a family should be) Im very grateful for it. It's really hard having to keep my feelings inside and not express myself i wish i could cut my hair short and change my name and wear masculine clothes and have a deep but soft voice right now but i will have to wait until i can get out of the environment im in right now because i know it wouldn't be safe. Thank you ❤ -Ollie Have a good day lovelies
How are my beautiful trans friends today? Have you done anything you liked today? If so I am proud of you. Did you remember to only bind for the healthy amount of time? If so I am proud of you. Did you have a cry today? Weather you did any of these things or not I am still proud, I know you are going through a lot. Have a nice day and drink some water! 💙💗🤍💗💙
I did bind safely and correctly today, also i did my T-shots by myself this week! I’m proud of myself because im usually kinda nervous around needles so this vas a big thing for me.
Hello. I did something I'm proud of. I'm part of a GSA of gender-sexuality alliance and I stood up and spoke in a public crowd! I did my speech without having any panic attacks and ignored all the people that hated us LGBTQ+ and went through. Edit: and yes I did bind carefully and healthy today!
Listening to this as i cry because i know my dad, who says he supports me, doesn't actually support me. He CONSTANTLY miss genders and deadnames me on purpose my therapist literally told him "why dont you do your research to understand him better why dont you try to learn?" THAT WAS ALMOST 2 YEARS AGO AND HE HASN'T EVEN TRIED TO LEARN. AT. ALL.
Just came out to my parents yesterday, and i told them ive felt like this most of the year, and im open at school, but they said that i "changed your identity too much in the past 2-3 years, so lets wait and see" They wont use my prns and stuff, but wtvr. I think one or two, maybe three(4?) Use my prns at school? Idk anymore, but i do have a pref name that i gotta tell ppl at school 🎉 Sorry for the rant
That's sh*t, make sure to correct people as much as possible and make like the first song if someone bullies you severely, I hope things get better for you and for everyone ❤
This song is actually penetrative for me: to see people experience euphoria from masculinity is truly amazing.. I'm a femme who's been delivered from the T world I experienced, but this might actually be healing me.. because I get to see Masculinity from a place of love and care.. something I didn't have the privilege to experience as a femme.. 😢😢 Trans mascs, trans guys: your community is so beautiful ❤️.. to hear this song and see I could be a femme to guys without being scared of guys.. omg.. I didn't know listening to masc folks could be healing.. wow..
im a transgender non binary person AFAB stuck in a very transphobic household so ive been having to live in a place that doesnt use a name i preffer and i dont even have a coise over stuff with my own body because of the transphobic state i live in
My name is Nick, I am a transmask and I perfectly understand all those who are experiencing great dysphoria due to not accepting you by society. I'm with you guys! It's very difficult, but you can handle everything and you can do it! It's been 4 years since I defined my gender identity and during that time I had a huge terrible period of dysphoria under the influence of society, and after that my thoughts that I was "somehow wrong", in which I almost killed myself twice at first for being I was born the wrong sex, and then because I was "abnormal," as the others told me. Now I have fully accepted myself and am happy to realize that I finally feel like myself. So that's what I'm saying all this to? Fuck all those who prove to you that something is wrong with you! You are all wonderful and perfect! Be yourself and forget about the jerks. You won't please everyone anyway, but making yourself happy is very important! I love you all!
Just had a friend say “well he has the right to(misgender me) because you guys hate eachother” … vent: I was quiet the whole call then once ‘he’ left, he just ended the call. And ‘he’ is a kinda ex-friend, we had a fight, so we kinda just blocked eachother. But we can tolerate eachother even though we kinda insult eachother but we can kinda get along. My only friend, my best fucking friend said that. He knows I’m trans, he’s known but just can’t seem to “remember” and always calls me she. I get onto him EVERY FUCKING TIME. And it’s still not enough. I’m homeschooled, he’s my child hood friend, we have everything in common, HES EVEN GOD DAMN BISEXUAL AND HE USES THIS “oh well I’ve always used she/her pronouns for you I just forget” ITS BEEN ATLEAST A YEAR.A.YEAR. I don’t know if he’s actually just forgetting or just doesn’t fucking care because I’ve corrected him, and when I bring it up like “dude can you stop calling me that” he’s just like “meh ok whatever.” …… Whatever?.. WHATEVER?! I just wish I could scream. I can’t though. And I can’t tell anybody els. I’m to scared to.
I'm trans (ftm). Am I suicidal? Nah... totally didn't get a report filed and my parents called because of suicidal thoughts and actions... If only they knew why...
I shouldn't talk about it here, because I don't think it's necessary to get it off my chest on the Internet. But it has been bothering me for a long time. I came out a long time ago. My parents have never thought anything bad about it, but my identity is always denied because if they had to call me by my real name, they would kill "their daughter". Still, they support me in the transition - and make me feel guilty every day by making me believe that I'm destroying their love for me by killing "their daughter." I know it's silly, but it hurts like hell to think about it. It's impossible not to think about it. Little by little, they exclude me from a lot of things because it's a family thing, and I kind of "don't want to belong," as they say. I am destroyed inside. And it seems to be my fault that I feel that way too. Maybe I deserve it, but I won't abandon myself again because of them. I know the pain will end someday. I hope it ends.
It isn't your fault. This isn't support. Support is accepting the new name and pronouns and not saying anything about "killing their daughter" my dad was the same way. I no longer have contact with him. Once you can Id say go low contact with them. You're exactly who you say you are - it/its transmasc
its not silly and you don't deserve it. you're just trying to be you don't apologize for that sorry for the unsolicited response i just wanted you to know you're not a alone and that your feelings matter and i believe it will get better, stay strong :)
It's not silly!! /gen Your parents are not being the most supportive that they can. I know how you feel. It sucks to have people you care about not accept you. You can add my discord if you need to talk to someone. I'm in a larger community of other trans individuals and we've all got your back 💚 -a genderfluid transmasc My discord is noahh#1604
Hey, nene! No hiciste nada malo, en cambio son ellos! Hacer eso esta mal, después de todos eres su HIJO quieran o no, si realmente te apoyaran y respetarán no harían ese tipo de comentarios
Ох, страшно писать тут на русском, но мой английский ещё хуже. Я трансмаск и в последнее время чувствую себя очень дисфорично, но чёрт возьми, мне очень нравится этот плейлист и я рад, что нашёл его! Хочу поделиться, что недавно я был в больнице и медсестра приняла меня за парня, я был иак счастлив!🤲💖
Привет, я пользуюсь переводчиком, так как плохо говорю по-русски, поэтому то, что я говорю, может не иметь особого смысла. Мне очень жаль, что в последнее время у тебя дисфория, это действительно отстой, хотя я рад, что тебе нравится мой плейлист. Я очень горжусь тобой за то, что ты прожила еще один день. Но я рад, что тебя признали мужчиной в больнице, ты это заслужил. Я надеюсь, что вы сможете получить медицинское обслуживание, необходимое для перехода, если захотите. Хорошего дня, добрый интернет-незнакомец
как я тебя понимаю, я чувствую себя таким счастливым, когда ко мне обращаются "молодой человек" или используют мужские местоимения. удачи тебе по жизни и не сдавайся, в русском сообществе есть люди, чувствующие тоже, что и ты ♡
Эй, не беспокойтесь о том, чтобы писать по-русски, это не ваша вина, что происходит, так что никто не должен с вами злиться. Но, в любом случае, я знаю, что вы чувствуете, у меня тоже был подобный опыт, я собирался выпить молочные коктейли с друзьями, и на мне была трансгендерная шляпа, и все называли меня сэр. это был отличный день. Я надеюсь, что тебя и дальше будут узнавать как мужчину, которым ты являешься ❤️ любовь из Америки
@@EyeLabPNiece how's your life doing after writing this comment one year ago? Did hating make you happy? Did it change your life? Was it good for you? Do you remember writing it? I hope you doing well from you friendly neighborhood trans masc
Okay, small vent I'm transmasc (almost 5 years since transitioning), and was outed to my parents about a year ago. Stuff hasn't been going good for me; coupled with a bunch of already existing family and social problems, I've been going through argument after argument almost every day, not getting into details. My house has become a hellhole I want to crawl out of and never come back, and my only safe haven is school, where I can only rest in for a few hours a day. I've been hit with puberty and am unstable emotionally, having common anguish attacks and suffering quite a lot mentally because I both love and am against my parents. I don't hate *them*, I just hate their way of thinking; I've been hit with the 'you can't be a man, you're not made that way', 'you're really willing to die over this, aren't you? just like a religion', and 'I'm not letting my daughter harm herself like this', as well as the treatment used for a 'madman with numerous mental illnesses' (my brand new name at home, given by an angry father- translated to English). As a person currently going through quite frustrating times, let me tell you: if you're going through stuff like this, it's gonna get better. Time is the best (and sometimes only) cure to everything. So just sing along and breathe slowly. It's going to get better, even if it doesn't seem like it. Just hang on for me
Hey! Closeted transmasc here, uh, this playlist is comforting as heck. I mean I was suicidal, kinda still am, and this has definitely became one of my favorite playlists. I cant really come out bc my mom may be support/respectful of LGBT but shes transphobic, so cant really comeout. anyways, Have a nice day if you read this, and please remember you're worth it and it'll get better^^ - Kai
I came out to my roommate a while ago. She said she has a hard time calling people their preferred gender if they don’t look like it. She hasn’t adressed me as a boy once. She instantly asked to continue calling me by my dead name and a girl because I don’t look like a boy at all. It broke my heart in a thousand pieces. I‘m used to be called my dead name because i didn’t quite came out to anyone except my best friends yet. But knowing someone knows I‘m trans but won’t call me a boy because I don’t look like one to them or they don’t see me as one breaks my heart so bad
Wtf does a boy look like to her then?👁️👄👁️ does she not know that pretty boys exist? You not looking like a stereotypical male doesn’t giver her the right to misgender you I’m so sorry:(. You don’t deserve that:(
my youtube feed knows me too well.. i love being ftm but i also hate it, my chest is too big, my face looks too feminine, my hair doesn't really fit with any style, i get judged and stared down and I'm forced to wear girly type of clothing and no one takes me seriously expect my girlfriend and somewhat of my best friend? she literally thought i was just trans because it's a trend to be either gay, lesbian or something else. I also love being ftm because i can new experiences, I'm excited to oneday get surgery and use t, i can actually pull off male clothes and one day I'll actually fit it. it's both a blessing and a curse but mostly a curse because i feel like my gender dysphoria is so bad rn I'm actually starting to doubt I'm trans. it hurts like so bad but I'm actually kinda happy to know so many other ftm and mtf's are here and we're pretty much bonding how the world is shaming us but at least we can comfort each other since we know how it feels to not be born in the right body we know we should of been.
I'm a trans boy and I came out to my mom just yesterday. She just shrugged it off with an 'okay' so I'm not sure if she supports me or not but I think she does. My father's very homophobic so I'm not planning to come out to him bc I don't even talk to him anymore
pov you're the trans kid in the family that thought they could talk to your open minded family member about your depression and questioning, only to find out they think you're disgrace and talk about you behind your back and your mom is using one person's tiktok that claimed they were trans until they found religion and saying it was a demon that made them think god made a mistake
I just want to say, it's extremely heartwarming to see how this playlist still helps people. I never thought when I made it that I'd be able to see so many peoples stories, some better than others, but irregardless, I hope everyone is doing well
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Hi.. You may not really know me, but I'm Elliot. I've known I was trans for a couple of years now... I hope when I'm finally 18yrs old, that I'll be able to freely be myself. I may never be able to undo my years of burn-out and anger... But, I hope to never feel this horrible.. ever again. So. Hello, I am Elliot. I am FTM.. I am 1 1/2 years clean. And I am proud of me, AND I'm proud of you, dear viewer. Dear T.T.S.s, We miss each and every one of you... Dear still-living, You are valid, and I am proud of you all. Dear Emilee, ... I am so sorry that you won't exist anymore, you were such a sweet and caring girl.. But you weren't me, and you never were.. That doesn't mean I hate you. You just weren't me.
Hi Elliot! I just want to start off this message by saying that I'm so extremely proud of you. I hope you can make up the time that you we're angry and burnt out. I know its hard, but you've made it so far and that is worth everything. Congratulations on 1 and a half years clean, that's a long time and I know you can make it longer My heart aches for the trans youth and trans adults who felt like there was no other way out but to die You ARE valid Elliot. You ARE loved. You ARE valued. You have people who care about you and I promise that I as well as the rest of the trans community have your back. We support and love you man
hi Elliot, i'm Fin, transmasc/nonbinary im waiting to be 18, there have been times i didn't think i'd make it, but i need to get there, i am proud of you too, i hope you're doing good, and i just wanted to say hi, because i'm in a similar place(at least as you were last year lol)
If you want to be a girl, then there's people that support you no matter what. If you want to be a boy, there's people supporting you. You are whatever gender you want to be, and don't let anybody tell you otherwise! Remember, around 515,200 people are transgender women, around 480,000 are transgender men, and around 341,800 are gender neutral. So, no matter what you identify as, you are NOT alone! You can do this, we all believe in you!
I'm nonbinary and really really hate being perceived as a girl, and my chest gives me the worst dysphoria sometimes. I'm binding but it's just not enough sometimes. I really hope I can start transitioning more soon.
Sending love to everyone and as mlk once said "I dream of a day where we can all live happy together" he wasn't talking about trans but it still stands. ❤ I love you all. Don't worry life sucks but I'm here for you through it. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I'm planning on telling my parents I'm trans in a week. I hope they'll accept me. These kinds of playlists and stories of people's parents accepting them is what is giving me the courage to do this. Wish me luck ❤️
@@ra1n3-the_therian completely forgot I commented this. Lmao. But I ended up never telling them cuz 2 days after this comment they went on an incredibly transphobic rant :')
i try to convince my parents since 4 years to accept me or atleast acknowledge that im trans. i came out in my school with people i know for like 3 month and all they did was being as supportive as they could. i love them but it hurts that practically "strangers" are more acceptable then my "parents"
“You’re not a boy, you’re not a boy, you’re not a boy.” My mom always repeats that to me. She said she would support me… All I want is to go by Greydon… That’s all I want… And yet she took away the only people who called me that…
I'm so sorry Greydon, there are people that still support you even if they are not physically there. You are a boy and a handsome one at that/platonic You are cared for it may be hard but it will get better
@@ra1n3-the_therian I hope you’re happy, this made me sob. Thank you, genuinely. I’ve slowly come to terms that she won’t accept me, but I’m looking for those people who’ll take me for who I am. Thank you, again.
Today I had to swim, but have to wear my binder or I’ll have awful anxiety attacks. But it restricts my breathing and I felt like I was gonna die, my heart was pounding and I felt awful. Unfortunately I had to go with my unsupportive parents so I couldn’t tell them anything. I came home with an awful feeling and almost fainted. I started playing this playlist and felt much better
I just wish I could be myself in front of literally anyone, “Hi, I’m Mia”, now comes the weird looks and also apparently everyone in my life has amnesia apparently and immediately forgets my name and pronouns. I’m sick of feeling like I’m living a double life.
I’m a transmacs(or agender idk) and I came out last year on December 27th, my parents didn’t support me and they call me their daughter, I hate it so much. This playlist helped me so much! Do you where a I can get a binder without my parents knowing?
a lot of local companies will give binders to teens for free or you can always try looking up free binder programs, most of the online companies will send discrete packaging and if you meet the requirements you can get one for free. ik life might suck rn but things are going to get better soon
I was born a girl, but i don't "feel" like a girl. It just doesn't resonate with me. Theres nothing wrong with being a girl, and i feel wrong for even thinking this. I guess i just wish i could be a guy, even for a day. I wish i could be a guy every day. I'd have short hair, i would feel so free. I wouldn't be Diane, i would be Daniel. Maybe in the future, it could work out :(
Are you in a place where it would be accepted if you got shorter hair? For a long time j was in the closet, but little things like that or wearing masc clothing helped a little with my dysphoria and got me through the day
I'm sure if the hair's not too short, I'd be fine. I would want to cut my hair shorter but to be real I'm insecure and it definitely wouldn't look good on me 😭. I could try wearing more of my brother's clothes every now and then, I'm sure that would help
i love this playlist, im just so scared to come out to anyone, even online. im afraid to even comment on this cuz if someone ik sees it then im screwed-
Whyd this have to come up after me saying I wanted to cut my hair and run away, I think I would look cute with short hair, I'd be a cute boy, I just cut my fringe which was like 3 inches and covered my eyes and now I look like a boy, a curly haired boy. But the back is still a problem. I don't like it. My mum said I could cut it buy now when I ask her she says "no I thought you forgot 😭" like no.. its all I think about
So i am afab, i go by the name jace or jay, and im fine being seen as female, genderfluid demiboy btw. I have a binder, i was crying my eyes our when i got it, cause ifelt dysforic as h3ll that day. So that day i also decided id cut all of my hair of, i now have a mohawk type hair cut, and i love it! I feel awesome! Cavetown was my favorite artist before i came out as demi boy, im just scared for highschool... i feel scared that im not gonna be who im meant to be bc of highschool. I plan to get into ithe miltary, probably the navy, i love being near the ocean. But from what ive heard the military let's trans people in, and i hope im able to get into the military thing my highschool has, thats the only reason i want to go there.
Lo peor es que me gustan todas las canciones de esta playlist, y como chico trans que aun sigue en closet (Por razones más familiares) ¡No te rindas! Seas mtf, ftm, genero fluido, no binarie, demigirl/boy, etc, debes tener en cuenta que lo que importa es TU comodidad ¿Que van a importar los demás? Total, es tu vida, vos decidis como vivirla.
~Lyrics~ I will be putting them in a separate reply for each one. I hope that makes sense. 0:00 - Boy In The Bubble It was 6:48, I was walking home Stepped through the gate, and I'm all alone I had chicken on the plate, but the food was cold Then I covered up my face so that no one knows I didn't want trouble, I'm the boy in the bubble But then came trouble When my mom walked into the living room She said, "Boy, you gotta tell me what they did to you" I said, "You don't wanna know the things I had to do" She said, "Son, you gotta tell me why you're black and blue" I said I didn't want trouble, I'm the boy in the bubble But then came trouble And my heart was pumping, chest was screaming Mind was running, air was freezing Put my hands up, put my hands up I told this kid I'm ready for a fight Punch my face, do it 'cause I like the pain Every time you curse my name I know you want the satisfaction, it's not gonna happen Knock me out, kick me when I'm on the ground It's only gonna let you down Come the lightning and the thunder You're the one who'll suffer, suffer Well I squared him up, left my chest exposed He threw a quick left hook and it broke my nose I had thick red blood running down my clothes And a sick, sick look 'cause I like it though I said I didn't want trouble, I'm the boy in the bubble But then came trouble And my heart was pumping, chest was screaming Mind was running, nose was bleeding Put my hands up, put my hands up I told this kid I'm ready for a fight Punch my face, do it 'cause I like the pain Every time you curse my name I know you want the satisfaction, it's not gonna happen Knock me out, kick me when I'm on the ground It's only gonna let you down Come the lightning and the thunder You're the one who'll suffer It was 6:48, he was walking home With the blood on his hands from my broken nose But like every other day, he was scared to go Back to his house 'cause his pops was home Drowning his troubles in whiskey bubbles Just looking for trouble Well, there's no excuse for the things he did But there's a lot at home that he's dealing with Because his dad's been drunk since he was a kid And I hope one day that he'll say to him Put down those bubbles and that belt buckle In this broken bubble Punch my face, do it 'cause I like the pain Every time you curse my name I know you want the satisfaction, it's not gonna happen Knock me out, kick me when I'm on the ground It's only gonna let you down Come the lightning and the thunder You're the one who'll suffer, suffer
3:00 - Dysphoric Don't let me see what I am Cause I can't stand it, no I can't I'm coming back round again It's been over a year, I thought this was the end And now I don't remember comfort Because what I am is what I'm not I don't belong here, it's just hopeless Find me a way out if you love me at all Don't let me hear what they say Cause I can't stand it everyday I'm thinking that I should leave now And I don't think I'm coming back this time Cause now I don't remember comfort Because what I am is what I'm not This phantom skin it's weird to live in So find me a way out if you love me at all
5:20 - Second Puberty Not many people get to say they experience puberty at twenty But my voice is breaking and so is my bank and Every hour I have a breakdown Now I'll finally look my age For the first time my body will be on the same page No more pretending to be fifteen and When I buy beer I won't cause a scene I've got hairs on my face and my heart starts to race When I think of all the possibilities of my second puberty No more time for being unhappy It's a strange thing, I'll admit I'm finally committed to getting fit Okay I lied I eat five meals a day But I wouldn't have myself any other way 'Cause it's puberty and I'm happy for all the voice breaks in mid-song And if you're in the same place or you're saving face It's time to let go and just be happy It's a pain in my ass and I've got no class but I don't even care 'Cause if I lose my voice or lose my Friends or even lose my hair I'll be happy I get headaches when I think About all the times I was on the brink If only I knew I'd make it through And if you're ever in doubt I know you'll make it too It's not a small thing, to take the leap I had so many nights of losing sleep But now I'm better than ever before I'm loving myself and I'm smiling more 'Cause it's puberty and I'm happy for all the voice breaks in mid-song And if you're in the same place or you're saving face It's time to let go and just be happy It's a pain in my ass and I've got no class but I don't even care 'Cause if I lose my voice or lose my Friends or even lose my hair I'll be happy I did sixteen years of lying to myself And two more years of proving it to everybody else And now I've got a lot of time to figure it out and just be free All I've got to do is make it through my second puberty 'Cause it's puberty and I'm happy for all the voice breaks in mid-song And if you're in the same place or you're saving face It's time to let go and just be happy It's a pain in my ass and I've got no class but I don't even care 'Cause if I lose my voice or lose my Friends or even lose my hair well I'm happy Oh I'm happy!
9:04 - I Wanna Be a Boy [Verse 1] I wanna be a boy Or at least that's what I think this feeling is Take red pen to my paper Correct mistakes God somehow did I wanna befriend bugs Climb tall trees, scrape my knees And show I am tough Only cry in the night time, my bed is the thing I can trust [Chorus] 'Cause I've grown sick of staring hours in the mirror Molding cheekbones, hope a new face could appear I'll break and bend my spine If it'd make you say, "You're mine," it's so unfair I guess I wanna be a boy [Break] Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh [Verse 2] I wanna be a boy Take up space when I sit I don't need manners, they're shit Rip my nails, cut my hair 'Cause maybe then you'd finally care Why can't I just be a boy? Be the thing that gives you butterflies Whisper that I make you smile Could we pretend that's me for a while? [Chorus] 'Cause I've grown sick of staring hours in the mirror Molding cheekbones, hope a new face could appear I'll break and bend my spine If it'd make you say, "You're mine" "You're mine" "You're mine" [Instrumental Break] [Outro] I wanna be a boy Or at least be in a body you could love I'll break and bend my spine If it'd make you say, "You're mine" Could it make you say, "You're mine"? It's so unfair I guess I wanna be a boy
12:21 - Talk To Me You don't have to be a hero to save the world It doesn't make you a narcissist to love yourself It feels like nothing is easy it'll never be That's alright, let it out, talk to me You don't have to be a prodigy to be unique You don't have to know what to say or what to think You don't have to be anybody you can never be That's alright, let it out, talk to me Anxiety tossing turning in your sleep Even if you run away you still see them in your dreams It's so dark tonight but you'll survive certainly It's alright, come inside, and talk to me We can talk here on the floor On the phone, if you prefer I'll be here until you're okay Let your words release your pain You and I will share the weight Growing stronger day by day It's so dark outside tonight Build a fire warm and bright And the wind it howls and bites Bite it back with all your might Anxiety tossing turning in your sleep Even if you run away you still see them in your dreams It's so dark tonight It looks nice, fall asleep It's alright, come inside, and talk to me
16:53 - Cut My Hair Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love But I guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you-you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now, but I swear When I'm ready, I will fly us out of here Cut-cut hair, leave I'll cut my hair Cut-cut hair Place, but strangely he feels at home in this place But strangely he feels at home in this Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love But I guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you-you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now, but I swear When I'm ready, I will fly us out of here Cut-cut hair, leave I'll cut my hair Cut-cut hair Place, but strangely he feels at home in this place But strangely he feels at home in this
Thank you for this playlist!! I'm uh planning on asking my mum for short hair since I think that's all I actually need to pass for a bit! I recently got more masculine glasses, I've got a really small amount of facial hair, my thingys are small enough to hide without a hoodie and my like personality and all that is good enough for me to join a bro code already even if none of them know I'm a boy! :) I'm just not sure what haircut to ask for- um help???
Oooh! Sorry for the long response time but definitely a haircut that covers your forehead can be extremely euphoric, maybe a short mullet. I'm sure you'll look great with any haircut tho 💚
I’m trans guy and my family is very abusive and crazy. I called lawyer and police in November past year and they act like victims. I knew I wanted to be boy since like 9-10 and mom would sent me to school looking girly. It made me suicidal. I hated school uniform which was dress from 5-th grade until 9-th. I said I wanted hair like BTS and she let me have bangs but it wasn’t what I asked. I came out at 16 or 17 and now I’m pretending I’m not trans I’m glad my friends at uni and online friends are nice at least. I didn’t expect on holidays and many of students wished me happy birthday at night in group chat. They were okay with calling me different name but I told them not to because of family.
Tw cussing I'm so fucking sorry man you do NOT deserve that. You are so so loved and cared for . I hope your doing better and that your family gets locked up
I just remembered that I listened to this last year without realizing it, and now, a year later, I’ve officially told myself I’m a guy. maybe it’s just a coincidence, but it’s pretty cool.
im not trans but , i only have my computer left , but my computer is getting broken , i was crying for 1 month after realising that i cant do this anymore
Im gonna give this warning now; Do NOT get anything from TomBoyX they're extremely transphobic & deadname ppl who get binders/compression bras/packing boxers etc.
Hi!! You can still want to be a boy but want to keep your body the same. Not having dysphoria doesn't make you any less valid :) I struggled for a long time with my gender because I'm genderfluid, and I thought that just because sometimes I wanted to be a girl made me invalid. Sometimes I don't feel dysphoria at all. Just know you have a huge support team behind you
Hi i'm Addi (FTM)! I didnt know that I had to cry just now but after clicking on this playlist I burst into tears. I have been going through a lot with in the past week I have had my "friends" spread rumors about me and then try to become friends with me again, all my teachers yelling at me for going in the girls restroom even tho I am forced to by my mom, and people telling me i'm fatherless (my dad is in the nav witch means he is always gone. I have very few childhood memory's of him and they are all of my homophobic/ transphobic mom). And the only three good things in life right now is my dog, my best friend ( but he's on his period rn so he's moody and gets mad quickly), and drama club (we have a play coming up so I'm always there insead of at my house). I'm sorry for dumping this all out on a trans playlist comment section but I just needed to get this out some how.
No need to say sorry! You are completely valid and nobody else can tell you otherwise no matter what! And just know no matter how bad you feel the LGBT community (especially the trans and non binary ones) will always be there for you! - your friendly neighborhood non binary Ash 🌈
hi addi, dont come back to those "friends".. if they spread rumors about you, and all of a sudden wanna be friends with you again.. dont fall for it, theyre fake. and with the bathroom situation, i suggest talking with your teachers privately after class (the ones that yell at you) and explain it to them and hopefully theyre more understanding. but, if you dont feel comfortable with that.. i suggest visiting the school social worker/therapist, whatever you have. ive met with mine before and theyve let me use the bathroom in the nurses bathroom. try to do that if you can, but ti depends on how understanding the people are in your school. and with your mom.. its strange to her, since most of your life she's raised you as her daughter and she isnt fully educated on this. she just wants you to be safe. and f*ck those people telling you that you're fatherless.. dont worry aobut it, its been a trendy insult for a while now and its so overused. appreciate the good things you have in your life right now. :) i hope youre doing good bro. 💙💓🤍💙💗🤍
@@kaden_15 Thank you! i have only talked to one of my teachers about the bathroom thing but she lets me go to the bathroom a little after lunch so there aren't that many people and I have talked to one of the school janitors and he lets me use the teachers restroom (only during certain times of the day tho). And for the friends that were spreading rumors ive just kinda cut them out of my life thankfully they aren't in many of my classes. I did make a different friend that I have been hanging out with. he's the brother of my sisters best friend so any time my sister wants to bring her friend he's always there. but the other day we were at a pumpkin patch and we were just talking about random stuff and his mom randomly started yelling at him for "annoying" me but while she was talking she used she/her pronouns and he looked her dead in the eye and said "he. his pronouns are he/him" and I almost burst out laughing because she looked so shocked that her son would correct her. so yeah he's a good friend. but thank you, I hope you have a good day
Boy In The Bubble - 0:00 - 2:59
Dysphoric - 3:00 - 5:19
Second Puberty - 5:19 - 9:03
I Wanna Be a Boy - 9:04 - 12:20
Talk To Me - 12:20 - 16:52
Cut My Hair - 16:53 - 19:00
I Deserve To Bleed - 19:01 - 20:45
Lemonboy - 20:46 - 25:17
The Village - 25:19 - 29:05
Asthma Attack - 29:06 - 31:40
Deviltown - 31:40 - 34:39
the cut my hair is called this is home
Where did you find "Dysphoric?" I've been looking for it, and I can find it anywhere
@@Still-a-piece-of-garbage Its by cavetown just search Dysphoric cavetown:)
@@Shoyo_hinata13 I think this specific remix is called cut my hair
@@kyrabutnot4020 oh
My gender dysphoria has never been so bad. Like it just stabbed me and now the wound won't stop bleeding. My chest feels too heavy, I can't bear how it feels to have anything (even clothing) touching my breasts, the way my hair hangs past my shoulders is annoying me, my thighs are too thick, my waist isn't thick enough, my arms are too skinny, my face is too feminine. I can't get away from it. I don't wanna be like this. This playlist pretty much sums up how I feel.
I don't have a paragraph explaining how I relate to this, but it is very relateble for me. I'm so tired of being a woman, but I like a guy.
As a trans ftm i feel so sad when I see every boy in public or just in general bc i always think I'll never look like a skinny fluffy haired boy with alot of freckles and a flat chest
Edit: HOLY CRAP TY IVE NEVER HAD THIS MANY LIKES
You will
Boy, I feel the same as you :')
@emmet! 🌷 it's so fun tbh
We will be there one day man
one day we will get there boys
As a genderfluid AFAB person stuck in Florida who sometimes feels dysphoria, this playlist is a godsend. Thanks finn.
Edit: Well, as it turns out, I identify as a demiboy/trans masc now.
Hi, as a fellow genderfluid AFAB kid I understand how you feel. If you need to talk to or vent to some people you can add my discord ! /nf We can talk or you can join the discord server I'm in. Just know you're not alone in this, we all love you 💚 disc: noahh#1604
(ik this might be a little confusing cus my name is noah now but yk 😭)
@@deathly.hallows Thanks.
Same, but I’m stuck in Alabama
Same-ish. Except I'm a trans dude in Tennessee. Surrounded by religious and straight country folk.
yooo, im a trans afab dude also stuck in florida! i hope the dysphoria isnt so bad this week ^^
I wish i can be reborn as a girl. I just hate being a boy, i just hate my ugly body. And being trans is pretty rough because all my friends and mostly everyone in my school hates trans people. I also get bullied because of this...
same but I just want to be a boy
May we switch/j (srs)
But all jokes aside, you already are a girl
im so sorry it sucks so much but there's nothing to do apart from striving onwards
Same i want to be a boy sooooo fucking bad
I'm tired of showing fake affection to people that wanted a boy
hey, how are you doing? i’m ftm u can talk to me
These comments are so heartwarming I never knew a stranger could comfort me more than my mom
I’m so sorry if your mom doesn’t comfort you, I hope one day you find someone who gives you the love you deserve ❤️
Literally
Fr I don't actually know these people and they help me with my dysphoria
As a closeted (apart my class who mostly makes fun of it or hates) trans masculin kid in a country that puts you un jail for being part of LGBTQIA+, this playlist is such a help, thank you!
how are you
@@alicegalati2455 Hi! thanks for caring. still stuck in this country, but i found someon who's helped me stand up again even if it hurts. how are you? and please, have a good day.
@@maxinebeuthin3028 i'm good thanks and i'm glad you're getting help
that was me last year to. after i finally coming out all the boys in my class bullied me for being gay then this year i showed with a deferent name short hair and always wearing boy clothes and it just hurts me so much when they will recognize me and call me my dead name after telling them over and over again that my name isnt Addison and then they will "correct" anyone who call me a boy, or one of my friends who I haven told yet tells all the guys in my school that im a girl and not a boy
@@AddisonMartin-hv6xj if it helps there is an online safe space that i use and that helps, its for the LGBTQIA+ community. its called Q chat space, it hosts a meeting almost every night. i hope this helps, and i hope things get better for you too. Just know that there will always be people out here to support and help you. best of luck, Max.
I’m a trans boy and my name is Sirius and I don’t know how long I can take the pain I'm in because my parents are transphobic every day reminded that I’m a girl, not a boy in their eyes it hurts me inside that I can never be myself around them. I’m sick and tired of being misgendered and deadnamed all the time.
Sirius you can do it don’t give up I understand I’m FTM as well I go by Jack You are very brave for coming out to your parents. I’m only out to my close friends and all of them ignore it except my best friend so you are very brave if you need to talk we can use this chat to listen
That is such a cool name. I hope things get better for you. ❤️
Same here. But you are a boy already. It will get better one day. We always got through. One day, we'll be happier. Take care, man
sirius black im sorry (this aint meant to be a transphobic comment btw im trans ur name just reminded me of him)
As a black trans ftm person its rly hard for me to express myself bc where i live is very homophobic like homosexuality is still illegal over here i cant come out to my family but i have wonderful friends who support me and i love them alot . And its rly difficult for me to trynand look more "masculine" bc my mom won't let me cut my hair
And i have a very feminine figure and i can't get a binder i hate my body i hate my voice i hate everything i just want my family to accept me and to be myself im constantly told to act like a "lady" and i hate it i go to an all girls school
and i cant take it every day being called a girl and being dead named being told i should dress like a girl i HATE IT HERE I WANNA RUN AWAY BUT I CANT I HATE THIS COUNTY!! I HATE MY FAMILY!! AND I HATE MYSELF!!
i know there's nothing i can say to fix everything your dealing with but you are so valid and all the people who tell you to act more like a girl have no idea how great you really are. someday things are going to change and your life will be easier just hold on a little longer until you can get there
Even tho I dont know you I bet your a strong person and you can get through this. I know you have what it takes to get through this :)
😢
I'm a trans guy and I'm very suicidal, this playlist is very good. Thank you so much for making this.
Im sry bro you deserve love❤
We can go through this together man.
You got this man❤
You can do this man ❤ Sending hugs
you arent sad you were born as the wrong sex, you are sad you havent watched skibidi toliet 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 L rizz caseoh gyatt gronked up baby boy kai cenat fanum tax gattington rizzlard😂😂😂😂😂😂
Heya, I'm not exactly a kid, but I *am* trans. I know things are probably tough for all of us here right now, but things will get better eventually. Maybe it'll be in a few days, or maybe in a few years. But things do get better.
And to those of you who don't have a supportive environment, I'm really sorry. You'll get out of there eventually, and find people who do support you.
I promise, it'll all get better eventually.
The worst pain, is knowing if you cant get out of the environment you're forced into by other life factors, and if you do leave, the consequences are so much worse than if you stay.
(Stuck on disability in a purely southern Christian extremist family with not a dime to my name.)
I’m a trans boy and I go by clay this makes me sad but happy to know I made it this far no one believed I could be a boy because I was born a girl I didn’t listen and now look at me I made it this far in life ❤
You're doing amazing Clay! I'm beyond proud of you and how far you've come. I love you man /p
@@deathly.hallows u don’t know how much I need to hear that thank u so so so much :))
Your doing great! Have a good day, from your ftm friend called liam :)
You're slaying broski!! You are amazing, and I'm proud of you for making it to today, from your questioning ftm friend Raine :)
pre transition trans girls and pre transition trans guys @ each other: “I don’t want what you have, I wanna be you!”
omg this is EXACTLY my taste in music... thank you for this!
Now I wanna go write some songs about gender dysphoria lol
Lots of songs already talk about mental illnesses out there so you need to work hard on it
As a transmasc with a big chest for his age, i’m so envious and upset when i see all the kids in my class with perfectly flat chests. Of course the one person with a big chest is the trans ftm.
This song makes me cry, hey. I'm transmasc and I go by Oliver instead of Abigail. I'm happy I made it this far, it's been 3 years since I figured this out. And I just gotta say, my trans peeps, it gets better. Just hang on and don't give up. I support and love you all, and also, how are you? How are you feeling today? You can use this as a vent, if you'd like. We can talk. I'll be here when nobody else will.
Bye! (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)
Hi Oliver, I don't need anything rn but I just wanna say, ur cool! :) 💜 I'm trans ftm aswell and I go by either Freddy or Fredrick! :D
hello Oliver❤
Hi Oliver! Thanks for the advice. I'm going to try and get my parents to use my name, Ashten, and my pronouns, He/him.
@deadaccount6189 Exact same thing for me but for me is that I hate being a boy
dude wtf..same. the same amount of time, same deadname, and same preferred name
As a closeted transman and in a family full of religious people, this really helps me to feel more of myself. thank you❤
Love this playlist :) it breaks my heart a little seeing so many damn kids my age fighting this hard to be happy this early in our lives but we can find comfort in knowing there is another person who knows how we feel. I'm not typically proud of being trans ykwim? It's hard to explain to people, it changes so many aspects of your life, and I don't feel like a "transgender person" I just feel like a boy. I have a crazy hard time because of it, but at the end of the day, we are just people. People are no different from each other really, in skin or gender or faith or who you love, everybody just wants to be loved and really even though people are so extremely pointlessly hateful to each other, please remember our time on this planet is so short. Make the most of it. Kiss whoever you want, be kind, spread good stuff, help people, be understanding, and always keep finding something to fight for. It is a long, long, ugly, confusing road sometimes but you've got to remember there's more past the storm. My name is Jackson Dallas Wilson and I want whoever is reading this to know you are loved by me I mean it :) you are seen and understood, you will be okay
I love you man :)
@@deathly.hallows love you too bud :) I hope you took care of yourself today and continue too and you smile lots
Im not trans. I am not sure how i endet up here from my 'villian playlists' i use when im writing. But im so sad that so many of you still dont get the accepting. Whoever you are, just feel loved from a stranger in the internet (who is still learning english, but i hope you can understand me)
Not RUclips going from villain to trans 🥴
I'm a cis girl, I just wanted to let everyone know that it's okay to cry. You can feel despair, anger, frustration, you can let your feelings out. Being vulnerable doesn't make you weak 🫂
We love cis allies, ty for your support and kindness
When I heard " Asthma Attack I was so happy because I'm a big fan of NOAHFINNCE and I haven't heard one of his songs on a trans playlist before ^^
As an ftm teen I get so depressed when I see that one boy in the hallway with his friends knowing that will never be me.
I'm a trans kid (ftm) and it's hard to hide my true self living in like the worst place in the states with a right wing transphobic family, but I'm glad to have this community online full of support and love like a family (at least how a family should be) Im very grateful for it. It's really hard having to keep my feelings inside and not express myself i wish i could cut my hair short and change my name and wear masculine clothes and have a deep but soft voice right now but i will have to wait until i can get out of the environment im in right now because i know it wouldn't be safe. Thank you ❤
-Ollie
Have a good day lovelies
I'm proud of you
I love how this playlist are rare types of songs and not the same popular songs you have in every playlist omg !!
How are my beautiful trans friends today? Have you done anything you liked today? If so I am proud of you. Did you remember to only bind for the healthy amount of time? If so I am proud of you. Did you have a cry today? Weather you did any of these things or not I am still proud, I know you are going through a lot. Have a nice day and drink some water! 💙💗🤍💗💙
Hi kind internet stranger. How are you doing today? Did you do anything fun? If not, that's fine, nice to meet you Quinn -a transmasc also named quinn
I did bind safely and correctly today, also i did my T-shots by myself this week! I’m proud of myself because im usually kinda nervous around needles so this vas a big thing for me.
@@That_One_Starkid omigosh I am so proud of you!
Hello. I did something I'm proud of. I'm part of a GSA of gender-sexuality alliance and I stood up and spoke in a public crowd! I did my speech without having any panic attacks and ignored all the people that hated us LGBTQ+ and went through.
Edit: and yes I did bind carefully and healthy today!
I bind almost everyday bro
these songs make me live for at least one more day
pls stay here
at least make the day count if u think u wont last ive been like that and i still am and im only 14yo
Wow, the exact playlist I need as a backround while Im crying :D! Thanks kind Internet stranger!
How often do you cry? Lol sounds like a mental illness to me
Read this during a breakdown, thats true :D
I'm in the middle of a break down and this is too relatable 😭
Listening to this as i cry because i know my dad, who says he supports me, doesn't actually support me. He CONSTANTLY miss genders and deadnames me on purpose my therapist literally told him "why dont you do your research to understand him better why dont you try to learn?" THAT WAS ALMOST 2 YEARS AGO AND HE HASN'T EVEN TRIED TO LEARN. AT. ALL.
This is so good as a closeted trans boy who’s suicidal as heck.
real
Keep holding on, someday whether it's tomorrow or in a couple years you will be the true you if you just push for it
@@Vortex-tl9xk Welp this made my heart melt at 6 am, thanks :)
@DragonMoonFNAF 💓💓 good morning! Hope u have a good day
Just came out to my parents yesterday, and i told them ive felt like this most of the year, and im open at school, but they said that i "changed your identity too much in the past 2-3 years, so lets wait and see"
They wont use my prns and stuff, but wtvr. I think one or two, maybe three(4?) Use my prns at school?
Idk anymore, but i do have a pref name that i gotta tell ppl at school 🎉
Sorry for the rant
That's sh*t, make sure to correct people as much as possible and make like the first song if someone bullies you severely, I hope things get better for you and for everyone ❤
This song is actually penetrative for me: to see people experience euphoria from masculinity is truly amazing.. I'm a femme who's been delivered from the T world I experienced, but this might actually be healing me.. because I get to see Masculinity from a place of love and care.. something I didn't have the privilege to experience as a femme.. 😢😢
Trans mascs, trans guys: your community is so beautiful ❤️.. to hear this song and see I could be a femme to guys without being scared of guys.. omg.. I didn't know listening to masc folks could be healing.. wow..
im a transgender non binary person AFAB stuck in a very transphobic household so ive been having to live in a place that doesnt use a name i preffer and i dont even have a coise over stuff with my own body because of the transphobic state i live in
My name is Nick, I am a transmask and I perfectly understand all those who are experiencing great dysphoria due to not accepting you by society. I'm with you guys! It's very difficult, but you can handle everything and you can do it! It's been 4 years since I defined my gender identity and during that time I had a huge terrible period of dysphoria under the influence of society, and after that my thoughts that I was "somehow wrong", in which I almost killed myself twice at first for being I was born the wrong sex, and then because I was "abnormal," as the others told me. Now I have fully accepted myself and am happy to realize that I finally feel like myself. So that's what I'm saying all this to? Fuck all those who prove to you that something is wrong with you! You are all wonderful and perfect! Be yourself and forget about the jerks. You won't please everyone anyway, but making yourself happy is very important! I love you all!
Just had a friend say “well he has the right to(misgender me) because you guys hate eachother”
… vent:
I was quiet the whole call then once ‘he’ left, he just ended the call.
And ‘he’ is a kinda ex-friend, we had a fight, so we kinda just blocked eachother. But we can tolerate eachother even though we kinda insult eachother but we can kinda get along. My only friend, my best fucking friend said that. He knows I’m trans, he’s known but just can’t seem to “remember” and always calls me she. I get onto him EVERY FUCKING TIME. And it’s still not enough. I’m homeschooled, he’s my child hood friend, we have everything in common, HES EVEN GOD DAMN BISEXUAL AND HE USES THIS “oh well I’ve always used she/her pronouns for you I just forget” ITS BEEN ATLEAST A YEAR.A.YEAR.
I don’t know if he’s actually just forgetting or just doesn’t fucking care because I’ve corrected him, and when I bring it up like “dude can you stop calling me that” he’s just like “meh ok whatever.” ……
Whatever?.. WHATEVER?!
I just wish I could scream. I can’t though. And I can’t tell anybody els. I’m to scared to.
I'm trans (ftm). Am I suicidal? Nah... totally didn't get a report filed and my parents called because of suicidal thoughts and actions...
If only they knew why...
you got cavetown, addison grace, and noahfinnce on here? bro ur amazing
Remember to bind safely!
yes! always bind safely. thank you for reminding us
Thank you!
I don't have a binder 😔
I'm gender-fluid but I feel more trans rn so I needed this
Sameee
I shouldn't talk about it here, because I don't think it's necessary to get it off my chest on the Internet. But it has been bothering me for a long time. I came out a long time ago. My parents have never thought anything bad about it, but my identity is always denied because if they had to call me by my real name, they would kill "their daughter". Still, they support me in the transition - and make me feel guilty every day by making me believe that I'm destroying their love for me by killing "their daughter." I know it's silly, but it hurts like hell to think about it. It's impossible not to think about it. Little by little, they exclude me from a lot of things because it's a family thing, and I kind of "don't want to belong," as they say. I am destroyed inside. And it seems to be my fault that I feel that way too. Maybe I deserve it, but I won't abandon myself again because of them. I know the pain will end someday. I hope it ends.
It isn't your fault. This isn't support. Support is accepting the new name and pronouns and not saying anything about "killing their daughter" my dad was the same way. I no longer have contact with him. Once you can Id say go low contact with them. You're exactly who you say you are - it/its transmasc
its not silly and you don't deserve it. you're just trying to be you don't apologize for that sorry for the unsolicited response i just wanted you to know you're not a alone and that your feelings matter and i believe it will get better, stay strong :)
It's not silly!! /gen
Your parents are not being the most supportive that they can. I know how you feel. It sucks to have people you care about not accept you. You can add my discord if you need to talk to someone. I'm in a larger community of other trans individuals and we've all got your back 💚 -a genderfluid transmasc
My discord is noahh#1604
Hey, nene! No hiciste nada malo, en cambio son ellos! Hacer eso esta mal, después de todos eres su HIJO quieran o no, si realmente te apoyaran y respetarán no harían ese tipo de comentarios
Ох, страшно писать тут на русском, но мой английский ещё хуже.
Я трансмаск и в последнее время чувствую себя очень дисфорично, но чёрт возьми, мне очень нравится этот плейлист и я рад, что нашёл его!
Хочу поделиться, что недавно я был в больнице и медсестра приняла меня за парня, я был иак счастлив!🤲💖
Привет, я пользуюсь переводчиком, так как плохо говорю по-русски, поэтому то, что я говорю, может не иметь особого смысла.
Мне очень жаль, что в последнее время у тебя дисфория, это действительно отстой, хотя я рад, что тебе нравится мой плейлист. Я очень горжусь тобой за то, что ты прожила еще один день. Но я рад, что тебя признали мужчиной в больнице, ты это заслужил. Я надеюсь, что вы сможете получить медицинское обслуживание, необходимое для перехода, если захотите. Хорошего дня, добрый интернет-незнакомец
@@deathly.hallows thank you 🤲💖
как я тебя понимаю, я чувствую себя таким счастливым, когда ко мне обращаются "молодой человек" или используют мужские местоимения. удачи тебе по жизни и не сдавайся, в русском сообществе есть люди, чувствующие тоже, что и ты ♡
Это лучшее чувство, несколько дней назад меня назвали мальчиком, и я до сих пор этому рад! Надеюсь, у тебя сейчас все хорошо!
Эй, не беспокойтесь о том, чтобы писать по-русски, это не ваша вина, что происходит, так что никто не должен с вами злиться. Но, в любом случае, я знаю, что вы чувствуете, у меня тоже был подобный опыт, я собирался выпить молочные коктейли с друзьями, и на мне была трансгендерная шляпа, и все называли меня сэр. это был отличный день. Я надеюсь, что тебя и дальше будут узнавать как мужчину, которым ты являешься ❤️ любовь из Америки
Thanks for this ive been feeling really dysphoric lately probably because i always forget to wear my binder but thank you i really like these songs:)
Tf is disphoric istg yall just making things up
@@EyeLabPNiece oh shut up.
@@EyeLabPNiecebitch can't even spell
@@EyeLabPNieceso suddenly Google isnt free? just go search it up😭🙏🙏
@@EyeLabPNiece how's your life doing after writing this comment one year ago? Did hating make you happy? Did it change your life? Was it good for you? Do you remember writing it? I hope you doing well from you friendly neighborhood trans masc
I was born a girl and im a boy now, my family supports me, except my dad, stepmom, grandma,
same but only my cousins and a few friends exept me
Okay, small vent
I'm transmasc (almost 5 years since transitioning), and was outed to my parents about a year ago. Stuff hasn't been going good for me; coupled with a bunch of already existing family and social problems, I've been going through argument after argument almost every day, not getting into details. My house has become a hellhole I want to crawl out of and never come back, and my only safe haven is school, where I can only rest in for a few hours a day.
I've been hit with puberty and am unstable emotionally, having common anguish attacks and suffering quite a lot mentally because I both love and am against my parents. I don't hate *them*, I just hate their way of thinking; I've been hit with the 'you can't be a man, you're not made that way', 'you're really willing to die over this, aren't you? just like a religion', and 'I'm not letting my daughter harm herself like this', as well as the treatment used for a 'madman with numerous mental illnesses' (my brand new name at home, given by an angry father- translated to English).
As a person currently going through quite frustrating times, let me tell you: if you're going through stuff like this, it's gonna get better. Time is the best (and sometimes only) cure to everything.
So just sing along and breathe slowly. It's going to get better, even if it doesn't seem like it. Just hang on for me
You can get through this I know you can :)
@@AddisonMartin-hv6xj Thanks; I know I will, it's just a matter of when and how long will it last until everything's over
im so sorry this is happening to you. just remember your parents are old-schooled, and aren't educated on trans stuff.
hope youre doing ok bro. :)
@@kaden_15 thanks. I'm still working through, but after a few years I think it'll be over
As a transmasc person who have parents who don’t accept them this really helps thanks
thats so relatable same fr
Hey! Closeted transmasc here, uh, this playlist is comforting as heck. I mean I was suicidal, kinda still am, and this has definitely became one of my favorite playlists. I cant really come out bc my mom may be support/respectful of LGBT but shes transphobic, so cant really comeout. anyways, Have a nice day if you read this, and please remember you're worth it and it'll get better^^ - Kai
I came out to my roommate a while ago. She said she has a hard time calling people their preferred gender if they don’t look like it. She hasn’t adressed me as a boy once. She instantly asked to continue calling me by my dead name and a girl because I don’t look like a boy at all. It broke my heart in a thousand pieces. I‘m used to be called my dead name because i didn’t quite came out to anyone except my best friends yet. But knowing someone knows I‘m trans but won’t call me a boy because I don’t look like one to them or they don’t see me as one breaks my heart so bad
YeH I know how that feels I told my friend I'm trans and she keeps calling me a she
*yeah
Wtf does a boy look like to her then?👁️👄👁️ does she not know that pretty boys exist? You not looking like a stereotypical male doesn’t giver her the right to misgender you I’m so sorry:(. You don’t deserve that:(
why do i keep getting recommended these playlists?
i'm not even trans 💀
banger songs tho
lol same
You have ww art as your pfp dont even lie to urself 😭/J
Maybe u are? Jk sorry
@@emmet4444yEAH
@emmet! 🌷 stage two is daniel
stage one is: denial
my youtube feed knows me too well.. i love being ftm but i also hate it, my chest is too big, my face looks too feminine, my hair doesn't really fit with any style, i get judged and stared down and I'm forced to wear girly type of clothing and no one takes me seriously expect my girlfriend and somewhat of my best friend? she literally thought i was just trans because it's a trend to be either gay, lesbian or something else. I also love being ftm because i can new experiences, I'm excited to oneday get surgery and use t, i can actually pull off male clothes and one day I'll actually fit it.
it's both a blessing and a curse but mostly a curse because i feel like my gender dysphoria is so bad rn I'm actually starting to doubt I'm trans.
it hurts like so bad but I'm actually kinda happy to know so many other ftm and mtf's are here and we're pretty much bonding how the world is shaming us but at least we can comfort each other since we know how it feels to not be born in the right body we know we should of been.
I'm a trans boy and I came out to my mom just yesterday. She just shrugged it off with an 'okay' so I'm not sure if she supports me or not but I think she does. My father's very homophobic so I'm not planning to come out to him bc I don't even talk to him anymore
Good job, you're making steps already
pov you're the trans kid in the family that thought they could talk to your open minded family member about your depression and questioning, only to find out they think you're disgrace and talk about you behind your back and your mom is using one person's tiktok that claimed they were trans until they found religion and saying it was a demon that made them think god made a mistake
I just want to say, it's extremely heartwarming to see how this playlist still helps people. I never thought when I made it that I'd be able to see so many peoples stories, some better than others, but irregardless, I hope everyone is doing well
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I love the amount of trans Olivers we have in this comment section, we stan kings ✨
MY FYP KNOWS TOO MUCH
half of these songs suck but it is very accurate to me since it's what i would listen to in middle school/early highschool lolol
I’m trans ftm i don’t wanna die but i like this playlist is just so calm vibes
I love how the picture can be interpreted either way for anyone, personally for me it goes left to right (ftm)
Hi..
You may not really know me, but I'm Elliot.
I've known I was trans for a couple of years now...
I hope when I'm finally 18yrs old, that I'll be able to freely be myself.
I may never be able to undo my years of burn-out and anger...
But, I hope to never feel this horrible.. ever again.
So.
Hello, I am Elliot.
I am FTM..
I am 1 1/2 years clean.
And I am proud of me, AND I'm proud of you, dear viewer.
Dear T.T.S.s,
We miss each and every one of you...
Dear still-living,
You are valid, and I am proud of you all.
Dear Emilee,
... I am so sorry that you won't exist anymore, you were such a sweet and caring girl.. But you weren't me, and you never were.. That doesn't mean I hate you. You just weren't me.
Hi Elliot! I just want to start off this message by saying that I'm so extremely proud of you. I hope you can make up the time that you we're angry and burnt out. I know its hard, but you've made it so far and that is worth everything.
Congratulations on 1 and a half years clean, that's a long time and I know you can make it longer
My heart aches for the trans youth and trans adults who felt like there was no other way out but to die
You ARE valid Elliot. You ARE loved. You ARE valued. You have people who care about you and I promise that I as well as the rest of the trans community have your back. We support and love you man
@@deathly.hallows Thank you.. so much.
hi Elliot, i'm Fin, transmasc/nonbinary
im waiting to be 18, there have been times i didn't think i'd make it, but i need to get there, i am proud of you too, i hope you're doing good, and i just wanted to say hi, because i'm in a similar place(at least as you were last year lol)
@@EnbyGhostFin thank you, Fin.
I saw the name and I got so excited, it's a playlist just for me!
AHHHHH NOAH IS IN HERE!! LITERALLY THIS IS AMAZING
Noah's the best fr, he's one of the people who gave me the courage to accept myself :)
If you want to be a girl, then there's people that support you no matter what. If you want to be a boy, there's people supporting you. You are whatever gender you want to be, and don't let anybody tell you otherwise! Remember, around 515,200 people are transgender women, around 480,000 are transgender men, and around 341,800 are gender neutral. So, no matter what you identify as, you are NOT alone! You can do this, we all believe in you!
I'm nonbinary and really really hate being perceived as a girl, and my chest gives me the worst dysphoria sometimes. I'm binding but it's just not enough sometimes.
I really hope I can start transitioning more soon.
You perfectly described me HELP- 😭
as a nonbinary, it makes sense that i relate to this.
Sending love to everyone and as mlk once said "I dream of a day where we can all live happy together" he wasn't talking about trans but it still stands. ❤ I love you all. Don't worry life sucks but I'm here for you through it. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
cut my hair is ujst a remix of this is home by cavetown btw!!
Ah, thank you for letting me know, I didn't know that :)
Stop wtf this playlist is literally me😭😭
I'm planning on telling my parents I'm trans in a week. I hope they'll accept me.
These kinds of playlists and stories of people's parents accepting them is what is giving me the courage to do this. Wish me luck ❤️
How did it go man? If your comfortable sharing ofc!
@@ra1n3-the_therian completely forgot I commented this. Lmao. But I ended up never telling them cuz 2 days after this comment they went on an incredibly transphobic rant :')
@@Callsign-Konig I'm so sorry man :( remember you don't have to come out unless your in a safe space to do so
i try to convince my parents since 4 years to accept me or atleast acknowledge that im trans. i came out in my school with people i know for like 3 month and all they did was being as supportive as they could. i love them but it hurts that practically "strangers" are more acceptable then my "parents"
“You’re not a boy, you’re not a boy, you’re not a boy.” My mom always repeats that to me. She said she would support me… All I want is to go by Greydon… That’s all I want… And yet she took away the only people who called me that…
I'm so sorry Greydon, there are people that still support you even if they are not physically there. You are a boy and a handsome one at that/platonic
You are cared for it may be hard but it will get better
@@ra1n3-the_therian I hope you’re happy, this made me sob. Thank you, genuinely. I’ve slowly come to terms that she won’t accept me, but I’m looking for those people who’ll take me for who I am. Thank you, again.
I needed this yesterday, still good
No idea how this perfectly fits me.
Hey. I stumbled in , stay strong every one , i was there it gets better. Theres a big trans community on threads.
Stay strong being you is a gift .💝
Today I had to swim, but have to wear my binder or I’ll have awful anxiety attacks. But it restricts my breathing and I felt like I was gonna die, my heart was pounding and I felt awful. Unfortunately I had to go with my unsupportive parents so I couldn’t tell them anything.
I came home with an awful feeling and almost fainted.
I started playing this playlist and felt much better
I just wish I could be myself in front of literally anyone, “Hi, I’m Mia”, now comes the weird looks and also apparently everyone in my life has amnesia apparently and immediately forgets my name and pronouns. I’m sick of feeling like I’m living a double life.
oh my , my youtube feed starting to be more accurated
I’m a transmacs(or agender idk) and I came out last year on December 27th, my parents didn’t support me and they call me their daughter, I hate it so much.
This playlist helped me so much!
Do you where a I can get a binder without my parents knowing?
a lot of local companies will give binders to teens for free or you can always try looking up free binder programs, most of the online companies will send discrete packaging and if you meet the requirements you can get one for free. ik life might suck rn but things are going to get better soon
I was born a girl, but i don't "feel" like a girl. It just doesn't resonate with me. Theres nothing wrong with being a girl, and i feel wrong for even thinking this. I guess i just wish i could be a guy, even for a day. I wish i could be a guy every day. I'd have short hair, i would feel so free. I wouldn't be Diane, i would be Daniel. Maybe in the future, it could work out :(
Are you in a place where it would be accepted if you got shorter hair? For a long time j was in the closet, but little things like that or wearing masc clothing helped a little with my dysphoria and got me through the day
I'm sure if the hair's not too short, I'd be fine. I would want to cut my hair shorter but to be real I'm insecure and it definitely wouldn't look good on me 😭. I could try wearing more of my brother's clothes every now and then, I'm sure that would help
i love this playlist, im just so scared to come out to anyone, even online. im afraid to even comment on this cuz if someone ik sees it then im screwed-
that’s so real
@@silly_bizzare i thought i deleted my comment😭 it jumpscared me to see a reply lmao
@@beanbean647 LMFAOOO SORRRY BUD
@@silly_bizzare its alr 😭
Whyd this have to come up after me saying I wanted to cut my hair and run away, I think I would look cute with short hair, I'd be a cute boy, I just cut my fringe which was like 3 inches and covered my eyes and now I look like a boy, a curly haired boy. But the back is still a problem. I don't like it. My mum said I could cut it buy now when I ask her she says "no I thought you forgot 😭" like no.. its all I think about
So i am afab, i go by the name jace or jay, and im fine being seen as female, genderfluid demiboy btw. I have a binder, i was crying my eyes our when i got it, cause ifelt dysforic as h3ll that day. So that day i also decided id cut all of my hair of, i now have a mohawk type hair cut, and i love it! I feel awesome! Cavetown was my favorite artist before i came out as demi boy, im just scared for highschool... i feel scared that im not gonna be who im meant to be bc of highschool. I plan to get into ithe miltary, probably the navy, i love being near the ocean. But from what ive heard the military let's trans people in, and i hope im able to get into the military thing my highschool has, thats the only reason i want to go there.
Lo peor es que me gustan todas las canciones de esta playlist, y como chico trans que aun sigue en closet (Por razones más familiares) ¡No te rindas! Seas mtf, ftm, genero fluido, no binarie, demigirl/boy, etc, debes tener en cuenta que lo que importa es TU comodidad ¿Que van a importar los demás? Total, es tu vida, vos decidis como vivirla.
How are you?
thank you I really needed that just now. Im totally not in tears on my bed right now
@@AddisonMartin-hv6xj hey you ok?
~Lyrics~ I will be putting them in a separate reply for each one. I hope that makes sense.
0:00 - Boy In The Bubble
It was 6:48, I was walking home
Stepped through the gate, and I'm all alone
I had chicken on the plate, but the food was cold
Then I covered up my face so that no one knows
I didn't want trouble, I'm the boy in the bubble
But then came trouble
When my mom walked into the living room
She said, "Boy, you gotta tell me what they did to you"
I said, "You don't wanna know the things I had to do"
She said, "Son, you gotta tell me why you're black and blue"
I said I didn't want trouble, I'm the boy in the bubble
But then came trouble
And my heart was pumping, chest was screaming
Mind was running, air was freezing
Put my hands up, put my hands up
I told this kid I'm ready for a fight
Punch my face, do it 'cause I like the pain
Every time you curse my name
I know you want the satisfaction, it's not gonna happen
Knock me out, kick me when I'm on the ground
It's only gonna let you down
Come the lightning and the thunder
You're the one who'll suffer, suffer
Well I squared him up, left my chest exposed
He threw a quick left hook and it broke my nose
I had thick red blood running down my clothes
And a sick, sick look 'cause I like it though
I said I didn't want trouble, I'm the boy in the bubble
But then came trouble
And my heart was pumping, chest was screaming
Mind was running, nose was bleeding
Put my hands up, put my hands up
I told this kid I'm ready for a fight
Punch my face, do it 'cause I like the pain
Every time you curse my name
I know you want the satisfaction, it's not gonna happen
Knock me out, kick me when I'm on the ground
It's only gonna let you down
Come the lightning and the thunder
You're the one who'll suffer
It was 6:48, he was walking home
With the blood on his hands from my broken nose
But like every other day, he was scared to go
Back to his house 'cause his pops was home
Drowning his troubles in whiskey bubbles
Just looking for trouble
Well, there's no excuse for the things he did
But there's a lot at home that he's dealing with
Because his dad's been drunk since he was a kid
And I hope one day that he'll say to him
Put down those bubbles and that belt buckle
In this broken bubble
Punch my face, do it 'cause I like the pain
Every time you curse my name
I know you want the satisfaction, it's not gonna happen
Knock me out, kick me when I'm on the ground
It's only gonna let you down
Come the lightning and the thunder
You're the one who'll suffer, suffer
3:00 - Dysphoric
Don't let me see what I am
Cause I can't stand it, no I can't
I'm coming back round again
It's been over a year, I thought this was the end
And now I don't remember comfort
Because what I am is what I'm not
I don't belong here, it's just hopeless
Find me a way out if you love me at all
Don't let me hear what they say
Cause I can't stand it everyday
I'm thinking that I should leave now
And I don't think I'm coming back this time
Cause now I don't remember comfort
Because what I am is what I'm not
This phantom skin it's weird to live in
So find me a way out if you love me at all
5:20 - Second Puberty
Not many people get to say they experience puberty at twenty
But my voice is breaking and so is my bank and
Every hour I have a breakdown
Now I'll finally look my age
For the first time my body will be on the same page
No more pretending to be fifteen and
When I buy beer I won't cause a scene
I've got hairs on my face and my heart starts to race
When I think of all the possibilities of my second puberty
No more time for being unhappy
It's a strange thing, I'll admit
I'm finally committed to getting fit
Okay I lied I eat five meals a day
But I wouldn't have myself any other way
'Cause it's puberty and I'm happy for all the voice breaks in mid-song
And if you're in the same place or you're saving face
It's time to let go and just be happy
It's a pain in my ass and I've got no class but I don't even care
'Cause if I lose my voice or lose my
Friends or even lose my hair I'll be happy
I get headaches when I think
About all the times I was on the brink
If only I knew I'd make it through
And if you're ever in doubt I know you'll make it too
It's not a small thing, to take the leap
I had so many nights of losing sleep
But now I'm better than ever before
I'm loving myself and I'm smiling more
'Cause it's puberty and I'm happy for all the voice breaks in mid-song
And if you're in the same place or you're saving face
It's time to let go and just be happy
It's a pain in my ass and I've got no class but I don't even care
'Cause if I lose my voice or lose my
Friends or even lose my hair I'll be happy
I did sixteen years of lying to myself
And two more years of proving it to everybody else
And now I've got a lot of time to figure it out and just be free
All I've got to do is make it through my second puberty
'Cause it's puberty and I'm happy for all the voice breaks in mid-song
And if you're in the same place or you're saving face
It's time to let go and just be happy
It's a pain in my ass and I've got no class but I don't even care
'Cause if I lose my voice or lose my
Friends or even lose my hair well I'm happy
Oh I'm happy!
9:04 - I Wanna Be a Boy
[Verse 1]
I wanna be a boy
Or at least that's what I think this feeling is
Take red pen to my paper
Correct mistakes God somehow did
I wanna befriend bugs
Climb tall trees, scrape my knees
And show I am tough
Only cry in the night time, my bed is the thing I can trust
[Chorus]
'Cause I've grown sick of staring hours in the mirror
Molding cheekbones, hope a new face could appear
I'll break and bend my spine
If it'd make you say, "You're mine," it's so unfair
I guess I wanna be a boy
[Break]
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
[Verse 2]
I wanna be a boy
Take up space when I sit
I don't need manners, they're shit
Rip my nails, cut my hair
'Cause maybe then you'd finally care
Why can't I just be a boy?
Be the thing that gives you butterflies
Whisper that I make you smile
Could we pretend that's me for a while?
[Chorus]
'Cause I've grown sick of staring hours in the mirror
Molding cheekbones, hope a new face could appear
I'll break and bend my spine
If it'd make you say, "You're mine"
"You're mine"
"You're mine"
[Instrumental Break]
[Outro]
I wanna be a boy
Or at least be in a body you could love
I'll break and bend my spine
If it'd make you say, "You're mine"
Could it make you say, "You're mine"? It's so unfair
I guess I wanna be a boy
12:21 - Talk To Me
You don't have to be a hero to save the world
It doesn't make you a narcissist to love yourself
It feels like nothing is easy it'll never be
That's alright, let it out, talk to me
You don't have to be a prodigy to be unique
You don't have to know what to say or what to think
You don't have to be anybody you can never be
That's alright, let it out, talk to me
Anxiety tossing turning in your sleep
Even if you run away you still see them in your dreams
It's so dark tonight but you'll survive certainly
It's alright, come inside, and talk to me
We can talk here on the floor
On the phone, if you prefer
I'll be here until you're okay
Let your words release your pain
You and I will share the weight
Growing stronger day by day
It's so dark outside tonight
Build a fire warm and bright
And the wind it howls and bites
Bite it back with all your might
Anxiety tossing turning in your sleep
Even if you run away you still see them in your dreams
It's so dark tonight
It looks nice, fall asleep
It's alright, come inside, and talk to me
16:53 - Cut My Hair
Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love
But I guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you-you tired of me yet?
I'm a little sick right now, but I swear
When I'm ready, I will fly us out of here
Cut-cut hair, leave
I'll cut my hair
Cut-cut hair
Place, but strangely he feels at home in this place
But strangely he feels at home in this
Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love
But I guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you-you tired of me yet?
I'm a little sick right now, but I swear
When I'm ready, I will fly us out of here
Cut-cut hair, leave
I'll cut my hair
Cut-cut hair
Place, but strangely he feels at home in this place
But strangely he feels at home in this
I needed this
😌😌
🎉🎉
Thank you for this playlist!! I'm uh planning on asking my mum for short hair since I think that's all I actually need to pass for a bit! I recently got more masculine glasses, I've got a really small amount of facial hair, my thingys are small enough to hide without a hoodie and my like personality and all that is good enough for me to join a bro code already even if none of them know I'm a boy! :) I'm just not sure what haircut to ask for- um help???
Oooh! Sorry for the long response time but definitely a haircut that covers your forehead can be extremely euphoric, maybe a short mullet. I'm sure you'll look great with any haircut tho 💚
@@deathly.hallows Ah, it's perfectly fine and thank you thank you!!! :)))
stay safe my fellow humans
Bro this playlist is so good you got my music taste on point😍😍😍👁👅👁
a 13 year old AFAB transmasc this hits hard.
Awesome job tho. I hope youre dong ok!
7:36 "its a pain in my ass" litterally, if you opt for you hormones to be given through injections lol
I’m trans guy and my family is very abusive and crazy. I called lawyer and police in November past year and they act like victims.
I knew I wanted to be boy since like 9-10 and mom would sent me to school looking girly. It made me suicidal. I hated school uniform which was dress from 5-th grade until 9-th. I said I wanted hair like BTS and she let me have bangs but it wasn’t what I asked. I came out at 16 or 17 and now I’m pretending I’m not trans
I’m glad my friends at uni and online friends are nice at least. I didn’t expect on holidays and many of students wished me happy birthday at night in group chat. They were okay with calling me different name but I told them not to because of family.
Tw cussing
I'm so fucking sorry man you do NOT deserve that. You are so so loved and cared for . I hope your doing better and that your family gets locked up
As a trans MtF I approve of this playlist
i relate to the village too much
I just remembered that I listened to this last year without realizing it, and now, a year later, I’ve officially told myself I’m a guy. maybe it’s just a coincidence, but it’s pretty cool.
im not trans but , i only have my computer left , but my computer is getting broken , i was crying for 1 month after realising that
i cant do this anymore
making vent art while sobbing abt my chest
I didn’t know I’d get called out today.
I wish I had a binder.
Felt.
@@warhead_64 hope you are well and hope you get a binder my dude
@@jinxlove8852 Same to you.
@@warhead_64 thank you so much! Good luck with life
Y^0^Y
Im gonna give this warning now; Do NOT get anything from TomBoyX they're extremely transphobic & deadname ppl who get binders/compression bras/packing boxers etc.
HOW DID YOU NO
I hope everyone in the comments can stay safe. You're loved, valid, and most importantly you're you. ❤ Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Pain is when you don't know what you are. I want to be a Boy so bad but i love my Body i love being a Woman.. Idk bro it confuses me so much
Hi!! You can still want to be a boy but want to keep your body the same. Not having dysphoria doesn't make you any less valid :)
I struggled for a long time with my gender because I'm genderfluid, and I thought that just because sometimes I wanted to be a girl made me invalid. Sometimes I don't feel dysphoria at all. Just know you have a huge support team behind you
HOW DID YOU KNOW!?!? >:(
YEAH, HOW?? (r u okay? I'll give you a hug only if you want a hug I'll give one)
Hi i'm Addi (FTM)! I didnt know that I had to cry just now but after clicking on this playlist I burst into tears. I have been going through a lot with in the past week I have had my "friends" spread rumors about me and then try to become friends with me again, all my teachers yelling at me for going in the girls restroom even tho I am forced to by my mom, and people telling me i'm fatherless (my dad is in the nav witch means he is always gone. I have very few childhood memory's of him and they are all of my homophobic/ transphobic mom). And the only three good things in life right now is my dog, my best friend ( but he's on his period rn so he's moody and gets mad quickly), and drama club (we have a play coming up so I'm always there insead of at my house). I'm sorry for dumping this all out on a trans playlist comment section but I just needed to get this out some how.
No need to say sorry! You are completely valid and nobody else can tell you otherwise no matter what! And just know no matter how bad you feel the LGBT community (especially the trans and non binary ones) will always be there for you!
- your friendly neighborhood non binary Ash 🌈
@@Kel_Omori_official Thank you
hi addi, dont come back to those "friends".. if they spread rumors about you, and all of a sudden wanna be friends with you again.. dont fall for it, theyre fake. and with the bathroom situation, i suggest talking with your teachers privately after class (the ones that yell at you) and explain it to them and hopefully theyre more understanding. but, if you dont feel comfortable with that.. i suggest visiting the school social worker/therapist, whatever you have. ive met with mine before and theyve let me use the bathroom in the nurses bathroom. try to do that if you can, but ti depends on how understanding the people are in your school. and with your mom.. its strange to her, since most of your life she's raised you as her daughter and she isnt fully educated on this. she just wants you to be safe. and f*ck those people telling you that you're fatherless.. dont worry aobut it, its been a trendy insult for a while now and its so overused. appreciate the good things you have in your life right now. :)
i hope youre doing good bro.
💙💓🤍💙💗🤍
@@kaden_15 Thank you! i have only talked to one of my teachers about the bathroom thing but she lets me go to the bathroom a little after lunch so there aren't that many people and I have talked to one of the school janitors and he lets me use the teachers restroom (only during certain times of the day tho). And for the friends that were spreading rumors ive just kinda cut them out of my life thankfully they aren't in many of my classes. I did make a different friend that I have been hanging out with. he's the brother of my sisters best friend so any time my sister wants to bring her friend he's always there. but the other day we were at a pumpkin patch and we were just talking about random stuff and his mom randomly started yelling at him for "annoying" me but while she was talking she used she/her pronouns and he looked her dead in the eye and said "he. his pronouns are he/him" and I almost burst out laughing because she looked so shocked that her son would correct her. so yeah he's a good friend. but thank you, I hope you have a good day