I know this is depressing but my mother who used me almost my whole like and has been in and out of it got out of jail two days ago I haven't talked to her because she hurt me she was in jail for about four months and she texted my dad and asked if I was okay and he told her to text me and she hasn't even read my text I sent her what did I do so wrong to not be loved by her is there something wrong with me
@Lana Wertz thank you so much I'm learning to realize everything and focus on bettering my mental health over the one month I've gotten somewhat better I'm learning not to blame myself and learn to forgive her
@Lana Wertz thank you so much Im realizing I have important people In my life that need me here for them and it helps alot knowing that I don't have to hold everything in anymore
The most relaxing feeling is a hug with emotion. A hug with emotion feels..so soft and warm..it feels like you can just forget the world and its problems as long as you have this feeling...i want you to think about this feeling...and remember we care about you
until the resident pessimist comes in & decides to fuck your mood up because I have nothing better to do because of the fact I've been forced to face reality & it's made my depressive mood worse.
It's kind of ironic, thinking about how, as a little child, a hug and "I love you" from your parents or friends was no big deal, and didn't mean anything, because it happened all the time. Nothing wrong with that. But now, from teen years on, even a small hug can mean the entire world to you, and you need some sort of support, reassurance, or just someone saying or doing something positive, no matter how small. One small act of kindness or display of affection can help someone in more ways than you can imagine. This is to the people who were in a rough spot today: maybe life's walls are crumbling down around you, or you're simply feeling a little gloomy. Have a hug ~❤ Pass it on.
there might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video. some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well. some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. the good will come soon enough. you can do this. some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing. some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I’m fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay.” to anyone who is reading this right now, i love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this. and i love you.
Brilis this is truly by far the best comment i’ve ever read on anything in general. fuck it’s honestly just one of the best things i’ve ever read at all. you’ve got a wonderful brain and heart, it’s clear from just one comment. i hope you got what you wanted/ what you were looking for when you clicked this video in one of the ways you mentioned. stay well, stay chill, stay amazing. you’ve got my love brotha✌🏻
sometimes i think about riding a train and it's not going too fast, just a perfect speed, ya know and the train never really turns, it just goes straight through some farmlands and i'm all alone on the train and it's quiet but it's not as sad as i expect it to be because when i close my eyes i see my mom smiling at me and she still has all of her hair her skin is a healthy pink and her chemo hasn't started yet it's not sad seeing her like that, it actually makes me feel better when i open my eyes again, i'm still on that train going nowhere with nobody but it's ok because when i close my eyes i don't have to miss my mom
Hi everyone, who has liked and replied, 3 months ago wasent a long time but it's giving me some time to think, I am doing I guess a little better. Life is so short and there is no point in crying anymore. Live life to the fullest everyone, and don't let anyone bring you down
Loneliness is a paradox to me. In some nights, when the dark thoughts shatter all distraction, the loneliness hits me so hard that i feel comfort and pain at the same time. The melancholy feels undiscribeable. I know i am not depressed. But i feel sad. I am sad at life. I feel like happiness is just a temporary feeling that distracts me from this eternal sadness my life is emphasized with. I feel like life is just a big tragedy with no real climaxes. I think a lot of people seek comfort here.
Yes they do. Maybe because coming here reading the comments make us realise that we are not really alone. There are others like us, fighting the same kind of battle. Or maybe it's just a refuge. Coming here and trying to relax and forget all about everything. Anyway I hope you stand strong against your demons. More power to you.
Couldn't have described it better. Try to enjoy the little things. Randomly go someplace new, take chances knowing the worst case scenario is sadness again. Try to find things that make you feel alive and worth your time, whatever it might be for you. Good luck finding your peace and making the most of existence.
I call that phase where you feel sad and lonely 'sober'. Being sober from life and all te hassel around it, from the strong emotions you may or may not experience daily. I also don't think that's depression, it's a phase where I always come back to, if I want it or not. I feel like it's a requirement in my life, and that it will never leave. It's calming sometimes, but mostly it carries sadness in some kind of way.
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen - and still, if you wanna talk im here for you cuz i do care remember here's my insta razamanzoor06 im here for everyone like srsly for every single one of you so yeah just hmu and stay happy From someone that cares about you
My first love ghosted me for the last 6 months, saying she was "depressed" and "not talking to anyone". I held on thinking it would pass, but last night I found out she wasn't depressed, that she found someone else long ago and was leading me on the entire time. December would have made 2 years with her. This mix is the only thing keeping me in this world.
Hey bro, ngl I feel that going through the same shit rn would have been a year and a half for me now but it ended a few months ago just gotta stay strong 💪
Aw dude I feel bad Don't let ppl like that bring you down You deserve the damn world I understand it's hard to get over ppl like that but it'll be ok Think about ppl that love you It could family, friends or the ppl who commented ur comment Just know that u matter to ppl have a nice day/night
I was married 25 years and one day she says I dont want to do this anymore. She was just done being married to me, so she left. Because I leave town for work all the time, I had to give away my 4 year old dog. That was 2 years ago. It doesn't hurt any less, I just think about it less often.
@@UnYin99 honestly i cant imagine that pain.. you must be really strong living with it, hope you find someone who presses the reset button to all the heartache and suffers you have had. And telling ya, you will
I know. It also angers me when people say "shes not thinking of you" cause in my case i was talking to this girl for like 4 months. One day she just stopped talking to me. Stopped looking at me. Didn't listen to a word i say. Yet everyday i can't stop thinking about her. I see her sometimes but i can't work up enough courage to even say hello yet i don't understand why.
Hey I hope you're doing good. I wish you the Best in life and that you find people which treat you like you deserve ♡ Big hug and much love from Germany
My dreams use to be my escape. Self medicate use to numb the pain. Psychedelics use to give me hope and knowledge. Church use to be a place of worship. Art use to actually touch me. But music, you’re my last hope. Save me from this misery.
bobby guillen music will always be there for you, and there will always be specific music for you. It is my most favourite part of life. Hope you are okay
Sometimes Its like, I imagine the comments section as us all sitting on the same roof looking out into the dark city lights comferting each other. And sometimes to comfort someone you dont even have to say a word, you just got to be there. And channels like TheBootleg boy And Blurred bring all of us here to be sad together, And well. That makes me feel a little bit better. This is one of the nicest communities I have ever seen or been a part of, wheather thats the music or just the fact we can all resonate in some way with one another im proud to be a part of this community. Anyway its 7am my thoughts are all over the place i just wanted to say i love you all. and whatever you're going through if you cant talk about it with people in your life there is people in the comments like myself who are willing to lsiten and help in any way we can :D
I feel like everyone here has a sense of genius, giving people so many quotes and advice; which ironically is what they need. I mean, I used to always tell people you have to love yourself because no one else will, but honestly.. if no one will how can you yourself?
What I love about these videos is the comment section. We come here for various reasons and more often than not can empathise with others. Even when we ourselves are hurting, we try to comfort others, try to listen and understand, try to alleviate their pain and sufferings, try to make them feel better. And that makes me happy-sad. It's better than being sad-sad. As @Amira Qayyum said in one of her comments "we're in this together". So who ever you are and what ever you might be going through, please, remember you are not alone in this fight. More power to all of you.
same feeling. I'm here not only for the music but also for comments... comment like this and so many others. I'm here to listen to other people' stories and also share mine. It helps me go through things.
Based on listening to ALOT of lofi on youtube, I can say with certainty that the subculture of lofi is my favorite. The comments section on lofi music is the kindest to be found on youtube. The positive vibes overflow, love it.
Dear Reader I don’t know you and you don’t know me. Probably we are not even living in the same country. We look different. You may be older than me or younger. We are just completely strangers. But there are a few things which connect us. We are Humans. We have emotions and feelings. A personality which defines us. And we are both on RUclips, searching for sad songs, no matter what’s going on in your life at the moment, you can do it! You can manage out if it, you will stay stronger because there are people who love you. And these people are worth it!! Yes, we are strangers but not too far away from eachother to not say that you are a great Person. Because you are! I hope even if it’s just one of you, that I could help or support you in a way. This comment is for all the lonely people out there! Heaps of love xxx
Songssss 0:01 Calling in the hope you'll see me 3:15 i can see time pass 6:08 you belong here 8:24 ill surely be able to smile one day 11:18 are you still sad? 14:12 find your own space 16:51 you left me in the dark 19:45 your silence speaks volume
The magic of Lo Fi is that it brings attention to those who wouldn’t even be noticed. This is what got me into Lo Fi, and I’m sure it’s the same for some other people.
Happiness is not happiness if you are under pressure to be happy, you are faking it or you are no5 being yourself.. I've learnt my lesson. Just know that others care and you are amazing being who you are...Hope you have a nice day, people. :) Edit: Thanks for 2 likes, most I've ever gotten
depression: missed me? anxiety: wanna talk? lo fi: need a hug? we lonely people: mhm sniff lo fi: you'll be ok i'm here hug pat pat we lonely people: hug never leave me lo fi: never
Autumn. It's 4 pm. It's a rainy day. As I keep watching into the distance the raindrops flowing down the window. I think about the past. I think about what I could have changed back in the days. Old feelings coming up from a cold heart. Remorse. Regrets. Sadness. Hate. The barricade for for feeling good. Happiness. Love. Fun. Interest. Nothing can get through these walls. And then not only raindrops are running down. After solid 20 minutes of crying I stop. I look around. No one is there. Again I have to fight alone till the next time. Till I can't take it anymore again. And with everytime it just gets worse. In the end I remember. This all is caused by me. The faults of my own. I made the decisions. I let all this happen. And there I am. I could end this suffering. I am to weak to change me. The same behavior remains. But some day there will be the day where I change. The person that lifts me up from my misery. All this will be behind me. But until this day. It will repeat.
I tried to die twice this year, obviously I'm still here but sadly I cant find a single reason I'd like to open my eyes tomorrow morning. I dont know if it will get better, but for anyone still hanging in there I raise my glass to you. Tomorrow is ours, lets keep hope alive.
Dude listen to me, there are 1000 of reasons to get up in morning. Look outside your window, our beautiful Nature say hello to your Family go to School or Work and some day belive me someday you'll find the perfect partner in your life you'll never get enough of you just have to wait. I'd waited also a long time for it but its woth it dont't search for it time will come :*) If you need someone to talk write to me @zeusses on Instagram I will be there your not allone! maybe it will take some time to write back because I life in Europe :*)
you need a hug ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ you have to stay alive. if you don't who will finish off the leftovers in the fridge, who will get to look out your window, who will go to school or work who will take care of the animals (if you have one.) your family would be sad
Merry christmas to everyone. I love how supportive these comment sections are, it send chills down my spine. To those who are fighting, struggling, crying, heartbroken and about to give up, just know that just because we dont know you doesnt mean we wont help you. Come to us, vent to us, vent and scream and and yell all your problems out and we wont judge you. We are the shoulder to cry on. We are one of you and You are one of Us. We must help our people. The epidemic of last generation was obesity, but this generation has depression. Its worse because you can see an obese person instantly, but the happiest people cry the hardest at night. So for those of you hiding behind that smile, come to us.
Being alone for a while makes you realize how ok you are without people. The more time you spend alone, the more anxious you get but past the anxiety, youre just as alive as you were before. Its a reminder that you can be just as strong individually because everything you need is already there. This process is a big help in my personal alleviation of stress. Eventually everyone will come to realize the power they hold within their mind and that surrendering to the current also grants you the strength of the current
I've been bottling this up for years so I'm writing this to lighten the load off my soul (I want to say this first I do not hate my dad) my dad used to be a real scumbag he sold and did lots of drugs everything but Heroin from what he has told me(he told me about his past when I was a kid so I could use his mistakes as a lesson for myself and be a better person than he was) and has lots of anger issues but when he found out that he was going to be a father it really made him think about his life and he decided to change for the better for himself and his son although he quit selling and doing drugs he still had anger issues he wasn't mad all the time but he would get angry over the stupidest of things he didn't hit me or treat me bad he loves me very much my mom on the other hand was on the receiving end of his anger but my mom didn't sit there and take it she would fight back it didn't happen every day but there would be at least 1 fist fight a month (at the time I thought it was normal for parents to fight like that) but when there was no fighting we were happy this continued until the summer before my 3rd grade year my mom finally got tired of my dad and left him it was a huge blow for me I loved both my mom and dad I didn't know if I was going to see my dad for a really long time luckily they both lived in the same town and since they weren't married they didn't take it to court so I got to decide the visiting days to go see my dad since we lived close together I went to his house every other day but it still bothered me and messed with my school life I just didn't focus on my work and it didn't help that my teacher hated me she would single me out and humiliate me in front of the other students she even tried to get me sent to special Ed classes this caused a lot of problems for me I hated school I told one of my school friends that our teacher was mean she overheard me took me out into the hall and threatened to send me to the schools meanest teacher if I said anything like that again to anyone including my parents she would take my recess away every day for no reason she purposely gave me all A's when I was getting D's and F's just so she wouldn't have me in her class again so after that I went to 4th grade with an audited of why bother and to no one's surprise I ended up repeating 4th grade during my second year of 4th grade my dad moved away to work as a water tank welder this was another blow to me I now only got to see my dad once a month but I pushed through and passed 4th grade unfortunately I never would get a teacher who would understand my problems fortunately 4th grade brought an interest in learning to me again but I ended up being lazy at home I never did my homework all I did was play video games my mom didn't care I would learn but I was to lazy to do anything other than that so I would score A's on my test but get F's on my report cards for not doing any of the homework around 6th grade is when I became a strate F student but I didn't care all I wanted was to free myself from the boredom of my life and video games was that escape and my school didn't care that I was falling they passed me anyway and when they gave out report cards they didn't even need me to bring it back signed so I just never told anyone I got my report card this continued until 8th grade my dad found out that I was a straight F student and was furious he forced me to move to his house and go to school over there he even took off work to help me fix my attitude towards school and homework this is where I make a comeback I soon go from straight F's to straight A's It felt like my life wasn't as bad anymore I was all alone for long periods of time while my dad was out of the state working but my aunt lived next door so it wasn't that lonely I still played video games but not as much as I used to I made new friends and had even found a couple teachers who tried to understand and help me with my school work this continued until my sophomore year of high at around Xmas my grandfather ended up getting cancer so my dad quit working and brought him to our house to take care of him unfortunately it was stage 4 so there was no point in doing chemo he spent the rest of his days with us happy but after he died it broke my dad he was never the same after that (my dad had already lost 2 of his sisters one to drug overdose the other to suicide by drug overdose) he ended up losing his job as a Foreman for the company he worked for and I reverted back into my old attitude I stopped doing chores stopped doing homework and did nothing but play video games not long after that we started fighting about me not picking up the house which I was in the wrong all I had to do was pick up after myself but at the time I just didn't care now I was glad that my dad worked out of state all I wanted was to be alone and play my video games my dad started talking to a woman he used to go out with when I was in 5th grade he ended up marrying her and didn't bother to tell me about it or the fact that she had a drug problem so he just showed up with her and her daughter one day out of the blue and had her move in after a while my dad also started doing drugs again because of her but I wouldn't find out about it till one year passed she was more lazy then I ever was she would sleep most of the day and night (it was because of the drugs though) this only made my life worse now when dad would get home the house would be 3 times as messy and he would lose his shit and go off on all of us verbally and she would try to say it was all my fault since I didn't bother to help around the house so I started to stay in my room and never leave it so none of the mess in the rest of the house would be mine which helped take the heat off me a bit but it still sucked It got to the point where I was seriously asking God to kill me I hated being alive for a long time but I couldn't kill myself I had to take care of her 5 year old daughter I couldn't leave her alone with them I felt really bad for her I was the only one in that house who took care of her. my dad should not be around women because he always gets violent especially since he was doing drugs again (meth) he hit her one day during an argument so she got in her car and hit him with it luckily nobody got hurt badly my dad was bruised but not broken that bullshit continued until the summer after my junior year I caught my dad smoking meth I was devastated I broke before she moved in he was my hero I looked up to him sure he would hit women but as long as he was single he was a good hard working person and a great father he always paid child support when I lived with my mom even though he wasn't ordered to by the court he bought me my first car let me live at his house without working or helping him pay the bills so I could focus on school to get into a good college he really WAS an awesome dad but once the drugs took over he was fired from his job, lost the trust of his last sister, and lost the respect and faith I had in him I ended up moving back to my mom's after I explained what happened I started working at a little Caesars and split the rent with her while finishing my senior year off high school I ended up graduating early thanks to all of the credits I had from the other school but I was in the worst shape I had ever been in I ate nothing but pizza every day I was fat and went straight home after work and played video games till I went to bed everything was gray for me for a really long time I hated my dad at the time (to make a long story short they got divorced she went to live with her parents got busted for possessions of meth and is in jail right now and her daughter is living with her father who is just as bad) I go up to visit him every now and again but I still don't have any respect or faith for my dad all that I have for him now is pity I don't even know if he quit doing drugs or not we don't talk about that part of our lives hell we barely talk at all he still loves me and I love him to he will still always be my dad but we will never have the same relationship we used to have I have lost most of my happiness but I am slowly recovering from the sludge that has drowned my heart I no longer wish for death nor do I escape to video games instead I've started reading although I still play video games once in a blue moon though. I get angry very easily now and I feel alone I'm also to scared to be in a romantic relationship with anyone I feel like I can't trust myself I don't want to be like my dad and hit women I would rather die. if you made it this far thanks for reading I wrote this at 4:30 in the morning so forgive me if it's a jumbled mess of my life but I needed to get this off my chest I'm already feeling better just having this typed out if you take one thing away from my story is stay away from drugs in general but especially when you find yourself in a rough spot in life I don't even take prescriptions unless I have to. Anyway I'm going bed remember to stay strong
Talk with your dad again, he probably feels the same loneliness. Always be there for your family at the end they will always be the ones behind you and you will stand behind your family. Stay strong💙
i just wanted to say a thank you, for you sharing kind of a whole life story here. It is a anonym place in the end but still, even though i dont know you, i was listening to your story. It moved my heart and to see you struggeling with all those things the world threw at you and you still try to be as nice as you can made me happy. I believe that if you keep looking, you will find a way to overcome it all and enjoy this world and human love. Thank you my friend
Try to talk with your father again, i know he have failed you, but you know that on the button of his heart theres is a good man/father... My father was a drunkward, he had worked 30 years on the police on my country and after he retired he would just drink nowstop, i never lived with him, he had another family (That have abandoned him), but when his situation got worse, the medics said he would die if he keep drinking... Then i came to talk to him (My father never liked me as a son, he just treated me like i was no one) i said to him he had to stop drinking, he said he could not stop, because abstinence would kill him (And it would) Then i moved to his house, for six mouths I took care of him, no one would help, it was really hard... even if broke all the bottles of wiskey/tequila my father would always find a way to get alcool, no matter how much work i put, i could not help my father (I had no money to hospitalize him, and my father did not want to give me his money for the treatment), it was really fucked up... Even with all this problems, me and my father got closer, almost 5 months later together, he said to me that he regretted of leaving me behind, that if he had the chance to go back in time and fix things and see me grow up to this strong adult that i had became (this is what he said) he would gladly do, then he said for the first time in my life that he loved me... That just demolished me inside, i started crying like a child nowstop on the spot, my father enbraced me and started crying too... some weeks later my father got really bad, he would sometimes not reconize me and would act like a baby (Really like a real one) I got really desesperate, i tried to seek for help, i got a medic to visit him on the home (to do that i got all my reserves) he said my father would die if theres is no medical attention, then i started to work really hard to get money to hospitalize him, but on 31 july, on 2:00 AM, my father passed away... That devasted me, i could not talk for days... One day before my dad passed away, he said that wanted to give me a present, and that he already bought online... A 32 inches tv has arrived in my house two days after the funeral, and it was from my dad, i wanted to die really bad right there, i had the sensation that i should have done more... This will eat me till my last days, i wished i had more time with him... So please don't let your dad be alone, try to forgive him and mend things slowly.
You took it all with you: my smile, the memories, the pictures, the pieces of my broken heart All you left me are these three words I roll over and over again at the tip of my tongue They taste bitter but I can’t spit them out so I keep repeating them until they are no longer true I miss you I miss you I miss the me I was with you
Iv Never Cried So Hard From The Comments My Heart Everyday Screams These Words To The Heavens It's Been 5 Years Still And I Can't Get My Head Out Of Her Ass I Miss Her With Ever FUCKING bone in my body
Penny....you are gorgeous. I fear i wont ever find a perfect companion. Because of my nature, i am a dark person who hides behind a mask in order to fool others that i am happy. Sometimes i even fool myself. I dont know who i truly am. I wish to find someone like you, someone who can relate....
okay so, I just wanted to write this to get something off of my soul. first of all I don't know how to adress this thing so I'll just say whatever comes up in my mind. currently, it's 4am, can't sleep, just as a side note. there's this girl I met 2 months ago. I like her a lot. even more than that. I've spoken with my best friend about all of this thing, that I have a crush on her and all and he just told me to ask her if she feels the same. I did. I got rejected. that was 1 month ago. I know I've rushed things, rushed may not even be a strong enough word for what I've done. I don't know why but, I still have feelings for her. everytime when I feel sad or anxious and I talk to her, I feel better and she's probably happy when I say that I'm better. I've got mixed feelings since I'm pretty sure she avoids me irl, she doesn't text first, doesn't want us to go anywhere, even though we did go to places before and other stuff like this. she does suffer from depression but she just doesn't want to talk about it or she acts all smug when I try to help her. she just doesn't want _my_ help. almost everyday we speak until she falls asleep and when I notice that she's asleep, I just text her good night, and a good morning for when she wakes up. I'm only hearing a good morning back and, I'm pretty sure she says that only to not leave me on seen. a few weeks ago, I stopped talking to her because I realised how little she cared, even though she always said that she really does care. with everyday going by, I kept feeling worse and worse. I just wanted to talk to her. eventually, I started talking to her again but, I asked her if she still wants us to keep on speaking and I know that she was very nonchalant about the whole thing. she's all cute, smart and all but, I just feel her trying to distance herself from me everyday. I really don't know whether I should going or not. it all feels worthless. if you've read this entire thing, thank you. I just wanted to put this where I know people have gone through the same stuff, just in the hopes that I'd feel relieved and less anxious. if you have a crush on someone or even more than that, please tell them but, don't rush it. get to know them better because I have fucked up immensely and I regret.
ͦ͒̚oke I understand what you’re going through and can relate to it in many ways. I think it’s best for you to move on and although doing that will probably be extremely hard. One day she may even realize all she missed out on. Just be patient and one day either she’ll come around or you’ll find someone who appreciates you for who you are. Keep your head up friend🖤
I would suggest you try and move on. I've been down that path and it isn't fun. I know it's gonna be hard, but it'll be worth it in the end. You'll find someone better, who actually cares about you and your feelings.
Everyone's telling in the comments why they are here. Here I go. I can't stand silence, I feel anxious. I'm tired of routines, I'm tired of being the one no one talks to. I'm tired of not having social life, being invisible. But no matter how hard I try I never get people to see me or get interested on me. I wished I was prettier, I wished I was extrovert, I wished I was the daughter my parents want. Sorry for being such a disappointment.
Its been 5 months, I wish you are doing okay. Happiness is always there, just look at the world by a different eye, as long as you love yourself first, never be afraid not being loved 🌻
You left me in the dark… You were the closest to heaven that I’d ever be. You made me want to be alive when I wanted to be anything but. Everything changed when you came along. You showed me true love, something I’ll never see again and now never hope to see. In my darkest days you were there for me and lit me up. Now you only light all my cigarettes at the mere thought of you. The burning love from you is replaced with my burning throat from all the whiskey trying to forget you. A burning sensation I can never get enough of. It was all my fault. What I would give to see you one last time and apologize. What I would do to have you forgive me. What I would sacrifice to change what happened. I’m scared I would do about anything but the reality of the situation is that I can’t and will never be able to. It’s all my fault. And you’re gone. You’re gone because of me. That is the reality and burden I’ll carry upon myself. I will not beg for forgiveness as I already know the answer, for who could forgive someone like me? Everyday I sleep to escape the Nightmares of forgiveness that haunt me, only to rendezvous with it there. A nostalgic feeling of happier times, is it even possible to be happy again? I don’t want it. It’ll only hurt me more. Everything’s changed now... And you’re gone… And you left me in the dark... P.S. I hope that you're happy....I love you ~
@@longshlongfan5883 bro how did it go?? Honestly, even im on the verge of getting along with her. Now we talk after a couple of months, she wants to be with me again and since im alone, no one to talk to that deep, neither im going out due to lockdown, i feel i should do it. Now i feel that maybe i should pardon her as i did back then (four times), but this thought of her betrayal, the toxicity back then pulls me back. Even now we get along on calls, but talk only about a business idea that we are working on as a team for a competition. Please let me know
@@utkarshpohankar69 i didn’t text her. i knew i shouldn’t because she was horrible to me and she never cared about me. i was feeling lonely because of the lockdown and multiple things were just going wrong and i needed someone to talk to. i didn’t text her because i knew, just as she did before, she wouldn’t care, and she would turn the conversation back onto herself. i let her back in once and it was a mistake, i won’t do it again. the same thing happened last year; she wanted to be friends again and i agreed, and we got along for about an hour before i spotted the toxicity again. it took months to get her out of my life again. please don’t let that person back in if they were toxic to you in any way. you deserve better than that.
@@longshlongfan5883 yes bro! I will seriously follow whatever you have said. As of now i haven't met her yet..will do so in january most probably and clear everything out at once first. For real though, i have not forgotten even one thing which she did wrong to me...imma say it everything on her face when we meet. Thanks mate. God bless you
I remember coming to this video bc of something bad that had recently happened and i would scroll through the comments bc they where so helpful and now after months of those sad and depressing days i remembered that this place completely changed me in such a different way bless all of you and if your having a tough time remember there is a reason you where put on this earth the bad will go by even if it feels like forever it will be gone and you will be the happiest person on the face of earth in a matter of seconds though i don't know you, you are safe here with us this is the peaceful side of RUclips remember that I LOVE YOU TAKE CARE MMMMUUUUAAA
I finaly told to a boy that I love him, he saw my message and he doesn't even answer. One day, I saw that he was in relationship with my bestfriend. My bestfriend doesn't told me about this, she knew that I love him. They're in relationship since 4 months. They left me in the dark. Update : I'm in relationship with a wonderful boy since 10 months who teach me how to love myself, my bestfriend and the boy I loved broke up after 2 years together, he cheated on her.
I kindda understand the pain of loosing both at the same time, i was in love with my best friend and she felt the same about me. But we made a mistake ending our friendship to start a relationship because when she left, we couldn't be friends anymore.
yeah it hurts the very thing happened to me but now i found friends i have start giving my time to my family who deserves just chill it up have faith in yourself and don't giva a shit bout these nonsense stupids
__ramneeet. kr__ it’s been better being alone, but being lonely 😔 well that’s a way to find out about what we really want and just focus on what matter most to you and I think we human will be ok with that
We'll finally meet for the first time in exactly 13h, 55mins and 04 secs... I'll be taking the flight to you, over the sea. It's quite a distance. But it's okay. I'm prepared. Long distance is hard. I sometimes don't understand you, can't help you or feel like you're sliding out of my grip, but it's okay. I was prepared. It's less than 55mins now, you've left me sitting alone to do something with your friends, now I can't help but worry. What if I'm not how you hoped I will be? What if we don't get along? What if your friends or family won't like me? What if you're not how I expected you to be? What if you'll leave me standing at the airport? What if this will be the first and last time we'll meet? I'm scared. I'm scared and lonely and cold. Staring at the timer ticking down since days has made me so scared.
Update: We met and it has been the best week of my life, even if it was really awkward at first, we got in a rythm so quickly and everything felt so natural. I'm happy.
Congratulations! That's so awesome, you've given me the strength to believe and have faith in a relationship (even if it's long distance) my girlfriend is moving to a city about 15 miles away from me and im military so I'll be moving to another state, we both know how to drive so I'm sure we can visit whenever we have the money. ❤ I love her so much. We were on and off and she had a crush on me all of 2017 but I was too stupid to realize.. that the love of my life is right in front me. I've known her for almost 2 years and we've been dating for almost 7 months ❤ I dont ever wanna lose her. I'll give this long distance thing all I've got. I think I'll be moving soon. But I'm gonna make my time worth it, every second will count. It feels like as the time runs out I just keep falling inlove with her even more. ❤
izzy dizzy I wish you both the best of luck! Judging by your choice of words, you seem to genuinely care about her and I’m sure your love is returned just as much. If you’re this determined to make things work, then I am sure they will work out for you. Love can beat any tragedy, even if it’s distance. Wishing you all the luck in the world that your love will last as long as you want to keep it. x 💕
@@nyra7810 thank you so much, I highly appreciate it, I have full faith that this will last.❤ I've never met a girl like her before, theres so much equity and equality in our relationship. Everything's perfect. We have our ups and downs but we've always prospered and liberated from those bumpy roads. I hope that yours last❤ I'm sure it will And I'm sure you and him cant wait to see eachother again. Times do get rough you will argue you will fight but never give up.. no matter what because then it wouldn't be real love, it would just be another disposable thing not worth fighting for. I dont know your love but I'm sure he's a great guy. I wish you all the "luck in the world" that you two will last and grow into something beautiful❤ goodbye now. Till next time
Yeah, sometimes being in any kind of relationships sometimes is tiring and most people just aren't meant to be. I am not talking only about lovers or something. Generally, most relationships felt superficial, shallow and just basic like it's convenient kind of thing. It's really hard to find people that are in a way, a same wavelength as i do. I need a kind of deep relationships that does not need any kind of restrictions, the kind that does not judge and try to grow into something that is more than that of lovers or even convenient blood ties. This type of bond is what how most humanity lack. I love life, ya know. I love to nurture life into something more than that of a conformist views upon the world. At the same time, i saw the world as a chaos place, where people come and go as their own minds guide them to live. I also saw the ugly sides and the good sides of life. Most people live by ignorant toward life all about. It is because of the mindsets of people today, to me money is a tool of the convenient that is spiraling out of order. They said money is the root of evil, that is a very naive thinking to blame the tool. Why? Money is not to blame. It is just a tool with illusionary values. It's mindsets of the ignorant is the root of all evil. I'm rambling again. Sigh. The point is i need the kind of people whom see pasts the general views in order to deepen the links of bonds among people. No need to argue over whether that view is wrong or not. It's not important, what is the most important is that this kind of links united people without judgement and appreciate more of what life really all about. Then, these bond would deepen into understanding and fondness. I never had the oppurtanity to meet this kind of people in my life face to face and interact with them. Perhaps, i would find them like a pieces of my puzzles that i been missing all my life. Peace.
Since everyone's posting why there here I'll go too I s'pose. Lofi is the only musical genre that doesn't make my sadness and lonleyness worse. It just kinda...keeps it company I guess. Also it's good for just zoning out and forgetting you're hurting. Love yall, be safe, and stay the fuck inside. - Tue, April 7th, 2020, 11:41 Pm
Listening to this really let me think...think about the stuff I did, the people I've met, the people who always wanted to bring me down...ive let the negativity take over how I think. That's why I'm so insecure about everything I do. I only got a few friends and some of them are drifing away from me....they are leaving me and my heart broken, shattered into pieces. Ive always been used to standing alone. By myself for most of my years. I've always wanted to end it all. I wanted to give up, I was hopeless, but I've met a certain someone. There is always someone there, someone who understands your pain. It may be multiple people or just one person that can change your thoughts on things, change your way of thinking and emotions. Those people are out there somewhere...its okay, it may take a while, but there is always someone...
Man, I've been looking all over RUclips for this. A few years ago, I was in a very suicidal/depressive state, literally thinking about suicide on a day to day basis, so much that it just became normal, I'm honestly surprised I'm still here. It's been a long road, and a lot of time spent in my head, but I've gotten to a better place mentally, this type of music and especially this compilation (thank you for making this, whoever you are) helped keep me mentally stable. And anyone out there who is having a hard time and fighting your inner demons, hang in there, I'm rooting for you.
I wish we all didn’t have to be here I feel for everyone of u going through what I’m going through hope one day it all works out everyone deserves happiness especially the nice people out there 😔☹️
Songs (0:00) Calling in the hope you’ll see me (3:15) I can see time pass (6:08) You belong here (8:24) I'll surely be able to smile one day (11:18) Are you still sad? (14:12) Find your own peace (16:51) You left me in the dark (19:45) Your silence speaks volumes
@@sonofosiris7713 Of course! My favorite three mixes are "lonely. (a sad lofi mix)", "i hate spending these nights alone. (a sad lofi mix)", and "miserable. (a sad lofi mix)". They're the most popular uploads of Blurred, too. I love them all unconditionally, although "lonely" is probably my favorite mix of all time.
![Just For U [Lo-Fi Mix]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/1HoayRM7BHE/mqdefault.jpg)
💔 you left me in the dark #2. (a sad lofi mix): ruclips.net/video/If2pb7gDxSU/видео.html 💔
Hope you enjoy, stay chill
to shed some light
even tho.. I honestly prefer the dark
Hello bro! :D
I`m for Ukraine/
It`s awesome! I was listern full track and it`s rly cool!
I know this is depressing but my mother who used me almost my whole like and has been in and out of it got out of jail two days ago I haven't talked to her because she hurt me she was in jail for about four months and she texted my dad and asked if I was okay and he told her to text me and she hasn't even read my text I sent her what did I do so wrong to not be loved by her is there something wrong with me
@Lana Wertz thank you so much I'm learning to realize everything and focus on bettering my mental health over the one month I've gotten somewhat better I'm learning not to blame myself and learn to forgive her
@Lana Wertz thank you so much Im realizing I have important people In my life that need me here for them and it helps alot knowing that I don't have to hold everything in anymore
we all listen to the same music, thinking about different people
xyzx vx yass
Different people who did the same to you💔
Gian Jayme 💔
That's deep
Kai true🌪
"I have no excuse to be sad"
"You don't need an excuse, you're human"
I didn't know I needed that so much
Maaaan I needed that...thanks a bunch
Damn, I needed this validation for so long. Thankkk u :
And I now no longer want to eat my SpaghettiOs
I got that to but don't no hiw i'm sad
“The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from enemies, it comes from those you trust the most”
- XXXTENTACION
I mean your enemy can't betray you, since.. he is your enemy
so true. and that is the deepest cut, the one that takes forever to heal.
@@andrebatista3026 but they change
I thought my friends were real friends turns out they just used me in the end.
The people i trust the most either hate me or are dead
I like being alone but lately I just want to be alone with someone.
Same.
so true
The most relaxing feeling is a hug with emotion. A hug with emotion feels..so soft and warm..it feels like you can just forget the world and its problems as long as you have this feeling...i want you to think about this feeling...and remember we care about you
Thank you
Same dude :(
Lofi comments are legitimately the best comments on RUclips
And your comment is the best to🙏😁
True af
that is so true, it's amazing how lofi listeners can be so empathic
I was about to say the same thing! Couldn't agree more
until the resident pessimist comes in & decides to fuck your mood up because I have nothing better to do because of the fact I've been forced to face reality & it's made my depressive mood worse.
It's kind of ironic, thinking about how, as a little child, a hug and "I love you" from your parents or friends was no big deal, and didn't mean anything, because it happened all the time. Nothing wrong with that. But now, from teen years on, even a small hug can mean the entire world to you, and you need some sort of support, reassurance, or just someone saying or doing something positive, no matter how small. One small act of kindness or display of affection can help someone in more ways than you can imagine.
This is to the people who were in a rough spot today: maybe life's walls are crumbling down around you, or you're simply feeling a little gloomy.
Have a hug ~❤
Pass it on.
I needed this man
I wish i had someone to support me and hug me, but that is something only happy people have, if not we wouldn't be like this.
I feel like I met the right person at the wrong time.
Thank you guys for 3.4K likes
Much love guys
We will get through this...
Fell the same
Same shit here...
That shit hurts...
It hurts damn
Same it hurts so much💔
Oddly too familiar unfortunately
there might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video.
some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well.
some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. the good will come soon enough. you can do this.
some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing.
some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I’m fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay.”
to anyone who is reading this right now, i love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this. and i love you.
Brilis this is truly by far the best comment i’ve ever read on anything in general. fuck it’s honestly just one of the best things i’ve ever read at all. you’ve got a wonderful brain and heart, it’s clear from just one comment. i hope you got what you wanted/ what you were looking for when you clicked this video in one of the ways you mentioned. stay well, stay chill, stay amazing. you’ve got my love brotha✌🏻
More like copy and paste
Thank you so much I'm having a ruff few years
i didnt know how much i needed that
Imagine falling into the arms of someone you trust that loves and cares for you as much as you do to them
That's sounds good.....
Wish that could ever happen
Why did this make me start crying jesus christ
That only happens in a movie
Can't relate 😭
This mix gave depression to my depression .
This made me laugh 😅
It made me to but bc ik how you feel im cryin more rn😂😭😭
Brooo thanks for making me smile
HAHHAHA TF
200 iq move xD
sometimes i think about riding a train
and it's not going too fast, just a perfect speed, ya know
and the train never really turns, it just goes straight through some farmlands
and i'm all alone on the train
and it's quiet
but it's not as sad as i expect it to be
because when i close my eyes
i see my mom smiling at me
and she still has all of her hair
her skin is a healthy pink
and her chemo hasn't started yet
it's not sad seeing her like that, it actually makes me feel better
when i open my eyes again, i'm still on that train
going nowhere
with nobody
but it's ok
because when i close my eyes
i don't have to miss my mom
Wow.
Be strong
Damn it hits hard
Should be a book. Like milk and honey
I am in my room, in the dark, listening to this song, crying myself to sleep
Sometimes me too
Hi everyone, who has liked and replied, 3 months ago wasent a long time but it's giving me some time to think, I am doing I guess a little better. Life is so short and there is no point in crying anymore. Live life to the fullest everyone, and don't let anyone bring you down
Same. 39 years old. Decent income. I buy my people to be my friends. They take the money, but hate talking to me.
I got no friends. This year i decided to continue my medicine school. Hopefully i could cure my own depression.
@@praystation I wish the best for you man
i love how friendly and helpful this comment section is it helps me to know the world ain’t that messed up yet...
More like the people that are so fed up with it end up here.
Dükle Of Things true...
@@djt2594 that one kinda hit me hard...much love to you guys
@@djt2594 true that!
Hey you, yes you ! I LOVVEEE YOUUUUU
bruh, lonely again, ain't you?
Look who's talking
yep :)
Yeah chief...
Yeah man
Piotr Buczkowicz yeah... wanna Go get a ‘drink’ from the comments? 🍻
I love this comment section. Away from meme addicts, political arguments, hatred and more.
Who else feels safe?
🥺😘❤
Always
I don't feel safe anywhere.
Hey, meme addicts can be sad too.
@@infectedpotato117 I can confirm this
Loneliness is a paradox to me. In some nights, when the dark thoughts shatter all distraction, the loneliness hits me so hard that i feel comfort and pain at the same time. The melancholy feels undiscribeable. I know i am not depressed. But i feel sad. I am sad at life. I feel like happiness is just a temporary feeling that distracts me from this eternal sadness my life is emphasized with. I feel like life is just a big tragedy with no real climaxes. I think a lot of people seek comfort here.
Yes they do. Maybe because coming here reading the comments make us realise that we are not really alone. There are others like us, fighting the same kind of battle. Or maybe it's just a refuge. Coming here and trying to relax and forget all about everything.
Anyway I hope you stand strong against your demons.
More power to you.
thank you kindly
Couldn't have described it better. Try to enjoy the little things. Randomly go someplace new, take chances knowing the worst case scenario is sadness again. Try to find things that make you feel alive and worth your time, whatever it might be for you. Good luck finding your peace and making the most of existence.
I call that phase where you feel sad and lonely 'sober'. Being sober from life and all te hassel around it, from the strong emotions you may or may not experience daily. I also don't think that's depression, it's a phase where I always come back to, if I want it or not. I feel like it's a requirement in my life, and that it will never leave. It's calming sometimes, but mostly it carries sadness in some kind of way.
damn this is actually so relatable
I miss her smile, but i miss mine too
:)
thiss is the best words that i´ve seen
@@villatorotobar So sad bro
:D
@@JustinCarlMendoza Nice name :D
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
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and still, if you wanna talk im here for you cuz i do care remember here's my insta razamanzoor06 im here for everyone like srsly for every single one of you so yeah just hmu and stay happy
From someone that cares about you
Hasiiifnm always
❤
also kenma in a bucket hat
Thank you.
Thank you, in fact thank you so much. 😔✊🏻💕
You didn't just leave me in the dark...
You drowned me in it until I couldn't breathe.
Then you left me here...
Angela 😥
It's your turn. Get up, you're not alone, fight and be awesome again
You can tell how the lofi community is the kind of people who give their all to everyone and get too little in return of the people they love the most
My first love ghosted me for the last 6 months, saying she was "depressed" and "not talking to anyone". I held on thinking it would pass, but last night I found out she wasn't depressed, that she found someone else long ago and was leading me on the entire time. December would have made 2 years with her.
This mix is the only thing keeping me in this world.
Hey I hope you're doing good.
You will find someone who loves you how you deserve it!
Big hug and much love from Germany ♡
Hey bro, ngl I feel that going through the same shit rn would have been a year and a half for me now but it ended a few months ago just gotta stay strong 💪
Aw dude I feel bad
Don't let ppl like that bring you down
You deserve the damn world
I understand it's hard to get over ppl like that but it'll be ok
Think about ppl that love you
It could family, friends or the ppl who commented ur comment
Just know that u matter to ppl have a nice day/night
Jessica Giordano i needed this. thank you so much.
Girls are scary 😢😢😢😢
Anyone else here because they were left and forgotten?
I was married 25 years and one day she says I dont want to do this anymore. She was just done being married to me, so she left. Because I leave town for work all the time, I had to give away my 4 year old dog. That was 2 years ago. It doesn't hurt any less, I just think about it less often.
you need a hug ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
Im alone also....
@@lizzylizard4638 i feel ya sister
@@UnYin99 honestly i cant imagine that pain.. you must be really strong living with it, hope you find someone who presses the reset button to all the heartache and suffers you have had. And telling ya, you will
"Just breathe, everything will be alright". Sucks when you've got no one to utter these words..
Good thing I came across this place.
_Just breathe, everything will be alright. :)_
Well,at least got that from the comment section...... And from you
Sunil Wijesinghe 5 months ago today.
I know. It also angers me when people say "shes not thinking of you" cause in my case i was talking to this girl for like 4 months. One day she just stopped talking to me. Stopped looking at me. Didn't listen to a word i say. Yet everyday i can't stop thinking about her. I see her sometimes but i can't work up enough courage to even say hello yet i don't understand why.
Were all here for one another my friend
i wonder how many others are listening to this right now and i wonder how all of you are feeling. i hope you're okay, buddy.
wish I could sit with that person on the roof rn and just talk without regret or judgment
I'd love that...
jesus199X please.. can we😢
to anyone who needs this: i give u a virtual hug
yasmin thanke you....love you now
yasmin I need a real hug.....
Thanks @yasmin 🤗🙃
Looks like a butt
That really little help me
I wasn't forgotten. They know I exist. They just don't care anymore
Hey I hope you're doing good.
I wish you the Best in life and that you find people which treat you like you deserve ♡
Big hug and much love from Germany
selina Thank you so much ♥. I’m feeling a little better now. Hope you’re doing well too
My dreams use to be my escape. Self medicate use to numb the pain. Psychedelics use to give me hope and knowledge. Church use to be a place of worship. Art use to actually touch me. But music, you’re my last hope. Save me from this misery.
bobby guillen music will always be there for you, and there will always be specific music for you. It is my most favourite part of life. Hope you are okay
Here for you when you need hit me up and we can talk
@@quinnstump3852 Everything is going be ok... Maybe tomorrow or today will be a better day? Just keep breathing and I'll hug you \(•>•)/
God damn I felt this in my core
dude some deep shit
The first song is so damn good
Fallen
Fallen by Gert Taberner
💔
Sometimes Its like, I imagine the comments section as us all sitting on the same roof looking out into the dark city lights comferting each other. And sometimes to comfort someone you dont even have to say a word, you just got to be there. And channels like TheBootleg boy And Blurred bring all of us here to be sad together, And well. That makes me feel a little bit better. This is one of the nicest communities I have ever seen or been a part of, wheather thats the music or just the fact we can all resonate in some way with one another im proud to be a part of this community. Anyway its 7am my thoughts are all over the place i just wanted to say i love you all. and whatever you're going through if you cant talk about it with people in your life there is people in the comments like myself who are willing to lsiten and help in any way we can :D
U are a good person. Those word kinda made me feel happy. But they also hit a little close to home. Thank u for being so kind
I have one goal I hope to achieve it is when my path gets covered by the hard winds of life to clear a path for the ones who's path just started
When you are listening to this mix, you're thinking about a person. But, does that person think about you at all?
That is a question which I guess will never be answered!!
I don’t tkink he is
I hope she does
I know she's not..
this hit deep inside
It was our fault. We fell for the wrong ones 😔💔
Aman Sharma so fking true😢
This might be weird lol, but do you live in Ohio by chance?
@@hidden1319 nah but why
Aman Sharma I went to school with an Aman Sharma lol I figured maybe you could’ve been him sorry
i didnt fall for her... she trapped me in her web of loneliness
I feel like everyone here has a sense of genius, giving people so many quotes and advice; which ironically is what they need.
I mean, I used to always tell people you have to love yourself because no one else will, but honestly.. if no one will how can you yourself?
What I love about these videos is the comment section.
We come here for various reasons and more often than not can empathise with others.
Even when we ourselves are hurting, we try to comfort others, try to listen and understand, try to alleviate their pain and sufferings, try to make them feel better.
And that makes me happy-sad. It's better than being sad-sad.
As @Amira Qayyum said in one of her comments "we're in this together".
So who ever you are and what ever you might be going through, please, remember you are not alone in this fight.
More power to all of you.
love your comment
Beautiful comment
Love u guys💔
Together we can do anything..like get rid of those nasty thoughts, self harm e.c.t.
same feeling. I'm here not only for the music but also for comments... comment like this and so many others. I'm here to listen to other people' stories and also share mine. It helps me go through things.
Based on listening to ALOT of lofi on youtube, I can say with certainty that the subculture of lofi is my favorite. The comments section on lofi music is the kindest to be found on youtube. The positive vibes overflow, love it.
true
“Positive” ? I rather would call it non hostile
Dear Reader
I don’t know you and you don’t know me. Probably we are not even living in the same country. We look different. You may be older than me or younger. We are just completely strangers. But there are a few things which connect us. We are Humans. We have emotions and feelings. A personality which defines us. And we are both on RUclips, searching for sad songs, no matter what’s going on in your life at the moment, you can do it! You can manage out if it, you will stay stronger because there are people who love you. And these people are worth it!! Yes, we are strangers but not too far away from eachother to not say that you are a great Person. Because you are! I hope even if it’s just one of you, that I could help or support you in a way.
This comment is for all the lonely people out there! Heaps of love xxx
Azzy ThePup ❤️
thank you for this
Melanie fan (:
Thank you dear writer :]
spead the love 🖤
Songssss
0:01 Calling in the hope you'll see me
3:15 i can see time pass
6:08 you belong here
8:24 ill surely be able to smile one day
11:18 are you still sad?
14:12 find your own space
16:51 you left me in the dark
19:45 your silence speaks volume
calling in the hope xD
Ow sorry 😆
The Original to the first one is Fallen by Gert Taberner
Thanks was looking for someone who commented the times 💕
This comment place is the best i ever found it seems like we all understand each other and it’s clearly a blessing !!
It also makes me realise that I am not the only one going through this....should I be happy or sad?
Shikha Ghosh both
The magic of Lo Fi is that it brings attention to those who wouldn’t even be noticed. This is what got me into Lo Fi, and I’m sure it’s the same for some other people.
Same here
“She’s not thinking of you”
"He's not thinking about me"
you need a hug ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
But I'm thinking bout here every single day at this point I'm obsessed
Mannnnnnnnnn....... That friggin hurt
He's not thinking about me ...He's happy without me 😢
Happiness is not happiness if you are under pressure to be happy, you are faking it or you are no5 being yourself..
I've learnt my lesson.
Just know that others care and you are amazing being who you are...Hope you have a nice day, people.
:)
Edit: Thanks for 2 likes, most I've ever gotten
❤thank you
Thanks br
depression: missed me?
anxiety: wanna talk?
lo fi: need a hug?
we lonely people: mhm sniff
lo fi: you'll be ok i'm here hug pat pat
we lonely people: hug never leave me
lo fi: never
depression is my new bad friend : D
hotel? trivago
Lofi to sleep, cry, or study
how about all at the same time?
All the time been listening since 9 am now and its 4 08 now and my eyes hurt from the crying and well i dont want to live
@@quinnstump3852 keep going man, idk who u are we all here love u :)
@@Blurredlofi nnahh
@@luisfigo268 but no one likes him
Autumn.
It's 4 pm.
It's a rainy day.
As I keep watching into the distance the raindrops flowing down the window.
I think about the past.
I think about what I could have changed back in the days.
Old feelings coming up from a cold heart.
Remorse.
Regrets.
Sadness.
Hate.
The barricade for for feeling good.
Happiness.
Love.
Fun.
Interest.
Nothing can get through these walls.
And then not only raindrops are running down.
After solid 20 minutes of crying I stop.
I look around.
No one is there.
Again I have to fight alone till the next time.
Till I can't take it anymore again.
And with everytime it just gets worse.
In the end I remember.
This all is caused by me.
The faults of my own.
I made the decisions.
I let all this happen.
And there I am.
I could end this suffering.
I am to weak to change me.
The same behavior remains.
But some day there will be the day where I change.
The person that lifts me up from my misery.
All this will be behind me.
But until this day.
It will repeat.
Rider on the Storm wow that was nice
we hoping like that too
Pain isn’t forever
It just takes time
I tried to die twice this year, obviously I'm still here but sadly I cant find a single reason I'd like to open my eyes tomorrow morning. I dont know if it will get better, but for anyone still hanging in there I raise my glass to you. Tomorrow is ours, lets keep hope alive.
Dude listen to me, there are 1000 of reasons to get up in morning. Look outside your window, our beautiful Nature say hello to your Family go to School or Work and some day belive me someday you'll find the perfect partner in your life you'll never get enough of you just have to wait. I'd waited also a long time for it but its woth it dont't search for it time will come :*) If you need someone to talk write to me @zeusses on Instagram I will be there your not allone! maybe it will take some time to write back because I life in Europe :*)
When you're so down the only way is up
Death will come and it will be for all eternity
Life wont come back
Overcome this shit
you need a hug ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
you have to stay alive. if you don't who will finish off the leftovers in the fridge, who will get to look out your window, who will go to school or work who will take care of the animals (if you have one.)
your family would be sad
@@alfiesolomons2121 been wondering what to say to any of you. But I'll keep hanging in. Promise
@@bl4cklne I wrote this huge thingy just now and then......the charge died.....ROFL....
This life. I'm telling ya
What an absolute gem of Lofi.
glad you enjoyed
life has been a hell of a ride, hasn't it?
i dont really know why i find myself here, drowning in feelings. but thank you
StayAP3X yyeaahh
dyslm 💜
didn't expect to see you again lmao
Seeing you in the comments is like seeing Eddie Vedder at a chill peppers show, wild
hahahaha, wack
Anyone else scrolling through the comments while just vibing to this mix
not vibin... crying
@@septic_lucasttv2705 it'll get better keep yo head up
@@camz3830 ill try
Merry christmas to everyone. I love how supportive these comment sections are, it send chills down my spine. To those who are fighting, struggling, crying, heartbroken and about to give up, just know that just because we dont know you doesnt mean we wont help you. Come to us, vent to us, vent and scream and and yell all your problems out and we wont judge you. We are the shoulder to cry on. We are one of you and You are one of Us. We must help our people. The epidemic of last generation was obesity, but this generation has depression. Its worse because you can see an obese person instantly, but the happiest people cry the hardest at night. So for those of you hiding behind that smile, come to us.
I love how people like to ask me if I’m okay, but they only care when I’m on the edge of no return.
You never realise how much you love someone till you lose them
Being alone for a while makes you realize how ok you are without people. The more time you spend alone, the more anxious you get but past the anxiety, youre just as alive as you were before. Its a reminder that you can be just as strong individually because everything you need is already there. This process is a big help in my personal alleviation of stress. Eventually everyone will come to realize the power they hold within their mind and that surrendering to the current also grants you the strength of the current
It’s my birthday today.. 🎈thank you..
happy birthday
happy birthday
I am sorry I missed this comment i don't know how.
Hope you had a great day.
Have a great year ahead. Stay blessed.
hope it was a good one
Julian Rosas This is really late but happy birthday, hope your day was great
I came here because I needed to cry, and crying without music is too empty to bear
glad you came around
I've been bottling this up for years so I'm writing this to lighten the load off my soul (I want to say this first I do not hate my dad) my dad used to be a real scumbag he sold and did lots of drugs everything but Heroin from what he has told me(he told me about his past when I was a kid so I could use his mistakes as a lesson for myself and be a better person than he was) and has lots of anger issues but when he found out that he was going to be a father it really made him think about his life and he decided to change for the better for himself and his son although he quit selling and doing drugs he still had anger issues he wasn't mad all the time but he would get angry over the stupidest of things he didn't hit me or treat me bad he loves me very much my mom on the other hand was on the receiving end of his anger but my mom didn't sit there and take it she would fight back it didn't happen every day but there would be at least 1 fist fight a month (at the time I thought it was normal for parents to fight like that) but when there was no fighting we were happy this continued until the summer before my 3rd grade year my mom finally got tired of my dad and left him it was a huge blow for me I loved both my mom and dad I didn't know if I was going to see my dad for a really long time luckily they both lived in the same town and since they weren't married they didn't take it to court so I got to decide the visiting days to go see my dad since we lived close together I went to his house every other day but it still bothered me and messed with my school life I just didn't focus on my work and it didn't help that my teacher hated me she would single me out and humiliate me in front of the other students she even tried to get me sent to special Ed classes this caused a lot of problems for me I hated school I told one of my school friends that our teacher was mean she overheard me took me out into the hall and threatened to send me to the schools meanest teacher if I said anything like that again to anyone including my parents she would take my recess away every day for no reason she purposely gave me all A's when I was getting D's and F's just so she wouldn't have me in her class again so after that I went to 4th grade with an audited of why bother and to no one's surprise I ended up repeating 4th grade during my second year of 4th grade my dad moved away to work as a water tank welder this was another blow to me I now only got to see my dad once a month but I pushed through and passed 4th grade unfortunately I never would get a teacher who would understand my problems fortunately 4th grade brought an interest in learning to me again but I ended up being lazy at home I never did my homework all I did was play video games my mom didn't care I would learn but I was to lazy to do anything other than that so I would score A's on my test but get F's on my report cards for not doing any of the homework around 6th grade is when I became a strate F student but I didn't care all I wanted was to free myself from the boredom of my life and video games was that escape and my school didn't care that I was falling they passed me anyway and when they gave out report cards they didn't even need me to bring it back signed so I just never told anyone I got my report card this continued until 8th grade my dad found out that I was a straight F student and was furious he forced me to move to his house and go to school over there he even took off work to help me fix my attitude towards school and homework this is where I make a comeback I soon go from straight F's to straight A's It felt like my life wasn't as bad anymore I was all alone for long periods of time while my dad was out of the state working but my aunt lived next door so it wasn't that lonely I still played video games but not as much as I used to I made new friends and had even found a couple teachers who tried to understand and help me with my school work this continued until my sophomore year of high at around Xmas my grandfather ended up getting cancer so my dad quit working and brought him to our house to take care of him unfortunately it was stage 4 so there was no point in doing chemo he spent the rest of his days with us happy but after he died it broke my dad he was never the same after that (my dad had already lost 2 of his sisters one to drug overdose the other to suicide by drug overdose) he ended up losing his job as a Foreman for the company he worked for and I reverted back into my old attitude I stopped doing chores stopped doing homework and did nothing but play video games not long after that we started fighting about me not picking up the house which I was in the wrong all I had to do was pick up after myself but at the time I just didn't care now I was glad that my dad worked out of state all I wanted was to be alone and play my video games my dad started talking to a woman he used to go out with when I was in 5th grade he ended up marrying her and didn't bother to tell me about it or the fact that she had a drug problem so he just showed up with her and her daughter one day out of the blue and had her move in after a while my dad also started doing drugs again because of her but I wouldn't find out about it till one year passed she was more lazy then I ever was she would sleep most of the day and night (it was because of the drugs though) this only made my life worse now when dad would get home the house would be 3 times as messy and he would lose his shit and go off on all of us verbally and she would try to say it was all my fault since I didn't bother to help around the house so I started to stay in my room and never leave it so none of the mess in the rest of the house would be mine which helped take the heat off me a bit but it still sucked It got to the point where I was seriously asking God to kill me I hated being alive for a long time but I couldn't kill myself I had to take care of her 5 year old daughter I couldn't leave her alone with them I felt really bad for her I was the only one in that house who took care of her. my dad should not be around women because he always gets violent especially since he was doing drugs again (meth) he hit her one day during an argument so she got in her car and hit him with it luckily nobody got hurt badly my dad was bruised but not broken that bullshit continued until the summer after my junior year I caught my dad smoking meth I was devastated I broke before she moved in he was my hero I looked up to him sure he would hit women but as long as he was single he was a good hard working person and a great father he always paid child support when I lived with my mom even though he wasn't ordered to by the court he bought me my first car let me live at his house without working or helping him pay the bills so I could focus on school to get into a good college he really WAS an awesome dad but once the drugs took over he was fired from his job, lost the trust of his last sister, and lost the respect and faith I had in him I ended up moving back to my mom's after I explained what happened I started working at a little Caesars and split the rent with her while finishing my senior year off high school I ended up graduating early thanks to all of the credits I had from the other school but I was in the worst shape I had ever been in I ate nothing but pizza every day I was fat and went straight home after work and played video games till I went to bed everything was gray for me for a really long time I hated my dad at the time (to make a long story short they got divorced she went to live with her parents got busted for possessions of meth and is in jail right now and her daughter is living with her father who is just as bad) I go up to visit him every now and again but I still don't have any respect or faith for my dad all that I have for him now is pity I don't even know if he quit doing drugs or not we don't talk about that part of our lives hell we barely talk at all he still loves me and I love him to he will still always be my dad but we will never have the same relationship we used to have I have lost most of my happiness but I am slowly recovering from the sludge that has drowned my heart I no longer wish for death nor do I escape to video games instead I've started reading although I still play video games once in a blue moon though. I get angry very easily now and I feel alone I'm also to scared to be in a romantic relationship with anyone I feel like I can't trust myself I don't want to be like my dad and hit women I would rather die. if you made it this far thanks for reading I wrote this at 4:30 in the morning so forgive me if it's a jumbled mess of my life but I needed to get this off my chest I'm already feeling better just having this typed out if you take one thing away from my story is stay away from drugs in general but especially when you find yourself in a rough spot in life I don't even take prescriptions unless I have to. Anyway I'm going bed remember to stay strong
Good luck brother
Talk with your dad again, he probably feels the same loneliness. Always be there for your family at the end they will always be the ones behind you and you will stand behind your family. Stay strong💙
i just wanted to say a thank you, for you sharing kind of a whole life story here. It is a anonym place in the end but still, even though i dont know you, i was listening to your story. It moved my heart and to see you struggeling with all those things the world threw at you and you still try to be as nice as you can made me happy.
I believe that if you keep looking, you will find a way to overcome it all and enjoy this world and human love.
Thank you my friend
Try to talk with your father again, i know he have failed you, but you know that on the button of his heart theres is a good man/father... My father was a drunkward, he had worked 30 years on the police on my country and after he retired he would just drink nowstop, i never lived with him, he had another family (That have abandoned him), but when his situation got worse, the medics said he would die if he keep drinking... Then i came to talk to him (My father never liked me as a son, he just treated me like i was no one) i said to him he had to stop drinking, he said he could not stop, because abstinence would kill him (And it would) Then i moved to his house, for six mouths I took care of him, no one would help, it was really hard... even if broke all the bottles of wiskey/tequila my father would always find a way to get alcool, no matter how much work i put, i could not help my father (I had no money to hospitalize him, and my father did not want to give me his money for the treatment), it was really fucked up... Even with all this problems, me and my father got closer, almost 5 months later together, he said to me that he regretted of leaving me behind, that if he had the chance to go back in time and fix things and see me grow up to this strong adult that i had became (this is what he said) he would gladly do, then he said for the first time in my life that he loved me... That just demolished me inside, i started crying like a child nowstop on the spot, my father enbraced me and started crying too... some weeks later my father got really bad, he would sometimes not reconize me and would act like a baby (Really like a real one) I got really desesperate, i tried to seek for help, i got a medic to visit him on the home (to do that i got all my reserves) he said my father would die if theres is no medical attention, then i started to work really hard to get money to hospitalize him, but on 31 july, on 2:00 AM, my father passed away... That devasted me, i could not talk for days... One day before my dad passed away, he said that wanted to give me a present, and that he already bought online... A 32 inches tv has arrived in my house two days after the funeral, and it was from my dad, i wanted to die really bad right there, i had the sensation that i should have done more... This will eat me till my last days, i wished i had more time with him... So please don't let your dad be alone, try to forgive him and mend things slowly.
ghost750x1 this is, just.. wow. This made me cry. Im so sorry you had to Go through all that🙁
This comment section has turned into a therapy room.
ikr
For real
Imagining for the hugs, laughing at everything for no reason, at ease doing something by yourself shows how much you have been living it lonely
so true...
This is me
You took it all with you:
my smile, the memories, the pictures, the pieces of my broken heart
All you left me are these three words I roll over and over again at the tip of my tongue
They taste bitter but I can’t spit them out so I keep repeating them until they are no longer true
I miss you
I miss you
I miss the me I was with you
Iv Never Cried So Hard From The Comments My Heart Everyday Screams These Words To The Heavens It's Been 5 Years Still And I Can't Get My Head Out Of Her Ass I Miss Her With Ever FUCKING bone in my body
@Hallie Alexander beautifully put rings to true for me at this moment
Even when I think that she will get a boyfriend one day or sum shit... I wanna scream!!!
Why do we fall in love with the persons who won't love us back as much as we do
Daito ML it’s often times the people we can’t have is what we strive for.
Michael Carballosa shit that hurts :--((
You and I are both hurt bro... going through the exact same situation to...
Daito ML lol
Everyone says how they don’t want to be alone, but I’m perfectly satisfied with the darkness surrounding me
Penny....you are gorgeous. I fear i wont ever find a perfect companion. Because of my nature, i am a dark person who hides behind a mask in order to fool others that i am happy. Sometimes i even fool myself. I dont know who i truly am. I wish to find someone like you, someone who can relate....
Me too
And then, suddenly there will be a light. Things changes and sometimes things will never be the same again
@@timfisher1588 idk man you need to change it or you would be made fun of or end up in a sex offender list
mee too
Best that I just play this and stay alone cause Im tired of loseing everything thank you music for never leaving me....
@RidaAthar thank you...
feeling a little lonely tonight.
Yep
I believe life doesn't get better its just that eventually we get used to life throwing us down
i agree...
i used to think this aswell but it did get better its not a myth
@@blakethenoobie1433 From time to time someone says: Its gonna be better... I've been hearing this for 10 years. It's not funny anymore.
@@CZEPolice did you give up cause it's not gonna get better without a nudge or 2 from yourself
okay so, I just wanted to write this to get something off of my soul. first of all I don't know how to adress this thing so I'll just say whatever comes up in my mind. currently, it's 4am, can't sleep, just as a side note. there's this girl I met 2 months ago. I like her a lot. even more than that. I've spoken with my best friend about all of this thing, that I have a crush on her and all and he just told me to ask her if she feels the same. I did. I got rejected. that was 1 month ago. I know I've rushed things, rushed may not even be a strong enough word for what I've done. I don't know why but, I still have feelings for her. everytime when I feel sad or anxious and I talk to her, I feel better and she's probably happy when I say that I'm better. I've got mixed feelings since I'm pretty sure she avoids me irl, she doesn't text first, doesn't want us to go anywhere, even though we did go to places before and other stuff like this. she does suffer from depression but she just doesn't want to talk about it or she acts all smug when I try to help her. she just doesn't want _my_ help. almost everyday we speak until she falls asleep and when I notice that she's asleep, I just text her good night, and a good morning for when she wakes up. I'm only hearing a good morning back and, I'm pretty sure she says that only to not leave me on seen. a few weeks ago, I stopped talking to her because I realised how little she cared, even though she always said that she really does care. with everyday going by, I kept feeling worse and worse. I just wanted to talk to her. eventually, I started talking to her again but, I asked her if she still wants us to keep on speaking and I know that she was very nonchalant about the whole thing. she's all cute, smart and all but, I just feel her trying to distance herself from me everyday. I really don't know whether I should going or not. it all feels worthless.
if you've read this entire thing, thank you. I just wanted to put this where I know people have gone through the same stuff, just in the hopes that I'd feel relieved and less anxious.
if you have a crush on someone or even more than that, please tell them but, don't rush it. get to know them better because I have fucked up immensely and I regret.
This is relatable in many ways
ͦ͒̚oke I understand what you’re going through and can relate to it in many ways. I think it’s best for you to move on and although doing that will probably be extremely hard. One day she may even realize all she missed out on. Just be patient and one day either she’ll come around or you’ll find someone who appreciates you for who you are. Keep your head up friend🖤
I would suggest you try and move on. I've been down that path and it isn't fun. I know it's gonna be hard, but it'll be worth it in the end. You'll find someone better, who actually cares about you and your feelings.
I hope everything makes a change for the better for you, dude.
Im going through the exact same situation, but it is "good" to hear im not alone
Everyone's telling in the comments why they are here. Here I go.
I can't stand silence, I feel anxious. I'm tired of routines, I'm tired of being the one no one talks to. I'm tired of not having social life, being invisible. But no matter how hard I try I never get people to see me or get interested on me. I wished I was prettier, I wished I was extrovert, I wished I was the daughter my parents want. Sorry for being such a disappointment.
i am here for you
Try raising a baby dog, I'm sure it will have you calm.
Its been 5 months, I wish you are doing okay. Happiness is always there, just look at the world by a different eye, as long as you love yourself first, never be afraid not being loved 🌻
Hey you wanna be friends I may not be the best purson in the world but I can sure as hell try
you’re not a failure to us
You left me in the dark…
You were the closest to heaven that I’d ever be. You made me want to be alive when I wanted to be anything but. Everything changed when you came along. You showed me true love, something I’ll never see again and now never hope to see. In my darkest days you were there for me and lit me up. Now you only light all my cigarettes at the mere thought of you. The burning love from you is replaced with my burning throat from all the whiskey trying to forget you. A burning sensation I can never get enough of. It was all my fault. What I would give to see you one last time and apologize. What I would do to have you forgive me. What I would sacrifice to change what happened. I’m scared I would do about anything but the reality of the situation is that I can’t and will never be able to.
It’s all my fault.
And you’re gone.
You’re gone because of me. That is the reality and burden I’ll carry upon myself. I will not beg for forgiveness as I already know the answer, for who could forgive someone like me? Everyday I sleep to escape the Nightmares of forgiveness that haunt me, only to rendezvous with it there. A nostalgic feeling of happier times, is it even possible to be happy again? I don’t want it. It’ll only hurt me more.
Everything’s changed now...
And you’re gone…
And you left me in the dark...
P.S. I hope that you're happy....I love you ~
:’)
made me tear up :")
*"the person you need might not be the person you want."*
Its True, but i cant take it seriously with that profile picture😅😂
I just wish I could not be so alone for once
I'm here if you want to! :)
I think that's what everybody wish for. Anyway I hope you're doing good. We're here for you when you need us. Take care.
you need a hug ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
Majestic Watermelon lol you reply to lot of them
I also need a hug
Hey! I'M HERE 🌚✨
reminder: don't reconnect with toxic people because you're lonely or because you only ever remember the good times.
damn really called me out. i really was questioning whether or not i should, simply because she listened to me. thank you. really, thank you for this.
@@longshlongfan5883 bro how did it go?? Honestly, even im on the verge of getting along with her. Now we talk after a couple of months, she wants to be with me again and since im alone, no one to talk to that deep, neither im going out due to lockdown, i feel i should do it. Now i feel that maybe i should pardon her as i did back then (four times), but this thought of her betrayal, the toxicity back then pulls me back. Even now we get along on calls, but talk only about a business idea that we are working on as a team for a competition. Please let me know
Well said @moon friend
@@utkarshpohankar69 i didn’t text her. i knew i shouldn’t because she was horrible to me and she never cared about me. i was feeling lonely because of the lockdown and multiple things were just going wrong and i needed someone to talk to. i didn’t text her because i knew, just as she did before, she wouldn’t care, and she would turn the conversation back onto herself. i let her back in once and it was a mistake, i won’t do it again. the same thing happened last year; she wanted to be friends again and i agreed, and we got along for about an hour before i spotted the toxicity again. it took months to get her out of my life again. please don’t let that person back in if they were toxic to you in any way. you deserve better than that.
@@longshlongfan5883 yes bro! I will seriously follow whatever you have said. As of now i haven't met her yet..will do so in january most probably and clear everything out at once first. For real though, i have not forgotten even one thing which she did wrong to me...imma say it everything on her face when we meet. Thanks mate. God bless you
I remember coming to this video bc of something bad that had recently happened and i would scroll through the comments bc they where so helpful and now after months of those sad and depressing days i remembered that this place completely changed me in such a different way bless all of you and if your having a tough time remember there is a reason you where put on this earth the bad will go by even if it feels like forever it will be gone and you will be the happiest person on the face of earth in a matter of seconds though i don't know you, you are safe here with us this is the peaceful side of RUclips remember that I LOVE YOU TAKE CARE MMMMUUUUAAA
I finaly told to a boy that I love him, he saw my message and he doesn't even answer.
One day, I saw that he was in relationship with my bestfriend.
My bestfriend doesn't told me about this, she knew that I love him.
They're in relationship since 4 months.
They left me in the dark.
Update : I'm in relationship with a wonderful boy since 10 months who teach me how to love myself, my bestfriend and the boy I loved broke up after 2 years together, he cheated on her.
I kindda understand the pain of loosing both at the same time, i was in love with my best friend and she felt the same about me. But we made a mistake ending our friendship to start a relationship because when she left, we couldn't be friends anymore.
Well on behalf of that asshole, I love you
someone in the world loves you, you don't know them and they don't know you.
yeah it hurts the very thing happened to me but now i found friends i have start giving my time to my family who deserves just chill it up have faith in yourself and don't giva a shit bout these nonsense stupids
I know that stings, but boys aren't on my top priority. I is an independent attack helicopter.
*i luv being alone, but i hate being lonely...*
*...random but idc...*
same
Agree
__ramneeet. kr__ it’s been better being alone, but being lonely 😔 well that’s a way to find out about what we really want and just focus on what matter most to you and I think we human will be ok with that
The choice to be alone is our. Being lonely is the choice of others.
I feel this hardcore.
hello everyone i hope you are having a nice day
Same for uu
Obviously not if I’m here
We'll finally meet for the first time in exactly 13h, 55mins and 04 secs... I'll be taking the flight to you, over the sea. It's quite a distance. But it's okay. I'm prepared.
Long distance is hard. I sometimes don't understand you, can't help you or feel like you're sliding out of my grip, but it's okay. I was prepared.
It's less than 55mins now, you've left me sitting alone to do something with your friends, now I can't help but worry.
What if I'm not how you hoped I will be?
What if we don't get along?
What if your friends or family won't like me?
What if you're not how I expected you to be?
What if you'll leave me standing at the airport?
What if this will be the first and last time we'll meet?
I'm scared.
I'm scared and lonely and cold. Staring at the timer ticking down since days has made me so scared.
Update: We met and it has been the best week of my life, even if it was really awkward at first, we got in a rythm so quickly and everything felt so natural.
I'm happy.
Congratulations! That's so awesome, you've given me the strength to believe and have faith in a relationship (even if it's long distance) my girlfriend is moving to a city about 15 miles away from me and im military so I'll be moving to another state, we both know how to drive so I'm sure we can visit whenever we have the money. ❤ I love her so much. We were on and off and she had a crush on me all of 2017 but I was too stupid to realize.. that the love of my life is right in front me. I've known her for almost 2 years and we've been dating for almost 7 months ❤ I dont ever wanna lose her. I'll give this long distance thing all I've got. I think I'll be moving soon. But I'm gonna make my time worth it, every second will count. It feels like as the time runs out I just keep falling inlove with her even more. ❤
izzy dizzy I wish you both the best of luck! Judging by your choice of words, you seem to genuinely care about her and I’m sure your love is returned just as much. If you’re this determined to make things work, then I am sure they will work out for you. Love can beat any tragedy, even if it’s distance. Wishing you all the luck in the world that your love will last as long as you want to keep it. x 💕
@@nyra7810 thank you so much, I highly appreciate it, I have full faith that this will last.❤ I've never met a girl like her before, theres so much equity and equality in our relationship. Everything's perfect. We have our ups and downs but we've always prospered and liberated from those bumpy roads. I hope that yours last❤ I'm sure it will And I'm sure you and him cant wait to see eachother again. Times do get rough you will argue you will fight but never give up.. no matter what because then it wouldn't be real love, it would just be another disposable thing not worth fighting for. I dont know your love but I'm sure he's a great guy. I wish you all the "luck in the world" that you two will last and grow into something beautiful❤ goodbye now. Till next time
Congrats =) didn't work with me.
never give up on the person you love.
imagine the person i love doesnt love me back and love my best friend
Sucks when they give up on you though.
sometimes you don't know what you are sad about and happen to just listen to some lofi mixes to cry just the little bits out
Fiona Vo How do you know me so well yet I’ve never met you ??
Sometimes i wish i had Friends ....Sometimes
i pray you always happy, long live and in good health
don’t worry you’ll find people, you just have to allow time for yourself to meet them, hope everything works out ❤️
Yeah, sometimes being in any kind of relationships sometimes is tiring and most people just aren't meant to be. I am not talking only about lovers or something. Generally, most relationships felt superficial, shallow and just basic like it's convenient kind of thing. It's really hard to find people that are in a way, a same wavelength as i do. I need a kind of deep relationships that does not need any kind of restrictions, the kind that does not judge and try to grow into something that is more than that of lovers or even convenient blood ties. This type of bond is what how most humanity lack. I love life, ya know. I love to nurture life into something more than that of a conformist views upon the world. At the same time, i saw the world as a chaos place, where people come and go as their own minds guide them to live. I also saw the ugly sides and the good sides of life. Most people live by ignorant toward life all about. It is because of the mindsets of people today, to me money is a tool of the convenient that is spiraling out of order. They said money is the root of evil, that is a very naive thinking to blame the tool. Why? Money is not to blame. It is just a tool with illusionary values. It's mindsets of the ignorant is the root of all evil. I'm rambling again. Sigh. The point is i need the kind of people whom see pasts the general views in order to deepen the links of bonds among people. No need to argue over whether that view is wrong or not. It's not important, what is the most important is that this kind of links united people without judgement and appreciate more of what life really all about. Then, these bond would deepen into understanding and fondness. I never had the oppurtanity to meet this kind of people in my life face to face and interact with them. Perhaps, i would find them like a pieces of my puzzles that i been missing all my life. Peace.
I love when people support each other, it's the key of true peace
Don't worry, no one is fated to be alone forever. You will find your people because you were made to be loved
it sucks to be alone, but feels great at the same time
*I just wanted to make you happy*
you need a hug ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
this just made me cry
but you can't
Yeah
Since everyone's posting why there here I'll go too I s'pose.
Lofi is the only musical genre that doesn't make my sadness and lonleyness worse. It just kinda...keeps it company I guess.
Also it's good for just zoning out and forgetting you're hurting.
Love yall, be safe, and stay the fuck inside.
- Tue, April 7th, 2020, 11:41 Pm
Don't be sad for too long, because in a second your whole life has almost passed.
After a sad time, there always is a sunny and beautiful part
I can here the music comforting my sadness. :'(
My Christmas playlist.
Listening to this really let me think...think about the stuff I did, the people I've met, the people who always wanted to bring me down...ive let the negativity take over how I think. That's why I'm so insecure about everything I do. I only got a few friends and some of them are drifing away from me....they are leaving me and my heart broken, shattered into pieces. Ive always been used to standing alone. By myself for most of my years. I've always wanted to end it all. I wanted to give up, I was hopeless, but I've met a certain someone. There is always someone there, someone who understands your pain. It may be multiple people or just one person that can change your thoughts on things, change your way of thinking and emotions. Those people are out there somewhere...its okay, it may take a while, but there is always someone...
Bubble Tea I felt this bro
This song make me wanna light up a cigarette, and standing in the dark
Do It
Animation List Yesss
I did
That a relaxing
Maybe a joint instead of that cancer
I hope there is no heaven, only emptiness, only a long sleep and rest
@@darenai9783 Please think twice before commenting something mean, it might hurt more than you think
@@darenai9783 We all hope for something and I don't think he was trying to act cool lol
@@darenai9783 maybe u need to know someone before u think something about someone
What do you think Heaven is?
Man, I've been looking all over RUclips for this. A few years ago, I was in a very suicidal/depressive state, literally thinking about suicide on a day to day basis, so much that it just became normal, I'm honestly surprised I'm still here. It's been a long road, and a lot of time spent in my head, but I've gotten to a better place mentally, this type of music and especially this compilation (thank you for making this, whoever you are) helped keep me mentally stable. And anyone out there who is having a hard time and fighting your inner demons, hang in there, I'm rooting for you.
You can now find me on Spotify!
Free download these songs on my soundcloud. :)
Thank you Blurred!
really good :o
really lovely tunes man
Dyslm, the first track is incredible! Why can't I find it anywhere? More people should hear it
@@neil7250 thank you man :) it's on my soundcloud.
Thanks for making these. it helps alot when im alone and have no one to talk to
So always? ( ._.)
+Son of Osiris always for me:/
@@dollysinatra9046 I feel you... (._. )
I wish we all didn’t have to be here I feel for everyone of u going through what I’m going through hope one day it all works out everyone deserves happiness especially the nice people out there 😔☹️
Songs
(0:00) Calling in the hope you’ll see me
(3:15) I can see time pass
(6:08) You belong here
(8:24) I'll surely be able to smile one day
(11:18) Are you still sad?
(14:12) Find your own peace
(16:51) You left me in the dark
(19:45) Your silence speaks volumes
Owari I cant find the song at 8:24 anywhere
I need someone
バカじゃれる you got me then
@@AkaiOniKing Instagram ?
@@バカじゃれる ronaldvbeers, feel free to send me a message if you want some advice bro. I'm all ears.
My insta is amber.bach if you need anything I’m here
everything will be alright mate, just hold on
never judge love, it has its own story.
When you release these mixes, it literally makes my day. I now have a new mix to listen to 50 times a day, thanks Blurred!
Can you share the others please?
@@sonofosiris7713 Of course! My favorite three mixes are "lonely. (a sad lofi mix)", "i hate spending these nights alone. (a sad lofi mix)", and "miserable. (a sad lofi mix)". They're the most popular uploads of Blurred, too. I love them all unconditionally, although "lonely" is probably my favorite mix of all time.
@@theguywhotries2899 Thanks man. Yep lonely is one of my fav too.
Be strong people
No matter what, I always come back here 🖤