I listen to you often and enjoy your talks but today I am called to let you know how much I appreciate your videos. I love the intelligent, considered way you deliver your interpretations. I also really enjoy the anecdotes about your children and stories of your own experiences you use to help illustrate concepts. Thanks you for sharing your knowledge in such an open and personable way.
I know someone with sun Neptune conjunction and listening to this brought me a lot of clarity to understand .. thank you , I bow to you in humble gratitude for sharing your knowledge 🌟, also learned something today about dragons 🐉, I loved this
“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
I have Sun Trine Neptune, and this resonated with me, and my life story very much. I was the product of a one night stand. I didn't meet my father until I was 6. He was an absent father, and my mom hadn't pressed him to stay around. He was a partier, addict, and "ladies man". He was the life of the party, and everyone loved to be around him. The few times that he got "cleaned up" from drugs and alcohol, he was the chaplain of the halfway houses he lived in. He had an almost hypnotizing magnetic personality, and when he talked about Jesus, and the Bible, people listened. It was hard not to fall in love with him no matter what he did, or how many times he let you down. He died of a methadone overdose at the age of 45. Although I have some deep-seated issues stemming from this that I'm coming across just now, I still always remember him fondly. Lol.
Wow- that touched me that you shared such a vulnerable story. I hope astrology will find you some peace and comfort in knowing that you needed this experience of your father for some spiritual growth or ? It doesn’t necessarily make it any easier and those things we learn as kids and self-protecting habits we form don’t just go away because we can logically say, ” oh this was fated.” But I hope it can give you at least a little bit of comfort. 🙏❤️😁🌈🦄 It must have given you a shit-ton of empathy!!! 🤣
@@tinareynolds2938 Thank you! Yes, I find Astrology has helped me in so many ways, in all areas of my life. I'm really grateful I found it. (Or it found me) It's very calming/relieving when you see the ways in which we all have our "crosses to bear", no one has a perfect life, and although some of us might have it "worse" or "better" in certain areas, that we always have a choice to face our fate/karma with dignity, and with a mindset of acceptance, and willingness to learn, and grow from what we are here to face.🙏🙏 it's also fascinating to see the unique, and particular gifts each one of us has. They are like a signature! It's really quite beautiful.
@@sarahstokes3833you stated it perfectly re: the charts cross to bear and the gifts it shares. And I would second the notion that astrology finds us...when we are ready! Blessings to you and for your journey! ❤️🙏
Yes! When I was 16 I remember thinking “all I want is to want nothing” and in the 7 years since then I have slowly done what I could to release attachments. Where I find myself now is in a (Franciscan) Catholic Worker house called Place of Grace with my partner. We have the freedom to do whatever we want with it (like renovate, redecorate, or start new programs) but I remind myself and my partner often that it is not ours. We live here but it is not ours. We are allowed to facilitate through it, in the same way we allow Spirit to facilitate through ourSelves. It is one of the most profound and magical lessons of non-attachment I have been given, along with having a partner I could see as my life partner... that, while he is my partner, I do not own him.. he is free to do whatever he wants or needs whenever he feels called to. The need to own is like this fear that if it is gone, one will not be complete.. and once that fear is vanquished one becomes whole. Thanks for your Spirit talks; this one was super relatable.
Over the years I have come to realise that I increasingly want less - in any respect - and the less I want the freer I am. And it all happens very naturally. I guess it is just the ever-loving, guiding hand of the divine
@@mariaobrien8205 yes! Like the more you have, the more weight of responsibility you have... it is much easier and free to have less. Perhaps this is a constant practice of release and allowing what is ours to arrive
Now I understand the movie Ad Astra on an even deeper level. Brad Pitt(sun/son) goes on a cosmic journey to link up with his brilliant, but absentee, father who is on a space ship orbiting Neptune. A lot of the themes you brought up are explored during his journey. I recommend giving it a watch.
Wow! This is deep and resonating with my story, especially for the karma about the father, well just the description of my own father and me longing for his presence all my life...Your talks are food for the soul.
I have Sun conjunct Neptune in my chart and never really paid much attention to it - but wow you nailed it! Also, fun fact, my dad was a musician but gave up on it when I was born, he was the weaker one yet incredibly charming, the Neptunian one, the one who betrayed me and my mom and eventually broke the family...but hey, can't help but love him to bits, he did his best. So what you were saying REALLY struck a cord! Thank you for all you do!
I am either asleep in the dream or awake to the dream. I have not been able to wake up. The more I adjust my eyes to see truth the more the dreamy web weaves ‘round. Feelings of disorientation a commonplace - feelings of torment dance around as well at the situation - the longing to awake. I have searched after enlightenment from the age of ten, when I became a disciple. Only recently am I learning to enjoy moment to moment as it - in it’s absurdity - to be amused at the absurdity of it all and to be aware when I am playing hide and seek with human emotion. Your talk has cracked a strange glimpse for me - the possibility that I am under the influence or ‘grasp’ of Neptune sitting with the Sun in my chart has........ I don’t know, I will leave it at that. Giggles. Bless you, for being you, exactly as you are.
My Sun + Neptune are exactly conjunct (2 minutes apart) at 17 degrees of my 8th house Scorpio. A lot of this rings true. Wounded relationship with my father, etc. actually, I am only just now integrating my Neptune as I approach my second Sat ret. Alternating my life between strict practicality and shamanic ecstasy has actually been helpful.
I have this conjunction in 12th house Aquarius, I can relate to what you say. I became a student of altered states of consciousness from a young age and very few people in my life can understand why I spend so much time in meditation or in communion with the ecosystem. It gets lonely when our entire emotional lives are light years ahead of society huh? Or is it that we remember some advanced ancient culture we were incarnated in? Hehe, idk
Sun, Moon, Neptune, Saturn and Mercury are all conjunct in my nativity. 4th House. This gives me insights I’ve not had before. Thank you. The struggles are intense. This conjunction caused me some internal strife that I thankfully worked through.
It is pouring here in Southern Indiana... I am telling you that tonight’s powerful surge of spiritual energy was beyond enlightening. I happened to cross your path because of Maha Shivaratri.... there were all sorts of connections that led me to this video and the previos sun Neptune one.... but I just wanted to say that everything thing you said was very healing and a spiritual mirror I needed for reducing suffering. So I do thank you 🙏🏽
Holy moly... I have Sun (at the 8 degree IC) & Neptune conjunct in Scorpio (9 & 13 degrees) in 4th house. Your explanation, book readings, and interpretations spoke unheard truths to my 58 yr old life. I've learned a lot of astrology over the years, but the father aspect is completely new to me. Explains volumes. Wow. Thank you.
I have natal Sun conj Moon trine Neptune and much of what you said aligns. My talented father was a functioning alcoholic and emotionally distant. He battled cancer for years and died right before I began high school. Fortunately I had my mother who was my encourager. Thank you for another insightful video~
😍beautiful... got goosebumps and a bit teary-eyed by the end of your inspiring and really insightful LOGOS-NEPTUNE sharing... It seems, the first Saturn return only makes one's consciousness more stable in general but the struggle goes on... yeah, appreciating the illusory nature of our physical existence is not an easy practice... thank you very much🙏
Guru Pooh Bear! I was about to defend the dragon when you commented on it. I am inspired to read all the CS Lewis books. After I read all the astrology books I have. Ha ha. Including Liz Greene’s Neptune book. It is a big book!! When the dragon got killed in Game of Thrones I started bawling! Even with those scales he had a sensitivity. But interestingly, Danaerys became power-hungry at the end. As usual, this was a great talk and I feel like they keep getting deeper and deeper, better and better. It’s as if you’re pushing the boundaries that may have been there due to the perception of lay-people’s inability to understand. Or I was that lay-person! Whatever the case, I am enjoying the videos more and more with every talk. I am grateful for your sharing of the wisdom you have gleaned. You are sharing all the jewels you’ve come across. I appreciate you so much!! 😁❤️🙏
Amazing again. This is like my church. I always listen while I’m stretching and exercising and it’s like one moment of the day that makes sense. I definitely am feeling the Sun Neptune transit because it’s squaring my Gem Sun/Ketu right now.. the June eclipse will be on my birthday.. this has definitely been a week of turning a corner from what started when Venus Stationed at that same degree, 20 Gem, last May. I feel like I’m going through a graduation process that has been in the making for at least 20 years. Also yesterday Venus was conjunct my Jupiter, and that Jupiter is actually squaring my nodes /Sun. This also opened my eyes more to all of the representations of sun Neptune, my friends daughter has the opposition in her chart and it’s pretty interesting. I also have the Butler book and I thank you for the recommendation of it. ✨
Amazing how things sync up with your videos. Just a little while ago I started investigating the rebirth of Quetzalcoatl, a mesoamerican deity, the feathered serpent. Just beautiful!
"I'm just a little black rain cloud hovering under the honey tree, ..." - love that Pooh bear. Yesterday was quite a slog, hoping for return of some energy today. Natal Sun Neptune (w/Mercury + NN) in 8th Scorpio. Yes, my father is a frustrated artist/musician, and was often away with work. Of the four children, two of us went into the arts. He is in his late 80's now and paints every day, and also sits on an opera board. He is content now. I am divinely discontent. Beautiful talk today - thank you always for sharing your wisdom and humor.
Sun conjunct neptune here (6 degrees). Your words have rung true to me. Father married 4 times, living with the 5th unmarried now. He's theatrical , he has said, point blank, to me that he wants me to succeed in my artistic endeavors so he can feel proud and brag , basically for the reflection on him. I long so much for his love for my just being. Transiting neptune is squaring my sag. asc. conjunct saturn(1st) right now. And I have just started thinking about , both , how I continue to attract that conditional experience and how I project it onto others, granting them approval if they succeed in my eyes. WOW
Fascinating teaching. Yes, I think it's cloudy our perception of what is actually happening. Are well fighting to the death with a character or are we dancing and deeply in love. In the world it seems like it's definitely one or the other but in dreams and maybe in absolute reality the difference is illusionary. Feels true on some level.
Yes, I cry at times with your stories. They help me put things into context. I loved this today because I have Neptune Conjunct Venus Square My Gemini Moon. I really need to turn the corner of disappointment. And surrender to what is. Holding the space for the divine intervention, it's so challenging not to put on the bracelet.
In response to entities- “A perversion of my own mind” exactly, well said. Thank you 🙏🏽 Great analogy and is very easy to fall into with the human ego. Very difficult to find balance after an experience. I haven’t experienced ayahuasca but lots of healing through crying, lol. Good release of those emotions I held onto. A release can also happen during past life regression. I peed constantly during my experience another way the body releases the emotional junk being held onto and some people have been known to throw up in sessions.
Thank you for this and all of your offerings. This inspired some words that came through me: More Life I came in like a wildflower Some called me a weed And a bastard No one asked for me And I said Well, I didn’t ask for life either But look at all the treasure I stumbled upon I want more life Is any of it for me? How long do I have here? Won’t let no one take it from me Tightly grasp, put up a fence Build a wall, wear a mask Get a gun- all for protection, Yeah? Protect my treasure A dragon on a pile of gold Breathe fire And die in my cave all alone
Hi Acyuta, thank you for this deep dive into the Sun-Neptune aspects. There is so much in it that resonated for me and loved ones who have these configurations in their natal charts. It's too soon for me to unpack it but I wanted to express my gratitude for you making this video as the understandings gained from the information you shared will help me for many years to come. Kind regards, Anita
WOW. My mother has Neptune (7H, Scorpio) opposing her Sun (1H, Taurus). Her dad was largely absent in her life. Before he died we found out he had a whole other family with children on the side, he was also very mystically gifted, though my mom finds all of this to be BS. I am her second child and have been a major disappointment to her, and can't seem to get a single thing right. I too feel very drawn to the mystical side of life, and although I never really knew my grandfather, feel like he is constantly very close and guiding me. Found out recently my birth chart has a lot of the same or similar placements to my grandpa, the biggest being our Moon sign (Pisces) though we have opposing sun signs (I'm a gemini and he was a sagittarius). Fascinating how spot on you are!!
If your mother has told you that you are a disappointment to her, she is the one with a problem. Maybe her lack of a father or someone who loved her unconditionally (as Acyuta was talking about) could have affected her ability to love you unconditionally. Try not to identify too much with your grandpa, in front of your mother at least, as she most likely feels badly let down by him. Forge your own path.
Hey there, I really enjoy your channel here. I too experienced deep work with aya when I was younger about 10 years ago ....20 -22 years old...so I always love listening to you reference that time and those experiences. Just wanted to say hi and thank you for this awesome knowledge you share. God bless you and your family~~ Tatjana 🌞🌞🌞 ✨ ✨ ✨
So interesting. I have the sun in the 12th house conjunct Pluto, sextile Neptune. My dad, Pisces Sun, was very talented, but did not follow his talents, instead worked very hard to provide for us as he unexpectedly became a father.. He died with 39. I am creative but it’s hard for me to openly show this. Spirituality is so important to me, but this Sun/ Neptune transit in my 5th house has shocked me, as suddenly I can’t relate to nothing anymore. I question all my deepest beliefs and feel just spiritually numb right now, totally lost. The hardest is that I started question Love, which I always felt as the foundation of existence and God.
Today(3/12) I am taking my first big Tarot client outside of friends and family. The messages coming through here are the same as what came through my deck this morning as I prepared: Beware the dragon. As I step into this space of monetary exchange I am trying to be conscious of the value I do bring forward and the knowledge that reading cards etc, is something anyone can do. I have hesitated to step into business in this way, because of the tendency for self aggrandizement. I deeply enjoy seeing more and more the influence of the spheres in my life as my study of astrology grows. Thank you for being a part of my journey and for sharing this cosmic insight. ♐☀️♐🌕♋🌄
I have Neptune opposite Sun exact degree in angular houses. Mom was practical and "father" was never there and died early due to alcohol abuse. I find meditation very useful. Great episode
Lol I’m in southern CA. It’s raining here and I thought the same thing about the sun conjunct Neptune. I definitely resonated with some of the material read I have a cancer sun opposing Neptune
My friend’s uncle, a fisherman, was just recently reunited, after 35 years, with the nine year old girl whose family all died in a freak boating accident off the Los Angeles coast. She spent all night and most of the day stranded, also witnessed most of her family members give up hope and pass away before her. Such a terrible tragedy, with a bitter sweet reunion.
As a fisherman from a fishing community and a Pisces with Neptunevon my head right now this story resounds with me. Neptune is deluge. Could you have your friends uncle Friend me? I feel the pain of this in your words. Julie Evans, Astrologer
@@mirandasea I’m not sure if he’s on social media, he did the reunion on a podcast. You can find the story on LA times website as well ruclips.net/video/uwjR37keKs0/видео.html
Thank you for speaking on this. Ayahuasca saved my life from trauma but how my human mind approached that nearly killed me. I'm coming back around now in hopes of doing integration work to help people not lose themselves or the beauty of the medicine to the stark contrast it provides to our reality.
At first, this didn't resonate. Then, it clicked. My family wishes I could be in the limelight (in whatever way possible and it comes off as desperate to be honest) and that I would capitalise more on my spiritual gifts/blessings. They act as though they possess me and my life direction. While keeping a forgiving mindset during the conversation, I questioned why and what type of "love" this would be. I connected with my ancestors via tarot because, well, I just wanted to talk to someone transcendent from earthly problems. And I remember saying that tarot, intuition, connection to divinity etc etc are not "mine"; they're gifts and blessings. They're not mine. They're given to me by the Universe and I will share them, yes, but capitalise? I told them that this attitude feels insulting to the craft itself, to the purity of the intention of tarot or any form of spiritual guidance that comes through. When I said that, it was such an instant humbling experience. I could let family be the way they are while still respecting the journey I'm guided towards. Just wanted to share :)
Wow--you have done such a beautiful job of elocuting a profound message--awesome and thank you ❤️(I have Neptune Square Sun, Moon, Venus and Mercury, and I am always looking for poetry and enchantment in the mundane & my career has always been driven by Passion for higher meaning --it's fun☺️)
Hi everyone! It's a bit rainy ☔ here today.. Well, I have a Sun - Neptune trine. My father was a loving father with a cheerful personality, however he was absent most of the time because he had to work at sea 🌊.. Personally, after my spiritual awakening I had to lose myself first in order to get into the process of finding and aligning with the true and authentic me.
“We are ever moving towards the target, which is moving away from us”. The tantric cleansing through longing. The dragon which is surrounded by riches and beauty without attempting to possess them.
Thank You for new information and resources. My natal Sun and Neptune are conjunct at 19deg Scorpio in the 12th house.It is fascinating to me to learn of the characteristics and themes of alignments. It is comforting on some level to not have to take it so personally.Blown away by the acuracy of your coments on the father of Sun Neptune people. I was also obsessed with my Spiriual Life and "seeking" for nearly rwo decades.
great sun neptune discussion, thanks for providing this. I am a sun neptune opposition, I recently have been working on a creative endeavour, and timed the publication of it with that big conjunction in pisces that has been happening. more specifically with uranus on the midheaven as it is very uranus in nature!
Just amazing,thank you for bringing us such deep and meaningful knowledge.Its not often that I find anyone that takes any of this seriously 😒 I have ancient memories of actually being a Dragon on this Planet in a world war! I was a Giant Lizard in full Armor I was a Brownish/Green color,just a underling or what was called fodder 😒 the memory is a hypnotherapy session that I was in,my Dragon consciousness was talking to himself when I appeared on his shoulder as small as an ant ,I was whispering in his ear not to be so lonely 😩 I was here to listen.He was so sad 😭 he wanted the wars to STOP and was very adamant about it.He just wanted Peace! I send out lots of love to him as I was to small to hug him 😛💕💜💓❤️ and whispered in his ear that I was a part of his spiritual future and that he was not alone that I would always be with him.I told him to stay put in the Cave and wait out the war as he didn’t believe in it anyway. So ya I know I’m looney lmao,but I have what is called as the Knowing it’s DNA and self awareness communicating that brings the knowing,something you don’t learn ,you just know!I know that I was a Atlantan/Scientist that was involved in genetic engineering that caused Tourette’s Syndrome,and as a whistleblower to stop the damage. They the rest of the 10 scientists there where 12 of us took the 2 of us that rebelled and did the same surgery on us 🤔 so now we the Atlantan Creators became the Created.While most Atlantans went on to there spiritual paths some of us where in deed into the Evolution of those that where created. ( check:Edgar Casey’s work about the Workers or Created Things ) The Workers became the Native People’s of Earth that the Dark Dragons have been killing for centuries.Im a very old soul and researched through Akashic Records that my Spiritual Name is SHANTA-EL and everything that I have learned about anything important has its roots in INDIA,I must of had everything to do with spreading this knowledge across time.I remember being born,I was a Grey Beard in a spiritual group of 12 , 4/Negative Grey Beards, 4/Positive Grey Beards ,and 4/Neutral Grey Beards all as Old as Time, I was one of the Neutral Grey Beards.I was about to head on down to earth and suddenly hanged my mind! 🤔 it’s awful down there lol,but at that moment one of my mates pushed me off the precipice where I was standing under the biggest oak ever! So now I’m like going down like in the cartoon where the turtle was screaming HELP ME MR WIZARD as he was going down in a dizzy swirl lol when I saw that cartoon when I was about 5 or 6 I remembered everything and never forgot it ! There are many things that feel very normal to me and just not possible to other’s.I have a Scorpio asc. With Saturn staring at me 🌟 and the SUN in Leo in my 10 th my chart is intense just like I am.When I listen to your videos I’m like yup,yup,yup, I’m a professional student lol I love knowledge I can’t get enough,but it seems like everything is now old and the old is new 🤷🏼♀️ could be that my Nodes are the exact opposite of what we are doing now? Seems like it to me.I have always taught Astrology as a Tool for a Soul print,like a fingerprint,it’s the same thing,but why else would you want or need Astrology,oh wait... for soulless people to use for every nefarious pleasure you can think of ! Future proves Past as you recently stated it’s your Character that defines your Fate if your co-dependent and Destiny if your sovereign. Ok then I’m going to stop typing now. Sending Blessings of Peace,Love and Prosperity! Big Hugzzz Shanti
I have Venus, Neptune, and the sun in Sag (Scorpio, Jyeshtha Nakshatra, Sun on the gandanta in sidereal) in a grand trine with Mars and ketu... I love my natal chart, but I wish it on no one. Lol - Thanks for your content, Adam :) Means a lot. Can't wait to sign up for herbal classes next year! Can't afford you both yet...
We are taught the importance of humility, the power of silence embedded in mysticism (limited sharing of experiences), and stresses service to community. These aide in finding balance during these kinds of conjunctions. The Sun, Pluto and Mercury sextile with Neptune in my birth chart. My wish is to restore and cultivate sacred space. I don't want to possess it. In fact, I desire that it be owned by all the Indigenous people whose stories of creation start in this place. Since we don't sell medicine nor spirituality we are challenged to find ways to create appropriate economic opportunities based in cultures and traditions. (My father was absent much of the time, still he practiced unconditional love. )
Amazing ..... My Sun is in 12th house at 8 degrees Aries ♈️ Also my Mercury is in 12th house in Pisces ♓️ at 20 degrees so Sun/Neptune hit this point today for me I can relate to your presentation My dad did tell me how wonderful I am & told me all my life ‘You can do anything you want if you put your mind to it, set the goals & go after it !’ My mother was the opposite sadly For me as an Aries ♈️ with an Aries ♈️ rising Of course I did go after it Thank you for explaining this Sun conjunction with Neptune You inspire me to go on big time I look forward to your talks almost every day Thank you My son has a Sun in 14 degrees Pisces ♓️ in his 4th house He is going through a breakup & he is devastated being such a sensitive Pisces energy Selling his home is really tearing him apart His wife has 1 child to him & came into the relationship with 3 beautiful girls 8 years ago He could not have done more for them all so he is totally confused that this has come about I live 1,000 kilometres away from him & he is struggling Covid stops me from travelling to him grrrrr As he says ‘ It is what it is !’ But I know he is feeling very lonely & on his own Thank you once again You are amazing
Thank you, a terrific enlightening lesson and I appreciate the sharing of your astrology and spiritual wisdom. I have a major snowstorm, blizzard headed my way with all this action of Sun and other planetary transits within the house of Pisces. On a personal level, this Pisces planetary and Sun transit action happening currently in my 6th house of work and health, events unfolding are that I got my first Moderna vaccination, and I had no issues in side effects from it gratefully, but my 2nd vaccination is scheduled for April 1st..(Yikes, 2nd Moderna C19 vaccination on April Fools Day ! ). More 6th house health action recently in that I bought a nice stationary indoor workout bike as even though I live rather isolated rurally in Northern Colorado foothills, the increase in semi truck traffic the last 2 years has made riding mountain or any type bicycle pretty scary and perilous on the road I live on or any cycling on my close by local county crossroads so, I now ride indoors on a nice new stationary cycle to keep up a pedaling regimen year round for maintaining and honing senior aging health, more 6th house action. My home business has kept me with nose to the grindstone even though I am supposed to be retired, which is more 6th house hard work and health oriented action. This is what I am personally experiencing with the action happening in the sign of Pisces lately. Best regards ! Cheers !
This conjunction with Sun Neptune is with my North Node currently in my 7H. Transit North Node on my MC. Chiron has been on my sun in Aries exact for awhile. Interesting, all around.
It's on top of my Mars and square my Sun/Jupiter/Mercury in Sag - I've been absolutely floored this week. Unable to concentrate, constantly tired, disconnected...
Hi, I really enjoy your videos. I just checked the month and year that I met my Sufi teacher and left college to live at his center.....Neptune and Uranus were conjunct my Sun in the 12th house.
Hi I am a sun sign Pisces with a Taurus rising conjunct Venus in Taurus. So I am very involved in being practical and sensing a spiritual underpinning in life. I can be very focused in making sure that I take care of day to day necessities because I know l could get lost in a sense of timelessness. But today feels very strange to me. A feeling of just wanting to surrender to a hike and letting the road claim me. Or wanting to throw an overnight bag in my car and leave my current life behind. BUT I do not trust what am feeling and I am going to cook dinner for my family while I listen to my favorite meditation music.
Neptune square ascendant.....boy that makes sense. On the lighter side I also have neptune conjuct my midheaven & moon. Dreamy, dreamy, dreamy, sensitive, sensitive, sensitive.
my husband has sun, moon, mars and mercury opposing neptune, and he has many addictions for 35 years we've been together and he has never tried to end his addictions
My mid heaven is being trine my natal Neptune right now and I am generally not a emotional person . But right now I am all over the place and a song . A word even a commercial can send into nostalgia or deep emotion . Not sure what it all means ? But trying to ride the energy .
I have sun moon Mercury Neptune Jupiter conjunct in 4H (Capricorn) and wow you read me to filth lol. Especially looking back at certain LSD experiences I had prior to my knowledge of astrology, the transits were hitting me hard.
The parts of trying to make spirituality my life path were so spot on. Having these experiences at a young age of 19-21 made me question every decision I was making and how it was or wasn’t aligning with my soul. Years of overthinking and living life on idle!
Last night I fell asleep before 9pm. I'm positively woozy today--moving slowly and languidly. Anybody else? I feel like water vapor. The sun rules my ascendant, so I wonder if this enervated feeling has to do with that dampened sun.
@@neriamiller3391 As the sun pulls away, I already feel a tiny loosening. I’m still barely able to move around and in a complete mental fog, but I can feel the difference. I hope you rest and feel restored tomorrow! ♥️
Pisces rising with natal Neptune in scorp in a grandtrine to asc and sun cancer. Currently Neptune is on my asc. Big big Neptune so I’m thinking transcendence.
I was about 9 when I read the voyage of the dawn treader, I remember Eustace and I loved what happened to him. There were people in my family like him much to my disgust! I kept hoping they would turn into dragons...
Hi. Also, what about Neptune conjunct the Ascendant , in transit for today's Pisces Rising, would some of what you spoke about apply to this set of instructions or directives? Thanks.
Yes and it involves the body as well and maybe the beginning of something in your life. I've had this today too. Feeling light headed, heart palpitations and was approached by a guy at the shops promoting heart health awareness in relation to one of Australia's leading heart specialist who was martyred (Neptune) after being shot dead a few decades ago.
The ever longing, never possessing you describe is reminiscent of the Enneagram 4 personality. I am a 4 and the ecstatic miserable longing is what I sought in “relationship “, wanting what I could not have. The drama of my Venus/Pluto opposition, Neptune/venus sextile is what fed my fantasies. But if my married lover were to have left his wife for me, I KNEW I would lose interest straight away. I’d rather pine.
Being born during the Uranus/neptune conjunction in 1990 and having it Natal conjunct my sun and MC (tight orb) is definitely a wild ride of a life to say the least 😂 ☁️✨⚡️💡
Thank you for your profound insight, Acyuta-bhava. Neptune, in my 2nd house, is in opposition to my Gemini Sun, in the 7th house. It saddens me immensely, to realize I exhibit nearly all of the Shadow qualities mentioned in The Archetypal Universe. I am morbidly obese and am addicted to food. Ive often thought I'm using food to kill myself, effectively dissolving my own light. Also, I am horrible at managing money and feel ensnared by material possessions. My soul desperately longs to soar, but is tethered to the ground. I wish my mother knew her time of birth, so I could look at her Neptune. She is a very controlling Capricorn, whose mother was a also a Capricorn. My mom really sucks a lot of the joy out of life. Would really appreciate any guidance on how to work with/mitigate my Neptune placement.
Hi Adam. This was all about Sun Neptune where the Sun represents the father (although it can be the more authoritarian parent). If you want to know more about your relationship to your mother, look to the position of your Moon. The Moon is also associated with food, nourishing, and caring. So it sounds like you definitely need to examine the condition of your Moon. I wouldn’t worry too much about your mother’s Neptune. Look at your own chart. You’re in control of your life, not her. Do you think that your light is a threat to your mother and that you’re extinguishing it to please her?
@@stshnie I don't know that it is a threat. My light is definitely something she can't control. My chart has Moon in Aquarius in the 3rd house. I am the black sheep of my family. They are fairly conservative and I am more of a free-spirit. I definitely think some of my mom's anxieties have prevented me from living as freely as I would have liked. It has taken a long time, but I am just now beginning to live for me. I have sacrificed a lot of myself for my family. For a long time, I felt somehow obligated to my family and like I needed to be a dutiful child.
@@TheEffulgentLotus Let me try to explain what I meant by ‘a threat’. You said your mother sucks the joy out of life. What does your mother get from controlling everything? She gets things the way she wants them - joyless. Your light would be joy. You want to please her so you need to dim your light. Obviously that’s not a healthy state of affairs. Sorry to be so blunt but I’m just trying to clarify what it is you have said about the family set up and how you feel in it. I get the impression you’re doing everything you should (and more) but it’s not nurturing you. Do you have siblings who are praised? You haven’t mentioned your father. Is he absent? Does she control him?
@@stshnie I appreciate and thank you for your bluntness and for helping me work through this. My father is present, physically, at least. My mother lives with disability and has trouble with mobility. My dad and I help her as much as we can, but often get frustrated. Since moving to Arizona 4 years ago, my father has developed an antagonistic relationship to my mother. He isn't emotionally supportive and often looks to pastimes to escape. I don't know if he resents her, but the relationship, by all outward appearances, doesn't seem to be characterized by love anymore. I do have a younger brother. He, as well, has an antagonistic relationship with mom. My brother has said before that he thinks mom and dad favor me, though it is hard to tell if he's joking or not. My brother and I have a complicated relationship, as we are diametric opposites. If any one of us is praised more, I would say it is me, as I try and be as helpful and supportive as I can be. I am an emotional/sensitive person born into a family that seems to have a paucity of emotional intelligence. I have oftened wondered if it is not possible for my father to show compassion/care about anyone other than himself. I have come to realize my family cannot love/support me in the way I need. I've often thought that I require more of people than they are able to give. Initially, I thought I was meant to be this emotional healer, showing my family how to move beyond our ancestral trauma, how to move beyond merely saying "I love you!" toward a more sacrificial love/supportive love. It is becoming clearer that may not be possible. Perhaps I am meant to learn how to break free of my sense of familial obligation, so that I may heal myself. My most fervent prayer has always been: May I be a beacon of Divine Love, Grace, and Compassion. Perhaps my family is making it harder for this light to shine forth.
@@TheEffulgentLotus Hi Adam. When you said you were the black sheep I wondered if you might be the scapegoat in a narcissistic family but it doesn’t really sound like that. In fact a black sheep is usually wayward but it sounds like you’re trying to do everything right and you might be praised more than your brother. So I wonder why you feel like a black sheep - not part of the in group. It doesn’t sound as if your brother feels cherished either. It sounds like you’re taking on the role of parent or superhero to save the family. You must know the saying, ‘You can’t change other people you can only change yourself’. It’s funny that the Sun Neptune discussion prompted you to talk about your mother being controlling but now you say you’ve often wondered whether your father can empathise within anyone other than himself. That does sound like narcissism. Someone like that is technically ‘absent’ although if they were physically absent it would be obvious and people would understand plainly that you were missing a parent. Being there but not ‘being there’ might be worse. (I don’t know how long your mother has been disabled and whether your Dad helped enormously before but has now got tired - I’m just going on what you say.) First you need to heal yourself, to save yourself. You may indeed need to break free - at least psychologically. I think you’ve got a handle on all this but you’re getting bogged down. Stop, have a look at what other people have been through and what other people have to say. This video is a good way for you to start to think about your family system and whether it served your needs as a child: ruclips.net/video/EBpF8sWycQQ/видео.html This guy doesn’t normally do cartoony stuff - I tend to watch the role play videos, he’s very good at that. He’s a licensed counsellor, I think. I also recommend the book Toxic Parents. You’ll be needing all the love, grace and compassion you can muster to go on this journey.
Acyuta what are your thoughts about Alan Leo and his contemporary interpretation of modern western Astrology ? Thanks for the Sun/Neptune revisit. Cheers
I listen to you often and enjoy your talks but today I am called to let you know how much I appreciate your videos. I love the intelligent, considered way you deliver your interpretations. I also really enjoy the anecdotes about your children and stories of your own experiences you use to help illustrate concepts.
Thanks you for sharing your knowledge in such an open and personable way.
Me, too. Thanks, Sally (and Acyuta-bhava)!
I know someone with sun Neptune conjunction and listening to this brought me a lot of clarity to understand .. thank you , I bow to you in humble gratitude for sharing your knowledge 🌟, also learned something today about dragons 🐉, I loved this
“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
I have Sun Trine Neptune, and this resonated with me, and my life story very much. I was the product of a one night stand. I didn't meet my father until I was 6. He was an absent father, and my mom hadn't pressed him to stay around. He was a partier, addict, and "ladies man". He was the life of the party, and everyone loved to be around him. The few times that he got "cleaned up" from drugs and alcohol, he was the chaplain of the halfway houses he lived in. He had an almost hypnotizing magnetic personality, and when he talked about Jesus, and the Bible, people listened. It was hard not to fall in love with him no matter what he did, or how many times he let you down. He died of a methadone overdose at the age of 45. Although I have some deep-seated issues stemming from this that I'm coming across just now, I still always remember him fondly. Lol.
Wow- that touched me that you shared such a vulnerable story. I hope astrology will find you some peace and comfort in knowing that you needed this experience of your father for some spiritual growth or ? It doesn’t necessarily make it any easier and those things we learn as kids and self-protecting habits we form don’t just go away because we can logically say, ” oh this was fated.” But I hope it can give you at least a little bit of comfort. 🙏❤️😁🌈🦄
It must have given you a shit-ton of empathy!!! 🤣
My Sun trine Neptune too, and opposite my father's Sun in Pisces, ruled by Neptune. It's just like that.
@@tinareynolds2938 Thank you! Yes, I find Astrology has helped me in so many ways, in all areas of my life. I'm really grateful I found it. (Or it found me) It's very calming/relieving when you see the ways in which we all have our "crosses to bear", no one has a perfect life, and although some of us might have it "worse" or "better" in certain areas, that we always have a choice to face our fate/karma with dignity, and with a mindset of acceptance, and willingness to learn, and grow from what we are here to face.🙏🙏 it's also fascinating to see the unique, and particular gifts each one of us has. They are like a signature! It's really quite beautiful.
@@sarahstokes3833you stated it perfectly re: the charts cross to bear and the gifts it shares. And I would second the notion that astrology finds us...when we are ready! Blessings to you and for your journey! ❤️🙏
Good for you.
Yes! When I was 16 I remember thinking “all I want is to want nothing” and in the 7 years since then I have slowly done what I could to release attachments. Where I find myself now is in a (Franciscan) Catholic Worker house called Place of Grace with my partner. We have the freedom to do whatever we want with it (like renovate, redecorate, or start new programs) but I remind myself and my partner often that it is not ours. We live here but it is not ours. We are allowed to facilitate through it, in the same way we allow Spirit to facilitate through ourSelves. It is one of the most profound and magical lessons of non-attachment I have been given, along with having a partner I could see as my life partner... that, while he is my partner, I do not own him.. he is free to do whatever he wants or needs whenever he feels called to. The need to own is like this fear that if it is gone, one will not be complete.. and once that fear is vanquished one becomes whole. Thanks for your Spirit talks; this one was super relatable.
Over the years I have come to realise that I increasingly want less - in any respect - and the less I want the freer I am. And it all happens very naturally. I guess it is just the ever-loving, guiding hand of the divine
@@mariaobrien8205 yes! Like the more you have, the more weight of responsibility you have... it is much easier and free to have less. Perhaps this is a constant practice of release and allowing what is ours to arrive
Now I understand the movie Ad Astra on an even deeper level. Brad Pitt(sun/son) goes on a cosmic journey to link up with his brilliant, but absentee, father who is on a space ship orbiting Neptune. A lot of the themes you brought up are explored during his journey. I recommend giving it a watch.
I've seen it...perfect connection!!
Thank you so much for the recommendation! I watched it last night! Brilliant connection!
Wow! This is deep and resonating with my story, especially for the karma about the father, well just the description of my own father and me longing for his presence all my life...Your talks are food for the soul.
I have Sun conjunct Neptune in my chart and never really paid much attention to it - but wow you nailed it! Also, fun fact, my dad was a musician but gave up on it when I was born, he was the weaker one yet incredibly charming, the Neptunian one, the one who betrayed me and my mom and eventually broke the family...but hey, can't help but love him to bits, he did his best. So what you were saying REALLY struck a cord! Thank you for all you do!
I am either asleep in the dream or awake to the dream. I have not been able to wake up. The more I adjust my eyes to see truth the more the dreamy web weaves ‘round. Feelings of disorientation a commonplace - feelings of torment dance around as well at the situation - the longing to awake. I have searched after enlightenment from the age of ten, when I became a disciple. Only recently am I learning to enjoy moment to moment as it - in it’s absurdity - to be amused at the absurdity of it all and to be aware when I am playing hide and seek with human emotion. Your talk has cracked a strange glimpse for me - the possibility that I am under the influence or ‘grasp’ of Neptune sitting with the Sun in my chart has........ I don’t know, I will leave it at that. Giggles. Bless you, for being you, exactly as you are.
My Sun + Neptune are exactly conjunct (2 minutes apart) at 17 degrees of my 8th house Scorpio. A lot of this rings true. Wounded relationship with my father, etc. actually, I am only just now integrating my Neptune as I approach my second Sat ret. Alternating my life between strict practicality and shamanic ecstasy has actually been helpful.
Same for me, 2nd Saturn return and Neptune in scorpio. No ecstasy for me though.
I have this conjunction in 12th house Aquarius, I can relate to what you say. I became a student of altered states of consciousness from a young age and very few people in my life can understand why I spend so much time in meditation or in communion with the ecosystem. It gets lonely when our entire emotional lives are light years ahead of society huh? Or is it that we remember some advanced ancient culture we were incarnated in? Hehe, idk
Sun, Moon, Neptune, Saturn and Mercury are all conjunct in my nativity. 4th House. This gives me insights I’ve not had before. Thank you. The struggles are intense.
This conjunction caused me some internal strife that I thankfully worked through.
omg friend in the group chat literally posted that she achieved permanent enlightenment today. We all rolled our eyes.
How is she doing?
It is pouring here in Southern Indiana... I am telling you that tonight’s powerful surge of spiritual energy was beyond enlightening. I happened to cross your path because of Maha Shivaratri.... there were all sorts of connections that led me to this video and the previos sun Neptune one.... but I just wanted to say that everything thing you said was very healing and a spiritual mirror I needed for reducing suffering. So I do thank you 🙏🏽
Holy moly... I have Sun (at the 8 degree IC) & Neptune conjunct in Scorpio (9 & 13 degrees) in 4th house. Your explanation, book readings, and interpretations spoke unheard truths to my 58 yr old life. I've learned a lot of astrology over the years, but the father aspect is completely new to me. Explains volumes. Wow. Thank you.
I have natal Sun conj Moon trine Neptune and much of what you said aligns. My talented father was a functioning alcoholic and emotionally distant. He battled cancer for years and died right before I began high school. Fortunately I had my mother who was my encourager.
Thank you for another insightful video~
😍beautiful... got goosebumps and a bit teary-eyed by the end of your inspiring and really insightful LOGOS-NEPTUNE sharing... It seems, the first Saturn return only makes one's consciousness more stable in general but the struggle goes on... yeah, appreciating the illusory nature of our physical existence is not an easy practice... thank you very much🙏
Guru Pooh Bear! I was about to defend the dragon when you commented on it. I am inspired to read all the CS Lewis books. After I read all the astrology books I have. Ha ha. Including Liz Greene’s Neptune book. It is a big book!! When the dragon got killed in Game of Thrones I started bawling! Even with those scales he had a sensitivity. But interestingly, Danaerys became power-hungry at the end. As usual, this was a great talk and I feel like they keep getting deeper and deeper, better and better. It’s as if you’re pushing the boundaries that may have been there due to the perception of lay-people’s inability to understand. Or I was that lay-person! Whatever the case, I am enjoying the videos more and more with every talk. I am grateful for your sharing of the wisdom you have gleaned. You are sharing all the jewels you’ve come across. I appreciate you so much!!
😁❤️🙏
Amazing again. This is like my church. I always listen while I’m stretching and exercising and it’s like one moment of the day that makes sense. I definitely am feeling the Sun Neptune transit because it’s squaring my Gem Sun/Ketu right now.. the June eclipse will be on my birthday.. this has definitely been a week of turning a corner from what started when Venus Stationed at that same degree, 20 Gem, last May. I feel like I’m going through a graduation process that has been in the making for at least 20 years. Also yesterday Venus was conjunct my Jupiter, and that Jupiter is actually squaring my nodes /Sun. This also opened my eyes more to all of the representations of sun Neptune, my friends daughter has the opposition in her chart and it’s pretty interesting. I also have the Butler book and I thank you for the recommendation of it. ✨
Always love how you pull information and piece it together for us. So fluid and fitting under this conjunction. Thank you!
I believe you've just captured Neptune, for a moment.
Amazing how things sync up with your videos. Just a little while ago I started investigating the rebirth of Quetzalcoatl, a mesoamerican deity, the feathered serpent. Just beautiful!
"I'm just a little black rain cloud hovering under the honey tree, ..." - love that Pooh bear. Yesterday was quite a slog, hoping for return of some energy today. Natal Sun Neptune (w/Mercury + NN) in 8th Scorpio. Yes, my father is a frustrated artist/musician, and was often away with work. Of the four children, two of us went into the arts. He is in his late 80's now and paints every day, and also sits on an opera board. He is content now. I am divinely discontent. Beautiful talk today - thank you always for sharing your wisdom and humor.
Sun conjunct neptune here (6 degrees). Your words have rung true to me. Father married 4 times, living with the 5th unmarried now. He's theatrical , he has said, point blank, to me that he wants me to succeed in my artistic endeavors so he can feel proud and brag , basically for the reflection on him. I long so much for his love for my just being. Transiting neptune is squaring my sag. asc. conjunct saturn(1st) right now. And I have just started thinking about , both , how I continue to attract that conditional experience and how I project it onto others, granting them approval if they succeed in my eyes. WOW
Fascinating teaching. Yes, I think it's cloudy our perception of what is actually happening. Are well fighting to the death with a character or are we dancing and deeply in love. In the world it seems like it's definitely one or the other but in dreams and maybe in absolute reality the difference is illusionary. Feels true on some level.
💛🌧 💫 stairway to heaven vibes
Yes, I cry at times with your stories. They help me put things into context. I loved this today because I have Neptune Conjunct Venus Square My Gemini Moon. I really need to turn the corner of disappointment. And surrender to what is. Holding the space for the divine intervention, it's so challenging not to put on the bracelet.
In response to entities- “A perversion of my own mind” exactly, well said.
Thank you 🙏🏽 Great analogy and is very easy to fall into with the human ego. Very difficult to find balance after an experience. I haven’t experienced ayahuasca but lots of healing through crying, lol. Good release of those emotions I held onto. A release can also happen during past life regression. I peed constantly during my experience another way the body releases the emotional junk being held onto and some people have been known to throw up in sessions.
Thank you for this and all of your offerings.
This inspired some words that came through me:
More Life
I came in like a wildflower
Some called me a weed
And a bastard
No one asked for me
And I said
Well, I didn’t ask for life either
But look at all the treasure I stumbled upon
I want more life
Is any of it for me?
How long do I have here?
Won’t let no one take it from me
Tightly grasp, put up a fence
Build a wall, wear a mask
Get a gun- all for protection,
Yeah?
Protect my treasure
A dragon on a pile of gold
Breathe fire
And die in my cave all alone
Neptune has been hanging out around my sun at 17 degrees for way too long. Lethargy, depression but so much introspection.
I've always struggled to pin point Pisces and you did it beautifully. Thankyou.
Hi Acyuta, thank you for this deep dive into the Sun-Neptune aspects. There is so much in it that resonated for me and loved ones who have these configurations in their natal charts. It's too soon for me to unpack it but I wanted to express my gratitude for you making this video as the understandings gained from the information you shared will help me for many years to come. Kind regards, Anita
WOW. My mother has Neptune (7H, Scorpio) opposing her Sun (1H, Taurus). Her dad was largely absent in her life. Before he died we found out he had a whole other family with children on the side, he was also very mystically gifted, though my mom finds all of this to be BS. I am her second child and have been a major disappointment to her, and can't seem to get a single thing right. I too feel very drawn to the mystical side of life, and although I never really knew my grandfather, feel like he is constantly very close and guiding me. Found out recently my birth chart has a lot of the same or similar placements to my grandpa, the biggest being our Moon sign (Pisces) though we have opposing sun signs (I'm a gemini and he was a sagittarius). Fascinating how spot on you are!!
OH, and it's raining here in sunny San Diego too
If your mother has told you that you are a disappointment to her, she is the one with a problem. Maybe her lack of a father or someone who loved her unconditionally (as Acyuta was talking about) could have affected her ability to love you unconditionally.
Try not to identify too much with your grandpa, in front of your mother at least, as she most likely feels badly let down by him. Forge your own path.
Hey there, I really enjoy your channel here. I too experienced deep work with aya when I was younger about 10 years ago ....20 -22 years old...so I always love listening to you reference that time and those experiences. Just wanted to say hi and thank you for this awesome knowledge you share. God bless you and your family~~ Tatjana 🌞🌞🌞 ✨ ✨ ✨
I don’t have Sun x Neptune but I do have my sun conjunct my 12th house cusp and this resonated for me so hard...thank you for all your wisdom.
I have sun conjunct Neptune and there were several amazing insights in this video. I’ve been meaning to read the Liz Greene book. Thank you!
So interesting. I have the sun in the 12th house conjunct Pluto, sextile Neptune. My dad, Pisces Sun, was very talented, but did not follow his talents, instead worked very hard to provide for us as he unexpectedly became a father.. He died with 39. I am creative but it’s hard for me to openly show this. Spirituality is so important to me, but this Sun/ Neptune transit in my 5th house has shocked me, as suddenly I can’t relate to nothing anymore. I question all my deepest beliefs and feel just spiritually numb right now, totally lost. The hardest is that I started question Love, which I always felt as the foundation of existence and God.
I have sun opposite neptune in my natal chart and this was eerily true to my experience. And helpful! Thank you 🙏
Today(3/12) I am taking my first big Tarot client outside of friends and family. The messages coming through here are the same as what came through my deck this morning as I prepared: Beware the dragon. As I step into this space of monetary exchange I am trying to be conscious of the value I do bring forward and the knowledge that reading cards etc, is something anyone can do. I have hesitated to step into business in this way, because of the tendency for self aggrandizement. I deeply enjoy seeing more and more the influence of the spheres in my life as my study of astrology grows. Thank you for being a part of my journey and for sharing this cosmic insight. ♐☀️♐🌕♋🌄
My Neptune is in Capricorn. I'm still learning but I'm thinking that might help with some of the tendency to "get lost".
It was raining in LA too❤️🌧
Amazing video! Thank you. Love the books you mentioned.
I have Neptune opposite Sun exact degree in angular houses. Mom was practical and "father" was never there and died early due to alcohol abuse. I find meditation very useful. Great episode
Lol I’m in southern CA. It’s raining here and I thought the same thing about the sun conjunct Neptune. I definitely resonated with some of the material read I have a cancer sun opposing Neptune
My friend’s uncle, a fisherman, was just recently reunited, after 35 years, with the nine year old girl whose family all died in a freak boating accident off the Los Angeles coast. She spent all night and most of the day stranded, also witnessed most of her family members give up hope and pass away before her. Such a terrible tragedy, with a bitter sweet reunion.
As a fisherman from a fishing community and a Pisces with Neptunevon my head right now this story resounds with me. Neptune is deluge. Could you have your friends uncle Friend me? I feel the pain of this in your words. Julie Evans, Astrologer
@@mirandasea I’m not sure if he’s on social media, he did the reunion on a podcast.
You can find the story on LA times website as well
ruclips.net/video/uwjR37keKs0/видео.html
Thank you for speaking on this. Ayahuasca saved my life from trauma but how my human mind approached that nearly killed me. I'm coming back around now in hopes of doing integration work to help people not lose themselves or the beauty of the medicine to the stark contrast it provides to our reality.
and there i was channelling my inner winnie the pooh 🤣🤗 i love how cosy that show was 🤍🐿🦉
Channelling your inner Winnie the Pooh?
Yes, Acuyta can also be funny at times!
At first, this didn't resonate. Then, it clicked. My family wishes I could be in the limelight (in whatever way possible and it comes off as desperate to be honest) and that I would capitalise more on my spiritual gifts/blessings. They act as though they possess me and my life direction. While keeping a forgiving mindset during the conversation, I questioned why and what type of "love" this would be. I connected with my ancestors via tarot because, well, I just wanted to talk to someone transcendent from earthly problems.
And I remember saying that tarot, intuition, connection to divinity etc etc are not "mine"; they're gifts and blessings. They're not mine. They're given to me by the Universe and I will share them, yes, but capitalise? I told them that this attitude feels insulting to the craft itself, to the purity of the intention of tarot or any form of spiritual guidance that comes through. When I said that, it was such an instant humbling experience. I could let family be the way they are while still respecting the journey I'm guided towards.
Just wanted to share :)
This was such a great treasure of a video. Thank you, Sid
Excellent as always. Thank you.
Wow--you have done such a beautiful job of elocuting a profound message--awesome and thank you ❤️(I have Neptune Square Sun, Moon, Venus and Mercury, and I am always looking for poetry and enchantment in the mundane & my career has always been driven by Passion for higher meaning --it's fun☺️)
Hi everyone! It's a bit rainy ☔ here today.. Well, I have a Sun - Neptune trine. My father was a loving father with a cheerful personality, however he was absent most of the time because he had to work at sea 🌊.. Personally, after my spiritual awakening I had to lose myself first in order to get into the process of finding and aligning with the true and authentic me.
“We are ever moving towards the target, which is moving away from us”. The tantric cleansing through longing. The dragon which is surrounded by riches and beauty without attempting to possess them.
Really inspiring and insightful 🌈✨💚✨💫
Thank you so very much!
Thank you , You always make my heart smile. I love your stories of your girls. 😆
Thank you. This was a very beautiful and helpful explication.
Lots of good stuff here! Thank you! I’m sharing this with my adult children. 🙏💛🙋♀️
Namaste
Thank You for new information and resources. My natal Sun and Neptune are conjunct at 19deg Scorpio in the 12th house.It is fascinating to me to learn of the characteristics and themes of alignments. It is comforting on some level to not have to take it so personally.Blown away by the acuracy of your coments on the father of Sun Neptune people. I was also obsessed with my Spiriual Life and "seeking" for nearly rwo decades.
great sun neptune discussion, thanks for providing this. I am a sun neptune opposition, I recently have been working on a creative endeavour, and timed the publication of it with that big conjunction in pisces that has been happening. more specifically with uranus on the midheaven as it is very uranus in nature!
Just amazing,thank you for bringing us such deep and meaningful knowledge.Its not often that I find anyone that takes any of this seriously 😒 I have ancient memories of actually being a Dragon on this Planet in a world war! I was a Giant Lizard in full Armor I was a Brownish/Green color,just a underling or what was called fodder 😒 the memory is a hypnotherapy session that I was in,my Dragon consciousness was talking to himself when I appeared on his shoulder as small as an ant ,I was whispering in his ear not to be so lonely 😩 I was here to listen.He was so sad 😭 he wanted the wars to STOP and was very adamant about it.He just wanted Peace! I send out lots of love to him as I was to small to hug him 😛💕💜💓❤️ and whispered in his ear that I was a part of his spiritual future and that he was not alone that I would always be with him.I told him to stay put in the Cave and wait out the war as he didn’t believe in it anyway. So ya I know I’m looney lmao,but I have what is called as the Knowing it’s DNA and self awareness communicating that brings the knowing,something you don’t learn ,you just know!I know that I was a Atlantan/Scientist that was involved in genetic engineering that caused Tourette’s Syndrome,and as a whistleblower to stop the damage. They the rest of the 10 scientists there where 12 of us took the 2 of us that rebelled and did the same surgery on us 🤔 so now we the Atlantan Creators became the Created.While most Atlantans went on to there spiritual paths some of us where in deed into the Evolution of those that where created. ( check:Edgar Casey’s work about the Workers or Created Things ) The Workers became the Native People’s of Earth that the Dark Dragons have been killing for centuries.Im a very old soul and researched through Akashic Records that my Spiritual Name is SHANTA-EL and everything that I have learned about anything important has its roots in INDIA,I must of had everything to do with spreading this knowledge across time.I remember being born,I was a Grey Beard in a spiritual group of 12 , 4/Negative Grey Beards, 4/Positive Grey Beards ,and 4/Neutral Grey Beards all as Old as Time, I was one of the Neutral Grey Beards.I was about to head on down to earth and suddenly hanged my mind! 🤔 it’s awful down there lol,but at that moment one of my mates pushed me off the precipice where I was standing under the biggest oak ever! So now I’m like going down like in the cartoon where the turtle was screaming HELP ME MR WIZARD as he was going down in a dizzy swirl lol when I saw that cartoon when I was about 5 or 6 I remembered everything and never forgot it ! There are many things that feel very normal to me and just not possible to other’s.I have a Scorpio asc. With Saturn staring at me 🌟 and the SUN in Leo in my 10 th my chart is intense just like I am.When I listen to your videos I’m like yup,yup,yup, I’m a professional student lol I love knowledge I can’t get enough,but it seems like everything is now old and the old is new 🤷🏼♀️ could be that my Nodes are the exact opposite of what we are doing now? Seems like it to me.I have always taught Astrology as a Tool for a Soul print,like a fingerprint,it’s the same thing,but why else would you want or need Astrology,oh wait... for soulless people to use for every nefarious pleasure you can think of ! Future proves Past as you recently stated it’s your Character that defines your Fate if your co-dependent and Destiny if your sovereign. Ok then I’m going to stop typing now. Sending Blessings of Peace,Love and Prosperity!
Big Hugzzz Shanti
I have Venus, Neptune, and the sun in Sag (Scorpio, Jyeshtha Nakshatra, Sun on the gandanta in sidereal) in a grand trine with Mars and ketu... I love my natal chart, but I wish it on no one. Lol - Thanks for your content, Adam :) Means a lot. Can't wait to sign up for herbal classes next year! Can't afford you both yet...
“Channeling my inner Winnie the Pooh”. Life could be so good if we all channeled our inner Winnie the Pooh.
Beautiful 💜
We are taught the importance of humility, the power of silence embedded in mysticism (limited sharing of experiences), and stresses service to community. These aide in finding balance during these kinds of conjunctions.
The Sun, Pluto and Mercury sextile with Neptune in my birth chart. My wish is to restore and cultivate sacred space. I don't want to possess it. In fact, I desire that it be owned by all the Indigenous people whose stories of creation start in this place. Since we don't sell medicine nor spirituality we are challenged to find ways to create appropriate economic opportunities based in cultures and traditions.
(My father was absent much of the time, still he practiced unconditional love. )
Amazing ..... My Sun is in 12th house at 8 degrees Aries ♈️
Also my Mercury is in 12th house in Pisces ♓️ at 20 degrees so Sun/Neptune hit this point today for me
I can relate to your presentation
My dad did tell me how wonderful I am & told me all my life ‘You can do anything you want if you put your mind to it, set the goals & go after it !’
My mother was the opposite sadly
For me as an
Aries ♈️ with an
Aries ♈️ rising
Of course I did go after it
Thank you for explaining this
Sun conjunction with Neptune
You inspire me to go on big time
I look forward to your talks almost every day
Thank you
My son has a Sun in 14 degrees Pisces ♓️ in his 4th house
He is going through a breakup & he is devastated being such a sensitive Pisces energy
Selling his home is really tearing him apart
His wife has 1 child to him & came into the relationship with 3 beautiful girls
8 years ago
He could not have done more for them all so he is totally confused that this has come about
I live 1,000 kilometres away from him & he is struggling
Covid stops me from travelling to him grrrrr
As he says ‘ It is what it is !’
But I know he is feeling very lonely & on his own
Thank you once again
You are amazing
It's not raining here, but it's cloudy, and this morning I said, "tut tut! Looks like rain!"
Here in Northern California all ground is covered in hail! Scary hail storm happened just now,and sun is already shining on and off.))))
Thank you, a terrific enlightening lesson and I appreciate the sharing of your astrology and spiritual wisdom. I have a major snowstorm, blizzard headed my way with all this action of Sun and other planetary transits within the house of Pisces. On a personal level, this Pisces planetary and Sun transit action happening currently in my 6th house of work and health, events unfolding are that I got my first Moderna vaccination, and I had no issues in side effects from it gratefully, but my 2nd vaccination is scheduled for April 1st..(Yikes, 2nd Moderna C19 vaccination on April Fools Day ! ). More 6th house health action recently in that I bought a nice stationary indoor workout bike as even though I live rather isolated rurally in Northern Colorado foothills, the increase in semi truck traffic the last 2 years has made riding mountain or any type bicycle pretty scary and perilous on the road I live on or any cycling on my close by local county crossroads so, I now ride indoors on a nice new stationary cycle to keep up a pedaling regimen year round for maintaining and honing senior aging health, more 6th house action. My home business has kept me with nose to the grindstone even though I am supposed to be retired, which is more 6th house hard work and health oriented action. This is what I am personally experiencing with the action happening in the sign of Pisces lately. Best regards ! Cheers !
Eustace fell asleep with a bangle on his arm. Eustace woke up as a dragon.
Eustace, we have a problem.
Houston, we have a problem. 😂
Among my ancestors, the Thunderbird has much in common with dragons as well as the Pheonix -- including rebirth from destruction.
On a fun note as a matter of fact I am enjoying some wine this week :)
This conjunction with Sun Neptune is with my North Node currently in my 7H. Transit North Node on my MC. Chiron has been on my sun in Aries exact for awhile. Interesting, all around.
It's on top of my Mars and square my Sun/Jupiter/Mercury in Sag - I've been absolutely floored this week. Unable to concentrate, constantly tired, disconnected...
Hi, I really enjoy your videos. I just checked the month and year that I met my Sufi teacher and left college to live at his center.....Neptune and Uranus were conjunct my Sun in the 12th house.
Thanks for this, I have this aspect in Sagittarius. Lately in my mind I'm catching myself in the realm of "religion design"
The part about the Father...my Pisces Dad...and my 5th house Neptune...is really hitting home 🥺🌚
Hi I am a sun sign Pisces with a Taurus rising conjunct Venus in Taurus. So I am very involved in being practical and sensing a spiritual underpinning in life. I can be very focused in making sure that I take care of day to day necessities because I know l could get lost in a sense of timelessness. But today feels very strange to me. A feeling of just wanting to surrender to a hike and letting the road claim me. Or wanting to throw an overnight bag in my car and leave my current life behind. BUT I do not trust what am feeling and I am going to cook dinner for my family while I listen to my favorite meditation music.
It literally just started to rain here as you Sang the song 😭 I’m in Miami fl
Neptune square ascendant.....boy that makes sense. On the lighter side I also have neptune conjuct my midheaven & moon. Dreamy, dreamy, dreamy, sensitive, sensitive, sensitive.
my husband has sun, moon, mars and mercury opposing neptune, and he has many addictions for 35 years we've been together and he has never tried to end his addictions
Thank you, well said 🤍
Hello from Colorado
Started snowing heavy this morning
Kalessin/Segoy in Ursula LeGuin saves in the most dire situations.
Toksa chamu waki --- you make your road hard or easier
My mid heaven is being trine my natal Neptune right now and I am generally not a emotional person . But right now I am all over the place and a song . A word even a commercial can send into nostalgia or deep emotion . Not sure what it all means ? But trying to ride the energy .
I have this in my natal.. Mercury 27° sag Conjunct sun 24° Conjunct Neptune 24° all in Sagittarius my 12th house 🙏🏼
I have sun moon Mercury Neptune Jupiter conjunct in 4H (Capricorn) and wow you read me to filth lol. Especially looking back at certain LSD experiences I had prior to my knowledge of astrology, the transits were hitting me hard.
The parts of trying to make spirituality my life path were so spot on. Having these experiences at a young age of 19-21 made me question every decision I was making and how it was or wasn’t aligning with my soul. Years of overthinking and living life on idle!
I never seem to "get excited about Neptune" and I'm a Pisces Sun!
Last night I fell asleep before 9pm. I'm positively woozy today--moving slowly and languidly. Anybody else? I feel like water vapor. The sun rules my ascendant, so I wonder if this enervated feeling has to do with that dampened sun.
Same! Just as you described it 😭 Leo rising
@@neriamiller3391 As the sun pulls away, I already feel a tiny loosening. I’m still barely able to move around and in a complete mental fog, but I can feel the difference. I hope you rest and feel restored tomorrow! ♥️
Pisces rising with natal Neptune in scorp in a grandtrine to asc and sun cancer. Currently Neptune is on my asc. Big big Neptune so I’m thinking transcendence.
OMG my son loved Winnie-the-Pooh as a child! And there are some days I walk around singing that song!😁
Thank you!
I was about 9 when I read the voyage of the dawn treader, I remember Eustace and I loved what happened to him. There were people in my family like him much to my disgust! I kept hoping they would turn into dragons...
Hi. Also, what about Neptune conjunct the Ascendant , in transit for today's Pisces Rising, would some of what you spoke about apply to this set of instructions or directives? Thanks.
Yes and it involves the body as well and maybe the beginning of something in your life. I've had this today too. Feeling light headed, heart palpitations and was approached by a guy at the shops promoting heart health awareness in relation to one of Australia's leading heart specialist who was martyred (Neptune) after being shot dead a few decades ago.
(Sun = Heart)
@@karrin8998 Thanks, that makes sense.
The ever longing, never possessing you describe is reminiscent of the Enneagram 4 personality. I am a 4 and the ecstatic miserable longing is what I sought in “relationship “, wanting what I could not have. The drama of my Venus/Pluto opposition, Neptune/venus sextile is what fed my fantasies. But if my married lover were to have left his wife for me, I KNEW I would lose interest straight away. I’d rather pine.
Hi from Florida
Being born during the Uranus/neptune conjunction in 1990 and having it Natal conjunct my sun and MC (tight orb) is definitely a wild ride of a life to say the least 😂 ☁️✨⚡️💡
Are there also similarities with Neptune and the sun but in other configurations? Squares, oppositions etc.?
Thank you for your profound insight, Acyuta-bhava. Neptune, in my 2nd house, is in opposition to my Gemini Sun, in the 7th house. It saddens me immensely, to realize I exhibit nearly all of the Shadow qualities mentioned in The Archetypal Universe. I am morbidly obese and am addicted to food. Ive often thought I'm using food to kill myself, effectively dissolving my own light. Also, I am horrible at managing money and feel ensnared by material possessions. My soul desperately longs to soar, but is tethered to the ground. I wish my mother knew her time of birth, so I could look at her Neptune. She is a very controlling Capricorn, whose mother was a also a Capricorn. My mom really sucks a lot of the joy out of life. Would really appreciate any guidance on how to work with/mitigate my Neptune placement.
Hi Adam. This was all about Sun Neptune where the Sun represents the father (although it can be the more authoritarian parent). If you want to know more about your relationship to your mother, look to the position of your Moon. The Moon is also associated with food, nourishing, and caring. So it sounds like you definitely need to examine the condition of your Moon.
I wouldn’t worry too much about your mother’s Neptune. Look at your own chart. You’re in control of your life, not her.
Do you think that your light is a threat to your mother and that you’re extinguishing it to please her?
@@stshnie I don't know that it is a threat. My light is definitely something she can't control. My chart has Moon in Aquarius in the 3rd house. I am the black sheep of my family. They are fairly conservative and I am more of a free-spirit. I definitely think some of my mom's anxieties have prevented me from living as freely as I would have liked. It has taken a long time, but I am just now beginning to live for me. I have sacrificed a lot of myself for my family. For a long time, I felt somehow obligated to my family and like I needed to be a dutiful child.
@@TheEffulgentLotus Let me try to explain what I meant by ‘a threat’. You said your mother sucks the joy out of life.
What does your mother get from controlling everything? She gets things the way she wants them - joyless. Your light would be joy. You want to please her so you need to dim your light. Obviously that’s not a healthy state of affairs. Sorry to be so blunt but I’m just trying to clarify what it is you have said about the family set up and how you feel in it. I get the impression you’re doing everything you should (and more) but it’s not nurturing you.
Do you have siblings who are praised? You haven’t mentioned your father. Is he absent? Does she control him?
@@stshnie I appreciate and thank you for your bluntness and for helping me work through this.
My father is present, physically, at least. My mother lives with disability and has trouble with mobility. My dad and I help her as much as we can, but often get frustrated. Since moving to Arizona 4 years ago, my father has developed an antagonistic relationship to my mother. He isn't emotionally supportive and often looks to pastimes to escape. I don't know if he resents her, but the relationship, by all outward appearances, doesn't seem to be characterized by love anymore.
I do have a younger brother. He, as well, has an antagonistic relationship with mom. My brother has said before that he thinks mom and dad favor me, though it is hard to tell if he's joking or not. My brother and I have a complicated relationship, as we are diametric opposites. If any one of us is praised more, I would say it is me, as I try and be as helpful and supportive as I can be.
I am an emotional/sensitive person born into a family that seems to have a paucity of emotional intelligence. I have oftened wondered if it is not possible for my father to show compassion/care about anyone other than himself. I have come to realize my family cannot love/support me in the way I need. I've often thought that I require more of people than they are able to give. Initially, I thought I was meant to be this emotional healer, showing my family how to move beyond our ancestral trauma, how to move beyond merely saying "I love you!" toward a more sacrificial love/supportive love. It is becoming clearer that may not be possible. Perhaps I am meant to learn how to break free of my sense of familial obligation, so that I may heal myself. My most fervent prayer has always been: May I be a beacon of Divine Love, Grace, and Compassion. Perhaps my family is making it harder for this light to shine forth.
@@TheEffulgentLotus Hi Adam. When you said you were the black sheep I wondered if you might be the scapegoat in a narcissistic family but it doesn’t really sound like that. In fact a black sheep is usually wayward but it sounds like you’re trying to do everything right and you might be praised more than your brother. So I wonder why you feel like a black sheep - not part of the in group. It doesn’t sound as if your brother feels cherished either.
It sounds like you’re taking on the role of parent or superhero to save the family. You must know the saying, ‘You can’t change other people you can only change yourself’.
It’s funny that the Sun Neptune discussion prompted you to talk about your mother being controlling but now you say you’ve often wondered whether your father can empathise within anyone other than himself. That does sound like narcissism. Someone like that is technically ‘absent’ although if they were physically absent it would be obvious and people would understand plainly that you were missing a parent. Being there but not ‘being there’ might be worse.
(I don’t know how long your mother has been disabled and whether your Dad helped enormously before but has now got tired - I’m just going on what you say.)
First you need to heal yourself, to save yourself. You may indeed need to break free - at least psychologically. I think you’ve got a handle on all this but you’re getting bogged down. Stop, have a look at what other people have been through and what other people have to say.
This video is a good way for you to start to think about your family system and whether it served your needs as a child:
ruclips.net/video/EBpF8sWycQQ/видео.html
This guy doesn’t normally do cartoony stuff - I tend to watch the role play videos, he’s very good at that. He’s a licensed counsellor, I think. I also recommend the book Toxic Parents.
You’ll be needing all the love, grace and compassion you can muster to go on this journey.
Happy Neptune Birthday to me.
Acyuta what are your thoughts about Alan Leo and his contemporary interpretation of modern western Astrology ?
Thanks for the Sun/Neptune revisit.
Cheers