Powder’s melt downs are so frighteningly realistic. And I don’t know why it took me so long to notice, but the Claggor doll has his goggles he used to wear. I didn’t realize she had taken them, let alone kept them all these years
your second point is such a horrible thing to imagine, smth to remind her of when he was still alive like a constant reminder that she killed him a friggin positive feedback cycle you think maybe (on top of the fact that she was too young to process anything that she went through) she lets mylo and claggor still taunt her cuz she feels she should be punished
@@FeedMeChaos1I mean, as someone with bpd, she covers all the criteria and she's VERY relatable. I don't think that's what the writers were going for, and although BPD can also involve psychosis, hers is definetely a case of schizophrenia. The writers wanted to portray schizophrenia, but they also portrayed BPD pretty well on accident.
@@Nerium_Aquifolium Yeah thats what I meant, It's definitely not BPD and is absolutely schitz, but these things share a lot of symptoms. (and im currently trying to find out if i have BPD)
0:41 i never really noticed but she’s talking to her hallucinations here even from that age, we just aren’t able to see them yet but the way she looks at each side and says “i only wanted to help” shaking her head, seems like the voices were pestering her in that moment
People say that the mania manifested when Jinx did. Powder has been manic her entire life. In the opening scene, she’s surrounded by those voices and images. They’re more subtle, but they are there. (Spoilers) I’m terrified to see how Silco manifests next season. Are we still going to see the doting father figure who gave up a nation for his daughter? Or are we going to see what Jinx thinks of herself now that she’s once again accidentally killed someone important to her.
@@davidmorgan5581 i think both of you are right in a way, in between it does flash to her seeing claggor's glasses so maaybe she was talking to claggor man for children to experience death at their age is so dark and can have such a great impact on them when they grow up, arcane navigated it rlly elegantly
I have schizoaffective so I can't say it's the same and all issues are different for everyone: but for me, I don't actually hear random voices out of nowhere, but I instead experience hearing people saying things that they never said, the whispers jinx hears would be more of a representation of my DELUSIONS after my auditory and visual hallucinations. Not so much random voices telling me things, the way most people would imagine.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mental_disorders_in_fiction#:~:text=Fans%20trust%20Jinx%20suffers%20from,Vi%20has%20extreme%20childhood%20trauma. PTSD, BPD and schizophrenia
@@maqaeda Um, that ain`t how psychosis works. Other people may ameliorate or worsen it somewhat but ultimately it`s the mind and personal traumas themselves that lead to the psychosis, not other people directly.
@@aspieanarchist5439 That could be the case for some but others definitely work like this. Also, Jinx' traumas are caused by people so yea, he can say "he helped nurture".
@aspieanarchist5439 but he's a bad person. arcane shows bad people doing good occasionally, and good people doing bad. silco is a bad person who did one good thing. he taught her to cope by taking out her anger on everyone and everything that triggered her.
the scene at 1:08 is acc incredible, we get a subjective and objective perspective of jinx's breakdown here, the way her eyes are twitching and it looks like her face is itching to crumble down, the first exhale when the flashbacks start pouring in, i love that the sound of the flashbacks are as loud as the surroundings ESPECIALLY powder's shriek which is incredible voice acting, the flicker between the girl and vi, the sound effects between each flashback?? it makes her mental illness so much more real i also didnt realize at first but at 1:27 everytime mylo or claggor have the white scribbles they're actually saying something, so ik its no duh, but like when you look for it shes having actual conversations and responding to them each time they flash and say smth
the first time we saw powders meltdown when vi left her, i immediately burst into tears. im 23 now, and even since i was a kid, i’ve felt emotions so strongly and intense- it’s taken a lot of therapy and self-restraint to minimize how i let certain things or situations effect me emotionally, almost to the point where im numb now. but that scene… man, it reminded me of how real that struggle is, especially when you feel neglected or let down by those around you. the animators did a fantastic job portraying jinx’s struggle with her inner demons and thanks to them for showing the harder parts of these experiences that not a lot of people truly understand.
I have PTSD… and my sister has schizophrenia. It’s weird to watch Jinx sometimes, because of that. I see both of our mental illnesses playing in front of us. I see my horror, guilt, and flashbacks. Then I see my sister’s loss of reality, paranoia, and nonsensical speech. It’s freaky.
As someone with psychotic depression and severe anxiety disorders, I’ve never seen a character so much like me portrayed. Even when she’s a child, it reminds me of my own childhood memories.
This is the part of her I really missed in season 2. The paranoia, the fear, the unbridled rage, the desperation to prove herself… It was all gone. Instead, she was reduced to witty comebacks and sarcastic jokes with her suicidal tendencies on the side until the end of act 3. What a disservice.
yeah i agree too, i also feel like they could've even expanded more on her depression and suicidal tendencies. and the ending doesnt rlly sit right w me, you have a depressed, suicidal person then the conclusion to close her story is to sacrifice herself? i feel like there was potential for arcane to show us what healing can look like in the elaborate way they showed us what trauma can be in s1. idk im mostly sad cuz i think i rlly could've learned smth, or have what ive been thru validated as well :(
The thing is it seemed like VI was more interested in turning jinx back to get her and catlyin outta the shit not coz of jinx herself, she put her friend over jinx and was hurting her in the process, the only reason Silco started to actually try to get out was to stop vi from talking because he knew it was hurting jinx…
I disagree. It's not like she knew the level of Jinx's mental state. Be for real. How could Vi have known she was triggering a phycodic episode when she's barely seen her since she got out of prison. Vi is a child of trama too.
@@Xoracious ? I was just saying Vi wasn't choosing Caitlyn over jinx in that situation and didn't know what she was was doing. Arcane isn't a story about Vi and her problematic sister nor is it a story about Jinx and the sister who betrays her. It's a story of two sisters being torn apart by unfortunate circumstances. I'm just saying to give Vi the benefit of the doubt since people seem adamant about giving that treatment to Silco
jinx might be scitzophrenic but, more likely its tied to her borderline personality disorder which are two seperate diagnoses. Powder has afear of abannonment, a favorite person, she feels like a person can suddenly betray her, she has phycosis episodes, and she has halucinations. Those are all symptoms of bpd. Although halucinations are amongs 25-50% of people with bpd. However, jinx being scitzophrenic is more iffy since she has Borderline personality disorder she doesnt need scitzophrenia to experience phycosis and hallucinations. Infact jinx is a scarily accurate potrayal of somebody who has boederline personality disorder and its not just Vi's abbanonment its how powder's fears became a reality.
oh my god the hallucinations get more clearer as the series goes on like they get subtitles and they're getting larger and closer to jinx (1:08 hes beside her, 3:35 hes pressed behind her and he looks so real, just like the day he died)
@mrcrab7873 no you're actually right b4 my best friend died, she suffered from psychosis and acted like jinx whenever she had meltdowns (i agree bc psychosis houses other mental illnesses such as schizophrenia)
they're completely different but under the same umbrella. Schizoaffective is literally schizophrenia but the only difference is that schizoaffective has a mood disorder. And psychosis is supposed to be the lesser of schizophrenia.
She may have BPD but that defo isn’t the only thing. Her broken understanding of reality, actually hearing voices when there aren’t any, and seeing monsters and cowering from them - just these few examples are clear indicators of schizophrenia. BPD may entail paranoia and dissociation but most certainly not vivid hallucinations. Who’s to say she didn’t inherit it anyway. We know nothing of her family other than Vi. Plus BPD is genetic also, as well as caused by the environment you’re in
@@agnieszkacz_ I'm actually researching this right now for a paper I'm writing for a class, and I believe Jinx has BPD and PTSD, and not schizophrenia. Of course, it's a fictional show and I'm not an expert, so these are just my opinions. And also mental illnesses can be related and the boundaries are not always clear. But from my research, BPD and PTSD can both absolutely involve vivid hallucinations, and actually people diagnosed with BPD suffer from hallucinations almost as much as people with diagnosed with schizophrenia, and with the same severity, according to this study: Belohradova Minarikova, K., Prasko, J., Holubova, M., Vanek, J., Kantor, K., Slepecky, M., Latalova, K., & Ociskova, M. (2022). Hallucinations and Other Psychotic Symptoms in Patients with Borderline Personality Disorder. Neuropsychiatric disease and treatment, (18), 787-799. doi.org/10.2147/NDT.S360013
This is not schizophrenia, untreated schizophrenia should have hallucinations and delusions almost 24/7. Her psychosis is episode only, so its more of bipolar or other psychotic disorder
@@wowsports8800 but these things are connected most of the time i just didn’t see the point in fighting over if its ptsd or schizophrenia its kinda a gradient think of it as whenever those faces come on screen and or Milo appears its likely schizophrenia but the flashbacks also are ptsd. I was just annoyed u where fighting over what is more represented in the “narrative” at the end of the discussion these are both mental illnesses that are being portrayed interestingly well in this bit of media. Not saying its completely accurate either
The first one.Where she’s powder.Isn’t a schizophrenia episode,it’s a bpd episode.Both of the ones where she’s powder is bpd episodes.Not schizophrenia
some of these scenes arent showing a schizophrenia episode. yes jinx does have this mental illness. i am still figuring out rn what is wrong wirh me and why i can see crazy things so im not entirly sure
Its a mental illness, a RUclips comment can’t do the extent of it justice so please consider googling it and reading abt it to get correct information :)
The internets definition: Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder in which people interpret reality abnormally. Schizophrenia may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions, and extremely disordered thinking and behavior that impairs daily functioning, and can be disabling. People with schizophrenia require lifelong treatment. U coulda just looked it up
@@therrastrial that's interesting, I'm diagnosed with psychosis, and I go through the same things in the video 😐 Maybe it's a little more complicated than that
the scene where she first talks to her hallucinations u can hear faintly “stupid, weak” then jinx responds “i’m not weak!”
1:56 for those looking for it
This says a lot about how deep trauma can impact the mind, very interesting.
@@Hallowoct313 that's so sad tho
Its horrifying to be unable to differentiate between reality and fantasy
Yeah, it is. Believe me.
Yeah..
No it would be fun
@@TheDarknessBelowprove it lil penis
@@bruhbruh-id5xu i really hope you get a taste of what it's like to have these kinds of things, ooh i hope it'll be soo fun for you!
Powder’s melt downs are so frighteningly realistic.
And I don’t know why it took me so long to notice, but the Claggor doll has his goggles he used to wear. I didn’t realize she had taken them, let alone kept them all these years
your second point is such a horrible thing to imagine, smth to remind her of when he was still alive like a constant reminder that she killed him a friggin positive feedback cycle
you think maybe (on top of the fact that she was too young to process anything that she went through) she lets mylo and claggor still taunt her cuz she feels she should be punished
People saying "it's PTSD/BPD not schizophrenia!1!!" as if people can only have one or the other LMAO
Definitely not BPD.
Agreed, pretty clear cut schiz IMO@@FeedMeChaos1
Lmao like oh I guess I'm not depressed since I already have ADHD (?????)
@@FeedMeChaos1I mean, as someone with bpd, she covers all the criteria and she's VERY relatable.
I don't think that's what the writers were going for, and although BPD can also involve psychosis, hers is definetely a case of schizophrenia.
The writers wanted to portray schizophrenia, but they also portrayed BPD pretty well on accident.
@@Nerium_Aquifolium Yeah thats what I meant, It's definitely not BPD and is absolutely schitz, but these things share a lot of symptoms. (and im currently trying to find out if i have BPD)
It's comforting, being a schizo myself, seeing more characters with this illness.
you should Hellblade senuas sacrifice game
she actually has bpd and ptsd. Which can cause hallucinations and delusions. I have both so I relate to her in those aspects
@@MacyKnudson And schizophrenia too.
Hey man…how are ya doing
@@spacescribs5838 I'm fine, thank you. People don't really ask me how I'm doing.
0:41 i never really noticed but she’s talking to her hallucinations here even from that age, we just aren’t able to see them yet but the way she looks at each side and says “i only wanted to help” shaking her head, seems like the voices were pestering her in that moment
People say that the mania manifested when Jinx did.
Powder has been manic her entire life. In the opening scene, she’s surrounded by those voices and images. They’re more subtle, but they are there.
(Spoilers)
I’m terrified to see how Silco manifests next season. Are we still going to see the doting father figure who gave up a nation for his daughter? Or are we going to see what Jinx thinks of herself now that she’s once again accidentally killed someone important to her.
I thought she just saw Claggor's bloody glasses to the side and was struck with shock and disbelief.
@@davidmorgan5581 i think both of you are right in a way, in between it does flash to her seeing claggor's glasses so maaybe she was talking to claggor
man for children to experience death at their age is so dark and can have such a great impact on them when they grow up, arcane navigated it rlly elegantly
4:26 this is dangerously accurate
Yeah
I have skizofrenia and this is so accurate
@@telorkecoak9065oh, I'm really sorry to hear that, are you doing better now?
I have schizoaffective so I can't say it's the same and all issues are different for everyone: but for me, I don't actually hear random voices out of nowhere, but I instead experience hearing people saying things that they never said, the whispers jinx hears would be more of a representation of my DELUSIONS after my auditory and visual hallucinations. Not so much random voices telling me things, the way most people would imagine.
Our first Arcane Character who suffers Severe PTSD and Trauma.
Vi tho
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mental_disorders_in_fiction#:~:text=Fans%20trust%20Jinx%20suffers%20from,Vi%20has%20extreme%20childhood%20trauma.
PTSD, BPD and schizophrenia
Vi also suffers with major CPTSD and probably PTSD.
You missed the bridge scene and her surgery… kinda of important
I think that was more bc of shimmer than bc of her psychosis though
The bridge was her hallucinations but the surgery wasn't he forgot the bridge fr
Flare scene also 😅
@@Grimexx955 The shimmer amplified her hallucinations
Silco desperately trying to stop Vi from triggering Jinx’s psychosis
And it’s always so ironic to me, that he tries to stop Vi from triggering the psychosis he helped nurture.
@@maqaeda Um, that ain`t how psychosis works. Other people may ameliorate or worsen it somewhat but ultimately it`s the mind and personal traumas themselves that lead to the psychosis, not other people directly.
@@aspieanarchist5439 That could be the case for some but others definitely work like this. Also, Jinx' traumas are caused by people so yea, he can say "he helped nurture".
@@Kinj Silco`s also a traumatized person though. Trauma is basically the default setting of most Zaunites and the Topsiders don`t give a fuck!
@aspieanarchist5439 but he's a bad person. arcane shows bad people doing good occasionally, and good people doing bad. silco is a bad person who did one good thing. he taught her to cope by taking out her anger on everyone and everything that triggered her.
the scene at 1:08 is acc incredible, we get a subjective and objective perspective of jinx's breakdown here, the way her eyes are twitching and it looks like her face is itching to crumble down, the first exhale when the flashbacks start pouring in, i love that the sound of the flashbacks are as loud as the surroundings ESPECIALLY powder's shriek which is incredible voice acting, the flicker between the girl and vi, the sound effects between each flashback?? it makes her mental illness so much more real
i also didnt realize at first but at 1:27 everytime mylo or claggor have the white scribbles they're actually saying something, so ik its no duh, but like when you look for it shes having actual conversations and responding to them each time they flash and say smth
the first time we saw powders meltdown when vi left her, i immediately burst into tears. im 23 now, and even since i was a kid, i’ve felt emotions so strongly and intense- it’s taken a lot of therapy and self-restraint to minimize how i let certain things or situations effect me emotionally, almost to the point where im numb now. but that scene… man, it reminded me of how real that struggle is, especially when you feel neglected or let down by those around you. the animators did a fantastic job portraying jinx’s struggle with her inner demons and thanks to them for showing the harder parts of these experiences that not a lot of people truly understand.
First time I saw this scene with jinx arguing with her hallucinations.
When Milo came up behind jinx, its freaking me up.😱
It was terrifying
I have PTSD… and my sister has schizophrenia. It’s weird to watch Jinx sometimes, because of that. I see both of our mental illnesses playing in front of us. I see my horror, guilt, and flashbacks. Then I see my sister’s loss of reality, paranoia, and nonsensical speech. It’s freaky.
As someone with psychotic depression and severe anxiety disorders, I’ve never seen a character so much like me portrayed. Even when she’s a child, it reminds me of my own childhood memories.
This is the part of her I really missed in season 2. The paranoia, the fear, the unbridled rage, the desperation to prove herself… It was all gone. Instead, she was reduced to witty comebacks and sarcastic jokes with her suicidal tendencies on the side until the end of act 3.
What a disservice.
i agree sm
yeah i agree too, i also feel like they could've even expanded more on her depression and suicidal tendencies. and the ending doesnt rlly sit right w me, you have a depressed, suicidal person then the conclusion to close her story is to sacrifice herself? i feel like there was potential for arcane to show us what healing can look like in the elaborate way they showed us what trauma can be in s1. idk im mostly sad cuz i think i rlly could've learned smth, or have what ive been thru validated as well :(
Agreed :(
I relate to jinx on so many levels except I’m no where near as badass
The thing is it seemed like VI was more interested in turning jinx back to get her and catlyin outta the shit not coz of jinx herself, she put her friend over jinx and was hurting her in the process, the only reason Silco started to actually try to get out was to stop vi from talking because he knew it was hurting jinx…
Exactly, I don't get why some people would think that Silco was going to shoot Jinx. She literally his daughter and he also sees himself in her.
I disagree. It's not like she knew the level of Jinx's mental state. Be for real. How could Vi have known she was triggering a phycodic episode when she's barely seen her since she got out of prison. Vi is a child of trama too.
@@saltygreenbean8112 I was agreeing with the Silco one.
@@Xoracious ?
I was just saying Vi wasn't choosing Caitlyn over jinx in that situation and didn't know what she was was doing. Arcane isn't a story about Vi and her problematic sister nor is it a story about Jinx and the sister who betrays her. It's a story of two sisters being torn apart by unfortunate circumstances. I'm just saying to give Vi the benefit of the doubt since people seem adamant about giving that treatment to Silco
@@saltygreenbean8112 Okay, sorry.
i dont want to be like this anymore. it doesnt end. it never ends.
jinx might be scitzophrenic but, more likely its tied to her borderline personality disorder which are two seperate diagnoses.
Powder has afear of abannonment, a favorite person, she feels like a person can suddenly betray her, she has phycosis episodes, and she has halucinations.
Those are all symptoms of bpd. Although halucinations are amongs 25-50% of people with bpd. However, jinx being scitzophrenic is more iffy since she has Borderline personality disorder she doesnt need scitzophrenia to experience phycosis and hallucinations.
Infact jinx is a scarily accurate potrayal of somebody who has boederline personality disorder and its not just Vi's abbanonment its how powder's fears became a reality.
Psychosis needs awareness
I just realized she is left handed.
The first mental breakdown i think it is more connected to Borderline personality disorder rather than schizophrenia or paranoia
oh my god the hallucinations get more clearer as the series goes on like they get subtitles and they're getting larger and closer to jinx (1:08 hes beside her, 3:35 hes pressed behind her and he looks so real, just like the day he died)
I asking myself if jinx hallucinations arent azakanas, and if yasuo brother cant help her
Seeing this reminded me of my teenage years.
That is an example of "don't let kid hold something sharp" they still don't know the meaning of consequences
3:36 Mylo looks so dead...
It’s actually psychosis
Psychosis is a symptom of schizophrenia
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@@user-ik4pj7mp3l I made this comment a year ago 💀
@@mrcrab7873 XD how are u now
@mrcrab7873 no you're actually right b4 my best friend died, she suffered from psychosis and acted like jinx whenever she had meltdowns
(i agree bc psychosis houses other mental illnesses such as schizophrenia)
I believe in the beginning when she says “I’m going to show him” I think she’s talking about mylo
She's wanting to prove herself to Silco and therefore steals the gemstone
@@rift_right3259 i really think she's referring to both
Is Psychosis and Schizophrenia the same thing or completely different
Psychosis is a symptom of schizophrenia- it basically means disconnection from reality
they're completely different but under the same umbrella. Schizoaffective is literally schizophrenia but the only difference is that schizoaffective has a mood disorder. And psychosis is supposed to be the lesser of schizophrenia.
@@Mrs_Boots psychosis is a symptom of schizophrenia (it just means being detached from reality) it’s not a diagnosis on its own! Otherwise correct :)
@@wednesdaysartcastle9018 thanks
@@Mrs_Boots no problem!
1:55 i thought she was talking to a corpse
HOW did i never realise their mouths are actually moving
I think her mental state is better described as BPD as well as signs of schizophrenia, according to the DSM5 but im not a professional
Plus it has disorganised thinking
She may have BPD but that defo isn’t the only thing. Her broken understanding of reality, actually hearing voices when there aren’t any, and seeing monsters and cowering from them - just these few examples are clear indicators of schizophrenia. BPD may entail paranoia and dissociation but most certainly not vivid hallucinations. Who’s to say she didn’t inherit it anyway. We know nothing of her family other than Vi. Plus BPD is genetic also, as well as caused by the environment you’re in
@@agnieszkacz_ thanks for educating me more on this
@@agnieszkacz_ I'm actually researching this right now for a paper I'm writing for a class, and I believe Jinx has BPD and PTSD, and not schizophrenia. Of course, it's a fictional show and I'm not an expert, so these are just my opinions. And also mental illnesses can be related and the boundaries are not always clear. But from my research, BPD and PTSD can both absolutely involve vivid hallucinations, and actually people diagnosed with BPD suffer from hallucinations almost as much as people with diagnosed with schizophrenia, and with the same severity, according to this study: Belohradova Minarikova, K., Prasko, J., Holubova, M., Vanek, J., Kantor, K., Slepecky, M., Latalova, K., & Ociskova, M. (2022). Hallucinations and Other Psychotic Symptoms in Patients with Borderline Personality Disorder. Neuropsychiatric disease and treatment, (18), 787-799. doi.org/10.2147/NDT.S360013
This is not schizophrenia, untreated schizophrenia should have hallucinations and delusions almost 24/7. Her psychosis is episode only, so its more of bipolar or other psychotic disorder
Which episode is the 2:24 minute, please?
Episode five 😉
Most of these scenes are actually PTSD but anyway
me when i erase schizoaffective experiences in favor of my own narrative 🤪🤪🤪
@@colony4795 me when I erase trauma experiences over the narrative of manic pixie dream girl🤪🤪🤪
hear me out what if ur both right and there a traumatized schizophrenic
@@Hallowoct313 that's why I said most of the scenes but you can't really argue with someone like that
@@wowsports8800 but these things are connected most of the time i just didn’t see the point in fighting over if its ptsd or schizophrenia its kinda a gradient think of it as whenever those faces come on screen and or Milo appears its likely schizophrenia but the flashbacks also are ptsd. I was just annoyed u where fighting over what is more represented in the “narrative” at the end of the discussion these are both mental illnesses that are being portrayed interestingly well in this bit of media. Not saying its completely accurate either
Sadly, while I thought this two, she’s not schizophrenic but has BPD which does have some of the same symptoms as schizophrenia
In this small scene
5:49
Jinx said "Help"
I think it might be me though-
3:21 too accurate
1:07
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Ella Purnell is fantastic ! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
The first one.Where she’s powder.Isn’t a schizophrenia episode,it’s a bpd episode.Both of the ones where she’s powder is bpd episodes.Not schizophrenia
is it? i thought it was a breakdown anyone could have
I might have a problem
what pisses me off is the amount of people acting like doctors in here, comeon man 🤦♀️
i also always thought jinx had paraniod shizophrenia and fear of abandonment
personally, i see her w bpd instead of schizophrenia
Not mutually exclusive.
Vii failed powder….sad
I love how we all agree she def has schizophrenia
She has bpd dumbass
It's not Jinx's fault
it really is not
some of these scenes arent showing a schizophrenia episode. yes jinx does have this mental illness. i am still figuring out rn what is wrong wirh me and why i can see crazy things so im not entirly sure
What might have been had vi let powder help
What's schizophrenia????
Its a mental illness, a RUclips comment can’t do the extent of it justice so please consider googling it and reading abt it to get correct information :)
The internets definition:
Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder in which people interpret reality abnormally. Schizophrenia may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions, and extremely disordered thinking and behavior that impairs daily functioning, and can be disabling. People with schizophrenia require lifelong treatment.
U coulda just looked it up
Disconnection from reality. One of its symptoms is Psychosis, which is where the hallucinations come from.
Schizophrenia is when you see things that are not actually there
Like a vision or something?
Goodness, giving her a diagnosis? Aren't you such a qualified person~
She’s literally canonically psychotic
@@wednesdaysartcastle9018 but nt scitzoprhenic
not schizo, but bpd
It's actually psychosis 🙂👍
@@nicholasamemazior3066 could and could not be.
My bpd does this to me without a psychotic episode so 🥲
@@therrastrial that's interesting, I'm diagnosed with psychosis, and I go through the same things in the video 😐
Maybe it's a little more complicated than that
@@therrastrialWow you have bpd and are retarded how unfortunate.