@@trueber1876 ok i never drowned but i can speak from experience that if you are willing to die you are not scared or smth you feel sort of comfortable
This actually reminds me of this one time I went to a hotel and they had a pool in their underground level. It was small and the room had these cozy dark lights and I was the only one there. I remember just swimming lazy laps, pushing off the walls, and listening to the running water of the waterfall display they had. It felt so calm and like time had slowed.
The sound is like hearing your neighbor go through some stuff in your apartment complex, where they have a song up as loud as their speakers can play, and you're getting the muffled version through the wall.
As much as I want this version to blow up, I can’t help but feel a sense of home with the other 56 people here(creator included) I’d happily drown with you guys anytime
When i was around 14 i always felt so sad all the time like i could never achieve the things i want in life. Im 20 now and achieved most of my set goals back then, even landed with the girl of my dreams ever since i was a kid, but the sadness never went away. Like a silent companion that drags you down when you finally feel like you accomplished something. This version captures this feeling perfectly for me.
Had a similar experience, but the effect it had on me was totally different. When I was 15 I was very paranoid and depressed all the time. I was too unhinged to just live my life. I failed out of one high school and had to be sent to another. I never had any friends that I allowed myself to trust, and the people I kept around me always drifted away before the year was over. In hindsight, I know that my classmates thought well of me, for the most part. Even my crush, I think, liked me back. She always used to laugh at my jokes. Neither of us ever admitted to anything, though, and I don't know what happened to her after I failed out of that school. I still think about her sometimes. I'm 22 now, and pursuing a masters degree. What my high school years left me with was a Napoleon Complex that runs as deep as an ocean. I don't feel the kind of sadness I used to feel in those days. I don't feel the same kind of rage, either. Just shame. Shame about how my family felt when they had to drive me home from my second school because it didn't have a bus system. Shame about how I didn't go on any dates back when I had the chance. I was handsome back then. People liked me. I just refused to see it. I'm 22 but I've already lost most of my hair, so people tell me I look much older. I think I never allowed myself to be young. Now I just want to make it up to myself. I take more classes than any of my classmates, and end up on the deans list every semester. I finished my degree faster than either of my brothers. I promised myself I'd learn waltzing, fencing, outdoor survival, and at least one foreign language. I designed a "family crest," had the emblem laser cut onto a little medallion, and pinned it to my lapel. Every day I look at it, and every day it serves as a reminder to one day build some kind of legacy. Something respectable. I still don't have long term friends. I still have never been on a date. But I promised myself I'd change that as soon as I had done enough to earn my self respect. Maybe it'll happen one day.
@@Nikolapoleon you will one day find the love of your life and amazing, long-lasting, healthy friendships... you'll never look back. Keep working on yourself, and be proud of what you've achieved. I wish you the best
@@Nikolapoleon im proud of you. If one random stranger on the Internet can be proud of you, then i hope you can soon learn to be proud of yourself I might come back to this comment to check on u every once in a while And when u do achieve everything in your comment, I wanna be one of the first people to know about it :)
Gotta say you hit the nail on the head there… Same story, was a terminally lonely teen in a going nowhere slow ghost town, hope was a dim and quickly fading candle. Now I’m living my dream, moved to the city, landed my dream job, I work with some of the best of the best my field. But sometimes still when there isn’t anything to distract that old lonely still is still there, I’m not as hopeless anymore but I still feel very alone in this world. This version of this sound really does capture that neutral melancholy sadness.
Funny how many comments are talking about being fourteen and depressed. That’s me right now. Weird to think that someone could get out of this and actually achieve something with their life.
Imagine just having a good speaker in the middle of a empty poolroom with only you in it and play this song and get deep into your thoughts as this song plays echoing through the pool room the sound waves going through the water.
Music that makes people feel things (like this) is the type of music I want to make. The way my body responds is fucking magical. I feel my soul being engulfed by sadness and purity.
When I was about 4, I nearly drowned… This song brought the memory back. I vividly remember it. My family and I had gone to, obviously, a pool, and I went to the 5ft deep area of it. I thought it would be fun to dive to the depths of it, so, a pool ladder being right next to me, I dived down. Me being a small child then, I reached the bottom, and pushed myself up with my feet, but then… I realized that push wasn’t enough to get me to the top. Having predicted this, I reached for the ladder. But what I didn’t know, as soon as I had gone under, my brother grabbed on and was hanging onto it, leaving no room for me to pull myself out of the water. I was out of air, and panicking. A strange feeling like never before overcame me. As if everything were in slow motion, I felt something peeling my conscious right out of my body. Taking it away from me. The realization of what was happening pulling me further down… Then, as if the universe itself was sparing my life, my brother moved clean out of the way, and in the final second, I used the last bit of strength I had to pull myself up out of the water. Ever since then, I never told ANYBODY about this. Instead I let it go, and forgot that feeling, the fearful realization of drowning. Until now. Instead of feeling fear, I feel nostalgia from that memory. This is an honest thank you.
Fall. Back. Into. Place... The pitch, the image, the muffle sound, all so perfect and resonates with me so much on a personal level. Thank you for the upload.
Dying to a song I find uneasy sounds terrifying because I’d just force myself to accept everything, and because of the overwhelming sensation of what this song has brought my mind to.. especially at the darkest of times. It’d really just bring more thoughts that I cant even handle, and an overwhelming amount of emotions before perishing..
Somehow, this song makes me realise how death is such an oddly beautiful thing. I mean, it's sad and all on a superficial level but if you think about it, when you die, you're basically free. Free from all the pain you've suffered, all the conflicts you got caught up in; free from emotion, desire, addiction, attachment. But at the same time, dying is sad in the sense that your loved ones are gonna be sad that you've died and you'll be missing out on so many things you wanted to do in life. Death, for me at least, invokes a sort of beautiful sadness in me.
stop romanticizing death. "free from all the pain you've suffered" yeah, that's something that suicidal kids think about often. Please don't romanticize what's created so much pain
If we don't think of things without our biases won't improve as a species, something that you may not want to happen may be the dream for another person.
It’s really a feeling like in the pool.. floating. Letting your mind roam with thoughts.. looking at the sky. It’s just the feeling where it’s sad and depressing but beautiful at the same time.. it’s wonderful. It’s unique.
i dont know about drowning in a pool, but laying the bottom of the pool, then opening your eyes when you feel you need air, but you just stay. watching the water.
Drowning is a painful death that I wouldn't want to experience, especially since I hate being in water. It seems like all options for suicide are all so very painful...
You lay completely flat in the shallowness of the pool and look up at the ceiling. You touch your wounded stomach bleeding out, you fade out of life as armed police enter the building and discover you body.
1:45 AM. Thinking of how my life’s gotten to this point. About the many friends that I’ve lost. And the girl I always liked, how I didn’t end up with her. The perfect song to swim with your untold, sad and melancholic feelings.
this needs to be an internet checkpoint. For people to come by and listen to this song as they reflect on life because this song is genuinely perfect for it
schools should play this on their annual events at night , and we students would roam on the campus at night , listening to this in the background and seeing the lights lit in the corridors which we never see during regular days , not quite a banger but i guess they should play this , if i wanna fall in the cores of the 5 realms , i would listen to this
@@esmegigigenevievesqualor6029 that's what I am sayin man , songs like these most of the time get recognised cause but the songs that don't get recognised are the most epic ones , you know?
The "drowning" made me laugh. Imagine swimming and then out of nowhere you're drowning and this song is playing. I would just be like "somebody is just playing with me at this point🧍🏻♀️"
imagine being the last person on earth and going to this pool at night and just playing this on speaker as loud as possible with nothing and no one to worry about anymore
Ah, you have to right click the video and it should be the first option. Just in case you didn't know bc i meet a lot of people that don't know about this feature. Alternative is to just add it to it's own youtube playlist and loop the playlist. 👍
@@awkwardteen9200 Ah I don't get ads for some reason, so I don't know which videos have them. I honestly forgot they were a thing on youtube for a while... I hope you get your 10 hour version soon ^-^
You can’t remember the exact reason you jumped into the pool, much less the reason you can’t move your limbs. You mentally struggle for a while, trying to will your arms and legs to move. As you start to lose your breath, you get a last burst of energy and your limbs finally flail around in a frantic attempt to find a ladder. The strength in your legs carries you up to the bottom rung of a ladder, but when you try to grab it, it breaks with the weight of what pulls you back down to the bottom and keeps you from moving your body any more. As your lungs start to fill with salty, chlorinated water, and your eyes burn like heck, your brain starts to wander and hallucinate. As you see family and friends, lost and unlost, a songs starts to play and you feel your body fully give out. “Fall back into place” it repeats, and you can’t help but feel greatly at peace as the universe shrinks around you and your soul ascends. As the calm song ends, even the vision of death leaves you and you are left in a warm, peaceful darkness… Edit: Guys this was just a little creative writing. If you don't like it, that's okay. It wasn't meant to be taken seriously.
This song reminds me that somebody's, your friend could die. Your family could die. The world could end. Nothing lasts forever, lives is there for a reason and it's to be happy for what you experience. You'll go through ups and downs. People listen to this song for different reasons. It could be nostaliga, it could be relaxation or it could be sadness. I've come here to tell you to enjoy the things that happen. You could give advice which is where you've learnt from others, but you never use it for your own good. This song gives off a very strong energy of sadness, betrayal, and depression. People could cry to this song, and others won't. We will all come back this song arleast one more time, to enjoy the times and the memories. This song my give you nostaliga itself. I agree with you. Flashing memories of what have happened to you and/or others throughout life. Life is unpredictable, so be prepared becasue you don't know what's going to happen. We shall let out emotions sometimes. Rather if it's anger, sadness, disappointment, or excitement. Sometimes we all need somebody to talk to. And that's okay, we all go through things. You know, when you talk to somebody and get help about your downs, there's a chance they could've gone through way worse. So don't judge a book by its cover. For some odd reason, this song weakens me and reminds of the bad, and the negative. I can guarantee you've come here for a reason. You are either curious, looking for a sad song, or found it somewhere. There will always be a little spec of hope out there, so don't give up what your dream is. Some enjoy the music more, and some will enjoy the lyrics more. This is a good song song meditate to. If you have any problems or things you're dealing with, just reply to me. I may not be somebody that has experience, but I try my best. I'm unfortunately not going to be available 24/7 though. Also, there are people here who lost somebody, or something that was very special to them. There's always one thing that people have possession over. I hope you have a great day/night, and stay safe ❤ P.S. if you're looking for lyrics and can't find them, here they are: 0:53 It was late at night, you held on tight. From an empty seat, a flash of light. It will take a while to make you smile, somewhere in these eyes, I'm on your side. you wide-eyed girls, you get it right. Fall, back, into, place. Fall, back, into, place. Tender is the night, for a broken heart. Who will fry your eyes when it falls apart? What makes this fragile world go round were you ever lost? was she ever found? Somewhere in these eyes.... Fall, back, into, place. Fall, back, into, place. Fall, back, into, place. Fall, back, into, place. Fall, back, into, place. Fall, back, into, place. Fall, back, into, place.
"Paralized by terror, your lungs gets heavy and moving is impossible. Everything hurts and you can't see anymore: it's dark, gone forever in a cold ocean"
During summer I used to listen to this song and read books on my house roof. This is my last year as a school student and I have made that memorable. I rarely get invited to parties, but honestly I have realised that its more lovely and comfortable to be alone than be in a pit full of snakes.
bro I almost drowned once and this is actually how it felt- it was relaxing in a way? -slowly sinking- -everyone’s voices are muffled- -you can’t think- I mean now I have trauma and can’t swim very well since I didn’t swim much after that *but it was pretty nice*
"well who would have thought this is how i would die,well at least I can say I died without regrets .I've loved,and I have lost,on to the next adventure I suppose"
this is my last straw im crying so hard its beautiful thank you to whoever made this. and its 2022, but im still adjusting to 2010. literally thank you soooo much for this.
There was a time when I was like 17 and went on a boy scout trip to the Virgin Islands where me and a few of my friends got to sail around for a week. One morning we were docked in an inlet on an island and I wanted to get off the boat with a friend and my cousin to catch up with the adults who had left even earlier. We packed all of our stuff into one bag and decided I should carry it to shore as the strongest among us. I tried swimming to shore while holding it above my head and slowly began to lose all energy. Nearly drowned before I...
Wanna know what's crazy? That there's rumours that when you're beginning to die, you hear your favorite song faintly. I just think it's crazy because, you could say a song is your favorite song. But, when you die, that's the only time you'd find out what your favorite song really is. Crazy, isn't it?
Imagine this song being used for a horror series. An episode can have some Junji Ito type of theme, where random monsters attract people to watered areas to drown themselves. The last person to exist dies with this playing.
One night (almost 2 years ago), I saw this video in my recommended and clicked on it, never having heard the song. It introduced me to my comfort song for the next bit of my life, still get chills hearing it. Thank you.
as you were pulled into the water, you felt a moment of relief. the cold water making you relaxed. you look up and all you can see is the blur of surface, you're sinking to the bottom and you don't resist or put up a fight, you wonder 'is this right?' feeling doubt for this decision, you look around for a ladder. you've sanken to low, you sigh as you can't turn back now. you let the water slowly take you.
It was late at night You held on tight From an empty seat A flash of light It will take a while To make you smile Somewhere in these eyes I'm on your side You wide-eyed girls You get it right Fall back into place Fall back into place Tender is the night For a broken heart Who will dry your eyes When it falls apart? What makes this fragile world go 'round? Were you ever lost? Was she ever found? Somewhere in these eyes Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into
Ngl death sounds pretty good rn. I've had a chronic health problem since 2019 that suddenly came up and has ruined my life ever since. I can't focus to create anything to even try to work towards my unrealistic goals of being a freelance animator. I can hardly leave the house to go grocery shopping, I can hardly manage eat those grocieres. I can forget about getting a job or further education or making friends or going to fun things like the theaters. I've lost nearly all my muscle mass from just sitting still all day trying not to puke what food I manage to get in me. I never feel well enough to even brush my teeth or shower but once a week, if that. I spend my days telling myself I should be doing things while moving brings me physical pain and makes my perpetual nausea worse, while also having to keep my main focus on how I feel in case I need a mad dash to the bathroom, so I can't even focus long enough to do things. I don't want to die, but it's the best option. This isn't living.
alone after the first day I felt ok around my family in years. It made me cry. High, drunk, just hanging out of my window smoking a stale cigarette at 1 in the morning after everyone went to bed. Reminiscing on how tonight is memories I never want to forget but may one day slip from me. Sleep well everyone. As you get older its the smallest things that begin to form the most important parts of your life as their meaning grows. We forget our innocence until its lost.
it’s kinda sad how people listen to these audios just to feel something. the feeling of wanting to leave earth so badly - no hate to the creator, the audio is gorgeous, but i hope you all feel okay soon.
She ran, she ran as much as she could have and now she was cornered, the masked assailant approaching her, their knife in hand "Why are you doing this!? What did we do to you!?" She cried out, but no answer was given, they only ran at her. She was tackled, stabbed in the thigh and almost in the chest but she pushed them into the water next to her. She got up to run, but they grabbed her ankle and pulled her in, her screams of agony and fear soon to be muffled and replaced with gurgling and splashing. She was held in the water of the very own pool she swam and preformed in. The water turning from it's calm oceanic blue to a watered down crimson. She struggled and fought but to no avail. Her vision blurred with bubbles as that chlorine filled liquid filled her lungs. Her energy was slowly washed away until she couldn't fight anymore and accepted her fate while her favorite song played in the old speakers
You jump into the water, playing around with your friends. You all want to have a breath-holding contest, and decide the winner gets to have a churro. Everyone plugs their nose and dives in. You stay under for a while, enjoying the feeling of the cool water all around you. You’ve let all of your breath out so your body will sink to the bottom of the deep end. It’s peaceful for a moment. It’s so quiet. Only 10 seconds pass and you begin to feel discomfort. You haven’t reached the bottom yet, but your lungs are burning. The middle of your chest feels like it’s spasming. You need air. Your eyes are open now, helplessly trying to make sense of the blurry images they’re seeing. Water forces its way past your lips, into your nose, and down your lungs as they forcefully contract. Just one breath. You just need one breath. You realize you can’t reach the surface of the water. All of the breath in your body that could have floated you to the top was gone. Your fingers start clawing desperately to reach the wall, the tiles. They remain invulnerable to the scratches of your fingernails as you grip with all of your adrenaline-induced strength. Your vision is darkening around the edges, making a tunnel. White spots are dancing around your eyes. Your entire being feels like it’s being pressed into a point the size of a needle. Your heart beats harder from your panic, struggling without the oxygen it needs. Your stomach and chest are convulsing. More water entering your lungs. You can’t kick anymore. You’re barely holding on. The weight of your own body is pulling you down. You almost give up before you feel freezing air against your fingertips. You’ve reached the top of the wall. You aimlessly flop your hands around before grabbing the cold, rough stone. You pull yourself out, choking as you try to pull in air. Water comes back up your throat and onto the floor in front of your face as you retch it out. Your friends gather around you as they realize you’re struggling to breathe. You’re blinking, hard and fast, against the stinging sensation of pool water in your eyes. Your friends help you out of the water, gathering around you before going back in to enjoy the pool after checking that you’re okay. You sit on the bench for a while, the chlorine making your headache worse as you shake uncontrollably from both the cold and anxiety. The towel you were given provides some small relief with its warmth. It dries the water around your shoulders, reminding you that you’re safe. You call your parents so you can go home a few minutes later, still staring into nothing and trying to comprehend the shock of what just happened. The seat of the car sticks to your legs and the bumps in the road reach you as if in a dream. A sharp dream. After you shower the chlorine off with warm water, you put on soft pajamas. You sit on your bed. Your blankets have never felt so soft. You curl up into a ball and start crying so hard that you hiccup. It knocks the rest of the energy you have in you out. You fall asleep, on top of your blankets with wet, tangled hair. You haven’t been in a pool since.
This remind me of one time when i was actually drowning and i saw 1 of my cousin swimming around the area i was drowning so i try to get his attention but he didn't help me and my sister ended up helping me. I thought okay maybe he didn't see me but then he said "you were drowning right" and i was like "Yesss why didn't u help me!" But he then just laughed it off....Like i thought i was actually gonna die. I was accepting my faith and he didn't freaking help me 🤡
I love those slowed down, lowered pich, bass boosted versions of my favorite songs and I think... that happens because finding those different versions and listening to then... is like discovering that good music again for the first time if y're reading this, have a nice day, do what you like and what makes you healthy
Fun fact: when you drown, you actually make no sound or try to swim and just slowly sink to the bottom of the said body of water. Trust me. I saw this in an Isekai once.
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This shit hits hard when u didn't search it up 🙃
RUclips really be calling us out instead of helping us 🙄🙄
@@hivemindedrodents8931 true 😂
@@juulcat8975 maybe im not sure maybe we just need some love
@@tired.of.myself true true
Defective.Frog.Gremlin facts
Dying to this music would be something
dont tempt me😏
@@miili4444 bro... 💀
Am ded
Yeah me too
great idea brb
As a certified fish, I can now say that anything is possible.
*I can drown.*
please dont
no ❤️
💀
And i am a certified idiot
Fish actually can drown if the water doesn't have enough oxygen in it or if their gills are damaged
Maybe not drowning but imagine going swimming in a pool at night with lights by yourself and listening to this under the water.
Oh shit 😳
Yes pleaseeee
great idea brb
Imma do that now
I do this all the time in the summer and it’s amazing
the two people that disliked, drowned
I would like it if I drown to this song lol
Is that a threat?
@@trapsack maybe we should not ask him for our own good >->
@@trapsack depends on how you read it
They are 6 now
Some of you people are gonna be disappointed when you realize choking to death underwater isn't calm.
Lmao fr
This comment
It can be tbh
@@percocetod At one point it is, but before that, they say you feel like you're burning on the inside + just the feeling that you can't breathe
@@trueber1876 ok i never drowned but i can speak from experience that if you are willing to die you are not scared or smth you feel sort of comfortable
This actually reminds me of this one time I went to a hotel and they had a pool in their underground level. It was small and the room had these cozy dark lights and I was the only one there. I remember just swimming lazy laps, pushing off the walls, and listening to the running water of the waterfall display they had. It felt so calm and like time had slowed.
😢😢
The sound is like hearing your neighbor go through some stuff in your apartment complex, where they have a song up as loud as their speakers can play, and you're getting the muffled version through the wall.
As much as I want this version to blow up, I can’t help but feel a sense of home with the other 56 people here(creator included) I’d happily drown with you guys anytime
🙂i love you .Jesus loves you .you are loved.
@@kerianlatty-graham9215 I love you too, stranger
I will happily drown with you guys.
i'll drown with you too
Yea.
This song brings out an emotion I can’t even begin to describe. I would give anything to hear it for the first time again. Much love.
Melancholy
I just did hear it for the first time
Hey you should check out this band called cigarettes after sex. It has the same vibe as this sorta
I’m listening to it for the first time rn :)
first time i heard this song i was playing apex legends in 2019 during winter break brings tears to my eyes whenever I hear it.
When i was around 14 i always felt so sad all the time like i could never achieve the things i want in life.
Im 20 now and achieved most of my set goals back then, even landed with the girl of my dreams ever since i was a kid, but the sadness never went away. Like a silent companion that drags you down when you finally feel like you accomplished something. This version captures this feeling perfectly for me.
Had a similar experience, but the effect it had on me was totally different.
When I was 15 I was very paranoid and depressed all the time. I was too unhinged to just live my life. I failed out of one high school and had to be sent to another. I never had any friends that I allowed myself to trust, and the people I kept around me always drifted away before the year was over. In hindsight, I know that my classmates thought well of me, for the most part. Even my crush, I think, liked me back. She always used to laugh at my jokes. Neither of us ever admitted to anything, though, and I don't know what happened to her after I failed out of that school. I still think about her sometimes.
I'm 22 now, and pursuing a masters degree. What my high school years left me with was a Napoleon Complex that runs as deep as an ocean. I don't feel the kind of sadness I used to feel in those days. I don't feel the same kind of rage, either. Just shame. Shame about how my family felt when they had to drive me home from my second school because it didn't have a bus system. Shame about how I didn't go on any dates back when I had the chance. I was handsome back then. People liked me. I just refused to see it.
I'm 22 but I've already lost most of my hair, so people tell me I look much older. I think I never allowed myself to be young. Now I just want to make it up to myself. I take more classes than any of my classmates, and end up on the deans list every semester. I finished my degree faster than either of my brothers. I promised myself I'd learn waltzing, fencing, outdoor survival, and at least one foreign language. I designed a "family crest," had the emblem laser cut onto a little medallion, and pinned it to my lapel. Every day I look at it, and every day it serves as a reminder to one day build some kind of legacy. Something respectable.
I still don't have long term friends. I still have never been on a date. But I promised myself I'd change that as soon as I had done enough to earn my self respect. Maybe it'll happen one day.
@@Nikolapoleon you will one day find the love of your life and amazing, long-lasting, healthy friendships... you'll never look back. Keep working on yourself, and be proud of what you've achieved. I wish you the best
@@Nikolapoleon im proud of you.
If one random stranger on the Internet can be proud of you, then i hope you can soon learn to be proud of yourself
I might come back to this comment to check on u every once in a while
And when u do achieve everything in your comment,
I wanna be one of the first people to know about it :)
Gotta say you hit the nail on the head there…
Same story, was a terminally lonely teen in a going nowhere slow ghost town, hope was a dim and quickly fading candle.
Now I’m living my dream, moved to the city, landed my dream job, I work with some of the best of the best my field.
But sometimes still when there isn’t anything to distract that old lonely still is still there, I’m not as hopeless anymore but I still feel very alone in this world.
This version of this sound really does capture that neutral melancholy sadness.
Funny how many comments are talking about being fourteen and depressed. That’s me right now. Weird to think that someone could get out of this and actually achieve something with their life.
this is the type of song that you'll never be able to get bored of
Shousuke
@@1vy-h2b hell yea man he's adorable
@@mia-bb5xj he is
And shoko
@@1vy-h2b indeed
Imagine just having a good speaker in the middle of a empty poolroom with only you in it and play this song and get deep into your thoughts as this song plays echoing through the pool room the sound waves going through the water.
I'm crying now
Music that makes people feel things (like this) is the type of music I want to make. The way my body responds is fucking magical. I feel my soul being engulfed by sadness and purity.
i love how you described the feeling of music. I’ve tried hard to make music like that, but all i ever make just sounds kinda dead and unoriginal
Same, not songs that are like cpr; I wanna make comforting songs that feel odd or weirdcore, dreamcore,and tramuacore song :]
When I was about 4, I nearly drowned…
This song brought the memory back.
I vividly remember it.
My family and I had gone to, obviously, a pool, and I went to the 5ft deep area of it. I thought it would be fun to dive to the depths of it, so, a pool ladder being right next to me, I dived down.
Me being a small child then, I reached the bottom, and pushed myself up with my feet, but then…
I realized that push wasn’t enough to get me to the top. Having predicted this, I reached for the ladder. But what I didn’t know, as soon as I had gone under, my brother grabbed on and was hanging onto it, leaving no room for me to pull myself out of the water.
I was out of air, and panicking.
A strange feeling like never before overcame me. As if everything were in slow motion, I felt something peeling my conscious right out of my body. Taking it away from me. The realization of what was happening pulling me further down…
Then, as if the universe itself was sparing my life, my brother moved clean out of the way, and in the final second, I used the last bit of strength I had to pull myself up out of the water.
Ever since then, I never told ANYBODY about this.
Instead I let it go, and forgot that feeling, the fearful realization of drowning.
Until now.
Instead of feeling fear, I feel nostalgia from that memory.
This is an honest thank you.
Woah
damn.
Fitting for this part 1:19
Oh wow that’s so scary, I’ve had a similar experience when I was like 8
@@oddtalkwithaubree I was drowning in a pool and everything started to slow Down and the universe spared my my life
Fall. Back. Into. Place...
The pitch, the image, the muffle sound, all so perfect and resonates with me so much on a personal level. Thank you for the upload.
You relate to drowning? Same dude
@@Ihaveararehandle I relate to drowning too.
Dying to a song I find uneasy sounds terrifying because I’d just force myself to accept everything, and because of the overwhelming sensation of what this song has brought my mind to.. especially at the darkest of times. It’d really just bring more thoughts that I cant even handle, and an overwhelming amount of emotions before perishing..
idk why, but i just feel so weird when i listen this version... i feel kinda heavy and melancolic
It makes you feel like you have finished a great game that you can never experience again
@@cool_manreal oh god that feeling is the worst thing to ever happen- also when you finish a freaking epic book or series
Like a heavy sad but happy feeling, really going deep and like getting a warm everlasting hug you've been needing.
Beach House always gives me memories of a life I’ve never had
I just imagine myself floating in a pool by myself looking at the stars while listening to this
this feels like that numbness u have when u get home from doing something really fun and u just like. sit in your room and stare at the floor
Somehow, this song makes me realise how death is such an oddly beautiful thing. I mean, it's sad and all on a superficial level but if you think about it, when you die, you're basically free. Free from all the pain you've suffered, all the conflicts you got caught up in; free from emotion, desire, addiction, attachment. But at the same time, dying is sad in the sense that your loved ones are gonna be sad that you've died and you'll be missing out on so many things you wanted to do in life.
Death, for me at least, invokes a sort of beautiful sadness in me.
I couldn’t have said it any better myself.
Niiccee!
edgelord, get off of youtube
stop romanticizing death. "free from all the pain you've suffered" yeah, that's something that suicidal kids think about often. Please don't romanticize what's created so much pain
If we don't think of things without our biases won't improve as a species, something that you may not want to happen may be the dream for another person.
idk, this gives me so much 1980s late night drives
*in the rain too
@@antoniomabie6429 *maybe a storm. very cosy :)
I’d unironically drive at night with this playing
It’s really a feeling like in the pool.. floating. Letting your mind roam with thoughts.. looking at the sky. It’s just the feeling where it’s sad and depressing but beautiful at the same time.. it’s wonderful. It’s unique.
i dont know about drowning in a pool, but laying the bottom of the pool, then opening your eyes when you feel you need air, but you just stay. watching the water.
I can just imagine drowning slowly then everything going black and memories just come back in the matter of a second
drowning without the dying and pain part, just floating under the water
I've always thought this song represents strong feelings of love, so it's interesting to see how different everyone else's interpretations are
Love ur pfp lol
@@nyumyu4265 lmao thanks
if its a beach house song theres like a 90% chance its a death metaphor
Drowning is a painful death that I wouldn't want to experience, especially since I hate being in water. It seems like all options for suicide are all so very painful...
Everyone saying how they'd like to die to this song. Not gonna lie, seems like a nice peaceful, kinda sad death. But I'm not into that kind of stuff.
ye same
You'd like to go with O Fortuna?
Personally I'm not into dying either
@@ape5490 yeah, dying isnt my thing!1! like why people die one day then die the next day like its not my thing man111!
@@Snowi1 hahah yeah bro
You lay completely flat in the shallowness of the pool and look up at the ceiling. You touch your wounded stomach bleeding out, you fade out of life as armed police enter the building and discover you body.
they got us in the first part not gonna lie
I thought you were just chilling and floating in the pool, why you gotta add the stomach bleeding part bro :(
1:45 AM. Thinking of how my life’s gotten to this point. About the many friends that I’ve lost. And the girl I always liked, how I didn’t end up with her. The perfect song to swim with your untold, sad and melancholic feelings.
you'd be a good poet
3 am here ☺️
that hits really close to home for me... hope things will be better some day for us all
girl of my dreams told me on sunday that "it isnt gonna go anywhere".
life moves on man
Life goes on my man, you gotta go on with it, hopefully your future looks up🙏
lisitnging to this, watching the sea and the stars from your window as you hear your parents screaming in the kicthen really hits different
"i am dead" will never be a true word
de hevy iz ded
that’s not even a word in the first place
@@ashlxc8349 yes
this needs to be an internet checkpoint. For people to come by and listen to this song as they reflect on life because this song is genuinely perfect for it
"Who will dry your eyes, when it falls apart?" I want to cry myself to sleep
schools should play this on their annual events at night , and we students would roam on the campus at night , listening to this in the background and seeing the lights lit in the corridors which we never see during regular days , not quite a banger but i guess they should play this , if i wanna fall in the cores of the 5 realms , i would listen to this
Oooooh that’s sounds good😩
@@esmegigigenevievesqualor6029 that's what I am sayin man , songs like these most of the time get recognised cause but the songs that don't get recognised are the most epic ones , you know?
ughh that sounds amazing. Im gonna do this, alone or not, when i get to college
Hearing this song full volume when it's raining, is really something
Why do I want this aesthetic? What aesthetic is this even? I need this
This is what Bojack Horseman heard when he was drowning in his pool
The "drowning" made me laugh. Imagine swimming and then out of nowhere you're drowning and this song is playing. I would just be like "somebody is just playing with me at this point🧍🏻♀️"
What's that emoji it's just an x in a box, a color and a gender logo
@@IDontLikeHandIes it's a guy standing sorta like a pencil with his arms to the side
imagine being the last person on earth and going to this pool at night and just playing this on speaker as loud as possible with nothing and no one to worry about anymore
this kills me and heals me at the same time
I need a 10 hours version of this lol
This version of the song is really helping me with my anxiety 💙
you can just set it to loop if you want. That's just what I do.
Ah, you have to right click the video and it should be the first option. Just in case you didn't know bc i meet a lot of people that don't know about this feature.
Alternative is to just add it to it's own youtube playlist and loop the playlist. 👍
Yeah I do it too but I still get the ads 😭
That's why I'm saying than a 10 hours version would be great
@@awkwardteen9200 bruh get ad blocker then
@@awkwardteen9200 Ah I don't get ads for some reason, so I don't know which videos have them. I honestly forgot they were a thing on youtube for a while... I hope you get your 10 hour version soon ^-^
You can’t remember the exact reason you jumped into the pool, much less the reason you can’t move your limbs. You mentally struggle for a while, trying to will your arms and legs to move. As you start to lose your breath, you get a last burst of energy and your limbs finally flail around in a frantic attempt to find a ladder. The strength in your legs carries you up to the bottom rung of a ladder, but when you try to grab it, it breaks with the weight of what pulls you back down to the bottom and keeps you from moving your body any more. As your lungs start to fill with salty, chlorinated water, and your eyes burn like heck, your brain starts to wander and hallucinate. As you see family and friends, lost and unlost, a songs starts to play and you feel your body fully give out. “Fall back into place” it repeats, and you can’t help but feel greatly at peace as the universe shrinks around you and your soul ascends. As the calm song ends, even the vision of death leaves you and you are left in a warm, peaceful darkness…
Edit: Guys this was just a little creative writing. If you don't like it, that's okay. It wasn't meant to be taken seriously.
Fuck that I'm gonna live forever
Wow
Bruh
Omg unrelated but when I read “fall back into place” the song played it at that same time. It was a little trippy
Yeah, but I know how to swim.
This song reminds me that somebody's, your friend could die. Your family could die. The world could end. Nothing lasts forever, lives is there for a reason and it's to be happy for what you experience. You'll go through ups and downs. People listen to this song for different reasons. It could be nostaliga, it could be relaxation or it could be sadness. I've come here to tell you to enjoy the things that happen. You could give advice which is where you've learnt from others, but you never use it for your own good. This song gives off a very strong energy of sadness, betrayal, and depression. People could cry to this song, and others won't. We will all come back this song arleast one more time, to enjoy the times and the memories. This song my give you nostaliga itself. I agree with you. Flashing memories of what have happened to you and/or others throughout life. Life is unpredictable, so be prepared becasue you don't know what's going to happen. We shall let out emotions sometimes. Rather if it's anger, sadness, disappointment, or excitement. Sometimes we all need somebody to talk to. And that's okay, we all go through things. You know, when you talk to somebody and get help about your downs, there's a chance they could've gone through way worse. So don't judge a book by its cover.
For some odd reason, this song weakens me and reminds of the bad, and the negative. I can guarantee you've come here for a reason. You are either curious, looking for a sad song, or found it somewhere. There will always be a little spec of hope out there, so don't give up what your dream is. Some enjoy the music more, and some will enjoy the lyrics more. This is a good song song meditate to. If you have any problems or things you're dealing with, just reply to me. I may not be somebody that has experience, but I try my best. I'm unfortunately not going to be available 24/7 though. Also, there are people here who lost somebody, or something that was very special to them. There's always one thing that people have possession over. I hope you have a great day/night, and stay safe ❤
P.S. if you're looking for lyrics and can't find them, here they are: 0:53
It was late at night, you held on tight. From an empty seat, a flash of light. It will take a while to make you smile, somewhere in these eyes, I'm on your side. you wide-eyed girls, you get it right. Fall, back, into, place. Fall, back, into, place. Tender is the night, for a broken heart. Who will fry your eyes when it falls apart? What makes this fragile world go round were you ever lost? was she ever found? Somewhere in these eyes....
Fall, back, into, place.
Fall, back, into, place.
Fall, back, into, place.
Fall, back, into, place.
Fall, back, into, place.
Fall, back, into, place.
Fall, back, into, place.
you're a good human, just saying
@@beannnn1048 I never feel like one :(
@@Sky_Dragon_OwO aww but as a person reading all that, you were really thoughtful with your words, which really shows how nice you are :D
@@beannnn1048ah, I can see how you think that. I actually am mostly polite and nice around people, if they don't make me mad...
@@Sky_Dragon_OwO well, that makes sense, being nice to people around you, makes you a good human regardless.
Every single remix of this song make me feel something different
I wish I could feel peace again, it’s been so long. If I could feel it once again I’d cry
"Paralized by terror, your lungs gets heavy and moving is impossible. Everything hurts and you can't see anymore: it's dark, gone forever in a cold ocean"
My lungs actually got heavy 🤓✋
This sounds exactly like how my broken record player makes depression cherry sound😭
youre lucky lol
vullor I’m really not I miss listening to my records 😭
this gives me so much “car drive at 2am” vibes
During summer I used to listen to this song and read books on my house roof. This is my last year as a school student and I have made that memorable. I rarely get invited to parties, but honestly I have realised that its more lovely and comfortable to be alone than be in a pit full of snakes.
Wtf
@@gdpaul1535 ???????
@@_servantofthemostmerciful story seems overly exaggerated fake, No alone people commenting on comment section because that's attention seeking
@@gdpaul1535 oh um ok
i love this little corner of youtube
Well I hope you click on this comment and hear this song again
Drowning in movies always looks so peaceful. But in reality it’s not
If we’re to drown, let’s drown together.
Why did my life end up like this
if I was truly drowning, why is my view above the pool
Beneath the moonlight, where the water reflects the sparkling stars.
Only with my crush
No. Because I'll pull you up with a giant towel and some hot choco in my hand.
bro I almost drowned once and this is actually how it felt-
it was relaxing in a way?
-slowly sinking-
-everyone’s voices are muffled-
-you can’t think-
I mean now I have trauma and can’t swim very well since I didn’t swim much after that
*but it was pretty nice*
This song feels like being hopelessly lost while knowing that no one is looking for you
Imagine waterproof airpods so you can listen to music while underwater
It would be disturbing if you drown while listening to that
@@poliwazawaza55 but fun if you werent drowning
@@zhongli1139 yeah lol
"well who would have thought this is how i would die,well at least I can say I died without regrets .I've loved,and I have lost,on to the next adventure I suppose"
This is how I felt when I was younger and my brother and his friends left the pool with me alone in it
this is my last straw im crying so hard
its beautiful thank you to whoever made this.
and its 2022, but im still adjusting to 2010.
literally thank you soooo much for this.
This sounds just like when I put my phone under my pillow at night to fall asleep
Why does this just unleash nostalgia
There was a time when I was like 17 and went on a boy scout trip to the Virgin Islands where me and a few of my friends got to sail around for a week. One morning we were docked in an inlet on an island and I wanted to get off the boat with a friend and my cousin to catch up with the adults who had left even earlier. We packed all of our stuff into one bag and decided I should carry it to shore as the strongest among us. I tried swimming to shore while holding it above my head and slowly began to lose all energy. Nearly drowned before I...
heheh virgin islands
Among us💀
Two memes in one stone
Wanna know what's crazy?
That there's rumours that when you're beginning to die, you hear your favorite song faintly.
I just think it's crazy because, you could say a song is your favorite song. But, when you die, that's the only time you'd find out what your favorite song really is.
Crazy, isn't it?
Imagine this song being used for a horror series. An episode can have some Junji Ito type of theme, where random monsters attract people to watered areas to drown themselves. The last person to exist dies with this playing.
I just want to feel loved, happy, and not lonely for once.
One night (almost 2 years ago), I saw this video in my recommended and clicked on it, never having heard the song. It introduced me to my comfort song for the next bit of my life, still get chills hearing it. Thank you.
my love abandoned me… he was so sweet, until he wasn’t. it still hurts.
you deserve better, and something will come round the bend that’ll make you glad to be free from that kinda toxicity. stay strong 💛
I'm sorry to hear that
just find another one. Or yourself. Whatever you're into
It will take time to move on, but I hope you remain okay in the meantime :(
I don't mind dying, just as long as I'm not alone
Breathing felt so good knowing I'm not drowning anymore. Anyways, I'm going back to life. I'll take a deeper breath this time
as you were pulled into the water, you felt a moment of relief. the cold water making you relaxed. you look up and all you can see is the blur of surface, you're sinking to the bottom and you don't resist or put up a fight, you wonder 'is this right?' feeling doubt for this decision, you look around for a ladder. you've sanken to low, you sigh as you can't turn back now. you let the water slowly take you.
no one can see you or hears you
you can do what you want..
all ı want is this just being alone in the all world
This is the vaporwave I didn't know I needed
Drowning is one of my favorite passtimes.
this wraps me like a warm blanket
It was late at night
You held on tight
From an empty seat
A flash of light
It will take a while
To make you smile
Somewhere in these eyes
I'm on your side
You wide-eyed girls
You get it right
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Tender is the night
For a broken heart
Who will dry your eyes
When it falls apart?
What makes this fragile world go 'round?
Were you ever lost?
Was she ever found?
Somewhere in these eyes
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into
THE SCENARIOS I COULD MAKE TO THIS SONG
Ngl death sounds pretty good rn. I've had a chronic health problem since 2019 that suddenly came up and has ruined my life ever since. I can't focus to create anything to even try to work towards my unrealistic goals of being a freelance animator. I can hardly leave the house to go grocery shopping, I can hardly manage eat those grocieres. I can forget about getting a job or further education or making friends or going to fun things like the theaters. I've lost nearly all my muscle mass from just sitting still all day trying not to puke what food I manage to get in me. I never feel well enough to even brush my teeth or shower but once a week, if that. I spend my days telling myself I should be doing things while moving brings me physical pain and makes my perpetual nausea worse, while also having to keep my main focus on how I feel in case I need a mad dash to the bathroom, so I can't even focus long enough to do things.
I don't want to die, but it's the best option. This isn't living.
Euthanasia is legal. 👍
alone after the first day I felt ok around my family in years. It made me cry. High, drunk, just hanging out of my window smoking a stale cigarette at 1 in the morning after everyone went to bed. Reminiscing on how tonight is memories I never want to forget but may one day slip from me. Sleep well everyone. As you get older its the smallest things that begin to form the most important parts of your life as their meaning grows. We forget our innocence until its lost.
it’s kinda sad how people listen to these audios just to feel something. the feeling of wanting to leave earth so badly - no hate to the creator, the audio is gorgeous, but i hope you all feel okay soon.
Imagine how it would feel to have the vibrations of these songs in your body
if i ever feel like being sad ill get drunk and play this version of the song. i think ill feel a lot of things when that happens
Love having this relaxing song in the background while coding. :)
HA! Jokes one you, omelette has no lungs and therefore cannot drown
Listening to this with my phone speaker in my mouth.
Fits my "suicide but make it a vibe" playlist perfectly.
Dude my poor heart can’t handle this type of vibe
woah i've been drowning for 5mins already
imagine, lying under the stars and just watching them live their long lonely life, watching the corrupting planet called earth.
She ran, she ran as much as she could have and now she was cornered, the masked assailant approaching her, their knife in hand "Why are you doing this!? What did we do to you!?" She cried out, but no answer was given, they only ran at her. She was tackled, stabbed in the thigh and almost in the chest but she pushed them into the water next to her. She got up to run, but they grabbed her ankle and pulled her in, her screams of agony and fear soon to be muffled and replaced with gurgling and splashing. She was held in the water of the very own pool she swam and preformed in. The water turning from it's calm oceanic blue to a watered down crimson. She struggled and fought but to no avail. Her vision blurred with bubbles as that chlorine filled liquid filled her lungs. Her energy was slowly washed away until she couldn't fight anymore and accepted her fate while her favorite song played in the old speakers
You jump into the water, playing around with your friends. You all want to have a breath-holding contest, and decide the winner gets to have a churro. Everyone plugs their nose and dives in. You stay under for a while, enjoying the feeling of the cool water all around you. You’ve let all of your breath out so your body will sink to the bottom of the deep end. It’s peaceful for a moment. It’s so quiet.
Only 10 seconds pass and you begin to feel discomfort. You haven’t reached the bottom yet, but your lungs are burning. The middle of your chest feels like it’s spasming. You need air. Your eyes are open now, helplessly trying to make sense of the blurry images they’re seeing. Water forces its way past your lips, into your nose, and down your lungs as they forcefully contract. Just one breath. You just need one breath. You realize you can’t reach the surface of the water. All of the breath in your body that could have floated you to the top was gone. Your fingers start clawing desperately to reach the wall, the tiles. They remain invulnerable to the scratches of your fingernails as you grip with all of your adrenaline-induced strength. Your vision is darkening around the edges, making a tunnel. White spots are dancing around your eyes. Your entire being feels like it’s being pressed into a point the size of a needle. Your heart beats harder from your panic, struggling without the oxygen it needs. Your stomach and chest are convulsing. More water entering your lungs. You can’t kick anymore. You’re barely holding on. The weight of your own body is pulling you down. You almost give up before you feel freezing air against your fingertips.
You’ve reached the top of the wall. You aimlessly flop your hands around before grabbing the cold, rough stone. You pull yourself out, choking as you try to pull in air. Water comes back up your throat and onto the floor in front of your face as you retch it out. Your friends gather around you as they realize you’re struggling to breathe. You’re blinking, hard and fast, against the stinging sensation of pool water in your eyes. Your friends help you out of the water, gathering around you before going back in to enjoy the pool after checking that you’re okay.
You sit on the bench for a while, the chlorine making your headache worse as you shake uncontrollably from both the cold and anxiety. The towel you were given provides some small relief with its warmth. It dries the water around your shoulders, reminding you that you’re safe.
You call your parents so you can go home a few minutes later, still staring into nothing and trying to comprehend the shock of what just happened. The seat of the car sticks to your legs and the bumps in the road reach you as if in a dream. A sharp dream.
After you shower the chlorine off with warm water, you put on soft pajamas. You sit on your bed. Your blankets have never felt so soft. You curl up into a ball and start crying so hard that you hiccup. It knocks the rest of the energy you have in you out. You fall asleep, on top of your blankets with wet, tangled hair. You haven’t been in a pool since.
This remind me of one time when i was actually drowning and i saw 1 of my cousin swimming around the area i was drowning so i try to get his attention but he didn't help me and my sister ended up helping me. I thought okay maybe he didn't see me but then he said "you were drowning right" and i was like "Yesss why didn't u help me!" But he then just laughed it off....Like i thought i was actually gonna die. I was accepting my faith and he didn't freaking help me 🤡
I wish no one was home and I could cry
Be honest, we all made that one friend in a pool and in the end you guys are never gonna see each other again.
I love those slowed down, lowered pich, bass boosted versions of my favorite songs
and I think... that happens because finding those different versions and listening to then... is like discovering that good music again for the first time
if y're reading this, have a nice day, do what you like and what makes you healthy
Fun fact: when you drown, you actually make no sound or try to swim and just slowly sink to the bottom of the said body of water. Trust me. I saw this in an Isekai once.
Actual fucking genius
OH MY GOSH i just realised that.. this video was uploaded on my birthday..
the fact i cant swim is accurate.
This is deffinately the vibe