That would be great if Psycho could play woody harrelson. Psycho's life was probably crazy enough but Hollywood would probably change most of it anyway.
His very first story is bragging about stabbing a child molester. I doubt his victim even was a molester. Scum like this just lie to justify their crimes. Edit - ok he even said later on that the dude wasn’t a molester. But at least he wasn’t bragging
“I grew up around weapons, drugs and violence with parents who didn’t love me” - what hope did this guy have as a kid. Props to him for getting to where he is now.
When the cops busted me with half a kilo of homegrown weed, I told them I'm depressed and they should be proud it's not cocaine. And it totally worked, I got off scot-free.
Keep pushing man, the sky is the limit! I'm tattooed and have 5 felony convictions. I spent most of my life in prison and now 12 years off paper I own a beautiful home in a nice area where my amazing wife and I are raising our kids. You already made it through the hardest part just keep working hard and keep your eyes wide open for opportunities and dont be afraid to go after them.
This dude has a heavy story. Anyone can change and being 53 is never too late!! Love ya bro!! Ya have a GREAT attitude and that is more important than anything.
the yard is bullshit it happens down here in new zealand, too. Bunch of lifers jealous youre out in 5 and wana keep you in with them and if you dont do it, life inside is hell. it creates so much more violence
I can see my man is in pain. Got a ptsd rock. Holding back the tears. As a black man I got CRAZY RESPECT for this guy. My dude is 100% real. Much respect. Imma say a prayer for him. Appreciate the honesty. He seem like he wants to do better at a late age. I understand that 100%. Self control builds self respect. He got those killer eyes but is exercising self control. I appreciate that.
This guy has embraced CHANGE . I never thought I'd ever be saying this for a Skin Head . I wish him all the best in his new journey of life ... Under those tattoos we are all just human beings..
There was a racist guy on Oprah a long time ago. Said how he hated black people and all that. His daughter has a biracial child and he completed changed. Was on there crying about how wrong he was.
I wish I could shake his hand. He's such a true soul. He's proof that people can be the better person when they put their mind to it. I wish him nothing but the best for the remainder of his time on this planet.
It's hard to look back and realize you were lied to, controlled and forced into things you wouldn't have chosen for yourself, especially as a child taken advantage of by adults.
I am a Combat Vet and I can tell you right now this dude has severe PTSD. That's not just the meth and other drugs scrambling his brain, that is serious trauma. Hope he can get some help.
I'm also a veteran and it is obvious that he has a severe case of ptsd. Can you imagine how messed up his childhood was. He's 53 I'm 58 and he looks mid 60s. He never had a chance at a normal life ,he's damn Lucky he's alive. Thanks for your service. 🇺🇲🙏❤
@@tedgunderson67 Thanks I have my moments. I didn't mean to come of as an ass. I guess I kinda did , I apologize if I angered you. I mean no disrespect to you. Have a good weekend. 😀✌
Ngl this guy is a perfect example of why you should judge a book by it's cover, he's done really bad shit. Not even saying that you should just pointing out the irony lol.
Mark, you are probably the first person in a long time to treat him with humanity. I think you helped him so much by saying he is positive. That could be one of the only compliments someone has given him.
That is a really good point! I believe that you may be exactly right everybody deserves a compliment when they deserve it and even sometimes when they don't just to try and help a brother or a sister I'm a grown man and through a lot of same shit and what you said is bringing tears to my eyes while I write this God bless you!
I didn't expect to like him. I read "skinhead" and that was it. He's really an intelligent guy and has learned his life lessons. I didn't know people are swept up into those hate groups and didn't really have a choice. I'm glad he is following up with Mark and hope he continues to do so. He's a great example of rising above your circumstances.
The problem is, whether you are racist or have certain ideologies or not....that doesn't matter, you go in, you will click up with your color. Thats just the way it is.
The repetitive mindset of humans is a dangerous thing but can be used to do good as well. Waking up every morning takes repetition to master; the same is true for malicious acts.
@@WeatherMoon Information and goods on demand. For example: Amazon. Next day delivery. Immediate gratification is the antithesis of discipline. Each generation will become worse until it all disappears.
I really like this guy! He is a prime example of "If I could go back and talk to myself when I was a kid". Glad he see things differently and saying he is happier than he has ever been.
"misery loves company". Although he's talking about his cell mate, I think we have all experienced someone in our lives who wants to drag us down to the level they are at. This man is wiser than we know. Good luck on your recovery.
He is a walking testimony I love his story I respect his view he's humbled you can see he's been through some very real situations we can learn alot from him I pray his journey is a clear one I hope he takes his experiences and passes some of his wisdom he gained to save lives
You see it in a much more positive light. In my point of view I’m wondering did he change what he feels in his heart or did he simply modify his actions because of the negativity he was receiving?
@@4theomega you have to look past the skinhead part and see the real person in him he was groomed into a lifestyle of ignorance we are raised to function a certain way we are raised to adapt a certain way you have to respect him because he was living out his truth but all it takes is one decision that changes everything around you he speaks from trial and tribulation that can only come from your heart
There's a lot of men exactly like him that are suffering in the same way but put up a hard, brave front. Opening up about your fears and weaknesses is actually a strength.
Exactly that's why I could never respect racism n all that segregated bullshit they perpetrate in some of these prisons because all men go thru the same cycles in life n bear the same pain n make the same mistakes it's really sad that I would possibly die in prison for sittin at this mans table when we literally both sittin in chains everyday gettin told what ta do n when n treated like garbage I'll never respect anybody who thinks like that 💪💪💪💯💯💯
Makes me think of this song which hints at Carl Jungs idea of the shadow and how we must face our fears and insecurities. At least one facet as this song and topic goes much deeper. ruclips.net/video/GIuZUCpm9hc/видео.html
Praying for this man! This was very humbling to watch as a Free 32 yr old man, father, and husband! It’s never too late to change your vision and missions in life! This was one of my favorite interviews to watch!
This was not the interview I expected when I clicked on this video. Chris made me feel calm and really proves that you’re never too (insert anything here) to learn and grow and become a person you are content with being.
This channel has taught me empathy. Helping me understand all walks of life. I have been feeling judgmental and angry the past few weeks. This channel has helped me open my eyes and have more compassion for all walks of life. Thank you. God bless you Psycho! You’re a huge inspiration to help me keep in positivity
Psycho. All my respect and love my friend. I was a CO with the Colorado Department of Corrections for twenty four years and met many young men like you were. It is a good thing that you are alive and pressing on. Stay strong.
Too sit through both interviews and become empathetic for a skinhead really makes me question my views on the world, all it takes is someone to be willing to listen to your life story, for all the assumptions and perceptions to melt away and view someone as a person, only just found your channel now, and I am committed to appreciating your style of interview. The way you contrast the conversations is leagues above most, these videos help ground me through gruelling times, it's hard to find a channel that really tugs on the heart strings, keep up the life changing work, you are impacting a whole collection of upbringings, truly amazing work. Without sounding corny, this channel is a God send. Much love.
Yep. I have been moved. The skinhead part didn't faze me because not all skins are racist but then he became a full person before the racist part came in. Dude still needs to grow but I see him becoming a better person.
Mark, going out of his way, and calling all those dermatologists, just to help one person, and then offering it to this man as well, is a powerful point in and of itself.
So proud of you, Psycho!! I know how hard it is to let go of what/who we thought we were and move in a different direction. You are strong and resilient and can do anything you decide you want to do. Keep working, keep striving for peace and happiness for yourself. You deserve it!!!
I was thinking the same thing. He went from being in a gang, cooking meth, selling it and torturing and killing people. This dude did a 180, and its not often you get to hear stories like this.
@@sireddreamzprojects7829 it's not it's unessesary politics, like dude said the inmates don't want you to go go home because they're not going home, that doesn't sound like they have your best interest at hand does it?
Wow. This man is an inspiration. What a crazy hard life and to have actually come out on the other side how he did, amazing. Makes no excuses, owns what he did, and tries his best to move on from his past. Wow, this one hits really hard. Much love to you brother, never give up, always keep learning.
this poor soul needs a good friend. My heart goes out to him, definitely was dealt a tough hand in life! His self-soothing rocking motion says a lot about the trauma he has.
Thats not always a self soothing thing..i have nerve damage and I rock. Mine is my bladder but it can happen if you have spine problems or diabetic nerve problems too.
@GatorDrummer How is that judging? I grew up around all of these people and I don’t think I said anything bad about him anyways. I am these people. No better at all. Don’t be so sensitive cupcake.
He’s tweeking trust me I have seen it many times. This “poor guy” has murdered people. The prisons are full of very charismatic “poor guys”. Don’t be fooled or lose sight of this guys crimes and capabilities. It’s very easy to watch a video like this and feel bad for people. That’s normal because we all have empathy for other humans. However there is a reality to it all too and this guy has seen a lot, done a lot and will do more. Don’t turn your back to these guys.
It doesn’t even have to be gang related. You could be in jail for a dui or in prison for some bs 1-2 year sentence and someone tests you and someone dies now you got decades. Business inside doesn’t care about anyone’s sentence length. It’s happens all day every day all across the country. Always has and always will. If the general public knew what it was like they wouldn’t be so quick to have the “lockem up” mentality for lower property crimes and drug addicts. It doesn’t help society it hurts it. It creates hardened convicts from people that would never have been. I’m not a defund the police person so don’t jump on me. I’m a prison reform person. I know what it’s like. I’m 45 and was in the system in and out starting at 12 until 7 years ago. It’s no different inside for juveniles either. At all.
Seeing a lot of changes since last time, and we know where it's coming from. Hope he can do much more better if there's someone like you who can help and guide him along the way. Thank you Mark for the amazing work that you are doing out there.
I love this guy. He has been through a lot and he is determined to come out tall. Big ups bro so much respect for you from Nigeria. You are a great man. Mark please help him I any way you can🙏🏿.
I'm a black man and it's really crazy how much this man resembles my cousin. ..and what's ironic he rocks just like him when he talks! Aside from that, you never know who or what people can become and come to realize in there life when u may cross them presently in a situation. The regrets, the humility, the understanding they gain from living a certain life, whether bad or good!....
They are taught this ideology. Environment plays a part. And everyone wants to belong to something. Racism is a manufactured social mechanism meant to divide. Those that put this shit in place need to control the masses, and when there is division it makes it so much easier to manage people. It started in this country before slavery. A long story...
We all have look-alikes (doppelgangers) in the world. I've known several people that look like others they aren't related to. Girl at the store near my house looks just like Brandy from the 90's. Remember her?! God damn...
So wow! That was 18 minutes of intense introspection. I did 8 years in Colorado, and I felt every single word he said. The intensity of his body language! It was wonderful to hear his rhetoric. It's reassuring to see someone else found their way out of the jungle. May fate bring you happiness brother. It finally has for me...
Totally. That guy had done worse things than I have ever done or ever will, but although he might feel he's in a weaker position in life, he's tougher than I will ever be. Not because of the things he's done, but because he walked away from it: he forced himself down a better path when he's been walking down a dark road since the day he was born.
One thing about Mark is that he knows how to keep a conversation going when people "check out" if the conversation. He can dig answers out of the most closed off people and it's truly admirable to watch
Hard to explain the feelings this guy gives me. Intimidating, yet wholesome. Seen things, done things, grew wise from it. Trying to do right when all your instincts are hard-wired against it. I want to see him succeed, but knowing i'd be too afraid to involve myself with him personally, and the unfortunate knowledge that a majority of the people that encounter the man probably have the same vibe..
I feel bad for dude! He has loads of trauma you can tell. I see a good man that just was a product of his environment. This reminds me of a lot of my family members who are in the gang life. Prayers up to him and all that are involved in this lifestyle.
As a former 20 year cop from a big city, I’ve seen ppl just like him every single day. I worked narcotics and got to know a lot of them personally. 99.9% of the people involved in drugs, whether selling or taking, just never had the right guidance. I really feel for him and hope he stays on the straight and narrow.
It's refreshing to hear a cop who has a understanding of the nuances of drugs and crime instead of just thinking every person involved in crime are evil.
Something about this man just makes me smile. I feel like daily conversation with him would be quite fulfilling. I see a child in him that needs to be mothered. 🥺
@@shanek6582 haha Isn't that almost every woman. Main reason why jailed men get lots of letters etc? Women are clueless as to. What they want and chase it anyways..
This dude is hella lucky he's managed to keep his mind after 20 calanders man, you can tell he's troubled from his past but I hope he can get to were he's happy or atleast content with his life
Now this man has no true racism and Prejudice. And he's has risen above it for the strength of his character. I commend you sir you are a wonderful and lovely person. Your heart is good. Stay strong keep believing in yourself and believe that God believes in you
You’re kinda missin a point though. In California skinheads are just more of a gang/criminal organization. Not really about political protest or racial movement stuff.
I think you really missed the part about Jews, even though Christian is right that they don't universally believe or care about such things. This man was a skinhead BEFORE he went in, IIRC.
@@justinkase1360 like he said tho he was pretty much forced by his family as a kid into all the skin head stuff. Dude probably hates Jews and doesn’t even know why.
“A lot of people want the easy way out… His Response: That might be your last way out …That way might turn into a life sentence” That was deep and a wake up call 💯 You can tell he seen way more than what he’s willing to share 🙏
The more you tell, first you have to have it roll through your mind, and that creates bad visions. Best way is not let it roll around in your mind all the time, eventually you can get a little peace of mind.
I have so much respect for this man and anyone like him. My father used to be a hard and cold man, his last 20 years he turned into a loving and understanding man. I think these kinds of transformation is what life ends up being about. Good fortune to you all.
22.5% of us make it out and stay out. 10% make it out and become something in life and their community. The ones that do this look and act nothing like this guy he gets no props from me. Sorry just calling a ♠️ a ♠️.
@Jay Marley I met the leader of the outlaws for the FL chapter he was in his 60's doing life for 4 bodies. And was hard as nails smart a guy I would keep my eye on, but a true convict. You don't have to be a POS to be a bada**, but the one thing that place taught me was real convicts are who they are. They can turn good and never become a rat POS that looks like a junkie. The real BMFers are the ones that you can be around see they can be good men, but you just get the feeling this is a man I would never want pissed off at me. The way they live and act just shows you man this guy I bet seems like a lamb now, but i bet was trouble back in the day and nothing to play with. These are the men I respect and give props to who have made the life change. Different now, but still a man very capable of destruction. Become the little guy in the room never let em see you coming only feel your presence in the room.
@@botasepha Oh I get that and I am not calling him a saint. But he is willing to share and he is trying somewhat, to change what he is capable off, maybe even despite his urges. I think all alot of us need to celebrate and appreciate also small good changes and not just those who succed. Steps, we all take one at the time.
Prison is no life, good job staying out Chris. Best of luck to you, keep making the choices that will keep you out of that shit. I live with the same adage “stay out the way”
✨❤️✨.. He’s gained wisdom from his experiences, his life is better because he rejected bitterness... His enlightenment is Amazing… I pray that he continues to stay on the right path!!! Blessings To You Sir!!!! ✨❤️✨
It’s good to see that after many years, he sees the error of his ways and is doing good and helping others by being honest. This is growth, good for you.
Wow! Very serious! This guy seems to ooze authenticity. All things considered it’s so good to see where this guy is now. I really hope he finds true joy and peace. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
This guy is the real deal and I wish prosperity for him , and healing . I’m currently getting tattoo removal now being a mom after being on the streets for 20+yrs . I sometimes feel like maybe I’m doing the wrong thing and will miss it but I’m reminded watching this why I’m doing it .big ups 🙏🏼👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
I really appreciate Mark for exposing us to these different stories. I really enjoyed this story in particular...you never know a person and you shouldn't judge people by looks. "It's never too late" is the best advise you could give anyone. Psycho, keep pushing forward!! Im wishing you all the best!💚
This guy has come such a loooooong way in life. I hope he gets to know what its like to have a happy peaceful life. He is an inspiration for many. He could really teach younger kids so much. I am rootin for you Psycho
Mark, I'm so glad you did this interview. It's so refreshing after the Asriah interview. I admire Chris for changing his thinking and the way he lives. I hope you can help him with the painless tattoo removal. Please give him a hug for me.
He’s a really honest guy with a lot of wisdom. I could see him speaking to young people with problems with the law. He seems like he could benefit from a Buddhist path.
@@tble2438 obviously you have little exposure to long term drug usage. He will be like that the rest of his life even if he is sober as a judge. His nueral receptors are fuuuuucked. Plus the mental and emotional toll his actions have taken have caused PTSD which often manifests in similar movements. You are passing judgment on a man you no literally next to nothing about.
Yeah Chuck what’s 20 years and counting working in a federal prison going to teach me about your boy here. I guess I was a too “judgmental” towards umm “PSYCHO” his street name...... ? I guess I hurt your feelings a little bit Chuck which seems common these days with umm certain people. I am sure that umm PSYCHO is a real peach to have around at the family gatherings and such.
Such a beautiful soul! Unfortunately Psycho had a really rough environment but look what he has learned. Incredible, genuinely trying to improve and love. Bless his intentions, wisdom and attitude which many could learn from.
Out of all the videos I've seen on this channel, this guy really has gotten to my heart. He just seems to have such a great soul and outlook; you can tell by the way he speaks. I honestly wish I could be his friend.
Psycho, I'm watching all the way over here in Sydney, Australia. I really hope you continue to find peace and continue to reconnect to your daughter and extended family. You're a switched on guy, you can have a positive influence on others who struggle. I wish you the best of luck mate 👍
I'm in Western Australia, and you are spot on. This man proves that no matter what your past is, you can change for the better. Hope you're keeping safe in Sydney mate. We've been very lucky here in WA. It's about to get real very soon though.
@@Wigzy23 my same respects to psycho as I believe he's come a long way in life...on a different topic I'm curious what you meant when you said 'things are about to get real'. Real like Kazakhstan real? I've read / heard about covid camps there in Australia. Has the police state allowed the population to move about more recently? It's still hard for me to fathom what's going on there. I always had this perception about aussies as being a rough and tumble outdoorsy kinda people like Crocodile Dundee and Steve Irwin. You know, drinking Foster's by a bonfire, throwing boomerangs and wrestling crocs... Then I heard a good part of the population was eager to give that up to run inside from a virus with a 99.8% survivability rate. Can this be true? I know Crocodile Dundee was just a movie and all, but I guess my perceptions were still way off...
@@carljohnson8732 mate, we don't have "covid camps," hardly any of us drink Fosters because it tastes horrible, Crocodile Dundee was a great flick but it's about as far from real life for 99% of the Aussie population as it gets. You're right, your perceptions are way off. Stop using what was meant to be a message of good will to try and start a bullsh*t debate.
Love yourself, respect yourself, trust yourself, and everyone around you will benefit. It's great to see an individual understand his wrong doings and make the necessary changes to become a contributing citizen. Keep up the hard work and be proud of where you are now and believe you can make great things happen.
The way this dude rocks back and forth is like shell shock from war... Nerves are shot from the horrible environment he's been in for so long. All the fear and paranoia and haunting memories
He's still a drug addict (as he admitted in the first interview), it's what they all do, especially from Meth. I've sat in on NA meetings where no one could sit still just like him. It's unnerving to say the least. My heart goes out to them!!!!!
Even though he has a very checkered past of hate he is a very down to earth person, it's not like the stereotypical racist that still thinks they are right and the world is wrong, wich I think makes this interview very valuable and interesting
Love this guy. Love how straight up and honest you are about yourself 💯 keep your head up your never too old to learn ! Your doing such an amazing job .. Love the changes you’ve made in your life. Wish you nothing but happiness ❤️ I’ll pray you get that house🙏🏽😊
Thanks for sharing your story and struggles. Your a true example on how people can change for the better. Thanks for being the better person. I’m glad you found happiness💓
Absolutely love this mans attitude...he's discovered real life skills at an advanced age and is seemingly actually applying what he's still learning...major applause my friend. Peace to you in droves.
Chris seems like a nice person that’s just been used so much by others. I hope for the best and all the happiness in the world for him. Everyone deserves a chance as long as they are prepared to make the changes. good luck Chris.
Man.. I hope he's doing ok.. Ive watched a bunch of these and for whatever reason I just really hope he's doing ok... He seems like a really pure soul...
I can't even put into words how this man's smile speaks to my soul. His eyes seem to reflect the slightest glint of a childhood innocence that was most likely robbed from him before he could even walk..
Never has a man existed who was more born to be played by Woody Harrelson than this man.
You are spot on.
I think woody harrelson father was a hit man in Texas.
no bs lol
That would be great if Psycho could play woody harrelson. Psycho's life was probably crazy enough but Hollywood would probably change most of it anyway.
Yooooo that's wild
No bragging about his crimes or how hard he is. Just a lot of self reflection and honesty. Best of luck to this man.
Exactly
@@jamesvincent1434 this comment needs more likes. Agreed.
I agree!....I wish him all the best in getting his life straightened out!
@@jamesvincent1434 9th j NJ
His very first story is bragging about stabbing a child molester. I doubt his victim even was a molester. Scum like this just lie to justify their crimes.
Edit - ok he even said later on that the dude wasn’t a molester. But at least he wasn’t bragging
“I grew up around weapons, drugs and violence with parents who didn’t love me” - what hope did this guy have as a kid. Props to him for getting to where he is now.
When the cops busted me with half a kilo of homegrown weed, I told them I'm depressed and they should be proud it's not cocaine.
And it totally worked, I got off scot-free.
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@@lrrrruleroftheplanetomicro6881 why didn’t you just say a pound lmao
@@dat3rdsideboy386 94.7% of the world by population uses the metric system, LOL Boomer.
@@lrrrruleroftheplanetomicro6881 I call bull cus ain’t no way bruh
This guy deserves to be heard nobody has any idea how hard this dudes struggles were, keep on brother
He's dead already .
@@theoneaboveall8625 how do you know
it all starts at home. dude lived, learned, and is trying to do better. best of luck, buddy! you can do it.
Amen.👍❤️
So true man. You become what you see and live with when you see it all as a child. Sad it exists
You look like Jesus christ
@@youngguzz4080 your forgiven...hahaha
@@ralphharrison6622 lol
Keep pushing man, the sky is the limit! I'm tattooed and have 5 felony convictions. I spent most of my life in prison and now 12 years off paper I own a beautiful home in a nice area where my amazing wife and I are raising our kids. You already made it through the hardest part just keep working hard and keep your eyes wide open for opportunities and dont be afraid to go after them.
Mr. White?
Chulky White?
@@Darkest_Soul_187 lmao. Clever.
Are you the guy who swam 7 hours in California to avoid arrest back in 2013?
Keep up the good work!
Thank you for sharing and setting a good example. It makes a difference. Take good care.
This dude has a heavy story. Anyone can change and being 53 is never too late!! Love ya bro!! Ya have a GREAT attitude and that is more important than anything.
the yard is bullshit it happens down here in new zealand, too. Bunch of lifers jealous youre out in 5 and wana keep you in with them and if you dont do it, life inside is hell. it creates so much more violence
Truth.❤️
@@untitled06 Never thought about that but makes sense because jealousy drives us to evil acts.
It’s not to late at 53 , however it’s a now or never situation
@@lawrencestimpson6669 Any day we make a change for the better, is the right day.😉👍❤️
I can see my man is in pain. Got a ptsd rock. Holding back the tears. As a black man I got CRAZY RESPECT for this guy. My dude is 100% real. Much respect. Imma say a prayer for him. Appreciate the honesty. He seem like he wants to do better at a late age. I understand that 100%.
Self control builds self respect. He got those killer eyes but is exercising self control. I appreciate that.
brother he's rocking because he's tweaking, still got a long way to go before better
@@menefrego7183 makes sense...didnt catch that. I get like that when I speak on somethings I have seen, but that makes a lot of sense. Good catch.
He's not on meth!
Lol people on this channel are so innocent. He even admitted in another video that he's still doing meth just not selling it as much.
@@kimgarcia8012 He literally said himself that he still uses what are you on lmao
This guy has embraced CHANGE . I never thought I'd ever be saying this for a Skin Head . I wish him all the best in his new journey of life ... Under those tattoos we are all just human beings..
Truth!👏👏👏👍
There was a racist guy on Oprah a long time ago. Said how he hated black people and all that. His daughter has a biracial child and he completed changed. Was on there crying about how wrong he was.
Have you ever seen American History X? Kind of the same idea but with a Hollywood spin. It's violent but it sticks with you.
Good comment. 👍💯
Amen🙏🏽
I wish I could shake his hand. He's such a true soul. He's proof that people can be the better person when they put their mind to it. I wish him nothing but the best for the remainder of his time on this planet.
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@@mfalmekali lol
It's hard to look back and realize you were lied to, controlled and forced into things you wouldn't have chosen for yourself, especially as a child taken advantage of by adults.
You're a fool
I am a Combat Vet and I can tell you right now this dude has severe PTSD. That's not just the meth and other drugs scrambling his brain, that is serious trauma. Hope he can get some help.
The way he rocks back and forth reminds me of that.
I'm also a veteran and it is obvious that he has a severe case of ptsd. Can you imagine how messed up his childhood was. He's 53 I'm 58 and he looks mid 60s. He never had a chance at a normal life ,he's damn Lucky he's alive. Thanks for your service. 🇺🇲🙏❤
From what he’s been through. He seems super happy to me.
Is yours under control? I always see the most empathy from combat vets. Hope you found some peace.
@@tedgunderson67 Thanks I have my moments. I didn't mean to come of as an ass.
I guess I kinda did , I apologize if I angered you.
I mean no disrespect to you.
Have a good weekend. 😀✌
Sometimes it’s takes years to hit rock bottom. “Never judge a book by its cover”. Good for you Sir, keep going..
I don't know
Unless it's a porno mag.
Ngl this guy is a perfect example of why you should judge a book by it's cover, he's done really bad shit. Not even saying that you should just pointing out the irony lol.
I really like this guy. One of the few actually genuine folks on here that owns his shit and doesn't make excuses. I genuinely hope the best for him.
Mark, you are probably the first person in a long time to treat him with humanity. I think you helped him so much by saying he is positive. That could be one of the only compliments someone has given him.
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Mark does that in all his Videos! 💪
For sure. Mutual respect goes a long way.
@@lmn1966 yes! 😌
That is a really good point! I believe that you may be exactly right everybody deserves a compliment when they deserve it and even sometimes when they don't just to try and help a brother or a sister I'm a grown man and through a lot of same shit and what you said is bringing tears to my eyes while I write this God bless you!
I didn't expect to like him. I read "skinhead" and that was it. He's really an intelligent guy and has learned his life lessons. I didn't know people are swept up into those hate groups and didn't really have a choice. I'm glad he is following up with Mark and hope he continues to do so. He's a great example of rising above your circumstances.
Thats just the way california prison is- all based on race
Amen.❤️
@@mosluggo1 that's all prisons not just one
you got 'intelligent' from this guy? Jill, lurk more.
The problem is, whether you are racist or have certain ideologies or not....that doesn't matter, you go in, you will click up with your color. Thats just the way it is.
This was beyond inspirational, to see how much he's grown.. keep that head up man.. some of us need to see someone like you "make it" and you are!
Mark’s statement - “a lack of courage and laziness are addictions” - you just opened my eyes, Mark.
Today’s generation.
The repetitive mindset of humans is a dangerous thing but can be used to do good as well. Waking up every morning takes repetition to master; the same is true for malicious acts.
@@nuisynth this shell, that we called a body is hell.
@@WeatherMoon Immediate gratification is more prevalent today.
@@WeatherMoon Information and goods on demand. For example: Amazon. Next day delivery.
Immediate gratification is the antithesis of discipline. Each generation will become worse until it all disappears.
I really like this guy! He is a prime example of "If I could go back and talk to myself when I was a kid". Glad he see things differently and saying he is happier than he has ever been.
Just seems like if only a few things in his early life were different, he would have turned out so different
Hes a tweeker that is free from prison at the moment, ofcourse he is happy.
You may think you like him but don’t turn your back to these type guys. Many are very charismatic but don’t be fooled.
@@tble2438 Oh yeah I agree 100%
"misery loves company". Although he's talking about his cell mate, I think we have all experienced someone in our lives who wants to drag us down to the level they are at. This man is wiser than we know. Good luck on your recovery.
Very true sadly it was the best friend I ever had, it breaks my heart to know that he had hate for me in his.
I got something for those types too....
He's wise to have survived.
Thats what that saying means. Needed that earlier.
Amen
"In my view lack of courage and laziness are addictions as well."
Awesome work.
Heavy as Steel
He is a walking testimony I love his story I respect his view he's humbled you can see he's been through some very real situations we can learn alot from him I pray his journey is a clear one I hope he takes his experiences and passes some of his wisdom he gained to save lives
You see it in a much more positive light. In my point of view I’m wondering did he change what he feels in his heart or did he simply modify his actions because of the negativity he was receiving?
@@katebell6748 I'm thinking a little of both but you have to start somewhere it's levels to change
Well damn!
id say this is profound of you my friend . and it would be ez for you to not like this guy.... i respect you vibes bro
@@4theomega you have to look past the skinhead part and see the real person in him he was groomed into a lifestyle of ignorance we are raised to function a certain way we are raised to adapt a certain way you have to respect him because he was living out his truth but all it takes is one decision that changes everything around you he speaks from trial and tribulation that can only come from your heart
Great to see somebody take accountability and really work on their life.
@Questing Vagabond your a punk buddy
There's a lot of men exactly like him that are suffering in the same way but put up a hard, brave front. Opening up about your fears and weaknesses is actually a strength.
Exactly that's why I could never respect racism n all that segregated bullshit they perpetrate in some of these prisons because all men go thru the same cycles in life n bear the same pain n make the same mistakes it's really sad that I would possibly die in prison for sittin at this mans table when we literally both sittin in chains everyday gettin told what ta do n when n treated like garbage I'll never respect anybody who thinks like that 💪💪💪💯💯💯
Makes me think of this song which hints at Carl Jungs idea of the shadow and how we must face our fears and insecurities. At least one facet as this song and topic goes much deeper.
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Praying for this man! This was very humbling to watch as a Free 32 yr old man, father, and husband! It’s never too late to change your vision and missions in life! This was one of my favorite interviews to watch!
This was not the interview I expected when I clicked on this video. Chris made me feel calm and really proves that you’re never too (insert anything here) to learn and grow and become a person you are content with being.
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Interviewing crackheads is good Content
I've never watched an interview on this channel that hasn't completely mesmerized me. Thank you for these!
This channel has taught me empathy. Helping me understand all walks of life. I have been feeling judgmental and angry the past few weeks. This channel has helped me open my eyes and have more compassion for all walks of life. Thank you. God bless you Psycho! You’re a huge inspiration to help me keep in positivity
Maybe learn the definition of empathy, Alex.
100000% true
@@squirrelcovers6340 she explained it already pretty accurately thank you
@@squirrelcovers6340 empathy----the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.
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Psycho. All my respect and love my friend. I was a CO with the Colorado Department of Corrections for twenty four years and met many young men like you were. It is a good thing that you are alive and pressing on. Stay strong.
As usual, interesting watch. It's an eye opener listening to how others live, makes you realise how good most of us have it.
Facts!!!
I feel for this brother... He finally saw the light and obviously made a change. I hope he continues to do well..
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Too sit through both interviews and become empathetic for a skinhead really makes me question my views on the world, all it takes is someone to be willing to listen to your life story, for all the assumptions and perceptions to melt away and view someone as a person, only just found your channel now, and I am committed to appreciating your style of interview.
The way you contrast the conversations is leagues above most, these videos help ground me through gruelling times, it's hard to find a channel that really tugs on the heart strings, keep up the life changing work, you are impacting a whole collection of upbringings, truly amazing work. Without sounding corny, this channel is a God send. Much love.
Good comments
Yep. I have been moved. The skinhead part didn't faze me because not all skins are racist but then he became a full person before the racist part came in. Dude still needs to grow but I see him becoming a better person.
This is very insightful. And you’re right, I find it so strange that I’m feeling empathy for a skinhead… but he has a lot of redeeming qualities.
Good because too many people are rigid in their politics and views on people they don't know and have never met.
You should watch his videos with inbred family. 😳
I genuinely wish nothing but the best for this guy, he sure seems to have turned his life around, I hope he’s doing well
He's dead & idk what you meant be he 'turned his life around' he was twacked in both vids & even said it he was perma geeked
Mark, going out of his way, and calling all those dermatologists, just to help one person, and then offering it to this man as well, is a powerful point in and of itself.
Yup, yup!
BUT BY THE GRACE OF GOD, THIS COULD BE ME. OR YOU. ❤🇺🇸
@@petejackson3687 AMEN!
@@petejackson3687 fuck religion
@@wackyadz06 yup, jeeeebus ftw lol
So proud of you, Psycho!! I know how hard it is to let go of what/who we thought we were and move in a different direction. You are strong and resilient and can do anything you decide you want to do. Keep working, keep striving for peace and happiness for yourself. You deserve it!!!
Yes!👍👏👏👏
This guy has made such a transformation, he should be incredibly proud for getting to where he is today.
I was thinking the same thing. He went from being in a gang, cooking meth, selling it and torturing and killing people. This dude did a 180, and its not often you get to hear stories like this.
He's in process but have too kick them drugz
He just snapped back into reality, prison politics brainwashed, it's all worthless b.s
@@thescope2798 how is survival worthless smh
@@sireddreamzprojects7829 it's not it's unessesary politics, like dude said the inmates don't want you to go go home because they're not going home, that doesn't sound like they have your best interest at hand does it?
Wow. This man is an inspiration. What a crazy hard life and to have actually come out on the other side how he did, amazing. Makes no excuses, owns what he did, and tries his best to move on from his past. Wow, this one hits really hard. Much love to you brother, never give up, always keep learning.
This man is an inspiration, tough as nails. Keep going Man, You are on the right path.
I respect Psycho. He tells it like it is. I'm rooting for him to succeed... Nice to see him smile too !!
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Same!!
Ya know
@@tenacious5735 We've gotten over that long ago.
@@marylougeorge9890 wym?
this poor soul needs a good friend. My heart goes out to him, definitely was dealt a tough hand in life! His self-soothing rocking motion says a lot about the trauma he has.
He’s definitely tweaking. Doesn’t make him a bad guy but definitely needs to be his next step to bettering himself.
Thats not always a self soothing thing..i have nerve damage and I rock. Mine is my bladder but it can happen if you have spine problems or diabetic nerve problems too.
@@mr.h4880 at first I thought he was tweaking but I'm pretty sure it was just nervous energy
@GatorDrummer How is that judging? I grew up around all of these people and I don’t think I said anything bad about him anyways. I am these people. No better at all. Don’t be so sensitive cupcake.
He’s tweeking trust me I have seen it many times. This “poor guy” has murdered people. The prisons are full of very charismatic “poor guys”. Don’t be fooled or lose sight of this guys crimes and capabilities. It’s very easy to watch a video like this and feel bad for people. That’s normal because we all have empathy for other humans. However there is a reality to it all too and this guy has seen a lot, done a lot and will do more. Don’t turn your back to these guys.
Isn’t it amazing how much love we are feeling, as we watch this man tell us his story.
The cruelty of a gang, forcing this short-sentenced man to kill another on pain of death, thus adding exponenionally to his jail-time is truly wicked.
Especially when he wasn't even a chi-mo
He said 16 years turned to 20, he wasn't short sentenced...
@Ryan Alex duuuuhurrrrrrr. You missing the point. Use lifers instead of dudes heading home
It doesn’t even have to be gang related. You could be in jail for a dui or in prison for some bs 1-2 year sentence and someone tests you and someone dies now you got decades. Business inside doesn’t care about anyone’s sentence length. It’s happens all day every day all across the country. Always has and always will. If the general public knew what it was like they wouldn’t be so quick to have the “lockem up” mentality for lower property crimes and drug addicts. It doesn’t help society it hurts it. It creates hardened convicts from people that would never have been. I’m not a defund the police person so don’t jump on me. I’m a prison reform person. I know what it’s like. I’m 45 and was in the system in and out starting at 12 until 7 years ago. It’s no different inside for juveniles either. At all.
Seriously. More than anything else in prison, it’s that possibility that scares me the most.
Seeing a lot of changes since last time, and we know where it's coming from. Hope he can do much more better if there's someone like you who can help and guide him along the way. Thank you Mark for the amazing work that you are doing out there.
Amen!👍👏❤️
I love this guy. He has been through a lot and he is determined to come out tall. Big ups bro so much respect for you from Nigeria. You are a great man. Mark please help him I any way you can🙏🏿.
God bless you
Respect brother
I did not expect to learn so much from this interview. I hope he's doing well and that he's finding comfort in his new life
Hola Marisol.
These interviews give a great insight to a world of people you might not sit and chat with at your local coffee shop.
What did you learn?
Id find comfort with you in my life
well said@@sprawl_n_brawl
I'm a black man and it's really crazy how much this man resembles my cousin. ..and what's ironic he rocks just like him when he talks! Aside from that, you never know who or what people can become and come to realize in there life when u may cross them presently in a situation. The regrets, the humility, the understanding they gain from living a certain life, whether bad or good!....
Is your relative on meth or a stimulant because that's why this man rocks back and forth like that.
Not judging him or anyone who does it's just a fact of why most people do this.
They are taught this ideology. Environment plays a part. And everyone wants to belong to something. Racism is a manufactured social mechanism meant to divide. Those that put this shit in place need to control the masses, and when there is division it makes it so much easier to manage people. It started in this country before slavery. A long story...
We all have look-alikes (doppelgangers) in the world. I've known several people that look like others they aren't related to. Girl at the store near my house looks just like Brandy from the 90's. Remember her?! God damn...
Is your cousin on medication? I want to think it is a mental issue that causes him to rock like this.
So wow! That was 18 minutes of intense introspection. I did 8 years in Colorado, and I felt every single word he said. The intensity of his body language! It was wonderful to hear his rhetoric. It's reassuring to see someone else found their way out of the jungle. May fate bring you happiness brother. It finally has for me...
Great for you George. Stay strong and grounded.
It takes a real, strong, individual to save themselves from the cycle of dysfunction.
Totally. That guy had done worse things than I have ever done or ever will, but although he might feel he's in a weaker position in life, he's tougher than I will ever be. Not because of the things he's done, but because he walked away from it: he forced himself down a better path when he's been walking down a dark road since the day he was born.
It really does take a lot to pull yourself up and out of that, and break the cycle.
You know... When he giggled it was nice to see. He deserves to be happy now after all that happened in his life.
This guy is tough as nails. Amazing to hear these stories and realize how far he came. Props to you man, and love to see you’re doing well!
True savage you can tell. Glad he's trying to do better.
yeah i wouldn't want to tango with this guy.
"I still do drugs just not like I used to" I like this guy, keeps it real. Every word he said was the truth.
One thing about Mark is that he knows how to keep a conversation going when people "check out" if the conversation. He can dig answers out of the most closed off people and it's truly admirable to watch
Hard to explain the feelings this guy gives me. Intimidating, yet wholesome. Seen things, done things, grew wise from it. Trying to do right when all your instincts are hard-wired against it. I want to see him succeed, but knowing i'd be too afraid to involve myself with him personally, and the unfortunate knowledge that a majority of the people that encounter the man probably have the same vibe..
I feel bad for dude! He has loads of trauma you can tell. I see a good man that just was a product of his environment. This reminds me of a lot of my family members who are in the gang life. Prayers up to him and all that are involved in this lifestyle.
And prayers for your loved ones.🙏❤️
Dudes a sc um ba g... def not a good upstanding member of society dont b delusional
That's not trauma, his mannerisms are like that because he is whacked out of his head on meth.
As a former 20 year cop from a big city, I’ve seen ppl just like him every single day. I worked narcotics and got to know a lot of them personally. 99.9% of the people involved in drugs, whether selling or taking, just never had the right guidance. I really feel for him and hope he stays on the straight and narrow.
99.9%? Is it the .1% in that business that facilitates and causes all the misery in order to make money?
God bless you for your work and thank you
It's refreshing to hear a cop who has a understanding of the nuances of drugs and crime instead of just thinking every person involved in crime are evil.
...and here I was thinking of food, shelter, a social circle, music and recreation..
Shut up
Something about this man just makes me smile. I feel like daily conversation with him would be quite fulfilling. I see a child in him that needs to be mothered. 🥺
Says a lot about you.
I was thinking the same thing. He would be cool to have as a neighbor that you could talk to and help out.
Man, you are the female version of capt saveaho lol.
@@shanek6582 haha
Isn't that almost every woman.
Main reason why jailed men get lots of letters etc?
Women are clueless as to. What they want and chase it anyways..
He never had parents that loved him so yes , he lost his childhood. Like Michael Jackson...
I'm glad I found these videos. Never thought I would be inspired by someone like this, just shows we can always learn from someone if we listen.
knowledge teaches wisdom
Hobo, so very true.
This dude is hella lucky he's managed to keep his mind after 20 calanders man, you can tell he's troubled from his past but I hope he can get to were he's happy or atleast content with his life
Now this man has no true racism and Prejudice. And he's has risen above it for the strength of his character. I commend you sir you are a wonderful and lovely person. Your heart is good. Stay strong keep believing in yourself and believe that God believes in you
You’re kinda missin a point though. In California skinheads are just more of a gang/criminal organization. Not really about political protest or racial movement stuff.
I think you really missed the part about Jews, even though Christian is right that they don't universally believe or care about such things. This man was a skinhead BEFORE he went in, IIRC.
@@justinkase1360 okay I admit my fault on missing him saying that I was watching tv too lol.
@@justinkase1360 like he said tho he was pretty much forced by his family as a kid into all the skin head stuff. Dude probably hates Jews and doesn’t even know why.
Great comment thnx
“A lot of people want the easy way out…
His Response: That might be your last way out …That way might turn into a life sentence”
That was deep and a wake up call 💯 You can tell he seen way more than what he’s willing to share 🙏
The more you tell, first you have to have it roll through your mind, and that creates bad visions. Best way is not let it roll around in your mind all the time, eventually you can get a little peace of mind.
I have so much respect for this man and anyone like him. My father used to be a hard and cold man, his last 20 years he turned into a loving and understanding man. I think these kinds of transformation is what life ends up being about. Good fortune to you all.
22.5% of us make it out and stay out. 10% make it out and become something in life and their community. The ones that do this look and act nothing like this guy he gets no props from me. Sorry just calling a ♠️ a ♠️.
@Jay Marley I met the leader of the outlaws for the FL chapter he was in his 60's doing life for 4 bodies. And was hard as nails smart a guy I would keep my eye on, but a true convict. You don't have to be a POS to be a bada**, but the one thing that place taught me was real convicts are who they are. They can turn good and never become a rat POS that looks like a junkie. The real BMFers are the ones that you can be around see they can be good men, but you just get the feeling this is a man I would never want pissed off at me. The way they live and act just shows you man this guy I bet seems like a lamb now, but i bet was trouble back in the day and nothing to play with. These are the men I respect and give props to who have made the life change. Different now, but still a man very capable of destruction. Become the little guy in the room never let em see you coming only feel your presence in the room.
@@botasepha Oh I get that and I am not calling him a saint. But he is willing to share and he is trying somewhat, to change what he is capable off, maybe even despite his urges. I think all alot of us need to celebrate and appreciate also small good changes and not just those who succed. Steps, we all take one at the time.
Loved the HONESTY of this man he should be very proud of him self he’s a real honest man well done
Prison is no life, good job staying out Chris. Best of luck to you, keep making the choices that will keep you out of that shit. I live with the same adage “stay out the way”
If course it’s not
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✨❤️✨.. He’s gained wisdom from his experiences, his life is better because he rejected bitterness... His enlightenment is Amazing… I pray that he continues to stay on the right path!!! Blessings To You Sir!!!! ✨❤️✨
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I really hope things continue to improve for this guy, because he clearly wants to improve himself. Glad to hear he's happy for once.
It’s good to see that after many years, he sees the error of his ways and is doing good and helping others by being honest. This is growth, good for you.
Wow! Very serious! This guy seems to ooze authenticity. All things considered it’s so good to see where this guy is now. I really hope he finds true joy and peace. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
So glad your doing better. This interview was really powerful. Stay free Chris, You deserve it.
This guy is the real deal and I wish prosperity for him , and healing . I’m currently getting tattoo removal now being a mom after being on the streets for 20+yrs .
I sometimes feel like maybe I’m doing the wrong thing and will miss it but I’m reminded watching this why I’m doing it .big ups 🙏🏼👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
Sending you lots of love and prayers ♥♥
I really appreciate Mark for exposing us to these different stories. I really enjoyed this story in particular...you never know a person and you shouldn't judge people by looks. "It's never too late" is the best advise you could give anyone. Psycho, keep pushing forward!! Im wishing you all the best!💚
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Wow, it's never too late to change. Accept, turn and move on. He is still willing to learn. This is a wonderful thing.
Such an organic sit down. You learn so much from these.... amazing
This guy has come such a loooooong way in life. I hope he gets to know what its like to have a happy peaceful life. He is an inspiration for many. He could really teach younger kids so much. I am rootin for you Psycho
i love this guy! He's so real and brave, i needed this encouragement. Thank you Chris, and Mark...you guys are helping us learn and grow.
It made my day to see him so positive and determined to move forward!!! This guy proves we can shake how our environment affects us.
Mark, I'm so glad you did this interview. It's so refreshing after the Asriah interview. I admire Chris for changing his thinking and the way he lives. I hope you can help him with the painless tattoo removal. Please give him a hug for me.
Keep going, you're doing great. YOU GOT THIS!!! We believe in you. 🙏
He’s a really honest guy with a lot of wisdom. I could see him speaking to young people with problems with the law. He seems like he could benefit from a Buddhist path.
He should watch Lebowski. That Dude abides.
Keep in mind that 90% of hard ruthless criminals are very charismatic people. He is tweeking bad in this video. Don’t turn your back to these guys.
@@tble2438 obviously you have little exposure to long term drug usage. He will be like that the rest of his life even if he is sober as a judge. His nueral receptors are fuuuuucked. Plus the mental and emotional toll his actions have taken have caused PTSD which often manifests in similar movements. You are passing judgment on a man you no literally next to nothing about.
Yeah Chuck what’s 20 years and counting working in a federal prison going to teach me about your boy here. I guess I was a too “judgmental” towards umm “PSYCHO” his street name...... ? I guess I hurt your feelings a little bit Chuck which seems common these days with umm certain people. I am sure that umm PSYCHO is a real peach to have around at the family gatherings and such.
@@tble2438 you must be fun at party's
Thank you for your story bro. Your story sobered me up real quick and im not even under the influence.
Such a beautiful soul! Unfortunately Psycho had a really rough environment but look what he has learned. Incredible, genuinely trying to improve and love. Bless his intentions, wisdom and attitude which many could learn from.
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Out of all the videos I've seen on this channel, this guy really has gotten to my heart. He just seems to have such a great soul and outlook; you can tell by the way he speaks. I honestly wish I could be his friend.
A fuuny guy really
The best to you brother! It is amazing that someone finally stepped up and owns whatever life they created. Keep up the awesome work! 👍 You got this.
Psycho, I'm watching all the way over here in Sydney, Australia. I really hope you continue to find peace and continue to reconnect to your daughter and extended family. You're a switched on guy, you can have a positive influence on others who struggle.
I wish you the best of luck mate 👍
I'm in Western Australia, and you are spot on. This man proves that no matter what your past is, you can change for the better. Hope you're keeping safe in Sydney mate. We've been very lucky here in WA. It's about to get real very soon though.
@@Wigzy23 my same respects to psycho as I believe he's come a long way in life...on a different topic I'm curious what you meant when you said 'things are about to get real'. Real like Kazakhstan real? I've read / heard about covid camps there in Australia. Has the police state allowed the population to move about more recently? It's still hard for me to fathom what's going on there. I always had this perception about aussies as being a rough and tumble outdoorsy kinda people like Crocodile Dundee and Steve Irwin. You know, drinking Foster's by a bonfire, throwing boomerangs and wrestling crocs... Then I heard a good part of the population was eager to give that up to run inside from a virus with a 99.8% survivability rate. Can this be true? I know Crocodile Dundee was just a movie and all, but I guess my perceptions were still way off...
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@@carljohnson8732 mate, we don't have "covid camps," hardly any of us drink Fosters because it tastes horrible, Crocodile Dundee was a great flick but it's about as far from real life for 99% of the Aussie population as it gets. You're right, your perceptions are way off.
Stop using what was meant to be a message of good will to try and start a bullsh*t debate.
@@Wigzy23 keeping my head down mate 👍
If he did 20 yrs straight in prison and he is out and has such a positive attitude he can do anything. Just keep standing no matter what Psycho.
Love yourself, respect yourself, trust yourself, and everyone around you will benefit. It's great to see an individual understand his wrong doings and make the necessary changes to become a contributing citizen. Keep up the hard work and be proud of where you are now and believe you can make great things happen.
The way this dude rocks back and forth is like shell shock from war... Nerves are shot from the horrible environment he's been in for so long. All the fear and paranoia and haunting memories
He's still a drug addict (as he admitted in the first interview), it's what they all do, especially from Meth. I've sat in on NA meetings where no one could sit still just like him. It's unnerving to say the least. My heart goes out to them!!!!!
That’s meth bud, not nerves..
LOL thats drugs man....
Meth heads are all jerkey like that
He’s on methamphetamine
This one was great. Wish the best for this man, hope he lives the rest of his life in peace.
Even though he has a very checkered past of hate he is a very down to earth person, it's not like the stereotypical racist that still thinks they are right and the world is wrong, wich I think makes this interview very valuable and interesting
Honestly this guy is so sweet 🥲 . I hope he continues to live a happy life
That’s great you’re going to help this man with his tattoos. Inside every hard person is someone longing for acceptance.
Love this guy. Love how straight up and honest you are about yourself 💯 keep your head up your never too old to learn ! Your doing such an amazing job .. Love the changes you’ve made in your life. Wish you nothing but happiness ❤️ I’ll pray you get that house🙏🏽😊
Thanks for sharing your story and struggles. Your a true example on how people can change for the better. Thanks for being the better person.
I’m glad you found happiness💓
Really seems like he's on the right track and has learned from his mistakes.
Absolutely love this mans attitude...he's discovered real life skills at an advanced age and is seemingly actually applying what he's still learning...major applause my friend. Peace to you in droves.
This is moving. Valuing things like patience is wisdom from the soul. Good luck to you man
This man is learning from his mistakes. Powerful video right here. ✍🏽
I’m proud of him. He’s changed life around to good.
Chris seems like a nice person that’s just been used so much by others. I hope for the best and all the happiness in the world for him. Everyone deserves a chance as long as they are prepared to make the changes. good luck Chris.
Man.. I hope he's doing ok.. Ive watched a bunch of these and for whatever reason I just really hope he's doing ok... He seems like a really pure soul...
I can't even put into words how this man's smile speaks to my soul. His eyes seem to reflect the slightest glint of a childhood innocence that was most likely robbed from him before he could even walk..
This man inspires me. He has a better attitude towards life than I do and he has been through 100x more than me. I need to do better
Amen brother