I have a brain tumor - *emotional* Pseudotumor Cerebri

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  • Опубликовано: 21 окт 2024

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  • @claireavaa
    @claireavaa 6 лет назад +6

    Sweetheart, I am keeping you in my prayers. You’ll get through this. Stay strong. I know how hard this is, I’m rooting for ya. Sending hugs your way. We love you! ❤️❤️

  • @sarahjrose
    @sarahjrose 6 лет назад +2

    Mikayla, you are such a strong woman. I know you will get through this. You have the support of so many people who love and appreciate you, including me. I’m so sorry that you’re going through this, you’re a good person that doesn’t deserve this. I’ll be keeping you in my prayers 🙏 Stay strong, beautiful 💓💓💓

  • @alisea4956
    @alisea4956 6 лет назад +7

    Mikayla 💜 please stay strong, we webheads 🕷 love you!
    You are beautiful and amazing. I just want to give you a big hug *gives virtual hug*
    I am bad with writing out stuff like this but your videos really make my day ( and a lot of other webheads days)
    We will continue to support you trough no matter what❤️ (p.s you probably hear this before but Tom would really love to see your beautiful smile )
    Praying for you Mikayla!

  • @sop2307
    @sop2307 6 лет назад +2

    You are the strongest and most genuine person I’ve ever watched on RUclips. I appreciate you posting this so much and it must have taken a lot of courage and I admire that - I know we don’t really know each other personally but I’m always here for you❤️ love you so much!

  • @Ayesha-fb6fs
    @Ayesha-fb6fs 6 лет назад +2

    Omg Mikayla stay strong please. Keep fighting, stay strong and I'm so sorry for what you go through. Actually, screw my apology and all the pity, because you're a strongass woman who can stand up for herself. I'll pray for you, of course (I didn't know this before I just found out about you) but please remember I'm sure Tom won't want any of his fans to lose hope. You can do anything and please just.. love you. You can do this

  • @nialaherreraa
    @nialaherreraa 6 лет назад +2

    Mikayla, I love you so much. Watching this video made me cry but I know you can get through this. I look up to you in so many ways. You’re so strong and I know that sometimes you probably don’t feel like you are. But the fact that you’re still living means you’re strong. I’m 100% behind you and I love you so much. Thank you so much for making so many people smile every day. You can get through it💘

  • @スノーハッピー
    @スノーハッピー 6 лет назад +1

    You are so incredibly strong. I'm so glad you're still pushing out content and being able to live your life. We're all cheering for you. I hope you find a group who can talk and share these things - having a community really helps so much. And I hope medical advances will find a way to a more permanent solution too.

  • @haileywilkins9017
    @haileywilkins9017 6 лет назад

    Awe mikayla stay strong we’re all here supporting you 💙 it breaks my heart to know that such a sweet person is going through such a shitty thing 💙💙ily

  • @melissajuarez5865
    @melissajuarez5865 6 лет назад +5

    Awe my heart feels for you ! ): Ilysm man you truly are the definition of strong for living each day despite all 😭💛

  • @F1blablabla
    @F1blablabla 6 лет назад +5

    I don't even have words to say/write. I haven't been following you long so haven't seen the vlog. But I want to send you lots of love and hugs and strength❤❤❤

  • @TheElectricOracle
    @TheElectricOracle 6 лет назад +2

    you are incredibly brave, I'm so sorry you have to go through this

  • @ghostgirlzzz
    @ghostgirlzzz 6 лет назад +4

    Your so strong Mik❤️I look up to you so much you are literally my role model I’m not joking or say that to make you feel better, I look up to you sooo much❤️Stay strong😚

  • @nobaayes1
    @nobaayes1 6 лет назад +2

    Hi mikayla you are not alone in this fight with everything you do and love fight for your life because you are now the strongest woman in the world you who gonna show us the true inspiration for power and happiness by showing us more videos and best reactions we have ever seen may the next year's be the best year's of your life

  • @rvfeslvt
    @rvfeslvt 6 лет назад +2

    You’re such a beautiful, amazing and strong woman❤️ keep fighting!!💗🌹

  • @Phoenix-Neo
    @Phoenix-Neo 6 лет назад +2

    Im so sorry you are going through that. I know it seems hopeless and that things can't get worse but you are special. Those who go through things like that are made to be strong and a good example to others. You are stronger than even you know. Fret not Mon-Cheri. Medical advancements have been getting better and better every year. You should also check for natural ways to treat it,if that's possible. I know you are going to make it. You are not alone Mikayla. We are all here to support you and let you know that. Be like a tree. Plant yourself deep and don't let go. Cap said that once. Stay strong Spidey-Mikayla 🕷️🕸️

  • @tomhollandstotallyrealwife4392
    @tomhollandstotallyrealwife4392 6 лет назад +2

    Mik we all love you so much! Stay strong! We support and love you forever! I'm sorry to hear this and I will pray for you! I love you!😘😘😔😢

  • @ohyusay
    @ohyusay 6 лет назад +12

    Omg stay strong we will pray for you 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 and you can fight it 💪💪 and I feel so bad for you 😭😭 and have a great amzing day

  • @taaytaay9662
    @taaytaay9662 5 лет назад

    Omg Mikayla!! I had no idea. You will definitely be in my prayers. I really hope you make a speedy recovery girl! You take your time with your recordings. We will definitely understand and won’t rush you at all. Stay strong and I love you girl! ♥️

  • @kyra.grace613
    @kyra.grace613 6 лет назад +1

    I’ll be praying for you, Mik! Take as much time off as you need to, we understand. I know you can beat it! Love you so much, stay strong, babe ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖 you can do this!

  • @moonchild7924
    @moonchild7924 6 лет назад +2

    My heart its just breaking for you, Mik... 💔😢 You been through so much, yet your concern is making us smile?! You have the most loving, and beautiful heart. 💖💖💖 What can we do to bring a smile to your face? You have but to ask, friend. I know you're going through hell, and negative thoughts of leaving this world weigh u down. But please listen to me now, Mik. This world would shine less bright without u in it. Talk to someone, please! Talk to anyone you trust. Suicide is never a solution. There are no easy answers, believe me I know. But, all your friends here, and offline will do whatever we can to help. This is fucking horrible, and I wish u didn't have to go through it. I'm so proud of the way you are facing this. You have such dignity, grace and strength!!! 💪👏
    It's that self same courage, grace and dignity that will see u through this. And, help u to overcome it. You still my she-ro, gurrlll! 😉 You are in my prayers, and may God continue to keep you proud and strong. Much love and big old hugs, my sista!!👰💙👸💙

  • @Penguin-uy9yn
    @Penguin-uy9yn 6 лет назад

    Mikayla, I came across your channel today and I already love you and your channel. You are so funny and relatable and make so many people like me happy. Stay strong and think positively. You can get through this, I believe in you! 💖💕

  • @Kamisgoated1
    @Kamisgoated1 5 лет назад +1

    Praying for you in New to this channel but I’m here ❤️ everyone struggles through something but you seem like a strong person keep going and pushing through

  • @ruKUSS_.117
    @ruKUSS_.117 6 лет назад +2

    Stay strong and keep up. We pray and give our support. 🙏💪

  • @meredith3191
    @meredith3191 6 лет назад +2

    stay strong mik 💕 we will pray for you 💓

  • @kathrina16rose
    @kathrina16rose 6 лет назад +2

    Your a strong amazing woman I love you lots and I miss you so much hun
    You are incredible for being able to sit regardless how difficult to talk about this keep your head up

  • @melanyseescribecony
    @melanyseescribecony 6 лет назад +4

    Keep fighting, I love you and I'm here for you from Argentina 💚💚💚

  • @filipregitko3372
    @filipregitko3372 6 лет назад +2

    Never give up...you are beautiful and amazing...be strong and stay strong ...

  • @ozq777
    @ozq777 6 лет назад +3

    OMGG, I love you and you are so strong. You will be okay I belive in you!♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @michaeladail5634
    @michaeladail5634 6 лет назад

    Oh Mik, I can't say I understand because I don't but YOU ARE NOT ALONE. We may not understand but you can talk to us about whatever and we will do our best to understand just for you. We love you so much and just know when you're feeling down that you can always come to us, you don't have to be at your best to make any of us happy. You being happy makes us happy. We love you so much ❤️💛💙. You're beautiful the way you are, your imperfections make you stronger. I've never seen someone so afraid yet radiant and beautiful and strong and so much more. (I am praying for you even though you don't want to hear it)

  • @saraivory7017
    @saraivory7017 6 лет назад

    You are so strong! I admire how strong and amazing you are. I know we haven’t talked but I think you’re amazing and I love you’re channel. I hate that you feel alone and if you ever want to talk just let me know. Stay strong🙏

  • @windsorchick
    @windsorchick 6 лет назад

    I completely understand where your coming from ! I also have Pseudotumor cerebri . I got diagnosed just over a year ago . It’s really tough especially since it’s so rare it makes you feel super alone because not many people understand . I’m from Canada but I visit Texas every few months in the Austin area .

  • @queenpin87able
    @queenpin87able 5 лет назад

    THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY. To many people say the know but they not know what we live with every f***ing day. i wish i could just touch them and let them know how we feel. I've been walking down this road to hell for over 2 year now just trying to push through the pain. everything you said and how you feel is how i feel you just put it in better words then i can. Let me tell you that i cried throughout your whole video. im sending my love and wish that we both make it.

  • @andreaahi
    @andreaahi 6 лет назад +2

    If I could, I would go and give you a great big hug. Thank you for sharing with us what you are going through. I'm so sorry that I cannot empathize with you. But, please keep living life. You are strong and beautiful. We love and care about you. Not just because you post content about Tom, but we care about you as a person. Please remain strong, you have made it through so much and you can keep growing. We LOVE you so so much! Tom loves you too, and he would want you to live. I don't know what your belief is, but I believe in God, and for me the best I can do is to pray for you, and I will. You can do it!

  • @nickjsmykryptonite14
    @nickjsmykryptonite14 6 лет назад

    Wow...just wow. Like I knew about the PTC and hair loss and the depression, but I had no idea about the pain killers or the suicidal thoughts.
    You just hide/cope with it so well on camera. You, honestly, just blow me away with your strength even if you don’t feel like your very strong at times. This video makes me so proud to call myself a webhead.
    The level of vulnerability you’re, willingly, letting yourself experience by talking about this real shit and posting it for the world to see, I could never do that.
    So I am sending you the strongest round of applause and the biggest hug I can possibly muster. I’ve got some serious love for you girl.❤️💙❤️💙❤️💙
    P.S. I’ll always love the shit out of a vampire sister and I have the same Avengers poster that can be seen in the far left of the frame. POSTER TWINS!!!

  • @Alfordkyle
    @Alfordkyle 6 лет назад +4

    Keep your head up!!!, keep fighting

  • @megs7778
    @megs7778 4 года назад

    I know this is an old video - but I can literally relate with almost everything you've said here.
    It's a pain that is incomprehensible unless experienced oneself.
    Hope you're doing better.

  • @jamisnotham3628
    @jamisnotham3628 6 лет назад

    You are so incredibly strong for going through this, and I'm so sorry you do. I love you and you're amazing

  • @SALAZARLIFER_
    @SALAZARLIFER_ 5 лет назад

    Such a strong girl we are in this 2gether webheads God is good stay strong 🙏❤😍

  • @noname-sz1qo
    @noname-sz1qo 4 года назад

    I was in remission for a year and half and just was re-diagnosed again 3 days ago. I’m on 2 grams of diamox. I’m praying I’m able to get it under control again. If you ever want to chat I’m here🖤.

  • @lxst5641
    @lxst5641 6 лет назад

    I'm very devastated to see you so sad. I really hope you stay strong and soon it will get better. I wish nothing but the best of you! Loves❤❤

  • @nagouwaabderouf8440
    @nagouwaabderouf8440 3 года назад

    Hi I was also diagnosed with IIH 6months ago had 6 lumber punches I know what yu going through. You very strong and not alone I thought I was the only 1 and like yu say people that dont have it dont no what we going through. I'm so glad I came to see your video be strong and keep well God is with you🙏

  • @kekesays1755
    @kekesays1755 5 лет назад +1

    I had my spinal tap last week and they called me 2 days ago advised me of my IIH/ pseudo tumor cerebi. It’s very emotional I’m happy because I can put a name to this. I’ve experienced these symptoms for years and didn’t even know it. It wasn’t until I was in an accident in February I had a mri and they found 2 abnormalities. It’s been rough and it seems like my spinal
    Tap gave me bad symptoms. My migraines- you know how they feel 😩neck is stiff and it’s hard for me to walk regular. My coworkers don’t understand because I look fine and try to have a positive attitude. My goal is to switch back to a vegan/ plant based diet

  • @AleshaGuillory
    @AleshaGuillory 6 лет назад +1

    I was recently diagnosed two weeks ago, symptoms started about two weeks before so in total it’s been a month. But thinking back my symptoms have started a year ago. The migraines, the not eating, the dizziness, the fear of driving I all deal with....on the 29th was when I received my first spinal tap, yesterday I visited my pcp to refer me to a neurologist, which may take another two weeks. I’m in pain, and since when my headaches first started I’ve been to the Er twice, seen two more doctors besides my own....was thinking of going to the ER again last night...but enough about that. U are not alone...I’m happy I came across your videos, I’m not in Texas but I’m next door in Louisiana. We’ll get through this together.

    • @notvenxmexe
      @notvenxmexe  5 лет назад

      Alesha LeDee it’s hard but we will all get through this

  • @allysworld4922
    @allysworld4922 6 лет назад +1

    Ugh I totally understand the whole migraine thing. When I was younger, I would get really bad migraines and ended up in the hospital. I would constantly throw up, and the most time I could have between throwing up was about 30 minutes. Its so great your migraines are getting better, and it’s cool to learn we live near by (since we go to the same six flags). Hope you continue to get better 💛💛 keep fighting, you’re doing great. And I agree, there should be a “group” in San Antonio

  • @hufflepufflife7198
    @hufflepufflife7198 6 лет назад

    Stay strong Mik!❤️

  • @shihael
    @shihael 6 лет назад +1

    Stay strong mik i love you💞

  • @Lily-qy1he
    @Lily-qy1he 6 лет назад +1

    I’m full on sobbing right now from this video. My parents have been trying to get me the test for what you have but I keep refusing because I’m so scared to see if the results are positive since I have all the symptoms. I’m so sorry you have to go through this. I know how you feel with depression and being in so much physical pain that it overlaps with your mental. If you ever need to talk, I’m here. You’re so strong and it shows even though you have it, you still have such a good influence on people. I love you so much and you’re so amazing. Stay strong Mik. I’m sending all my love and positive thoughts. (-Lily//@bughead_holland)

  • @xospideyxo5471
    @xospideyxo5471 6 лет назад +3

    I will keep you in my prayers

  • @brina301
    @brina301 6 лет назад

    Hi CaptainMikayla I'm SaBrina and I was diagnosed with Psuedotumor Cerebri in June of this year. I know EXACTLY what you're going through. I always feel like when will this ever end? I'm 153lbs and my doctor put me on a 600 cal a day diet and 600mg of diamox daily. The diamox makes me super tired and being hungry makes me irritable. I always ask myself how am I supposed to be a productive person under these circumstances? I just want you to know that you're not alone and I'm standing with you. We can make it through this!

  • @carriemartin8237
    @carriemartin8237 6 лет назад +1

    I’m so sorry bby, I’ll be praying for you😘

  • @oceane.pagnon9765
    @oceane.pagnon9765 6 лет назад

    YOU ARE STRONG MY QUACKSON ❤❤❤

  • @nataliebetancur739
    @nataliebetancur739 6 лет назад +2

    Mik
    I love you so much
    I really want to help you
    You are so important to me
    You are so amazing
    Keep fighting Mik
    Ik you are super strong
    That want I love about you
    You are a real inspiration for me
    And for a lot of people too
    I love you with every single bit of my heart and I will always be there for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @gollumirl
    @gollumirl 6 лет назад +1

    Even talking about the scariest thing that you face, you laugh through it. Mik, you’re the strongest person I know and I want nothing but the best for you ❤️. I suffer from migraines every other day and it is truly an experience that you can’t control and every second is terrible. My migraines aren’t even close to what you have to face. The worst things happen to the best people Mik, and it’s not fair. If you ever need anything DM me on instagram @sunsoakeddreams. I know this doesn’t help, but stay strong. You’re a great role model, I look up to you ❤️💙

  • @teresaferreira8025
    @teresaferreira8025 6 лет назад

    I had pseudotunmor cerebri and it was to the point were i could see through my right eye and i had to get a spinal tap and now im taking medication for it. Stay strong we are with you

  • @alyssamueller1204
    @alyssamueller1204 6 лет назад

    Please stay strong girl I’ll pray for you !! 💪🏼💞💙💙💋❤️❤️🕸🕸🕷🕷🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @kodajunior1675
    @kodajunior1675 5 лет назад +1

    I know I'm kinda late and all but it's been one year since this video released and I'm still curious about how you're coping with this. I hope you're doing well and you continue to stay strong.

  • @katherinejanel5991
    @katherinejanel5991 6 лет назад +1

    Everything will go right don’t worry God Bless You

  • @elizabethorla3700
    @elizabethorla3700 6 лет назад

    this is nowhere near the same but i had brain surgery in September and November. I suffer from severe chronic headaches now and they’re currently doing deeper investigations. i love you && i’m sending my best x

  • @ronaldoli8625
    @ronaldoli8625 6 лет назад +5

    Stay strong, praying for you🙏💪

  • @robertgamez6863
    @robertgamez6863 6 лет назад

    Hope everything works out. Praying for you. My cousin pass at 27 from a brain tumor.

  • @dynasty4221
    @dynasty4221 6 лет назад +1

    Stay strong👏🏻💛

  • @katfitzgerald
    @katfitzgerald 6 лет назад

    Today my doctor told me I need to get an MRV and MRI and get tested for this ASAP because I have all the symptoms including vision loss. I am hear for you.

  • @meadowann4277
    @meadowann4277 6 лет назад

    😭😭
    👀💖u Mikayla
    Your amazing,awesome, inspiring, beautiful, so much more.
    Your the strongest person I know of. I guess that’s how to say it.

  • @eliascrooker7773
    @eliascrooker7773 6 лет назад +1

    Stay strong!

  • @jomichelle8462
    @jomichelle8462 6 лет назад +1

    Spider-Man tissues lol 💙
    Look into castor oil, I think that's what it's called, for your hair. It helped my mom's ex. Or headwraps are super cute if you are feeling really sad about it one day.
    I will start learning to sign right now, so if you need someone to talk to we can video chat and you don't have to hear me. I would totally put in the time to do that for you, don't test me.
    Idk if it'll help but I like to write letters as therapy. Write one to yourself when you're feeling good, and read it when you're feeling low. You can always talk to me too 🤷🏽

  • @nancyrodriguez1503
    @nancyrodriguez1503 4 года назад

    I know what are u going thru i have the same problem your not alone i feel the same ways in time . i have 3 kids and i fight every day to be here with them .

  • @ryleec1466
    @ryleec1466 6 лет назад +1

    I don’t know what you are going through but if you ever need someone to talk to you can talk to me. Stay strong ❤️

  • @melanyseescribecony
    @melanyseescribecony 6 лет назад +1

    I'm crying

  • @JessieMassoudi
    @JessieMassoudi 5 лет назад

    My doctor wants me to get a shunt and I'm scared because I will have to shave my head. If it gets clogged or needs maintenance I have to shave again and again... :(
    Are you still on the medication? Do you think that a stent would work for you? I'm waiting to hear back from my doc to see if I can do that instead of a shunt. I also heard that weight loss can help with some people. What medication are you taking? Do you recommend it? Did it help your vision and pain?

  • @shadejustcant
    @shadejustcant 6 лет назад +1

    Hell. No.

  • @meadowann4277
    @meadowann4277 6 лет назад

    Much love from Arkansas 💖💖💖💖

  • @kingovmyself
    @kingovmyself 5 лет назад

    Lots of love💛💙💜💚❤

  • @stephaniekallner6223
    @stephaniekallner6223 5 лет назад

    I was born with craniosynostosis with hydrocephalus my brain twisted on its stem I had to have surgery at 7months old i have tons organic disorders from birth im 31 now i am having bad seizures an have been pretty much been bed ridden with tons extreme pain an stuff thats like death daying im not stop suicidel an trying not to scream cry got alot going on to im just know geting to a neurologist he said i had to get a lumbar puncture he thinks i have pseudo tumor also its horrific

  • @melanyseescribecony
    @melanyseescribecony 6 лет назад +3

    I really want to help you

  • @meiliu1020
    @meiliu1020 5 лет назад

    Pray for you ! Have you ever thought about having a surgery?

    • @notvenxmexe
      @notvenxmexe  5 лет назад

      Mei Liu I have but the complications scare me

  • @sarahebert2510
    @sarahebert2510 5 лет назад

    My best friend was just diagnosed with this, and I'm just tying to learn everything that I can about it. Is there anything I can do for her?

    • @notvenxmexe
      @notvenxmexe  5 лет назад

      Sara Hebert always carry a pair of sunglasses on you. Lots of love and support is the most you can do.

  • @giarose22
    @giarose22 5 лет назад

    i have it too i see 1 in 100.000 im still looking no one explained me or give treatment and i have the diagnose a year ago with the other name IIH i didnt look into it until i saw pseudotumour cerebri in a different letter pfff after the LP they took spinal fluid my temperature went up and i felt worse.. is that normal?

    • @notvenxmexe
      @notvenxmexe  5 лет назад +1

      Gia Nunez i would speak to your neurologist

    • @giarose22
      @giarose22 5 лет назад

      @@notvenxmexe thanks, i hope you're ok ×

  • @stephaniekallner6223
    @stephaniekallner6223 5 лет назад

    They have the gouos on fb and yes so sleepy an in deep pain an deep sadness wanting a miracle

  • @oceane.pagnon9765
    @oceane.pagnon9765 6 лет назад

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @brown_and_curly_ne_girly4551
    @brown_and_curly_ne_girly4551 5 лет назад

    I don’t trust any woman with a Spider-Man bed!!!!! .......😂😂........
    I’m teasing.....
    Sorta....

    • @notvenxmexe
      @notvenxmexe  5 лет назад

      Brown_and_Curly_ NE_Girly okay?😅😅

  • @karencoy8286
    @karencoy8286 5 лет назад

    I have it too. I have a l.p. shunt.

  • @mystery5401
    @mystery5401 6 лет назад +3

    Stay strong❤