Definitely can relate to what you are saying. Life is tough…my childhood was awful…and we carry that…..no way around it…. It’s just how we deal with it in adulthood and that can take many years to figure out and deal with buried emotions that will always pop up occasionally. It’s taken many many years for me to accept my life and find MY happiness…..and most of that time it’s by myself….which is truly OK. Sorry on my ramble. You take care 😊
Please don't apologize, your voice is important. Thank you for sharing. I can look back and see how far I have come and that builds inner strength to keep pushing forward. I realized happiness love kindness care compassion and empathy are all a part of me and I no longer feel the need to look outside of myself, for that I feel truly blessed ❤️😊
Thank you for being so honest and able to show your vulnerability, that’s brave! Ride the wave my lovely for it will pass. The current energies are affecting us all
Absolutely!! The energy has been high the few weeks which I think scattered me trying to do everything when I did not have to. Stepping back today now all appointments are nearly done. Just one more this week and then a week on my own house sitting ❤️
Thanks. I certainly relate. I’m 81. Running out of time to get my weight where it should be. This is note advice but I will share that my will power is infinite. I have to be careful about overdoing. I know you did a LOT of work preparing for the Open House. I hope you are able to rest and embrace the slow down. Grace. 🦋
Thanks for sharing! I agree with you Margaret, I have been over doing it since I returned from England. Self care is something I have always found hard but I am learning especially today. I just stop breathe then move again. 😊
Bless you . Please refrain from saying the negative words about your self. You can make the intention that all the foods n liquids you put in your body are super healthy and full of energy. Breathing in to your heart space and asking your divine inside what do you want to eat. Listen n feel in the moment as you breath slowly in and out . 🤗🤍🌞👐🙏😇 And know that your daddy is part of you now where ever you are, laughing when you laugh crying when you cry proudly standing by your side, if you feel a tingling in your cheeks n back of your kneck n hair being touch know he is letting you know im here n love you . 🤗🤍🌞👐🙏😇💯
If the word started with f and ended with t I apologize, it was not intended as a negative. That word was one used by bullies from primary school through my marriage and it hit every time. I never said that word out loud until the video. It was freeing to say and know it now had no mark on my body. Thank you so much for your kind words. It was a tough morning as the tears of grief really took hold for the first time since he passed. Remembering the memories we share and taking care of myself today feels blessed somehow. He had trauma to work through so will still be in transition as I go through mine. Knowing he is home free and loved is all I ever wanted you see I knew how much he loved me and he knew how much I loved him. It's just the human vessel that holds so much emotion it needs time to catch up as the soul within patiently waits.❤️❤️
@theunexpectedsage it is only the vessel that stops functioning (dies) we are all infinit beings of light energy . Embrace the emotions of your dad, be in the moment for as long as you feel the need , send forgiveness love N light then release N let go of the energy into the river of life . Your body is always listening to every word you speak every thought so be positive in all your thoughts and spoken words N you will see feel a difference in all that you are . Which is divine magnificent being of the light , trust and know it is your divine birthright to be happy healthy loved free spirit full of abundance and prosperity peace 🤗🤍🌞👐🙏😇💯
I think as we get older and look at our children we see how fast life has gone by. I do wish we had longer health and fitness wise so our lives could be really enjoyed at this end. They do say youth is wasted on the young. We were young once carefree and full of dreams.
So glad! I strive to be transparent as I move forward. I have to make sure I am not repeating myself as I move through the rest of this year stronger and more grounded ❤️
I'm not always happy with childhood memories but I do like looking at memories Steve and I make together. I think we can be selective on what memories we keep around.
I remember some I really hold close. I agree with selecting the ones that bring warmth and joy. Love the making of new memories in those moments that bring a smile uncontrollable laughter and the joy of love in what we do that brings growth in all areas of our lives
Hello ,I am a new subscriber 😅,I can understand you about aging ,yes maybe our lives are boring ,but I am happily retired at last ,and enjoy my boring day ,with family ,taking care of myself ,and love my self ❤
@@joanfenech3936 I think the reason I am finding my life boring is because I put my passions to the side especially over the last three years working to make sure everyone was happily settling in and finding what works in their new environments. I am looking forward to my retirement days with family, my own self care and allowing love in. ❤️thank you so much for sharing your thoughts.
Definitely can relate to what you are saying. Life is tough…my childhood was awful…and we carry that…..no way around it…. It’s just how we deal with it in adulthood and that can take many years to figure out and deal with buried emotions that will always pop up occasionally. It’s taken many many years for me to accept my life and find MY happiness…..and most of that time it’s by myself….which is truly OK. Sorry on my ramble.
You take care 😊
Please don't apologize, your voice is important. Thank you for sharing. I can look back and see how far I have come and that builds inner strength to keep pushing forward. I realized happiness love kindness care compassion and empathy are all a part of me and I no longer feel the need to look outside of myself, for that I feel truly blessed ❤️😊
Thank you for being so honest and able to show your vulnerability, that’s brave! Ride the wave my lovely for it will pass. The current energies are affecting us all
Absolutely!! The energy has been high the few weeks which I think scattered me trying to do everything when I did not have to. Stepping back today now all appointments are nearly done. Just one more this week and then a week on my own house sitting ❤️
Thanks. I certainly relate. I’m 81. Running out of time to get my weight where it should be. This is note advice but I will share that my will power is infinite. I have to be careful about overdoing. I know you did a LOT of work preparing for the Open House. I hope you are able to rest and embrace the slow down. Grace. 🦋
Thanks for sharing! I agree with you Margaret, I have been over doing it since I returned from England. Self care is something I have always found hard but I am learning especially today. I just stop breathe then move again. 😊
Bless you . Please refrain from saying the negative words about your self. You can make the intention that all the foods n liquids you put in your body are super healthy and full of energy. Breathing in to your heart space and asking your divine inside what do you want to eat. Listen n feel in the moment as you breath slowly in and out . 🤗🤍🌞👐🙏😇
And know that your daddy is part of you now where ever you are, laughing when you laugh crying when you cry proudly standing by your side, if you feel a tingling in your cheeks n back of your kneck n hair being touch know he is letting you know im here n love you . 🤗🤍🌞👐🙏😇💯
If the word started with f and ended with t I apologize, it was not intended as a negative. That word was one used by bullies from primary school through my marriage and it hit every time. I never said that word out loud until the video. It was freeing to say and know it now had no mark on my body. Thank you so much for your kind words. It was a tough morning as the tears of grief really took hold for the first time since he passed. Remembering the memories we share and taking care of myself today feels blessed somehow. He had trauma to work through so will still be in transition as I go through mine. Knowing he is home free and loved is all I ever wanted you see I knew how much he loved me and he knew how much I loved him. It's just the human vessel that holds so much emotion it needs time to catch up as the soul within patiently waits.❤️❤️
@theunexpectedsage it is only the vessel that stops functioning (dies) we are all infinit beings of light energy . Embrace the emotions of your dad, be in the moment for as long as you feel the need , send forgiveness love N light then release N let go of the energy into the river of life .
Your body is always listening to every word you speak every thought so be positive in all your thoughts and spoken words N you will see feel a difference in all that you are . Which is divine magnificent being of the light , trust and know it is your divine birthright to be happy healthy loved free spirit full of abundance and prosperity peace 🤗🤍🌞👐🙏😇💯
Sending you unconditional love light N comforting hugs
And the strength to through your loss .🤗🤗🤗🤍🤍🤍🌞🌞🌞👐👐👐🙏😇♾️
I can relate with all of what you said❣️Thank you for being so real 🎉
Thank you for your feedback. Knowing that others can relate helps me to plan my steps going forward.😊
It seems that now that I’m in my 70’s time goes by so much faster
I think as we get older and look at our children we see how fast life has gone by. I do wish we had longer health and fitness wise so our lives could be really enjoyed at this end. They do say youth is wasted on the young. We were young once carefree and full of dreams.
You took the words right out of my mouth in this video, Suzanne! I only wish that I had the answers to these questions! Big hugsxx sent your way ❤Roe
So glad! I strive to be transparent as I move forward. I have to make sure I am not repeating myself as I move through the rest of this year stronger and more grounded ❤️
I'm not always happy with childhood memories but I do like looking at memories Steve and I make together. I think we can be selective on what memories we keep around.
I remember some I really hold close. I agree with selecting the ones that bring warmth and joy. Love the making of new memories in those moments that bring a smile uncontrollable laughter and the joy of love in what we do that brings growth in all areas of our lives
Hello ,I am a new subscriber 😅,I can understand you about aging ,yes maybe our lives are boring ,but I am happily retired at last ,and enjoy my boring day ,with family ,taking care of myself ,and love my self ❤
@@joanfenech3936 I think the reason I am finding my life boring is because I put my passions to the side especially over the last three years working to make sure everyone was happily settling in and finding what works in their new environments. I am looking forward to my retirement days with family, my own self care and allowing love in. ❤️thank you so much for sharing your thoughts.
Just came across you by chance tonight, just subscribed from Wales.
Welcome, thank you so much, Wales is a lovely place. My great grandfather was Walsh.
@theunexpectedsage lts a small world.
What a lovely honest video, I feel so many of us feel this way. New sub here x
Thank you so much Lesley Ann, that means so much 😊