Do Stimulants Change Your Personality?
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- Опубликовано: 31 май 2024
- Do stimulants change your personality? If you look this question up on the Internet you will probably find that the short answer is no. But if you really do a deep dive into the research on how these medications affect the brain the longer answer is: probably. I think the reason for the no answer is because of how we define personality. Your personality is really something that develops in late adolescence or early adulthood and is based on a number of factors including genetics, environment, how you were nurtured etc. Probably the most popular personality disorder we hear about his narcissistic personality disorder. And I would agree that it's going too far to suggest that these medications can make someone a narcissist.
I discuss how stimulants work in the brain and how this can lead to blunting of your emotions. I also discuss research that suggests that stimulants can have long term effects on the brains of children and adolescents.
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I was diagnosed with adhd and ever since my whole life has began to change. I am 30 and I realize I have not been living my life to the fullest.
Stimulants BROUGHT out my personality. I was always in a "shell" . I was such a quiet person but my BRAIN would never stop talking.
I relate to every single word! I eve was diagnosed with ADHD in my early 30`s
I had same experience. They actually helped me, quieted my brain, and helped me be more sociable.
I think a little peruvian marching powder would also "bring out" my personality xD
Gabby Monique god this is exactly how I feel!!! What are you taking? I want to try adderall but I’m afraid my doctor won’t prescribe it to me since it’s a controlled substance
I believe i have adhd and i think its time i visit a doctor and truly get things on track. I've been considered slow and have difficulties speaking even tho i am quite educated my thoughts dont come through my lips properly i hate it.
Stimulants make me clearer, less hyperactive and more attentive, and that did feel strange at first--like a sort of flattening of who I was. What I came to realize when I stopped the medicine was that my hyperactivity and inattention never defined who I was. I had actually associated my "symptoms"--which by this point cost me jobs, friends, relationships, and I bombed out of school--with my "personality." When I stopped the medicine I fell back into the hurricane of activity and untamed impulses. The reality is that the medicine basically boosts my self-control to where I can show more of who I actually am. I'm still the same loudmouth, rambunctious guy, but it's something I can control now.
I respect people's decision to take routes other than medicine and I tried it myself too. But the stigma around adhd medicine is aggravating ngl.
Which medication are you using?
damn this is exactly what i want. Ive been a smart person trapped in a disorganized anxious jail cell for my whole life
@@TheeBamse Relatable
Well written and very helpful. Thanks a lot John
I have adhd and everybody has to live and learn. The fact that my heart went overboard when i played hockey made me think that ritalin is not so good. Besides other things ......
Adderall actually makes me more sociable and makes people more interesting to me. So yes, it does change my personality but everyone is different.
perhaps she is speaking more on the after affects, or if you aren't doing it at that time… I completely agree with you but for example, at this moment, I am below my regular dosage and I feel unmotivated almost hopeless. but right now that will change as soon as I take some.
NIk M when I take my meds i only wanna do productive things and don’t wanna talk to anyone I catch my self being rude sometimes bc I don’t wanna talk I’ll give head nods and when my meds start wearing off I just wanna be left alone and get irritated really easily
Yep. I ask my partner about a year after starting ADHD meds "Do you think I've benefited from this medication?" Her response "Are you kidding me? Absolutely. Your with us now. And besides, think about how well works going."
U don’t got adhd then
@@eddiedavisjr9771 I have to know what do you mean about that? I'm about to start meds! Please tell me your story!
I needed to hear this! “Flattening of your emotional expressions, irritability, sadness and even depression” is exactly what Vyvanse is beginning to feel like to me.
Omg I love chocolate rain 😍 go awf king 👑
yes exactly! i was on vyvance for 2 weeks and i hated it. it was simular to the way Adderall made me feel.
Dynasty Kinney vyvanse is like a slow extended release version of adderall
Always a pleasure to run into you Tay in the comment section of random less viewed videos. Hope all is well good sir.
It must suck for your whole life to be a shadow of a meme from 10 years ago. Shit was my childhood tho
Stimulants took away most of my social anxiety. I am no longer afraid to assert myself. To those around me it appears I am aggressive now. The truth is those close to me didnt really know me, and most never made an attempt to. I spent most of my life surrounding myself with people who also had maladaptive problems they werent aware of.
Maybe this is the same case as me. I was always a people pleaser and i think i repressed myself. Now I'm being assertive and very forward with what i want and i won't take any shit but i feels like and probably looks like I'm very angry 🤣
Same but lack of anxiety in general is kind of taking away my coping methods from before. Like I used to rely on the anxiety and stress of deadlins and other social pressures In order to begin working. Now those things seem to have no effect on me. The focus is there but I'm having trouble directing it to correct things
Misdiagnosed
At 37, I recently started a light dose of stimulant medication to treat my adhd. “Emotional flattening” describes my experience perfectly, and I like it. Now, when I suddenly remember I have committed myself to a normal everyday obligation tomorrow, my first response is not a sting of anxiety, but something emotionally flatter instead
Damn I wish that were me
Spot on!
THIS. I was constantly anxious (also looking for dopamine by binging/sugar addiction, didn’t find out until my psychiatrist pointed out what my brain was trying to get out of it). I’m so happy to hear someone else has experienced the same thing, I literally got the anxiety spike for anything I had to do later. When excited for something, I got a crazy spike of energy or happy anxiety spike(?). Very tiring. Meds have helped regulate my energy levels in the end. Tho I am a bit scared, what if meds are bad for my heart?
How long have you been taking it? I’m 36 and felt this way at firs too, I loved being a little flatlined because I felt so reactive before. Now Im a couple months in and I’m noticing the irritability and flattening is making me feel more depressed.
Same here!
My ability to act and speak with patience and empathy drastically increases when I take my medication. I stop jumping to conclusions, I am able to not interrupt people, to give them my full attention when communicating, and that pressurized listless feeling that usually builds up in the pit of my stomach during a boring conversation doesn’t get as big.
Wow! This description, this is why I take Concerta.
I put my son Concerta briefly when he was in elementary school. The change was dramatic and upsetting. All the sparkle left him. His affect was flat and he was full of anxiety. He fell into a depression and then they wanted to add antidepressants. He was only 11! I said no way and stopped all meds and within days I had my kid back. We shifted to cognitive therapy to help him learn coping skills. There's nothing wrong with him. His brain works the way it works and he just needs to learn how to manage himself.
With good habits training your son will do well. Also look for ADHD friendly careers
I really wish more people took your point of view.
Sounds like it was the wrong medication for your son. And yes there are lots of coping strategies we can learn to function in our world with ADHD. But don’t judge every medication, or the people who take them, because of this experience. Everyone is different-different medications and different strategies can be tried until you find the ones that work best for you.
Yes cause he is diagnosed correctly lots of people take adderall misdiagnosed say more socable or assertive NO IT TAKES THE “US” out of US like we are labotomized. Like the me is gone like a machine with mo feeling its sad that we have to be no more for other to be okay with us for us to not get into trouble its sooo sad cause i MISS ME
Not personality changes but rather behavioural changes, I’d say.
Within 2 days of adderol I noticed that my empathy was drastically affected. I account a lot of my depression to absorbing everyone's emotions and I felt a full block here. I felt my reaction to others pain was more cognitive and not so much a deep feeling anymore.
Exactly the same here, but then again maybe this is what normal is like, explains the fact why so much evil exists I guess.
I have felt the same. I felt like my empathy was so skewed and my ability to understand others feelings and even my own emotions is one of my favorite things about me.
exactly the same here. I have that skewed feeling too. While it can be good.. I feel that I lost one of my favorite things being empathic.. ( to the right people)
I noticed the same. I think the meds put one more into the left hemisphere, just my personal opinion.
Omg true.
i feel like my problem is i cant even understand my personality because my adhd is like a messy layer that lies on top of it like i cant explain it. i feel like getting rid of that layer will certainly help.
I feel very much the same way. I am to the point where I don’t know what my true personality even is, let alone understand it.
Yep same
I don't really think it's that simple. Like autism, ADHD is inherently tied into your personality/who you are - it's a developmental disorder, so your personality formed alongside your ADHD. There is no separating ADHD from who you are as a person, but there are things out there to help the symptoms of it. ADHD for me wouldn't be as much of a distressing/difficult disorder to live with if it weren't for the fact that society is not built for people like us.
Same😔
THIS
People with adhd like me crave nicotine and caffiene because both are stimulants but they arent powerful enough to keep the dopamine in your brain. Adderall makes me feel calm, relaxed, and overall just better. I dont feel anxious, hyper, or just bouncy. I can pay attention to things and my brain doesnt struggle to filter out all the background noise to listen to someone talk.
OMG u fully described how i feel
@Curtis Dumbledore Jackson ive noticed I do smoke more since ive been taking it.
Bet you can play Xbox for hours at a time without having a problem and that takes a bunch of focus. Start working out and stop playing video games and watch movies that give you instant gratification. If you crave nicotine it's probably because your addicted to it also when you do stimulants such as Adderall this will make u want to smoke more just like coffee. Stop making excuses for your actions grow up I mean this in a concerned manner. The drugs aren't helping you but temporarily. The long term and short-term side effects will out weight the benefits. Hopefully you don't pick up more drug addictions before you get to the long-term stuff.
@@mattconner9330 jokes on you i dont play video games 😂
@@mattconner9330 Quit shaming people who have ADHD and decide they need the medication.
It can be a literal game changer or people with ADHD learn what you're talking about before you speak. Gaming and caffeine can be expressions of dopamine insufficiency, which is a real problem that won't be wished away.
me before stimulants: "whats the point to all of this?...'' me after stimulants: "gotta work and live life to the fullest UHUL!"
stimulants crash: ...whats the point...
taking stimulants again: UHUL
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pan peter what do you mean?
Dang me too
Lmaooooooo this
So now you are a junkie
This is my life
Game changer for me. I wasn't diagnosed until I was 39 and by that time i had learned to mask pretty well but I was never able to master concentration on things that didn't interest me or give me immediate satisfaction. My memory is what made me go to my doctor. I thought I was developing Alzheimer's or something. I go to a point where I couldn't follow conversations. Anyway, I have been taking Vyvanse for two years and I can't even describe how many aspects of my life have been positively affected. The only negative ( which isn't actually negative) is that in the beginning my husband complained that I was being way more blunt about things. In reality I was simply speaking my mind without the usual crippling anxiety and need for approval from every living being around me. I had been hiding my true self for so long that even he was surprised and we've been together for over 20 years.
Same here but not diagnosed yet.
Yes
I find this presentation to be beneficial and extremely informative.
Without stimulants I find myself lost in a daze, stuck in an idol position, unable to do much of anything.
Intellectually and mentally, my brain is functioning and is fully intact, yet it lacks momentum, direction, motivation, energy, drive and the ability to move forward.
I know what to do and how to do it, but find myself to be lost, stagnant and stuck with no direction or game plan. As if my brain isn't functioning as it should. It isn't making the proper connections which connects the body to the brain.
Instead of accomplishing my goals, I fall into a depressive hopeless worthless state of mind with added anxiety and guilt.
You are not alone. Me too. I told my Dr that I must take my vyanse & know when I miss it. He said that means my ADHD is really bad. I believe I have developed tolerance. But yes, its a game changer. My life is so much more functional. So much better ❤❤💙💙💜💚💚
Me too
Heard that!!!
Undeserving sense of guilt. We are wired differently, genetically. We tend to be more haphazard and creative but it’s not a choice. As such, there should be no guilt! You are beautiful the way you are 🙂
@@edvela3865
Thank you, I appreciate it, You're too kind.
Sadly, I'm not use to this
So far the stimulants have helped me quite a lot. Its allowed me to control myself and quite my mind. My self esteem has gone up drastically. Just my experience, if you feel emotionless from your meds, you probably need to change your dose or meds. Just a rando's opinion so don't take it too seriously.
ditto
I’m so emotionally driven all the time. It’s hard to differentiate between holding back emotional responses and blocking emotion. As soon as I took adderall it kind of just stopped. It’s nice.
Well said!
God I want this
Me too I always used to care a lot about issues to do with relationships. I was sad and depressed, and I occasionally cried.
Nowadays since I started on Khat, which is similar to amphetamines. I feel ok with everything and things don't get to me
@@schwarzer9523 Khat is what the Somali pirates eat. Apparently it’s super addictive though and you can have brutal withdrawals. So just be carful
Yeah, but it makes u ...
I just started on adhd meds today. And if it changes my personality, so be it. I felt functional today. I could do the things I wanted and needed to get done. I didn't finish every task I'm behind in by a long shot. But I feel like I was productive. Like I did enough. Like I was enough today. My mind was the most clear it has ever been. I didn't know it could be this way. I feel like a functional adult for once. I'm feeling this sense of sadness and loss over what could have been with earlier treatment. But also hopeful for the future. If it changes me, it seems like it's just making me a better version of myself.
Good for you!
just started mine the other day too! i was able to do so much instead of laying in bed.
Just like cocaine the first few times are AMAZING. Glad it helped because it will but if you keep taking it long term you are going to burn out your brain. Sure it will repair itself when you stop if you stop but it isn't the same as before. Please only take it on days you need it. If the weekend you aren't doing anything, then take the day off. Give your body a rest so you don't over do it. Do what you will but the less often you take it the more likely it will help you long term.
THIS!!! I could have wrote this !!!!! Every single word !!! Except I started on adderall meds 4 days ago.
@@ralfwashington1502 Do you know from experiance?
The stimulants didnt make me a zombie. It "quieted" my brain, no more talking like a motor, no more shaking my legs..I feel somewhat normal.. only drawback you're body get used to it...i chose weed instead
What did you take that calmed you?
@@MW713 I took adderall..it worked but it's short acting for me. I still smoked pot so in the end I wound up just using cannabis..it quiets everything down for me too
@@TheAdhdGardener I don't do any drugs. Never tried weed. Hate the smell. Clean and sober for 8 years.
@@MW713 pharmaceuticals are considered drugs. If your referring to illegal hard drugs then great..no one needs those anyway. Cannabis aka weed is considered medicine when taken in correct amount.(not like your gonna die or have harmful consequences anyway) Recreational use is anything beyond that. But I get what your saying still. To each their own
@@TheAdhdGardener negative. Not in my state. I'm not tryi.g to argue with you. Calm down. Everyone has an opinion and everyone is entitled to it.
I was diagnosed with ADHD at 41. Adderall made me a little crazy but Vyvanse was exactly right. It does “flatten” me out a bit but in a good way. My brain slows down and I’m able to pay attention to my wife and kids.
I admit I was a little concerned that I’d feel like a zombie. I’d heard things from friends, but it has absolutely transformed my life. I exercise more consistently. I am more controlled with what I eat. And I’m actually getting things done on a consistent basis.
That being said, I know it doesn’t always work for everyone. Don’t feel bad if you have to drop the meds.
Hi there,your experience with vyvanse gives me hope, I've recently started on Strattera to begin with before trying stimulants,but I don't feel it's working at all,, I'm worried about the side effects of vyvanse, especially the "crash" after a few hours,, I have a mixture of depression/anxiety so I'm hoping that the vyvanse will possibly help these, I suppose it's trial and error... thanks for the positive review, there's a lot of scary stories out there of people's experiences
I agree with you about Adderall and Vyvanse. I'm used to taking Vyvanse and tried Adderall because of my insurance 🙄 and it made me more irritable. I switched back to Vyvanse regardless of cost. I'm going to try the generic of Vyvanse pretty soon to see if there's a difference
There’s a difference between “stimulant use” under a doctor’s care, and “stimulant abuse” where someone is taking stimulants that have not been prescribed to them. There is a currently a prescription stimulant “shortage” where I live, and I have been experiencing withdrawal symptoms for the last 3 weeks. I am now drowsy all day long. The only break I get from feeling tired is while I am exercising - but it’s often difficult to motivate myself to exercise, particularly when I’ve been off of my medicine for any length of time.
It's a nationwide shortage, it's because of people like you. And people like me, but I have ADHD I just choose not to take adderall. But my best friend does and he had to substitute with crystal meth for a couple days. I was really worried about him because he has psychosis from years ago when he did it. So yes, the shortage is actually really affecting people and it has nothing to do with the pills being used by folks who don't need them. There is a huge influx of "Adderall" on the streets right now nationwide, and it's all lab created by clandestine operations. Same people who make crystal meth, they put a bit of it in their pill formula and label it adderall. So the black market in people who aren't prescribed aren't the people who caused this shortage, it's literally a supply chain shortage that's affecting the pharmaceutical industry globally.
As a child of the 90's who suffered from the good intentions of stimulants, thank you, for having the courage to talk about this.
You’re so welcome Lizzy 😊
As an adult, who as a child was given the miracle medications like these to live a more functional and fulfilling life, I am grateful as well.
@@Javidschannel2022 will not give your child a more fulfilling life - drop me your email and I will show you why
From Somone on them
@@tomw7551 you cannot say that this for a fact because by nature it is a qualitative, subjective measure. Also, not every medication works the same for every person due to their unique chemical cascade. Stimulants work for some, not for others and if you’re prescribed them and on them, you should not be shaming those who are as well. Bad form.
I literally cannot explain how much I appreciate this video. I respect you mentioning it's "only" your opinion, but goodness it's so valid!
I was diagnosed with ADHD in 2009 while in graduate school and am so thankful for my diagnosis and my stimulant medication. Now, medication alone isn’t the whole picture in my case specifically. In 2017 I started group therapy, individual therapy and was additionally diagnosed with depression alongside my ADHD. ADHD is a controversial diagnosis I have come to realize but mental health stigmas are improving and I know how to emotionally handle the unsolicited opinions of others which helps. Medication shaming is one of the hardest things I’ve experienced in my life. If you’re dealing with that, I understand. I come from a long line of self medicating family members and have even had to cut communication with quite a few of them because of my decision to use medication as a part of my therapy. I have even had to cut my mother from my life 100% because she says I am a drug addict because of my stimulant medication use even though my doctors assured me this is inaccurate information. The pain of having to deal with this is one I have to just radically accept.
People shouldn't be calling you a drug addict for using medication that has been prescribed for you by a professional doctor/psychiatrist.. drug addiction is the continuous or frequent use of illegal or legal drugs for recreational use (to get high and drunk). Addiction is when someone keeps using a drug frequently to experience euphoria.. and just using ADHD medication to help settle symptoms everyday is NOT addiction. People with ADHD can abuse drugs and alcohol but if you don't have this underlying feeling of continuous drug use like a crackhead or alcoholic would, you are definitely not an addict and her saying that is not correct information. If medication helps you then continue using it, just don't abuse it (using it for wrong reasons), and don't care about other people's opinions.
girl im so sorry. hope youre doing good
Yes this happened to me too, I was called a drug addict smh I never abused my medication or took more than one
hugs. Keep it up.
The problem is, the politicized opioid hysteria actions from the DEA is DIRECTLY what caused even DOCTORS to stigmatize patients as "drug seeking " or potential addicts
Exactly why I had to stop stimulants. I’ve been trying to manage on my own ever since and just trying to supplement with coffee but feeling like a black hole at the end of the day just wasn’t worth it.
Maybe the dose was too high ?
Coffee reduces blood flow in the brain. Not a good option , you need to increase it
Damn, feeling like a black hole is the best description for the feeling
Nutrition, hello?!?
Not cheap but worth it. Boomer boost products, methylene blue, quality fats.
I started taking stimulant meds and I can actually think clearly, less irritable, eat less out of anxiety and boredom, able to relax, learn and retain information. I don’t interrupt people constantly and I don’t jump from topic to topic. It’s been life changing
As a long term user of Stimulant ADHD medication, I can attest at this effect happening on all the varieties I’ve been prescribed. I’ve tried dosing lower, higher, early in the day, later in the day, with and without food, and it always leads to the same flatness. It’s a love hate thing for me, and I realize everyone’s experience will be varied. I am figuring out a good plan for myself now in life cause I am tired of feeling so “off” all the time, for lack of better terminology.
You and me both Matthew. I hope you’re well. All the best 🖖🏽
Try a drug holiday ?
I been taking concerta for a year and a half and the first year was great I was very happy with the meds but now I been feeling like a robot or something it’s weird… been thinking of switching to adderall maybe see if there’s a difference
@@pap_e7389 This comments 4 months old so sorry if you've already changed. I would recommend changing, I take concerta daily and always felt it making me feel robotic, antisocial, and in general making it hard to talk to people. I recently had my dosage increased as it wasn't doing a damn thing to help my attentiveness or focus, but all it did was make me "depressed" and more anti social and uninterested with people. I decided to research it and found many people experiencing the same issue (not only on concerta) but experiencing the exact opposite after changing medication. Ive got an appointment to get it switched soon and i'm excited as ever.
@@hi-c4165 how is this going for you?
I can not put into words how much your videos have taught me about my own brain!!! I was literally sitting here crying while watching your ADHD videos because they made things make so much sense to me!!! I have struggled for so long and with no answers and you gave me those answers!!!😭😭😭
THANK YOU!
You're way of explaining the effects when the dosage is too high is awesome and totally true. I was on 20mg twice day for 10 years and then had to go up to 30mg twice a day and it flattened my personality to the point I hated it. We went to 20mg three times a day and it went completely back to normal.
literally pacing back and forth in my kitchen bc im so stimulated but exhausted at the same time and forced myself to eat a pickle bc i haven’t eaten all day and got frustrated bc eating is annoying when you’re on adderall
now that sounds like a fucked state to exist in.
Ask your doctor how he/she feels about the medication Desoxyn I was actually prescribed it first when I was 18 and only switched to Adderall later on because I lost my good insurance and Desoxyn is INSANELY EXPENSIVE without insurance help. But I take 10mg twice daily and I feel like I get all the positives like focus and organized thought process and everything and very little to zero aide effects like hunger loss or sleep trouble or a bad crash. My worst side effect was I actually gained weight lol
Your dose is way too high.
Dr. Marks, I'm so very grateful for your perspectives that verify my own observations in myself and family members. Thank you for continuing to offer nuanced opinions and BALANCE. We need more of it
SO happy to hear this information!!!
It's so important and useful to hear a balanced opinion about stimulants, thank you for that!
Great video! Happened to my son at 16 with Focalin XR, as he described it, " I felt like I could only focus on one thing". He was in a zone that did not allow him to feel other things happening around him. It affected his ability to be social at an age when that was important to him and his development. He chose to go off the meds and his grades remained excellent and is very well socially adjusted. Thank you for sharing your insight.
My vyvanse definitely help me get on with life but while I have been on it for the last 18 months I have not laughed once except on the days I have breaks.
I miss belly laughs and laughing fits :(
When I mentioned this to someone they said it was a fair trade, but i'm not so sure.
Life without laughter is so grey
That's so odd to me. I just started Adderall, and I'm the opposite. I feel I actually get more focused on entertainment and social situations (as limited as they are atm) and actually get more meaning and enjoyment out of them. Before that, I always felt I was walking through a confusing haze of dysphoria.
I'll be changing from Ritalin to vyvanse this coming Wednesday, only due to 1 capsule at the start of the day that lasts 14hrs vs 3 tablets over the day that covers 12hrs. I got diagnosed last year at 42yrs old. Took illicit drugs from 12yrs old very frequently until i was diagnosed. Mainly marijuana (12-18), lsd (14-20), ecstacy/mdma (19-42). Ketamine, 2CB are also cool but are hard to source. Cocaine and speed i only took as a last resort as i didn't really rate them because they didn't feel like they did much for me. Opiates i wasn't interested in at all. My psychiatrist explained why i got into everything. My home life and parents were awesome no issues there. Taking 30mg of Ritalin daily i don't even think about wanting to get high any more. And my mind isnt racing at a million miles an hour either. I'm a lot more agreeable as well. Work and family have noticed the behavioural changes also, they see them as positive as do i.
@@tma78 I know exactly what you mean. I always stopped at cannabis and alcohol, but I used them too much and always felt unsatisfied when intoxicated from them. Then I take Adderall XR (10mg), and I feel satisfied for the first time in my life and barely feel those drug cravings at all any more.
I have taken focaline for the last 7 years and everyone tells me I was more fun back when I was younger. I’ve seen the difference too. It makes me sad, less sociable and more irritable. I think because I have been taking it the last 7 years it has definitely rewired me.
Careful my shrink back when I was on stuff kept saying risk vs reward. I can tell you now the reward was not worth that risk.
Your "anecdotal" experience mirrors my own professional "anecdotal" experience as an educational diagnostician in school districts, as well as a mother who observed these dangerous effects on my child. Your channel promotes MANY effective alternatives for all ages. Thank you for your educational service to adults (like myself) too!
Adderall works extremely well as long as you take 1-2, full day breaks. Like anything taken daily your body builds a tolerance and when it comes to stimulants the lower dose required for effect is always better!.
In Cognito This is true.
QUestionn is... how tf do you sleep the night after you took Adderall? I love everything about it except for the fact I can never sleep after taking
Adam Heath So are you taking XR-Extended release? or are you taking the IR-Instant release tablets? The XR will always affect your sleep because of the way they’re designed. The XR extended release formulations are terrible for those who need regular quality sleep to function. I recommend taking IR-instant release EARLY in the morning and no coffee or more medication after noon...if you want a good nights rest.
Like take 1-2 days break after I take one?
@@sunshinewiccan5523 like taking it 4-5 days a weak. If u feel good today dont take it
I feel so validated right now. I've been on and off ADHD medications since the first grade. I've always said I felt it changed my personality, and changed how I feel emotionally, and I've never liked the feeling I get from them. I've always been told that it doesn't. I've been on and off them for years because of the effects of them, with my emotional state, like causes me to have emotional outbursts where I normally wouldn't or causes me to have increased anxiety or irritability. I've been told so many time that this wasn't the medication.
Yes dude isn’t it lovely being gaslit by your parents and doctors and told it doesn’t change your personality when it does? You should give Wellbutrin a try it doesn’t change your personality like Adderall does.. but tbh even tho I’m on Wellbutrin I’m going to try to introduce low dose Vyvanse and see if it’ll kill my creativity
Forgive me if you’ve already heard this, but I was having the same issue (emotional outbursts and anger) and my Dr prescribed oxcarbazepine. This really helps even out the stimulant. I had to tinker with the dosage a bit because it was making me sleepy but once I figured it out, I was happy with the results.
The medication might change one's personality via a shift from a chaotic, creative, and comedic nature to a regulated, sober, and pensive one.
Such are the effects of enabling faulty executive functioning. The personality is allowed to be accessed from a less entropic state--thus, allowing for a crisper depiction of one's true personality.
Wow that was deep. However it's sad to know that a "true" personality may be somewhat sombre or melancholic as opposed to outgoing and bubbly
Beautiful and true.
@@NieceyWeesey you’re not wrong, but I suspect all those positives come at a cost, which is why we with ADHD feel there is a problem instead of it being a personality type. I.e. social anxiety, drained social batteries making us feel depressed, overwhelming (unwanted) negative thoughts raving through our minds.
YOURE INCREDIBLE. IVE SEEN SO MANY VIDEOS ON DIFFERENT SUBJECTS OF YOURS THAT HAVE BEEN SO HELPFUL
I've been off my ADHD med for a couple months... at least. And I'm asking myself why I'm making it harder on myself. Because this really isn't easy. Thank you for your videos beautiful lady! ✨️🕊
The comedown/crash is just concentrated depression
your username is making me giggle
Just take a day/two for netflix and food and youre good.
I'm so excited that I found this! I would talk about out my experience on a stimulant as child/adolescent and many in major (counseling psych) wouldn't believe me. I felt like two different people! On the stimulant I was getting things done and concentrating and I felt good, when it wore off I would become angry or sad. After a few years I kind of just became what I called numb. I really hope this gets studied more and/or the field starts to recognize it!
Found timing of food and yes, exercise even just walking, along with well timed enjoyment, people, reflection or planning to help.
Also clonazapam really helps but it was a struggle to get finally.
For what its worth🪁♦️
This is an incredibly important video. This is exactly what has been happening to me, and getting the dose right is key. There is a huge psychological factor as well, because the stimulants are addictive and also because they finally help someone who's been feeling incompotent their whole life finally feel compotent that can make them think they need to take more of the stimulants, they get depressed and a negative feedback loop begins.
somewhat reflective of my last dialogue with my nurse practitioner, as I was telling her I believed there were areas of my circumstance that seemed outside the jurisdiction of my medicinal handling, your thorough honesty is bold, implies that you are non-partisan on topics of psych
mark drost thanks Mark. 😊
I took concerta all throughout elementary and middle school. Every single teacher I've had has in some form or another pointed to the clear, robot-like zombie personally I had. But then on those random days I forgot to take my medication, they couldn't stand how antsy I would be in my seat. Hated all of them for picking zombie me over regular me. Towards the end my dosage was well into the 100s mg, the pill was as big a flintstone gummie.
Wait so what you’re saying is that, if you feel zombie like and completely different from when you are off your meds or forget is a too high dosage for you ??
Concerts is the worst because you take in the morning and it in your system throughout your waking hours. Concerta genuinely does make you a zombie more Than any other imo
@@Mally620 i had it as a kid and I didnt feel like a zombie, but I also got off it until my 20s again lol
A dose into the 100s? Wtf?
100mg?
100% agree. I’ve been on adderall for about three years now, documenting the entire experience in detail. It’s been enlightening & frightening. I am so glad I found this video, thank you so much!
Document. Nice job. I need to write it more than remember it.
Big respect for having the guts to say this. I totally agree from personal experience
You are so good at this, Dr. Marks! Thank you for making these videos!
The graphic you had in this video totally explained me. My doctor raised up my dosage of Concerta and I felt flat. I became sleepy, no motivation at all to do things, I'm of course disorganized lol but my house turned upside down. My anxiety hit the ceiling and I got Brain Zaps, Lightheadness and that weird burning sensation (I learned from your other videos). I spoke to my doctor and I'm going back to my previous dosage. I haven't been taking my meds for a few days and I have been singing, going to back to being the old silly me. I just want to thank you.
I have EXTREME ADHD and Vyvance made me feel like a zombie. Void of emotion and didn't want to move out of my chair for 5 hours. Adderall made me anxious, agitated and confused to where my concentration was worse than ever. I took Ritalin years ago and rapidly lost a ton of weight but it did seem help. I was already underweight so I had to get off of it. I told my doctor that I didn't like stimulants but she insisted I try them. They caused more harm than good. I've decided that I'm just going to deal with ADHD for the rest of my life. It's better than the alternatives that have been presented to me.
@@Karmen2010 try microdosing mushrooms
Thank you for covering this very important aspect of the ADHD experience. The research certainly need to broaden to study of mental health outcomes pre-diagnosis as well as the effects and optimum titration for ADHD folk prescribed stimulants, for adolescents, late-diagnosed adults, and those with additional differences (autistic/bipolar/clinical depression). In Australia currently, the information available depends on the knowledge and understanding of your treating psychiatrist. There needs to be a standard/guide for this.
You are so thoughtful and thorough in your explanations. 💜 I love the content.
Thank You Dr. Marks for the thoughtful, interesting, and honest video.
"Drug Holiday" was a prominent point of discussion when I talked to my psychiatrist about ADHD
Tracey, You have no idea how much I needed to see this video. I have been desperately trying to find research and information around long-term side effects caused by stimulant medication. I have been taking Vyvanse at 40 mg and then 50 mg daily for the last 1.5 years as prescribed by my doctor after being diagnosed with ADHD at age 25. I also had the "lights on" reaction after so many years of self-doubt and feeling like I just was not smart enough.. 8 months into taking the medication, the vicious depressive symptoms started to kick in. I've also battled on and off again with depression most of my life but I felt I had it under control for the few years leading up to my ADHD diagnosis. I'm trying to find research that shows these side effects and that for people like me, these drugs are not the long-term solution. Unfortunately, I feel there's not enough information or medical literature/research on this topic for my GP to be on the same page as me. I fear the withdrawal symptoms to transition off this medication but I just wish I could go back in time and take back starting this medication in the first place.
Add feta means suck, you have to keep using more and more until eventually they stop and your brain has no dopamine to fall back on. I use them recreationally as a teenager and then again after fifteen years of nothing but pot, used them in moderation on the weekends for about three years. I was in an abusive relationship at the time, and even though I hardly used any at all (a quarter gram would last me two months!) It's still destroyed my dopamine and that combined with the PTSD and severe trauma that I went through has left me feeling like a shell of my former self despite having not used in feta means or been in an abusive relationship for over six years. And I have done extensive healing work with a therapist including EMDR and individuation. I still don't feel like I can focus the same that I used to, I get distracted easily and I just don't feel like I enjoy life the way that I used to.
OMG!!! Thank you! 4 two things. Your language is exactly what I need as a Phd student getting ready to write comprehensive exams!
how are your exams going
I think it does affect personality, often in a good way. My inattentiveness, hyperfocus, and other ADHD symptoms were affecting my personality and stimulants helped me feel more like me. So I guess the condition affects personality and because stimulants affect the condition, it also affects your personality.
Thank you for sharing your Insight! I was in a longterm relationship with someone that was diagnosed with a couple of Disorders! And she experienced mood-changes that she recognized herself and stop talking one of the pills... So yes I've seen this firsthand... Your always enlightening!!! And I appreciate your knowledge.
Thanks so much second opinion 🤗
This is exactly how I feel. I’m 29 and have been taking Vyvanse for 8 years. I definitely feel like it’s changed my personality which is why I’m taking the necessary steps to get off it. This video helped me understand my symptoms and made me feel so much better. Thank you
Trevor Strong how tall are you In cm?
She knows what’s up. Brilliant! People need to hear this!
Excellent video, very clear and coherent, and empirical, thank you for sharing.. I like how you both refer to your own clinical experience and practice, whilst also acknowledging scientific research..
Thank you 😊
I have been taking it since I was 24 I just turned 29 a few weeks ago. From my personal experience it definitely changed me and my personality. I’m prone to a lot of anxiety but at first it didn’t trigger any panic attacks or anxiety. Now I have so much anxiety/ especially social anxiety but that’s also because I do have anxiety disorders. I miss the person who I was at 24 before I started to take it but I’m working with my doctor to wean off of it
i watched many of your videos, i have been seeing different psychiatrists for years, but i think you are probably one the most wise and responsible psychiatrist out there. i have experienced exactly what you said in the video. but my psychiatrist only highered my dose. I hope there will be more psychiatrists like you in the future. Thank you !
Thanks a lot KWN! Best wishes 😊
There is so much legitimate critical thinking in this video, subscribed. I've tried 3 or 4 different stimulants over the past twenty years usually prescribed, sometimes not, and the things you say in this video certainly are supported by my experiences. The lack of literature to confirm your theories/conclusions... well that just says something about problems within the scientific and academic community... I won't go into it, I don't want to sound like a "tinfoil-hat" type.
Thank you for mentioning the benefit of “correcting” over-exaggerated emotional responses; I have found that this gets badly overlooked. When you come from everything being way too “loud” emotionally, a “normal volume” is going to feel too “quiet” until you adjust, even assuming you’re staying in the optimal range on the bell curve. It’s something to keep an eye on for sure, since it can be a better, more reliable way to determine when a dose needs to be adjusted downward than other measures like “productivity” or “attention span” which may not have such noticeable changes at the border between good dosage and a dose that’s a bit too much.
Omg you heard me. You were listing and you understood. Thank you.
I was so surprised by brain shocks first time it happened. Would’ve been nice if it was widely known before! Thank you for you research : )
Thank you so much for this video, I really feel seen. I have felt like my emotional expressions and general emotional intelligence has been affected.
I had antidepressants many years ago. I did have a blunting of emotions and motivation. I resisted medications for ADHD until I was 60 when coping mechanisms were no longer effective. I have 3 children all adhd, a sister, father, brother who likely had/have it too. I limit to 15mg twice a day and skip days to decrease tolerance when it doesn’t have a good effect. I have never had a flattening of emotions. I am much more focused, able to socialize because I can concentrate and remember. I finish projects. I can plan my days.
Thank you
Speed changed my personality by making me social again i‘ve used to be very antisocial after a long time being depressed.
That goes away pretty quickly unless you are constantly upping the dose
Same here I went from thinking I was an antisocial weirdo to realizing that I like to socialise (or learn to) with people
Catch 22
I’m still antisocial
Maine Reen Sybyr?
Great video! Thanks for sharing your thoughts on this. It must be frustrating for doctors to know something from experience but not have the research to support it.
Yes it is very frustrating. You see it right in front of you but few people are talking about it.
I love this channel! Thanks for doing what you do! 🙏
Yea I agree. The times in my life where I used stimulants I saw higher performance or at least passing. Off stimulants, I don't see results. But got to keep trying to find a cure that isn't a medicine/drug. Wish all those struggling strength.
Its so awesome u sharing all of this. Its so helpful and interesting.
What an amazing video. I’m surprised this isn’t talked about more extensively but big pharma knows how to market their drugs. Thank you for this!
You're welcome Aryan!
I'm starting my diagnosis and this question has been running through my mind. I would love to get help with my forgetfulness, impulsivity, focus, among other things. But at the same time, IF I do actually have ADHD, then I kinda wanna stay the way I am. I love my hyperactive personality, I love being weird and random. Sure, I do fall into bad situations in school, work and in public due to me being forgetful or impulsive, but I still love myself.
And that's all that matters! Don't take any meds if your happy! You don't know how you'll end up!
@@kennyhumble3699 I've tooken it it actually helped me be a little productive but what we do realize is that we are different people we are gifted we see how the world should really be like when we are not on medication such as Vyvanse for those that have adhd I used to take em ima start taking em again see what the outcome is
If you really feel any problem to be fixed, and you are good with your life as it is, why are you looking for a diagnosis? (Genuine curiosity)
@@Fran-sj3uh Some people are just curious whether they have it or not. If they can afford the diagnosis and want to, then why not?
You are absolutely right. I've also done research on ADD/ADHD, Depression, Anxiety, and Insomnia. And there is absolutely a negative effect to using these types of drugs that affect your neurotransmitters (Dopamine, Norepinephrine, Serotonin, Epinephrine, and Choline..) I used to be on Adderall and I am a living case for it's mood-flattening effects.... And great point about taking these medications.. these just treat symptoms (for the most part) and not the root causes... Before anyone starts to take any meds, they should try to figure out if the root cause is something within their power to change.
I appreciate your honesty in the video. It would be great if all videos, especially science-focused videos were transparent about the sources of opinions and sources of data... Keep up the good work!
How can I increase the dopamine transporters in my brain without meds?
@@claudiocerezo1644 Exercise is the best way to Increase Serotonin levels (mood regulation)
@@Jake-wz2ts *Dopamine levels*
This is the type of comment that increase ADHD stigma.
GABA receptor sensitivity
I appreciate your honesty in this!
Thank you for your bravery in speaking out about your own professional experience on this subject. My son has suffered his whole like because of the stigma and taboos surrounding this subject of stimulants and ADHD. He has been refused medication because of the fear within the medical professionals here in SOCAL.
The Netflix docudramas about "drugs" like Adderall and opioids fueled more stigma for patients who need those medications
ALWAYS you give out great advice. Keep up the great work! Im bipolar type two and ive been subscribed many different medications,some good and some bad. STAY STRONG everyone. Thumbs up to your vid👍😊
Jason Burchard Thanks a lot Jason. You stay strong too 👍🏼
Which medications have you used?
@@17thserumano hola Jon, well with me its been paxil, lithium, depakote, abilify, buspirone, and klonopin in the past. Now i take lamictal, alprazolam, seroquel and remeron and that combination seems to help somewhat.
I dont know which is worse the medications or the disease.
Hope alls well with you and im sorry for the late reply, Jas 👍
you described like the opposite of my issue. i cant stop talking. i cant stop feeling. i cant stop crying. its literally all centered around my emotions.
everyone reacts different!
my symptoms on the medication or with my addiction is always different, sometimes i’ll be a zombie and other times i’ll be super duper hyper. sometimes i’m super hungry and then sometimes the thought of food makes me puke. really just depends on the person i gues
Dr. Marks, I was utterly blown away by your extremely ethical acknowledgement that this is your opinion based on experience rather than published research. It was just shockingly honest, especially for a social media platform where everyone else seems to be presenting Truth, as received directly from God.
I don’t know if you’re right or not, but I do know I can trust someone willing to be that honest.
Im done of those weirdos having unique experiences with a dozen meds. Love this chat. One of the best
This is what I was looking for, a video with this explanation.
Adderall has helped me tremendously,. I have a career which places me in high risk/ violent environment. emotional blunting has allowed me to cope with high stress situations and overcome traumatic situations I’m exposed to. Blunting is not always a negative!
I needed to hear this. I was wondering about my own symptoms using antidepressants.
I’m glad you watched then.
Dr. Tracey Marks can you please do one on non stimulants!!!!
Dr. Marks, you are spot on! Your “bell shaped response” thesis is exactly right! Over stimulation = blunting of personality. I gained weight and became unhappy after I increased by dosage by 50%. After 2 years I chose to cut back to my original dosage after watching this video 6 month ago.. I lost 30 pounds, I’m working out, I have more friends, a beautiful girlfriend, and I’m fun to be around now. Thank you Dr. Marks!
Getting on adderall and getting onto that high bell curve of flattening as a child made all the difference for me.
I was an absolute terror in kindergarten and first grade, could not control my behavior whatsoever, and was widely hated by students and teachers because of it, and thusly my social development tanked.
When I got on them, I was suddenly able to sit and pay attention and participate in class, which got my social development back on track.
Dr Marks, thank you for another great video on adhd. You mentioned that tolerance is common with stimulants - a serious problem, which seems to be under-recognised by many psychiatrists. Can you please elaborate on what tolerance to stimulants means when it comes to long-term management of adhd? If the dose needs to be increased over time, does it mean that stimulant therapy is a less sustainable option compared to atomoxetine or tca's? What can be done to delay the development of tolerance? Do you prescribe stimulants as daily maintenance, advise patients to take breaks, or take them only when needed? Overall, it would be great to see a video on adhd management. Thanks again, your channel is very informative.
Ritalin does change my personality somewhat, but not in a bad way. It's easier to socialize with other people. I'm a bit more outgoing instead of shy. The emotional "blunting" ist very welcome to me. I'm on a low dose, so it's not a very strong effect, but if I'm upset, sad or angry it's much easier to control my emotions now, that they aren't so strong anymore. That's something I have been struggling with for my whole life.
This was extremely helpful thank you for sharing your experiences. Research is seriously lacking.
This is very interesting. I've struggled with bipolar symptoms for decades and I realized watching this that I gravitate toward stimulants for the purpose of blunting my emotions in a way. Somehow it seems to settle the high anxiety, high reactiveness, high strung feelings I get. It's like I feel more at baseline, but it can flip things at times and cause a depressive state, so theres no exact resolution. A lot of people associate the highs of bipolar with the good, happy feelings, but that's not my experience. High emotional states can be negative as well. Being highly reactive, having high anxiety to the point of panic, or being perceived as high strung are not enjoyable at all.
I like learning new perspectives on these things. Thank you for all of your work☺️
I'm 52, and I've never taken an ADHD medication before. 20 years ago, i took phentermine for 2 months but my body quickly acclimated to it and it stopped working quickly. I've tried various stimulants along the way, including illicit ones. I used to dominate discussions, go off on tangents, and have to force myself to really listen to others. Some call that just plain old self-centerdness. But, a week ago, I was prescribed 30mg of Vyvanse. I now talk a lot less, am able to focus on one thing at a time, and I listen to others much more carefully. I was always emotional, crying at everything, just way too much empathy, fear, excitability. My partner says my personality has changed drastically. He says I've become "flat." Well, if I'm more boring now, so be it! The impulsivity is way down, and because of that, I'm not so quick to say and do things I end up regretting.
I started taking atemoxetine glenmark for ADHD a few months ago after I got diagnosed earlier in the year.
I've noticed that I've felt quite irritable but I was like that before even starting the medication.
I have been able to do certain things that I know help, or get myself to follow through on tasks like meditation, exercise, more often since I started taking them, I've been noticeably less impulsive; usually when tired I'd go off and do things that don't help me get the rest I need, but now I'm able to think and recogniser my actions.
The difficulty with my irritability is that I've had chronic sleep issues and not gotten early nights for years, which still happens and likely is the main culprit, plus certain issues in life in, being aware of/confronting family problems is also a factor, under a lot of stress also.
I am trying to be patient with medication and give it some time before jumping to conclusions but I've been doing a lot to try and understand/reflect on how I feel day to day and how my actions and events shape that feeling.
You're very well spoken and concise, it's like you know at have very fleeting attention.
This is the best video i ever saw about stimulants. Most people who take prescription stimulants are not narcissists but they have some narcissistic traits.
It makes me amazing at my work but often I’m so focused ..,that yea I feel robotic and on edge sometimes. I take breaks on the weekends, if I’m at work without it I’m sleepy, can’t focus, hard to get tedious work done. I didn’t take it til college so I’m my normal self when off it.
Concerta made me a zombie while Adderall turned my CPTSD into something resembling Borderline Personality Disorder. Dexedrine and Wellbutrin are the combo that helps the most. The changes in personality can be for the better or for the worst and it's why journaling, mood tracking, and talking to your doctor are so important.
Wellbutrin help you?
This I had a bad psychiatrist who when I went to him and told him the meds were making me feel like a zombie and like I couldn’t function worse than before he upped my dose a good doc is definitely key
Wellbutrin caused tremors and brain zaps. Horrible!
@@tarynriverTerrible decision by the doc
Great vid, enjoy watching your presentations, thank you, from Australia 🇦🇺
You have changed my life. I never comment on you tube but it started with your PMDD video and finally feeling validation for my feelings reading all the comments and I'm literally stopping my Adderall as of tomorrow because it gives me a false sense of confidence and can trigger my mania but being aware in the moment that I'm oversharing to the point of being over bearing. I thought I was good at reading the room and being good with social ques. Not at Alllllll it's literally been my downfall and I've finally let go and accepted and I'm prepared to kno I'm going to be a little tired but not crash. Balanced, grounded and mindful and try to be still and use active listening and stop cutting ppl off and trying to be relatable and people plz to the point I started to realize that I started to show an unhealthy form of narcissism but as a defense mechanism and being so impulsive that I'm blocking my blessings and came to terms that my ego is not my amigo and just when you think that I have been so humbled by life that it's beautiful and and I'm uncomfortable as hell and I needed to be. I was getting too comfortable doing the bare minimum while blaming on my mental illness and having a victim mentality and the need for validation. I've always been afraid of success because I was so familiar with failure and 37 years it hasn't elevated me it's kept me stuck with being mediocre. Finding balance, being in tune and present and just appreciate the not so little things and take note to remain grateful and humble and completely authentic I dont need to announce every move bc it sets me up for failure each time. So I'm FINALLY ready to take all the social ques and loving reminders from my friends can't do so if you don't sit with yourself and reflect and let go. Nothing else has worked matter facter direction is more important than speed bc I WAS headed nowhere fast. So this is my quiet girl era. Practicing active listening and I might learn some shit and the loudest one in the room is the weakest and I'm ready to see if this way of navigating and perceiving life is a success or failure but the worst that can happen is failing but you can't succeed without failing, fall down 7 times get up 8. I'm rambling now but I need you to know you're appreciated and respected by me on a top tier level. 🫡❤️Thank you
I've been taking stimulants off and on since childhood for Inattentive ADHD and never once experienced that. It's interesting how different they can be or feel for different people.
@Lo it’s more of an internalized thing if their is hyperactivity it would be more mentally than physically
Same I'm still a child but I relate
When I take those I become pick up artist . I can get any girl on those
I'm a clinician who was diagnosed late in life, so late that I was specializing in pediatric adhd for 6 years before I realized it's presence in my family. I actually agree with you on this matter, as I take stimulants myself. But because I am wary of speaking to my providers about it because they want to insist on prescribing things that were completely wrong for me, I, a clinician...... don't feel comfortable to trust my providers to work this out with me. I get the depressive symptoms roughly 2 to 3 weeks into my month of medication and I have to pull back but then my performance and energy levels become unstable but if I dont, I have to work myself through the confusing landscape of what I call the willy Wonka stage.
I wish there were a more practical connection between us frontline practitioners and researchers to inform and guide what they study. Very frustrating! Great video.
I'm about to get my medical degree but I'm struggling to finish it. I realized now that I have a lot of characteristics of an person who has adhd innatentive type since always ( I had an AHA moment, nobody said something before haha and I was surrounded by a lot of doctors) , I went to a neurologist a couple days ago, and I will have a brain map tomorrow. I want to be able to improve my executive functions, is good to know that there's more people like me.
I also get depressed after a few weeks of Adderall. I’ll take 15 mlg once or twice daily if needed the first two to three weeks then it begins to make me feel irritable so I cut it down to 7.5 once a day for the remainder of the month. It works well until I begin to get irritable and full of inner anxiety. The days I cut it down gives me a great relief however doesn’t work for long. Then I begin the cycle over.
So you got to do a 1 week drug free holiday to get the best benefit?