Are you focusing on starving out the addictive energy, as that is what you need to be doing? Not for the twin, it’s for you to come into a deep sense of inner peace ❤️
Fear based looking good…he’s in another relationship…yay, now he will learn what he needs to come back to me sooner. This eases my fear that this will take a long time.
Do all DF eventually reach the spiritual awareness, ie. feeling the energy in the crown chakra and feeling the third eye open, getting downloads, to the degree as you describe happened to you?
Meraki, I found this really helpful, thank you. Pls can I clear up my own confusion re meaning of soul. In this context, do you mean our 'Inner Being/Higher Self' as in core piece of the Divine that is beyond masc/fem? Or is Soul our Sacred Feminine self and Spirit our Sacred Masculine self...as if Spirit is our yang, Soul is our yin.. and Inner Being/Higher Self is our 'God' part, containing both. Like a Holy Trinity. So in context of what you are saying -which aspect of the Divine or inner enegies here, do you mean by soul. Also I didn't think the Soul itself could be hurt, because it is of the eternal & sacred, but maybe it is not so simple. Maybe the soul intertwines with out human experiences and does get wounded, as you say. I'd love a little clarity on these inner sacred aspects esp so I know how to do the work here. I have come so far with it & am more ready than ever for this stage, properly. At last! Much appreciation, your overthinking subscirber, Lucy!!
We are all over thinkers on this journey and that’s why trips us up 😂 You need to learn to starve out the addictive energy between you and your twin. It’s that energetic invisible wall that’s getting in the way in 3D. When you learn how to do that, then it all shifts ❤️❤️❤️
@@awakeningmeraki Tough love answer -cut to the chase! Let the starving begin! Yet it feels sad to turn my back on the 'in love' feelings... they are intense and glorious tho sometimes destructive.. but will scoop them into my own self-sphere, my connection with my life & soul.. I do know, deep down, I have to do this anyway, and have been battling with this all along x
My understanding is that soul is gender neutral. Soul is beyond duality and gender too is part of the duality. When the soul incarnates into the Earth, it develops two different levels of body one is the subtle body which is the "energy system" the chakras, the patters, the emotions etc, and the subtle body will be dominant in one energy, and that also is not a permanent setting, you could be in highly masculine at some points and be in feminine energy at other points. but overall you would have one dominant energy. And the physical body which is male/ female and that is where your gender cannot be changed, i mean yes there are means to do it, but not many people go through gender change operations. The physical body is fixed in its duality, the subtle body is more fluid in its duality, and the soul has no duality. Soul is genderless. Most of the content that i have consumed over the few years, focus highly on the subtle body, however my experience has been that when you start getting into soul, the duality dynamics of both physical and subtle body begin to dissipate. Infact as of recent times, I have come to realise how many things can actually be fixed, your patters, traumas that you may carry all of that disintegrates the minute you start getting into soul .I have begun experiencing it, by no means have i achieved a complete getting into soul, but even the little i have managed has managed to change my reality by leaps and bounds
You are transmuting all fear based energy into love that rises. You do this through resonance of what it is at an energetic level. There is no he/she/they/them. Remove the human level and look at this as pure energy. It will help to remove the emotion when you look at fear as energy only xx
Hi Kathlin, thank you for your guidance. It has really helped. pls can you tell me what I should do - I discovered during my Separation that my masculine is bisexual. In fact, he has a strong sex addiction. I have no bisexual tendencies and I can’t imagine being with a bisexual partner (not from judgment but personal choice). I am in No Contact with him and am working on my Ascension. I am also researching energetics. I have decided that I will do this journey alone. I will serve my purpose and mission solo.
This is all about you, they are a mere reflection of what we can’t see in ourselves. So don’t worry about the current sex addiction, that will shift as you shift out of the lower scales of consciousness. Do it for you, it is all for your spiritual growth ❤️
@@awakeningmeraki Throughout my life I’ve had people of the same sex hit on me but I have never had inclinations towards same sex intimacy. So if He is a reflection of me, where does this sex addiction of his / bisexuality reflect me?! I am 49 years old. Was in a 20-yr deceitful marriage (which I ended with effort) n have 2 wonderful sons. Not even in my teens did I have an iota of bisexual tendencies. Not then, not now. So it really baffles me, how this can be a reflection of me. I did though have an addiction to weed and would go out drinking with my friends on the weekend- could He be mirroring this back in the form of sex addiction? Anyhow, I accept that twin flames are mirrors of each other. I just choose to do this journey alone. I don’t want Union with him in the physical. I strive to have UNION within myself. That is my ultimate goal. Already I feel my consciousness expanding and people more aligned with me and my life path coming in. I have written two books and am becoming a writer for web series. I’m also starting a podcast where Indian women above 40 call in anonymously and share their traumas. I am generally more at ease than before, since the twin came in and activated my kundalini, even though I still have financial struggles after my divorce. The fear of uncertainty has gone. I feel more empowered to take on life’s challenges. And that is why I trust in the journey- it was only after meeting the twin did rapid acceleration happen (after experiencing an intense and tearful dark night of the soul). Now I feel like I can truly breathe. I feel like the sky, sometimes, open, expansive, receptive. Thank you Kathlin !! Wishing you the best in life!💝
I've chased mine since September 2019. I went to him with book nr 3 that Ive made for him last week and after I met him I had a big shift. Im not chasing mine anymore. He looks old...:O is it because he is doing a lot of women in the 3D? I have not been intimate with him in 4 years. We only kissed 4 times last week. I do love him and I do wanna come into reunion with him but he was so far away from me. like he didn't even do things I did. For 2 years ago he did so much the same that I did... I also felt pain in my heart when I kissed him and he kissed me back. But I have NOT been texting him for almost 1,5 years. He told me he had been celibacy for 2,5 years. Yeah I don't know.... If I even believe him. Im leaving him be. I will still write books to him cause it helps me a lot to do it. I connect with him in that way instead of texting him. I went to him with the book but I did NOT think he would be there so I was so shocked (cause I haven't seen him in 4 years!) I just went there to put the book in a bag, hang it on his door, cause I know I shouldn't meet him/chase him/ text him.
@@awakeningmeraki I know! Everything is love around me now. Focusing ONLY on me! Will never ever go to his place again. And the books I write to him I will continue with it and If I ever see him again then he will get the books.
Check out my Ascension to Union Masterclass, where I support you through this beautiful journey www.awakeningmeraki.com/ascension-to-union-masterclass
7 years in this journey and still looping.😢
Are you focusing on starving out the addictive energy, as that is what you need to be doing? Not for the twin, it’s for you to come into a deep sense of inner peace ❤️
Fear based looking good…he’s in another relationship…yay, now he will learn what he needs to come back to me sooner. This eases my fear that this will take a long time.
Pls do a video on how to let go energetically
Thankyou so much for explaining the ascension symptoms, helping to clarify my experience and create focus in the confusion 🌅
❤from Australia 🇦🇺
Thank you so much 🙏🏻💖
Do all DF eventually reach the spiritual awareness, ie. feeling the energy in the crown chakra and feeling the third eye open, getting downloads, to the degree as you describe happened to you?
Meraki, I found this really helpful, thank you.
Pls can I clear up my own confusion re meaning of soul. In this context, do you mean our 'Inner Being/Higher Self' as in core piece of the Divine that is beyond masc/fem? Or is Soul our Sacred Feminine self and Spirit our Sacred Masculine self...as if Spirit is our yang, Soul is our yin.. and Inner Being/Higher Self is our 'God' part, containing both. Like a Holy Trinity.
So in context of what you are saying -which aspect of the Divine or inner enegies here, do you mean by soul.
Also I didn't think the Soul itself could be hurt, because it is of the eternal & sacred, but maybe it is not so simple. Maybe the soul intertwines with out human experiences and does get wounded, as you say.
I'd love a little clarity on these inner sacred aspects esp so I know how to do the work here. I have come so far with it & am more ready than ever for this stage, properly. At last!
Much appreciation, your overthinking subscirber, Lucy!!
We are all over thinkers on this journey and that’s why trips us up 😂 You need to learn to starve out the addictive energy between you and your twin. It’s that energetic invisible wall that’s getting in the way in 3D.
When you learn how to do that, then it all shifts ❤️❤️❤️
@@awakeningmeraki Tough love answer -cut to the chase! Let the starving begin! Yet it feels sad to turn my back on the 'in love' feelings... they are intense and glorious tho sometimes destructive.. but will scoop them into my own self-sphere, my connection with my life & soul.. I do know, deep down, I have to do this anyway, and have been battling with this all along x
My understanding is that soul is gender neutral. Soul is beyond duality and gender too is part of the duality. When the soul incarnates into the Earth, it develops two different levels of body one is the subtle body which is the "energy system" the chakras, the patters, the emotions etc, and the subtle body will be dominant in one energy, and that also is not a permanent setting, you could be in highly masculine at some points and be in feminine energy at other points. but overall you would have one dominant energy. And the physical body which is male/ female and that is where your gender cannot be changed, i mean yes there are means to do it, but not many people go through gender change operations.
The physical body is fixed in its duality, the subtle body is more fluid in its duality, and the soul has no duality. Soul is genderless. Most of the content that i have consumed over the few years, focus highly on the subtle body, however my experience has been that when you start getting into soul, the duality dynamics of both physical and subtle body begin to dissipate. Infact as of recent times, I have come to realise how many things can actually be fixed, your patters, traumas that you may carry all of that disintegrates the minute you start getting into soul .I have begun experiencing it, by no means have i achieved a complete getting into soul, but even the little i have managed has managed to change my reality by leaps and bounds
Am I clearing his abandonment fear based energy as well ?
You are transmuting all fear based energy into love that rises. You do this through resonance of what it is at an energetic level. There is no he/she/they/them. Remove the human level and look at this as pure energy. It will help to remove the emotion when you look at fear as energy only xx
Hi Kathlin, thank you for your guidance. It has really helped.
pls can you tell me what I should do - I discovered during my Separation that my masculine is bisexual. In fact, he has a strong sex addiction. I have no bisexual tendencies and I can’t imagine being with a bisexual partner (not from judgment but personal choice). I am in No Contact with him and am working on my Ascension. I am also researching energetics. I have decided that I will do this journey alone. I will serve my purpose and mission solo.
This is all about you, they are a mere reflection of what we can’t see in ourselves. So don’t worry about the current sex addiction, that will shift as you shift out of the lower scales of consciousness. Do it for you, it is all for your spiritual growth ❤️
@@awakeningmeraki Throughout my life I’ve had people of the same sex hit on me but I have never had inclinations towards same sex intimacy. So if He is a reflection of me, where does this sex addiction of his / bisexuality reflect me?! I am 49 years old. Was in a 20-yr deceitful marriage (which I ended with effort) n have 2 wonderful sons. Not even in my teens did I have an iota of bisexual tendencies. Not then, not now. So it really baffles me, how this can be a reflection of me. I did though have an addiction to weed and would go out drinking with my friends on the weekend- could He be mirroring this back in the form of sex addiction? Anyhow, I accept that twin flames are mirrors of each other. I just choose to do this journey alone. I don’t want Union with him in the physical. I strive to have UNION within myself. That is my ultimate goal. Already I feel my consciousness expanding and people more aligned with me and my life path coming in. I have written two books and am becoming a writer for web series. I’m also starting a podcast where Indian women above 40 call in anonymously and share their traumas.
I am generally more at ease than before, since the twin came in and activated my kundalini, even though I still have financial struggles after my divorce. The fear of uncertainty has gone. I feel more empowered to take on life’s challenges. And that is why I trust in the journey- it was only after meeting the twin did rapid acceleration happen (after experiencing an intense and tearful dark night of the soul). Now I feel like I can truly breathe. I feel like the sky, sometimes, open, expansive, receptive.
Thank you Kathlin !! Wishing you the best in life!💝
I've chased mine since September 2019. I went to him with book nr 3 that Ive made for him last week and after I met him I had a big shift. Im not chasing mine anymore. He looks old...:O is it because he is doing a lot of women in the 3D? I have not been intimate with him in 4 years. We only kissed 4 times last week. I do love him and I do wanna come into reunion with him but he was so far away from me. like he didn't even do things I did. For 2 years ago he did so much the same that I did... I also felt pain in my heart when I kissed him and he kissed me back. But I have NOT been texting him for almost 1,5 years. He told me he had been celibacy for 2,5 years. Yeah I don't know.... If I even believe him. Im leaving him be. I will still write books to him cause it helps me a lot to do it. I connect with him in that way instead of texting him. I went to him with the book but I did NOT think he would be there so I was so shocked (cause I haven't seen him in 4 years!) I just went there to put the book in a bag, hang it on his door, cause I know I shouldn't meet him/chase him/ text him.
My love, al of this is keeping you in physical separation. Your focus must be fully on you and not on him at all. This is a journey of self love 🥰
@@awakeningmeraki I know! Everything is love around me now. Focusing ONLY on me! Will never ever go to his place again. And the books I write to him I will continue with it and If I ever see him again then he will get the books.