This lovely ballad unfortunately fuels my sadness and depression. I lost my son 2 months ago today, and can't seem to claw my way out of this black hole that I feel I'm in. He was my everything. He knew how to keep me balanced and how to keep the darkness at bay. I love him with every fiber of my being.
Oh God! I just wanted to relax with this music but I scrolled down to see the comments. Wow 😆 It feels like I've just entered a scary forest of depressed trees.
That feeling that you get when a certain melody reflects your feelings so perfectly, and you can see them so clearly. It's the most beautiful thing I know.
I attempted suicide at one point, went close to death. The moments I was in the hospital I was thinking to myself "I'm going to die now.. For what?" is when I thought to myself that I had wasted the only life I was ever going to live, and I cried for the first time in 12 years ever since my 10th birthday. My shitty life flashed before my eyes and before moments before I had fallen into a coma I had regretted ever making the choice to end my life, I closed my eyes accepting I was going to die and went unconscious for 4 days. I woke up, I survived, and I felt so happy I was in tears again. I lived.
i went through the same thing as you. was in the hospital because i went OD. almost lost my liver because of it. my dad came up to me and asked me “ aren’t you afraid to die?” i told him straight up that i wasn’t scared to leave this world any day and anytime. till this day i still feel the same. when you pass only for a brief moment people will mourn for you but they’ll move on in life. thats how it always has been and will be
To everybody that is depressed and hart-broken: stay strong And to everybody that thinks they are being a wuss: you don't and never will be able to know their pain
Ive had experience with losing people I love (death) yet I have never cried about them not because I did not love them but because I just cant seem to cry no matter what. Yet its interesting how I cry when listening to songs like this and not because I think of them while listening to the song, but piano music some how makes me feel pain and suffer what I have not when I was supposed to. Got to love piano music, also its a very nice song.
But its so hard to stay strong if you lose a friend and not from death........its hard cause it was over hisself he didnt want to be my friend anymore........he wouldnt even tell me why.........its so deppresing.....:'(
I get very mixed emotions when I look at the comments. I see a lot of people who seem like they are in what they believe to be the darkest place they can be in and I wish to help them so, as I have also experienced this form of misery and I remember how badly I needed someone when no one was there. However....I also find myself laughing at the ignorant fools who believe they can slander and mock these hurt individuals to big themselves up when they too, are more than likely crying away over their screens. I am merely but a stranger, however it is that fact that gives me the desire to help those in need and prove that even if a rare commodity, there is still kindness and hope in this frail society.
Everyone hates me every little thing I do I get blamed can nobody see the pain in my eyes when I say I’m alright but I’m not really, I always fail everything, what talent I have the only talent I have is nothing, I try to stay positive but it just dosen’t work sometimes when I cry I want someone to tell me I’m alright but at night I cry without nobody hugging me telling me I’m alright and I feel so empty nothing to think nothing to say, my self esteem is 0%
One day I was waking up and I heard my dad listen to this song he was listening it from the kitchen and I peeked to see what he was doing so I saw him put his head down and looked like he was about to cry so I went back to my room and pretended like nothing ever happened and couple weeks later I found this song and listen to it too
Don’t kill yourselves it’s bad,somewhere in the world people care about you, don’t let yourself down,don’t exit the world, you only live your life once, make sure you have fun and be happy.
When I listen to this music I feel my heart crying , crying for everything I did , I feel bad I feel that I am a really bad person maybe I am , I am always looking for attention maybe it's bad or maybe that's what I need cause I feel lonely , but I don't know why I got a good parents good friends but still I feel lonely , and feel like a loser I don't know why , I don't know even why I am writing this and why I am witting it here whatever I won't lose anything I feel dead anyway or maybe that's what I wish.
I'm feeling a bit like that, too. I'm also feeling like a loser. but come on! no one is a loser! so you not either.... just feel like you're a winner... and try to be happy and work hard. very important: talk to people, and they will probably understand and help you! cheers mate.
This piece is so beautifully composed: powerful, yet simple, easy chords, with strength behind them. The image in my mind is so clear yet I can't explain what this song signifies for me. Something heart-wrenchingly beautiful and bittersweet, but impossible to describe. Amazing. I love this piece so much.
+Agent 225 That's not true. Just being a nice guy actually goes a long way. You don't have to be smart. You don't have to be talented. You don't have to have a six-pack. If you can make a girl feel special, she's yours.
I often wonder... Why are we here? What is our purpose, if any? Is there a point to living. All of these to me point toward the phrase "no reason." I personally dont believe i have a purpose or a reason to continue living. I think we have become blind to the point that hardly anyone thinks this way anymore. And that my way of thinking is often considered as crazy. Think about it. We are only still here because we are all afraid to die and we create our own purposes when in truth, we have none.
Well there are to many reasons to living u just need to open ur eyes nd see the reality nd think about the good thinks I'm personally Muslim nd I advice u to try to read Coran. Trust me u'll feel good nd it's ur life nd ur choice :)
Well if you want to know the perpose of life you should search for it. There are three heavenly religions which is true. the Christianity, Islam and Jewish.Read each one and choose the one which fit you.And you will find the straight path. I hope you will have it.
I was 12 when I lost my mother.We live alone in some house by our selves.One morning I stand up to be ready for school and that was the moment I realize I would actually never talk with her or hear her voice to ask me how I am.That moment....I can't describe the feel...like whole world whole mountains fel on me and breake me into pieces.It was like when you have home and then with some reason you don't have it anymore and you get out on streets where you have nothing yours.That's how I was feeling in that moment.Now I am 22 and still there s no day I don't think about my mother and now I feel like big part of me is missing in my life..It's sad but I have to fight with that :(
I'VE BEEN SO FUCKING HURT BY ALMOST EVERYONE LIKE MY SISTER WHEN I WAS FIVE AND SHE WAS TEN, WE USED TO GO TO DAYCARE TOGETHER SHE HAD TO WATCH ME SINCE I WAS HER YOUNGEST BROTHER (THE ONLY BROTHER) SHE HAD TO BE SURE I WASN'T DOING ANYTHING DANGEROUS BUT SHE NEVER CARED ABOUT ME SHE USED TO LET THE BIG KIDS BEAT ME UP FOR NO GODDAMN REASON THEY PUNCHED ME, BIT ME, KICKED ME, THREW ME TO THE GROUND LIKE I WAS A FUCKING PIECE OF TRASH SHE EVEN BEAT ME UP, PUNCHED MY TEETH OUT (I SHOULD LET YALL KNOW NO CHILD SHOULD HAVE TO BE PUT THROUGH THAT) HELL SHE EVEN LET THIS ONE KID BEAT ME UP SO BAD THE TOP OF MY HEAD WAS FUCKING BLEEDING BADLY BUT "SHE" WAS FUCKING LUCKY I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM SHE ALWAYS GOT AWAY WITH IT THEY MADE FUN OF ME SPAT AT ME CALLED ME NAMES I JUST WANTED TO RUN AWAY FROM THAT BUT NEVER COULD WE NEVER GOT ALONG AND WE STILL DON'T LUCKY FOR ME SHES SITTING HER FAT LAZY ASS IN CALIFORNIA RIGHT NOW WHILE I'M JUST SITTING HERE TYPING AWAY ON MY DEAD UNCLE DANNY'S BED WHILE MY GRANDMOTHERS SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM SHE CARES ABOUT ME MY MOTHER CARES ABOUT ME BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MUM STILL CARES ABOUT MY SISTER EVEN THOUGH MY SISTER YELLED AT HER AND CALLED HER A WHORE HANNA'S THE FUCKING WHORE THAT STUPID BITCH. NOBODY SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH NOBODY SHOULD HAVE TO FEEL ALONE AND SCARED DON'T WORRY YOU ALL HAVE A CERTAIN SOMEONE OUT THERE THAT LOVES YOU SO DON'T FEEL ALONE
It reminding me times, when my dad was still alive.. He died when i was 8 years old on hard cancer. Everything has changed, when he died. Kids was very, very mean on me, they hurted and hazed me alot. Nearly all days i cried and i not wanted go sometimes to school. My life was really bad and it still is. Now, i am 12 years old and i not have any self esteem because of kids what hazed me before. I have no friends, i sometimes feeling, that i have nobody. I feeling like it, i don't have any reasons to live. I cried alot when i listen to this.
Everything will turn better when you get in the age of 15 to 16. I still had a bad past,too, when I was in your age. Now I've accepted my loneliness, because I passed through in a half year with my relationship. Everyone tells me that I've changed. Now I go through with the toughtup : "Why shouldn't I change for the love I ever wished to get when I'm happy by changing and doing everything for him and through him?" I'm happy with him and I found my reason of being happy and alive. Now I can say that I want to live. And with the thoughtup that all could end of my relationship I watch into my future that I'll get another person till the end of my life :) Get up, dress up ,stand up but never give up!
Today I saw her. She totally ignored me. I can not took her from my mind. She took my soul. She took everything. I still love her so much. She is my heart my eyes my soul.. She is everything... I...
+imvitable UNLESS YOU GET OFF YOUR ASS AND MAKE IT WORTHWHILE INSTEAD SITTING AT YOUR COMPUTER COMPLAINING. YOU COULD BE OUT THERE MAKING IT MEANINGFUL, MAKING IT WORTH SOMETHING. A LOT OF PEOPLE DON'T AND THEY WERE THE TYPE THAT DIDN'T TRY. SOLDIERS THAT FOUGHT IN THE REVOLUTIONARY WAR: A LOT OF THEM DIED, BUT THEY WERE DOING SOMETHING GOOD. THEY MIGHT NOT HAVE ACEIVED IT, BUT THEY TRIED. THEY TRIED THEIR BEST AND THAT'S ALL THEY COULD DO. THERE ARE A MILLION WAYS WE COULD HAVE DIED BEFORE TODAY. AND A MILLION WAYS WE COULD DIE BEFORE TOMORROW. BUT JUST BECAUSE A SONG IS GOING TO END DOESN'T MEAN IT'S NOT WORTH PLAYING. IF YOU HAVE NOBODY IN YOUR LIFE, YOU SHOULD AT LEAST BE WORTHY OF SOMETHING TO YOURSELF.
Its incredible how life can teach you things, its like a schedule or a list of things, you only live them, it doesnt matter if you learn things from that, it happens everyday.
I'm not going to ask anyone to pity me after reading this. I'm not going to beg to be heard. But please, if you can spare a moment, listen. I was diagnosed with Depression at a very early age and I've been trying my best to handle it. But, lately, it seems as if all color has been sucked from my life, leaving it bleak and meaningless. Most of the time, I don't want to wake up in the mornings. Please. If anyone has any advice on what I can do, I'd be forever grateful if you could take the time and share it with me. I'm sorry to have taken the time to saddle you with my problems. But I'm lost, and I'll need someone to help me get home again.
dear friend ... I feel your pain, your frustration and fear of how to live. i am 23. and until recently I had everything in my life/ everything what i wanted - money, fame, beauty, friends. but soon i forgot about GOD- and lost everything. I lost myself, lost the meaning of life. I look at the world through gray glasses. no hope of light. I do not remember the last time I laughed. every night for half a year I was crying.( this period was so necessary to me. I learned to appreciate what I have... appreciate your appearance, think more about other people.you should do more good deeds - all automatically passes. the light and the sun will appear again in your life. good things always triumphs over evil. understand that you have only one life. and the time that you spend in grief and sorrow - the lost time. not for that we were given life. you are not alone in this world. there are people who need you. Yes. sometimes difficult to live than to die. then, your grandchildren will love to confess, through what you went through in life. every sorrow - it is a wisdom. and in this there is something good. Do not lower the arms. do not feel sorry for yourself. go towards the problems. someone worse than you. Think about those who are right now in Africa without any food and water.//some where it is a war. There are those who have children and parents die. God gives us as much as we can bear. value your life. Hear yourself. whom you should be. what to do. you should fall in love with something. and then you begin want to live again. strength and faith to you.
My ideas get a therapist if u don't have one. Don't start cutting yourself. Just go around the world and stuff spend money do it and try not to look at the bad that's my advice.
If you listen hard enough it feels like someone went through something terrible and is lost and don't know what to do it also feels like this person has a lot of on there shoulders.
I'm crying, but i don't even know why i'm crying. Nothing's going to change, it's just a waste of tears. I'm still living in this world and i'm not dead. Living in this world is a pain, it's hard for me to wake up every single day and get ready for school. I'm scared, okay? I'm scared of going to school, trying to face the world with a big happy mask on, when i know no one will appreciate me even with a mask on. I don't myself, they don't like me. But i'm scared of dying, i don't want to leave yet, there are things i still want to do, i have my family. But living is a nightmare, a nightmare i can't escape, something i have to face every night.. What can i do?? I don't want to live, but i don't want to die?? Is this being extremely selfish??
I feel like whenever I listen to sad music because I feel worthless, it's not the thought of suicide that Crosses my thoughts, its the thought of running away to the mountains, seclusion, isolation, complete dissociation with the world we live in.
I hate feelings, I like this girl a lot and she said I am being to clingy. So I told her I will let her have some time to herself. Why does needing somebody hurt so much? I hate life, I hate love, and there for I hate this world. I hope none of ya'll ever have to go through this crap.
from someone who used to get bullied, life gets better. As long as you have the will and the inner strength to believe it. It will come true. Stay true to yourself and set positive vibes and live your life happily the way you want to live it. stay strong.
After cutting on self the lines "I woke up, i survived, I felt happy & I was in tears again..I lived(going back to black) " - captures the raging complicated emotions towards the last part of this song
Conheci uma pessoa,nasceu um grande amor numa estação do metrô, em Santana, ele estava fazendo uma composição,como não se apaixonar por alguém que toca piano e com tanta suavidade meus olhos se encheram de lágrimas de repente senti vontade de beija-lo de agradecimento dos meus ouvidos estarem ouvindo aqueles acordes,e dai veio violino, violão poesias versos e prosas e eu no meio desta emoção.Deus obrigada com que ternura tu me enviaste a salvação.
People live their lives bond by what they see as "right and "true". That's what we call reality. However,, "right" and "true" and nothing but vague terms. Our reality could turn out to be an illusion. We are all living by our own assumptions, which is why it's so important reach out of the darkness and misery to the light. I myself have been in that overwhelming darkness, but I managed.
Without pain, how could we feel joy? Without regret, how could we cherish pride? Without sadness, there's no use in being happy. Without death, what value is a life lived?" ...... this wonderfully composed piece of pure emotion has touched my heart and has inspired me to write this quote
My brother ate my pizza i had to listen to this.....i wanted to eat that pizza so badly that one last slice and he....he ate it well only a bite but ill never get that bite back forever lost without that bite...he says what pizza when did i do that.... i cry every night...
there was this one time my great grandma passed away and I cried I couldn't bear with it... I miss her so much but she's in a better place R.I.P I miss her so much
I Remember Playing This Song On Repeat All The Time Back In High School, Even Though It's Meant To Be A Sad Song It Always Helped Me Out, Calmed Me Down, And In A Weird Way Inspired Me.
I lost my will to live. I have exhausted my purpose, I was born without hope. I live day by day, ignored and silenced I hear word by word, insulted and scolded. If I don’t live another day, No one would care, humanity keeps walking. I don’t want to live any longer
our strength lies in our shared experience of sadness and weakness. we can all relate to feeling depressed/hopeless and we can all help each other just by listening to our stories of misery. there is beauty in that. life is worthwhile, but we need to help each other see why.
It makes me reflect on just how helpless we are as humans. We move through time, interact with others and our surroundings shaping our future with each blind step we take. Each of our times lines has its tragedies and its joys but in the end we leave the same way we came; naked, afraid...and alone.
hi my name is Samar and ive lost a friend. He died in a car accident and i just wand to ask if i can use this beat to make a song for him. This is the right beat for askin him in heaven to forgive me all ma faults....i really hope this will be ok....
Nobody can be sure of anything. But we can have faith and believe in whatever we choose to, or choose not to. That is the beauty of life, and the beauty of living.
thanks u guys.....yeah nobody can be sure of anything. i hope ma grammer is not so bad. I am from germany and talkin english is easy but writin it is so hard.....
Reminds me of the past. Of how I been treated by everyone. I felt so alone, like I didn't exist. Heart been shattered into pieces, no one bothered to help. Not even those so call friends I had.
This goes for everyone, if you know someone who is getting depressed help them before its too late, most people think that its none of their buissness and they don't realise how serious it actually is..... and when they do its already too late. So please, try your best to help them out, imagine if you were depressed you wouldn't want to be near anybody, you wouldn't them to see what you had become so just please, please help as musch as you can
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This lovely ballad unfortunately fuels my sadness and depression. I lost my son 2 months ago today, and can't seem to claw my way out of this black hole that I feel I'm in. He was my everything. He knew how to keep me balanced and how to keep the darkness at bay. I love him with every fiber of my being.
I'm SO sorry for your loss.
İm sorry for you
even in the darkest place. there is still glimmer of light waiting to grow bright
Oh God! I just wanted to relax with this music but I scrolled down to see the comments. Wow 😆 It feels like I've just entered a scary forest of depressed trees.
Hehehe
Interesting how the pounding of the piano keys corresponds with heavy pangs of emotion
That feeling that you get when a certain melody reflects your feelings so perfectly, and you can see them so clearly. It's the most beautiful thing I know.
I attempted suicide at one point, went close to death. The moments I was in the hospital I was thinking to myself "I'm going to die now.. For what?" is when I thought to myself that I had wasted the only life I was ever going to live, and I cried for the first time in 12 years ever since my 10th birthday. My shitty life flashed before my eyes and before moments before I had fallen into a coma I had regretted ever making the choice to end my life, I closed my eyes accepting I was going to die and went unconscious for 4 days. I woke up, I survived, and I felt so happy I was in tears again. I lived.
Дьявол wow great that you survived :)
i went through the same thing as you. was in the hospital because i went OD. almost lost my liver because of it. my dad came up to me and asked me “ aren’t you afraid to die?” i told him straight up that i wasn’t scared to leave this world any day and anytime. till this day i still feel the same. when you pass only for a brief moment people will mourn for you but they’ll move on in life. thats how it always has been and will be
I understand this was 3 years ago but it sucks that these messages are pushed below the fake ones.
What can I say....? Just listen...
To everybody that is depressed and hart-broken: stay strong
And to everybody that thinks they are being a wuss: you don't and never will be able to know their pain
Crying is a sign of a strong person
Ive had experience with losing people I love (death) yet I have never cried about them not because I did not love them but because I just cant seem to cry no matter what. Yet its interesting how I cry when listening to songs like this and not because I think of them while listening to the song, but piano music some how makes me feel pain and suffer what I have not when I was supposed to. Got to love piano music, also its a very nice song.
But its so hard to stay strong if you lose a friend and not from death........its hard cause it was over hisself he didnt want to be my friend anymore........he wouldnt even tell me why.........its so deppresing.....:'(
ok
I get very mixed emotions when I look at the comments. I see a lot of people who seem like they are in what they believe to be the darkest place they can be in and I wish to help them so, as I have also experienced this form of misery and I remember how badly I needed someone when no one was there. However....I also find myself laughing at the ignorant fools who believe they can slander and mock these hurt individuals to big themselves up when they too, are more than likely crying away over their screens. I am merely but a stranger, however it is that fact that gives me the desire to help those in need and prove that even if a rare commodity, there is still kindness and hope in this frail society.
Seikenkurino
Everyone hates me every little thing I do I get blamed can nobody see the pain in my eyes when I say I’m alright but I’m not really, I always fail everything, what talent I have the only talent I have is nothing, I try to stay positive but it just dosen’t work sometimes when I cry I want someone to tell me I’m alright but at night I cry without nobody hugging me telling me I’m alright and I feel so empty nothing to think nothing to say, my self esteem is 0%
not to be rude or anything but sad songs makes me happy for some reason
me too
that's good to know that sad songs makes you happy :-)
DONT LOSE YOUR WAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
IN YOUR MIIIIIIIIND
WE HAVE TO BEEEEEEE AS A ONEEE
(It goes for this maybe, maybe not)
Marina v my fav song😍
The world has seem to turn gray all around....
Their are times when life sucks so hard you just want to give up and justlay down somewhere in the dark and dream for a better life.
One day I was waking up and I heard my dad listen to this song he was listening it from the kitchen and I peeked to see what he was doing so I saw him put his head down and looked like he was about to cry so I went back to my room and pretended like nothing ever happened and couple weeks later I found this song and listen to it too
where is the exit button of this world?
Still searching .-.
mind
A knife to the stomach
In my crotch... com child...
Don’t kill yourselves it’s bad,somewhere in the world people care about you,
don’t let yourself down,don’t exit the world, you only live your life once, make sure you have fun and be happy.
strangely enough...this actually relaxes me, and makes me less sad than I already am. I love it
there's no word in this world could describe how people's feeling when they listen to this music......
You know you have felt true pain when you can't feel it anymore
When I listen to this music I feel my heart crying , crying for everything I did , I feel bad I feel that I am a really bad person maybe I am , I am always looking for attention maybe it's bad or maybe that's what I need cause I feel lonely , but I don't know why I got a good parents good friends but still I feel lonely , and feel like a loser I don't know why , I don't know even why I am writing this and why I am witting it here whatever I won't lose anything I feel dead anyway or maybe that's what I wish.
I'm feeling a bit like that, too. I'm also feeling like a loser. but come on! no one is a loser! so you not either.... just feel like you're a winner... and try to be happy and work hard.
very important: talk to people, and they will probably understand and help you!
cheers mate.
ok, smart. but ya know what I mean, probably?
I did not understand what you you wrote at all, but the Little I understand helped me a lot. Idk who you are, but thanks. I'm Brazilian.
@The Candy Man of Wall Street thank you sir . That means a lot 🙏
This piece is so beautifully composed: powerful, yet simple, easy chords, with strength behind them.
The image in my mind is so clear yet I can't explain what this song signifies for me. Something heart-wrenchingly beautiful and bittersweet, but impossible to describe. Amazing. I love this piece so much.
Dear whoever is reading this, you are beautiful and someone out there is crazy about you. So smile, life is too short to be unhappy. :)
+Roberto Carlos I wish that was true in my case. No girl will ever want me.
+Agent 225 That's not true. Just being a nice guy actually goes a long way. You don't have to be smart. You don't have to be talented. You don't have to have a six-pack. If you can make a girl feel special, she's yours.
Colton Burge Thanks man :')
thanks
when i saw this comment i remind when my gf died by cancer i thinked ill never survive without her but i heard this its surely true
I lost alot of my friends some years ago i dont know if some one remembers the masacre in norway well my friends were there and died
That's deep I hope the best for you
I too, hope the very best for you. Do not worry, they watch...they are there, spiritually. be happy, it's what they'd want...
:(
Im with you man don't worry
Thank u guys !
I often wonder... Why are we here? What is our purpose, if any? Is there a point to living. All of these to me point toward the phrase "no reason." I personally dont believe i have a purpose or a reason to continue living. I think we have become blind to the point that hardly anyone thinks this way anymore. And that my way of thinking is often considered as crazy. Think about it. We are only still here because we are all afraid to die and we create our own purposes when in truth, we have none.
like me....i feel like i'm just hopless
Exactly my thoughts
Well there are to many reasons to living u just need to open ur eyes nd see the reality nd think about the good thinks I'm personally Muslim nd I advice u to try to read Coran. Trust me u'll feel good nd it's ur life nd ur choice :)
Well if you want to know the perpose of life you should search for it.
There are three heavenly religions which is true. the Christianity, Islam and Jewish.Read each one and choose the one which fit you.And you will find the straight path. I hope you will have it.
This is hauntingly beautiful and speaks of such profound sadness! Cuts right to my broken heart! So much loss!
I was 12 when I lost my mother.We live alone in some house by our selves.One morning I stand up to be ready for school and that was the moment I realize I would actually never talk with her or hear her voice to ask me how I am.That moment....I can't describe the feel...like whole world whole mountains fel on me and breake me into pieces.It was like when you have home and then with some reason you don't have it anymore and you get out on streets where you have nothing yours.That's how I was feeling in that moment.Now I am 22 and still there s no day I don't think about my mother and now I feel like big part of me is missing in my life..It's sad but I have to fight with that :(
I'VE BEEN SO FUCKING HURT BY ALMOST EVERYONE LIKE MY SISTER WHEN I WAS FIVE AND SHE WAS TEN, WE USED TO GO TO DAYCARE TOGETHER SHE HAD TO WATCH ME SINCE I WAS HER YOUNGEST BROTHER (THE ONLY BROTHER) SHE HAD TO BE SURE I WASN'T DOING ANYTHING DANGEROUS BUT SHE NEVER CARED ABOUT ME SHE USED TO LET THE BIG KIDS BEAT ME UP FOR NO GODDAMN REASON THEY PUNCHED ME, BIT ME, KICKED ME, THREW ME TO THE GROUND LIKE I WAS A FUCKING PIECE OF TRASH SHE EVEN BEAT ME UP, PUNCHED MY TEETH OUT (I SHOULD LET YALL KNOW NO CHILD SHOULD HAVE TO BE PUT THROUGH THAT) HELL SHE EVEN LET THIS ONE KID BEAT ME UP SO BAD THE TOP OF MY HEAD WAS FUCKING BLEEDING BADLY BUT "SHE" WAS FUCKING LUCKY I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM SHE ALWAYS GOT AWAY WITH IT THEY MADE FUN OF ME SPAT AT ME CALLED ME NAMES I JUST WANTED TO RUN AWAY FROM THAT BUT NEVER COULD WE NEVER GOT ALONG AND WE STILL DON'T LUCKY FOR ME SHES SITTING HER FAT LAZY ASS IN CALIFORNIA RIGHT NOW WHILE I'M JUST SITTING HERE TYPING AWAY ON MY DEAD UNCLE DANNY'S BED WHILE MY GRANDMOTHERS SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM SHE CARES ABOUT ME MY MOTHER CARES ABOUT ME BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MUM STILL CARES ABOUT MY SISTER EVEN THOUGH MY SISTER YELLED AT HER AND CALLED HER A WHORE HANNA'S THE FUCKING WHORE THAT STUPID BITCH. NOBODY SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH NOBODY SHOULD HAVE TO FEEL ALONE AND SCARED DON'T WORRY YOU ALL HAVE A CERTAIN SOMEONE OUT THERE THAT LOVES YOU SO DON'T FEEL ALONE
AWSOME YOLO FOX i´m sorry about this.. stay strong x
I'LL TRY THX FOR MAKING ME FEEL BETTER
AWSOME YOLO FOX I know how you feel, I've been in this positin as well and it sucks man :( stay strong,we love you!
AWSOME YOLO FOX I know how you feel, I've been in this positin as well and it sucks man :( stay strong,we love you!
AWSOME YOLO FOX I feel for you, i hope things get better for you
It reminding me times, when my dad was still alive.. He died when i was 8 years old on hard cancer. Everything has changed, when he died. Kids was very, very mean on me, they hurted and hazed me alot. Nearly all days i cried and i not wanted go sometimes to school. My life was really bad and it still is. Now, i am 12 years old and i not have any self esteem because of kids what hazed me before. I have no friends, i sometimes feeling, that i have nobody. I feeling like it, i don't have any reasons to live. I cried alot when i listen to this.
Stay strong man it must be hard but you will see life's gonna change, people that hurted will change too.. Keep hope !!
moxie jvc i trying to. i feel little bit better because i found one awesome friend :)
life will teach those kids a lesson. You have an advantage over them, those hardships will make you a stronger person, just embrace them. keep it up.
Everything will turn better when you get in the age of 15 to 16. I still had a bad past,too, when I was in your age. Now I've accepted my loneliness, because I passed through in a half year with my relationship. Everyone tells me that I've changed. Now I go through with the toughtup : "Why shouldn't I change for the love I ever wished to get when I'm happy by changing and doing everything for him and through him?" I'm happy with him and I found my reason of being happy and alive. Now I can say that I want to live. And with the thoughtup that all could end of my relationship I watch into my future that I'll get another person till the end of my life :) Get up, dress up ,stand up but never give up!
my dad passed away two years ago. i write music like this too, it makes me feel better to be honest
Eyes closed. I just drift with the music in my empty mind to total nirvana!
Wonderful work Michael :)
Mark Burnes, i love piano and this songs are taking me! Thnx for this beautifel song xx
Today I saw her. She totally ignored me. I can not took her from my mind. She took my soul. She took everything. I still love her so much. She is my heart my eyes my soul.. She is everything... I...
Life in 3 words, worthless, painful, meaningless
+imvitable existentialist much?
The meaning of life is to give it meaning
life is pain and so much more
+waves.of.grey Yes that is true
+imvitable UNLESS YOU GET OFF YOUR ASS AND MAKE IT WORTHWHILE INSTEAD SITTING AT YOUR COMPUTER COMPLAINING. YOU COULD BE OUT THERE MAKING IT MEANINGFUL, MAKING IT WORTH SOMETHING. A LOT OF PEOPLE DON'T AND THEY WERE THE TYPE THAT DIDN'T TRY. SOLDIERS THAT FOUGHT IN THE REVOLUTIONARY WAR: A LOT OF THEM DIED, BUT THEY WERE DOING SOMETHING GOOD. THEY MIGHT NOT HAVE ACEIVED IT, BUT THEY TRIED. THEY TRIED THEIR BEST AND THAT'S ALL THEY COULD DO. THERE ARE A MILLION WAYS WE COULD HAVE DIED BEFORE TODAY. AND A MILLION WAYS WE COULD DIE BEFORE TOMORROW. BUT JUST BECAUSE A SONG IS GOING TO END DOESN'T MEAN IT'S NOT WORTH PLAYING. IF YOU HAVE NOBODY IN YOUR LIFE, YOU SHOULD AT LEAST BE WORTHY OF SOMETHING TO YOURSELF.
+Mr. Hickey life can be meaningless if you are depressed or in the stages of grief
Same and I feel it won't change bleh
I love the picture of the crows filling the skies, they bring messages from beyond with the sound of the piano music.
Its incredible how life can teach you things, its like a schedule or a list of things, you only live them, it doesnt matter if you learn things from that, it happens everyday.
I hate the life, But the life is hate me too...
Our mutual feeling...
I hate the grammar, But the grammar is hate me too..
I am cry everytime.
+CATichi lmao
Yes, I feel so: alone... I'm very sad, And very tired, My soul is heavy. Why do it hate me the life?
I'm not going to ask anyone to pity me after reading this. I'm not going to beg to be heard. But please, if you can spare a moment, listen. I was diagnosed with Depression at a very early age and I've been trying my best to handle it. But, lately, it seems as if all color has been sucked from my life, leaving it bleak and meaningless. Most of the time, I don't want to wake up in the mornings. Please. If anyone has any advice on what I can do, I'd be forever grateful if you could take the time and share it with me. I'm sorry to have taken the time to saddle you with my problems. But I'm lost, and I'll need someone to help me get home again.
I know how u feel
dear friend ... I feel your pain, your frustration and fear of how to live. i am 23. and until recently I had everything in my life/ everything what i wanted - money, fame, beauty, friends. but soon i forgot about GOD- and lost everything. I lost myself, lost the meaning of life. I look at the world through gray glasses. no hope of light. I do not remember the last time I laughed. every night for half a year I was crying.(
this period was so necessary to me. I learned to appreciate what I have... appreciate your appearance, think more about other people.you should do more good deeds - all automatically passes. the light and the sun will appear again in your life. good things always triumphs over evil. understand that you have only one life. and the time that you spend in grief and sorrow - the lost time. not for that we were given life. you are not alone in this world. there are people who need you. Yes. sometimes difficult to live than to die. then, your grandchildren will love to confess, through what you went through in life. every sorrow - it is a wisdom. and in this there is something good. Do not lower the arms. do not feel sorry for yourself. go towards the problems. someone worse than you. Think about those who are right now in Africa without any food and water.//some where it is a war. There are those who have children and parents die.
God gives us as much as we can bear. value your life. Hear yourself. whom you should be. what to do. you should fall in love with something. and then you begin want to live again. strength and faith to you.
My ideas get a therapist if u don't have one. Don't start cutting yourself. Just go around the world and stuff spend money do it and try not to look at the bad that's my advice.
the song is wonderful. I could feel the passion and strength, thanks for sharing it.
If you listen hard enough it feels like someone went through something terrible and is lost and don't know what to do it also feels like this person has a lot of on there shoulders.
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I'm crying, but i don't even know why i'm crying. Nothing's going to change, it's just a waste of tears. I'm still living in this world and i'm not dead. Living in this world is a pain, it's hard for me to wake up every single day and get ready for school. I'm scared, okay? I'm scared of going to school, trying to face the world with a big happy mask on, when i know no one will appreciate me even with a mask on. I don't myself, they don't like me. But i'm scared of dying, i don't want to leave yet, there are things i still want to do, i have my family. But living is a nightmare, a nightmare i can't escape, something i have to face every night.. What can i do?? I don't want to live, but i don't want to die?? Is this being extremely selfish??
I am still watching
And I loved it
IT'S AMAZING HOW THE SOUNDS OF MUSIC CAN INFLUENCE ONES ACTIONS AND/OR FEELINGS
I feel like whenever I listen to sad music because I feel worthless, it's not the thought of suicide that Crosses my thoughts, its the thought of running away to the mountains, seclusion, isolation, complete dissociation with the world we live in.
I hate feelings, I like this girl a lot and she said I am being to clingy. So I told her I will let her have some time to herself. Why does needing somebody hurt so much? I hate life, I hate love, and there for I hate this world. I hope none of ya'll ever have to go through this crap.
well i do so i know your pain
I'm sorry about that man. Girls just don't see the good guys. :/
So do i men, so do i.....
Bradley Crawford hi bradley just wanted to see how it turned out with you and that girl you like.anyways i wish you best of luck and take care
She fucked my best friend. So its not good
my friends died today there was a blood over the place and i was crying he was my half of the hart
Really?
Dora X yes
Alexxrr Storyes that's weird are u lying?
Dora X no he cuts he arm no full arm just in the middle he bleed out :(
Alexxrr Storyesoh......k then.....I still don't believe u......
from someone who used to get bullied, life gets better. As long as you have the will and the inner strength to believe it. It will come true. Stay true to yourself and set positive vibes and live your life happily the way you want to live it. stay strong.
After cutting on self the lines
"I woke up, i survived, I felt happy & I was in tears again..I lived(going back to black) "
- captures the raging complicated emotions towards the last part of this song
When you fall down ..
You lose every thing
Even the necessarity of liFe
:)
i miss my dog :(
donald Glover i miss my father
like me
:/
Do not worry i lost my rabbit it was sad but if you get New Pet then it makes your feel better :)
I really love this song because it helps ease through the pain.
Conheci uma pessoa,nasceu um grande amor numa estação do metrô, em Santana, ele estava fazendo uma composição,como não se apaixonar por alguém que toca piano e com tanta suavidade meus olhos se encheram de lágrimas de repente senti vontade de beija-lo de agradecimento dos meus ouvidos estarem ouvindo aqueles acordes,e dai veio violino, violão poesias versos e prosas e eu no meio desta emoção.Deus obrigada com que ternura tu me enviaste a salvação.
People live their lives bond by what they see as "right and "true". That's what we call reality. However,, "right" and "true" and nothing but vague terms. Our reality could turn out to be an illusion. We are all living by our own assumptions, which is why it's so important reach out of the darkness and misery to the light. I myself have been in that overwhelming darkness, but I managed.
love it
I am keep listening it every day! Very beautiful!GBY
Without pain, how could we feel joy? Without regret, how could we cherish pride? Without sadness, there's no use in being happy. Without death, what value is a life lived?" ...... this wonderfully composed piece of pure emotion has touched my heart and has inspired me to write this quote
My brother ate my pizza i had to listen to this.....i wanted to eat that pizza so badly that one last slice and he....he ate it well only a bite but ill never get that bite back forever lost without that bite...he says what pizza when did i do that.... i cry every night...
very sad story by pizza
Ummmmmm....😶
Your story brings a tear to my eye every time I read it😭
Poor pizza 😪
Just made my night 👌🏼
it touched my heart
there was this one time my great grandma passed away and I cried I couldn't bear with it... I miss her so much but she's in a better place R.I.P I miss her so much
It makes me go back to the old days the beautiful memories with the people I loved ❤️
this isn't sad enough for me i need sader
Me too, my tears don't want to go out ~
I Can't cry
Listen to kiss the rain ,isolation ,always with me ,EI condor pasa by Leo Rojas ,bluestone alley .
can yücel getirdi..
I love how peaceful it is.
this music make me feel melancholy and it makes me stop thinking about bad feelings that are giving me trouble all day long.
just some normal happy kid passing through
magik hey but what does "normal" even mean
No one’s normal. Everyone is different. Yet it’s normal to be different....
I'm Weird true
a small loan of a million dollars
I Remember Playing This Song On Repeat All The Time Back In High School, Even Though It's Meant To Be A Sad Song It Always Helped Me Out, Calmed Me Down, And In A Weird Way Inspired Me.
I lost my will to live. I have exhausted my purpose, I was born without hope.
I live day by day, ignored and silenced
I hear word by word, insulted and scolded.
If I don’t live another day,
No one would care, humanity keeps walking.
I don’t want to live any longer
Me too
simplesmente lindaaaaa
concordo
discordo ha outras melhores
Fdc
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Fernanda Barreto
Man, look at all that edge in the comment section.
The edge here is so sharp I cut my finger on it by accident.
Wow. Fuck you
our strength lies in our shared experience of sadness and weakness. we can all relate to feeling depressed/hopeless and we can all help each other just by listening to our stories of misery. there is beauty in that. life is worthwhile, but we need to help each other see why.
Brought tears into my eyes :) This is beyond beautiful... I simply can't describe how it makes me feel ♡
This might as well be the only comment relating to potatoes. (I hope)
When all the comments are talking about how life is trash
Life ≠ trash
@@thosebrownboxes6736 they are to some people
It makes me reflect on just how helpless we are as humans. We move through time, interact with others and our surroundings shaping our future with each blind step we take. Each of our times lines has its tragedies and its joys but in the end we leave the same way we came; naked, afraid...and alone.
Going through a hard time right now and this helps me get out my emotions
WHY.. 😢😢
hi my name is Samar and ive lost a friend. He died in a car accident and i just wand to ask if i can use this beat to make a song for him. This is the right beat for askin him in heaven to forgive me all ma faults....i really hope this will be ok....
Its perfect. Hey we all have our flaws i am sure he already forgave you
are u sure him in heaven ? :D
Nobody can be sure of anything. But we can have faith and believe in whatever we choose to, or choose not to. That is the beauty of life, and the beauty of living.
thanks u guys.....yeah nobody can be sure of anything. i hope ma grammer is not so bad. I am from germany and talkin english is easy but writin it is so hard.....
Everyone can undertand you perfetly fine. Dont wory about it, just follow your heart.
This is some of the best music I've ever heard.
Simply beautiful..
potatoes taste good
Teh Lolbitz oml just lightened my mood thank you ^__^ and yes they taste food
شفت أبوي يكلمني الله يرحمه 😢😢
+طارق العنزي ادعوله برحمه
+أشواق الزهراني h
الله يرحمه
Reminds me of the past. Of how I been treated by everyone. I felt so alone, like I didn't exist. Heart been shattered into pieces, no one bothered to help. Not even those so call friends I had.
I love this so much. This song describes my life in every way possible: depressing,dark, gloomy....♥♥♥
:(
Olga My life is a endless pain :((
I laughed during this
same
lol calm down it was a joke plus i commented this months ago.
I'm commenting on a 3 year old post for no reason.
Malakith Alamahdi same
SAMEE
Very heart touching tune and music !
This is absolutely beautiful
Comment section is cancer...
Too many emos
+The Name 93 yup they need to just end it already
TheSonnyworld Edgy listeners. Totally ruins the near perfection of the piece. 😑
I have no words for this song...excelent...
Beautiful, sad, relaxing, calming and sleepy 😊😭😴
Simply sublime and infinitely exciting...
Them crows man... talk about symbolic.
Such a fitting image for a song such as this.
Very good work. Thanks for sharing this
1:12
this was the best beautiful music I ever heard while doing my projects
mother's death is perhaps the saddest moment in one's life.
This song always seems to calm me down if i'm hyper or mad it also helps me to sleep.
دائما الإنسان يكون مستعجل ومشغول بأشياء كثيرة..لاكن احيانا يختلي بنفسه في دقائق صامته مع تفكير عميق يسرح بخياله الى آفاق بعيده .....
WOAW vry nice sad tune i love it and i feel all my pain in thz music
Stunningly beautiful.
loved it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D
This song is amazing, I'm speechless, all I have to say is that it was beautiful
I remember every person who was gone away of my life in every single note, and feel it like a nail into my heart :((
I cant describe it with Words.
Soo beautiful!
This goes for everyone, if you know someone who is getting depressed help them before its too late, most people think that its none of their buissness and they don't realise how serious it actually is..... and when they do its already too late. So please, try your best to help them out, imagine if you were depressed you wouldn't want to be near anybody, you wouldn't them to see what you had become so just please, please help as musch as you can