I Had To Leave My Study Abroad Program Early
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- Опубликовано: 13 апр 2020
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When Elizabeth first went on her school's study abroad program, she was so excited to learn about a new culture, see beautiful sights and experience everything that study abroad had to offer. She was always told that the study abroad program would be the best experience of her life and that she wouldn't want to come home by the time it was over.
But when Elizabeth got off her flight and headed to her dorm, she couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sense of dread. She felt alone, overwhelmed and scared. She called her family for support, and her sister helped ease her mind.
After the first week, Elizabeth was able to meet some awesome people and see amazing sights. However, even though things seemed to be going so well, she couldn't shake the feeling of dread. People would text and email her, asking how the program was going, and Elizabeth felt like she had to pretend that everything was great and that she was having the best time. She felt so much pressure to have a perfect experience. Because her parents had spent so much money on the program and her education, Elizabeth felt an added pressure to stay - she didn't want to hurt or disappoint her parents.
Finally, after months abroad, Elizabeth called her therapist and made the difficult decision to go home. She told all her friends why she was leaving, and she created a post on social media explaining why she was leaving her program early.
Now, when she's approached by people she knows, she still has a hard time describing her study abroad experience. Even though she was in a beautiful place with great people, she says to herself, "I had to put my mental health first."
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She was lucky not to get the time of quarantine in Italy
yeah
Yeah she was very lucky!!!!!!!!! If I was her i'd have a panic attack.
She’s really lucky and she has good faith
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I'm not sure but if your on vacation when the quarantine stated she would have a limited time to get back home tho I'm not sure
I had a friend here in a similar situation, he was depressed here; and was home sick. One day, he decided to just leave. It was a good decision because the country got in lockdown the next month. And now, I'm assuming he's happy with his family.
Hahahha so funny guys check out this clown right here I'm literally dying hahahahahhhahahahahhahahahahahah
@@Rural250wound When did I ever talk about the amount of likes anyone has in this comment section. Stfu cuz u don't know what ur talking about
It's funny of you to think that there would be anybody crying that they're second place. They don't care. No one does. No one loves anyone and nobody is loved by anyone. Love is not a real thing or emotion we feel. When you understand it, you'll have a much better understanding of the world.
Can everybody just stop acting like this is a big deal.
@@radianzero yeah and I'm laughing at ur joke. What's the problem?
“I was afraid going home would make me a failure”
It wouldn’t make you a failure, it would mean you made the best decision you could, you knew you needed support
I honestly don’t like when people keep saying things like that. It actually gets pretty annoying. Like what makes you think that?
Jones the quote or my statement?
Jones what?
Nah if I spent thousand of dollars on my kid jus to come home for feeling lonely id’d be piss
Yeah but some parents make u feel like that 😔
Bruh she legit made the right decision or else crap would’ve gotten a lot worse if you know what I mean
Omg imagine if they were still stuck there
At least she could quarantine at home.
@@lizbarrera506 oof that would be scary
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I’m glad she made the decision to go home, I feel so bad that she felt like she would disappoint people but she needs to take care of herself and make sure she’s happy and healthy, So I’m really happy she’s ok
Always put your mental health and personal health first. To anyone who is reading this comment and is feeling down, please talk to someone you trust, a family member or a friend. You are always loved and always will be. Stay safe all you wonderful people! ❤️❤️
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ReliteX good!
I agree, I've been valuing my mental health a lot more since...I don't really remember, since December 2019? Ever since my awful elementary and middle school memories have been coming up lately. (Even though I wasn't experiencing anything like it since my high school started) I am now trying to recover from those memories so I wouldn't be even more depressed.
I've been trying to talk about my mental health to someone other than the psychiatrist (my parents, my bf and to some of my friends) but no-one seems to believe me, specially my mom. She once told me that she hates all psychiatric stuff, my bf once thought I'm having some kind of a facade. I'm not sure about my friends, some do believe though. With this going on, I began to be more afraid of telling about my mental health, since I fear that no-one cares/thinks I'm a liar.
Sorry for the wall of text (and occasional bad English if there's any, English is not my first language), I think I went too far with my telling and accidentally opened up. 😅
@@DarkRayChan no no no not at all I'm glad that you felt brave enough to open up to someone else on the internet. If you ever need to talk to someone who has seen first hand what depression can do to someone (my best friend in this whole world) please feel free to refer to this comment. There are people in this world who truly care for you even if they don't understand what your going through. Nobody can ever understand what is going on in someone's head. If I had to recommend advice, tell your therapist about this, that you wanna open up to your loved ones but that they don't understand. You're therapist will help you, it's their job after all. Just know that I'm always happy to help wherever I can, even if it's a complete stranger. Much love and stay safe ❤️❤️
@@repulore13 Thanks...I don't know when I'll get my appointment due to the coronavirus situation, I hope soon.
And stay safe as well. ❤
Doctors: mental health first-
My mum:N O
gracie Xx when it reaches the point of depression any loving parent would have helped the situation.Dont worry I am sure that your parents know the limits and would help you at any given moment when things go wrong.
@@lydiaxx336 I dont think so, some parents r jerks, but ur true they might help
Bluekittymoon true that
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That’s not really funny in my opinion..
This is a really amazing story of how she put her health first and it shows how strong she is. I’m glad she came home and I hope everyone was understanding!
" I felt like going home would make me a failure."
Taking care of yourself isn't failing and that's exactly what she was doing. I'm glad you went home when you did because you may not have been able to come home right now and that would make the feeling of being trapped intensify.
I know it may still feel overwhelming when you get questions about your trip but there is no need to feel bad. Tell people that you loved it, share your most memorable moments. Who knows? They may study abroad one day just like you did. And I hope that, when you are ready, you can do it again. ❤️
This girl: doesn't like being alone abroad.
Me: can I be friends with her please?
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@@marypinon3602 it's a channel with fake stories
Just a Smooth Criminal, I know right this channel is the only real one out there! The others have just got to be trollers with the unearthly stories :p
Girl u don’t have to think ur a failure. It’s ur choice to go wherever u want whenever you want, no matter what the people around u should respect ur decision. It’s for ur own good and health. Never have that mind set. U deserves better. ♡
Its hard being along in a place where anxiety takes over but always follow your instincts and Elizabeth, I hope you get cured mentally
I'm Italian and I feel the same way when I'm in a new country. Then after you make friends and focus on there things you forget about all the bad feelings. Italy has amazing people that you can connect with. It's a matter of self-confidence. You seem like an extraordinary girl. Don't let your fears take over what you want you to do in life! Thrive! Live your life! ☺️
Vittoria D'orso rlly? I love being in new countries even when I’m alone 😂 and I’m also Italian
I'm egyption and when i went to canada the first two weeks a was thinking what i've done i regret it and i wanted to go back but after meeting people and having friends i started going to clubs sleeping with girls i never wanted to go back but i had to cause my visa extended
Expired*
@@zezo8777 didn’t u get a residency permit, because your visa lasts 90 days and in that time frame u should get a student residency permit, that’s how things work in Switzerland
"Fast Foward" ? U sound like a 10 years old baby. Stay in Italy with mommy if u fell bad in a "new country"
Original title: I Had To Put My Mental Health First
Just in case
Wrong channel bro
They don't change their titles
You got the wrong channel
Sorry but they don’t do that 😅
*We don't do that here*
Here's some advice that has been helping me with the Covid-19 and that I can't see my friends: I'll talk to my friends and I'll draw my feelings or I'll cosplay (don't @ me or cosplaying) but mainly draw. It's gotten me though the quarantine and it might help when you go to another country again (or if your stuck at home).
Thanks
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This is an important lesson to learn. Sometimes, we simply can't follow through with promises, missions, goals, school or work-related tasks. Yes, we should try our best to complete all of these things, but we should never exhaust ourselves in the process. It is okay to step back and gather your strength for something else.
I agree.👍
Thank you
Thank you
I was really depressed in 2019 and I left school for a whole year cuz my parents wanted me to put my health first and the school has KICKED me out cuz I wasnt in so now i guess I will have to apply for another school but I'm happy that my mental state is better.
@@Terasunagi I was just trying to make a point that mental health should be ur first priority
@@humaira- Just leave him he is a dumbass.
Always put your health first.
Goal and standards can wait.
ReliteX shut up you 9 year old thats not a roast. This person opens up about themself and you have to write something stupid
+ ReliteX If you don't care, then why did ya read it?
Being happy is pretty good:)
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It makes me feel so seen that her and I had such similar experiences. I just graduated high school in 2019 and I headed off to college a state above from where me and my family live. I was so excited at the start, I was ready for a new beginning. Then things started to feel different. I felt so isolated, in this small town where there was barely anything to do or anyone to see. My depression and anxiety trickled back worse than it ever was and I knew that I wasn't going to be able to finish out the year. I felt like a failure to my family and myself. I felt like I wasted all the money that they spent helping me prepare for college, but once I finally talked to them and explained my situation, they were SO supportive. Now I'm back home with my family and I don't regret my decision for one second. Our mental health is the most important thing in the world. Take care of yourselves, y'all. And if you feel like you need help, don't forget to reach out💛
Everyone: saying supportive things
Me: how did you get back when the world is on lockdown?!
Itz •XEvelynX• bruh this was obviously in production before the lockdown and the story was probably even farther before that
She deadass is recording her saying the story a month before she came back from italy and animation takes a long time.
@@puddimilk1351 the story wasn't tho!
@@nokiablockia7589 duh...
@@iwasorchidlangy so the story wasnt during lockdown so it comment makes no sense
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What she said is honestly relatable. When I visit a new place I have never been, I feel lost and scared because it is unlike the place I live in
Edit: but the one I said is not super crazy like hers, mine is just chill but when I see a new place I kinda get lost and out of place a little.
She has a really pretty hair color.
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@@Terasunagi Bruh we have the same hair color lmao I'm biased as hell.
@@Terasunagi her name is literally GingerBean lmao
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If you read this, have a great day!...just don't look at the comments since I've edited this one.
He is trolling.
Yes I've noticed too
I noticed that!
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Lmao, yup.
You made the right decision. It takes a lot of courage to do what's best for you and not what people think you should do.
I really have this bad anxiety when I'm alone going anywhere that's new to me. I feel so scared and helpless.. Like in my new school, I had to sit quiet because I didn't know anyone.. then I started getting really good friends who helped me, like going to the schools canteen it was a hard time for me, because I hate talking to people so I always go out with my friends. Or just someone I know..
Same, I’ve had my to put my mental health over everything like relationships and school work. I would always put my mental health last cos i thought it wasn’t a big deal until I attempted s**cide a few day’s ago and tbh I still get the thoughts all of the time but I am on the right steps to recovery......there is hope even when your brain tells u there isn’t 🤗
Glad to hear you're feeling better. I know it can feel hopeless, but there are things out there for you.
I hope you're feeling better now :) (or you'll feel better soon)
Glad your good I'm happy but I got a question what pressured you to suicide or what made you depressed. no need to answer just try and find the reason and fix it
Armany logicz I have ptsd from years of bullying and as part of my ptsd I have developed voices in my head that tell me that I’m not good enough and I should just die, people say to just ignore them but nobody knows how hard it is to ignore them, the voices I’d say is one of the main reasons why I was driven to s**cide cos they remind me everyday that I’m worthless, a burden and not good enough and unfortunately I believe what they say and idk how to not believe them. It’s mainly the pain of everything that goes on everyday in my life that makes me feel so s**cidal and since writing that comment 2 months ago I’ve attempted another 2 times. Life is tough but I’m trying to fight and I’m not giving up 💪
@@Ganondorf526 that's hard man that's not gonna fix easily your tough as hell o think I would've already died by then I'm amazed by your courage man hope you get well and have a wonderful life and I will try my best aswell thanks
Y'know, this gave me a realistic perspective on studying abroad. I've always dreamed of going to Japan for such a purpose, but in reality, I WOULD miss my family and get really homesick as well. Thanks for the insight, Liz ^^
😔yeah.
Nah I'd go to Japan and have a hell of a time I've wanted to since I was 14 😭😭😭
@@non-binaryduck same here
@@saimawasti9598 yess i still want to as much as i did back then hopefully we'll both be able to go soon
I'm actually studying abroad in Japan. I really want to go home, I am not enjoying at all.
How she felt is how I feel right now. I just moved to the other side of the country and I left my mom to live with my dad but that wasn't a good decision. My cousin's now live with me and they neglect and miss treat me. I just miss my mom and all my friends.
This happened to me in summer camp. At first, I was excited because I heard how fun it was but then when I started doing it, I wasn't feeling too happy about it. I was anxious about living with new people, I was homesick and I wanted to go home but I didn't tell my mom because she spent all this money on it and I felt like it would be a waste of her money to leave. After like a few days, I had a meltdown and my mom ended up taking me home. I felt bad for myself that I couldn't handle it but in the end, I know that summer camp just wasn't for me and I'm happy that I didn't continue staying where I wasn't happy and sane.
Haha
@@rockyjojo1233 Why haha?
@@aletanook because I hate you
@@rockyjojo1233 Why? What did I do wrong? I was just expressing myself.
@@rockyjojo1233 Before you coldly brush this off, I want to say that the way you're handling this situation is very insensitive and immature.
You cannot go around and laugh at people who have mental health disorders such as anxiety and depression. It's not a funny thing, it's something that's very REAL and a struggle for a lot of people. I may not always handle my anxiety the best way, I admit, that tantrum I threw was immature of me. But the truth is, I have social anxiety and generalized anxiety disorder. And I want to do what is best and healthy for my mental health. If I stayed at summer camp, my mental health would just get even worse. Not everyone is going to like college or summer camps. Especially those with social anxiety or a tenancy to get homesick. A lot of people get homesick and shy and there's nothing wrong with it. It doesn't make them a bad person, it's just who they are. I didn't ask to have anxiety, it's something that I just happened to be born with. I can't cure it but I can help it by going to therapy.
All I'm saying is you do not have to understand it but you need to show compassion and take stuff like this seriously. You could end up risking someone to take their life if you bully someone who has depression like this for example. Maybe you should try to talk to some people that have things like anxiety or watch movies about anxiety. Maybe you will start having a bit more empathy for people who struggle with these kinds of things.
I had such a similar experience with one of my schools. Being a military kid was so hard having to move so often - so it was suggested to go to a boarding school. The teachers and faculty were amazing but I just didn't fit in anywhere being in a minority. It was especially hard because I wasn't even an adult yet and was supposed to spend high school at that school. But I just couldn't do it after the majority of the year. So - I had to leave. The education was amazing and certainly at a higher level than what I'd receive back home - and then there was the fact that I had to move again - but for the sake of my mental health and overall happiness, I had to sacrifice it.
It's so nice to know I wasn't the only one that experienced something similar to this - it truly felt that I was alone in this experience.
I'm happy that you're happy dude :,)
Also the angry gremlin will appear soon, be ready
Hell Killer Same scenario I had in 6th grade, but I had to give those teachers up when I moved. I still do like to think back about my years at the wonderful school before I moved.
I'm glad she made the right decision. And I feel the same way with staying at a friend's house for a sleepover or something and I get this feeling of homesickness and I over think a lot. But I've been trying to get over it and going over to more of my friend's houses and hanging out. I try to not think about it and it helps, and I know that it doesn't help at all to some but just take a moment to yourself, you can maybe call your family if you are feeling some homesickness or text someone that you trust and it will get better.
Diamond Headphones I am the exact same way! In the end I always end up fine and have a good time with my friends.
Then stop going to sleep overs. Sorry but if your getting homesick from just going to a sleep over then stay at home
@@ionafraser-clark2574 the point they were trying to make is that they're "TRYING" to face what's holding them back you're the same person that would say "just stop being depressed" if someone told you they had depression....
ok but sleepovers are different then going to a whole new country for months with nobody you know
hall cilla ok but going to sleepovers isnt a mental illness-
I have been trying to enroll in a student exchange program for the last 3 years and this girl literally lived my dream :’) But I’m glad she chose what makes her happy
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Elizabeth, I felt the same way too!!!!😞😞😞😞 I hate having issues with my depression and anxiety and shit!!!! I have to put it first all the time!!!!
I like your comment.
Do things that you're comfortable doing. Of course you should try new things but if you're not ready, Dont force yourself, it takes time ❤ Choose Happiness. ❤
I have never heard a story that I can relate so much to. I felt everything that she felt when I went to a boarding school earlier this year. My parents spent more than 15k to pay the fees and they were so excited since the school I was going to was an elite school in my country. I didn’t wanna go to the school in the first place but since my parents were so excited that I got accepted to one of the best schools in the country, they thought I deserved the best. On the first day at that school, I felt something I’ve never felt before. I felt so scared, so afraid, I wanted to die. I felt like I was never gonna leave that place. I developed abnormal depression, anxiety, and stress. And the worst was panic attacks. My dad is a doctor and my mom is a nurse. They tried helping me but everyday it got worse. I cried while walking, eating, I couldn’t focus in class at all cause I was so scared. I really felt like I had no hope to leave. I thought of killing myself so that I’ll leave that place. I had plenty of fights with my parents because they always say that I can control it. I tried doing everything to calm myself down. But only one worked. Well, it only helped me to not cry too much. I started writing in a journal since I was 7 and I finished a journal in 2 months at that school. I knew that I could leave that place but I was still scared cause it felt like I was never gonna leave. I almost killed myself. But I didn’t cause I knew I had a chance. And I am now out of that school. I’m still in recovering process cause I still have panic attacks from time to time. Well, this is a long comment 😐. Please don’t take people with mental illnesses lightly. You will never understand how they feel. Thanks for reading my story, heh.
Too be honest this happened to me too.
I didn’t do a study abroad program but I’m part of a group/program that goes on a trip (in a different state) during February break every year for 3 nights. This program allows for us to do practice SAT and ACT tests while also meeting new people.
On the 2-3 hour drive to the house that we were going to stay in I threw up in the car.
On the first night I had to sleep with my friend on a couch because there was not enough beds for everyone.
The house we stayed in didn’t have good ventilation and since it was near a huge lake it got extremely cold at night. I was only able to sleep 2-3 hours. So I was sick and sleep deprived.
Unfortunately, in the morning we had a whole day of activities planned and even though I didn’t want to I still participated. My stomach is also pretty sensitive so I sometimes threw up the food that was served.
I’m the type of person that doesn’t like to inconvenience others so I only told them about the problems when it was really necessary. Everyone said that I should speak up more but some how that just made it harder for me 😔
I felt so uncomfortable 😣 there. I became very homesick and sick. So I told my parents to come pick me up as soon as they could.
I really wanted to have a good time but it’s so hard to when so many bad things have been happening.
I’m glad to know that I’m not alone.
For anyone who went through something similar please understand that your mental and physical health is way more important than any opportunity you may get! Don’t sacrifice your happiness and well being!
Anyone that has read this far into this comment I applaud you!! I know it is long but I appreciate that you cared enough to read my story!
Storytime: so there was this school trip at my school to some woods and I was the kid who stayed at school while all my other classmates went and while they were sweating out in the forest I was in my empty air-conditioned classroom and my teacher having to teach my stupid ass. The end
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@@Terasunagi it wasn't supposed to be interesting but ok lmao
@@Terasunagi You are soo done with life aren't you?
ReliteX why do you comment on every comment. It’s really sad that people like you need to write something negative to get some attention
1:05 wow she really has good balance with her knees
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I just had the exact same experience and felt horrible, its such a relief to know that my case isnt the only one. Thanks.
Super good decision. The fear of regretting not doing something doesn't mean we should do everything.
Yay I’m early!
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Crap what do I say?
Same! Idk lol
Intercourse
Potatoes!
Say something that’s not I’m early or first
nothing
This is a true message to the people who are struggling with this, and of course you have to put your health and yourself first and it's not selfless if you do.
The beginning to 0:38 I feel the exact same for her. 🥺 it’s like u get a depression for a little then it goes away every now and then
Me: _planning to go to school abroad for art school after the pandemic ends--_
**RUclips suddenly giving me signs that I have to take my mental health risk at first**
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Then get ready to pay a lot of money 😂
@@ivy4417 not in scotland lol
@@ivy4417 Unless you have good insurance, but it is costly still. .-.
me too
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Let’s be honest their probably going to change the title
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So
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no there not
Yea
Its okay girl, this can help you a lot. Putting yourself first is a good thing, especially during this tough time.
she is such an inspiration for those who are struggling with mental issues. in a type of way, she is saying do what's right. you dont have to impress others by doing a very common thing. do what you want to do becuase following the crowd will never lead you anywhere. do what's best for you and always feel comfortable in what your doing becuase if you dont, you clearly havent picked the right thing to do but you will always find what you like in the end. dont feel alone becuase you will always have someone by your side no matter what. 💕🦋
Another amazing story! Stay strong!^^ also I hope my story comes soon!
not really
ReliteX shut up you negative peice of shit
Emma Moon that’s nice
@@khadeizasamiha5460 Calm the fuck down
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Your story is relatable to many, and I think you’re very brave for making the right decision for yourself rather than worrying about how everybody would react to a situation that’s about you. Stay strong :3
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This is the most beautiful video i have ever seen. I kinda had the same situation in high school. I wanted to go to a school that i know that brings me joy and education at the same time and most importantly i was with my friends in there, but my family wanted me to go to the best school in our city, like all the best students do. You know, nerds all around and there is a high academical pressure on you, also my own school was too small when you compare to this school. So you know its the best. But i didnt know so many people in there, and i was having trouble with even talking to people and how to behave around others, but i said ok, im going to try to do what you want me to do. Cause love my mum so much you know i would do anything for her happiness and to make her proud . So i went to this school and i don’t know why, everyone seem to look at me like im their enemy. But you know this was their personality, the school’s personality. They had to be so competitive and successful. And like this girl, i felt lonely, sad and lost. If i would go back my mum will be so upset about it and everyone would see me as a failure. But for my self, not to anyone else, i thought It was the same education actually with my own school. Really? I was doing my best before and i am now but with so many struggles now. So i said, why am i doing this? Cause you know, i think that schools arent and cant be good or the best, but students are and can be. So i just left, like i bird. I felt so happy when i saw my friends and teachers when i go back.My mum didn’t talk to me for like a week. And i felt really bad, a bit like a failure. But it did pass. And seriously after that i spent the best half year of my entire education life. So i am okay with this now. Cause i did it for myself.
I know how she feels. I also have times where I don't really feel excited or happy when I'm doing something. Then that just puts me in a bitter mood. It feels like my brain decides how I feel instead of me. It just sucks honestly. But I can just say in this case, we all have our own problems and we need to be wise with our decisions.
It felt hollow. Right! happiness originates from inside and when you are not feeling well inside nothing will feel full filling and good
It's ok I have a mental health too I have autism and look at me I'm smart and do different and I. Don't care if I'm different to anyone just be you and every task or completion will be completed
@Catherine Tutten I get it :D
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This Christmas I went to Tennessee from Florida. I had this exact same experience. I felt depressed; lonely and homesick. Stay in your comfort zone!
This is why I plan on going with my friends if i ever leave my country for my studies
So i won't feel lost and alone
This is why I'm scared of going to other places other than my country. I can relate to her in a spiritual level.
lmao
Ok that is totally me 😔
At least she is in a happy place and did what’s right😊
didnt ask if
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ReliteX GET. A. DAM. LIFE
@@Terasunagi XD
@@Terasunagi like you have a happy place, bet you spend thim in your room doing nothing but thinking of lame insults to people over the internet thinking that you're better then them.
This is a great story and I really hope you feel better
I've lived in a lot of places because I moved around a lot as a kid. It was scary at first, but I made some wonderful friends and had a great time! Everyone feels scared at first, and that's ok. I can relate to being nervous like she was.
This story remind me of my experience at my old boarding school, and it's scary TwT
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You made a good decision! Don't feel bad - you did what was best for you!
Definitely rhe right choice. Personally, I’m happy that as a fellow first year study abroad student I love it here and I feel just as much at home despite the different language and culture, but it’s different for everyone and you should never push yourself to do something you don’t feel good about doing because you want to appear more “successful”
The thing that I’m Italian and on the start she shows Italian stuff makes me exited :D
Edit: this all is Italian stuff so yeah I’m exited :p
I am Italian. If I went to another country I’d probably feel the same way
I'm glad she went back to do what she really wanted
I hope she is doing fine now
Separation anxiety. I get it too sometimes when I take a trip with my parents. I always have a feeling that I left something at home, that something's bad is going to happen, and so on, but as time goes on, the anxiety goes away at its own pace though never 100%. It's just something we all have to live with.
I was in a similar situation. My parents have been planning for me to study in Germany for years and I was planning on going to Russia (my Grandma is Russian, so I am bilingual). I was super excited about that but going through the last year of high school I had several panic attacks and suffered from eating disorders for almost 2 yeats and depression.I like to travel, I love to explore, but living alone in another country was to much for me. My final decision was to stay at home (I'm from Serbia btw) and to get my bachelor degree here. Sometimes I feel like a failure cuz I was a great student, but I lnow that one day (probably in a year or two) I woll be ready to leave ny country and do all of that on my own. Olso, I HATE cald and rainy weather, I am literally depressed duribg every single winter, so Germany od Russia were not even a choice for me 😂
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I do love adventure even when I'm in another country alone, but I understand your feelings about it.
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Fr, they are annoying af. Like we get the point so stfu,
Ikr like omg we get it plus they are not even that bad ;-;
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Thank you, 100%agree.
Iam glad she went home your never late to do the right think
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How original
"I was alone in a countryI have never been to and I didn't knowany body"
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I got these kind of feeling during primary school. It was because of the ''No friend'' environment. Sometimes it was in the morning where I'll be at the school bathroom crying. Or maybe while waiting for basketball practice ( I gave up after that.). But thank goodness, I met my saver, books.
Good message..nice story
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Everybody should put their mental health first :)
CyanTheYEETGamer OwO i put my boyfriend first UwU
@@d4red3v1l8 wow so quirky UwU
I'm glad that she put her mental health first. I've felt conflicted before between doing and achieving and prioritizing my health. I also worry a lot of the times of what people think of me, of letting people down and not rising to what I think others' expectations are. I've felt like I'm not really approved to put my mental health first, to just focus on work and education. I think it's hard to make decisions similar to hers, but I appreciate that she did it and opened up about it. It provides comfort and points out that it's okay to take care for and put ourselves and our health first (whether or not others around us may think otherwise).
"Do things at your own pace."
That is why I'm not in college!
I am glad you are feeling better though!
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Am I the only person on RUclips that likes its own comment.
Of course not a lot of people do that especially little kids
No I do to
Lots of people do that, mostly to get on YIAY.
U just have to like it urself to start it all!
JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP! NO ONE CARES!
Happen to me when i first got into a boarding school my grade were so bad for the first semester cuz i cant stop thinking about home and at last i got along with my dormmate and i enjoy my time there
Good Storybooth story. My little sister just travel with her friends including her high school students around the world with Educational Tours. Besides, my little sister does not have peer pressure or have mental health. The fact that when mental health starts, just stay home and finished the things you do first.