Hey, I've been suffering a lot from.. mental illnesses, I guess. And it's been ruining my life, and all of my relationships. And honestly, this is what I've been listening to when I've been having a tough time. I'm really glad all your songs exist. They've helped calm me down a bit in those rough times. So thank you Edit: (I've never edited a comment before BUT I felt the need to here) IF it helps anyone reading this who's going through a hard time like I was, it DOES get better. It just takes time.. and I know we see that advice all the time, I always saw it and was sick of seeing it. But its the truth. Just focus on yourself. Focus on what makes you happy. For me, I just felt alone and I was a big emotional wreck. I had bad depression, followed by even worse anxiety and it felt like it would always throw me back into a loop of those co-existing mental illnesses. But take it day by day. I had lost the motivation to do anything and would escape into gaming. I didn't want to go to school. I didn't wasn't to get a job. I was content with my coping method which was to just play video games for 14 hours straight every day. Because it would distract me from everything. And for a while yeah it works and it does help you escape. But at some point you get tired of it. You get tired of not accomplishing anything. Not being able to get up and move on with your life. I have 2 sisters who grew up the same way I did. But I wasn't able to understand how they were able to get jobs, earn money, meet nice guys and get into healthy relationships, meanwhile I couldn't seem to achieve those nice things for myself. After wasting so much time on basically doing nothing but disconnecting myself off from the world, something in my mind clicked. Like a light switch. I wasn't content with my online friendships. I wasn't content with never going out, never doing anything new, never meeting new people. I wasn't happy with staying at home all day and doing nothing for myself. I applied for a simple job. Even if the hours weren't great, that's all I wanted. Was to start. I wanted to do something to move forward and I didn't mind starting small. As long as it was something new in the right direction. I met a very nice and caring guy on Tinder. (and RARELY will you meet someone nice on there, i just want to throw that out there.) But I got lucky. And for once I had a real relationship, with someone in person. Not with someone thousands of miles away in a different state or even a different country. And from there onwards I was able to get myself out of that hole I had put myself in. It was a lot easier growing with someone than growing on my own. But you cant expect to meet someone nice when you can't get your life together.
Lyrics: Dive in the sea of my relapsing time, and space The holes I tried to fill with broken pieces just can't take your place. Watching your life be torn to shreds is just too much, These trips through time won't hold me back from seeing you just one last time I waited for you
This song. Ok THIS song is too damm much. Like it perfectly embodies the cosmic nature of the world and universe, ensouls the lost ways of thinking, and turns the keys, unlocking parts of the subconscious.
If anyone is familiar with The Adventure Zone, this always reminds me of the Crystal Kingdom arc. Especially considering the name of the next song on the album. Great work!
Hey dude this music is cool ! Just found you too on spotify ! It was while on one of our road trips and then I've decided to play the radio of one of my electronic genre/artists and then I heard this song of yours ! Nice music !
Dude holy shit, Avanna is a vocaloid? Dude I was trying to find the feature for the singer, turns out it's a damn computer program lmao. It sounds beautiful!
this song brings me a sense of balance between my two sides. one that wants to make people happy and enjoys life to a sickening degree and the other side that wants to hurt people and enjoys the misery . basically this helps a lot :> its crazy how powerful music is
Hey, I've been suffering a lot from.. mental illnesses, I guess. And it's been ruining my life, and all of my relationships. And honestly, this is what I've been listening to when I've been having a tough time. I'm really glad all your songs exist. They've helped calm me down a bit in those rough times. So thank you
Edit: (I've never edited a comment before BUT I felt the need to here) IF it helps anyone reading this who's going through a hard time like I was, it DOES get better. It just takes time.. and I know we see that advice all the time, I always saw it and was sick of seeing it. But its the truth. Just focus on yourself. Focus on what makes you happy. For me, I just felt alone and I was a big emotional wreck. I had bad depression, followed by even worse anxiety and it felt like it would always throw me back into a loop of those co-existing mental illnesses. But take it day by day. I had lost the motivation to do anything and would escape into gaming. I didn't want to go to school. I didn't wasn't to get a job. I was content with my coping method which was to just play video games for 14 hours straight every day. Because it would distract me from everything. And for a while yeah it works and it does help you escape. But at some point you get tired of it. You get tired of not accomplishing anything. Not being able to get up and move on with your life. I have 2 sisters who grew up the same way I did. But I wasn't able to understand how they were able to get jobs, earn money, meet nice guys and get into healthy relationships, meanwhile I couldn't seem to achieve those nice things for myself. After wasting so much time on basically doing nothing but disconnecting myself off from the world, something in my mind clicked. Like a light switch. I wasn't content with my online friendships. I wasn't content with never going out, never doing anything new, never meeting new people. I wasn't happy with staying at home all day and doing nothing for myself. I applied for a simple job. Even if the hours weren't great, that's all I wanted. Was to start. I wanted to do something to move forward and I didn't mind starting small. As long as it was something new in the right direction. I met a very nice and caring guy on Tinder. (and RARELY will you meet someone nice on there, i just want to throw that out there.) But I got lucky. And for once I had a real relationship, with someone in person. Not with someone thousands of miles away in a different state or even a different country. And from there onwards I was able to get myself out of that hole I had put myself in. It was a lot easier growing with someone than growing on my own. But you cant expect to meet someone nice when you can't get your life together.
Hey, i would like to be your friend. Wanna add each other to discord or something?
same m8 its been rough in quarantine times
I hope you're doing okay.
I love this so much. The perfect tone fluctuations of the vocaloid, I’ll definitely keep being a fan of you guys!! Thank you!
Glad i can be part of the few that know about this
Lyrics: Dive in the sea of my relapsing time, and space
The holes I tried to fill with broken pieces just can't take your place.
Watching your life be torn to shreds is just too much,
These trips through time won't hold me back
from seeing you just one last time
I waited for you
n00bciu Thank you!! I appreciate people like you a ton!
Thanks
This song. Ok THIS song is too damm much. Like it perfectly embodies the cosmic nature of the world and universe, ensouls the lost ways of thinking, and turns the keys, unlocking parts of the subconscious.
The name sounds cool too
I don't know how many times I've listened to most of your songs but I still can't over them. These songs make me feel some type of way
If anyone is familiar with The Adventure Zone, this always reminds me of the Crystal Kingdom arc. Especially considering the name of the next song on the album. Great work!
Reminds me of sad machine, in a good way. :)
This appeared in my recommended in Spotify. I REALLY LOVE IT!!
I feel like I'm in a temporal paradox this song is 👍✌🥰
Hey dude this music is cool ! Just found you too on spotify ! It was while on one of our road trips and then I've decided to play the radio of one of my electronic genre/artists and then I heard this song of yours ! Nice music !
So amazing!
I need this on loop forever
Amazing! 😍
this song's so beautiful. i would love to see a music video of this song
omg same,
I really love this song, partly because it reminds me of Madoka Magica to the point where I wonder if that's what it's about.
Dude holy shit, Avanna is a vocaloid? Dude I was trying to find the feature for the singer, turns out it's a damn computer program lmao. It sounds beautiful!
Yeah, how does GHOST make her sound so beautiful?
Love this song! 💖
This is amazing :D
Una hermosa melodía
Love this unique style, keep it up.
I'm waiting for you~!
good work!
so good
this song brings me a sense of balance between my two sides. one that wants to make people happy and enjoys life to a sickening degree and the other side that wants to hurt people and enjoys the misery .
basically this helps a lot :> its crazy how powerful music is
beautiful
This would have fit in perfectly at Second Sky Festival and Secret Sky Festival
If u don't listen too hard it kinda sounds like puppycat singing.
Would i be able to use this or any other song made by you on my twitch channel if credited?
did u make this song cuz it sounds
really nice
Channel name is GHOST DATA, artist is GHOST DATA, I'm not sure how you could possibly be confused...
then i didnt see i was rushin lol
imma need you to slooooowwww doooowwwnnnnn
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thats a rip