A Journey to Islam | A Tale of Yvonne Ridley | Episode 3
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- Опубликовано: 27 июл 2020
- In Episode 3, Yvonne Ridley shared her spiritual journey after she was freed by the Taliban and why she converted to Islam.
In our new series, A Tale of Yvonne Ridley, we will take you on a journey of a British journalist; her time in captivity of the Taliban, conversion to Islam, investigation of Dr Aafia Siddiqui and challenges she faced in the world of journalism.
Time Stamps:
00:19 Meeting Taliban’s Religious Cleric
05:10 A Promise with Taliban
06:29 Embracing Islam
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#YvonneRidley
Masha Allah!!!
I was born Roman Catholic Christian and my journey to Islam is a long story and it's amazing. Alhamdulillah for guided and bless me to Islam
MashAllah
You name is AISHA MOHAMMED and this is muslims name, are you since born with this name or AISHA MOHAMMED is you new name?
@@Rotoboxing önce you have accepted Islam, you are required to adopt Muslim name. My fellow Muslim here must have taken up a Muslim name after her conversion to Islam, the right path.
@@Rotoboxing my registerd Islamic name sir
Most Muslim women don’t accept men who are reverts .but I bet all Muslim men accepted you
I was a British soldier stationed in helmand fighting the taliban in 2009. After my experience of my 2 tours in Afghanistan I came back diagnosed with PTSD and contemplated taking my own life
My life changed for the better in 2014 alhamdulillah, I have accepted Islam and my PTSD and all my worries have gone away together with 2 of my comrades also embracing Islam
Wish you a healthy and prosperous life ahead!
@@hanifhearts Amin thumma amin bro.
This is so beautiful
you are so lucky....i envy you. as salam o alaikum.
Welcome back, brother.
So sweet, they gave her a key to lock the door of her cell so NOBODY can harass her. This is what true Islam STANDS FOR. PEACE FOR ALL.
💯
This is so beautiful thing❤
There is no true islam. There is only islam. islam=death
Maybe her white privilege helped
@@alienpov JUST because you are an atheist or belong to some other religion DOES not mean that Islam IS WRONG. In fact, Islam is the only religion that makes sense at this time. You cannot judge something without inquiring and researching about it.
Although i was the prisoner, I had the key..
What a lovely attitude the Afghan Talibans have even for a prisoner they suspect of doing wrong..
I have previously seen videos of American Soldiers who were in captivity claiming the same about Afghan Taliban that they give you loads of respect, love and loads of food and each and everything.. also many American Soldiers have converted to Islam after being Captive to Afghan Talibans and later being released..
"These gentlemen are the moral equivalent of amiercas founding fathers"
Search who said this
Muhammad (PBUH) is not the founder of Islam. He (PBUH) is the last and final messenger of Islam.
many prophets came before him but there were not given title name islam or muslims they had different names back then . But every prophet and messenger delivered the same massage (there non worthy of worship except Allah)
@@syedzaidahmed3521 islam means submit to God
@@thelaymenmuslim4603 yah
@@thelaymenmuslim4603 Islam is surrender to Mohammed Allah. It is not submission, ( submission is you doing willing. But in Islam, you have to surrender to Mohammed by force or intimidation, this is how Islam spread in the world since 1400 years.) This is the facts and truth. Nowadays Muslims do TAYYIA to cover up and spread Islam.
@@pradeepparthi3089 you really are just panjeet eh. If you dont know arabic language then it is better for you to keep your mouth close.
Really love how she coined her last words -
‘Not a great leap of faith but just praying to the same God in a more disciplined way’.
Rape is HALAL in Islam ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Hadith
حَدَّثَنَا عُبَيْدُ اللَّهِ بْنُ عُمَرَ بْنِ مَيْسَرَةَ، حَدَّثَنَا يَزِيدُ بْنُ زُرَيْعٍ، حَدَّثَنَا سَعِيدٌ، عَنْ قَتَادَةَ، عَنْ صَالِحٍ أَبِي الْخَلِيلِ، عَنْ أَبِي عَلْقَمَةَ الْهَاشِمِيِّ، عَنْ أَبِي سَعِيدٍ الْخُدْرِيِّ، أَنَّ رَسُولَ اللَّهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم بَعَثَ يَوْمَ حُنَيْنٍ بَعْثًا إِلَى أَوْطَاسٍ فَلَقُوا عَدُوَّهُمْ فَقَاتَلُوهُمْ فَظَهَرُوا عَلَيْهِمْ وَأَصَابُوا لَهُمْ سَبَايَا فَكَأَنَّ أُنَاسًا مِنْ أَصْحَابِ رَسُولِ اللَّهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم تَحَرَّجُوا مِنْ غِشْيَانِهِنَّ مِنْ أَجْلِ أَزْوَاجِهِنَّ مِنَ الْمُشْرِكِينَ فَأَنْزَلَ اللَّهُ تَعَالَى فِي ذَلِكَ { وَالْمُحْصَنَاتُ مِنَ النِّسَاءِ إِلاَّ مَا مَلَكَتْ أَيْمَانُكُمْ } أَىْ فَهُنَّ لَهُمْ حَلاَلٌ إِذَا انْقَضَتْ عِدَّتُهُنَّ .
Abu Sa'id Al Khudri said "The Apostle of Allaah (ﷺ) sent a military expedition to Awtas on the occasion of the battle of Hunain. They met their enemy and fought with them. They defeated them and took them captives. Some of the Companions of Apostle of Allaah (ﷺ) were reluctant to have relations with the female captives because of their pagan husbands. So, Allaah the exalted sent down the Qur'anic verse "And all married women (are forbidden) unto you save those (captives) whom your right hand posses." This is to say that they are lawful for them when they complete their waiting period.
Sahih (Al-Albani)
Sunan Abi Dawud 2155
In-book : Book 12, Hadith 110
English translation : Book 11, Hadith 2150
@asad ahmad You are talking about Rape of Muslims. Rape of captives you caught is Allowed by Allah 😊😊😊
Hadith
وَحَدَّثَنَا يَحْيَى بْنُ أَيُّوبَ، وَقُتَيْبَةُ بْنُ سَعِيدٍ، وَعَلِيُّ بْنُ حُجْرٍ، قَالُوا حَدَّثَنَا إِسْمَاعِيلُ، بْنُ جَعْفَرٍ أَخْبَرَنِي رَبِيعَةُ، عَنْ مُحَمَّدِ بْنِ يَحْيَى بْنِ حَبَّانَ، عَنِ ابْنِ مُحَيْرِيزٍ، أَنَّهُ قَالَ دَخَلْتُ أَنَا وَأَبُو صِرْمَةَ عَلَى أَبِي سَعِيدٍ الْخُدْرِيِّ فَسَأَلَهُ أَبُو صِرْمَةَ فَقَالَ يَا أَبَا سَعِيدٍ هَلْ سَمِعْتَ رَسُولَ اللَّهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم يَذْكُرُ الْعَزْلَ فَقَالَ نَعَمْ غَزَوْنَا مَعَ رَسُولِ اللَّهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم غَزْوَةَ بَلْمُصْطَلِقِ فَسَبَيْنَا كَرَائِمَ الْعَرَبِ فَطَالَتْ عَلَيْنَا الْعُزْبَةُ وَرَغِبْنَا فِي الْفِدَاءِ فَأَرَدْنَا أَنْ نَسْتَمْتِعَ وَنَعْزِلَ فَقُلْنَا نَفْعَلُ وَرَسُولُ اللَّهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم بَيْنَ أَظْهُرِنَا لاَ نَسْأَلُهُ . فَسَأَلْنَا رَسُولَ اللَّهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم فَقَالَ
لاَ عَلَيْكُمْ أَنْ لاَ تَفْعَلُوا مَا كَتَبَ اللَّهُ خَلْقَ نَسَمَةٍ هِيَ كَائِنَةٌ إِلَى يَوْمِ الْقِيَامَةِ إِلاَّ سَتَكُونُ "
Abu Sirma said to Abu Sa'id al Khadri (Allah he pleased with him):
0 Abu Sa'id, did you hear Allah's Messenger (ﷺ) mentioning al-'azl? He said: Yes, and added: We went out with Allah's Messenger (ﷺ) on the expedition to the Bi'l-Mustaliq and took captive some excellent Arab women; and we desired them, for we were suffering from the absence of our wives, (but at the same time) we also desired ransom for them. So we decided to have sexual intercourse with them but by observing 'azl (Withdrawing the male sexual organ before emission of semen to avoid-conception). But we said: We are doing an act whereas Allah's Messenger is amongst us; why not ask him? So we asked Allah's Mes- senger (ﷺ), and he said: It does not matter if you do not do it, for every soul that is to be born up to the Day of Resurrection will be born.
Sahih Muslim 1438 a
In-book : Book 16, Hadith 147
USC-MSA web (English) : Book 8, Hadith 3371 (deprecated)
Sahih Muslim
@@srt792 I mean, to be fair, almost all ancient religions allowed r4pe, etc. 😕 It's kind of a losing battle to claim any of them don't. Maybe Jainism & Buddhism don't? Lol, those seem like the most peaceful & consistent ones, as far as treatment of all beings. 🤔🧐
Al_lah is one of the pagan gods of quraish.. Like AL_LATH, Al_uzza.. 🤣
@@srt792
You are correct.. Rape is allowed in islam.. You can rape your prisoners of war without their consent..
Her explanation of “Noor” is so precious and precise.
only idiots follow that cult, that is not just fake as hell but also very ignorant and toxic
@@Sikyu-ye4ns She too thought like you before....May Allah guide you, if not you then your children, coming generations towards Islam. Amen.
@@ArshadKhan-ie1km your evil deity does not exist, islam is the fakest of religion, only idiots follow it
@@ArshadKhan-ie1km You're so kind man..may allah give good reward as what you done
@@Sikyu-ye4ns may Allah open your heart to see the beauty if Islam
My girls in there late teens, asked me if the taliban were bad? If they oppressed women, abused women, raped women….? I told them to research sister yvonne ridley and read her story. Jazakallah for this video.
Beautiful way to make them find the truth this sister story is a blessing but the west Zionist media doesn't want the truth to be out they want the west to think bad about islam and muslims.
Truthfull
Talibans right now in Afghanistan who kills innocent people are real muslims. Talibans who forcefully took 12 year old girls are good people. They are hiding behind covers, they want to ruin the name of islam, they want to convey to people that islam is an oppressed religion.
@@_ISLAM_ONLY America, israel has made the talibans
@@nasrinsafdari221 na its not Americans or Iseaels who made Talibans, Talibans are those who used to study and watch out for their villages and farms against intruders, basically they firstly fought against Russia and after they defeated them. America ans CIA proposed propaganda against them, and then 20 yrs war continued with Americans,
i came here after watching Dr zakir Naik lecture that how Taliban treated this women when she is in prison and how she converted her religion to islam really feel proud To be a Muslim. JazakAllah
Revealing the truth witnessed by your own eyes, You made me cry madam 😭 . Stay blessed always
Very good lesson: if u want to talk about Islam , first know what Islam is. Applies to muslims as well.
Propaganda against Islam will try to make you hate Islam unless Allah chooses to bless you with the knowledge of Islam and you start knowing Islam.
Alhamdullilah, I used to hold grudges against Muslims and now I am Muslim
@@sara-jn4kv Alhamdulilah.
@@sara-jn4kv it is a hell
Jesus is Lord
@@raymarobedoza3461 jesus is nothing more that a messenger just like Muhammad (SAW)
I hope more and more people watch this 😍
Hope more people watch this . Honestly , though I'm a Muslim didn't know about Taliban .I thought they were brutal . That's why we shouldn't judge before we research and gain knowledge
MashaAllah , mashaAllah welcome to Islam may Allah bless you and protect you Ameen
As a Pakistani Muslim I was never Jealous of Afghanistan....but ever since Taliban took control ...I feel a bit jealous...I really want Pakistan too to have an Islamic Government.
There is no god but ALLAH and Muhammad, Jesus, Moses, David, Abraham are Prophets of Allah.
Proud to be a Muslim, Alhumdolillah.
Assalam wa'alaikum. The proper translation of the first part of the Shahada is "There is no deity worthy of worship in truth except Allah" and not simply "there is no God but Allah". Everyone knows Allah is One, the problem is they don't all worship Him alone. Check out the Shahada series on Naseeha Sessions. ruclips.net/video/7xXaXR9I8AM/видео.html
It is imperative that we all learn this. Verily we were created for this sole purpose, so how is it acceptable for us to be ignorant of this basic, core and foundational matter of our religion and existence. We have to dedicate our time into learning the correct Aqeedah (Creed) and Manhaj (Methodology).
Al_lah is the pagan god of quraish..
@@islamexposed7313 YHWH are four letters without any vowels and eminent scholars of Christianity are confused how to pronounce it because more than one million pronunciations are possible. For example yahawaha, yahawiha, yahawoha, yawahouha, yahawiha, yahaweeha, yohowoho, yuhuwuhu, etc etc.
Watch below video to hear how Jesus pronounce on cross was
ruclips.net/video/-iueIRA53Uo/видео.html
@@Kazakhpyn95 okay brother
@@islamexposed7313 Allah is The Creator of the Heavens and the Earth. The Quraish knew this and worshipped Him in some ways. They didn't however only worship Him but other false deities. Allah is the Deity of all the Prophets such Abraham, Moses, Jesus (Peace be upon them all) etc.
My beloved Sister Iyvonne... your outcome of transition was possibly from the dua and tears... of that Shaykh who may have prayed for your guidance...to Allah in the darkness of the night along with your own feelings and experiences with the whole situation in captivity. And Allah knows best...
OMG
I was literally crying 😭
I too
Me too 🤧
Lol, she's out of her mind.. 🤣 🤣
@@islamexposed7313 lol the hypocrite is out their mind😂
for her stupidity?
the way she said SALLALLAHU ALAIHI WASALLAM was Very pure
Would you translate the meaning please?
@@shahwayne4302 No it's, 'peace and blessings be upon him'
@@itzg5080 yeah sorry i confused with the question.
@@GypsyEncounters it means may Allah honor him and grant him peace.
It's Normally used for prophet Muhammad.
@@itzg5080 Thanks bro.
I was just confused with something else.
In comment section.
I like the logic when she said even I presioner I have the key.
🤣🤣🤣🤣 exactly!
Alhamdulillah Welcome to Islam...the true religion...Allah has chosen you to be on his straight path to all good things in life and after.
Lol....true religion 😂
@@Unknown-yv7xy yes it's true thats why it's the fastest growing religion in the world 🌎
@@omar9708 are you 3rd Caliph of Islam?
@@Unknown-yv7xy no
@@omar9708 noted, I have read entire history of islam from Qusay to 3rd when Quran was compiled by Zyed under Omer so brother I know their characters 🙏
i would like to recommend Daniel haqiqatjou lectures a Harvard graduate tackling controversial topics about Islam. A knowledgeable individual. You will benefit indeed
Great respect for her and those Talibans
She is very lucky as she embraced Islam...
Oh almighty make my beliefs firm and strong and make me a practicing Muslim
Can't you just do that of your own free will??/ Are you about to quit islam and praying for rescue???
@@alienpov no dear
Just fragile like most of the modern muslims are
The background tune is amazing with the beloved content. This lady is amazing and a brave lady💗👏🏻
I believe every word she said and I admire the way she embraced Islam
I don't believe even a word she said.
@@RAMONA3118 why it's not like Taliban is standing behind her and forcing her to say all these stuff ya guys just want negativity cuz ur bs media and Zionist propaganda destroyed ya brains that's why y'all turning from male into female
@@RAMONA3118why
She has the key to her safety... Real face of islam
What a beautiful story, gladd to hear this.
I request all the hindus of india to listen this lady carefully. This is islam
😍
Yes brother ...we are trying our best to deliver the message of truth
sister there is no need to give any justification to pigs
@@12bushraakhtar7c3 You can't say that.
It's our responsibility to show them right path .whether They believe it or not. Its upto Allah's wish to give them hidaya or not.They're people who don't know.
And don't call Allah's wonderful creation pigs.
@@12bushraakhtar7c3 you won't open others eyes with such tightly-closed heart that you're exhibiting. If you are Indian, they're your brothers and sisters, give them their due credit.
Subhaan Allah what an excellent demostration of sunnah❤😊
Wow Ma’sha’Allah incredible story !!!
well work TCM ...😍
A true activist. You give everything you have even your life. You are a great peace and justice missionary.
That is really great that she had that experience as a hostage. The Taliban beheaded my colleague who was a humanitarian worker. I have no mercy in my heart for these people!!!
I am so sorry that happened, unfortunately many of my Christian brothers and sisters have lost their lives to muslims. My prayer is for you to find healing and peace and to be able to forgive. Jesus on the cross, dying in agony said “ Father forgive them because they don’t know what they’re doing” you are so loved by the Lord. Bless you dear one. 🥰🌈🕊
This is the way the prophet and the companions preached Islam, Alhamdulillah
Finally real Ertugrul Ghazis have come into reality ❤️
Beautiful story. Alhamdollilah
Changed my whole perspective and made me sober while watching. Alhumdulillah ❤️
This lady is very blessed.
she got the greatest gift of all from allah.. the hidayah...
Mashallah so beautiful story of conversion!!❤️❤️
MashaAllah Sister, BarakAllahu feek(May Allah bless you). in this world and the Aakhira. Ameen. Much love from Bombay.
very interesting and real story of ridley.congratulate her embracing islam.she is really lucky .
It was a wonderful journey to convert in Islam ❣️
Such an amazing video
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Allah gave us hedayet....allah gave her jannat
1:56 That is what we call "Noor" or in other words "spirituality" which is given by Allah Almighty to those who are close to him who dedicate their lives for the Cause of Allah..
Awww 2:16 even Mam Yvonne says she realised that was Noor on this persons face :3
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Masha Allah sister, how lucky and chosen are you by Allah! May Allah bless you here and in the hereafter!
That's some serious music in the background, and I love it ! Keep up the good works .
prisoner has key for their room in order to whom they want to call him in or out to someone what a service for criminals. hats off to your words
As a woman, they gave her respect and sense of security. But you would not understand this.
@@briekhnaa they r blind by hearts.
My eyes full of tears now
A huge respect for you ❤
Indeed Allah guides who He wishes too. May Allah grant Janna and ease ur affairs
Muhammad sallallahualaihisalam wasn't the founder of Islam..he is the last prophet of Allah
He was not prophet buddy he was psychopath and fraud.
Absolutely correct. But she was quoting the statement before she was reverted. As any non Muslim percieve the same unless he or she studies properly or reverts back to Islam.
@@Unknown-yv7xy
I am hopeful that you will study one day with open heart regardless of the propaganda by George Bush after 9/11
@@humanrights7234 I have studied islam (Quran and Sahi Bukhari) and I am not fool like Europeans , read about lame character of Muhhemad Bin Abdullah how he justified murders of innocents, rape ,loot and all .peole are not told all these do you know about Mariya Quibtiyya?
@@Unknown-yv7xy
I think you took me lightly so you continued with your abusive language. Nonetheless I can only laugh at ur useless efforts as Islam is the fastest growing religion in the world as per various international reports and researches.
Wow!! Quite a journey to come to embrace Islam. SubHan Allah, Allah Hu Akbar❤❤❤!!! Congratulations!🎉🎉🎉
my tears are flooding
Ma Sha Allah ♥️♥️♥️
French Elaine
May Allah bless you with more mercies, heath and wealth
I have read your book in Islamabad in April 2002, now still keeping at home.
The beauty of Islam❤️
SubhanAllah
*Doa Memohon Hidayah Allah SWT*
رَبَّنَا لَا تُزِغۡ قُلُوۡبَنَا بَعۡدَ اِذۡ هَدَيۡتَنَا وَهَبۡ لَنَا مِنۡ لَّدُنۡكَ رَحۡمَةً ۚاِنَّكَ اَنۡتَ الۡوَهَّابُ
_Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan kurniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau; kerana sesungguhnya Engkau-lah Maha Pemberi (kurnia)._
Ameen
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Heart touching, May allah bless you jannah
Subhanallah.
Subhaan Allah ❤️❤️❤️
Intresting!
Great Journey, Allah bless you in this world and in the world hereafter.
With all respect Prophet Muhammad S.A.W is not the founder of Islam. Islam was always there :)
Islam completely wasn't there technically. but submission to Allah as The One was always there. that's what you meant i suppose
Yess!
Muhammad (SAW) was not the founder of Islam but the last and final messenger of ALLAH,
You will listen some dogs without teeth will bark and make noise Muhammad the last messenger of allah the black stone. Listen to what Jesus Christ said that he is the first and the last.
And now, my sons, listen to me;Yes, happy are those who keep my ways.33 Listen to discipline and become wise,And never neglect it.34 Happy is the man who listens to me By coming early to* my doors day by day,By waiting next to my doorposts;35 For the one finding me will find life, And he receives approval from Jehovah.36 But the one who ignores me harms himself,*And those who hate me love death.”
I am the Alʹpha and the O·meʹga,*+ the first and the last, the beginning and the end. 14 Happy are those who wash their robes, so that they may have authority to go to the trees of life and that they may gain entrance into the city through its gates. 15 Outside are the dogs* and those who practice spiritism and those who are sexually immoral* and the murderers and the idolaters and everyone who loves and practices lying.’+16 “‘I, Jesus, sent my angel to bear witness to you about these things for the congregations. I am the root and the offspring of David and the bright morning star.’”+
What a great woman MashAllah
I'm here after fall Kabul, for your experience
Hey you know you are very lucky you meet Mullah Umar
Hindu media doesn't show this
Because it doesn't fit their agenda
May Allah bless you always with Islam.
MASHALLAH so beautiful message ❤
I am curious who was that noori man. 🤪🤪
Maybe mullah Umar😍
@Saleem Ahmed why man🙄
Mullah Umer (r.a)
That was mullah umer
Talking about anything without knowing properly then it will keep you Away from the truth so please don’t see the news or the media to know about ISLAM ☪️,
Just Read QURAN in ur language and then you will automatically start loving and respecting the
“PEACEFUL RELIGION ISLAM”
MashAllah ❤️
😭😭tooo emotional
I pray for her health, wealth long peaceful life and to be in Heaven after here Ameen
May God bless her and her family.May God full fill her heart with the light of Holy Quran.
Just eye opening 😮
Mashallah great lady! Allah keep u on the right path! AMEEN
Such an EMOTIONAL Account...😭
I Love my sister.
May Allah keep you happy forever.
Ma Shaa Allah!
certainly, Islam of Allah is a beautiful religion.
We are Muslim.
Alhumdulillah😌🌱💞
I am thankful to Almighty Allah Subahana wa t'ala for ever..
made me cry
Very nice.You got the right path.
Masallah Sister, welcome to Islam
Thanks to allah that u came back in right way ❤️❤️❤️
Masha Allah 🌴
Mashallah May ALLAH BLESS YOU
Excellent
This noor recording I listened reversing several times we as a Muslim can't judge it but for her
Great love all true Muslims 💞🕊️
Thank u sis. May Allah grant hedayat to all thankless muslims including me to be thankful to Allah and our beloved prophet
mashaa Allah may Allah make you continue on the right path
Masha Allah