My Dearest, Saihara. I really wish i could've told you this in person. I know i've been an asshole to everyone the entire game; (if you could call that sick situation a game) and i probably have no right to apologize given what i did. If you chose not to read this letter, it's alright. Dead people have nothing to mourn or be sad about after all. Plus, the fact that you might not read this gives me courage to be honest for once. Better late than never, right? I know you seek the truth, so here's my truth to you. I am, sickeningly, disgustingly, unfortunately and utterly in love with you. I know, shocking right? I couldn't believe it myself when i first realized it, but i'd be a coward if i didn't tell you in some way; and the ultimate supreme leader is no coward. I didn't tell you during the game because it would've made me an easy target, it would've made you a target as well; when a person is cold as ice, people would go after the only warmth they have to destroy them afterall. I don't know when it first started, but i know the reason why. Your determination to seek the truth - a stark contrast to my own ideals - is scary. Terrifying, even. It's terrifying for a reason that you actually may see behind my mountain of crafted lies - that you may actually see through me, that you actually would understand. It's scary, yet is it wrong to say that i crave and yearn for it? I had no intention to trust or to care for anyone, but in the end i found myself devising a plan to at least get you out alive; and i hope that it worked. Also, don't feel guilty about my death, Saihara-chan. It was bound to happen one way or another. Take care, my beloved.
My Dearest, Saihara.
I really wish i could've told you this in person.
I know i've been an asshole to everyone the entire game; (if you could call that sick situation a game) and i probably have no right to apologize given what i did. If you chose not to read this letter, it's alright. Dead people have nothing to mourn or be sad about after all. Plus, the fact that you might not read this gives me courage to be honest for once. Better late than never, right?
I know you seek the truth, so here's my truth to you.
I am, sickeningly, disgustingly, unfortunately and utterly in love with you.
I know, shocking right? I couldn't believe it myself when i first realized it, but i'd be a coward if i didn't tell you in some way; and the ultimate supreme leader is no coward. I didn't tell you during the game because it would've made me an easy target, it would've made you a target as well; when a person is cold as ice, people would go after the only warmth they have to destroy them afterall.
I don't know when it first started, but i know the reason why. Your determination to seek the truth - a stark contrast to my own ideals - is scary. Terrifying, even. It's terrifying for a reason that you actually may see behind my mountain of crafted lies - that you may actually see through me, that you actually would understand. It's scary, yet is it wrong to say that i crave and yearn for it?
I had no intention to trust or to care for anyone, but in the end i found myself devising a plan to at least get you out alive; and i hope that it worked. Also, don't feel guilty about my death, Saihara-chan. It was bound to happen one way or another.
Take care, my beloved.
HEY SO UHH- DID YOU TAKE THIS INSPIRATION FROM A FIC? IF NOT- MAY I BORROW THE IDEA OF THIS FOR A FIC IM WRITING???👉👈
RUINED THE 69 LIKES FINALLY GOT ONCE!!
it's sad to read this letter from kokichi😢
@@anonymous_kris Wich name???
I want the nameee!!
NOW
@@emiliarieger9381its an angsty x oc you wouldn't like it
@@emiliarieger9381 dear saihara on ao3
This reminds me of dear Saihara 💀
The title is a reference to dear saihara 🙌
@@chiihara I’m so smart
@@oumag0d I read this comment and went to read it
I was sobbing uncontrollably at 5 am🥲
I was going to say that💀
POV: you a Hamilton and Danganronpa fan 😭😭
This is perfection though
I’M A HAMILTON AND DANGANRONPA FAN
@@Gloob_the_goober POV: YOU HAVE JUST MET YOUR PEOPLE
NO BC NO ONE IN MY SCHOOL HERE KNOWS EITHER OF THEM, EXEPT FOR THOSE FEW PPL THAT R MEAN 😭
@@chez5620 HELLO MY FELLOW HAMILTON AND DANGANRONPA FAN
@@Gloob_the_goober GREETINGS AND SALUTATIONS
oh no, IM CRYING NOW 💔💔💔💔😕😕😕
Me too...me too😢
I'm not crying, you're crying- what are you talking about im not bawling my eyes out-
I did not expect the Hamilton music
WHY DID I EXPECT A HAMILTON SONG THO 😭
Im cryinggg 😭😭😭
Do you do reaction vids
Rarely, i dont have the motivation for them
time to cry again :')
im not crying, you are (something is just in my eyes. im not crying🥲🥲)
First :)
you made me cry😭
ANYWAYS ALL THIS TO SAY
IM COMING HOME THIS SUMMER, AT MY SISTERS INVITATION. ILL BE THERE WITH YOUR FAMILY IF YOUD MAKE YOUR WAY UPSTATE
CRYING SOBBING
I'M ABOUT TO SHIT TEARS. GN!
Lol