$uicideboy$ Get Real About Their Past Dr*g Use
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- Опубликовано: 10 сен 2024
- Excerpt from This Past Weekend w/ Theo Von #511 | $uicideboy$
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I’m not joking 8 years ago when I really got into these guys I remember saying to myself “there’s absolutely no way these two will be alive in a few years.” Here we are 8 years later.
Same. $crim looked like a walking corpse during those "IWTDINO" years.
Didn't they say they were gonna kill themselves if they didn't make it in music by the time they were 30
@@Rocko1990yep
And 200 lbs later
@@limpbizkitfan4206 I literally remember ruby posting on Twitter or something “Jesus Christ I’ve gained 20 pounds of depression”
4 years clean from heroin 💪
Fuck yeah bro, don’t touch that shit there’s people who need it and if you don’t need it count yourself lucky and just live and eat and be happy.
@@Mr.InbetweenFXwell said
Hell 👍 yeah.
Praise Christ! Jesus Christ is God.
@@90s267 I say this as a former heroin addict myself. It’s not something to use if you’re not dying or honestly dying in pain. Not to tell anyone how to live, but i think good food, cool technology, close family and a girl that’s good for you is the best way to spend your time here.
I threw away my entire 20s doing shit I regret. I was in a dark hole. I’m thankful I survived, many don’t
I can relate my friend. I'm happy you made it out
you are now ahead of so many people mentally
same here. i dont know how i survived.
Knock on wood@@deluded2630
Fuck man. Not tryna dump, just was nice to see I'm not alone in feeling that way... Turning 30 and am still working out how to feel about it now that I'm clean. We here now tho, best of luck bro.
"The first time in my life I felt comfortable in my own skin" yep. Yep.
Exactly what i went through to the T. Never felt comfortable, always something off when i found oxy thats what was missing from my life. 15 years later im finally clean.
@kebokev7519 very similar for me.
just deleted my dealer's contact. its time.
It’s been three weeks. How’s it going?
@@anjr6282 relapsed like literally two days in 🤣. i have been clean since then though, thanks for the message
@@anjr6282 He's high probably 🤣
@@cdrxgon24 What is/was your DOC? Fetty?
@@YungChem coke, percs and xanax. lethal combination
I just hit 5 years being sober yesterday. These 3 really helped me stay clean.
@SoteloJ93 awesome! I'm glad you made it! I hope life is genuinely good to you.
Congrats. Big up!
Congrats!
So so proud of you❤
good stuff mate, life is too precious.
Been clean from meth and heroin for almost 8 years. Still very vivid memories like it was yesterday. I don’t think that’ll ever change. Can’t imagine going back to that bondage.
Im geeked rn
Im so geeked they call me a nerd@@DallasWB
Hell ya man, keep it up, you are strong 🇱🇷
@@BlackLungRandy it’s all through Christ man. I was hopelessly addicted. God healed me to where it just wasn’t the same. Cravings were strong for about a year.
slamming some brown as I type this comment
Scrim switched through 3 sunglasses 🤣 thought I was tripping
OK I really thought I was just seeing things myself. Tried to rewind and still couldn't figure it out.
Edittingggggggg
The boots !?
@@melissamartinez3593 Right, I didn't notice the glasses, I was too fixated on whatever the fuck those boots are.
@@hhaste he looks lame af lol
I never actually listened to these guys music (no reason why, just never got around to it) but one of my close friends who passed from an OD was really into them.
Everything they are saying is clicking with me on a super fundamental level. The homie was onto something for sure with trying to get me to listen to them.
RIP Jacob your efforts were not in vain. I'll bump some $uicideboys now just for you bro. Your spirit can come kick it with me and catch a vibe while I listen. I love you man wish you were still here.
Their music is demonic man, Jesus loves you and he will fill your deepest void brother
I'm really sorry for your loss
@@tatekenworthy8044 you are attempting to spread God's love, yet you disparage those men.
These men have hundreds of thousands of people that gain inspiration from the story of getting clean. They care about helping the people who are still carrying the same burden.
I think God would call that, doing good works.
Don't use faith, to be hateful please. Take care.
@@tatekenworthy8044if its demonic then why u listening, why u clicking on a podcast that has them on it? why make a comment calling it what it was to begin with?
@@DanielleFoster. how did I once use faith to be hateful? I told him Jesus loves him and he will fill his deepest void. Is that hate? Yes their music is demonic, that is the truth. What matters in the end, if you’re sober or if you follow Jesus? Which one of those options gets you to heaven.
Hearing Theo talk about his issues always makes me love him so much more definitely one of the easiest comics to empathize with
Definitely why the boy$ went on his show
He’s a very relatable lesbian, probably thee most relatable.
He needs to shut up sometimes, dude cut them off so much this episode trying to force a shitty joke and then the subject would change.
@@Seenmikalwow. A former drug addict comedian would interject, in his own setting, to make jokes. Fucking baffling.
videos like this where theyre open about depression make me feel better
“Don’t wanna talk about my drug use, suffered through so much abuse
Lost my back home, left my family all alone”
Some might say..."you're still all alone...all alone..."
Its lyrics from scrim @@joshcruz7912
now your family is also drug addicts LOL
I was born with heroin and x in my system, my mother was an addict and my grandmother ended up getting custody of me when I was 1 month old. I've struggled with addiction my whole life and still to this day I smoke weed, and its the only thing that makes me feel normal. It's sad, but it is what it is. Love to everyone.
Much love brother 💙🤙
I’ve been smoking with my gfs dad and she smokes a lot but sometimes i wonder if she has hyperemises from weed. Or maybe hypochondria into having some other things. But she also has a few other things it treats really well like p.o.t.s. (no joke that’s what it’s called) so i only recommend her natural non addictive seeotoneegic plant psychedelics or a little bit of salvia and OCCASIONAL nicotine no more because she tried mine. My mom smoked cigarettes when i was in the womb and i stopped growing for an entire trimester. maybe that’s why i like spliffs so much. anyway, i think her dad needs it the most because he also grew up as a born-heroin baby and struggled with meth. i think tho stimulants and kratom (no more) (but have tried vicodin) make ne feel normal bc i never did as a kid either and had heavy anxiety. i literally just turned 20 too. but she tells me: yeah you had childhood trauma. especially!!! especially with what me and my brother have recalled on mdma together before. she’s like “well for sure you were abused and have autism/possibly adhd” and i’m like yeah probably. but my brother was always the problem child so he would get more treatment and i was always kind of responsible for myself and always “listened” aka just didn’t wNn get my ass beat. so… yk. it is what it is. i’m 20 i probably won’t even buy alcohol often when i’m an adult. fuck all this shit.
🫶🏾 Love. May you live a long healthy life
Smoking weed really isn't an addiction
@@theoldblood3804not true. An addiction is an addiction.
8:23 "What made you in so much pain, you think?"
"Being born"
real shit
Ya sometimes existence is just ehhh. Like if we do have a creator and I get the chance to talk to it, imma have some fuckin questions that’s for sure.
Like if god is so perfect and omnipotent, why’d he create such imperfect beings like us? Idk man makes me think.
Honestly this is how I feel about life, I’m working on changing that viewpoint but so far nothing has made me feel otherwise.
@@evangreenberg1666 Humanity has tried to answer these questions throughout all of it's existence. Nobody found a perfect answer. In Old Testament God has created only Adam and Eve perfect. However, once they were tempted to commit the first sin, they were banished from Paradise and punished to live on Earth where the life is miserable and hurtful. So, human kind wasn't designed to be perfect by any means, at least to our ancestors common belief. Or if it was, then the first humans on Earth screwed it up. I highly recommend you read Jordan B Peterson's 12 Rules to Life - An antidote to chaos as he tries to answer this question throughout the book while bringing in Bible, ancient philosophers, modern philosophers, science and his own thoughts into play. It is all about your inner perception and belief. Hang in there, you're not alone.
@@mateuszs5071Amen well said 🙏
😂. The way he casually said that killed me. True though I relate
These guys have literally been with me thru my drug abuse since I was like 15 I wanna say I’m 26 now I’m still not clean but I’ve been trying .. shout out $uicideboy$ for being able to get clean and still continue doing what they love and it not affecting there life style 🩵 they really inspire me to do the same ! I’m an MC myself and make beats and I grew up listening to a lot of 36 mafia so I can really relate to these guys so much on a whole other level.. after watching this I’m going to go harder for my sobriety 💜
Stay strong brother try and get sober if you can, I’m almost 4 years clean from heroin and I couldn’t be more happy, I hope you find that one day ❤
They probably ain’t clean lol, maybe Ruby but I think Scrim is full of it.
Take it 1 day at a time
Stay strong bro I never thought I would get clean, no one had faith in me but now I'm 4 years clean and have a 3 year old daughter and a wife and I love my life.
Quit listening to drug music
the boys are always so real.. legit legends among men!
hurrr durrr we do dwugs and make mwusic durrrr look at all our heckin' tatooos durrr
....they aren't even unique bruh
@InternetArbiter someone's a sad lonely uninspired dropkick lol you just sound dumb asf.. all your favourite musicians and artists were tripp8ng balls, coked or smacked out of their minds when they made your fav tracks.. sit down
@@InternetArbiterwhat have you done to change the world
@@Chxll5992 I've served in every battlefield and call of duty since the 1st generations of both titles. don't @ me son. your time hasn't even come yet if you're still on six siege.
@@InternetArbiter boy I grew up on battlefield and cod don't at me
1 year sober off heroin, these guys have been with me through it all
Man I love these 2.. I feel like family when it comes to them. I've listened to them since they had 200k on soundcloud.. I lost my dad at 17 and I'm 29 now and there music has helped me with suicide over and over feeling like someone understands when no one else would even my family. I love you oddy and scrim always will be fam
.
😂 200k on soundcloud had to toss that in there
@@Riceonricenah frr 😭
sorry about your dad i'm 29 and lost my mom at 23... keep fighting
@@tydance8865you too g.
That's real, they helped me through some of my darkest points just by being open with their own struggles. They made me feel cool even tho I felt like a loser deep down.
This is more inspirational than anything, I wish I could have showed this to some people who are gone already!
They may not have even listened, only ones ready get to move on.
@@jamesbillingsby8043 that’s the hard part
I've been sober 6 years. The best thing to ever happen to Me. I just cold turkeyed everything. About the start of the 2nd month I was able to sleep and function like a normal human again.
Same here felt like it was never ending but just one month of death and another of your body getting back to normal
Real shit right here from these guys. Wise and humble love yall
wow, just found them through this video. they so well articulated one’s experience with depression and drug addiction along with childhood trauma. i wish them the best in their journey!
I’m in New Orleans off them percocets like I’m Sean Payton
Who that ?
WHO DAT
@@n0x1021 Sean Payton is an American football coach and former quarterback who is the head coach for the Denver Broncos of the National Football League. Previously, he served as the head coach of the New Orleans Saints from 2006 to 2021, leading the franchise to its first Super Bowl victory during the 2009 season.
@@rizinMLGwooooosh. Come to NOLA sometime 😂😂who dat???
Bitches hit my line I said not today Satan
I really relate a lot to what scrim and Ruby are both saying both in their music and these interviews. I’ve been addicted to subs for 5 years and it just feels normal to be on em and I feel like I can’t live without em. The both inspire me to one day to get completely sober.
You can do it bro
Been on subs for 3 years now I’m 24 shits the hardest thing I’ve ever done bro, been a couple times I’ve lost my stuff and had to sit through the most excruciating physical and mental withdrawals, people really don’t understand how we need this to function
@@douBBle0306damn I got prescribed it to get over withdrawals, it’s only been a month it has helped tremendously but hearing stuff like this I’m like shit lol gonna be hard to get off it eventually
Been on Subs for like 13 years now. Shit sux. But better than chasing roxys and H..
@@douBBle0306 I’m 32 now if I could go back over the last decade I would of just got off the sub for me it was never able to block my fent and now I’m on 235 mgs a day of methadone for the last 4 years and getting increasingly miserable but surviving
I feel you man that withdrawl from long half life opioids is HELL I wish I just stayed using dope sometimes
Im 5 days clean off fentanyl this made my day
nice man keep going i hope its 7 days now
Make it to 12?
Keep it up! You got this!
growth isnt a straight line, so dont give (yourself) up if you relapsed!
starting again is also great, just dont stop trying!
Thank you all of yall fr fr
"We'll nic it out" - Scrim
Gettin straight up NICC'D
I remember meeting these boys going to my first concert which was them! I was late so we stopped at the gas station down the steeet I guess their openers were still on SO they went to the gas station and we MET THEM❤❤❤ unbelievable experience I love yall.
11:17 "you want a fresh one?" certified King behavior 🙏🙏
Scrim a real one for that , im trying to see what kind of vape he has
My son is a die hard fan of these dudes. Had no idea they were cousins and also in recovery. Seems like a great time to give em a listen. Much respect 🫡
he changed his glasses four times during the duration of this clip
lmaooo couldn't decide if he wanted to look badass or be able to actually see with the prescribed cartier's (i assume)
I don’t get it?
@@frankieneedlzyou don’t understand English?
@@ricoguapo7408 maybe he wanted to feel out theos vibes first and then once he saw he could connect he switched to clear.
Cause he’s fucking Scrim that’s why.
12 steps saved me too. To anyone struggling with addiction. Go to a NA or AA and find your faith in a higher power. There is always hope. Glad to see both these guys over come this disease.
I just can’t stand how hard religion is pushed there.
@@OGbobbyKUSHliterally bro
@@OGbobbyKUSHits helpful way of living but I stopped going because I smoke weed.
Or better... Skip the disease model/cult stuff & go to a SMART, lifeboat or SOS meeting or any other local 12 step alternative 🤷
Step 8 here. Ready to finish them, got 11 months and 9 days now 🙏🏽🙌🏽
"Even if the finish line is far, keep on marching on"
Proud of them and wishing them happiness
14 months clean, yall 👏
Proud of you bro 👊
@@Adam.OGorman 👊
they explained it so well, big love and appreciation for this episode
The phrase is "functioning addict".
Kinda describes me 😂 well I used to be, it's now just weed like Ruby. #staymedicated
@@brianstone3722 wha gon' m0n
That's over half of America lol
@@JonnyUnderratedIts wagwan, not what gone
Me ,
It's awesome to see them go through personal hell and come back strong, their music will flourish from that.
scrims glow up from his past fashion sense to his attitude is so lovely to see, so much growth between the two of them.
And his voice, so much more life and I swear I’ve never heard Scrim or Ruby truly laugh before this podcast
Glow up? lol dude looks like an idiot with all the jailhouse tats on his face. Sadly a common example of people from my home state.
Those boots are fucking atrocious
@@ghengisdong6714abominable
Are you on pills? He looks like an idiot.
Years ago, I started listening to $B especially during my drug days.. and now I’m three years clean still bumpin them ❤
I listened to the whole thing last night and it’s the first time I’ve ever actually listened to them talking. Quite surprised how well spoken and intelligent they both are. Particularly Scrim. Seem like great dudes ❤️
Just got 3 years a few days ago, and Theo was almost my first video about recovery. Thanks brother
Just hit 2 years clean off fent. Even my worst days off opiates are better than my best days on them. Good shit
At the end just makes me think of ruby screaming in the kitchen and scrim looking terrified for his life
ruclips.net/user/shortsCKew9TTfUUo?si=576pAeb5Sk3F1y5d
I was a stone cold pothead from 12yrs old. It was my identity. My friends did pills. Never fucked with them. Until the day I did. I had oral surgery. They prescribed me Perc 10’s. I got home. Took 2 and a warm, fuzzy, confident, rush of god washed over my entire soul. I literally remember saying in my head: “Well this is what I do now.”
That eventually led to dope. Never needles. But still snorting dope for years. Then ice. Been clean off dope for 10 years legit 5 days ago. Still struggle with ice and probably gonna be on suboxone the rest of my life
Yup. Wisdom teeth is what got me in. I was anti-pharmaceutical until that point. And bingo. Exactly what u said.
12 years sober. I know exactly what he means when he talks about that first pain pill. Thankful to be alive to see this video. So many people sacrificed a lot to keep giving me second chances.
Bless up anyone struggling
5 years clean from heroin, meth, and Xanax! I’m blessed to be alive, and am lucky to now have the chance to be a dad 🙏
I am so God damn proud scrim n ruby got sober! I have been a fan since 2016 and to see them progress and still keep it G is the realist shit I have ever seen out of most if not all music scenes right now. 💯
Never did weed, I went straight to snorting coke and oxys. Shit is crazy
No withdrawals from coke. Easiest drug to stop cold turkey 😅
@@pneuma6421 Yeah, coke is the best drug, the problem is those fucking pills bro
As a 27 yo heroin addict that feeling of being comfortable in your own skin is too relatable, as much as I don’t want to take any drug every day I don’t ever see myself getting off it, I admire the fact that they both got clean because whenever I’ve tried I feel like I’ve lost my best friend and that empty feeling inside is unbearable. Hats off to them both, glad I came across this video
Try methadone, atleast it wont kill you 🙏
Ruby with that salt n peppa beared 😍 looking good .
this compared to the no jumper interview is incredible growth. I love y’all
This is the Suicide Boys 2.0 interview we have all been waiting for.
I'll never forget when they called me on stage in San Antonio TX, gave me a hug and went on with the show, one of the realest people I've ever met 🙏🏽 scrim and ruby always show love I will always support them 🙏🏽
im a big suicideboys fan from the netherlands from the beginning check every song im in the comments i look like the 3rd suicideboy how many people i told ABOUT THEM WE FROM THE SAME ERA 9-9-1987 they made me cry a lot nobody can do that love you guys and i try to better my self but its hard if you know what this world really is i cant go back suicide till i die
Had 2 spine surgeries + a appendix removal last year and went down a dark road. Currently 3 days clean from a oxy, norco, tylenol 4, poppy seed, valium and alchohol addiction. I feel so bad its unbelievable but Jelly's music is helping. Please pray for me I legit feel like im dying 🙏🏼
Prayers sent bro
@@austinprice606 thanks man I seriously appreciate it. Today was the first day I slept a bit since I stopped. I have like restless body syndrome or something and feel extremely intense anxiety and stomach problems. It's so soooo bad
Damn dawg. Thats hardcore. Poppy seeds because it unrefined is like instant withdrawl the next day anyways. If I was you, go to a free government treatment place just to get somewhere and around nurses and sheet.
So glad they doing good now 🙏
I hate being sober
Love these guys. As someone that has struggled with clinical ocd so bad that it’s difficult to leave the house, it gives me great hope that it will get better.
I still have trouble accepting this is who I am and feel ashamed when I spiral. Fortunately, for me I didn’t like drugs I have been prescribed enough to get hooked.
I do feel alone at times even though I have a strong support from my family. I do hope everyone finds help out there to make it through this thing we call life. Much love to everyone going through something. Don’t quit.
You got this! Keep your head up
Scrim's shoes always caught my eye😂
fr hes fire but damn what are those clankers
Maybe Rick Owens or something idk @@rizinMLG
thankful that i found the boy$ before i really had the opportunity to get into all that. love them and their music so much
Yep, that shit hit right in my chest. I said the same shit the first time I felt that painpill kick in. Lortab xanax and soma. Perks had me literally telling my family I figured out what Ive been missing all my life. 1st time was 15 and up till then I felt like somehow I never belonged here, then I got that scrip and I was me for the rest of time.
Get sober brother
Perks had me 😂😂😂 boi I tell ya
(Tues, Aug 20, 2024)
Blue collar workers: “i dont do pills no more”
0:01
Managing a restaurant on xans 0:26
Pickleback heron2:18
Perc (“like im on one”)7:38
If enough ppl like me, i’ll like me
10:27
Almost 3 years sober comin' up on Christmas! 🤘
That's right myyy boa! 💪🏻💯
Compared to older interviews, Scrim sounds sooo sober now. It’s nice to see
Never actually heard the boys sit down and speak like this… and who better to do it with then Mr.Von. Taking these heavy subjects and making smiles in the process ❤
when slicky said "It was the first time I felt comfortable in my skin" it took a lot to not bawl my eyes out these two mean a fucking lot and theo has made me laugh through a lot of sadness. Glad to see them soooooo much better than 6-8 years ago
“It’s more spiritual not a material answer “ these guys are so genuine and I wish them all the love in the world
Oh my gosh this is extremely helpful rn. Everything they said- ❤️🙌🏼
Haven’t really listened to a lot of their new stuff ngl but I’m so happy to see them off the hard drugs man. Healthy and happy. Good for them.
First time I ever saw Theo Von I saw him live at a Roast at the Comedy Store on my vacation in LA, and didn’t even know who he was because he wasn’t majorly big yet. Then my next introduction to Theo was at the beginning of COVID when I found myself in the hospital with such severe withdrawals that I had pancreatitis and collapsed gall bladder. I found myself alone unable to sleep all night with the IV in my arm, watching Theo videos until my nurse came in to check on me in the morning. All of this to say my sobriety journey also has a connection to Theo, and he truly helped me get through that night alone in that hospital. I’ve had a few hiccups along the way, but I am here today and can say I am not using. If Theo can do it, I can do it, and if I can do it, you can do it too.
You’d think scrim was still on drugs wearing those god damn boots lol
came in thinking to hear some crazy drug stories but came out with some powerful messages theo has a way of putting the words together so well.
"It's hard to get a pill head to finish painting the baseboards"
Lmfaooooo
Shi not if they feenin. They'll do anything to not feel sick.
scrim saying when they got "there" wherever "there" was at like 10:00 really hit.
I’m an addict and I’ve been one since 15, very similar to scrim in my journey with drugs, and hearing him talk about this is making my chest ache. I wish I knew why that’s happening. Some of the things he says throughout this clip relate so much to me that you would think I’d feel relieved to know there’s people who understand, but instead my mind is rejecting it. Why is that? It makes no logical sense.
The “trinity” gave me energy and the Colombian nose candy would put me to sleep after 30 minutes. Somehow I was a functional addict for about 10 years. After I lost my scripts and had to source from the streets things went downhill pretty quick. 3 arrests in 6 months followed by prison time finally got me clean.
Prolly millions of us with the exact same story as scrim, every detail, he was just able to turn into consistent musical output. So dope to have these guys
granny stickin up for Ruby is too funny lmfao
I'm so glad these guys didn't get taken out early and got it all together, we need to see some legends from our generation live on.
4 months today ❤
grats 🎉❤
I quit smoking, drinking, and taking meds about 2 weeks ago now and I honestly can't say I have any desire to go back after learning to feel again.
Almost cried watchin this video because it scrims backstory and growing up around it and getting clean + the best Theo moments when getting clean. Reminds me of me to a T. I’m so proud of The Boys for getting clean their music is what helps me 🙏🏽❤️
Bro no one cares
What re you gay
It’s good seeing people like that get clean. If I had the kinda money they do when I was tryna sober up - I woulda never got clean. It woulda killed me. I respect them even more for that.
@@yungmentalproblems nah I just really connect with them through their music especially scrim because I grew up heavy on the same street they did and I looked up to them and started doing drugs. But now that I’m clean and sober I connect to them instead of getting stuck in my head for letting it out on others. Their music helps me express my anger from drug abuse. Drug abuse ruined my brain forever it feels like bc even seeing or hear about nicotine(even a cig) makes me fiend so bad I get sick until I get that one hit fix. I’m loving their newer music (clean suicide boys) because I’m starting to get clean from like 20 different substances…;/ moral support the only
Thing that’s keeping me from relapsing lmao finna gtb don’t wanna burden you. Night.
@@GyatRizzler69-of3wl im sure you don’t but if the boys seen me message they Leila be proud. People like you is the reason I relapse and do drugs 24/7 bc you won’t control your emotions 😝
I have been lucky to not go through what these guys and everyone in the comments is talking about having been through. But I’m so glad you’re all still here to share your insights. And I’m happy for those of you who have completed the monumental task of getting clean. Keep it up, and to those who may read this and are trying, don’t give up❤️
these guys get along so well it’s nice to see. cut from the same cloth, southern boys
It’s crazy how similar me and Scrim’s stories are. The only difference is I started at 15 instead of 16, but everything else is the same. I don’t know why, but hearing him say that when he first tried pain pills he “got it” is hard to hear. You’d think hearing someone express the exact same thing you’ve thought would make you feel less alone, but instead it just hurts me for some reason. I’d really like to get to the core of that and understand why it makes me sad. Maybe it’s because I know that was the day my life was never going to be the same and it makes me uncomfortable to even be reminded of it.
One of the worst things about being an addict is the soul crushing regret. I regret the day I ever tried an opioid. I regret it to a degree that I could never begin to express. I wish I never found out what I was missing out on, I wish I never “got it.” Just like you don’t know what you have until it’s gone, you don’t know what you’re missing until you experience it, and I wish I never would’ve experienced it.
sounds like a farm with all these goats bleating
G59 forever yall saved me when I was in a dark place $uicideboy$ forever
I fucking love these boys, so much time to listen
If you or a friend is suffering from addiction seek help,…
You are not alone, being free and able to be clear headed allows you to let old feelings and problems go away. May god be with you. 🙏🕊️
I've got a little over 3 years clean off Xanax. I relate in such a big way to all of this chaos.
I watched all 2-3 hours and still watching clips is how good the interview is😂
wasted my 20's doing dumb shit, and i dont regret a FUCKING thing
Why do we choose to dislike ourselves?
We are all worthy of love and able to do great things
Whatever you’re battling just know you’re never alone - you always have an option and there are brighter days
I love you
Cuz we aren't meant to live the lifestyles we live maybe ?
This means the world to me after coming from the same bs. Sober life is 1,000x more rewarding. Keep doing your things guys!
8 years clean from her ron and benzos
These guys r too real. I related so much to scrim talking about not being okay in his own skin and how drugs made him feel better
Hearing people openly talk about their struggles is literally one of the only things that gives me any hope left for humanity. It’s very obvious (imo) that capitalism, materialism, and over stimulation are leading us on a downward trajectory as a society. Glad I can stumble on authentic tales of real life struggles to remind me that everyone goes through shit and there’s still some level of humanity left. ✌️
Damn straight and that's coming from a 20-year x heroin addict here. Honesty is very refreshing in this world to say the least. And rare nowadays. God bless you 🙏❤
Glad we still here yall.
JUST SOME LOUISIANA BOYS.......Y'ALL WOULDN'T GET IT GANG GANG
4:36 TOO REAL
I’ve been off narcotics for so many years I can’t definitively remember anymore. When he asked about the first pill, I tried to remember myself and couldn’t, that’s when I transpired this realization. Congratulations to everyone on the other side and to the others there is light and we are waiting for you
Was strung out on them dirty Ⓜ️ boxes ( fent 30s ) for a year and it was the hardest time of my life. One big help with getting sober was listening to these bros music and damn did it bring me back learning how they reached sobriety themselves. I'm now almost 3 years clean and I could never go back to that life. If you're struggling with addiction, you can hmu in this thread and I'll be ears for whoever needs it. It starts with YOU wanting the change firstly but I know how much it helps to have a nonjudgmental person to just hear you out. Get well everyone.
Same here brother! I live in western Massachusetts and I've done blues aka M 30s since I was 15-16 when I was in a horrible car accident and the car flipped over 7 times and I was thrown out of the window breaking both of my femur bones, my left arm, my back in 3 different places and my jaw and fractured my skull. And they prescribed me 30mg percs and 15mg morphines. After healing from the accident I continued doing blues from buying them from my connect but would also drive down to Florida with 3 of my buddies and we would all get scripts of blues from their walk in clinics before they started taking away the licenses of all the doctors who were prescribing to anyone and everyone. So now you can't find a real blue anywhere here in Massachusetts... So I stopped for a while and started doing heroin until one day I met some dude from a long time friend of mine who was selling 30s for cheap as fuck! And I didn't know about fentanyl and being able to press fake pills with fentanyl etc. until I did the first blue I bought from him and with in 10-15 minutes I overdosed immediately and the paramedics said I was a minute or less away from not being able to wake up at all. I was 26 years old when that happened and ever since that day I've never touched any type of opiate still to this day! And I'll be 36 on September 18th! And it's crazy man you can find them anywhere here in Mass for 8-10$ a pill. What's even scarier is they're even pressing them into candy shapes now and are able to dye them any color they want.,. So many children are dying from them now thinking they're stealing a legit piece of candy from their parents when in reality it's fentanyl pressed into heart shaped pieces etc.
@@haithere420 that's a wild story bro but I'm not surprised if they start putting fent in actual candy to target our kids nowadays 🤔😠 but I'm glad you're free from that demon and sober now. Bless you
@@Slimeyy-uh6wg same to you my brother! But yeah man just Google it! A case just recently happened again where the child died from fentanyl consumption because the parents had sandwich bags filled with heart shaped fentanyl pills. They do such a good job with pressing them that it even fools the police 90% of the time. And shit they do such a good job at also pressing white and pink 10mg, green 15mg, grey 20mg and blue A,V,K and M 30 mg percs that if you don't use them before you would never guess they were fake. Luckily you can tell because they can't dye the entire pill fully so when you break it on half youll see white/gray in the center of the pill. It's just crazy how far the cartel and even deig dealers will go to make money. Because it's so easy to buy a pill press machine online it's mind-blowing!! I legit knew a scientist who lives in a town call Springfield here in Massachusetts. And he legit left his 100+k a year job and came up with his own formula of fentanyl and whatever else they use to hold the form of the pill and dye for the color, and now he's making 50 to maybe even 100x the amount of money he was making at his old legal lab just by pressing fake pills with the world's cheapest but most dangerous opiate on the market to this day. It's absolutely insane my dude! And to think they're paying pennies for pounds and pounds of fentanyl and make 30$+ per pill. Don't know what it cost where you love but they still charge 1$ per MG here in Massachusetts. I know dudes who were selling them and wouldn't give you any type of deal what so ever. He legit had a dude buy 10 blues everyday from him and was charging 50$ a pill because it's legit impossible to find any kind of painkiller here in Mass. Just from this one dude alone he was making 500$ everyday for selling him 10 fake 30mg percs every single day. He just finally got busted from the local police and was caught with 3300 fake 30mg percs and was sentenced 13 years in state prison.
keep it up bro i’m proud of you
@@aah-hq5sz thank you 🙏🏾