Since God delivered me from an abusive relationship 5years ago, I can say Jesus is still working on me, he's still healing me, ohhhh the trauma, anxiety is a lot, I'm from a loving family but a strict christian home, so I was scared to speak up because I'm not supposed to be "dating" in the first place, oh I suffered in silence for 4years, I almost ran mad, but Jesus is so good, the only part that is difficult is for me is to forget everything, I just want God to wipe the memories off.
I saw a piece of this on Instagram and came right here ❤ ... This is so deep and to hear the girl put all these things into the right words takes tons of healing. Glad she made it .. Thanks to the pastor who brought this out in a beautiful 🎉 way with healing 😍..
Please don't rush her to part Two. Help her heal before the wedding. So the guy will not suffer. The guy is her strong point. Thanks to you Pastor for being her Father. Please don't leave her.
I literally cried watching her speak. This is a lot, coming from a functional loving home is a big win. May the Lord help us to be better and be the best for our kids. Amen
This just reminds me of the gracious Father we have🤭🥰 People may look and say, "is this one a Christian? This one that curses at the slightest provocation or this one that is so bitter, bla bla bla", but that's not how our Father sees us, He's so loving, so patient, waiting for the perfect time to fix us 🥹 When you think what you're going through is too much, and then you hear someone else's experience 😂😂😂 My God!! I have drawn strength from this 😌 Thank you so much ma for sharing your experiences with us and thank you Apostle for hosting this❤️
Please o as you're watching, remember to like!!! It helps the video spread faster. I know you're blessed by it, bless another too. Thank you and God bless you
Hmmmmmm. A different side to this is, coming from sooooo much love and having this subconscious feeling of showing people love or helping them see love, and in the process, end up with very toxic people that makes you feel like leaving them means you are not fulfilling purpose and then remain stuck in an abusive environment. Love who loves love - very key. If you are successful enough to help people through their healing journey like this lady found, Good for you but its not in your place as a partner, you're not a therapist to everyone. This is truly deep
I can relate what she's saying, I also suffered the same plight but I'm healing now by the grace of God and christ in me, thank you sir this is what this generation needs.
You'll never understand her pains if you've never been in this position... I vowed to never give birth outside marriage because I had a terrible childhood. Lord we thank you for healing. Thank you Apostle.
This lady said if she start talking she will go on and won’t repeat herself, truly she has been through a lot I hope she finds the healing she deserves
Now I understand the scripture ‘love covers multiple of sins’ differently. We all have our own peculiar story but where there is love, even the worst situation can be managed and healing found. Even a baby understands the language of love
One thing I realized about life, is it that God place some kind of people in dysfunctional life to experience difficulties in their early background to know the basic reality of life and healed them and the same time turns their mess into messages also to courage those who are in similar situations. Like myself also but today I am a leaving testimony to the environment and the society, all these are the hand work of God 🙏
Fathers love💔 was something I didn’t experience from the age of 7 till now I’m 23, please God don’t let my children miss that too😭😭 no matter what a father in a girl’s child life is everything
Not me holding back tears. A part of her story is my story. Both my parents are late. Really relatable. I am also working on starting my own foundation inspired by what I went through as a young mother who stayed with a man who emotionally abused me to a point it almost got physical. to a point I was accused of witchcraft. But because I couldn't sustain myself, I stayed. Suffered Molestation from a relative. Sexual harassment from my own brother. Like she said they take advantage when they know you really have no one. I am just realizing that I need to heal before I can pour out from my cup. Thank you for sharing your story. May God bless you.
Been glued to pastor's RUclips channel just finished the series on dysfunctionality and going up from there....this is touching and basically what he has been teaching
What you just said is so true. Each time I’m going through a rough path I always tell myself this thing has an end and that helps me to keep pushing forward.
The battle you have faced is because of the grace you carry. It's a dangerous grace, it scares the kingdom of darkness. But your light has come! They've thrown their best punch, but now is your turn: SCATTER EVERYTHING, MAKE THE DEVIL CRY! SHINE FOR GOD'S GLORY!!!
Every thing you experienced was moulding and shaping you for the journey ahead. You are golden and you know gold has to go through series of hot fire to come out beautiful and strong. I remember you said you were a smart but timid child but look at you now BOLD like a LIONESS and speaking with so much conviction mehn I’m so proud of you and how you came out victorious. Glory 🎉
Me, I took knife oooo at that same age I remember like it happened yesterday almost cut myself and I dont knlw how oooo I finally did not cut myself again. Never told anyone. This session is bringing healing and deliverance
To God alone be the glory! You're a destiny child. Now I know that most people on street "insane" are traumatized . The Lord's hand was upon you and it's still... God bless you dear. You are free, you're loved, you're blessed victorious and lifted. Thank you Apostle God bless you, your family and your ministry. More grace
God has brought you a mighty long way, you are a worrior, a strong woman and watch out God will take you far , keep strong and trust God. You also need safety
God thank you for bringing Apostle to our generation Ma I pray your healing is permanent 🙏 And I pray God heal me also of all kinds of dysfunction I'm battling with 😢🙏
I grew up in a house ( wouldnt call it a home) where my dad would often hit my mum, my mum who has known no love from my dad and inlaws would also often hit us and use abusive words on us at the slightest provocation, my elder brother would often hit us his sister's and use abusive words on us. At age 12, i was taken to live with an aunt who is married to a pastor. This aunt dealt thoroughly with me. It was years of emotional and verbal abuse. I became such an angry and sad person. Uptill age 30, i was still hit by my elder brother. I have been dealing with anger, anxiety, and panic attacks, and I've attracted the kind of men that are not ideal for me as a result of my state of mind. I've contemplated suicide a couple of times, and I've never imagined myself in a wedding dress. Feels like it's too good for me. I know i need Gods healing, i hope i get it soon.
I can relate to some parts of her story... Jesus made the difference,,... Pastor Taiwo Odukoya's message brought about the turnaround... Love you sis for sharing
This is so timely for me the voices in my head were so loud yesterday. I thank God for this 🙏🙏🙏🙏 . Your healing shall be full and complete in Jesus name,thank you for sharing this 🙏
This was such a painful story to listen to! Just brought tears to my eyes. Thank God she is okay now and thank God that he brought her a man who is good. Thank you for sharing your story.
I thank God for your fiance, he is indeed God sent to you. God bless him and may your healing come through. Amen. Pastor Femi Lazarus, if I don't hear you in a day, wetin I gain. God bless you Sir
I think the dad is a narcissist who abused the mum until he run her mental. This is what happened when you stay in an abusive relationship and say it because of your children and now the children are suffering
God, what a life, most of her significant experiences happened around age 8.God please help us to be better parents to our children, help our children too, heal every one still broken.
If you’re coming from instagram gather here
From IG
Lol I ran straight from the reel😅
Yes ooo we are here
lol from IG
From ig i saw it yesterday
I need this healing ,like my comment so I come back here .Thank you ❤
I pray God give you the strength to push through. Love n light ❤
Desiring it is the first step, God will perfect it all . Amen 🙏
May God heal you Speedily ❤Amen
A lot of girls go through abuse and live with the trauma without proper healing.
Had to watched d full video all d way from tictok. I’m a muslim but this pastor is really wat all people want as their spiritual guidance
To be honest
God bless u.
Yes oooo
He’s my therapist🥰
Wisdom no go kiii u
She's seen a whoooooole lot! I mean, she's not even tearing up. I'm all teary just watching this.
Cried a whole river
She don cry finish in this life...Tears don finish😢
Since God delivered me from an abusive relationship 5years ago, I can say Jesus is still working on me, he's still healing me, ohhhh the trauma, anxiety is a lot, I'm from a loving family but a strict christian home, so I was scared to speak up because I'm not supposed to be "dating" in the first place, oh I suffered in silence for 4years, I almost ran mad, but Jesus is so good, the only part that is difficult is for me is to forget everything, I just want God to wipe the memories off.
I pray God surrounds you with His love 🎉🎉 Keep feeding your mind with God's word. And just believing He loves you.....the memory fades with time.
@@favouregbe7299 Thank you so much
God will perfect your healing
@@michaelopeoluwa9447 Amen 🙏
I pray God comforts your heart and fill your heart with his love ❤❤
The kind of podcast we need in this generation
I saw a piece of this on Instagram and came right here ❤ ... This is so deep and to hear the girl put all these things into the right words takes tons of healing. Glad she made it .. Thanks to the pastor who brought this out in a beautiful 🎉 way with healing 😍..
Same here! Patiently waiting
Even me too@@hansiaessuman3188
Dear Pastor Femi Lazarus, Thank you, sir for saying YES to the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Thank God for him truly😢
Please don't rush her to part Two. Help her heal before the wedding. So the guy will not suffer. The guy is her strong point. Thanks to you Pastor for being her Father. Please don't leave her.
I literally cried watching her speak. This is a lot, coming from a functional loving home is a big win. May the Lord help us to be better and be the best for our kids. Amen
Y'all dysfunctionality is a very serious thing but it's never the end. There are proofs that God still heals.
This just reminds me of the gracious Father we have🤭🥰
People may look and say, "is this one a Christian? This one that curses at the slightest provocation or this one that is so bitter, bla bla bla", but that's not how our Father sees us, He's so loving, so patient, waiting for the perfect time to fix us 🥹
When you think what you're going through is too much, and then you hear someone else's experience 😂😂😂 My God!! I have drawn strength from this 😌
Thank you so much ma for sharing your experiences with us and thank you Apostle for hosting this❤️
I have same story as her but I no one day God will give me d grace to share mine 😢
Amen
Please o as you're watching, remember to like!!!
It helps the video spread faster.
I know you're blessed by it, bless another too.
Thank you and God bless you
The childhood of every child matters in their lives
Dear Lord let me and my husband be there for our children.
She has not completely healed😢.
But she has come a long way and is healing.❤💪
It would be nice she gets therapy
Hmmmmmm.
A different side to this is, coming from sooooo much love and having this subconscious feeling of showing people love or helping them see love, and in the process, end up with very toxic people that makes you feel like leaving them means you are not fulfilling purpose and then remain stuck in an abusive environment.
Love who loves love - very key.
If you are successful enough to help people through their healing journey like this lady found, Good for you but its not in your place as a partner, you're not a therapist to everyone.
This is truly deep
I can relate what she's saying, I also suffered the same plight but I'm healing now by the grace of God and christ in me, thank you sir this is what this generation needs.
Hmmmm, if you come from a broken home please make sure you don't give your children a broken home too. Trust God for healing and God help us all.❤❤❤
You'll never understand her pains if you've never been in this position... I vowed to never give birth outside marriage because I had a terrible childhood. Lord we thank you for healing. Thank you Apostle.
This lady said if she start talking she will go on and won’t repeat herself, truly she has been through a lot I hope she finds the healing she deserves
This will bring healing to so many people
Her closing remarks ..👏👏👏
When you come under the Lordship of our Lord Jesus Christ.. Yes the anger is justified but you no longer have a right to it
Joy has always been a strong girl and I’m happy she is an overcomer. God bless you ❤
This young woman is obviously gifted and talented and the devil tried to take her out early . I see her wining multitudes and to Christ
Now I understand the scripture ‘love covers multiple of sins’ differently. We all have our own peculiar story but where there is love, even the worst situation can be managed and healing found. Even a baby understands the language of love
One thing I realized about life, is it that God place some kind of people in dysfunctional life to experience difficulties in their early background to know the basic reality of life and healed them and the same time turns their mess into messages also to courage those who are in similar situations.
Like myself also but today I am a leaving testimony to the environment and the society, all these are the hand work of God 🙏
Thank you, Apostle Femi Lazarus 😢❤. Thank you for accepting the call of God and staying true to your calling. You're healing a generation 😢😢😢
God is truly doing an incredible work of healing in her life. To share such painful experiences without weeping is amazing.
Did you say, you were smart?? No, you weren't smart, YOU ARE GREAT, greatness lies in you girl, God bless your path
It takes a lot of courage to share something so deep like this 😢 May God perfect he’s healing in ur life
Apostole Femi Lazarus, God is going to bless you for this platform. I cried so hard watching this. One day I’ll tell my story and heal completely.
God bless pastor Lazarus. These Stories are impactful.
Fathers love💔 was something I didn’t experience from the age of 7 till now I’m 23, please God don’t let my children miss that too😭😭 no matter what a father in a girl’s child life is everything
Thank you Jesus for the gift of healing. May all who are hurting receive healing in Jesus's name.
Apostle has really touched a lot of lives
Not me holding back tears. A part of her story is my story. Both my parents are late.
Really relatable. I am also working on starting my own foundation inspired by what I went through as a young mother who stayed with a man who emotionally abused me to a point it almost got physical. to a point I was accused of witchcraft. But because I couldn't sustain myself, I stayed. Suffered Molestation from a relative. Sexual harassment from my own brother. Like she said they take advantage when they know you really have no one. I am just realizing that I need to heal before I can pour out from my cup. Thank you for sharing your story. May God bless you.
Been glued to pastor's RUclips channel just finished the series on dysfunctionality and going up from there....this is touching and basically what he has been teaching
You are a very strong lady, thanks for sharing ur story, it take so much to share such with the world
Wow..
Thank God for starting the healing process in you.May God heal everyone that needs healing from any kind of life trauma in Jesus’ name..🙏🏽
Haven’t cried so much in a while , but thanks for sharing your story. It’s comforting to know that I am not alone
Once you’ve shared your heart with someone that kind of love stays with you forever.
God’s healing tour is catching public attention
What you just said is so true. Each time I’m going through a rough path I always tell myself this thing has an end and that helps me to keep pushing forward.
😢 it takes someone in pain to really understand this 😢😢
The battle you have faced is because of the grace you carry. It's a dangerous grace, it scares the kingdom of darkness. But your light has come! They've thrown their best punch, but now is your turn: SCATTER EVERYTHING, MAKE THE DEVIL CRY! SHINE FOR GOD'S GLORY!!!
Every thing you experienced was moulding and shaping you for the journey ahead. You are golden and you know gold has to go through series of hot fire to come out beautiful and strong. I remember you said you were a smart but timid child but look at you now BOLD like a LIONESS and speaking with so much conviction mehn I’m so proud of you and how you came out victorious. Glory 🎉
Part 2 seriously needed. I'm curious to know how she was able to get away from her toxic ex.
Hmmmm. This is touching.... I am so blessed. Thank you so much sir. I will also tell my story one day when am totally healed in Jesus name.🙏
Me, I took knife oooo at that same age I remember like it happened yesterday almost cut myself and I dont knlw how oooo I finally did not cut myself again. Never told anyone. This session is bringing healing and deliverance
To God alone be the glory! You're a destiny child. Now I know that most people on street "insane" are traumatized . The Lord's hand was upon you and it's still... God bless you dear. You are free, you're loved, you're blessed victorious and lifted. Thank you Apostle God bless you, your family and your ministry. More grace
God has brought you a mighty long way, you are a worrior, a strong woman and watch out God will take you far , keep strong and trust God. You also need safety
Thank God for you Pst. Lazarus. The devil lost a battle and will keep losin more battles. Amen
God thank you for bringing Apostle to our generation
Ma I pray your healing is permanent 🙏
And I pray God heal me also of all kinds of dysfunction I'm battling with 😢🙏
I grew up in a house ( wouldnt call it a home) where my dad would often hit my mum, my mum who has known no love from my dad and inlaws would also often hit us and use abusive words on us at the slightest provocation, my elder brother would often hit us his sister's and use abusive words on us. At age 12, i was taken to live with an aunt who is married to a pastor. This aunt dealt thoroughly with me. It was years of emotional and verbal abuse. I became such an angry and sad person. Uptill age 30, i was still hit by my elder brother. I have been dealing with anger, anxiety, and panic attacks, and I've attracted the kind of men that are not ideal for me as a result of my state of mind. I've contemplated suicide a couple of times, and I've never imagined myself in a wedding dress. Feels like it's too good for me. I know i need Gods healing, i hope i get it soon.
You are not alone dear.. hug and kisses
Amen
God will heal you, hold on to him and his love
The Lord will take you through the healing process necessary for your growth . He will orchestrate circumstances to bring you into newness.
Please hold onto God fully my love, and seek him more, your healing is in him, I wish you well. ❤
Omo💔you are on the right track sis,God will not forsake you
Thank you pst Femi for putting this together.
This is really going to help a whole lot
Heewwuu! Chivita and chicken! Devil is a fool!
Big fool
Chi-chi😅
This is not me being insensitive pls😅
I tell you , a big fool
You can imagine that
Ordinary Chivita and chicken 🐔
😂😂😂😂 You people should stop playing with serious matter abeg😂😂
I can relate to some parts of her story... Jesus made the difference,,... Pastor Taiwo Odukoya's message brought about the turnaround... Love you sis for sharing
I’ve almost the same story with her😢I pray I get healed 😢I just want to be happy
This is so timely for me the voices in my head were so loud yesterday. I thank God for this 🙏🙏🙏🙏 . Your healing shall be full and complete in Jesus name,thank you for sharing this 🙏
I thank God for this great healing 😢
Thank God for her husband now
No one deserves this kind of suffering
39:18 the way Apostle was surprised about her love for the abusive ex just hit me
This is a whole lot 😢
Thank God for your healing
I can literally relate with everything she said 😢. I pray I find full healing. God bless you for sharing this
Amen 🙏 God's mercy is with you 🙏
Wow,may God help me and heal me😢
I thank God for your life sis
Thank you dear Apostle Femi Lazarus
This was such a painful story to listen to! Just brought tears to my eyes. Thank God she is okay now and thank God that he brought her a man who is good. Thank you for sharing your story.
I thank God for your fiance, he is indeed God sent to you. God bless him and may your healing come through. Amen.
Pastor Femi Lazarus, if I don't hear you in a day, wetin I gain. God bless you Sir
Same here o. I must listen to his message
I gain nothing. Pastors voice and teachings are therapeutic
This is really heart wrenching.
You were so young.
While we thank God for how far he has brought you, we pray he continues to strengthen you. 🙏
Wow, just wow. This is so inspiring and deep.
Such a strong lady❤
Thank you, God for how far you've brought this lady, this is mercy.
I think the dad is a narcissist who abused the mum until he run her mental. This is what happened when you stay in an abusive relationship and say it because of your children and now the children are suffering
All I can say is Wow!!!
Thank God I came across this
Hallelujah 🙌
"Oh my gosh! This is too much to bear. She is such a strong lady."
Emotional gaslighting is the worst!
From the beginning to end I was just shedding tears 😢God pleaseeee .
May God perfect your healing sis 🙏
Father in heaven no be small thing dey for your backyard ooo😢
Who else is here on time
Fatherly love and motherly love is needed urgently in a lady's life.
Dear God, thank you for healing her.😢
She has gone through a whole lot
What a story. I now understand the anger part better. I experienced that when I lost an important person in my life
Wow, she really went thru a lot, and we still have a lot of young ladies going through this. God bless you for sharing your story.
Congratulations my darling for this healing. I practically cried 😢
OMG! I cried watching this. I pray God heals you totally.
I'm glad the healing came😢
Thank you Jesus 🙏
God, heal me permanently from all the traumas I’ve been through 🙏
Yes sir, she really has so much to offer ❤️ I pray for grace to keep healing Ma🙌
God bless you Apostle🙌
God bless you Ufedor and give you strength 🫶🤍
😢😢😢😢😢
Thank you so much for sharing. Thank you Pst Lazarus for answering the call
Baby girl it’s your season of laughter YAWEH has lifted the burden
They’d always try to alienate you… Ecen the good friends you have ..they’ll try to make you leave them so they can show you proper shege
God, what a life, most of her significant experiences happened around age 8.God please help us to be better parents to our children, help our children too, heal every one still broken.
Wow!! Just Wow.
Very impactful Story
Never waited for anything like this before
Fr
I remember that period in Kogi and I didn't envy you at all.
I didn't believe that particular S.A though.
This is so inspiring u don’t look like what you have been through may God perfect your healing amen
Wow!!! This was beautiful, the transformation can only be God. This was an earful and a mouthful 😅
Hallelujah. God is on my side to help me fight my battles.
Apostle Femi is a great listener ❤ God bless you Sir
It’s the way she held up and composed herself for me
Pple have gone through a lot
I’m surprised she didn’t tear
Chai,when you say people don’t look like what they have been through 💔