My Testimony| Finding Healing Through Art Only To Destroy Myself Again.

I’ve been dealing with so many mental and spiritual battles my whole life and fighting in silence. Every time I seek for heal, I felt I wasn’t really getting the breakthrough that I wanted and needed. But I thank the people that tried to guide me on my path, in this video I just wanted to be vulnerable with you and share my pain because God has called me to bring healing in His land through my weakness, I learn to deny my flesh daily and seek more of God and I have a desire to be used as a vessel. I’ve been denying God the opportunity to use me to bring light to His people but today I felt like singing my heart song to you.
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[@allstrings]

"My Grace is sufficient".. that verse helped us so much stand on top of our weakness and make it our platform. I sometimes struggle with my words too because my mind moves so quickly. Love that you shared your story of your outlet and what God has given you. Would love to stay connected with you.

[@LisarioJo]

Beautiful hun! Your story so inspiring.🥰

[@adivhahomakhari2883]

Thank you for sharing! This was beautiful❤️❤️. God is amazing and this is evidence!

[@kgothatsoseakgosing7289]

You look absolutely gorgeous ❤

[@katlegocess6535]

Thank you for revealing yourself to me. Thank you for allowing us in your space.❤❤❤ this is doing so much healing.

[@rudzanivele7377]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@kgothatsoseakgosing7289]

I love that God is such a huge influence in your life and he brought you through that. He truly is your strength and it's beautiful to see🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

[@meghandarvel_]

Thank you so much for sharing my friend!!

[@keitumetsekhutsoane4017]

This was so beautiful to watch. 😔❤️

[@b.raedani7692]

Thank you my heart✨

[@chifundomazengera6569]

That's some serious self-awareness.
So now my question is how do you feel/think about people close to you or friends who still followed you and didn't bother to say anything about your art.

[@b.raedani7692]

I was listening to a poem the other day and the poet was talking about how we hide ourselves through pain, when a person asks you “how are you?” And your response is “fine” how do you expect a person to understand your pain when you don’t share it with them? People are going through their own situations in life, are you expecting them to stop and smell your issues? Because I didn’t voice myself, people that I keep close to me wouldn’t know my troubles and it’s not their fault for not knowing about what influences my art and what kind of pain it actually holds.

[@amzukii1038]

you are beautiful 😍😍