00:00-1:43 i deserve to bleed by sushi soucy 1:45-4:44 boy in the bubble bye Alec Benjamin 4:45-7:03 dysporic by cavetown 7:04-10:03 devil town by cavetown 10:04-12:37 Asthma Attack by Noah Adams 12:38-15:32 Phase by incubus 15:33-20:03 talk to me by cavetown
Hey we're here for you I know dysphoria is one of the worst things to go through. It's honesty terrible feeling uncomfortable in your own body but I promise it does get better please don't give up though
so basically. im a female or i was born female- but now i use he/they she/they and they/them my parents have shut it down multiple times. which is ironic cause my mom supports lgbt. i have never wanted to be one gender it was just too hard to be one gender it never felt right and it sucks a lot. but i plan on getting a binder when i can
This puts me in a melancholic mood. Reminds me of the music I listened to when I realized I was trans and the dysphoria was at its worst. Cavetown was a person I listened to a lot (even though I'm trans fem). It makes me glad I'm doing much better now, but also makes me think how much farther I have to go. Its... tiring... to consider whats ahead of me.
Me: oh hey a playlist that I can relate to and it has sal on the cover, nice. Also me 5 seconds later: I WANNA RIP OUT MY INTESTINES THROW THEM IN THE SEA- 👺
I don't know if anyone else ever got this but in "Boy in the bubble" when he switches perspective to the "bully" I always imagined the bully would sing the last bit of chorus at his father.
I'm a non-dysphoric trans boy and this playlist honestly helps me feel more like a boy when I'm sad that I don't look like one. I want short hair and a flat chest and a more masculine voice so bad but I'm scared to go on testosterone/get top surgery in case I end up being unhappy with the result. I guess deep down I'm worried that I'm faking it all. Anyway thanks for the playlist 👍!!!
@@eksprolek2924 ah, this comment is a little outdated,, i figured out that I'm definitely trans and I've come out to all my friends and they support me and I've never been happier ^^ after coming out i realized how may things *were* actually a result of dysphoria - my bf calling me his "gf" was honestly the biggest one. as soon as he started calling me his bf instead it was like a weight off my chest,, thank u for ur replies ^^
When I was younger and I was still discovering what I was, I thought I only had low self-esteem. Until I realized that it wasn't normal for a girl to be insecure about having breasts, having long hair, being called feminine and not looking like a boy. And for years my mom said it was just insecurities and that every woman goes through that before accepting the woman she was. It turned out that it wasn't a matter of time for me to accept myself as the woman I was. The truth is that I would never accept her, because I wasn't her and I wouldn't accept living being someone I wasn't.
my discovery was very similar, from age 12 i knew i wasn’t female, went from agender to trans to cis (being cis was the worst time of my life) and back to being trans. Still am to this day. It gets better friend, one day people’s perceptions will change and we’ll be seen
Trigger warning. I'm so pissed off with myself, for the past like 8 months I've been dealing with Gender dysphoria and had no damn clue, I always thought "maybe I'm tran's" but it didn't add up, I didn't feel like I was actually trans, I see other female to male people "
I'm sorry... This is pretty much how I've felt lately and understand it's horrible... I hope things get better soon, just remember they will eventually if they don't now
Honestly, my favorite dysphoria Playlist. Because it's so broad, it's not all for transmascs and cave town, it describes dysphoria so much more versatile, true to life ig.
Same dude, parents suck sometimes and so does society. But we’re in this together. Me and you, you can make it; one day both of us will be living our dreams
hey mate have you gotten any closer to expressing yourself the way you like to?? My best wishes to you. I really hope that we'll get to show the world who we really are one day!!
My parents don't know that I'm genderfluid but my mother buy my binder when I say that I need it to cosplay. I explain her what it is and she buy me binder even if she say that my chest is flat enough.
I heard I Deserve To Bleed and then immediately Boy im the Bubble plays? Banger no doubt! Also small little tiny vent: I wish I was a boy... I know I can’t be one but I wish I was. The other day my friend laughed and said, “in another life, I swear you were a man!” And idk that made me happy. Anyways no, I can’t be a boy, but I’ve got the art of writing and curse of maladaptive daydreaming. I can’t be a boy but my characters can be! :)
I'm planning on coming out as transmasc and omnisxual on my birthday. Edit: Today is August 22nd, 2022. My birthday was five days ago, but I didn't come out then. I came out on July 4th as trans ftm, asexual, and biromantic. They are very supportive of me, and are adjusting well to my new name!
Thank you for this playlist. This is exactly how it feels like. Like hell that you have to go through to live another day. And songs that you choose, they let you feel the pain and then comforts you...
i have been feeling so dysphoric recently...this is making me feel better and i feel seen. thank you so much for this playlist ^^ i just wish i didnt let my denial have a hold of me for so long... i might have felt all of the good feelings sooner.... i might have had all the trans confirming care i needed all ready.... i might have been the man i have always dreamed to be.... sooner.
Whenever I'm feeling down, I listen to I/Me/Myself and get some of that Will Wood craziness with a strong dysphoric aftertaste. It's an experience to say the least lol
I noticed this because sally face, and i clicked it because of the name. 10/10 this one of the best playlists ive ever listened to, also i almost never hear boy in the bubble :DDD
@@robinyourhouse3399 omg same and I literally named myself Niko after him. Well my friend basically picked the name out as a nickname, and I liked it so much I kept it as my name. I spell it differently though (Niko).
I’ve been listening to play lists like this, I feel sad more now, but it’s so much better than the constant background numbness I’ve felt for years now. I just wanna feel something, I’m so tired of being numb and it’s hard for me to be able to cry because I’ve forced myself not to for so long.
i never felt comfterble in my own skin until i discovered the fact i was trans.i tested he/him pronouns and felt good,great.and as i face problrems 3 years later,im comfterble in my skin.kind of
To whoever reads this comment right now: You're valid. No matter what form, or level, of dysphoria you're experiencing currently. I have the biggest struggle personally, with social dysphoria. I'm fairly comfortable with my body and I'm blessed to be so, but my struggle isn't any less valid. I love you, I support you, and I hope you have a good day. Keep fighting, it'll be ok.
"Being homosexual in Latino america is literally *death*. In America I don't think they tell you anything but here in Honduras. *Death sentence*" -My best friend. The best friend i could ever ask for, Cristian.
STOP WHAT THIS BLEW UP?! TY UH SORRY FOR ASKING BUT CAN YALL CHECK OUT MY OTHER VIDS?? IF YOU HAVE SUGGESTIONS LEAVE THEM AS A REPLY TO THIS COMMENT! TY SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT
Ahh yes! When I made this I hadn’t listened to it enough to think about putting it in the playlist… I would 100 percent if I could now! Mabey in my next one!
as a demifemme [a demigirl (someone who identifies partially as a girl) who feels uncomfortable when theyre referred as a girl] who wants to look a bit masculine and is experiencing lots of body and gender disphoria i love rhis playlist. Stay strong peeps!
Hey! make sure to credit the artist for the art! (i don't mean this in a mean way!) and if its your art its very nice!! edit: also love how u have sall as the pfp :D
Tbh i used to be really dysphoric ab my gender identity (or more like the lack of an exact one) because i always saw people who said that people always know what their gender is. and i didnt, i still dont rlly know tbh 😅 all i know is that its there and its deff not a guy, but nothing else feels quite right either. Ive just accepted the fact that ill never know my gender identity 😅
That is the song names “phase” it’s a transgender awareness song. On RUclips you con go to the Chanel “Dj Tadeo” and that’s where the official music is
Me hearing I deserve to bleed as the first song: *immediate like*
Thats one of my fav songs so i had to add it!
Hey I'm here for you both
Same
Ikr
Ik bro
"Aren't you supposed to burn if your a star?" As someone who selfharmed through burning this line hit hard
Yeah...
the fact that dysphoria by cavetown isnt on spotify is basically a hate crime /j
Yeah
Exactly
Yup
But why isn‘t it on spotify?
@@wasabi8120 i think it's a song that he made a while ago and isn't proud of
as soon as i heard i deserve to bleed i knew this was the playlist i was looking for
This comment made me smile:)
Exactly, Also i love your pfp :)
-a dysphoric omni
Same :)
Same
Im genuinely surprised Body by Mother Mother isnt in this but every other song is so accurate
00:00-1:43 i deserve to bleed by sushi soucy
1:45-4:44 boy in the bubble bye Alec Benjamin
4:45-7:03 dysporic by cavetown
7:04-10:03 devil town by cavetown
10:04-12:37 Asthma Attack by Noah Adams
12:38-15:32 Phase by incubus
15:33-20:03 talk to me by cavetown
THANK YOU SM!!! YOUR A LIFE SAVER
@@Dior_brooklyn143 lmao np i like doing it its fun
(Noah Finnce)
phase by freezing paint.
I feel called out- half of these are like my top songs lol
Hey we're here for you I know dysphoria is one of the worst things to go through. It's honesty terrible feeling uncomfortable in your own body but I promise it does get better please don't give up though
Your an amazing person
I would like but I don't want to ruin the funny number
Edit: Welp the funny number is ruined now so I can like
Man....these are the most kind words I've hear today. Im gonna to fricking cry.....thanks.....
so basically. im a female or i was born female- but now i use he/they she/they and they/them my parents have shut it down multiple times. which is ironic cause my mom supports lgbt. i have never wanted to be one gender it was just too hard to be one gender it never felt right and it sucks a lot. but i plan on getting a binder when i can
You will get through this love, I belive in you!
then your mum doesn’t support lgbT just lgb
Why would they shut you down?
when gender:
I have dysphoria and a bag of chips :) this is gonna be a bomb 20 minutes
I'm hearing this playlist during a thunderstorm to calm me down and its helping for some reason
I’m glad!:)
This puts me in a melancholic mood. Reminds me of the music I listened to when I realized I was trans and the dysphoria was at its worst. Cavetown was a person I listened to a lot (even though I'm trans fem). It makes me glad I'm doing much better now, but also makes me think how much farther I have to go. Its... tiring... to consider whats ahead of me.
Me: oh hey a playlist that I can relate to and it has sal on the cover, nice.
Also me 5 seconds later: I WANNA RIP OUT MY INTESTINES THROW THEM IN THE SEA- 👺
HA, ALSO THANK YOU FOR NOTICING SAL LITERALLY NOBODY HAS
@@Dior_brooklyn143 I HAD THE BIGGEST SALLY FACE PHASE ISTG- I’LL ALWAYS NOTICE HIM😭
@@hisokamorow1069 SAME
@@hisokamorow1069 SAMEEEE XD
Same tho
I don't know if anyone else ever got this but in "Boy in the bubble" when he switches perspective to the "bully" I always imagined the bully would sing the last bit of chorus at his father.
I'm a non-dysphoric trans boy and this playlist honestly helps me feel more like a boy when I'm sad that I don't look like one. I want short hair and a flat chest and a more masculine voice so bad but I'm scared to go on testosterone/get top surgery in case I end up being unhappy with the result. I guess deep down I'm worried that I'm faking it all. Anyway thanks for the playlist 👍!!!
(masculine voice)try to fake a male voice and hear how you sound (flat chest) try a binder/trans tape
my guy, that's exactly the definition of dysphoria
"as an non dysphoric" *describes dyshporia while talking abaut his fellings*
@@eksprolek2924 ah, this comment is a little outdated,, i figured out that I'm definitely trans and I've come out to all my friends and they support me and I've never been happier ^^ after coming out i realized how may things *were* actually a result of dysphoria - my bf calling me his "gf" was honestly the biggest one. as soon as he started calling me his bf instead it was like a weight off my chest,, thank u for ur replies ^^
@@chabashira3 that's all super awesome!
I'm thinking about coming out as a demiboy, but I don't really know how lol
I almost cried listening to this
I hope your ok now-
This is so underrated it deserves more attention honestly!
TY SM
Only on the first song and already FIGHTING not to cry🙏😭
i'm glad other people feel how i feel.
thank you for making such a playlist :))
No problem, you can make it through whatever your going through, I promise
When I was younger and I was still discovering what I was, I thought I only had low self-esteem.
Until I realized that it wasn't normal for a girl to be insecure about having breasts, having long hair, being called feminine and not looking like a boy.
And for years my mom said it was just insecurities and that every woman goes through that before accepting the woman she was.
It turned out that it wasn't a matter of time for me to accept myself as the woman I was. The truth is that I would never accept her, because I wasn't her and I wouldn't accept living being someone I wasn't.
my discovery was very similar, from age 12 i knew i wasn’t female, went from agender to trans to cis (being cis was the worst time of my life) and back to being trans. Still am to this day. It gets better friend, one day people’s perceptions will change and we’ll be seen
I heard Sushi Sousy and automatically started to cry hysterically 👍
Don’t cry, things will get better. I promise
THIS IS SO UNDERRATED I LOVE THIS
AHH TY SM!! :)
"I punish my body 'cause its not good enough for me" As someone who sh, I feel identified.
God why am i torturing myself by listening to this, i'm trying not to cry and it worsens it
it's what your cult does, dwell in selfpity and blame the world.
Y’all need to update me when you come out, I’ve had multiple people say their planning to and now I’m invested
I already came out of the closet with my sister, she supports me
@@UnTransMas GOOD JOB!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU DARLING!!!
@@Dior_brooklyn143 Oh thanks
i did it lmao
@@Faith-fs8zr HOW DID IT GO??? (Only if you want to share of course)
I dunno, I just wish I was born as anything but what I am :/
the feeling sucks, great playlist though
1) love your pfp 2) same it sucks 3) TY!!
The fact that I found this playlist while having a mental breakdown because of HW, stress, and gender dysphoria- 😭🏳️⚧️
there are 2 reasons i was listening to this,
i was just bored or maybe i was sad *good play list :)
Thank you for watching it! It helps me grow my account! I hope you arnt sad:( but if you are just know one day it’ll get better, I promise
Trigger warning.
I'm so pissed off with myself, for the past like 8 months I've been dealing with Gender dysphoria and had no damn clue, I always thought "maybe I'm tran's" but it didn't add up, I didn't feel like I was actually trans, I see other female to male people "
I'm sorry... This is pretty much how I've felt lately and understand it's horrible... I hope things get better soon, just remember they will eventually if they don't now
@@nugget_da_chicken1461 Yeah, Thank you. ❤️
Thank for making this video,you deserve the world,😊.
AWWW TY SM
@@Dior_brooklyn143 no problem 😊
Honestly, my favorite dysphoria Playlist. Because it's so broad, it's not all for transmascs and cave town, it describes dysphoria so much more versatile, true to life ig.
Yo it's beautifuuul. Anyway, I want to say to you all to stay strong, be proud :)
Plz I just wanna get some boxers and a goddamn binder without getting kicked out, is that so hard?
Same dude, parents suck sometimes and so does society. But we’re in this together. Me and you, you can make it; one day both of us will be living our dreams
@@Dior_brooklyn143 yeah, thanks dude :]
hey mate have you gotten any closer to expressing yourself the way you like to?? My best wishes to you. I really hope that we'll get to show the world who we really are one day!!
My parents don't know that I'm genderfluid but my mother buy my binder when I say that I need it to cosplay. I explain her what it is and she buy me binder even if she say that my chest is flat enough.
I'm nonbinary and I want to wear boxer underwear so bad. I'm so afraid to buy some because my mom will see it.
I heard I Deserve To Bleed and then immediately Boy im the Bubble plays? Banger no doubt!
Also small little tiny vent:
I wish I was a boy... I know I can’t be one but I wish I was. The other day my friend laughed and said, “in another life, I swear you were a man!” And idk that made me happy. Anyways no, I can’t be a boy, but I’ve got the art of writing and curse of maladaptive daydreaming. I can’t be a boy but my characters can be! :)
If you want to be a boy, you pretty much already are one.
*”aren’t you supposed to burn if ur a star?”*
Help.???😭😭 I love this song.
I'm planning on coming out as transmasc and omnisxual on my birthday.
Edit: Today is August 22nd, 2022. My birthday was five days ago, but I didn't come out then. I came out on July 4th as trans ftm, asexual, and biromantic. They are very supportive of me, and are adjusting well to my new name!
gl
@@theultimateplaylistmaker3605 thanks :)
Good luck. Hope that everything goes/went well.
@@ibby7194 thanks :)
Good luck, it will be okay I promise! Take deep breaths and everything will be okay
Heya darlings!
I know how this feels but do not give up! It does get better,please
Keep going.
Everything will be just fine ♥️
-beary
Powiem tyle ta playlist’a jest bardzo przyjemna
Thank you!
przez chwile sie zastanawiałem czy yt mi przetłumaczyło automatycznie komentarz czy jestes z polski XDD
Thank you for this playlist. This is exactly how it feels like. Like hell that you have to go through to live another day.
And songs that you choose, they let you feel the pain and then comforts you...
i have been feeling so dysphoric recently...this is making me feel better and i feel seen. thank you so much for this playlist ^^
i just wish i didnt let my denial have a hold of me for so long...
i might have felt all of the good feelings sooner....
i might have had all the trans confirming care i needed all ready....
i might have been the man i have always dreamed to be....
sooner.
I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST SM. thank you
came out to my dad today, he said "[deadname] i love you, youll always be my girl'' kill me :[
BRUH WHAT?!
*darling I know what to do **-cutely grabs gun-*
Whenever I'm feeling down, I listen to I/Me/Myself and get some of that Will Wood craziness with a strong dysphoric aftertaste. It's an experience to say the least lol
I noticed this because sally face, and i clicked it because of the name. 10/10 this one of the best playlists ive ever listened to, also i almost never hear boy in the bubble :DDD
I'm glad I found this. This really calmed me down :)
I’m glad:D
This is a nice playlist to cry to.
Oh yeah this whole playlist. *I feel it in my soul*
I'm so happy Asthma attack is on here!! I love Noah, btw love the playlist!!
I WANNA WEAR A CROP TOP AND A SKIRT COMBO. AND I’M TIRED OF PRETENDING I DON’T.
screw gender i want androgynity
Ty so much for making this, all jokes aside, I needed this. You are amazing. And you have a new subscriber now.
- a dysphoric trans boy named Nico
I LOVE THAT NAME!! ITS MY DOGS NAME
@@Dior_brooklyn143 really? That's cool! Hehe.
I love that name! It’s the name of one of my favorite characters from Percy Jackson
@@robinyourhouse3399 omg same and I literally named myself Niko after him. Well my friend basically picked the name out as a nickname, and I liked it so much I kept it as my name. I spell it differently though (Niko).
Why is this sooo underrated? Augh, ;-;.
TY
I’ve been listening to play lists like this, I feel sad more now, but it’s so much better than the constant background numbness I’ve felt for years now. I just wanna feel something, I’m so tired of being numb and it’s hard for me to be able to cry because I’ve forced myself not to for so long.
i never felt comfterble in my own skin until i discovered the fact i was trans.i tested he/him pronouns and felt good,great.and as i face problrems 3 years later,im comfterble in my skin.kind of
I SAW SAL SO I HAD TO CLICK BRO-
Also, your playlist is rlly good, great job !!
TY TY
i love this weird feeling i get from hearing this
It's scary how accurate my suggestions are on RUclips
Love the sally face google image result screenshot
The second I saw asthma attack I was like YES I love Noah
ME TOO HAHA I RECOGNIZED IT ON THE LITERAL FIRST NOTE
though for some reason the song is called "double life" in the playlist
Me an Agender person when my body exists: (shocked pikachu face)
To whoever reads this comment right now:
You're valid. No matter what form, or level, of dysphoria you're experiencing currently. I have the biggest struggle personally, with social dysphoria. I'm fairly comfortable with my body and I'm blessed to be so, but my struggle isn't any less valid.
I love you, I support you, and I hope you have a good day. Keep fighting, it'll be ok.
thank you sm, i really needed to hear this. i hope you have a wonderful year
"Being homosexual in Latino america is literally *death*. In America I don't think they tell you anything but here in Honduras. *Death sentence*" -My best friend. The best friend i could ever ask for, Cristian.
STOP WHAT THIS BLEW UP?! TY UH SORRY FOR ASKING BUT CAN YALL CHECK OUT MY OTHER VIDS?? IF YOU HAVE SUGGESTIONS LEAVE THEM AS A REPLY TO THIS COMMENT! TY SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT
sure lol
I relate to all of these. I need therapy....maybe....eh, na, I'll be fine
Lol first one has been in my Spotify playlist for a while
My ex told me about it and I’ve been obsessed with it sense then-
The only song I would probably add to this is 'Juiliet' by Cavetown. Still an amazing playlist though!
Ahh yes! When I made this I hadn’t listened to it enough to think about putting it in the playlist… I would 100 percent if I could now! Mabey in my next one!
as a demifemme [a demigirl (someone who identifies partially as a girl) who feels uncomfortable when theyre referred as a girl] who wants to look a bit masculine and is experiencing lots of body and gender disphoria i love rhis playlist. Stay strong peeps!
ACK IVE FOUND ANOTHER PERSON THATS HEARD NOAHFINNCES MUSIC I WORSHIP THE GROUND YOU WALK ON
LMAOOOO
I finally got a binder after months of waiting and when it arrived it found out it was too loose :(
Don’t worry, you’ll grow into it! It’ll be better with time:)
Thanks, I hope so :)
do it tighter, if you aren't breaking ribs, you aren't trying your best.
Wish there were time stamps but idk how
I was going to make them but then I forgot some of the song names:(
i did it for you hope you find them useful
I’m screaming because of the Sal picture
Fr
CAVETOWNNNSNANSNSNWJWKALZYFH thank you. I already know almost every song on here but still, thank you.
my online friend vis has this-
i might send it to them tho
i really only get chest and hips dysphoria and it makes me feel less valid though i know it doesn’t. it’s a horrible feeling though
Cavetown hits so hard especially as a trans man who’s not seen as a man. All of these hit hard ngl-
I want to pull out my own hair. why can't i look like the other cosplays..?
1:44
Dysphoria and body disassociation ✌️
Hey! make sure to credit the artist for the art! (i don't mean this in a mean way!) and if its your art its very nice!!
edit: also love how u have sall as the pfp :D
As a trans man I love this it fits the felling of disphorea ( sorry if I spelled it wrong)
It’s dysphoria, but thank you sm
coming from someone with dysphoria, yes
Why literally nobody's talking about sal 😭😭😭 I came here for him and stayed because dysphoria hits hard, anyway AMAZING PLAYLIST 💙💙
HA TY ONLY ONE OTHER PERSON NOTICED HIM!!! I LOVE SAL SM
@@Dior_brooklyn143 SAMEE MY LOVE FOR HIM IS UNHEALTHY 😭😭
Bro ive been dealing with gender dysphoria for 2 years now..
It. Sucks.
SALLYFACE SALLYFACE SALLYFACE 🥰💗💗
I was looking for this comment
Tbh i used to be really dysphoric ab my gender identity (or more like the lack of an exact one) because i always saw people who said that people always know what their gender is. and i didnt, i still dont rlly know tbh 😅 all i know is that its there and its deff not a guy, but nothing else feels quite right either. Ive just accepted the fact that ill never know my gender identity 😅
the fact before i clicked on this i said "i bet cavetowns gonna be here"
Dysphoria sucks……. I hate it… I wish it didn’t exist. This playlist explains it, especially ‘I deserve to bleed’ and ‘phase’
I think RUclips is tryna tell me something 🤔
Yea… I think so
where can I find the song at 12:38??
That is the song names “phase” it’s a transgender awareness song. On RUclips you con go to the Chanel “Dj Tadeo” and that’s where the official music is
@@Dior_brooklyn143 thanks :)
@@stephking2093 np!
Bro this playlist got noah finnce on it!
ah yes, the groomed becme the groomster. she is really bringing a lot of lost souls to the cult.
aaa, sal was the character that made me realize i'm not cis!!!
Sameee
Spotify playlist yet?
Why can't I be a guy?
You can. You are. It doesn’t matter what you look like because that can change. You are a guy I promise
If you feel you are a guy you are my guy
I know there is already three from cavetown but *this is home…?*
Me b4 the playlist: wa wa dysphoria wa wa sad ukulele noahfinnce is better 🙄🙄
me after: BECAUSE WHAAATT III AAMMMM ISSSS WHATT IIMM NOOTT 😭😭😭😭
Noone:
My mind when the P.E. teacher says boys on one side girls on the other:
"My child is just fine"
Then why do they know all the lyrics to the first song??
I made this for me 00:01
👦👦😍🤰👼
This is sick but I’m a trans girl sooooo 🤷♀️ 😤
Im transboy
yeah basically. I'm transmasc i think and my crush is a gay boy and idk but i reckon most gay boys probably dont want someone born a girl