i was listening to this and fell asleep. when i woke up i looked outside to see an abundance of fog (its common to see fog where i live) such a great feeling.
Not that anyone cares but I remember the day I felt my very lowest I ended the day by listening to this before I fell asleep crying. I was driving home for about 2 hours from a long trip with a friend (we were both seniors in high school at the time), we both were afflicted by some of the same problems such as nihilism and existentialism. He tried to convince me there was meaning in life but I didn’t see it. When I got home late at night I felt so hopeless and defeated until I feel asleep listening to the original restless dream song on loop. The happy ending is that I’m pretty healthy and stable now. I’ve found some peace and purposes in life even if it is meaningless in reality. But I still think about that time, about 4 years ago, when I was at my lowest.
I'm happy to read that you've found a purpose and are doing well. I haven't found it yet and I just... wander around, holding onto this thing called life so I don't hurt my loved ones. I hope things keep getting better for you buddy
I went through a similar thing in college for months. It was pure hell. But I am also happier these days. Kind of just a living in the moment thing. Came to the conclusion that I have the power to give myself purpose here. And that purpose is just simply to have a good time. And then die. I have a lot of great people in my life I am thankful for.
Awesome dude, i have sometimes the same thing plus loneliness and low self-steem, i was worried so much about my future (anxiety lol) and this song helped me out so much.
I often end up overthinking, adding too much weight to problems that trouble me, unable to shut them out of my head. I often feel overwhelmed by fear i cant let go of. Even though i never played this game, its soundtrack is one of the few things that lets me feel inner peace.
Just a few days ago, we parted ways with the love of my life. Before, I could not even think that I would find such a wonderful person, but it is because of this that the pain is growing every day. I can’t concentrate on anything, the music is bad, and the ringing silence only makes it worse. I listen to this composition on repeat, relive all the moments and feel such peace ... Lord, why does this happen to me, I just want to be happy with my love ...
Stay strong friend good, bad or sad things happen all the time and there is always a reason behind it. That's just how life is only God knows the true reason behind it. Life is a test in general so it's okay to feel sad or even cry but remember to not lose yourself pimp and stay focused and just keep on living doing your thing.
@@RandomPerson28337 And that's true. When you first experience something like this, it feels like the world has fallen apart into a thousand pieces. It really is, but all wounds heal and we move on. I realized that after a while, thank you very much for your comment!
To try to make someone happy, someone you really care for, is everything. There are bad days, and awful days, the ones where things happen or show up that you can't do anything about but be there for them. The themes of SH2 hit hard, and they hit home. Standing by someone you love so much in situations where you can't help and trying to be there for them but having to deal with their frustrations and sorrow is one of the worst things there is. Like a lot of people say, I wish x had happened to me instead, we wish to just transfer the pain away from the ones we hold dear. But whatever's at the end of the hall you or the ones you care for are facing, making sure they don't face it alone, they know you are trying to make things better for them even when all they feel is spite not at you but sometimes vented to you, making sure you're there, that's a life well lived in my opinion. Those last words of Mary's letter, her emotions, echo in my head every time I hear this song. Telling someone you make them happy when you're struggling to deal with things that end up making you lash out is so important, but most of the time its the last thing we do. "James... You made me happy."
It strikes a melancholic nerve that some of us enjoy. I have a whole playlist dedicated to SH tracks/inspired tracks. It just fits a mindset and void that most can't explain. But I like to put it as, the feeling of comfortably numb loneliness.
It's been a rough time for a while. Anxiety, depression and the constant feeling and guilt about failure haunt me. However, I've found some sort of comfort in this song. Silent Hill is a sort of haven for me and for some reason, I feel drawn to it when I'm feeling at my lowest. Thanks for the video :)
Me too but over a woman who's hurt me that I will finally break free of this week and this music i will come back to after. This is music that says I'm finally free but damage has been done and now it's time to heal and move on. That's what it's all about leaving things behind, letting go and moving on.
I've never felt more alone than i do right now. I reserve some melancholia for this moment, but mostly peace. No one needs me as I need no one. All that I have done that stained my hands is forgotten, lost in the sea that is life. The laughter fades into a dull hiss of tinnitus, but with it goes the crying. Smiles and frowns melt into oblivion as time and distance oxidize memories. But for a single point in time, I am free.
This track, this video even (as the original is not as calm, not saying it isn't calm just not as calm) this is one of the only places that makes me feel at a place of reality. Although im in a place where im confused and confronted with today and the future. I feel at a place of where I'm going to stay like this, and not leave. I don't know what I'm working for, what i'm enduring. What joy and happiness means to me and where my place in reality is. But someday, I hope I can finally confront this and become content with my surroundings, the sorrow bliss that is felt in life as everything goes and leaves. I wish I saw joy as a thing that is cherished and is dealt with. The thought of feeling at ease and free from everything. I don't know I'm doing, what the thought is and how the future choices of myself and the slate of life that isn't enjoyed. Every chance given, every relive ends up catching me. Not unknowingly, but dreaded and undealt with. Although I wish I could reach out for help, I need to understand that someday the help that was once given. Will be gone, I need to know that I need to love myself and be proud and put in effort to make things right. I need to find meaning with what I am given. And be content. I don't know what the point of life is, and even if there is one. But I feel as if, the point is to be fine, not necessarily happy, but fine with what is there and what is happening. when even I feel like crying, at the brim of life and what the point of everything is and what I'm for even matters. This video reminds me that I need to keep to myself and be okay. I can't explain what this music means to me. Even when I feel so lonely and disconnected from the world, feeling like microscopic spec, unseen by everything having no meaning. This video makes me feel like there's something more to have. Thank You for making this. Although this message doesn't truly explain what I think of it. Thank you for awakening a feeling that can not be accomplished with the support from other things. Even writing this message makes me feel dirty as its confusing and unclear on what the point is. Even if no one sees this, the thought that I can talk and put the message out. Makes me feel content.
I live a high spirited lifestyle and bring positivity everywhere I go. Ever since I had a mental collapse many years ago, I’ve always had a touch of nihilism in me. That’s probably what brought me here. I also enjoy the relaxing, and captivating music from silent hill.
This makes me feel so at peace. And a little bit of nostalgia mixed in there too. Ive cried to this music so many times since i first played sh2 all those years ago because it makes me feel something. So simple yet so powerful.
For the past 6 months I have been dealing with losing a close friend. Not by death, but us having a huge falling out. Every time we pass each other its either a stare of hatred or nothing at all. The truth is I don't hate her, and I don't know if she hates me, but what I worry is that if are we both in this position where we think about each other, but both of us have nothing to say to each other. Its like we went through so much, and yet shes all gone. This music gives me hope that her life is somewhat good and shes happy, but I also want to find peace in mine. The peace that this song represents. The truth is that she probably has moved on, and I haven't. In a way its kinda beautiful how life moves on. There is so many things I want to tell her, but never will.
It's funny that I don't value my life and kept thinking of ending it all due to my past childhood memories that are afflicted to this day. One day I decided to go to therapy and while I was waiting, there was not a single soul with me in the exact floor, it was silent, calm, and most importantly to me that there was peace within me that I can live with. Me listening to this brings me more joy and happiness in me, even though I don't show my emotions but it's something meaningful. My suicide don't matter to me anymore, even though I go to rough times with my parents, the only thing it's keeping me alive is my sister, we both suffer the same symptoms from our parents and I'll sacrifice my life for my sister, not my parent's. Fate is worse than death.
Sorry to hear that, friend. I wish you and your sister only the best. I found my escape in Yamaoka's music and may you find yours too. It helps me accept all the hardships, embrace the sweet melancholy and just keep pushing forward.
The rain almost makes this sound like an old record that has a lot of artifacts in it but the music is still clean. Thank you for this, I usually hate the "songs with rain sounds" videos but this one was just....perfect.
this reminds me of when i went to visit my ex in tokyo. he moved there for work and i flew in 9 months later to see him. i would wait for him to get off work. so, i'd walk around the streets of tokyo at night. it was so busy but at the same time so quiet in some areas. i popped in some headphones and started listening to this song on my walks. i felt so at peace there. i paused at meguro river to admire the reflection from the water, and i remember tearing up in that moment because it was just so blissful. i knew i wanted to stay there. things were perfect in that time and now, whenever i hear this song, i cry because things are just so different now and i hate it. i wanted it to last forever. edit: we were together at that time lol. i do not visit my exes lolz
This music to me is I'm finally free but the damage has been done and now time to heal and learn. I was seeing someone who I'm ashamed to admit is in a broken relationship with someone else. At first I didn't know but when I found out I stopped seeing her for abit. Met her again at a party and like a fool I decided to continue it with her and she didn't turn it down. I knew what I was getting myself into but I was weak because I wasn't having much luck meeting anyone else so this was my only option and tired of being alone and single. I went with it and it was mostly bad than good because j felt rejected and hurt a lot of the time. She kept me at arms length because not a good idea to get too close but It hurt me. What did I expect, I was holding onto false hope with someone who's not even honest and loyal with the boyfriend so how can I expect any of that from her for me? But finally found it in me to end it tonight and it turned out better than I imagined and now finally free. Just heard this the other day and knew what this music is and thought I'll keep this aside until its finally done and I'm free and at peace from the pain and rejection from someone who is already taken. I'm to blame for that but now I'm free and finally can enjoy this music for the first time which to me is breaking free from this rotten prison of mine that I put myself in.
I love silent hill soundtrack even those I never play this game unfortunately I will always love the soundtrack it’s just so melancholy but at the same time peaceful, like a tornado and in the middle of it there is a flower, a beautiful white flower that nobody can touch. I always end up alone, feeling lonely most of the time but I got use to it, I don’t mind, i remember that most people are in fact alone, i don’t which to have sometime in my life, that ridiculous to me. All I want is to find what can make me happy like when I was child. I’m 20 years old and I feel lost I don’t know how I feel, it’s not sadness or happiness I don’t know what is it. Bref just to say that Silent hill music is really special love it so much take care people
I only played silent Hill shattered memories never played 1234 but i love this soundtracks and this games are more than 20 years old silent Hill series is one of the best games ever
I'm a massive fan of horror, the thrills you get whenever a creature chases you or even the frightening but also annoying jumpscare. The silent hill series and especially 2 however, has an interesting aura about it.. Both in terms of its sound track, story and the setting. There are probably play throughs of the whole game on RUclips and videos explaining the story, James, Heather, etc but.. Unlike other horror games like fnaf or scp containment breach, this is something that I wish to experience and play myself.. Getting any silent hill games will certainly be a challenge though. Considering that I either have to emulate silent hill games on pc which I barely know how to do. Or save up for a ps2 and for the games which, seeing the prices on eBay.. Is gonna be hard. though I'm 18 and almost done with school, and I've did voluntary jobs for experience, I never was able to get a part time job that pays just yet.. Plus knowing how my life is as of now and might be in the future with Tafe and getting into jobs, is gonna be scary. And I hope to do a lot with my adult life and hell, might not even have time to play games with what I wish to do. When I get silent hill games from 1 to four however, even though it IS just a game that I could just watch a play though or let's play of. This is definitely a gem of the past that I'd love to open up and witness its dark, depressing and horrific beauty all for myself. Won't be surprised if I hear this audio ingame and cry a little remembering the nights such as tonight where i lay awake in my bed listening, remembering my youth, some of the terrible things that happened in my family, that happened to myself and of course the frightening but very real future. the good and bad parts of all of that which would hopefully lead me tearing up to this when I hear this or. Perhaps "The day of night" whilse playing silent hill 2, in my own home after work in well.. Hopefully in my early 20s or sooner.. I'll see where life takes me though..
I remember I fall asleep listening to Silent Hill ambience, I was complety sleepy when this song played, in my dream, I was in a place you can call "heaven" (?) and I actually thought I was dead lol
things can change, the decision is up to you, sorry you feel this way Adam i dont know whats going on in your life right now but train in brightness and enjoy the good type of empty not the bad type man. Hope you feel better soon. Dolly
the year is 2020. I'm slowly becoming sadder and emptier because of a girl who I thought was interested into building a relationship, but in the end he just deluded me and treated me like an idiot. Let's go forward some months, I meet another girl, who just broke up with his boyfriend. We start chatting all night, and from that day she always wrote to me goodmorning texts, so we started talking more and more. Then, from nothing, we were toghether, and we were finally happy. A year passes, a year of many discussion, many incomprehensions, but we always moved on. February 2022, she breaks up with me, talking like she even didn't want to, saying ''I still love you'' ''I still need you the most''. For a week I still wrote her goodmorning/night texts, and after that week, she writes me back, furious, nervous, treating me like an asshole who ''is treating her like she's not sure'' just because in that moment I was explaining to her that maybe things could've gone better if we tried. Then she accuses me for being ''egoist''. And we never talked again. The day after that, she starts posting picture with one of his friends, and then continued posting picture of bdsm, or flowers, always tagging him. Then some friend of mine tells me that she also started saying shitty things about me. And now I am here, again, listening to Silent Hill music because I'm again slowly becoming sadder and emptier.
@@bigsauce1116 hi, thanks for the reply. It's been a long ride since this comment. I am well but still empty. Now I am struggling with the recoil of all of this. Basically I've been through trust issues, sadness, anxiety, fear of abandonment, fear of other people's judgement. Now I'm starting to get rid of all of this, hopefully. What happened last february still pursuits me in every way possible. Currently, I'm dealing with a situation where basically everything i've been through is happening to one of my ''friends''. The problem is, everyone of my close friends is by his side, laughing at his jokes, supporting him, but when I was low, when I was in that same identical situation, there was almost nothing.
i was listening to this and fell asleep. when i woke up i looked outside to see an abundance of fog (its common to see fog where i live) such a great feeling.
That is literally something straight out of some sort of book. I wish that could happen to me someday.
@@insomniaxe I think he was talking about how it reminded him of the fog in Silent Hill
@@CrashBandicam yeah but like- IMAGINE THAT HAPPENING TO U THAT’D BE SO COOL
@@insomniaxe I would be terrified to wake up in the world of Silent Hill
@@CrashBandicam maybe I would too, but tbh I’d just be excited.
Not that anyone cares but I remember the day I felt my very lowest I ended the day by listening to this before I fell asleep crying. I was driving home for about 2 hours from a long trip with a friend (we were both seniors in high school at the time), we both were afflicted by some of the same problems such as nihilism and existentialism. He tried to convince me there was meaning in life but I didn’t see it. When I got home late at night I felt so hopeless and defeated until I feel asleep listening to the original restless dream song on loop.
The happy ending is that I’m pretty healthy and stable now. I’ve found some peace and purposes in life even if it is meaningless in reality. But I still think about that time, about 4 years ago, when I was at my lowest.
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I'm happy to read that you've found a purpose and are doing well. I haven't found it yet and I just... wander around, holding onto this thing called life so I don't hurt my loved ones. I hope things keep getting better for you buddy
@@alexl.9076 It's hard, I know ... try actively to find a purpose, it's difficult, but not impossible. And: at least you have loved ones!
I went through a similar thing in college for months. It was pure hell. But I am also happier these days. Kind of just a living in the moment thing. Came to the conclusion that I have the power to give myself purpose here. And that purpose is just simply to have a good time. And then die. I have a lot of great people in my life I am thankful for.
Awesome dude, i have sometimes the same thing plus loneliness and low self-steem, i was worried so much about my future (anxiety lol) and this song helped me out so much.
Silent Hill 2, you made me happy...
Is it me or i just want to go to the thick fog and be forgotten? A painless way to dissappear.
In my restless dreams, I see that town... Silent Hill
You promised you'd take me there someday But you never did...
Rest in peace to my stepdad who shows me all of these masterpiece games 15yrs ago when I was only 9 . Ily 🕊
aw bless him, i'm sorry you last your stepdad. my condolonces.
@@user-zm3wd6nj8l yer ol man had great taste in games rest in peace pops
Audible representation of becoming one with your eternal rest. The song of accepting your own death.
You good bro?
yes it makes me think of this too
you are the chosen one
Spike :O
I often end up overthinking, adding too much weight to problems that trouble me, unable to shut them out of my head. I often feel overwhelmed by fear i cant let go of. Even though i never played this game, its soundtrack is one of the few things that lets me feel inner peace.
This beautiful video game will never get old.
My late fiance and I would listen to this when my insomnia would act up, and it always helped us drift off peacefully ♡
Sorry for your loss, buddy
mad to think that silent hill 2 is twenty years old and still holds up as an excellent game.
i envy the people who lived through silent hill 2s release date 😅
I hope that when I'm dying, this will be the song that will be played as if it were a soundtrack.
Just a few days ago, we parted ways with the love of my life. Before, I could not even think that I would find such a wonderful person, but it is because of this that the pain is growing every day. I can’t concentrate on anything, the music is bad, and the ringing silence only makes it worse. I listen to this composition on repeat, relive all the moments and feel such peace ... Lord, why does this happen to me, I just want to be happy with my love ...
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Stay strong friend good, bad or sad things happen all the time and there is always a reason behind it. That's just how life is only God knows the true reason behind it. Life is a test in general so it's okay to feel sad or even cry but remember to not lose yourself pimp and stay focused and just keep on living doing your thing.
There isn't a reason we aren't special. Things just happen and life doesn't care how they happen or how it may mean to you.
@@RandomPerson28337 And that's true. When you first experience something like this, it feels like the world has fallen apart into a thousand pieces. It really is, but all wounds heal and we move on. I realized that after a while, thank you very much for your comment!
To try to make someone happy, someone you really care for, is everything. There are bad days, and awful days, the ones where things happen or show up that you can't do anything about but be there for them. The themes of SH2 hit hard, and they hit home. Standing by someone you love so much in situations where you can't help and trying to be there for them but having to deal with their frustrations and sorrow is one of the worst things there is. Like a lot of people say, I wish x had happened to me instead, we wish to just transfer the pain away from the ones we hold dear. But whatever's at the end of the hall you or the ones you care for are facing, making sure they don't face it alone, they know you are trying to make things better for them even when all they feel is spite not at you but sometimes vented to you, making sure you're there, that's a life well lived in my opinion.
Those last words of Mary's letter, her emotions, echo in my head every time I hear this song. Telling someone you make them happy when you're struggling to deal with things that end up making you lash out is so important, but most of the time its the last thing we do.
"James... You made me happy."
for some reason I'm not able to understand why I'm here, I keep coming back, but not realizing what's my problem or why I keep coming back.
I just finished the game and I have the same thing...Best game I've ever played! I can't compare this to anything
@@josefvotava8837 True. I beat it with a friend last weekend. Was the 2.5 time for me. This game will never get old. Graphics still hold up :)
@@ABrix-ob8bf yeah, I beat it after 6 hours I think 😅 I have a Let’s Play on my RUclips Canal, but its only in czech...
Sounds like your in Silent Hill friend ;)
It strikes a melancholic nerve that some of us enjoy. I have a whole playlist dedicated to SH tracks/inspired tracks. It just fits a mindset and void that most can't explain. But I like to put it as, the feeling of comfortably numb loneliness.
It's been a rough time for a while. Anxiety, depression and the constant feeling and guilt about failure haunt me. However, I've found some sort of comfort in this song. Silent Hill is a sort of haven for me and for some reason, I feel drawn to it when I'm feeling at my lowest.
Thanks for the video :)
Me too but over a woman who's hurt me that I will finally break free of this week and this music i will come back to after. This is music that says I'm finally free but damage has been done and now it's time to heal and move on. That's what it's all about leaving things behind, letting go and moving on.
in that place now. hope things are better ❤️
The part of the game when this comes on is so emotional and the music makes it so amazing. such a masterpiece
this song feels like acceptance, like taking something into you to be a part of you
Thanks for helping me sleep and cry
It’s a foggy raining morning and I’m in my room listening to this watching out the window. So beautiful.
I've never felt more alone than i do right now. I reserve some melancholia for this moment, but mostly peace. No one needs me as I need no one. All that I have done that stained my hands is forgotten, lost in the sea that is life. The laughter fades into a dull hiss of tinnitus, but with it goes the crying. Smiles and frowns melt into oblivion as time and distance oxidize memories. But for a single point in time, I am free.
This track, this video even (as the original is not as calm, not saying it isn't calm just not as calm) this is one of the only places that makes me feel at a place of reality. Although im in a place where im confused and confronted with today and the future. I feel at a place of where I'm going to stay like this, and not leave. I don't know what I'm working for, what i'm enduring. What joy and happiness means to me and where my place in reality is. But someday, I hope I can finally confront this and become content with my surroundings, the sorrow bliss that is felt in life as everything goes and leaves. I wish I saw joy as a thing that is cherished and is dealt with. The thought of feeling at ease and free from everything. I don't know I'm doing, what the thought is and how the future choices of myself and the slate of life that isn't enjoyed. Every chance given, every relive ends up catching me. Not unknowingly, but dreaded and undealt with. Although I wish I could reach out for help, I need to understand that someday the help that was once given. Will be gone, I need to know that I need to love myself and be proud and put in effort to make things right. I need to find meaning with what I am given. And be content. I don't know what the point of life is, and even if there is one. But I feel as if, the point is to be fine, not necessarily happy, but fine with what is there and what is happening. when even I feel like crying, at the brim of life and what the point of everything is and what I'm for even matters. This video reminds me that I need to keep to myself and be okay. I can't explain what this music means to me. Even when I feel so lonely and disconnected from the world, feeling like microscopic spec, unseen by everything having no meaning. This video makes me feel like there's something more to have.
Thank You for making this.
Although this message doesn't truly explain what I think of it.
Thank you for awakening a feeling that can not be accomplished with the support from other things.
Even writing this message makes me feel dirty as its confusing and unclear on what the point is.
Even if no one sees this, the thought that I can talk and put the message out.
Makes me feel content.
This game truly represents my feeling right now, I hope I will deal with my break up soon
Not the life I had hoped for, but my life nonetheless.
In our special place....
Seeing this makes me wanna play sh2
play it!! its really good albeit a bit repetitive.
thank you for finally allowing me peace, ill find you again someday
This is one of the most relaxing musics on RUclips. It is so peaceful.
this has been my go to sleep song for well over a year. i listen to it most days. thanks for this.
I live a high spirited lifestyle and bring positivity everywhere I go. Ever since I had a mental collapse many years ago, I’ve always had a touch of nihilism in me. That’s probably what brought me here. I also enjoy the relaxing, and captivating music from silent hill.
I played this song in chat and it was 3 of us in there and we all immediately fell asleep to this. It works 👍.
In my restless dreams...I see that town...Silent Hill..
thank you, I've been looking for some thing this relaxing for awhile...
This makes me feel so at peace. And a little bit of nostalgia mixed in there too. Ive cried to this music so many times since i first played sh2 all those years ago because it makes me feel something. So simple yet so powerful.
For the past 6 months I have been dealing with losing a close friend. Not by death, but us having a huge falling out. Every time we pass each other its either a stare of hatred or nothing at all. The truth is I don't hate her, and I don't know if she hates me, but what I worry is that if are we both in this position where we think about each other, but both of us have nothing to say to each other. Its like we went through so much, and yet shes all gone. This music gives me hope that her life is somewhat good and shes happy, but I also want to find peace in mine. The peace that this song represents. The truth is that she probably has moved on, and I haven't. In a way its kinda beautiful how life moves on. There is so many things I want to tell her, but never will.
It's funny that I don't value my life and kept thinking of ending it all due to my past childhood memories that are afflicted to this day. One day I decided to go to therapy and while I was waiting, there was not a single soul with me in the exact floor, it was silent, calm, and most importantly to me that there was peace within me that I can live with. Me listening to this brings me more joy and happiness in me, even though I don't show my emotions but it's something meaningful. My suicide don't matter to me anymore, even though I go to rough times with my parents, the only thing it's keeping me alive is my sister, we both suffer the same symptoms from our parents and I'll sacrifice my life for my sister, not my parent's.
Fate is worse than death.
Sorry to hear that, friend. I wish you and your sister only the best.
I found my escape in Yamaoka's music and may you find yours too. It helps me accept all the hardships, embrace the sweet melancholy and just keep pushing forward.
The rain almost makes this sound like an old record that has a lot of artifacts in it but the music is still clean. Thank you for this, I usually hate the "songs with rain sounds" videos but this one was just....perfect.
Finding peace , resting your Soul forever. This is what this song feels to me
The music, from this game is my silent hill. Always keep coming back to it.
I love to turn off every social network and being alone to the end of the day and listening to this in my room and enjoy.
acceptance
this reminds me of when i went to visit my ex in tokyo. he moved there for work and i flew in 9 months later to see him. i would wait for him to get off work. so, i'd walk around the streets of tokyo at night. it was so busy but at the same time so quiet in some areas. i popped in some headphones and started listening to this song on my walks. i felt so at peace there. i paused at meguro river to admire the reflection from the water, and i remember tearing up in that moment because it was just so blissful. i knew i wanted to stay there. things were perfect in that time and now, whenever i hear this song, i cry because things are just so different now and i hate it. i wanted it to last forever.
edit: we were together at that time lol. i do not visit my exes lolz
I know it's like two years later, but I very much know the feeling you're talking about. I hope you're doing well now.
Had the worst/most violent dream I’ve ever had, then woke up to this recommendation
i can't stop listening to this
This music to me is I'm finally free but the damage has been done and now time to heal and learn. I was seeing someone who I'm ashamed to admit is in a broken relationship with someone else. At first I didn't know but when I found out I stopped seeing her for abit. Met her again at a party and like a fool I decided to continue it with her and she didn't turn it down. I knew what I was getting myself into but I was weak because I wasn't having much luck meeting anyone else so this was my only option and tired of being alone and single. I went with it and it was mostly bad than good because j felt rejected and hurt a lot of the time. She kept me at arms length because not a good idea to get too close but It hurt me. What did I expect, I was holding onto false hope with someone who's not even honest and loyal with the boyfriend so how can I expect any of that from her for me? But finally found it in me to end it tonight and it turned out better than I imagined and now finally free. Just heard this the other day and knew what this music is and thought I'll keep this aside until its finally done and I'm free and at peace from the pain and rejection from someone who is already taken. I'm to blame for that but now I'm free and finally can enjoy this music for the first time which to me is breaking free from this rotten prison of mine that I put myself in.
The only reason why I fell in love with Silent Hill is the town and music
This helps me sleep and calm my thoughts,this makes me feel safe . Thank you for this
I listen to this almost every day. Usually while doing online classes. THANK YOU FOR THESE VIDEOS
Serenity in music form
Thank you so much.
мне нравится. меланхолия. засыпать под эти звуки .. только Я и Вселенная))
No, I just can't listen to this without feeling sad and wanting to cry. 😰😭
Great mix, I just finished the game the other day and had to listen to this again.
Such beautiful music to listen to on a nice summer day =].
I love silent hill soundtrack even those I never play this game unfortunately I will always love the soundtrack it’s just so melancholy but at the same time peaceful, like a tornado and in the middle of it there is a flower, a beautiful white flower that nobody can touch.
I always end up alone, feeling lonely most of the time but I got use to it, I don’t mind, i remember that most people are in fact alone, i don’t which to have sometime in my life, that ridiculous to me. All I want is to find what can make me happy like when I was child. I’m 20 years old and I feel lost I don’t know how I feel, it’s not sadness or happiness I don’t know what is it.
Bref just to say that Silent hill music is really special love it so much take care people
Such a lovely version, cold dark morning driving to work listening 👌
This is just….brilliant. It took my breath away..
Purging. Thank you for this.
I only played silent Hill shattered memories never played 1234 but i love this soundtracks and this games are more than 20 years old silent Hill series is one of the best games ever
Cant stop listening to this
Sobbing
My favorite game and music
I'm a massive fan of horror, the thrills you get whenever a creature chases you or even the frightening but also annoying jumpscare.
The silent hill series and especially 2 however, has an interesting aura about it.. Both in terms of its sound track, story and the setting.
There are probably play throughs of the whole game on RUclips and videos explaining the story, James, Heather, etc but..
Unlike other horror games like fnaf or scp containment breach, this is something that I wish to experience and play myself..
Getting any silent hill games will certainly be a challenge though.
Considering that I either have to emulate silent hill games on pc which I barely know how to do.
Or save up for a ps2 and for the games which, seeing the prices on eBay.. Is gonna be hard.
though I'm 18 and almost done with school, and I've did voluntary jobs for experience, I never was able to get a part time job that pays just yet..
Plus knowing how my life is as of now and might be in the future with Tafe and getting into jobs, is gonna be scary.
And I hope to do a lot with my adult life and hell, might not even have time to play games with what I wish to do.
When I get silent hill games from 1 to four however, even though it IS just a game that I could just watch a play though or let's play of.
This is definitely a gem of the past that I'd love to open up and witness its dark, depressing and horrific beauty all for myself.
Won't be surprised if I hear this audio ingame and cry a little remembering the nights such as tonight where i lay awake in my bed listening, remembering my youth, some of the terrible things that happened in my family, that happened to myself and of course the frightening but very real future.
the good and bad parts of all of that which would hopefully lead me tearing up to this when I hear this or.
Perhaps "The day of night" whilse playing silent hill 2, in my own home after work in well..
Hopefully in my early 20s or sooner..
I'll see where life takes me though..
They say that before this place was sacred
Fav falling asleep music
Such a relaxing theme
I remember I fall asleep listening to Silent Hill ambience, I was complety sleepy when this song played, in my dream, I was in a place you can call "heaven" (?) and I actually thought I was dead lol
I really need 10h version of it
ما الحياة إلى رقصة فوز و مأساة
Accept the painful truth?
*> Yes*
*No*
Really good work
однажды я спал под звучанием этого саунда, затем я видел сон где гулял по тем же улицам Silent Hill, и даже там я не находил себе место.
See you on the other side man.
Sounds like one of the tracks from Aphex Twin's SAW2 album
Let this play before sleep and set your computer to shutdown and Remember one day your heart will shutdown and let you sleep forever !
This comment triggers all possible feelings at the same time, it's amazing.
this shit go hard
Can you make an extended version 2+ hours?
Hermosa y beshooooo
i wish i were dead im only 26 but how i wish i were not inside i am anyway but physically dead
things can change, the decision is up to you, sorry you feel this way Adam i dont know whats going on in your life right now but train in brightness and enjoy the good type of empty not the bad type man. Hope you feel better soon. Dolly
How are you eleven months later
@@AD-cc7bj sad
@@adammarquez5203 Most days, I feel the same way.
hope your still alive. Someone out there needs you. You may not even know who it is. But if we keep fighting through this life, we might find out.
Uploader can you please make a 12 hour version of this
this reminds me of (insert xyz as a comment like everybody else does)
Amo esto xd
Is this an actual area in Silent Hill 2? I'm not sure I remember this forest.
we literally go through a forest at the beginning of the game (The save file even says "Forest")
@@thekrustaceox5181 I know but the lighting and camera doesn't look familiar. Someone probably edited specifically for this screenshot.
24:00
sewerslvt moment:
I really love this man! Would you consider uploading this to soundcloud or spotify? Cheers!
where is that shot from in the game?
looks heavily edited but i would say at some point where james is headed from the observation deck before he gets to silent hill
hopelessness?
Acceptance
Sewerslvt fans?
cmon men)))
the year is 2020. I'm slowly becoming sadder and emptier because of a girl who I thought was interested into building a relationship, but in the end he just deluded me and treated me like an idiot.
Let's go forward some months, I meet another girl, who just broke up with his boyfriend. We start chatting all night, and from that day she always wrote to me goodmorning texts, so we started talking more and more. Then, from nothing, we were toghether, and we were finally happy.
A year passes, a year of many discussion, many incomprehensions, but we always moved on.
February 2022, she breaks up with me, talking like she even didn't want to, saying ''I still love you'' ''I still need you the most''.
For a week I still wrote her goodmorning/night texts, and after that week, she writes me back, furious, nervous, treating me like an asshole who ''is treating her like she's not sure'' just because in that moment I was explaining to her that maybe things could've gone better if we tried. Then she accuses me for being ''egoist''. And we never talked again.
The day after that, she starts posting picture with one of his friends, and then continued posting picture of bdsm, or flowers, always tagging him. Then some friend of mine tells me that she also started saying shitty things about me.
And now I am here, again, listening to Silent Hill music because I'm again slowly becoming sadder and emptier.
It's been 7mo. Hope you are well.
@@bigsauce1116 hi, thanks for the reply. It's been a long ride since this comment. I am well but still empty.
Now I am struggling with the recoil of all of this.
Basically I've been through trust issues, sadness, anxiety, fear of abandonment, fear of other people's judgement.
Now I'm starting to get rid of all of this, hopefully.
What happened last february still pursuits me in every way possible.
Currently, I'm dealing with a situation where basically everything i've been through is happening to one of my ''friends''. The problem is, everyone of my close friends is by his side, laughing at his jokes, supporting him,
but when I was low, when I was in that same identical situation, there was almost nothing.