Ex Gang Member interview-Mohawk Matt

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  • Опубликовано: 15 июн 2024
  • Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Mohawk Matt, a former gang member in Los Angeles.
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  • @Peenurpool
    @Peenurpool Год назад +1976

    .... The fact that this gentleman has done 19yrs in prison and doesn’t come off as bitter or jaded is almost a miracle ... It takes a lot to start over from where he came from... I hope he continues down this road, and is able to make his life whole, and make up the time he has lost

    • @Chyeahokay
      @Chyeahokay Год назад +22

      Shut its hard to do all that without ever going to prison. So big ups for this guy.

    • @jakeharmon8767
      @jakeharmon8767 Год назад +23

      "it takes a lot to start over from where you came from" bro.... that's a line for the ages!

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +16

      Grateful for you

    • @nickryan4619
      @nickryan4619 Год назад +20

      And I respect his decision to not share a lot of his prison experience and stories. I'm sure in 19 years with some of the most violent people in the world you will see a ton of un-wanted shit and to tell those stories is to re-live that trauma. At least that's what some friends of mine tell me when they tell stories of prison. I can only imagine. I still think face tattoos are a dumb ass idea and only a few people have been able to pull it off so other than that I'd have to say I kinda like this guy.

    • @GoBirdz13
      @GoBirdz13 Год назад +6

      @@nickryan4619 for sure. But talking about it is also therapeutic in the right setting. Gotta let it out here and there. Timing and setting is everything though.

  • @noahwilson7513
    @noahwilson7513 Год назад +476

    “If you make a mistake following your heart, it’s probably something you can fix.” Great words by someone who has obviously learned through his tough time. Thanks Mohawk!

    • @aleksandarpesic1412
      @aleksandarpesic1412 Год назад +4

      Very unique words and he spoke it through his heart

    • @jamesvetter1797
      @jamesvetter1797 7 месяцев назад

      why is this funny?@@IGcantstopfactsbreh

    • @shanghaiffgg
      @shanghaiffgg 16 дней назад

      Yes that’s the voice of experience right there

  • @jeffvanderwerf3391
    @jeffvanderwerf3391 Год назад +130

    Man, I like this dude. After all he's been through, he gets it. Respect to him for owning up to his past mistakes, and I wish him the best going forward.

  • @driftless1870
    @driftless1870 Год назад +272

    What a great interview with a man who had courage enough to be vulnerable and honest about himself. Thank you.

    • @The40Glock1
      @The40Glock1 17 дней назад

      Except the decapitation fib

  • @OrangeHeadTM
    @OrangeHeadTM Год назад +451

    Man we need more of this guy.

    • @danf1779
      @danf1779 Год назад +5

      Amen to that.

    • @tylerwill5250
      @tylerwill5250 Год назад +6

      Yeap. This was a good one. Gotta see if he will open up a but more and let some more stories fly

    • @katyhutsell8382
      @katyhutsell8382 Год назад +4

      Yes we sure do!

    • @ChiTownGuerrilla
      @ChiTownGuerrilla Год назад +4

      More Johnny too!

    • @preacherberry8901
      @preacherberry8901 Год назад

      Yes, I've always advocated for more drug use, more prison, and for sure, more tattoos plastered across your entire head.

  • @gse8400
    @gse8400 Год назад +427

    One of the best interviews on this channel thus far. Of hope, of pain, of growth, of acceptance. Of moving forward and wisdom. Thank you Mark.

    • @SmartMoveGraphics
      @SmartMoveGraphics Год назад +5

      Well said.
      This week I have been sharing this SWU video with my people more than I normally do. Something special about this guy.

    • @pauliedibbs9028
      @pauliedibbs9028 Год назад +3

      Agreed!
      This guy was living a life of chaos, yet able to summarize his journey in a very concise manner.. Prayers & Blessings to Mohawk Matt!

    • @xXVoLaTiLe1Xx
      @xXVoLaTiLe1Xx 27 дней назад

      Not agreed 👎

  • @andrew182matches
    @andrew182matches Год назад +128

    Better lessons than any TED talk I've ever had the patience to sit through. I hope Matt is doing well.

  • @tommykitchens
    @tommykitchens Год назад +60

    I'm 42. My dad left me when I was a toddler and my mom told him to stay away (drugs). I finally talked to him for the first time when I was 30 years old, and we started working on our relationship. He died a couple of years ago before I really got to catch up and know him, but I consider it an important and valuable part of my life. As Matt's son gets older, it WILL mean more to him to know who Matt is. I hope Matt stays consistent in his successes to beat his problems away. That effort is what turned the corner with my dad and myself. Congrats on the badass journey so far.

  • @thebestseason5034
    @thebestseason5034 Год назад +257

    You can tell he’s very intelligent. He has a special “something” that if used for good, he can be a life-changer for many people. I hope he will speak at schools, he’d be a great mentor.

    • @dangerous8333
      @dangerous8333 Год назад

      Nope.
      That's street smarts. People confuse it with intelligence.
      They are educated. Just like a sheltered yuppie is educated in college, low-iq people are educated on the streets.
      Intelligent people wouldn't do the things he's done, including the tattoos on his face and losing 19 years of his life in prison.
      Edit:
      Speak at schools...😂 mentor... 😂. I'd prefer someone like Elon Musk speak at schools and mentor my child.

    • @stankythecat6735
      @stankythecat6735 Год назад +1

      Agree

    • @benny2036
      @benny2036 Год назад +5

      The tattoos say otherwise

    • @flexgodson1
      @flexgodson1 Год назад +26

      @@benny2036 ironically, your comment says otherwise about yourself. He had a whole interview, and you still don't get it.. That says alot

    • @StylinProfilin3889
      @StylinProfilin3889 Год назад +6

      You must have low expectations for “very intelligent” people.

  • @greasemonkey060
    @greasemonkey060 Год назад +92

    “My prayers have been answer, but I’m not smart enough to realize it”
    Truly resonated. Thank you Matt for your words

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +6

      You have no idea that moment that realization, knowing that I have been praying to two different gods, my culture, history and Jesus Christ, who died for my sins, you have no idea how hard that struggle is alone yet alone to think that I have been praying, and that woman came and I wasn’t smart enough to realize it but trust me when I realized it I came to and I turned around 100% and I busted my house since this

    • @poliziagrammaticale9430
      @poliziagrammaticale9430 Год назад +1

      answered

  • @McBandycars
    @McBandycars 9 месяцев назад +13

    I love how honest this man is, you can tell by his body language and facial expressions that he is accepting to all things and a great conversationalist. I'm so glad this channel exists, you're doing a great thing!

  • @god604
    @god604 Год назад +12

    So happy to hear and see people recovering from a low point in life. Videos like these really uplifts and gives hope on the future of society.

  • @ericjones2659
    @ericjones2659 Год назад +236

    I grew up in the SFV like Matt and can relate 100% to most of his story. It's so good to know I am not alone. Another story of crack and meth saving him from crack! This guy is about my age and from doing a lot of time like Matt in the Cali prison system. I'm surprised we never crossed paths before. The amazing story is that we are both clean today by the grace of God. I will have 12 years of sobriety this June. Great interview on all aspects of life!!

    • @zacharygallenberger9243
      @zacharygallenberger9243 Год назад +8

      Love this comment, it’s inspiring. Thanks for sharing

    • @LOUISVILLECARDINALS
      @LOUISVILLECARDINALS Год назад +10

      Congrats on your sobriety

    • @Vub.
      @Vub. Год назад +1

      Sounds like a horrible place on all accounts. I would never want to raise a family there.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +4

      Amen brother 🙏🏻

    • @erickiyoshiphillips2323
      @erickiyoshiphillips2323 Год назад +8

      Same here finally someone who is taking responsibility and ownership to get sober and not blaming his past life for why he can't get sober.

  • @PickupsAreNotTrucks
    @PickupsAreNotTrucks Год назад +78

    Being at your bottom and looking up and begging for gods help is the most humbling experience you can ever have. Don’t matter how tough you are, you’re the weakest person on the planet in that moment. Been there, done it. Out of it for over two years now. My heart goes out to anyone struggling with addiction. I wish I could hug you all and take your pain away.

    • @billiestyles1706
      @billiestyles1706 Год назад

      Snap! 20 plus years completely abstinent from ALL of the chemicals including alcohol. A higher power saved my arse, whatever you want to call it 🐸🙏🏽🙏☮️🌈

  • @MoonmanSpacejam
    @MoonmanSpacejam Год назад +17

    One of the best interviews on RUclips. Dude overcame the world and was blessed in the end. His mom must be an incredible rock too. A mother's love is forever ❤️

  • @cannotfindmyshoes3
    @cannotfindmyshoes3 Год назад +12

    His recovery is an inspiration to me. Am glad for him and I sincerely hope hé continues to do well.
    Thanks, Mark, for posting this.

  • @miked815
    @miked815 Год назад +326

    I would judge the shit outta this guy if I saw him on the street not knowing who he is, and it makes me second guess my own inner being. This guy is true and about as real as life gets. Had life handed to him on a silver platter, made terrible decisions along the way but still came back full circle and is living his best life. Very inspiring dude.

    • @FedeArgentina
      @FedeArgentina Год назад +4

      Like every other criminal on this channel, right?

    • @AGsosa
      @AGsosa Год назад +13

      judge him why? cuz he has tattoos all over? thats pretty shallow..theres plenty of ppl covered in tats why judge? cuz i bet you wouldnt know shit about his life by looking at him

    • @grandmazcookies6763
      @grandmazcookies6763 Год назад +31

      @@AGsosa chill tf out. That’s like saying “you wouldn’t pet a stray Pitbull? There’s plenty that aren’t aggressive”. I mean look at his past, he was that guy you would want to avoid before. How are you supposed to know those days are behind him?

    • @thetwoboyz4542
      @thetwoboyz4542 Год назад +13

      @@AGsosa I’m pretty sure you would judge him too if you saw him on the street

    • @User-54631
      @User-54631 Год назад +16

      @@AGsosa your judging based on RUclips comments. The human brain evolved to observe threats visually. I’d argue someone judging on appearances Is more inline with human behavior vs judging on social media.

  • @scottfoster4548
    @scottfoster4548 Год назад +57

    The charisma and authenticity of this man is next level. I'd like to see a follow up interview, but I would love even more to read the book.

    • @DivinityAwakened
      @DivinityAwakened Год назад +1

      I never thought charismatic narcissism actually worked on real people in real life, it's just so obvious, but here you are smh

    • @Mr93sharpei
      @Mr93sharpei Год назад

      I agree. I would buy his book.

  • @jantyyaqoub2132
    @jantyyaqoub2132 Год назад +4

    Much respect. You overcame some real lows. Glad you’re doing what you’re doing.
    We need more sponsors like you.

  • @Bodangley
    @Bodangley Год назад +10

    This is my favorite interview so far. What a life this guy has turned out to have. Such lessons he has to teach.

  • @nunyabees4150
    @nunyabees4150 Год назад +122

    I wanna see more interviews with Matt. He’s a great storyteller and keeps the conversation moving while being incredibly open. This was one of my favorite interviews on here so far.

    • @moni1404
      @moni1404 Год назад +5

      He’s so right about back in the 90s. If you were a Southerner, the Eme wouldn’t allow members to use any drug other than weed. There was a high level of respect given to the community to always be on the “low” about activities. I hope he seeks professional guidance with approaching and understanding his eldest son. His sons age is also at the age where he’s rebelling and the past between them will undoubtedly be the huge obstacle to a healthy relationship. I hope they both work it out with boundaries and prove to each other through love and understanding on both ends. Great interview!

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +2

      Thank you so much for being a part of my journey brother🙏🏻🙏🏻💯💯

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +2

      And to respond to the other comment, you’re right, we had to hide most of our addictions anything that was basically above drinking alcohol or beer or marijuana or a little lines of cocaine may be here and then we had to hide. We were not allowed to be open with Artukovich in front of children and kids on the street like it is today. It’s really hard for me to watch as it is for probably most of you.

    • @moni1404
      @moni1404 Год назад +4

      Thank you for the transparency. Unfortunately a lot of us sobered up after causing havoc but it’s never too late for anything. God bless you and know you’re helping a lot of people with your story because it brings hope. Yes, I remember the meetings for who was going to court lol

  • @katrinaolsen2444
    @katrinaolsen2444 Год назад +237

    Matt gave a really engaging interview. I’m glad he was able to get sober. He is so wonderfully positive. I’m sure he is very effective as a sponsor. And seeing how he has gotten sober and has thrived in sobriety; is really inspiring too. 👍🏼👍🏼

    • @bongobongo985
      @bongobongo985 Год назад

      He's semi-sober for the interview. He get's out, he's back on smack. Just ask him.

    • @BobbyP5985
      @BobbyP5985 Год назад +1

      We all make mistakes it’s not up to you to judge this person let god do the judging

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +1

      Thank you so much I do my best to sponsor. I do my best to use social medias with interact and communicate with men or women who need any type of helping to come to recovery or even just advice.

  • @bath-seba8521
    @bath-seba8521 Год назад +3

    So much respect for this man. So open and wise... helping others. Great interview. I enjoyed it so much

  • @VAL702
    @VAL702 Год назад

    I clicked on this interview not knowing what to expect. These interviews never cease to amaze me in terms of the life lessons that your guests speak about - great video

  • @tlowery2074
    @tlowery2074 Год назад +66

    gives me hope to see a fully actualized man who can accept his kid’s rejection and hold himself accountable for the effect he had on him.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +3

      It’s one of the hardest things I deal with, but all I can do is accept and continue to try it a respectable distance, and I have to understand that it’s his decision at this point not mine. Thank you for being a part of this.🙏🏻🙏🏻💯💯

    • @unclebuck5051
      @unclebuck5051 Год назад +1

      @@matthewcammarano5357 From what I’ve read on the topic what your going through with your son is fairly common. Granted there are some extenuating circumstances in your case, but don’t be too hard on yourself. It’s a two-way street. Take care.

  • @lamaya1111
    @lamaya1111 Год назад +122

    I can totally see how Matt can help a lot of people. What a life experience ! Brutally honest, genuine and smart.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +7

      I do my best to continue to help people and thank you so much for listening, and being a part of this🙏🏻🙏🏻💯💯

    • @brandonanderson9732
      @brandonanderson9732 Год назад

      @@matthewcammarano5357 what's up bro, I tried following u on Instagram. Can u follow me back when u get a chance so I can message u

  • @kdm313
    @kdm313 Год назад +7

    Following your heart advice was profound, Especially the part if you make a mistake, following your heart, it’s probably something you can easily fix. Beautiful said Matt.

  • @staceysolomon5621
    @staceysolomon5621 Год назад +2

    A remarkable interview.."go through and grow through"...many wise and hopeful sentiments from a life hard lived and love filled still. Thank you.

  • @BigShrimpin416
    @BigShrimpin416 Год назад +360

    I hope one day Matt’s son will be willing to sit down with his dad and hear him out. He actually seems like a great guy and deserves another chance. Never too late to fix a relationship with a parent because once they’re gone they’re gone. I lost my dad at 15 and miss him every single day!

    • @dangerous8333
      @dangerous8333 Год назад

      Speak for your goddamn self.
      You watch a 17 minute interview and you're exclaiming him to be a good guy? 😂
      His son is under ZERO obligation to hear him out. You have ZERO idea what trauma he experienced because of his father's lifestyle.
      He hasn't even been around most of his life, why would he care when he's gone?
      I get so irritated when others use their own situation to tell others what they should and shouldn't do about their situation.
      That's exactly what these guys want. They didn't want any of the responsibility and then at the end when they settle down they want everyone to forgive them. Good for his son not falling for that crap.
      I'll use my own father as an example.
      Lifelong meth addict, drug dealer and pimp.
      You know what people like you say after they've talked to him for 5 minutes. What a great guy.
      He's not a great guy.
      So take all that, and add that he didn't give us a dime in child support, wasn't there for my most formative years, was a terrible role model.
      Now he's getting old and can't do those things anymore, I'm supposed to forgive him and give him what he wants after all that? And possibly be responsible for taking care of him in his old age?
      Nope.

    • @BigShrimpin416
      @BigShrimpin416 Год назад +3

      @@dangerous8333 I am speaking for myself. I didn’t say anything about hi taking care of him in his old age. What are you even talking about? You made a whole bunch of assumptions on your own about my comment. Relax.

    • @desmondiaia34
      @desmondiaia34 Год назад +16

      My girlfriend's dad was in prison throughout her entire childhood and it took some serious tolls on her. Now he's out and she currently will not speak to him at all. After hearing everything she's said about what it was like growing up with a dad in and out of prison I don't blame her. However, he does continue to be a complete piece of shit to this day which does appear to be different from this guys story.

    • @willybilly9301
      @willybilly9301 Год назад

      Gangs over a kid Fuk this guy

    • @PlutoTheGod
      @PlutoTheGod Год назад +10

      Keep in mind how people portray themselves on this show is only as honest & as self aware as they’re willing to admit and end of the day the kids are the victims of the parents behavior.
      Whether he had no role in the kids life for decades or had a violent/nasty addict role in the kids life for many years, that leaves a scar & for some people it’s plenty good reason to not want to be close. If you watched your dad shoot meth and tear apart the home every day then go to prison and not once contact you like you’re nothing you probably would think twice when he shows up to be dad only when things are going well for him.

  • @blackmoor2624
    @blackmoor2624 Год назад +99

    This man, having seen the worst and come out the other side still able to live life and capable of decency and reason, is the best example of hope I can think of for those of us who also saw too much and did too little right...My favorite interview of Mr. Laita's so far this year...keep it up, man...there's a lot of us listening...and thank you.

    • @blowyourmind81
      @blowyourmind81 Год назад +2

      The human can moove mountains.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +5

      I’m so grateful to share this journey with some of you thank you for even listening

    • @J.F611
      @J.F611 Год назад +2

      @@matthewcammarano5357 well done my guy. Excellent interview. Thank you and continue to believe in Jesus.

  • @deancampbell8206
    @deancampbell8206 Год назад +14

    Mohawk Matt is a beautiful and strong individual. Some of us have to go through so much shit to get out of our own way. Thank you Matt for sharing your story and thank you Mark for continuing the work that you do.

  • @kp74952
    @kp74952 Год назад

    Great interview. Really enjoyed hearing his story. He clearly has been through a lot yet come a long way. Wish him the best and glad he's able to help others.

  • @Tom-zi9xw
    @Tom-zi9xw Год назад +29

    Damn man. I love to hear the recovery stories. Good on you man...sponsorship is a powerful thing. Sending love your way.

  • @pambeforethestorm9784
    @pambeforethestorm9784 Год назад +38

    This was an Amazing interview!! Well done Mark! And Matt, so happy you are living your best life after all you went thru, the way you told your story was absolutely Lit!! I hope some day you and your son reconnect, much Love ❤️

  • @jayscott4513
    @jayscott4513 Год назад +5

    I lived a similar life for 20 yrs… finally got fed up of lawyer fees, fights, ppl stealing, nobody to turn to when I needed help. I changed my way of thinking and my life turned around and I began molding into a stand up citizen… I’m not rich, but I’m happy, Im alive and I get to see my daughter blossom, that’s what makes me feel wealth and richness. Stay Up Matt

  • @chitownfeets5899
    @chitownfeets5899 Год назад +4

    Great interview here. I haven’t watched this channel in a while, then this popped up on my channel. It hit me at the right time in life. I’ve been going through some weird shit with my kids and this interview helped me realize that when life is tough, follow your heart, battle it out with yourself and make amends with yourself. Truly awesome to see this. Thanks.

  • @stonecoldusmvmc2597
    @stonecoldusmvmc2597 Год назад +38

    Great interview! From one Navy vet to another: Way to go Matt! Your testimony is not only powerful, it's inspiring.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +2

      Thank you for your service and thank you for being a part of my journey brother⚓️🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @candice3559
      @candice3559 Год назад

      In deed. 💜

  • @valleychick2509
    @valleychick2509 Год назад +21

    I was raised in the San Fernando Valley and now live in Santa Clarita. Sadly I can say this guys story sounds way to familiar, a huge percentage of people that I grew up with went down his same path. Im glad this guy had a great turn around, not to many had this chance.

  • @johnnagy1495
    @johnnagy1495 Год назад +10

    This guy speaks the truth. You can’t make anyone quit drugs. They gotta want it for themselves. Truest words. It’s fun while it lasts but once it gets a hold of you it’s not fun anymore. I went through the same thing with drugs & alcohol. I looked at myself in the mirror & asked myself why? & just quit. Done. 13yrs clean & sober. Hard as fk to do but we’ll worth it. Thx for this interview. This guy is a good dude.

  • @alex_schenck8
    @alex_schenck8 Год назад +1

    ...this was my favorite interview so far...thanks for sharing Matt

  • @briggs530
    @briggs530 Год назад +32

    What a wise, smart human being! A great blessing to see!

  • @Moonflower3118
    @Moonflower3118 Год назад +13

    I could have easily listened to an hour. This man has so much knowledge!!!!!He’s an easy listen and obviously a great teacher. God Bless him ❤

  • @Havoc917
    @Havoc917 Год назад +5

    He is so genuine and so HUMBLE. And he can laugh at himself. . Love this interview. Greatness

  • @mglaz100
    @mglaz100 Год назад +1

    So Inspirational! Thank you Matt . . . and thank you Mark for your ongoing amazing work.

  • @grege2383
    @grege2383 Год назад +47

    3:52 - He gave his VICTIMS of that home invasion a life sentence! The story of the VICTIMS and the suffering they endured are lost in the court transcripts of his trial and in the minds of his victims! You see all kinds of interviews of criminals who committed violent assaults yet their victims rarely get interviewed on the impact that assault has had on their life!

    • @lawrenceblack322
      @lawrenceblack322 Год назад +6

      Excellent point.

    • @MatthewAndrewDrake
      @MatthewAndrewDrake Год назад +19

      Maybe that’s your calling to start your own channel and interview the victims!

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +8

      You’re right, there’s nothing I can do to change what I did it only comment I can offer to you is that I was involved in drugs in gangs, and the people that were involved in that we’re also involved in that lifestyle I regret what I did and I can honestly tell you I’m sorry for it and there’s no paying them back but at the same time the only justification is that they were involved in the same exact lifestyle as me so they were not innocent civilians, but every day I wish I never did

    • @grege2383
      @grege2383 Год назад +2

      @matthewcammarano5357 - In all sincerity, I'm glad you turned your life around. What I was mainly referring to are victims who were/are not in the life. Those are the people who are forever traumatized. In the life & being a victim is karma. Again I'm glad you turned your life around and hope you're able to stay straight. I think it's great that you're getting happiness from helping other people. If you find yourself slipping, find a legal hobby and lose yourself in it (for me it's radio control aircraft and welding).

    • @marinamarazzo5889
      @marinamarazzo5889 Год назад +2

      @@matthewcammarano5357 great interview, thank you. remind me so much of a buddy in santa cruz, a norteno who had to program white inside in the 90s. brutal stories. I wish you a lifetime of continued sobriety, love your life buddy!

  • @jennyloohoo
    @jennyloohoo Год назад +21

    I met a dude named Mohawk Matt back in the late 90's in Fort Smith, Ar. I doubt it was the same guy but the one I met was a lot like this guy. I got 4 years clean and I am super proud of you, dude. God bless and keep spreading the knowledge and love.. We need more people like you, because there is hope!

    • @carolbrady658
      @carolbrady658 Год назад +2

      It's him bro

    • @jennyloohoo
      @jennyloohoo Год назад

      @@carolbrady658 Really ? You are playing? If it is he would know Steve at the bike shop and we used to go to the Punk shows in Fort Smith.

    • @carolbrady658
      @carolbrady658 Год назад

      @@jennyloohoo yeah I'm playing... Sorry I'm not even American

    • @carolbrady658
      @carolbrady658 Год назад

      @@jennyloohoo sorry

    • @jennyloohoo
      @jennyloohoo Год назад

      @@carolbrady658 lol. I figured

  • @jaygio
    @jaygio Год назад +1

    Matt, hats off to you man. Loved your story and found many parts relatable. But most of all, how you managed to overcome addiction and send this positive much needed message. 99 out of 100 addicts won't make it... you are the 1%. Keep kicking ass and doing well.

  • @dougie6107
    @dougie6107 Год назад

    Now this is keepin it 💯. I listen to all Matt's interviews. Keep spreading your word homie. You ARE making a difference. Salute from the East Coast.

  • @DL-zp1sm
    @DL-zp1sm Год назад +13

    This was a fantastic story. Thanks, Mark, for bringing this content to us.

  • @judyironcloud4499
    @judyironcloud4499 Год назад +6

    I love these videos! Your an amazing person! Thank you for allowing us viewers to be apart of something as wonderful as this! My heart feels so bad for all these people! I pray everyone you have interviewed gets help and finds love and a safe place to sleep at night!

  • @scottcarpenter6491
    @scottcarpenter6491 Год назад +2

    True definition of don’t judge a book by its cover. I honestly wouldn’t give this guy a second look on the street, but here I am wishing this interview was longer. Good stuff man. Keep taking care of yourself.

  • @kamilkalbarczyk9126
    @kamilkalbarczyk9126 5 месяцев назад

    I've seen a bunch of interviews lately but this one got to me. It was a pleasure listening to your story.

  • @mthm2121
    @mthm2121 Год назад +6

    Matt your story truly touched my soul! Thank you Mark for letting people share their stories. For letting them be real. To be open. And to give them a small safety net for even just a minute. I believe you are opening so many people's eyes and hearts to help them better understand people who struggle harder then themselves. Or even just help people know they aren't alone in things they've gone through. My favorite saying is "I'm perfectly imperfect." Because everyone has gone through hard things. If we could all understand that, maybe there could be more compassion in this world.

  • @majorpayne5289
    @majorpayne5289 Год назад +27

    👍This is a real man! Such motivation inside him. God bless you sir.

  • @teresathomley3703
    @teresathomley3703 Год назад

    Great, great interview. Honest, open guy- best interview I've seen on this channel. This person isn't arrogant.

  • @buffylopezsalazar6515
    @buffylopezsalazar6515 Год назад +9

    Wow..this man should be a counselor! He is so awesome...straight forward! Wish him best of luck in his future 🙏!

  • @Snoopbeccy
    @Snoopbeccy Год назад +54

    “I came home with more ptsd from prison than I did the military”
    That hit me hard. Wonderful interview and story teller.

    • @dawnserrano737
      @dawnserrano737 Год назад +1

      True

    • @Tepaneca
      @Tepaneca Год назад +6

      Most people in the military don’t see action. If your in prison, your guarantee to at least see something wild

    • @matthewsparks8821
      @matthewsparks8821 Год назад +3

      Guess he was never outside the fob or cop , oif was narly in the early 2000s.

    • @5944beast
      @5944beast Год назад +1

      Deep

    • @esvignettes7592
      @esvignettes7592 Год назад +5

      @@Tepaneca unfortunately it’s not just what you see but what you experience and see your brothers and sisters in arms go through that messes us up. In prison you’re already not a free man. Military members sign up to serve their country and have people who become their best friends die next to them, there’s a big difference.

  • @yunglumi637
    @yunglumi637 Год назад +23

    Yupp this man deserves a follow up! He just goes into it as soon as he starts flowing with his story, what he stands for now is amazing because he made out the dark! Unfortunately with some hardships , but he lives to be better and be better overall.

  • @anonymous20237
    @anonymous20237 Год назад +2

    Wow, God bless this guy. I don’t know that I’ve ever seen someone speak with more honesty and forthrightness. Warms my heart to see him doing better than he was, and reaching others. Much respect…

  • @eiramiam9703
    @eiramiam9703 9 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you, Mohawk! I am showing this to my son, he’s 12 and a phenomenal athlete with a real shot at college baseball. I get on him all the time about making the right decisions. This video is such an inspirational story. You’re an amazing person and I hope you continue to live the dream man!

    • @Celestialnighthawk
      @Celestialnighthawk 8 месяцев назад

      You should try showing him Johnny’s story that one will make you cry

  • @mixxxer
    @mixxxer Год назад +49

    I hope his son sees this. He deserves a second chance with him. We need more of this guy Mark - I felt it was too short.

    • @pambeforethestorm9784
      @pambeforethestorm9784 Год назад +2

      So do I! I hope the same, and said so in my comment as well! 💯💛

    • @07negative56
      @07negative56 Год назад +5

      It’s not possible for the 23 year old son to have a relationship with him. I had a similar situation.

    • @fritzfxx
      @fritzfxx Год назад +2

      Situations like that can be wicked complicated. For all we know this guy was letting his friends diddle his son, or he abused him far more than he's letting on. Not saying I believe that he did, but everyone is the hero of their own story. Don't believe 1 sided stories so quickly.

    • @Wecanhelp
      @Wecanhelp Год назад +1

      People are so aware about these fuys more they have no repertoire and history

    • @jameswight7321
      @jameswight7321 Год назад

      @@07negative56 give him time,

  • @thevuntzer
    @thevuntzer Год назад +4

    True recovery story. This guy is a legend. I hope everyone who is feeling low after a setback sees this and understands there is a path.

  • @mickyzzzeee
    @mickyzzzeee Год назад +2

    This guy is an absolute diamond. Open, honest and articulate. Keep going brother, God bless.

  • @delusionallarry3310
    @delusionallarry3310 Год назад +8

    We need a hour long follow up with this guy… man what a story.

  • @graigglufling8190
    @graigglufling8190 Год назад +1

    This was the best interview you have done. I wish Matt nothing but the best. What he said about getting clean is the truth. You can only do it for yourself. Respect.

  • @thevirtuoso6168
    @thevirtuoso6168 Год назад

    This story was so touching. Thank you Mark.

  • @Yetified_Mayhem
    @Yetified_Mayhem Год назад +12

    Good one! Glad to see him turn it around and be so positive, as well as helpful to society.

  • @ryssag4290
    @ryssag4290 Год назад +24

    He looks so much like my dad. My dad wasn't in a street gang but was in the army. We no longer have a relationship but watching this made me think about him. Last I heard, he had open heart surgery AND brain surgery due to his intravenous use of meth. Hope he's okay..

    • @sarahcanales5783
      @sarahcanales5783 Год назад +6

      See him... 💜

    • @bettywatkins28
      @bettywatkins28 Год назад +4

      I forgave my dad for being an addict my whole childhood. He went to prison & wrote me an apology letter. I realized then he was going thru more pain I’d ever felt. I’m not him, I don’t know what it’s like to be him so who am I to judge. He passed away last year & when we spoke/saw each other, we told each other “I love you” He was still a pain in our butts but he was never a dull moment. Idk your history but if you can let it go, do it.

    • @iHipHopVEVO
      @iHipHopVEVO Год назад +4

      Reach out to him man, he might need you more than you think

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +3

      I can only hope your dad is OK it’s never too late to reach out. Trust me I wish I had that opportunity so if you can reach out and find him as fast as you can💯💯🙏🏻

  • @midnightempire4213
    @midnightempire4213 Год назад +7

    I wish the best for this guy he seems very genuine despite the things he’s done in life. Hats off to him for turning his life around.

  • @stevehernandez9498
    @stevehernandez9498 9 месяцев назад

    One of the best ones on this channel, come back stories are things of legend.

  • @AwayAwayandUp
    @AwayAwayandUp Год назад +13

    Thanks for all your hard work Mark!

  • @ashleyallen7138
    @ashleyallen7138 Год назад +46

    I like this guy❤️ He made it out of some gnarly shit (self imposed) and came out with serious insight. He is an example to all those stuck in hellish lives.

  • @pampvamp
    @pampvamp Год назад

    Hands down one of the best interviews on this channel.

  • @cactusmandan4815
    @cactusmandan4815 Год назад

    Thank you for your story, Matt. I hope life continues positively for you with blessings to come.

  • @nickieknows
    @nickieknows Год назад +6

    Thank You Matt and Mark. Inspirational is an understatement. May God continue to bless you both.

  • @brewster84067
    @brewster84067 Год назад +9

    Very powerful interview. I hope this man finds his path to happiness and thankful for his willingness to share his story to teach others. God bless.

  • @theGR8one
    @theGR8one Год назад +2

    What words of sense after his life story. Truly amazing to cone through all that he's been through. Very honest about everything brutally honest! Good luck in the future. A humbling story indeed

  • @MWallis2
    @MWallis2 8 месяцев назад +2

    This is a man thriving. This is a man on fire! Listen to his confidence and energy. I needed this interview after watching so many of these interviews where people are struggling lol.

  • @maskfairy2014
    @maskfairy2014 Год назад +9

    Mark, you seem like you have a beautiful soul. The most important thing in life is humbling ourselves enough to genuinely help others on their journey, and it seems like you’ve done a good job at that! Wishing you and your family many blessings in the years to come. Salud!

  • @timothybrown820
    @timothybrown820 Год назад +76

    I was a teenager and tagger in LA in the 90s. Gangs were everywhere and the pressure to gangbang was strong. I got locked up in 94 and saw all the kids destined for YA or prison. I was able to turn it around, but there were so many of us that got caught up in that life and died or ruined everything. Matt's story is so relatable. It feels like someone I grew up with.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +11

      Bro, we might have crossed paths. If you were in the LA Hollywood are the San Fernando Valley seen… Graffiti was pure, and it was innocent, but it lead to a lot of other problems eventually and I wish I could talk to myself and remind myself back into stick to the graffiti and not make the next step but then again, I wouldn’t be here sharing with you right now thank you for listening, and being a part of my journey brother.🙏🏻🙏🏻💯💯

    • @Rideumofos
      @Rideumofos Год назад +3

      @@matthewcammarano5357 top respect from me in the UK. Keep it up brother, you're doing great and what an amazing mother you have!

    • @DEATHxxHIPPIE
      @DEATHxxHIPPIE Год назад +1

      @@matthewcammarano5357 Glad you could turn your life around man, remind me of some the people I met through U-Turn for Christ.

    • @ds.3577
      @ds.3577 11 месяцев назад +1

      LA in the 80’s/90’s was something i have never seen before. Gang’s absolutely everywhere,waves of red and blue on every corner.

  • @RoyPearsonVue1313
    @RoyPearsonVue1313 Год назад +1

    Saw Mohawk Matt on Hood Stocks, I loved the interview he gave then and I love this one. Stay positive, brother 💯

  • @avvesomefluturi7571
    @avvesomefluturi7571 Год назад +1

    So nice to listen to you man, great story. Wish you all the best

  • @jasonr3565
    @jasonr3565 Год назад +49

    This guy is great. All around great dude who realizes his mistakes. & I love how he mentions college and his son in his biggest regrets. Stay on the right path dog. Wish you the best big dog.

  • @Warhammer-fun
    @Warhammer-fun Год назад +46

    Just watched this and WOW ! He's happy to admit he was wrong and understands he's hurt people along the way, yet is humble enough to know he's done wrong and wants to right it ! What an amazing turnaround. Good luck on your journey. Stay strong and honest.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +5

      Thank you so much I worked really hard to get rid of some of that stuff and change who I was and who I’m going to be today🙏🏻🙏🏻💯💯

  • @maxsanderson3066
    @maxsanderson3066 Год назад

    Great interview. Thank you for sharing!!!

  • @ilovebuyers
    @ilovebuyers 10 месяцев назад

    I had to find the prequel. His follow up was so good, I needed to learn more! THAN YOU

  • @nhlibra
    @nhlibra Год назад +9

    Congratulations, Matt! You've been through the fires and come out the other side. Awesome interview, thanks for expressing your perspectives on reaching for sobriety. Regarding your son...be patient, Matt. The younger don't perceive grace and forgiveness yet. It's a learned "skill" over our lifetime and part of the building of wisdom. He will eventually come around, just keep that open place for him. Nice to hear that you are receptive to being there for other children. God Bless you all 💜💜💜

  • @LowSugars93
    @LowSugars93 Год назад +10

    I like this guys positivity amidst everything. Really puts things into perspective for how we take a lot of things for granted.

  • @charliemancuso6980
    @charliemancuso6980 Год назад

    I love this interview… I really relate to it as a guy who got involved in gangs at a young age and then addiction. When he said his biggest fear is losing his mom and that that’s his best friend it hit me deep because that’s also my biggest fear. My mom is my best friend and biggest supporter ❤️

  • @GJL8541
    @GJL8541 Год назад

    Excellent interview, once again!! Keep up the good work Matt!!

  • @Allergictocatstoo
    @Allergictocatstoo Год назад +5

    So good to hear Matt’s interview. Love his honesty!

  • @lonniewilson8357
    @lonniewilson8357 Год назад +79

    This guy is a fucking badass. I too have been through my own battles with addiction and have seen way more than I probably should have, and have done some things I regret. It takes a soldier to move on and change your life for the better. I wish you all the best brother, respect and love to you.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +8

      No, thank you so much for being a part of my journey brother I wish you all the best as well💯💯

    • @gunsandcommissions
      @gunsandcommissions Год назад +3

      Same. Just keep doing the next right thing.

    • @isukarse
      @isukarse Год назад +1

      @@matthewcammarano5357 stay on the good route man, greetings from germany and wishing u the best

    • @grl9917
      @grl9917 Год назад +2

      True badasses don’t get hooked on drugs and alcohol. They hit the world without mental crutches. They are the true badasses. They deserve more credit.

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +1

      This guy grl… I feel sorry for your opinion there are many amazing Americans were never hooked on drugs and alcohol and you’re right they are true bad ass but what you’re saying you obviously haven’t been around much so I wish you the best and I hope you’ll have some different experiences because a lot of bad asses and really strong men and women have been hooked on drugs and alcohol. You’re just not in a position to understand it, which is your journey.

  • @anthonykiedis1765
    @anthonykiedis1765 Год назад

    One of the best interviews on this channel. Extremely humble guy.

  • @daver8298
    @daver8298 Год назад

    I just watched the Hells Angel interview and now this one. Love them both. Well done.

  • @amber76OH
    @amber76OH Год назад +18

    he's an amazing man. inspiration at it's finest. congratulations on getting your life back 🤍🖤

  • @authenticallyempowered222
    @authenticallyempowered222 Год назад +5

    That was a great interview brought tears to my eyes as I’m in that sweet spot right now after clearing away my past by becoming sober and helping others along the way. In solidarity 🦅🙏🏼

    • @matthewcammarano5357
      @matthewcammarano5357 Год назад +3

      We reach our hands back for all of those are still struggle… I remember that spot you’re talking about when I first got sober it’s like being on a cloud thank you for being a part of my journey🙏🏻🙏🏻💯💯

  • @m1lkman1974
    @m1lkman1974 Год назад

    Best guest you interviewed to far. I don't know why exactly but I was captivated by his story.

  • @garryburns2061
    @garryburns2061 Год назад

    Just subscribed and this bloke is an inspiration to all those others who don't think there is a life moving forward. Awesome and good luck to matt

  • @foreststalker74
    @foreststalker74 Год назад +6

    Hi Mark , this guy Matt you interviewed is a great reminder to us all that we can change ourselves , our lives , and make everything right again . I personally was never in a gang , I did hang out with dealers , and bad people when I was young . I grew up in a very abusive house hold , I was angry all the time , I did drugs and partied and had a terrible view on life and how to be toward people . But now after many years of growing up I'm found so much better . I have kids I love and my whole life is about them . I appreciate people like Matt who have been through so much and are still willing to spend his time and help others . I wish the best for him and for you interviewing people like him and bringing his story of life to light. I believe it's important for all people to know that tough time will never last forever and you can change your life . Peace

  • @maureent8653
    @maureent8653 Год назад +5

    Thank you Matt for sharing your story. Happy to see you are on a different/ better path now.