Every time I hear this song it makes me very sad...and nostalgic. It was my ex and my song. She plays piano. I play guitar. I was strings, she was piano...we planned to learn this duet, but life was too real. Even though it was the best thing for me, and I am happier anyway. Sometimes in the dark of night, alone, in my apartment I think back to her and I miss her. I feel so badly for her. At 36 she is still just that little girl...craving acceptance from her father. For him to say just once, and mean it, that he is so PROUD of her...but she never heard it. He died when she was 19, and past all of these years I can always tell it weighs heavily on her. I just want her to know how proud of her I am...sometimes, I miss her SO much. I just want her to be happy. To be loved, in her own special way. This was our song. *Edit Apr '22 It's been a while, and while nobody asked, I am doing well. I have had a few other girls to fill the void since then and I realize how much more put together every single one of them is. I also learned that I am not the relationship type. While I still feel badly for my ex, based off of nothing because I ghosted her and I have no idea how she is doing, I feel it in the air that she still struggles. Not sure how to explain it, but I hope she finds the happiness she is looking for because she doesn't even know what it is that she needs. 7Aug 2023. Wow, I can't believe it has been over 4 years. I am over the old pain, though I still occasionally wonder. I still wish her the best and I still miss our little language "Bunnish", but I can rest easy now, noticing that I havent felt any pangs of sadness in my soul for her in at least a solid year. That makes me happy. 7Oct'23 - I felt a few pangs of sadness from her and I have had several negative dreams about her. I think times are rough again, though she has always wavered, emotionally. She has a hard time staying put and I feel that she is where she is at out of merely settling. Either way, I hope not. I hope my re-occuring dreams about her fate aren't true. Hell, the only reason I type here is because the negative dreams have commenced. It feels like it is what is to come for her...I don't know why I still have these dreams, as I have since found someone better. My gf is just as intrigued about it as I am, though not at all jealous. Which is a nice change of pace.
Such a beautiful melody 💙 ❤️ I always listen to it every day where ever I go. Especially when going to therapy at the clinic. To relax.
Every time I hear this song I literally feel like I could float on the air with each note. So beautiful. Thank you.
❤❤❤❤❤.it's also my tune in my cell phone.
Would you make any tour plan or even online concert ? Your music is so healingful.
A beautiful video with Butterflies 🦋 💕 would be awesome.
Every time I hear this song it makes me very sad...and nostalgic. It was my ex and my song. She plays piano. I play guitar. I was strings, she was piano...we planned to learn this duet, but life was too real. Even though it was the best thing for me, and I am happier anyway. Sometimes in the dark of night, alone, in my apartment I think back to her and I miss her. I feel so badly for her. At 36 she is still just that little girl...craving acceptance from her father. For him to say just once, and mean it, that he is so PROUD of her...but she never heard it. He died when she was 19, and past all of these years I can always tell it weighs heavily on her. I just want her to know how proud of her I am...sometimes, I miss her SO much. I just want her to be happy. To be loved, in her own special way. This was our song. *Edit Apr '22 It's been a while, and while nobody asked, I am doing well. I have had a few other girls to fill the void since then and I realize how much more put together every single one of them is. I also learned that I am not the relationship type. While I still feel badly for my ex, based off of nothing because I ghosted her and I have no idea how she is doing, I feel it in the air that she still struggles. Not sure how to explain it, but I hope she finds the happiness she is looking for because she doesn't even know what it is that she needs. 7Aug 2023. Wow, I can't believe it has been over 4 years. I am over the old pain, though I still occasionally wonder. I still wish her the best and I still miss our little language "Bunnish", but I can rest easy now, noticing that I havent felt any pangs of sadness in my soul for her in at least a solid year. That makes me happy. 7Oct'23 - I felt a few pangs of sadness from her and I have had several negative dreams about her. I think times are rough again, though she has always wavered, emotionally. She has a hard time staying put and I feel that she is where she is at out of merely settling. Either way, I hope not. I hope my re-occuring dreams about her fate aren't true. Hell, the only reason I type here is because the negative dreams have commenced. It feels like it is what is to come for her...I don't know why I still have these dreams, as I have since found someone better. My gf is just as intrigued about it as I am, though not at all jealous. Which is a nice change of pace.
While playing the Melody