Mark, I greatly appreciate your videos and the insight they give. I’m a new medic living in LA, and yesterday I had my first patient that had a hard, traumatic, drug filled life. Watching these videos has made it much easier for me to ask the right questions and really engage with my patient in regards to his addiction and etc. Keep up the work you do! Truly inspirational.
i went to high school with her around the time she was maybe 15 or 16. she is the most sweetest person her heart is so big. she sees the world a different way. i cried watching this because i never knew what had happened to her.
@@TatexLy judgers? Im not being rude but where? People who watch SWU generally speaking, show concern and shock. In her case the comments are about her potential and show concern.
@@Kendralovesskincare True Kendra. Humans who are highly sensitive and/or have traumatized brains or mental illness 🧠 often self medicate with street drugs or alcohol.
My roommate in rehab was there for this. She got out and hit it one more time and instantly had a heart attack and died all alone behind home depot. Rest easy Angie ❤
Saw someone do this on one of those "intervention" shows. Had a good-paying job, for a while, but you saw piles and piles of bottles just like the one she's holding, like liquor bottles stacked up in the waste basket of the alcoholic.
She’s not to far gone yet. She has a lot of potential to be a great woman. She just needs to right people and guidance in her life. I’m praying for you sis 🤞🏽
Another delusional woman who thinks once she has a kid her life will change. Please do not bring kids into this mess! You will not automatically become a different/better person because you had a baby.
Thank you...so true..atleast someone up here has sense..but I can already see them in the comment section getting offended when your only talking facts and speaking the obvious..
Having a child can push you to your edge, it’s not easy and for somebody who’s struggling with addiction and self love and a life that’s hard as it is, a child can end up a victim of that hard life and dysfunction. Kids aren’t a solution to unhappiness...
Thank you for saying that. I’m a child of messed up parents and it takes a lifetime to heal for just being born into that situation. If you are in a bad situation DO NOT HAVE KIDS the love you will have for a child will not save you
What she is inhaling will coat the inside of her lungs and give her the affect of being high, however it keeps the lungs from getting oxygen into the blood stream... Oxygen is needed in the blood. This isn't going to end well.
That’s why she was yawning. Her brain was forcing the oxygen in. Like she said sometimes she’ll just take a deep breath. It’s because she’s lacking oxygen.
Huffing is extremely dangerous and does permanent brain damage very early on, you don’t need to be huffing for even 3 months before severe permanent brain damage. Her cognitive abilities either have already or will start significantly interfering in her life. This is so self destruction. I am a therapist & specialize in addiction so these are not my opinions, Facts. My heart literally is broken for her. She is so Young, this so sad!
I used to work with a kid who kept a can of toluene with him - like those half gallon cans you get at the home store. He would soak a rag and huff it. It was shocking - he was 15. This was 40 years ago - bet he is not on this earth anymore.
Yes, and it works by displacing oxygen. That’s why it makes people silly. It is literally cutting off the air supply to the brain, like the “choking game.” I abused inhalants when I was a kid...all the neighborhood kids did it. Most of us didn’t even think we were doing drugs. It was just common household objects. The familiarity made them seem safe. Everybody knew someone who I ended up with severe brain damage, etc.
I love how she said its healthier for you. And that she could quit at any time, that she doesn't over use it. She literally can't get through a 20 minute interview on camera without it.
I was addicted to duster for years on and off. I would kill a can within 20mins. It made me stopped breathing multiple times but it never stopped me. The hallucinations are real, the numbing is real. I've been clean for 8 months now off duster and meth. I can tell you now, my brain still feels fried some days. Hopefully it doesn't kill her. Much love
I noticed that as time went by she was hitting the duster more and more frequently. That was hard to watch. That stuff destroys your brain worse than the regular street drugs. Whenever a person has to tell people they're smart....they aren't smart. Poor girl. I hope she gets her life together.
she looks a lot older than 22 - she definitely needs help. the fact that she says "right?" or "you know" after almost every sentence is a key sign that she is search of validation and doesn't know how else to find it. praying for her
Lord, she huffing? I haven’t seen anyone huff like that in ages. I’d always see homeless people huffing or sniffing glue from a paper bag when I lived downtown Toronto. So sad!
Well she is smart and alot of ways but is making bad decisions. That's what she meant by that....she talked about how smart she was in school. She knows she needs help she was just saying good things about herself
My jaw was dropped the entire interview. She's so intelligent and it's just so weird how some things are just normalised when u live this way. I really wish her the best.
Sweetheart, you ARE changing already the world with this interview. It may be a small thing but it matters and someone who watches it will feel changed. I did. I wish you all the best, you are so young and so damn smart. I hope you find your path. xoxoxo Love from Ohio
I watched almost every episode of Intervention over the years and it was one of the craziest case I have seen. She went to rehab and got clean if i remember well!
I love her. She's really really smart. Good euphemisms. Good chat all around. This is definitely a very bad situation, however, I feel like this girl can make it up and out. Idk why, but I do. I hope to hear/see her on top of this world! Good luck Madison!!
Obviously " really smart" is relative .I personally do not think she is smart and certainly not " really smart".She is not intelligent and is making alot of stupid life choices.
A family member just lost their fiance to huffing just like this. He was a young man in his early 20's. I hope she gets education on how deadly this is.
Same. Family member lost her boyfriend to huffing exactly like this. His parents found him in his car in their driveway. Early thirties. He was a great guy.
She’s yawning bc her lungs need air they need to stretch after all of that spraying lol I’ve never seen anyone use duster though, that’s wild. She’s young I hope she makes it out soon 🤍
I’m glad that she did this. I got addicted to cc. I was in my early 20’s and I had a kid and I completed my masters. I was a new military wife and I had felt so alone, depressed, overwhelmed and I ended up trying this in a company server room bc I was in tech. It took my 4 rehab trips, lost 2 jobs, totaled 3 cars, and was a mess. In 2014 I got clean. But then relapsed two more times between then and 2019. This stuff doesn’t get recognition but you have to get tired of it. The addiction, the sick feeling when you wake, the urinating on yourself, the throwing up of stomach fluid bc you don’t eat bc nothing tastes right. I stole from Walmart at one point. I almost hit a car. I did a lot of stupid shit when this was around and it’s easily available and short trip to Walmart and you have it… I’m so glad I’m off of it
My buddy crashed the car with me in it after I repeatedly told him not to do it while driving. I beat the shit out of him with the can after the accident and he never touched it again after that. This shit needs more attention on it, he was a straight A student before he started huffing
@@TheXandeyn I studied like crazy, only to earn C's and D's. Later got a science degree, and then an engineering degree. People who get A's can really accomplish a lot in life if they give it their utmost.
@@mike7gerald good on you! Perseverance and discipline are the fuel for success in life. Doesn't matter if you have a Ferrari, if there's no fuel in the tank you'll be passed by every average car.
I’m actually kinda surprised of how well spoken she was while doing duster. Her answers may have been delayed a couple of times but she answered it so intelligently.
True that! Have you seen the Intervention episode with the woman who huffs duster? That’s one to see the matter how many people you’ve seen do that. She made a full recovery & was lucid and successful in an update.
“Its a cold world but I’m a polar bear”, this girl is so smart with so much potential. It’s shameful that parents do not offer their kids enough support to thrive in life, she didn’t have anyone to help her achieve wha she was capable of. I really hope she can find a way to change the world like she says.
I don’t see that at all, I just see someone with holes in their brain due to huffing computer cleaner who’s trying to convince themselves that they’re different
Under all her words and walls.. I just see a young girl who has been hurt by her family and life and she uses that duster stuff as a security blanket... Something to hold onto, cause she feels to manny things that are too overwhelming and upsetting for her. Like people needing to always have a cigarette in they're hand.
@@krisquigley4497 Based means true or real. It can describe a person that's being sincere, honest and true to the facts and their own opinions. I had to figure this out recently. Gotta love new word usage.
She looks like a beautiful Rubens painting. It’s so hard to see her harm herself. I hope she gets some help. People do recover from inhalant abuse, if they stop. I know she’s got it in her, if she can get the right help.
@@MB.77 bright??? Sniffing dusters, having sex in cars for money and trying to convince herself that what shes doing is ok...yeah ok that's real bright..
This was one of the milder interviews, Mark, but it was, at the same time, extremely disturbing. I can’t imagine the mind frame of someone who can’t get through an interview without sucking electronic duster. It’s very bizarre and it’s very sad.
Hopefully we get an update about her in the future. If she continues this lifestyle, things are going to change drastically for the worse. Get some help girl so we can all see you change the world ❤
She seems like such a sweet person. She reminds me of a girl I went to school with, luckily that girl straightened out after high school but she could have ended up like this. Such a bubbly personality and I believe her when she says she’s gonna change the world someday. You go girl.
Surprised at how proud she seems about huffing a duster can! My friend and I tried it once when we were teenagers, his dad sold office supplies and had literally dozens of boxes of them! After the 3-4 times I hit it I passed out and had a dream my family was standing over my dead body crying, never did that again!
It's sad that if she had a black eye or a busted lip she would get more compassion in the comment section. She looks like she's functioning better than some of the people on here but you can tell she's been through some stuff. My heart goes out to this girl❤
this is heartbreaking, I normally don't read comments because they change how I view things. This girl reminds me of my little sister, who's funny and looks at the world in a practical way. I really think she has so much potential it's really soul wrenching to see someone so pure need to do these humiliating acts in order to sustain their living!
@Dory Ayoub You said that you "normally don't read comments because they change how I view things." If reading the comments changes how you view things that's a good thing because it means you've gained a wider perspective from learning additional facts and/or hearing someone elses opinion on something.
@@francoamerican4632 absolutely! However I cherish my own individual authentic opinion on things. When someone else adds their interpretation I have no idea if it's contrived or flowing, I prefer flowing genuine views. Also, too many conflicting or reinforcing messages flood my logic.
@@sjc7773 Pretty good. Kids are out of school the end of the week. I pick up my grand, 2 nephews & a friend so my, "job," will be over for the year. What's up with you?
@@marylougeorge9890 oh I turned 49 today. My daughter is also out for the year she will be a senior next year, so that's about it. Just feeling old but I'm feeling and that's better then being numb!lol. Be careful what you wish for? It might just come true. So I'm good and glad to hear from you!
I love that, Mark! “Most people, if they got raped at work, they wouldn’t go back to work.” When people say prostitution is just a job like any other job...not really! Not the way it is, in the streets. In the Nevada brothels, it’s another story. I think one thing people forget is how debased women are by poverty and lack of opportunity. There are people who wade through inches of animal blood and guts at slaughterhouses (it said so in a job posting I read), break their back all day in the fields, inhale toxic fumes, and go blind (welders) for money. As long as there is class inequality (and racism, sexism, heterosexism, ableism. etc. are used as a sorting mechanism), there will always be someone to do it. People who have been abused and over-sexualized since childhood will feel it’s familiar, wives and others who are used to using sex as currency or to placate someone (as in an abusive relationship) will be more desensitized to that role. But it’s not necessary. Girls and women see that sex is currency everywhere we look. I don’t know that the answer is to eradicate prostitution, because a woman has a right to decide if she’s gonna eat. Or make a wage that’s unusual for her class background and education. There are women in the business who say they would choose this over anything and I’m happy for them. But, in order for it to be a real choice, we need to let our kids know a woman’s worth as a whole person, not dependent on looks or sexual availability. We also need to level the playing field, as a society. Where I grew up, street workers were the most visible women who dressed up and went to work. That was how you get pretty and go to work like you have a purpose. (Remember I didn’t go to school from 12, but a teacher, actress, or singer were ideas I had, but they didn’t live nearby). To get women off the street or prevent them from turning out, we need more education and opportunities which (of course) can only be real opportunities in a safe home, off the streets. We should have a minimum basic income like Britain and training or higher education for anyone who’s at risk (without stigmatizing). I mean, really, we should have this for all people, including males. Street men aren’t trying to pimp out of pure, blind hatred for women. They need money, too. I appreciate you listening to people about their lives. I wish more policy makers would do that!
@@langstonmacdiarmid6286: Who’s judging? I’m making an assessment based on personal experience and what I know of human nature. There’s a difference. Clearly, you’re “really smart” yourself.
She really seems like a sweet , intelligent girl I hope she sticks to her word and changes the world one day and doesn't let the streets claim her that would be a terrible waste.
I think she would probably like college. She seems like she can think, and learn if she wanted to. I wonder if there is any way she could get go. There are so many things that can happen to us without damaging ourselves on purpose. Maybe she would like modeling for art classes for extra money. I always sort of wonder if people just don't know what is out there, if all of us just wander around, many never finding our true calling. But I think you have to look for it sometimes, it might not just show up for everyone, some but not all.
@@Bridgetownnosa yess I was just thinking that this morning. I use to get high or drunk to push everything down . Now I work out or do other stuff that's healthy. Every day it's up to u to make the healthy choice . Some days it's hard but I can't give up❤💔
Shit killed my sister. Watching this makes me absolutely sick to my stomach. She’s full of shit, she thinks she has it all together and so did my sister. Constantly lying.
I watched a documentary on RUclips about the legal brothels that operate outside of Las Vegas. If I remember correctly, they are regularly tested for STIs and drugs. If this girl got clean, I think she would no longer want to make money that way.
Brothels won’t stop this kind of activity. Too many are not gonna pay the money that a brothel would demand. So these street prostitutes would still exist to fill that market, so to speak.
@@al3xis777 I don’t understand the ‘STD testing’ argument people toss out there. If they are tested once a week, they can still pass a disease on to many other people between tests. Even to more people if they are tested less frequently.
One of the most real people that have been interviewed. She isn’t fronting or trying to fool/convince herself. She is one I could see chilling with. I bet she has a really good sense of humor in another situation.
I feel like if you were hanging out with her and not in an interview environment...she would be having you laugh so hard your belly hurt. I get good vibes from her. 😊
Thank you Mark for showing one of the faces of the world that we are getting educated to ignore just to become selfish profit machines. America, these lost souls all belong to you. You are truly making a difference and I am so glad I could find your channel. Your many sacrifices truly are all worth. Love from Italy.
Poor child. Obviously, without a life changing intervention this will not end well. Inhaling difluoroethane has life destroying consequences, even if your a polar bear.
Can't help but like you Madison, you are one straight talking, brutally honest breath of fresh air. Anybody out there in the scary world you live in who has you as a friend should consider themselves very lucky. Stay safe , go change this stupid world, it needs it. All the best :)
She talking about a guy sleeping with other girls but won't admit it because they know it's wrong, but she doesn't see anything wrong with banging married guys all day long. The delusion is real.
She has so much potential and she’s such a strong, confident woman. She could seriously become an inspiration if she could get some help and get sober and off the streets.
That's old school same homie,in Mexico on the border you'd see the street kids inhaling that same ending fried ,before heroin and meth blew up I'm talking late 90s i even remember in Mexico the poorest of the poor would inhale gas, scarry stuff big dawg
I like seeing other people’s perspectives in life, I’m 22 as well. It’s mind blowing to me how our life’s are so different, I had trauma growing up as well. People just choose the direction they want to go in, repeat the cycle or do better. I pray the best for her, thank you for your upload Mark!
I was shocked when she said she’s 22. I’m 23 and I feel as if drugs are aging her. I thought she was 25-27. I hope she gets out of this lifestyle. She’s so beautiful and deserves to give herself so much more.
@@brenday3899 drugs do make you age rapidly. I'm 35 and been doing drugs since I was 12 and I feel like I'm 60 years old. I hope this young lady gets better. I love all women so much!!!!
It shows you can have MANY childhood achievements academically, recreationally & more. It shows no one is free from the chance of addiction .. like they said shopping, eating, sex, drugs, gambling ect.. EVERYONE KNOWS AN ADDICT. Im never disappointed with your videos @softwhiteunderbelly ❤
Oh lord! Please stop inhaling that poison babygirl!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!! I don’t wanna see a video explaining your death.... (this really hit home for me mark)
Them whip-its be unbelievabley addicting. Every street corner in Detroit has a foot tall pile of nitrous cartridges on it from cars pulling up n dumping em. Hidden American "epidemic"
The entire time she is really trying to convince herself that everything is alright and it’s sad
Yes I absolutely agree
She’s crying 😭 inside
She’s fooling herself
It’s addiction
She does not love her self.
She’s been crying on the inside for so long it’s her norm now.
Mark, I greatly appreciate your videos and the insight they give. I’m a new medic living in LA, and yesterday I had my first patient that had a hard, traumatic, drug filled life. Watching these videos has made it much easier for me to ask the right questions and really engage with my patient in regards to his addiction and etc.
Keep up the work you do! Truly inspirational.
wishing you all the best in your career! you sound like a very compassionate person, i am glad there’s medics like you out there! :)
Amazing ❤️
Thank you for your service 🌟
Blessings!!!
I agree, I work in investigations and I find these videos helpful.
Thanks for sharing
She said she wants kids. Please don’t have kids please.
Don't say that you never know if she's right for a mom (If she changes this lifestyle of course)
@@alexdv9963 If she doesn’t have permanent brain damage, even AFTER changing her lifestyle.
Agreed, no child deserves to live in such circumstances.
@@candylove49 true 😭 I wish her the best
@@alexdv9963
Are you insane? This person should never, ever procreate.
i went to high school with her around the time she was maybe 15 or 16. she is the most sweetest person her heart is so big. she sees the world a different way. i cried watching this because i never knew what had happened to her.
Thank you. All of these judgers… she’s just a hurt girl trying to cope 💕
Oh wow:( I'm so sorry. Let's hope she's off this shit now and in a better position ♥︎
@@TatexLy judgers? Im not being rude but where? People who watch SWU generally speaking, show concern and shock. In her case the comments are about her potential and show concern.
This explains most addicts, tender hearts, that can't handle all the pain the world has thrown at them.
@@Kendralovesskincare True Kendra. Humans who are highly sensitive and/or have traumatized brains or mental illness 🧠 often self medicate with street drugs or alcohol.
My roommate in rehab was there for this. She got out and hit it one more time and instantly had a heart attack and died all alone behind home depot. Rest easy Angie ❤
sorry for your loss.
Angel Angie...rest now
So sad. I'm sorry for your loss
What u mean was there for this
@@heighton7206 the air duster
I hope she watches this and has a life changing epiphany.
She won’t
@Andrew B
If wishes were horses beggars would ride…
she's the type to show the video off to her duster friends thinking she's a badass.
she won't
When you're casually huffing computer cleaner in public, you might be in a spot of bother.
Absolutely
I never knew that was a thing 💔
Saw someone do this on one of those "intervention" shows. Had a good-paying job, for a while, but you saw piles and piles of bottles just like the one she's holding, like liquor bottles stacked up in the waste basket of the alcoholic.
Yeah like that might be a indicator.
If you find your inhaling computer cleaner you might have wondered off the reservation.
@@bruceleesh4064
Bruce f off!
You don't know me buddy.
Keep your sanctimony.
Wait...you got a bottle computer cleaner beside you?
Dude...
That duster is dusting them brain cells with no f's given.
Straight facts💯
Lol
💯💯💯
And once those brain cells are gone, they are gone forever. Can't get a brain cell transplant.
I had to laugh. Horrible
She’s not to far gone yet. She has a lot of potential to be a great woman. She just needs to right people and guidance in her life. I’m praying for you sis 🤞🏽
I am not seeing the great potential you are talking about. She could still maybe have a good life though
Did you even watch the video? She reached her full potential and is now on the decline at age 21. She is a cum dumpster.
Who did you copy that from
Quote of the year goes to: Madison - “It’s a cold world, but I’m a polar bear.”
I agree that was a good one.
that's how you survive sometimes it's like being a soldier or warrior
She has got a lot of things going for her. if she carries on doing that can shit it her good qualities will slowly disappear
So many of Mark's interviewees seem so desperate to speak and be heard.
Yes and I feel for them I wish I could be their friend
Yep, that's why some of them have returned so many times.
Thats everyone man, not just these people he finds on the streets. Everyones searching for connection.
The money helps too.
They found someone who'll listen
Another delusional woman who thinks once she has a kid her life will change. Please do not bring kids into this mess! You will not automatically become a different/better person because you had a baby.
Grateful to watch this and hear her say she doesn't have kids, one of the few I have seen without them.
Thank you...so true..atleast someone up here has sense..but I can already see them in the comment section getting offended when your only talking facts and speaking the obvious..
I hope she's not that selfish,some people are not meant to be parents
Having a child can push you to your edge, it’s not easy and for somebody who’s struggling with addiction and self love and a life that’s hard as it is, a child can end up a victim of that hard life and dysfunction. Kids aren’t a solution to unhappiness...
Thank you for saying that. I’m a child of messed up parents and it takes a lifetime to heal for just being born into that situation. If you are in a bad situation DO NOT HAVE KIDS the love you will have for a child will not save you
What she is inhaling will coat the inside of her lungs and give her the affect of being high, however it keeps the lungs from getting oxygen into the blood stream... Oxygen is needed in the blood. This isn't going to end well.
If she lives she'll be on oxygen...😔
Yeah but will it get the peanut butter out of my keyboard??
Bc it's keyboard cleaner
DEATH, most die
@@_uchris I can't it's a laptop, rest in fuckinh pieces cheap chromebook
That’s why she was yawning. Her brain was forcing the oxygen in. Like she said sometimes she’ll just take a deep breath. It’s because she’s lacking oxygen.
The step-mom seems to have started this. However, now, this girl needs to quit it and get it together. 22 is young enough to turn it around.
Huffing is extremely dangerous and does permanent brain damage very early on, you don’t need to be huffing for even 3 months before severe permanent brain damage. Her cognitive abilities either have already or will start significantly interfering in her life. This is so self destruction. I am a therapist & specialize in addiction so these are not my opinions, Facts. My heart literally is broken for her. She is so Young, this so sad!
I used to work with a kid who kept a can of toluene with him - like those half gallon cans you get at the home store. He would soak a rag and huff it. It was shocking - he was 15. This was 40 years ago - bet he is not on this earth anymore.
I'm shocked, that stuff will kill her. And I know street drugs can be laced with allsorts, but that stuff is specifically for cleaning computers.
Yes, and it works by displacing oxygen. That’s why it makes people silly. It is literally cutting off the air supply to the brain, like the “choking game.” I abused inhalants when I was a kid...all the neighborhood kids did it. Most of us didn’t even think we were doing drugs. It was just common household objects. The familiarity made them seem safe. Everybody knew someone who I ended up with severe brain damage, etc.
I personally know someone who died from it he was only 28yrs old with 3 kids...... it's kinda selfish 😑😢
Maybe she's from Skynet...
R u really shocked??? I guess if u live under a rock
@@Jayandhis25cents Yes. Me too. My cousin died from it at age 23. 😕
She has so much potential and is so bright, such a shame she's damaging herself with doing that stuff.
how. where do you see the potential ? or do you confusing actual potential with potential for potential ? ;)
Potential?
i want to have a positive mindset about all people, but i don’t see the potential
Absolutely
Don't do that
As a recovering addict i can safely say when we tell people we can stop if we want, we can't
Amen
'i don't even drink'
* Huffs literal poison*
I love how she said its healthier for you. And that she could quit at any time, that she doesn't over use it. She literally can't get through a 20 minute interview on camera without it.
You tell yourself a lot of lies in addiction, and believe many of them.
what a start
I know right
I got a filling we're going to see the wheels fall off too.
Seriously wow
👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀
I hope you interview Madison again down the road. She is a very interesting and intelligent young woman. Wish the best for her.
Thanks for your kind words. She was such a beautiful smart child and she is loved
Dang. I remember doing cc when I was in the 7th grade. She's a grown woman still stuck in that mindset.
exactly she's a dum dum. the thing is her prop
Same here, I think about the times I did it and I feel so stupid. I hope she cuts that's shit out. It's pointless, really.
I was addicted to duster for years on and off. I would kill a can within 20mins. It made me stopped breathing multiple times but it never stopped me. The hallucinations are real, the numbing is real. I've been clean for 8 months now off duster and meth. I can tell you now, my brain still feels fried some days. Hopefully it doesn't kill her. Much love
I'm sure you've been told this but neroplasticity takes a year to year and half to stabilize. It keeps on repairing just T slower rate
@@lostfound8112 I was told that a lot before I quit & now after going thru it myself I can agree with everyone who says it takes about a year.
@@r0ckettp0wer is it like doing nitrous?
@@drbabyraccoon8074 yea but if you do too much you pass out, throw up & piss yourself. It’s strong. One hit off the duster is like a whole balloon.
Keep up the good work
I feel so bad for her, she finds comfort in that can and its literally keeping her down, ive been there with other things and i hope she makes it out
I noticed that as time went by she was hitting the duster more and more frequently. That was hard to watch. That stuff destroys your brain worse than the regular street drugs. Whenever a person has to tell people they're smart....they aren't smart. Poor girl. I hope she gets her life together.
The problem is that duster destroys your brain, a few weeks or months of what she’s doing will have permanent effects unlike any street drug.
I noticed that also. She might have been doing that for shock value...
@@donnadonato527 or to manage situational anxiety
22 so sad
So true..as if she needed Mark's approval
she looks a lot older than 22 - she definitely needs help. the fact that she says "right?" or "you know" after almost every sentence is a key sign that she is search of validation and doesn't know how else to find it. praying for her
I don't think that's what she meant at all, her answers were insightful. I think it was just her speech style.
I never thought about it that way
Nah...I always say "you know" a lot, I'm not looking for validation i just want people to understand where I'm coming from, my angle.
Or she's using common street slang. No need for the reach there.
@@violetselene244 insightful? Maybe for someone with the iq of a squirrel.
Intervention needed immediately!
Madison, I can tell you are a really cool person without all that extra stuff. You deserve everything good in the world.
Lord, she huffing? I haven’t seen anyone huff like that in ages. I’d always see homeless people huffing or sniffing glue from a paper bag when I lived downtown Toronto. So sad!
Yeah! Toronto is a liberal shithole like LA lmao!
I totally agree!
💀
I remember seeing little kids (4/5) huffing glue on the streets back home -Buenos Aires, Argentina- it was heartbreaking.
The weird thing is I think they no longer get you high, the companies changed the formula so it basically does nothing.
“I’m really Smart” as she’s shoving duster in her mouth. I hope this girl gets the help she needs!🙏
I agree
Well she is smart and alot of ways but is making bad decisions. That's what she meant by that....she talked about how smart she was in school. She knows she needs help she was just saying good things about herself
Lmao
She shoves alot more than duster in her mouth ;)
She’s not smart. “ you know” “right”
That stuff is going to fry her brain, if it hasn’t already. 😱😱😱
It has....
ruclips.net/video/W-TBVsxOeio/видео.html 🔔
She’s not even hitting it.
Allison from Intervention "I'm walking on sunshine": ruclips.net/video/H6TW6v39_kQ/видео.html
Such a shame and she seems like such a smart one...
My jaw was dropped the entire interview. She's so intelligent and it's just so weird how some things are just normalised when u live this way. I really wish her the best.
How is she so intelligent?
@Tremmell27 Agree.
@@MetalHead4Life94 Because she is. Some intelligent people make bad choices.
That's not being Intelligent..
@@marylougeorge9890 pretty sure you are as intelligent as her😂
Sweetheart, you ARE changing already the world with this interview. It may be a small thing but it matters and someone who watches it will feel changed. I did. I wish you all the best, you are so young and so damn smart. I hope you find your path. xoxoxo Love from Ohio
Thanks for saying this. So many are bashing her and she lied about something's but she has always been smart.
@@summerfebus7148 Everyone has fibbed at some time or another. She is clearly very smart and has lots to give.
Watching these, I'm always reminded how truly fortunate I am, despite my shit.
Your voice is phenomenal, Mark.
There was a girl on " Intervention" who was addicted to Duster and it fked her up, causes brain damage.
I seen that one very sad
I watched almost every episode of Intervention over the years and it was one of the craziest case I have seen. She went to rehab and got clean if i remember well!
She was doing really well in the follow-up, though. I think she was working in drug treatment, if I remember correctly.
The followup is on RUclips, she's doing great now.
It’s like I’m walking on sunshine
I think she is an extremely smart girl numbing herself down by using that stuff. Sad.
@saty Ro bingo.
@@summerfebus7148 reach out to Mark at his email: soft_white_underbelly@yahoo.com
@saty Ro thank you for stating the obvious
Extremely smart??
Is she smart by selling her body? Or is that just numbing pain too?
She is in denial. Which stands for - don't even know I am lying
Tks Amy!!!! 🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️♥️✌🏼i cannot believe I am today years old learning this a-mAAAzing acronym!!!!! Thank you for sharing♥️🙏🏼
💚
Yes. Yes.
know starts with a K?
Or denial ain’t a river in Egypt.. my mom always said that
I love her. She's really really smart. Good euphemisms. Good chat all around. This is definitely a very bad situation, however, I feel like this girl can make it up and out. Idk why, but I do. I hope to hear/see her on top of this world! Good luck Madison!!
Obviously " really smart" is relative .I personally do not think she is smart and certainly not " really smart".She is not intelligent and is making alot of stupid life choices.
A family member just lost their fiance to huffing just like this. He was a young man in his early 20's. I hope she gets education on how deadly this is.
Same. Family member lost her boyfriend to huffing exactly like this. His parents found him in his car in their driveway. Early thirties. He was a great guy.
She doesn't care about life ,she is trying to survive. She didn't have options her mother taught her this way of life.
addiction makes someone not care about their life sadly
She’s yawning bc her lungs need air they need to stretch after all of that spraying lol I’ve never seen anyone use duster though, that’s wild. She’s young I hope she makes it out soon 🤍
True. Yawning is the result of a lack of O2 to the brain.
Girl... You're yawning because your blood is starving for oxygen!!!
and she spoke right through the yawn 🥱
"It's an endorsement." Perfectly timed comic relief in an otherwise sad video. Thanks Mark.
I’m glad that she did this. I got addicted to cc. I was in my early 20’s and I had a kid and I completed my masters. I was a new military wife and I had felt so alone, depressed, overwhelmed and I ended up trying this in a company server room bc I was in tech. It took my 4 rehab trips, lost 2 jobs, totaled 3 cars, and was a mess. In 2014 I got clean. But then relapsed two more times between then and 2019. This stuff doesn’t get recognition but you have to get tired of it. The addiction, the sick feeling when you wake, the urinating on yourself, the throwing up of stomach fluid bc you don’t eat bc nothing tastes right. I stole from Walmart at one point. I almost hit a car. I did a lot of stupid shit when this was around and it’s easily available and short trip to Walmart and you have it… I’m so glad I’m off of it
My buddy crashed the car with me in it after I repeatedly told him not to do it while driving. I beat the shit out of him with the can after the accident and he never touched it again after that. This shit needs more attention on it, he was a straight A student before he started huffing
@@TheXandeyn I studied like crazy, only to earn C's and D's. Later got a science degree, and then an engineering degree. People who get A's can really accomplish a lot in life if they give it their utmost.
@@mike7gerald good on you! Perseverance and discipline are the fuel for success in life. Doesn't matter if you have a Ferrari, if there's no fuel in the tank you'll be passed by every average car.
I love you
@@TheXandeynand Moderation.
She's smart, but obviously seeks validation. She looks for approval even in her answers.
Absolutely. Good observation
Yes i noticed that ! She would always say you know or right ? Like she was seeking validation from Mark
@@monicabroussard840 exactly. Also asking if what she said made sense like she had something to prove.
I’m actually kinda surprised of how well spoken she was while doing duster. Her answers may have been delayed a couple of times but she answered it so intelligently.
True that! Have you seen the Intervention episode with the woman who huffs duster? That’s one to see the matter how many people you’ve seen do that. She made a full recovery & was lucid and successful in an update.
@@heidiho5179 "I'm walking on sunshine." 🎶
2 mins in and intelligent is not a word I would use...
@@mayacarrothers8766 lol
intelligent? you people haven’t really been around “intelligence”.... have you?
“Its a cold world but I’m a polar bear”, this girl is so smart with so much potential. It’s shameful that parents do not offer their kids enough support to thrive in life, she didn’t have anyone to help her achieve wha she was capable of. I really hope she can find a way to change the world like she says.
I don’t see that at all, I just see someone with holes in their brain due to huffing computer cleaner who’s trying to convince themselves that they’re different
@@crabPEOPLE2000 so you’re saying smart people don’t make bad decisions? I don’t think you know what intelligence even is. Move along.
@@miamicris5115 if you really believe she's "smart"... Yikes
@The Ministry of Truth KMK exactly 💯...
So smart and so much potential?this is literally the opposite of smart and potential 😂 holy fuck how far are you from reality
Under all her words and walls..
I just see a young girl who has been hurt by her family and life and she uses that duster stuff as a security blanket... Something to hold onto, cause she feels to manny things that are too overwhelming and upsetting for her.
Like people needing to always have a cigarette in they're hand.
I wonder how many times Mark has to go behind the scenes to have a good cry 🥺
good point
I can't even imagine :(
Yes
Right some of these stories I carry them with me and I'll start crying.
He's gotta be pretty numb to it by this point I would imagine.
16:22 "You still choose your teachers everyday" - great statement to be intentional daily with whom we seek guidance/mentorship/discipleship
people are saying she’s not smart. u can tell she’s very smart. wish she grew up in a better home. I bet she would have been a different person
When you’re huffing duster you seriously need to re-evaluate your life. This is fucked.
If she only spent her time in positive things what she could be.
yeah wow. such a based opinion.
If she really sucked that can in her lungs hard, guaranteed she wouldn't be speaking so clearly, poor child :(
@@wigginout97 Based?
@@krisquigley4497 Based means true or real. It can describe a person that's being sincere, honest and true to the facts and their own opinions. I had to figure this out recently. Gotta love new word usage.
@@megscott222 Thanks for that!
She looks like a beautiful Rubens painting. It’s so hard to see her harm herself. I hope she gets some help. People do recover from inhalant abuse, if they stop. I know she’s got it in her, if she can get the right help.
Thank you for your words
I agree. I really like this girl. I hope she decides to turn things around. She’s so bright and beautiful.
@@MB.77 bright??? Sniffing dusters, having sex in cars for money and trying to convince herself that what shes doing is ok...yeah ok that's real bright..
I agree she’s very pretty, I hope she gets better :,(
This was one of the milder interviews, Mark, but it was, at the same time, extremely disturbing. I can’t imagine the mind frame of someone who can’t get through an interview without sucking electronic duster. It’s very bizarre and it’s very sad.
She’s a smart girl with a lot of demons, she makes up her own rules in order to fool herself into being proud of where life has taken her.
Hopefully we get an update about her in the future. If she continues this lifestyle, things are going to change drastically for the worse. Get some help girl so we can all see you change the world ❤
It's a cold world and I'm a polar bear. Salute!
I’m borrowing that 😝
Yeah even polar bears need a little computer cleaner now and than.
Its sad to see women going through crap like this....very sad
She seems like such a sweet person. She reminds me of a girl I went to school with, luckily that girl straightened out after high school but she could have ended up like this. Such a bubbly personality and I believe her when she says she’s gonna change the world someday. You go girl.
Surprised at how proud she seems about huffing a duster can! My friend and I tried it once when we were teenagers, his dad sold office supplies and had literally dozens of boxes of them! After the 3-4 times I hit it I passed out and had a dream my family was standing over my dead body crying, never did that again!
she seems really sweet and genuine it’s unfortunate what she and others like her have to go through. best of luck to her
Most of prostitutes are the sweetest people society has made it like they're homewreckers when they are not
This is so sad.....this world truly is rotting more and more in it's fallen state...God help us all indeed
😌🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🌈 Amen
The end is near I think
@@luluinterrupted9213 we don't know...but its going there
Relax the world has been crap, we just have youtube now hahahaa. You act like the world's problems started during your lifetime hahahahha
Beeeeeeeta! Amaaaaazin!
She seriously needs help right now she cannot keep on going the way she is . Extremely sad
It's sad that if she had a black eye or a busted lip she would get more compassion in the comment section. She looks like she's functioning better than some of the people on here but you can tell she's been through some stuff. My heart goes out to this girl❤
this is heartbreaking, I normally don't read comments because they change how I view things. This girl reminds me of my little sister, who's funny and looks at the world in a practical way. I really think she has so much potential it's really soul wrenching to see someone so pure need to do these humiliating acts in order to sustain their living!
@Dory Ayoub You said that you "normally don't read comments because they change how I view things." If reading the comments changes how you view things that's a good thing because it means you've gained a wider perspective from learning additional facts and/or hearing someone elses opinion on something.
@@francoamerican4632 absolutely! However I cherish my own individual authentic opinion on things. When someone else adds their interpretation I have no idea if it's contrived or flowing, I prefer flowing genuine views. Also, too many conflicting or reinforcing messages flood my logic.
Using Duster is not the same as Whipets.... my god I hope this girl can help herself one day.
At first I didn't like her, but by the end I changed my mind. I like when people are brave enough to be honest, even if there wrong.
I like her. 👍
@@marylougeorge9890 hi ML, how's it going?
@@sjc7773 Pretty good. Kids are out of school the end of the week. I pick up my grand, 2 nephews & a friend so my, "job," will be over for the year.
What's up with you?
@@marylougeorge9890 oh I turned 49 today. My daughter is also out for the year she will be a senior next year, so that's about it. Just feeling old but I'm feeling and that's better then being numb!lol. Be careful what you wish for? It might just come true. So I'm good and glad to hear from you!
@@sjc7773 Happy Birthday!!!😎👏👏👏❤
I love that, Mark! “Most people, if they got raped at work, they wouldn’t go back to work.” When people say prostitution is just a job like any other job...not really! Not the way it is, in the streets. In the Nevada brothels, it’s another story. I think one thing people forget is how debased women are by poverty and lack of opportunity. There are people who wade through inches of animal blood and guts at slaughterhouses (it said so in a job posting I read), break their back all day in the fields, inhale toxic fumes, and go blind (welders) for money. As long as there is class inequality (and racism, sexism, heterosexism, ableism. etc. are used as a sorting mechanism), there will always be someone to do it. People who have been abused and over-sexualized since childhood will feel it’s familiar, wives and others who are used to using sex as currency or to placate someone (as in an abusive relationship) will be more desensitized to that role. But it’s not necessary. Girls and women see that sex is currency everywhere we look. I don’t know that the answer is to eradicate prostitution, because a woman has a right to decide if she’s gonna eat. Or make a wage that’s unusual for her class background and education. There are women in the business who say they would choose this over anything and I’m happy for them. But, in order for it to be a real choice, we need to let our kids know a woman’s worth as a whole person, not dependent on looks or sexual availability. We also need to level the playing field, as a society. Where I grew up, street workers were the most visible women who dressed up and went to work. That was how you get pretty and go to work like you have a purpose. (Remember I didn’t go to school from 12, but a teacher, actress, or singer were ideas I had, but they didn’t live nearby). To get women off the street or prevent them from turning out, we need more education and opportunities which (of course) can only be real opportunities in a safe home, off the streets. We should have a minimum basic income like Britain and training or higher education for anyone who’s at risk (without stigmatizing). I mean, really, we should have this for all people, including males. Street men aren’t trying to pimp out of pure, blind hatred for women. They need money, too. I appreciate you listening to people about their lives. I wish more policy makers would do that!
Indeed.
Decriminalization would be a good policy start, although yes on a global level eradicating the conditions that lead women to sex work
Well said.
thank you for writing this out/
@Heidi Ho
If you were listening, she said that she got raped twice but it was not at work. Hello.
Rarely are people who say “I’m really smart.” really smart.
Doing drugs is not smart.
Exactly
Rarely are people who judge in a position to judge
@@langstonmacdiarmid6286 ♥️ u for that.
@@langstonmacdiarmid6286: Who’s judging? I’m making an assessment based on personal experience and what I know of human nature. There’s a difference. Clearly, you’re “really smart” yourself.
She really seems like a sweet , intelligent girl I hope she sticks to her word and changes the world one day and doesn't let the streets claim her that would be a terrible waste.
She looks like one of those thick women they used to put in Renaissance paintings
I think it's called rubenesque The face of an angel
The artist you’re referring to was a 17th century Flemish painter called Peter Paul Rubens.
With a tacky outfit and rose tattoo
I think she would probably like college. She seems like she can think, and learn if she wanted to. I wonder if there is any way she could get go. There are so many things that can happen to us without damaging ourselves on purpose. Maybe she would like modeling for art classes for extra money. I always sort of wonder if people just don't know what is out there, if all of us just wander around, many never finding our true calling. But I think you have to look for it sometimes, it might not just show up for everyone, some but not all.
I said the exact same thing!
“Life is addicting” ... how true
Felt the same, made me realize it’s about picking the healthy addictions.
@@Bridgetownnosa yess I was just thinking that this morning. I use to get high or drunk to push everything down . Now I work out or do other stuff that's healthy. Every day it's up to u to make the healthy choice . Some days it's hard but I can't give up❤💔
It must be bc we spiritual beings keep coming back to this sh*tty world.
"I don't overuse"
bottle: *whoooooshhh*
"Imma change the world one day" 🙏🏾 yes you will. Stay up..
Please stop hitting that shit so hard
Shit killed my sister. Watching this makes me absolutely sick to my stomach. She’s full of shit, she thinks she has it all together and so did my sister. Constantly lying.
no shit. they need help. and u not having empathy is rude
I watched another girl addicted to duster and her brain was COMPLETELY GONE!!!
Was it Audrey in Phoenix? Cause I saw that one and it was SHOCKING.
Allison on Intervention was huffing 8 to 12 cans a day.
She's clean now and is very well spoken.
🤦♀️💔☠😱
@@3atitup what channel was it on? id like too see it
@@jessiedeemz7436 Lost in Phoenix
Man I really want her to change the world! Get it together and stay safe out there my dear!!
Bring back upscale brothels and get these girls some stability
This!!!
Or..ya know.... follow every commandment in the Bible and watch the world go back to paradise.. oh wait... scum like sin
I watched a documentary on RUclips about the legal brothels that operate outside of Las Vegas. If I remember correctly, they are regularly tested for STIs and drugs. If this girl got clean, I think she would no longer want to make money that way.
Brothels won’t stop this kind of activity. Too many are not gonna pay the money that a brothel would demand. So these street prostitutes would still exist to fill that market, so to speak.
@@al3xis777 I don’t understand the ‘STD testing’ argument people toss out there. If they are tested once a week, they can still pass a disease on to many other people between tests. Even to more people if they are tested less frequently.
A wise 22 year old. All the best to her! I have hope for Madison.
One of the most real people that have been interviewed. She isn’t fronting or trying to fool/convince herself. She is one I could see chilling with. I bet she has a really good sense of humor in another situation.
I feel like if you were hanging out with her and not in an interview environment...she would be having you laugh so hard your belly hurt. I get good vibes from her. 😊
Me, too.👍
Hang out with her in her element and you’re not gonna be laughing
@@SMaamri78 Calm down. 🙄
Shes an amazing girl and us smart and loves to see people smile and laugh. Shes been like that since she was lil
What is this "vibe" crap? Seems every child adult is saying that.
Thank you Mark for showing one of the faces of the world that we are getting educated to ignore just to become selfish profit machines. America, these lost souls all belong to you.
You are truly making a difference and I am so glad I could find your channel. Your many sacrifices truly are all worth.
Love from Italy.
Poor child. Obviously, without a life changing intervention this will not end well. Inhaling difluoroethane has life destroying consequences, even if your a polar bear.
This was so sad, but her spraying the duster randomly throughout the interview was making me laugh 😂
Same lmao
Right?😅
Can't help but like you Madison, you are one straight talking, brutally honest breath of fresh air. Anybody out there in the scary world you live in who has you as a friend should consider themselves very lucky. Stay safe , go change this stupid world, it needs it. All the best :)
*breath of fresh Duster
You have obviously never been around people like this. They are nothing but fake liars, manipulators, self-absorbed, entitled narcissists.
She talking about a guy sleeping with other girls but won't admit it because they know it's wrong, but she doesn't see anything wrong with banging married guys all day long. The delusion is real.
She has so much potential and she’s such a strong, confident woman. She could seriously become an inspiration if she could get some help and get sober and off the streets.
She has pretty eyes honestly her picture came out good & her eyes got captured!!
There’s a gas station by my house that has a whole glass display of those things for sale and I used to think that was so weird
That’s a businessman doing business
@@carlosthomas3131 its a demon doing the devils work for some dollars
@@RyanREAX lol okay
Disgusting that they cater to drug abuse.
She has such a vibrant personality. It is so hard to watch someone so young destroy themselves, for nothing.
To try to get away from her pain.
I grew up back in the day with a homie who did this..by senior year he was gone mentally
This should be shown in psychology or sociology classes at every university.
I knew someone that did paint cans. brains completely fried!
Dude that is so crazy
That's old school same homie,in Mexico on the border you'd see the street kids inhaling that same ending fried ,before heroin and meth blew up I'm talking late 90s i even remember in Mexico the poorest of the poor would inhale gas, scarry stuff big dawg
My friend did that in the 1960s, the can exploded and burnt her face real bad.
@@martingarza3344 Huffing has been going on for years and years and years in the US.
@@linsioux217 Wow. That is horribly sad.
I like seeing other people’s perspectives in life, I’m 22 as well. It’s mind blowing to me how our life’s are so different, I had trauma growing up as well. People just choose the direction they want to go in, repeat the cycle or do better. I pray the best for her, thank you for your upload Mark!
glad you survived, good luck on your journey in life
I was shocked when she said she’s 22. I’m 23 and I feel as if drugs are aging her. I thought she was 25-27. I hope she gets out of this lifestyle. She’s so beautiful and deserves to give herself so much more.
@@brenday3899 because a person ages SO much between 22 and 25 🙄
@@brenday3899 drugs do make you age rapidly. I'm 35 and been doing drugs since I was 12 and I feel like I'm 60 years old. I hope this young lady gets better. I love all women so much!!!!
@@arsenicandlace7142 you actually do! 😅😂 it depends on genetics & lifestyle really, but you can tell a difference.
“to be consciously aware of what you’re doing” i mean... a lot of the times being sober HELPS with that... js
"Life is addicting" that phrase really hit me. Currently using substances just to get through the day.
It shows you can have MANY childhood achievements academically, recreationally & more. It shows no one is free from the chance of addiction .. like they said shopping, eating, sex, drugs, gambling ect.. EVERYONE KNOWS AN ADDICT. Im never disappointed with your videos @softwhiteunderbelly ❤
Oh lord! Please stop inhaling that poison babygirl!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
I don’t wanna see a video explaining your death....
(this really hit home for me mark)
How do you know her
"I'm pretty smart" *huffs duster* "Really smart actually" LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!
😔😔😔
😂😂😂
Smart people do drugs unfortunately
@@sofia5096 That's true they had a scientist on crack but I don't think anyone huffing fucking febreeze is that intelligent 😭😭
@@cujo8212 Smart people do dumb stuff.
Them whip-its be unbelievabley addicting. Every street corner in Detroit has a foot tall pile of nitrous cartridges on it from cars pulling up n dumping em. Hidden American "epidemic"
Definitely hidden- did way too many in college and they def fry your brain. so off it now
those arent whippets. what shes hitting is computer duster. nitrous oxide is laughing gas and isnt harmful
It’s true ... my brother got into them pretty bad for a while
It's not whipits.... And the cartridges aren't co2. Majorly uneducated on it .
@@Herhealthclub Google "Intervention Allison" there is a daily motion video episode. What she is inhaling is butane basically.
I find it adorable the way she's involving Mark in the conversation. She's really innocent in a lot of ways.